hinduism

14/06/26

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The role of Guru in England is a lost cause. Powerful people are not willing to suffer memory and wait in line to remember a useful question. That is why Srila Prabhupada was bought Bhaktivedanta Manor by George Harrison and did his studying out in public. His lifestyle was markedly simplified to allow for external voices.

By repeating myself and writing in short bursts I hope to create a resource that is accessible by people and lends itself to trust regarding many issues including my family and a biography worthy of introduction into universities worldwide to study my poetry in light of various disciplines including mental health, religion and culture.

The Dalai Lama has issued a statement that he wants to remain in India and not return to China on social media. He has also stated that the next Dalai Lama will be born in India. China have contested this claim stating that the next Dalai Lama can be born in China.

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What is China’s mother tongue name and what was Tibet before westernisation and the Free Tibet campaign that spread to social media and engaged contracts with wester forces?

I have experience dealing with demonic possession and medication.

The world of religion and The Imagination is laid open with Yoga as Meditation and the aspect of The Seer that I inject into proceedings is utilised by devout academics discerning the role of British Asian literature in racial and anthropology as literary studies moves forward.

Was Shakespeare a Healer? Could he be read after J Krishnamurti’s life as The World Teacher and Theosophically grounded with other worldly existence. His role as an influenced and influential man could be contextualised and bound by time since the 1600s as God with him to be The Creator and people enjoy hedonistic lifestyles in the arts to earn the disdain of academics not interested in their lavish lifestyles and try to remain in control of national narratives.

The Economist published an article a number of years back about an African situation which led to the African leader titling Shakespeare as the “second greatest Creator since God”.

Such views are expounded by Harold Bloom’s introduction to Shakespeare The Invention of the Human and the notion that Shakespeare taught us more than the Oedipus Complex ever did with Hamlet. I used to think like this until I was saved by Srila Prabhupada and realised that Shakespeare cannot save you and that English literature had led me quite astray into social scenes designed to ruin my health and leave me for dead as my colleagues read the Art of War and craved material success.

Donald Trump recently visited China and the news showed his walks and talks with Xi Xin Ping. News on China is scarce and the latest in the UK is for a new large Embassy building to be built and given to China. How did China interact after the erection if a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College shortly after EnlightenNext collapsed and used up all that internet data with Barack Obama and the liberal elite in London?

Sathya Sai Baba had 10 million likes on my Facebook app around 2012. His organisation collapsed after his death and the advent of Prema Sai Avatar as some sort of computer program and alogorthim led to dwindling numbers and the rise of Aadi Yogi Sadhguru left off as India’s premier Guru.

The role of the internet and Prakrti/ nature has not been discussed in public. The UK measures airspace above houses of royal ownership. What do other nations do and how is this applied to New Age theories of energy working when WiFi and internet cables are involved. So far as the UK is concerned history will be written by one man. Sir Richard Branson has built an empire with Virgin and other internet companies are similarly nameless and faceless. Virgin ran martial arts adverts and flirted with Buddhism and Daoism with Stephen Fry and other commercially viable members of cults that use databases.

Did William Blake sit in silence as he composed his poetry and etched on his plates and communed with God to create such esoteric works of art. I find that I am silent and think a lot about conversations I would have with people when my vision is of heavenly objects and channeling with Krishna and Jesus.

When J Krishnamurti said it would take 800 years to undertake his bidding he was referring to his body and the role Intelligence plays in the formation of Creation. This calendar traces back to his Truth is a Pathless Land speech as a young man and the argument for God from Free Will. This notion of man’s Christian destiny to be the bearer of Free Will in the face of darkness and Satanic forces takes into consideration World War 1 and World War 2. World War 3 and indeed World War 4 have not been adequately balanced with The World Teacher and World Karma that J Krishnamurti was dealing with as a Theosophist and it is for religious theologians to engage all wars in the last century with their hearkening back to ancestry and heritage to understand the Free Will debate. This means the civil wars in Africa and the wars in the Middle East as well as in Asia.

ISKCON is a young religion growing up in a man’s world where woman has been liberated sexually in some cultures. Unlike Chrisianity which had its infancy over the last millennium, ISKCON is growing up with the postal service and internet communications as well as TV and radio and Satellite Communications. This is not to say anything of e-commerce – all of which can be taken into account with just a couple of lines from Srila Prabhupada’s works. Krishna waited until the new world was born to access theology and history from Islam and Christianity not to mention Buddhist arguments to create and launch ISKCON and has made much progress in the last 60-70 years since its inception in the mind of Srila Prabhupada’s in America in the 1960s.

The comment “I am” is highly sexualised when applied to a Hindu seeking achievement when his nature is to be one of celibacy and renunciation.

When transcending death, in a talk that was screened on YouTube, when J Krishnamurti is in dialogue with a famous Buddhist monk: J Krishnamurti lifts the text straight out of ISKCON to explain how there is an intelligence above dull matter and the soul/no soul debate that is already free of death that needs to witness the streams if consciousness that flow within it.

“… my devotee is transcendental and always engaged in the self” – Krishna, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

The Drs and Nurses never originated the self as an issue when examining my mood disorders and just met an unhappy man inconvenienced by strange medical appointments without explanation. Bipolar Disorder was never enquired about or discussed and moods were never alluded to. Fortunately I read the diagnosis in the hospital about thinking I was a Hindu God and having been into Scientology when I was younger so I knew enough to keep quiet and not seek a resolution to these tests. I have forgiven these medics and had many conversations with them in my head. At one point I recorded my meetings and uploaded them on YouTube to vindicate myself of bad behaviour that caused my mental health appointments and diagnosis. This was fertile ground for my imagination as I imagined a court case ruling against NHS abusers – something I was told to let go of by my intuition as Jehovah pointed to the bigger picture of the NHS’s usefulness as I know work in IT and see for myself their operations as I answer calls from the NHS and serve their technical needs.

The words of the Christian hymn from Church this weekend is going around my head: “Our God is a great big God”. It reminds me of how pop songs and particularly Sting would circle around my brain and I feel better that it is a hymn as I continue to change Hare Krishna in the mornings too. It is quite hard and the energy is rather dense and sticky but I soldier on and manage a few rounds while listening to Hare Krishna on the bus for 2 hours to and from work.

My mum was right to hospitalise me. Look at my creativity and journaling now with all the poetry I have written. I am now in a stable job which is a far cry away from where I was in 2012 after suffering years of unemployment and depression since 2022. Nevermind the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and the need for labels and classification in the sciences, the Depakote I took was good for my acidity and potential to experience ulcers and regulated my mood with Olanzapine and then Risperidone. The homeopath I see speaks very detrimentally about the NHS having once been a Dr in the NHS himself. His talks are not without reason and he does not recommend I come off the medication. I tried in about 2013-2014 and experienced bad side effects and went AWOL for while. My moods are much better and I have survived the spiritual and intellectual minefield having written 40-50 books and published them on Amazon before I went too far in my advertising and lost my contract with them: I am much better now and more balanced in my morning meditation to see myself as just one person who has had divine and diabolical experiences to integrate into his psyche and proceed with God into the future where my writing will help those engaged in Yoga into better states of consciousness.

I have been working hard of recent to ensure that my identity stays rooted in my schooling and as my mother’s son and brother’s younger brother. The spiritual experiences I have had and am having are transcendent and thus transient and come and go like the weather and don’t add to my authority.

ISKCON believe that by chanting Hare Krishna Hare Rama on “engages oneself in the transcendental energy of the Lord” and one becomes “simultaneously one but different” from God.

I reflect that I have projected my mother onto Hollywood and seen her liberalism in various ways. One way is to see the actress Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly engaging with my sentimentality and enacting roles which touch on tender themes that echo things that my mother says. The roles in The Godfather Trilogy and Rocky movies for Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly’s role in Labryinth and A Beaitful Mind are a touching reminder of wanderers need to in search of his mother now that Bollywood does not satisfy his needs with Mother India being recommended by the Sathya Sai Baba foundation for her struggles and strife with two sons and an absent father. Madelline Stowe is another actress whose characters and mannerisms remind me of motherhood.

Writers imagine cause and effect between people. Healers engage metaphysical realities to suffer these relationships as The Real.

I spend a lot of my time imagining conversations with people. This blog supplements that need I have to justify myself and explain who I am. After having been shoddily treated by the NHS and seen them write about me and exchange information about me and having noticed spy games going on, I am here to clear my name. Having been an English student I can guess at what happens to poets whose family details are disclosed as the context of their poems is researched with regards to taste and bias and to further expand the field of academic study so progress is possible.

In 2020 I saw the Dr Fapohunda who was rude to me and diagnosing me without talking to me properly: He said I had a relapse and I was aghast at how he was causing me to feel worried and anxious. This is Tamas Guna in ISKCON and Bhaktivedanta Book Trust and actions in the mode of ignorance. I developed the bad habit of speaking out loud when nobody was around during this period and it lasted for a couple of years as I felt a lot of pressure and other things going through me to explain what was going on and where I was in life. I found that having been cut off from my social life and having a mobile phone meant that I needed to speak to someone and was alone and could not cope with that aloneness.

Two points come up here – one that I have fairly archaic Buddhist views on Enlightenment and habits formed from the past study of Dharma stretching back a long time ago. Secondly that Henry David Thoreau echos from the past and speaks to me about my living accomodation and change of circumstances since spiritual enlightenment and the chance to experience aloneness with the voices of great men (and women) to express myself over time and be peaceful on my own with my family. It is like Sting’s song The Book of my Life and the explanation opens out into Jesus slowly as Krishna is not so well drawn out and is covered in mystery with so many other gods and goddesses that have not been explained or depicted very well for fear of angering them and colonialism. This blog is an attempt to create language to describe them and to refer to other people who have interacted with them and feared persecution or the medicals done on people religiously inclined. The history of the Christian Church always comes up and is very dramatic with witch hunts and old images and scenes of Christian’s proving their faith and hating sin. The history of India is shrouded in deep mysticism and the people are there in the Kumbh Mela for all to see as academics look back to William James and his depiction of Yogis and attempts to define Religious Experiences. The future lies in the internet, not AI as it gives all nations a chance to vie for The Creator and not just the American Way of Life being too loud and boisterous as its films take a step back after disreputable lifestyles of their clan and attempts of colonialism themselves.

The author Paolo Coelho stands out in my memory for the book The Alchemist. The film rights are about in America and it is interesting to see how this turns out. His mother noticeably stands out for having hospitalised Paolo Coelho and subjecting him to ECT. He cites it as her love and compassion that led her to do it as he was mixing with guerillas in the jungle and getting into political strife.

The American Guru Andrew Cohen had quite a bit written online about him and one of the most sensationalistic things was about his relationship with his mother who published a book about her son claiming he thought he was God. Other things written abut Andrew include what a tyrant he was as a guru and to live with and how he demanded filial piety and devotion as the guru. One man was made to dig a ditch for himself to experience his own funeral in it and another man had red paint splashed over his bedroom to explain the phenomenon of death to him.

It is of note that after his cult ended Andrew Cohen made a documentary ‘How I started a cult’ and screened it on YouTube. he came to Birmingham around 2012 to visit the Mosely social circle Tree of Life and gave a talk there as an EnlightenNext guru and cult leader.

It is of note that when Sting was talking about sex with Q magazine and discussing wife swapping and Tantric Sex, he was in Sir Bob Geldof’s company and drinking alcohol in a pub.

The impact of Q magazine on culture needs proper analysis as with other magazines as the literary press stays asleep to archives and celebrity merchandise classifying English Literature in closed circles and away from attempts to modernise culture such as Sting’s being awarded an Honorary Degree and Bob Dylan finally being awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature for his songs.

There was an article about academics some time ago that stated it is the most stressful career with the highest rates of heart attacks.

I was friends with a person called Adrian Hoskings at school and he got me my first job a bar called Stoodi Bakers on Broad Street in Birmingham’s party district. They paid £3 an hour and I would start at 7 and work until about 11.45 so I could leave early and get the 12 o clock bus home. I would work some Thursdays and my main shifts were on Friday and Saturday night. I would collect used glasses and bottles of alcohol and beer in a shopping basket from around the bar and bring them back to the store room and wash them and then take the clean glasses to the bar and stack them there. It involved carrying the basket above my head in a busy bar and some people found it amusing to tickle me under my arms. Fortunately I never spilled helped out in the DJ booth with the smoke machine and lights as the DJ worked his magic and entertained the crowds. The management was Rupert, Mark, Keith and they had quite a little gangster unit going on that Adrian was a part of and sometimes they would give me free tickets to their other nightclubs Bakers and Toots up the road. I quit my job when I planned to study for Oxford and never went back to bar work again.

Ritesh recently bought a lawnmower and had to return it because he could not assemble the bucket that collects the grass/ He has taken over the duties of cutting the grass I used to and waters the lawn and keeps it tidy regularly. Having a nice garden was Mum’s retirement plan and her elder sister helped her build it with her husband and out uncle Professor Jeff Cole from Birmingham University biochemistry department. He was in his garden most evenings during summer and helped us dig ours and gave us the initial flowers to put in the garden. Mum has been tending it ever since for the past 7/8 years now and looks after it regularly.

There is too much RnB in this world.

As I come out of being a hermit at home and spend time at Creative Support on Saturdays for an Arts and Chat group I am reminded of what it means to be a cool person by the Care Coordinator there who runs the group. I won’t share her name to respect their privacy but she volunteers her Saturday mornings so we can get out our colouring books and pens and pencils and do some art work between 10.30-12. I like her contemporary music and culture as I am so isolated. It is also a mental health support group so I have built up a network of people who know me and help me with my mental health issues and are there to listen to me if I ever need to talk.

I am reminded there that I am becoming older and not a cool person anymore since I was a student when I was 24. These grooves go deep and affect my stature as a man who lives at home with his mum but learned so much as a student that needs to be kept vital in my life airs so I can record it and joy it down for history’s sake. This blog will not only serve literary scholars and aficionados but also historians as I am reminded about Herodotus chronicling history in short paragraphs that anybody could read. This is no time for Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as they are too dense and I like the way I have developed a style of writing to suit my life. I look forward to having my journal entries and articles uploaded from my phone to my laptop so when I come home from work the laptop is there for me to write on and update Wild Stage the blog go going out into the world and selling my story. We live in an international age and the internet is a field of possibility that EnlightenNext overlooked and Mind Body Spirit was negative about EMF and crystal work about negative energies. They moved too quickly and were human and fallible. The seeds are thus sown for more slow growth and development that allows for the internet to be appreciated and for governments to update antiquated ways of ruling and leading mankind into the future.

I am John Connor – Terminator films

“The eagle never lost so much time as when it asked of the fox how to fly” – William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Dr Pillai has prophesied that there would be a war killing 800 million people. He said this about 2008 online shortly after revealing his past life as Bhisma in The Mahabarata and from time of Krishna in India. He had an online empire as a Dr and had studied Astrophysics at an Indian university as well as religious studies in his online biographies. I put these 800 million deaths into Nature and COVID and self realised that the British Medical Authority would have authority worldwide for medical description and could account for 800 million deaths in the normal course of history for accounting purposes and keeping up with online warfare.

Kali Yuga sites immigration as one of the evils of the time we live in. I think travelling and working is a sign of this symptom and is causing too much confusion in the TV and sending the blogosphere mad with hysteria and erratic noise makers.

I am not selling anything at work as an IT apprentice. This feels like a relief to get off my chest as I market my blog to appeal for funds from readers.

The question remains to be asked: Is there one internet in the world? Different countries divide it up into their own domains and different domains carve the internet up into sub-divisions but it remains to be asked if there is actually one general thing called the internet which needs to be shared by all worlds that are here and present and accounted for?

It’s like the war at the end of the Matrix 3 when the sentinels are making their way to the base of the humans. The mind is constantly under pressure to see things differently and has to deal with EMF as well as paranormal activity these days to survive.

The pressure of the Guru online makes one want to reveal things about omens and portents as well as one’s consciousness to others. I am managing this by seeking recourse to my poetry and providing biographical context to literary poems.

Is the internet, the world?

I’m a multidimensional spiritual being.

I have seen large biographies written about writers decades and even centuries after they lived. I live in an internet age with large government databases and have books written that are not publicised in print or online. So what of my fate centuries from now and the fact that I don’t speak to my Dad since 2002 when I had a nervous breakdown in front of him in India and tried to speak to him around 2015 or so on WhatsApp but had another nervous breakdown and contacted him inappropriately with videos I made on social media and via email. He knows my heart and I have been in contact with him via text to let him know I am working but it is quite a strain living your own death as Roland Barthes pointed out as the author becomes the Scriptor and anticipates his own biographical information in the future being used for and against him and has nothing to show for all his worry and considerations and lives in an ivory tower and dreamworld with his mother who was a businesswoman and did not partake in English literary criticism to understand the ether that Rohan Rishi engaged when he was writing and suffering a nervous breakdown between 2013-2024. It was all a response to Krishna’s energy that was inquisitive about the field of potential and possibilities with me like Arjuna before Krishna and his adversaries on the field of Kuruksetra. Thousands of years before Socratic thought, Hindustan had ancient dialogue capable of being alien language today as The Transformers film series contemplates The All Spark and the search to control a mystical energy that has come to Earth with cosmic beings warring for energy like in Avatar where The Smurfs show up in different blue uniforms. Megatron is Metatron and was allegedly punished for thinking he was God and has bad karma as a Decepticon working on the dark side for control of earth as the other deities in the Kingdom of God battle it out as Autobots for defence of the realm.

Me and Ritesh used to wake up early on Saturday mornings in the 1980s to watch and record The Transformers cartoon. It used to be on for about 5 minutes on the Roland Rat Show and then on Waccaday with Timmy Mallet and we would record the episodes and edit the theme music out to make a seamless long episode that we could enjoy at our leisure. Copies of these VHS and many others are upstairs in our attic – living proof that we were once spiled young children compared to the vast world of underground matters we deal with today and the underprivileged children we affect with our dreams and visions and religious ideals.

I realised when I had psychiatric appointments that I was confusing matters with psychology and was spending time waiting for someone to talk to. I had some CBT which was okay but not really relevant to my condition. Meditation worked much better. I realised I was wasting my time waiting between appointments and showing a consistent self to the Drs and Nurses that was far removed from how I felt on the inside and was hurting me with my mum and brother making me farther away from them and distant in my own little world. I resented the Drs not talking to me about anything religious and my memory was strained as I kept on looking back to the world for working life and was written off by the Drs and they said I was someone who would never work again and had some problems with his hostility. The UK does not have a history or pacifism or non violence to speak of so this preoccupation with violence is for medical sales only as there is not ground of being rooting the explanation of the exploration of violence.

They are just human beings doing a job but they exploit idealism as with many others and have a long way to go to reclaim Classical standards of integrated health care when the happiness of medical professionals wasn’t an issue as they lived balanced ideals with the rest of civilisation. A Drs life is too compartmentalised and Tony Blair emigrated a lot of Africans into the country to kow tow to democratic ideals who pose a threat to the life of a Hindu and Buddhist with their laughing at meditation and mystical experiences.

I can’t see my Mum. Jesus said to Mary: “Mother what have you to do with me?” and he advised me to contemplate the visions I have of motherhood from a past life perspective and realise the best place for my mother is in the imagination where she was older than me growing up and I have had several hundred schisms in my life to cope with the fact that I am an adult and to integrate psychology into my self and spirit to take with me into the afterlife.

In the 2000s John Pilger was an Australian journalist enjoying veritable British citizenship with the amount of writing he had done and inspired. He wrote about the NHS and said that America was looking to buy sections of it and privatise it. This was linked to Hilary Clinton’s healthcare plan and Obamacare – something Donald trump repealed when he scaled back the operations of “crooked Hilary Clinton” and repealed Obamacare.

The musician Sting want to be better than Beethoven in history.

I went to Poetry Jam at the Symphony Hall in 2022-2026 and red some of my poetry out loud at Open Mic nights. I also attended some other poetry evenings including The Verve Poetry Press’s open mic night at the Hive Cafe. Ritesh came along and recorded me reading out a poem I had written. It was fun – a bit of a long journey and I was not writing any new poetry and was shy before the other poets but it was an interesting experience. I went first with my mum who encouraged me to read a poem from my phone and after that she stayed at home while I struggled with the socialising after so long by myself and at home with depression and bipolar disorder.

“We are gods and goddesses in disguise” – Dr Deepak Chopra, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success

“When you realise you are part of the Big Bang and a part of the greatest writers cosmic experience that gave rise to the creative process and one with the energy and intelligence that created the universe you want to dive right in and create the material world” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enlightenment

“As the Evolutionary stands poised like the archer every ready to take on the next moment” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enightement (reference to the Bhagavad Gita and ISKCON with Arjuna the archer)

My family had Qi massages with Dr Quinn in Stirchley around 2022-2024 and she charged £30 for an hours massage.

In 2012 I had Four Winds Acupuncture with Janet Eastwood of Bearwood Birmingham. She was my family’s acupuncturist for years and treated me for Bipolar Disorder as well as weight loss. I lost 4 inches and 3 stones while seeing her. My mother and brother both had acupuncture around the same time and Ritesh went on to see another practitioner and have his own sessions as well. Janet would charge about £45 for an hour.

I had some Reiki done in 2025-2026 at the Harborne Renaissance Therapy Centre. I paid about £35 for a hours session. My mother and brother had Reiki done on them in 2009-2010 at the same centre but in a different location and had atunements done also. They saw a healer called Michael Melchizedik.

I had some counselling in 2025 at St Martins Church in Birmingham City Centre. The recommendation came through Creative Support whose group Talking Spaces recommended that I seek counselling there. Ther womans name was Kerry who counselled me and we saw each other for a number of months on a Monday afternoon before she decided that I did not need any more counselling. She was quite New Age and open minded and gave me a chance to talk about my family and social pressures quite a bit.

In 2025 I started a Cybersecurity Bootcamp ( a computer course) at home for three months which gave me the skills I needed to apply for my current job. The company was called Althaus and did very well to educate us each week in different aspects of computing and business so that we could apply for jobs and be successful.

Andrew Cohen used to be a martial artist and was remarked upon by his students to be an accomplished Yogi. Dr Deepak Chopra is photographed online as teaching yoga with his shirt off on a beach online in June 2026.

Is the Wolverine a metaphor Acupuncture and why do the military try to erase his memory and spark his fury and revenge?

It has been 400 years. Is Shakespeare still relevant today? Did he mention Jesus Christ?

Zeus explained to me that I had been with the Ancient Greeks in the past and to remember that The Father of the Bible and Jesus’s reckoning is His Father and creation and points to Him after the Bible came to Renaissance England in the 1600s and faced Shakespeare as a playwright and poet before he took on religious significance and became a sacred cow of criticism and the arts over the centuries.

In 2000-2002 I bought my first proper computer. It was a Compaq and was funded with a load from HSBC bank. I had a secon hand computer before this but that was not connected to the internet. I used my computer to watch Pornography online (heterosexual) as I realised I would get bullied if I didn’t due to peer pressure and social conventions. I bought one pornograhic magazine while I was in my second year at Oxford 1998/1999 as I felt myself itch sexually but threw it away soon after looking at it.

In Gladiator 2, the protagonist is different to Russell Crowe’s lead in the first one. he is a Poet and ends the film by praying to the Father.

Some sort of Science Park is being built by Selly Oak shopping centre and next to the University and QEHB hospital. It was originally earmarked to be research site for Ebola virus but these plans have been cancelled. There is quite a lot of mental health work going on at the new hospital.

I worked with Tory Councillor Adrian Delaney at Conservative Party headquarters in 2022-2024 as I campaigned for Gary Sambrook MP in an effort to engage social democracy and do my bit for society. I would volunteer my Saturday mornings to go and leaflet for Gary after Rishi Sunak won the election to be British Prime Minister: Gary Sambrook met King Charles and Rishi Sunak while I was working with them.

Ritesh has suffered from Eczema a lot in his life and has had a couple of rashes in the past couple of years. Presently he has his foot bandaged with quite bad blisters on his left foot from itching too much. Unlike me Ritesh is balding in his hair and my mum is losing her hair too as it thins out.

Mum started playing scrabble with me in the 2000s when she was looking for work and we would regularly get over 300. We started playing again last year and played every night for several months. We now play at weekends and sometimes Ritesh joins us.

The Indian politician Dr Shashi Tharoor was tipped to be the United Nations Secretary General but was beaten by Ban Ki Moon. His talks are not worth studying for Colonialism and Postcolonialism and to clean up the database online since Postmodern fiction fell prey to Salman Rushdie. No Chinese politicians take up as much airspace and internet energy as Dr Tharoor who shows India’s more Modernist gaze s he sits and chats with the religious leader Sadhguru.

Does British TV and Dramas make sense when Prince Philip and Queen Elizabeth 2nd reigned for nearly a hundred years or lived for that long and were not televised in any debate or dialogues. Who are the politicians speaking to and what is her religious role as head of the Church of England when it comes to spiritual and religious experiences?

I have been haunted by Queen Elizabeth 2nd and Prince Philip since they passed away.

Jesus never spoke as much as some Priests. America is to blame with their stadiums full of speakers and the tradition of TV Evangelism. Look what it did with Barack Obama and the lies he told to get into office and how he dominated YouTube and other social media channels to pretend he was like the reverend Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela. What some people carve the Bible up into being is astonishing. I find I can’t even read it as such a polluted text.

Churches should be like libraries and open all week long like Hindu Mandirs. There should be scope for going to talk to a Priest while he is studying at a desk and they should be available for special powers to control the Drs of England. This would give the Police something to police rather than make up crimes and would lend itself to actually creating a community atmosphere and stop Priests travelling so much and having lavish ceremonies on Sundays that no-one understands. Then Sunday could be a chance for quiet remembrance of Jesus and not a competition to speak some new jingles that get in the way of other speech and block up our spiritual channels and energies. How many photos does Rowan Williams have online – what are they saying and what is their message? What industries is he helping with photography here and what is the use of having no webpage to speak to the people about the religion of England? Is it because there is no money and privilege in the internet?

In 2012 Buddha asked me to step in as the Lord Buddhist. this was due to Impersonal Brahman and to help with a review of the Dalai Lama’s work and other spiritual teachers. It also meant a lot of 2012 work with the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age and Sathya Yuga as well as The Human Potential Movement.

This was in keeping with my research of J Krishnamurti as the head of the Order of the Star and his role as The World Teacher dealing with World Karma, COVID was inevitable for how the Drs treated China and covered up real science. Shame on Gordon Brown writing a useless book and trying to make even more money from the British Empire after he parked his career nowhere with a Prime Ministership on mixed channels and going nowhere. We don’t see the red briefcase anymore outside Downing Street announcing the budget – it seems that Winston Churchill’s ghost still lingers on though and he haunts Americans like Donald Trump and Paul Hegseth to attack the Royal Navy for not getting involved in Iran.

How many treaties does India or China have with the UK and have they ever been drawn into useless negotiations by the British Empire and the travelling Colonial class that spends money like water and taxes its citizens widely as they don’t look happy in London.

Allah said the work I do is comparative religion and that I am no charlatan spiritual guru with my brother. Spirit said the work I do is Revelations.

For all the pressure they put on India for sexuality, America’s interest in nudity in cinematic releases was short lived through the 1980s and 1990s and online pornography came along to take their passions. India was right not to take their clothes off on screen and can now work socially with pornography as it is so wide spread that intelligence will fathom a way to better than Sunny Leone who was granted a pass into the movies as Urvashi Rautela sings to an American tune and the Indian nation suffers salaries and lavish lifestyles that entreat the politician to malign the population.

10/06/2026

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“If we share this nightmare
We can dream spiritus mundi”
– Sting and the Police: Synchronicity

The poet William Blake resorted to prose in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell as he forwarded his ideas of energy in etched plates and shared visions of meeting with prophets from the Old Testament. He has inspired me to open up about my own visions and to see the message I once received from Krishna “you’ll need my energy for this” as where they are coming from and how they are interacting with my mind and body to produce phenomena. This makes me an empiricist searching for the right blog to communicate my ideas and to help create a field of interesting and interconnected people who think about things similar to how I do.

“With a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes” – The Bhagavad Gita

At ISKCON you can be Krishna’s friend and conjugal lover amongst other things but he does not allow you to be his son. This in taking with the fact that Krishna won’t take on your sin is significant departure from Christianity as the two conflict while Drs look on and laugh at their juvenile psychologies and ways.

Sati was very influential in my enlightenment and comforted me as the NHS treated me and guided me to call my home (or my mother’s home) a Temple of Parvati. She said that at the time of Shakespeare herself and Shiva were very slightly involved in England and that she would help me write to create progress in many areas: Including Feminism and Bible Studies. She helped me write two novels about a British Asian heroine called Parveen and two literary critical books that spanned my time at EnlightenNext and safeguard Hindus from abuse and harassment due to Neo-colonialism and the fad of yoga taking over the west. She also helped write a lot of poetry and counselled me through The Madness of Shiv where Tryumbakum is seen with skulls with deceased yogis as Shiva warned e of the dangers of the yogic path with his Hindus at Kumbh Mela being beyond ordinary description in English words.

What are the west selling as exciting Hinduism with the Dalai Lama and enlightenment when Hindus have to cope with the cycle of birth life and decay and death and ill health?

It occurred to me that the Chinese have a different approach to mythology to the Indians and their use of Daoism affords Krishna and his consorts a new form of Hare Krishna as balance comes forward to energise the mala to take a break from chanting to focus on stillness and concentration as well as what time there is for breathing. Krishna told me that all these things are mental health problems and to be gentle with myself as I live and move on to a new chapter in my life at work (finally I have been searching for work since I was 25 and am now 48), spending precious time with my family my mother and brother and benefit from their enlightened ways and make progress on a website that will hopefully be very successful and help me in life get out and build a community of people interested in discussing things with me and sharing time together to discuss my poetry and other things. Krishna has advised me on my WordPress page to build it slowly so that I do not waste energy and to give myself time to acclimate to Vishnu’s perpetual wisdom that I am lacking a lifestyle as a graduate and not as a guru. Guru Nanak warned me that if I don’t do something about this guru online it will come back to me later in my life and Kali shared with me the lament that I only speak English so cannot benefit from Hinduism as it stands today and mix with Hindus at the Birmingham ISKCON temple.

As I suffer still for doing drugs and coming from a broken home and as news travels of my divinity I wonder about the Christ and what it was like for him to suffer for the sins of the world? When Krishna was in the world – how did he manifest in accordance with the laws around Him?

Having an Enlightened mind is quite a strain with materialism as I miss not having my own mortgage as a Sanksara and stage of life as a man and graduate. Krishna told me this is one of my life lessons to absorb and live with the karma of having done drugs and gotten lost in Maya with women and strayed from the spiritual life. I did not read ISKCON books until I was unemployed and desperately seeking answers to spiritual experiences in 2005 and then I was filled with despair at not being able to do my duty financially to look after both of my parents.

This desperation pushed me into suicidal thoughts and I come out of it to write a Masters Thesis for Queen Mary University or nonduality and spirituality in English literature. This is something I hope to achieve via my blog and save on the wasted energy of trying for a PhD in this racial climate in and life as a transcendental man who stays at home to look after his mother and engage in healing with her and benefit from her experience and love for both her sons and acceptance that our father left this country and the vast extended family behind and resolved himself to the fact that both of his sons would not set up lives in India and take over the family business in Ball Bearing manufacturing in Jalandhar there. Ritesh had been offered a life there when he was young by interfering family members Sudesh and Jeff Cole but chose to not leave me and stay with me through all that we’ve been through together. His health is better than it has been on he sees a Homeopath regularly who advised us many years ago to drink plenty of water 2/3 litres a day and who laments the state of the NHS as my mum picks up my medication for me and probably for the best from the pharmacy while I am at work.

The Pillai Centre describes the Hindu gods and goddesses as Archetypes and seeks to integrate them into modern mind science. This is something I struggle to do having had a western classical education and being influenced by Greek past lives that have haunted me in this birth. I must have had my own spirit guides who helped me as a student and changed my life and they are on energy where the world and cosmos rotates quite differently from the British politicians and their way of presenting the news to us via Satellite TV. It is based on the New Age and involved the Light a long time ago when opening my eyes to the true spiritual master was not so crowded by everyday experience with so much to get past before I can address the police properly.

Tomorrow is my one day at Solihull College every fortnight. The day is from 9-9.30 and usually takes the form of some assignment work and independent study for an ICT apprenticeship – something I couldn’t have conceived of a year ago or a few years ago when Shiva told me to get into computing. I find it tough going and computing is a very advanced topic for me to absorb. I find reading difficult and my concentration and try to put it in my own words but don’t memorise technological things too easily or well. However my course tutor marked my work and have me a 94% and said it as the best work in the class so that is space for happiness and enjoyment – I just need to get on the best I can. It is quite a lot of effort and right livelihood in Buddhism for the noble eightfold path. Buddha told me many years ago as he joked at the opulence of Krishna that I could have all of his Mehta for this as I reviewed my life upon visits from the NHS again. I find my inability to coherently narrate my religious identity in a way that is supported by a normal way of life fits in with their protocol about being a danger to yourself and others around you under The Mental Health Act 1983 and is something I hope writing does something about and negates.

My mum has always spoken to me in English though I catch her mumbling Hindi and speaking prayers every now and then. Her mother could not read or write and barely spoke English. She had her work cut out for her with 13 children from Kenya Nairobi and evolved in England to remain quite active socially within the family and was looked after by Dipak Mohan primarily in Kings Heath and Solihull where the family moved from Valentine Road in Kings Heath in the 1990s. Mama, as she was affectionately known, TV and dressed in sarees and was always treated with respect from the whole family when they visited her to see how she was.

Shortly before she died she spent the day at our house (she could not spend the night as there is no upstairs toilet in our house) and spent over an hour telling me her life story and how she felt hopeless in the face of seeing her two sisters pass away. She spoke Hindi and I managed to keep up with her. How different she is to Omkar Nath Channan Calgary who was best man at her wedding and is working on mental health himself in Canada.

“Questions of power remain unresolved so long as we have no power nor any means of knowing what power is” – Wole Soyinko

This quote formed the thesis for my essay on African American literature in my final year at Oxford. I will not be returning to Oxford after having undergone a revolution in consciousness and changing my ways since then and seeing the insult they raise to Christianity and other religions. It is of note that there is an Oxford Hindu Institute where they have condensed the Srimad Bhagwatam to a two volume edition while ISKCON’s books are not available in bookshops.

Smoking weed is a way of reliving the tedium of everyday life and householder burdens and escaping from the corporation of London.

The enlightened mind is what I am putting on show with my poetry mainly dealing with anti-authoritarian strains of rejecting conventional form and styling free verse to better narrate the feelings inside my body and the benefit of training to control my insight until I was about 40 to start writing and take a break in 2024. I now write mainly prose and have seen myself create an estate of literature with over 1000 letters on my desktop which go to show the many voices I went through and the child still locked inside of a man’s body. They will be of use for ethnic research abroad when I am older and to detect expression and mannerisms based on English culture through the dark decades since the 1980s and away from ISKCON’s glare as Salron checking to see if they are the subject of any authorship.

When I was reading ISKCON books during the years 2014-2018 and undergoing a research project into Hare Krishna chanting as well I would chant for 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours in the evening. I would also read as many books as I could. I did not read the Bhagwatam and managed to read the Gita some 50 times listening to it in Sanskrit from YouTube and following along in english. Seeing how Srila Prabhupada wrote and challenged the English Language helps me to create my own style for articles and write in short bursts which is all I can handle at the moment writing in Notes on my iPhone and being very poor to be stressed as I think about the future and project my life ahead of me as an ascetic unable to earn a lot of money. I once had an earning potential of £500,000 a year when I was in the legal industry. Maybe this will come back to me once I start reaching out to others and marketing my writing once I have uploaded my articles and the rest of the poems I have n my desktop. It is known to me that governments have spied on my desktop and written materials probably for my best and I use this to help me slow down and plan my work and manifestation.

A lot of religious orders including Frum Jews survive without technology and have their assets confiscated as God or whatever mysterious force that rules them guides their lives in accordance with their highest outcome. My brother has survived on benefits since 1999 and created his bedroom to be like Henry David Thoreau’s Walden where he examined himself and went on an existential journey as a unicorn and suffered ridicule at the hands of the British consciousness and racism since Shilpa Popodom on Big Brother and whatever Spike Lee brought to Handsworth and Shree Geeta Bhawan in the 1990s.

Guru Nanak complained to me many years ago that men like Andrew Cohen of EnlightenNext have cost him a lot of money in the past as he saw his work disappear after 2012 both in print and online and pointed to colonial India and the role of women in society as governing the GBP and polite social norms. It is against this background that Krishna warns me against Guru and too much passion and says I look like Gabar Singh from Sholay being dressed as I do and having the religious background that I do.

Gordon Brown had the most difficult job in television taking over from Tony Blair. This was so soon after Blair’s 1990s New Labour win that the internet never really caught up with the amount of interest that Tony Blair generated so much so that there were rumours that he was Satanic. Nigel Farage is trying to clean up media channels by getting a big personality with GBNews but after Tony Blair no Prime Minister has been able to catch up with the Iraq and Afghan wars and make ends meet on the internet to cope with American vigilance over its nationalistic interests as china barely registers a whisper having pulled back from business over the last few years.

I reflected that I was not very manic when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and suffered more from depression. However I could see that I had mania in my field with celebrities, musicians and film stars as well as sports stars haunting me and encouraging a rush of blood. In this regards I was not much of a scholar of the Dalai Lama but see him as engaging in mania with celebrity life and leading to too much excitement. This is the same with a lot of political figures and monarchs that rely on the spotlight.

Is writing ‘Doing’?

The world governments have built elaborate spy networks that poll data from people’s writing on social media such as private messaging, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter/X and YouTube. There are others. This is writing is used to track trends and create media channels to and from people’s TVs and Internet. What is the status then of the writing that is created by people and does it constitute an action for the development of the self for the pressure it puts on the mind to see it as coming and going from various departmental and government sources?

That would explain the dominance of football in the news as well as newspaper in spite of evidence of their detrimental effect on the populace and yobbish behaviour. This fits in with the governments control of the mob mentality. It’s just a ball as with baseball, basketball and cricket for the astronomical sums paid to keep the sports going and help the royal family enjoy them as Prince William supports Aston Villa and hands out sports trophies.

King Charles recently turned up at Stratford to watch a play which lends itself to Shakespeare being used for crowd control as Kenneth Branagh starred in The Tempest. What kind of role does writing play in shaping and influencing minds when sports and journalism is so influential and Shakespeare still rules the roost?

It’s like having been walking around with blinkers on. I was so taken by religion growing up that I could not see Christ anywhere and then moved on to eastern philosophies and eventually Hinduism only to wake up and see that people had been following these paths my whole life.

Upon reflection god is more powerful than the figure I had created from my classical education. Considering religious figures such as Zeus or Rama leads me to realise just how powerful they are – beyond my mere mortal and moral conception bound by the Judaeo Christian concept of God and my high school education with Religious Studies A Level and then a degree in English from Oxford where I explored the ideas people had throughout literature history about the higher world or higher thought.

Once I drive past a forest in India and remember thinking that would be a forest for a westerner would actually turn out to be a jungle in India. It is so wild and uncultivated and does not show its wildlife and natural countryside openly. Often I find myself in the inner city ethnic parts of Birmingham and am reminded of the Indian landscape and how many unruly and uncivilised it is – barren of control and urbanisation and spiritual updates such as sophistry. it is what it is with vast swathes of farmland.

10/06/26

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“On and on the mysteries unwind themselves like galaxies in my head”

  • Sting, A Thousand Years

What happened when William Shakespeare wrote? How did the Monarchy really respond? What is Queen Elizabeth 1st’s karma on the earth and how will she react to my writings once I start publishing them?

Sathya Sai Baba appeared many years ago and told me to see myself as Po from Kung Fu Panda and that his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar was one of the challenges the world faced. The other of course being the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The psyche faces many pressures when dealing with the minds many influences in modern life and the old ways struggle for cogency to speak of Christ and light.

It amuses me to reflect on democracy that I could hypothetically still be an MP and run for Prime Minister. This chance is negated by my health and I don’t have the brain for it let alone the social skills and financial backing. But as I refer back to more political times with William Blake or Khalil Gibran, I am flummoxed for the literary market today and the use of the internet in marking out new grounds for mental health research. David Blunkett was an MP and blind so hopefully in the future new spaces will open up as a result of healing and seeing deep scars of our nation grow into something better.

Children in the UK have their nursery rhymes to sing and fairytales to grow up remembering. The modern fad of yoga with its mythology has been paid for online with Krishna Consciousness on YouTube and needs medical attention for a new set of terms to meet and greet people with so that people can work together and deal with the spectre of God that can be so divisive a matter in conventional political linguistics.

“He who quits this world while remembering me will obtain me with no doubt.” – Bhagavad Gita

Krishna echoes Christian dharma contained in Ave Maria where the Virgin Mary is prayed for comfort and forgiveness at the time of death.

Mike Flexer was a year below me at St Hugh’s College studying English. he is now an academic researching English and Mental Health at Exeter University.

“The mind is as difficult to control as the wind. It is possible with steadfast determination and practice.” – Bhagavad Gita

J R R Tolien wrote that all literature is about death. This reminds me of the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying which stipulates that mental problems come from an inability to be at peace with the fact of death in life. The stories and plays and poems are this way a jarring presence of struggle for mortality and the enduring nature of the human spirit for expression against nihilism.

The Dalai Lama appeared to me after my hospitalisation and warned me to stay in the house after my last romantic relationship in London between 2010-2011. He warned me that it is all about marriage outside and I was walking target for a doomed and disasterous relationship after so long in the house after 2002. I am working and find I am able to keep myself to myself but notice that I am aloof from everyday conversation and banter and hide behind being 48 years old and too old to mix and mingle with 20 somethings.

“I am but mad north north west: When the wind is southerly, I know a hawk from a handsaw.” – William Shakespeare Hamlet

I used to quote this to myself a lot when I was at school as I stood apart from the crowd and suffered for my visions of life and society. One day Krishna came to me in realisation that William Shakespeare cannot save you but Srila Prabhupada can. They sell a lot of books at ISKCON as they promote Krishna Consciousness.

It is my intention to end the War in Heaven

It is my intention to end Maya

I hope to bring an end to racism

Tibet will not need a Land Registry and our house has been mapped and paid for with a mortgage and has been addressed for religious experiences and phenomena. It has also interacted with various government departments in the course of the three lives lived here as the Tibetan and Chinese forces study British democracy under a Monarch for their negotiations.

The Kings English necessitates an audience while one is writing and this is to be internet communications so this will open up new fields of academic research using Krishna’s energy – like William Blake and his use of energy hundreds of years ago. India does not have a Canterbury Tales so will benefit from my affinity with William Shakespeare to modernise poetic content and secure a new awareness of literature and higher standards of reading. This is a field dominated by Arundhati Roy and her friendship with Asian writers in English and their kow towing with British universities blocking up Indian institutions.

Bill Maher and Pier Morgan advertised drugs on Youtube socially after 2012.

Oxford is maturing in me. The independent study I did and the year out at Scientology is growing to meet the Church I am attending St Gabriels and I am feeling more grounded and whole.

It would be nice to live in a Church. This is likely some sort of confession in the consciousness looking to secure an identity as writer.

What is time like for a writer? He constantly imagines the future as he writes and the receipt of his communication and can drift years into the future and this involves political changes too.

One day God spoke to me and said to “just keep an eye on things”. This goes to something I learned from The Prophet Muhammed: to question my authority and recall the verse from the Bible when Jesus spoke “as one who had authority”. I don’t and it would be very hard to verify my past lives for what they are worth and I have become dependent on my mother and brother at home. This also means things about land and title and the guru doing the rounds on the internet and to not worry about having power over other people but carry on with my own independence in time. I’m too old to start again and clamour after status and titles, better to stay in the world of manifestation and keep updating spy records for other people to do well in the world.

During 2017-2024 I used Instagram and made lots of social media videos across lots of accounts. I did this under the name Akaash Rishi. My intention was to purify the internet and purge it of unnecessary confusion. I also intended to spoof the NHS about being a God and ask what kind of God this was having a nervous breakdown. I also made lots of videos of myself breaking down on Tik Tok. I also used Facebook and YouTube but these are deleted now. If you want to see my remaining accounts look me up under the pen name Akaash Rishi and see what you find. They may add some context to the poetry and articles and inspire your own thinking.

I hope that Priests in the UK read my blog and get together with me to discuss matters and the evolution of the State.

26/06/2026

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London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse

See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.

My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.

I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.

I expect people to give me donations.

A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.

You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.

By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.

The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.

I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

21/05/2026

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“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’

Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?

Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.

Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?

Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.

If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.

Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.

Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.

The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.

After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.

When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.

The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.

I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.

I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.

Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.

I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.

English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

19/05/2026

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If I said or wrote I want to be a millionaire the modern Mind Body Spirit tradition would have Rhonda Byrne speak up in the Spirit of aligning with cosmic values to manifest one’s goals and dreams and set about having a millionaire’s lifestyle. Maybe I have done this with my writing and with medical record. The Lord Buddha informed me that the work I had done after 2012 and to alert state authorities to the tragedy of Tibet and how it was being stolen from by racists in the West who decided to mainstream Mind Body Spirit books and assert the Church of England at Shree Geeta Bhawan with context of my writings about EnlightenNext: but in the past this would have just been Alchemy and chasing fools gold under Monarchs who possess secret knowledge they keep from the people such as myself. We are entitled to one house – the one my mother owns and social media will be held to engage me in alchemy to seek the world to lose my soul safely so that I am exorcised of evil and the devil and can believe in Ben Johnson from the Renaissance and his book The Alchemist to leave the secrets of Kingdoms and fashions of Krishna and Govardhana Hill to Hanuman to guard as my mum recites Hanuman Chalisa night and day and plays it every night in my room to keep me safe from evil and harma and to stay safe mentally now that I have past the worst of the NHS treatments that are still ongoing with my sessions at Creative Support in Northfield where I see a Care Coordinator every few months to chart my progress since first going there in 2022 – something again my mum suggested in do after talking to her.

The MAC cafe about not feeling good about myself and life. My brother Ritesh has sought help from sources such as counselling in time but had not gone to Creative Support in a long time since the 1990s when he lived in Aston.

When I awakened in 2013 I could not assign a Creator to my life. In time I have learned that I was created by Zeus and he has space for the unknown when I have lived other lives out of his care.

Krishna said he could see the Son of God in me after my encounter with EnlightenNext in 2010 in central London.

Yahweh shared with me some insight around 2012 that energy replaces the murtis and mirrors of the Hindu and Buddhist statutes and that the Christians have already been through this stage of growth in their lineage with St Gabriel at St Gabriel’s Church avowing all that we have been through in our house as a family of three since 1993 and how our energies are different from the family home of marriage and conventional life in Rubery before that. I turned our home into a Temple at Parvati at Her request and saw some miracles from her after I started writing and after I had been to a mental hospital: just look at the Hindus in the Kumbh Mela and the things yogis go through for Ritesh’s level of attainment away from reading the Bible and studying the Logos from a position of Christ Consciousness and waiting for me to catch up since the 1990s and when Oxford stole my soul. ISKCON is immature and is being researched by people in Universities who have the grace of the Holy Spirit as well as other gods and goddesses to thank that they don’t have a nervous breakdown like Arjuna to be passive aggressive in psychology as British Asians awaiting the return of Krishna in some conversations and prayers so they too can align astrological with Aquarius and plan for the future.

The damaging consequences of too much English writing is that Egalitarianism is run amok and the journalism of myself is running up against competition to be equal in all regards. ‘Other people should be able to realise what you have done’ comes up a lot in spite of my suffering. There is the great chair sitting at ISKCON in Birmingham for a great Guru to sit down and advise on children’s lives and matters of sexual discourse that I have to disclose I have been wrestling with as the Guru online has come to me and influenced my life. This matter is for the police to look at and see the consequences of the Dalai Lama passing away and leaving an online vacuum for evil to fill and for gossip to take over when actual intentions were there and special plans for expansion and growth.

Benefits forms need to enquire if patients have been suffering from religious experiences. Then the patient will have something to talk about at their review meetings instead of hiding and keeping silent. This leaves the door open to people pranking the benefit system but a clever enough form asking for details about those experiences with the divine that have been reported. Because until there is religion at the bottom of society – however crass and offensive to aristocrats and upper class living standards – there will be no religion at the top and England does not make sense and the Americans have had to take over via BBC News and seek to provide some form for control.

Journalists worldwide and other people have been stealing ISKCON’s energy to produce propaganda and change the world. This is mor evident in the UK where Donald Trump is visible as the controller of our cuntry being on the BBC more than politicians and the monarch King Charles who appears in photo form on some blog sites but does not direct the flow of the country and address the nation regularly – leaving a black hole for his son Prince William to fill with potentially 20-30 years out in the open and hostage to world media to then sit down as King after having posed as a normal person. The health implications of this are huge and the NHS has caused a backlog in court cases being actioned as the country struggle to work as the newspapers are blanket banned from writing on the monarchy.

‘Do you think you speak to the Monarch or Politician when you write?’ The question could be posed to writers and journalists alike to gain a better understanding of the mind being a channel (and a busy one at that) or conduit between oneself and other forces to better elicit the nature of change that quantum physics is proving exists in America with the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know? It could set up a safer field for journalism to voice itself and the self of a journalist could be better understood with writers to belong to England’s country and stop polluting overseas nations. This would fall in line with Yogic practices and deal with the ignorance in the mental health fields who have not thought to ask of journalists how they feel about such matters and the large effect on the British landscape mental health is going to have as it stays away from Monarchs and Politicians due to political correctness and grace.

Jesus said it is better to save one’s soul than gain the world and writing on my phone is helping me to do this. Since 2017 I have been writing online and by and large have considered it a public matter like American businessmen and politicians dumping tea in the ocean because they have too much stock and want to influence politics. Jesus called me wealthy in spite of being financially poor and since 2017 I can see what he means as I write to dump my knowledge of world affairs and spiritual matters with religious implications into easily accessible channels for spies to access and to change things ahead of me actually going live when I start to publish my articles on my poetry webpage.

I had a vision of my work being studied when I was writing books on Amazon Books which I mailed to China and which Buddha said made £400 Trillion. It was one of my works being studied while I was alive and of universities being concurrent with the modern time and being asked to update themselves with spy records and to study biography with all access to technology as it exists today. This would have far reaching consequences with journalism and with the right to request telephone conversations to better understand one’s subject. Biographies are a habit of the West and weigh in political discussions and the choices and decisions that world leaders make and they rely on academics and journalists to cooperate with police and security and intelligence forces to supply the best possible data upstream so the lower classes get value from their taxes and the taxes they can’t pay with decent living standards in their home and access to salvation. These routes take into account complex interconnected ways and benefit from idealism such as mine about such vast sums of money educating the blogosphere and helping Krishna to create the internet so it is better used by resources as time goes by.

You would have thought that leaders in academic fields would have visited ISKCON to get over their racism when visiting India and learn the meditation there and get over their anti-religious banter and laments about how not fun Christianity was in its youth. Instead they signed the country over to Professor Richard Dawkins who wiped the bookshelves clean of mysteries and mysticism and has killed our nations journalism and TV for some sort of national vendetta that nobody can quite place because the politicians and monarchs were not there to give a head to the debate on ideas that Professor Dawkins and other academics hosted in the name of atheism. These routes take their own course in time and suffering from them at the bottom of society as myself and Ritesh do never having really worked and being of low means to join with our mother in her retirement with little money from her pension to afford grand gestures and handsome living – all that remains is for me to play host to my imagination that one day I will publish these articles on my poetry webpages and the images of people will meet with people I email my blog to provide and actual effect on readers rather than the imagined one I am having with spies monitoring mobile phones and blogs throughout the world. They have been informed of my past lives and monitored phone calls from India about my religious status so let’s leave it at that.

Scientologists make room for Matter Energy Space and Time in their religion and work to gain more knowledge and control over these areas of life to increase their level of communication with the varying levels of the self around them and the world and universe at large. This is like the Buddhist meditation which gradually expands and includes others with oneself and expands to include Space and Time themselves as particles of the universe to join in the quantum soup. I hope to expand Time and Space with Krishna’s majesty and grace and provide more room for journalists and writers to look at the field differently and create more and be more relaxed to efficiently serve the needs of community organising that Barack Obama left behind and that ordinary hard working MPs take into account as a matter of normal life all the time.

10/05/2026

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You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.