“On and on the mysteries unwind themselves like galaxies in my head”
- Sting, A Thousand Years
What happened when William Shakespeare wrote? How did the Monarchy really respond? What is Queen Elizabeth 1st’s karma on the earth and how will she react to my writings once I start publishing them?
Sathya Sai Baba appeared many years ago and told me to see myself as Po from Kung Fu Panda and that his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar was one of the challenges the world faced. The other of course being the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The psyche faces many pressures when dealing with the minds many influences in modern life and the old ways struggle for cogency to speak of Christ and light.
It amuses me to reflect on democracy that I could hypothetically still be an MP and run for Prime Minister. This chance is negated by my health and I don’t have the brain for it let alone the social skills and financial backing. But as I refer back to more political times with William Blake or Khalil Gibran, I am flummoxed for the literary market today and the use of the internet in marking out new grounds for mental health research. David Blunkett was an MP and blind so hopefully in the future new spaces will open up as a result of healing and seeing deep scars of our nation grow into something better.
Children in the UK have their nursery rhymes to sing and fairytales to grow up remembering. The modern fad of yoga with its mythology has been paid for online with Krishna Consciousness on YouTube and needs medical attention for a new set of terms to meet and greet people with so that people can work together and deal with the spectre of God that can be so divisive a matter in conventional political linguistics.
“He who quits this world while remembering me will obtain me with no doubt.” – Bhagavad Gita
Krishna echoes Christian dharma contained in Ave Maria where the Virgin Mary is prayed for comfort and forgiveness at the time of death.
Mike Flexer was a year below me at St Hugh’s College studying English. he is now an academic researching English and Mental Health at Exeter University.
“The mind is as difficult to control as the wind. It is possible with steadfast determination and practice.” – Bhagavad Gita
J R R Tolien wrote that all literature is about death. This reminds me of the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying which stipulates that mental problems come from an inability to be at peace with the fact of death in life. The stories and plays and poems are this way a jarring presence of struggle for mortality and the enduring nature of the human spirit for expression against nihilism.
The Dalai Lama appeared to me after my hospitalisation and warned me to stay in the house after my last romantic relationship in London between 2010-2011. He warned me that it is all about marriage outside and I was walking target for a doomed and disasterous relationship after so long in the house after 2002. I am working and find I am able to keep myself to myself but notice that I am aloof from everyday conversation and banter and hide behind being 48 years old and too old to mix and mingle with 20 somethings.
“I am but mad north north west: When the wind is southerly, I know a hawk from a handsaw.” – William Shakespeare Hamlet
I used to quote this to myself a lot when I was at school as I stood apart from the crowd and suffered for my visions of life and society. One day Krishna came to me in realisation that William Shakespeare cannot save you but Srila Prabhupada can. They sell a lot of books at ISKCON as they promote Krishna Consciousness.
It is my intention to end the War in Heaven
It is my intention to end Maya
I hope to bring an end to racism
Tibet will not need a Land Registry and our house has been mapped and paid for with a mortgage and has been addressed for religious experiences and phenomena. It has also interacted with various government departments in the course of the three lives lived here as the Tibetan and Chinese forces study British democracy under a Monarch for their negotiations.
The Kings English necessitates an audience while one is writing and this is to be internet communications so this will open up new fields of academic research using Krishna’s energy – like William Blake and his use of energy hundreds of years ago. India does not have a Canterbury Tales so will benefit from my affinity with William Shakespeare to modernise poetic content and secure a new awareness of literature and higher standards of reading. This is a field dominated by Arundhati Roy and her friendship with Asian writers in English and their kow towing with British universities blocking up Indian institutions.
Bill Maher and Pier Morgan advertised drugs on Youtube socially after 2012.
Oxford is maturing in me. The independent study I did and the year out at Scientology is growing to meet the Church I am attending St Gabriels and I am feeling more grounded and whole.
It would be nice to live in a Church. This is likely some sort of confession in the consciousness looking to secure an identity as writer.
What is time like for a writer? He constantly imagines the future as he writes and the receipt of his communication and can drift years into the future and this involves political changes too.
One day God spoke to me and said to “just keep an eye on things”. This goes to something I learned from The Prophet Muhammed: to question my authority and recall the verse from the Bible when Jesus spoke “as one who had authority”. I don’t and it would be very hard to verify my past lives for what they are worth and I have become dependent on my mother and brother at home. This also means things about land and title and the guru doing the rounds on the internet and to not worry about having power over other people but carry on with my own independence in time. I’m too old to start again and clamour after status and titles, better to stay in the world of manifestation and keep updating spy records for other people to do well in the world.
During 2017-2024 I used Instagram and made lots of social media videos across lots of accounts. I did this under the name Akaash Rishi. My intention was to purify the internet and purge it of unnecessary confusion. I also intended to spoof the NHS about being a God and ask what kind of God this was having a nervous breakdown. I also made lots of videos of myself breaking down on Tik Tok. I also used Facebook and YouTube but these are deleted now. If you want to see my remaining accounts look me up under the pen name Akaash Rishi and see what you find. They may add some context to the poetry and articles and inspire your own thinking.
I hope that Priests in the UK read my blog and get together with me to discuss matters and the evolution of the State.