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14/06/2026

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“I’ve spent too many years at war with myself
Dr has told me it’s no good for my health
To search for perfection is all very well
But to look for heaven is to live here in hell.” – Sting Consider Me Gone

“Our so called leaders speak
With words they try to jail you
They subjugate the meek
But it’s the rhetoric of failure”- Sting and the Police, We Are Spirits in the Material World

“If God is dead and the actor plays his part
His words of fear will find their way to a place in your heart” – Sting, History Will Teach Us Nothing

Jesus never had a Bible. India believes in Jesus. It just doesn’t speak English like an American about him and have great legal chambers about humanism and classical values and texts from Rome and Greece attributed to the Bible and the words of Jesus Christ.

India does not need Americans to save it from pornography

America suffered a great blow from Ralph Waldo Emerson when he did not write about Jesus or the Bible

I have had some illustrious past lives – a Greek life which served as the inspiration for King Leonides in the film 300, and a Jacobite that looked like Erasmus as a woman in India capable of being called a Devi today. This lifetime will be low key as I will not be found on television and am not fodder for journalism to keep in time with them and the TV Stations. So those people caught channeling me and using my database can face their just comeuppance as the UK deals with a fraction of the mysticism that India deals with all the time and does not want colonial influences and advises on how to run its British interests as America loses its bases and interests abroad. One home is enough to deal with – what of these men with their women who think badly and try to run a whole nation. Has anyone seen the filth on NDTV? Where is this trying to go and what will become of it in a supply chain of behaviour and character?

Life is all about hearing voices as the mind is something Buddhists still try to understand. African American literature is very good at exploring these voices and layers their texts to give effect to evolution and spirituality and growth. In these voices the Smartphone is talking and should be read as having that influence in the mind as a battle goes underway to dominate it and run its voices with American celebrities joining with British Royal Family to star in social media videos with no quorum in Parliament to give them power to do so as Nigel Farage stars in GBNews and bought the next election a couple of years ago with friends in Fox News and CNN with more from 24 hour news and proof that British MPs hear voices and experience spiritual and religious organisations throughout the world as Africa fears Nollywood with clown evangelists shouting the devil out of them as they priase Jesus and make friends with Freud and the medical professions for more from conspiracies and less interference from Mind Body Spirit along the way.

I’m looking forward to Church on Sunday and an afternoon of helping out with local projects at Church on Saturday

I have nervousness turning up to Solihull College for my day of studying for my IT Apprenticeship than I did when I attended Oxford University. The brash energies of a twenty something youngster compare very differently to a 48 year old soul.

JD Vance referred to the Chinese as peasants publicly. The Americans are yobs who have led the British astray. Dr Shashi Tharoor starred in a famous broadcast on social media networks about the Indian Empire before the so-called Raj. This conspiracy will be wrapped up sooner rather than later as people remember how small England was to India’s only 300 million population and stop making up lies to fit in with American media moguls.

How much did John Pilger’s webpage cost?

YouTube evolved: Great Britain did not. How many people watch Have I got News For You on BBC One? It is of note that Johnathan Stewart held an interview with Ian Hislop on social media a couple of years ago. Why couldn’t we just get The Daily Show on British TV and not have to deal with elder British males ruining our lives with bad self esteem?

You never quite leave Oxford until some Fate intervenes and extracts your inner child from the place and the golden light that surrounds the place. I have been holding out for someone to rescue me in the realms from Oxford. This shows how little time I spent with people while I was there. Jehovah made me promise him I would never go back to Oxford or the staff there after what happened to me as a result of my degree in ‘English’. I am constantly unhappy because of my life as a student not amounting to success in my parents’ eyes and the problems I have caused my brother in the process. I don’t have my own car, house or marriage and had I have done I would have probably developed a horrible character from Oxford and been a romantic womaniser with stale views held in memory of the opposite sex and at some point in my life I would have lost my fortune.

This way I have spent every day with my brother and mother since 2002 apart from the brief times I was in London in 2003 and 2010-2011. We have love between us and this is enough.

In 2002 I told a Buddhist monk in a library near Delhi I was Maitreya. What was the status of Maitreya online that year and where was he documented in Asia? People have complained the world moves too fast and this was one of the 2012 phenomena. Seeing the movement of this Buddhist God would help gauge the world before and after social media was used aggressively to take ground.

Seeing that Oxford is not there for you anymore is quite liberating. I forgot about my mum while I was there and did not really explore my father’s social class. I ignored my brother and lost him as a connection as he did not want to have anything to do with me after I left Oxford to join him at the Birmingham Church of Scientology in 1997. This is not Meera Syal and Anita and Me and more than it is Salman Rusdhie’s inclusion of poetry in some of his novels. I am a seer and a sage, a Rishi from the Oxford dictionary thwarted by Rishi Sunak’s plans to be Prime Minister and leave me in the lurch since we knew each other at Oxford while I also knew Amal Clooney and Ben Wright of the BBC. How can all of my friends enjoy such lavish lifestyles while I struggle on less than minimum wage? Having an Oxford background roots you in biography and how the rich and elite pride themselves on telling the stories of lives they study and research. I hope to be one of them and include my family with me in this so imagine some excruciating process of cleansing I have had to go through, an initiation if you like to join such esteemed ranks from the humble background I am from with my family in Birmingham UK.

My spirit needs to be exorcised from the Midlands Arts Centre where I used to go when I was at school and have been back to with my mum a lot over recent years and since leaving the mental hospital. We have enjoyed independent cinema, albeit a bit pricey compared to the two for one we enjoy at Rubery Ominplex on Tuesdays. I am stuck back at the MAC with actor Paul Ready from the 1990s when he used to be in Stage Two drama school. He is now an actor in London and his wife is director of The Globe and I wish to be free of the bondage I have with being one day before me in birth on 25th October 1977. He has followed me from school and I was his healer and bridge to the other side and to transcendental thought and lifestyle until I broke down because I could not take the pressure anymore of being other people’s healers. Look how Amal Clooney turned out from the frail little girl I met in fresher’s week at Oxford. With Paul Ready there have been homosexual undertones and I have had insight in the past decade as to how a man like that uses someone from an ethnic minority background to further themselves in society and boast of a loving relationship while secretly harbouring homosexual thoughts and feelings. Jehovah has made me promise not to go back to my old friends groups.

I am frequently crowded by Sathya Sai Baba’s devotees from India and The Brahma Kumaris.

I am Po from Kung Fu Panda

Sometimes I am a Transformer relating to Krishna and Jesus. It makes sense that bits and parts of me are broken as I struggle to communicate with military resources. Other times I am Sam and a human conduit between this world and other things.

Is the internet a conduit for Indian thought?

Optimus Prime lost his temper in the Transformers film with the human race around 2012 and vowed to kill human beings. This was quite poignant moment in cinematic history.

Robert Fisk interviewed Osama Bin Laden in The Independent Newspaper. To compare this to the social media presence Bin Laden had gained since Obama took office after 9/11 to see the power journalists yield to create and distort reality.

Durga has told me she will end deforestation as a result of my work due to how much writing India will have saved.

You see the rewards of your efforts coming from Oxford and them judging you and evaluating your life. When I was a bit more deep into spiritual states I spoke with a God that explained that I was suffering because He wanted to include my family in the story of the Bible and write about them and that he wanted to vouch for Jehovah as having been in my house and on my land and having judged my family.

I took inspiration from the Fox TV Show 24 when I was an internet writer between 2013-2024 and imitated Jack Bauer the CTU agent. Rather than write directly I created ways of writing that penetrated deep into spy networks because like Jack Bauer I senses corruption at the top and within the ranks and could not trust anybody.

Does anything live after Oxford and Cambridge? The amount of writing and reading they do goes towards memory and desire and people become fabrications of the imagination within the self and dialogue seems to disappear as they quip and know the answer to everything. What they are doing to the internet and how they dominate it with a stranglehold on democracy and social media videos with the entrance age being 18 to university – something that has remained unchallenged by debate as the country calls for more from its graduates as they are too immature to handle the workplace, the academia, the culture and the household. Who is alive to tell the difference as Oxbridge and University life in general knocks the stuffing out of you and vessels little corporate empty shells to extract polling information from them and to run medicals wherever possible and make money for the inland revenue that supports HRH and still doesn’t have a constitutional explanation of who they are and what they do?

In the past we had Emerson and Thoreau. I ask myself honestly: Have I read anything through my university life and beyond and days at the College of Law which inspired me? No. That’s why I did drugs and smoked a lot of marijuana while reading J Krishnamurti searching for spiritual enlightenment – someone my Oxford son wiped away in one sentence about hellish states and biblical timing when I expressed my admiration about reading him in an email to him. It’s all just elaborate gibberish and that’s why the law courts are blocked up because their friends are the Drs who are too polite to comment on their reading habits and knowledge. That’s where atheism came from – from shit written in Oxford and Cambridge desks about life trying to emulate the Greeks but saturating the marketplace and burning down civilisation to make bad TV and art.

Xi Xin Ping is the Premier of China which has 1.3 billion people to govern. How does Queen Elizabeth compare as a ruler of one European country with the amount of time she spent with her citizens via TV and in public? What is left of her reign to adjudicate and control Christianity and who is King Charles in a similar light to parade Empire before the Hindus he seeks to know and classify and design intelligently? Where is his affection for British parliamentarians as he jokes with Donald Trump in the White House and Prince William sings on stage with Taylor Swift and Jon Bon Jovi? We have never had a trial like the Americans had in the 1960s for McCarthyism and there is no calling anyone in British Parliament or the Monarchy as they play with racist sentiments and call out the public’s loyalty with immigration sent into this country so it is easier for the whites to rule and divide and conquer.

Jesus had to put on signs so that the people were convinced of his identity.

The way things are going, the British will end up being forbidden to write about India.

Are Oxford or Cambridge researching the internet or social media?

Sometimes when you play The Matrix game you are not only Neo. Neo becomes one with the Matrix so he would also have been an agent or spy and had to take on the burden of being the sentinels in order to track them and feel their ether. So as I write I am not only hero but sometimes villain as my text crosses paths with the high and mighty who see themselves as liberating people from ignorance and downing their own expertise on life and their own subjective truth and reality.

If things carry on the way they are going in the UK, Prince George won’t be allowed to have any children because of his relationship with social media.

Did I really see Prince Harry twerk with a pregnant Meghan Markle? What happened to running with scissors and speaking of scissors where are the lesbians protesting their human right compared to the men who wan to be gay with LGBT and what happened to lesbian pornographers that did not deal with penetration and offend Christian conservative and liberal elite judges of human behaviour who have been relieved of their roles in life since the Bible has been confiscated from many proper people to read as Kings and Judges in the afterlife?

Experts have reported that 4 billion people watched Queen Elizabeth’s funeral. This is a lie and exaggeration and common example of the ruling classes taking things such as social media from the ordinary people to be just like them and just another example of business. Krishna does not account for royalty in the Bhagavad Gita caste system and Srila Prabhupada said that anyone who reads the Bhagavad Gita is automatically elevated to the status of Brahmana.

British medicine and the NHS is concerned with the violence of the British woman and with controlling her sexually at the hands of Drs who use telepathy and psychic powers to communicate with them and withhold evidence from British law courts due to racism and prejudice against Krishna. They live their anthropology and lists of cultures with ancient practices – this way they don’t have to practice any path and the country dwindles after COVID as Prince William phones his friends to prop up his future government.

After Sarah Palin was nominated as John McCain’s running mate against Barack Obama and Joe Biden, a Pornography vide was released from one of America’s elite pornographic stars called Nailin Palin.

How much pornography is on the internet and how do politicians rule the world while governing webpages and the public’s reading level?

How much travelling did Jesus do with people? None or very little. He certainly did not advocate tourism and was always informing his apostles how dangerous the world is to go about unguarded. Now that I am back at home and have been through so called mental health problems I see how risky my life was to be going to nightclubs since I was 15 through to the age of 24. Now I like going home in the evening and am in bed by 9 so that I can wake up and meditate and do some chanting of Hare Krishna. I look forward to writing when I get back even earlier after I start driving to work and save a couple of hours each day easy.

Royal Property is the benchmark of inflation. It is from that base that inflation occurs to keep tracking their assets to make sure they are covered and protected from the people. how much is Virgin Olive Oil in Aldi and what is my mother expected to suffer at the hands of Nigel Farage?

Life consists of a routine of going to work and the holidaying in the UK – not ascending to Angelic realms with Jesus or mastering Krishan consciousness. My mum took part in this world even though she meditated every day and was enlightened.

I am reminded of the movie Gremlins in the story of my own life and how abused and abusive I have been in the course of time. The Chinese man comes to take Gizmo away and chastises his owner that he let him watch American TV. This reminds me of my wayward youth and interest and hobby of Hollywood film which has come to an abrupt end after I saw the racists for what they are and how abusive they are sexually.

The Dalai Lama has asked for a three point plan when dealing with the Chinese government. In that he has asked for Tibetan culture to be protected and for the Tibetan environment to be safeguarded. He has asked for Tibetan autonomy and agrees to be placed under Chinese rule.

When asked about George Walker Bush, The Dalai Lama said he is my very good friend. When asked about Tony Blair he said “no comment”.

Aung San Syu Ki manifested out of St Hugh’s College Oxford and attended the college when it was an all girls college. Her fame dwindled as Theresa May came to power and the Guardian write her out of existence. She was Buddhist. My mum has read a couple of her books.

In the book The Secret Rhonda Byrne described how it is possible to manifest a cheque for a million pounds. Jehovah asked me to bear this in mind as I suffer torture in my home with my brother that the Royal Family and British Government together with the Church of England have been free to send me money for decades. They have also blocked others from sending me money too. In what other ways do they block manifestation as the Egyptians look on from The Pyramids and wonder what else my past lives could teach them. Rameses II explained that my tutor Professor Peter McDonald was a racist in his past life exploring archaeology and discovery to bias result in favour of the white race.

I want t undo all the evil Shakespeare has done in the last 400 years and spread the virtues of English literature with my own poems that don’t require pre-knowledge of the world of Charles Dickens and James Joyce. This will make my literature more well known in Asia and hopefully the Chinese and Indians will get together on researching it in their universities.

Hare Krishna will have to submit for medical testing in the UK. It’s not like American where they have been sued for brainwashing and being a cult. In the UK they will need to explain the changing process and attest to the lifetimes of devotees and how long it is possible to chant at length all life long. They can be differentiated from me for the amount of films I have watched and music I have listened to and the fact I don’t speak Hindi or Sanskrit. They can use my documents for their own purposes and assess how to move Krishna Consciousness forward in the UK without cult work while gaining some considerable fiscal distance from America and to not anger African gods and goddesses with their victimhood and set proper goals in the UK for Temple expansion and align with the tradition of yoga if you can call it that and deal with other temples properly. Half of the British population is doing Yoga these days while claiming to be monotheistic as they worship only Jesus if that dissent is possible. It is too late for Queen Elizabeth 2nd to rule beyond the grave – she used up all her karma in her lifetime and ISKCON are going to have to deal with the fact that she was not a fan of their work and challenged them with Christianity, something the Egyptians would like to do also. ISKCON is too young to be a world religion and had publishing issues back home in India as PM Narendra Modhi applauds them publicly for selling half a billion books. Their books have a long way to go to reach the mainstream in the UK and one has to wonder how Russell Brand got so close to the Dalai Lama after his filthy comedy and praise of all things Hare Krishna.

Who was Nigel Farage’s mum? Was she a racist and what kind of parent could engender the far right policies of this man? Come to think of it who was Tony Blair’s mum and where are the Psychiatrists on his grandeur wanting more work in Israel when he doesn’t read the Bible back home?

What shit are WordPress going through watching my blog get one or two likes for a poem? How much government is invested in spying on my work and what am I going to have to go through to become popular and deal with the snobs who become famous in the UK and don’t support the country’s growth like Pierce Brosnan or Daniel Day Lewis. Maybe King Charles should award himself a knighthood and stop it with cancer lies and comedy routine with Catherine bullshitting the US for the NHS as a leading force of depression and misery in the UK where all Africans go ignorant of our spiritual roots and Hindu uprising.

The Bible creates too much speech in the UK. There is not a reverent respect for silence and women talk too much as men pretend to listen and fashion sexist ways that the laws in the UK cannot change.

The Royal Family’s religious experiences go on English Literature and the exaltation and celebration of life contained in the world of great novelists and poets. It is not the Theologian who creates their world but the artists and they have betrayed them finally for the sake of medical lies about their health as the rest of the world looks on at their exposed law courts and questions royal immunity for the sake of diplomatic dialogues and a more fair exchange now that Jehovah has come to the country to iron out blasphemy from Stephen Fry and why once and for all he does not like homosexuals – because they lie about their sex lives and blame the Church for all societies ills.

Zeus has told me my judgement was Saltburn as the homosexuals Paul Ready and Ben Wright followed me from Oxford and adored the work I did until I had a nervous breakdown that dealt my family a deadly blow about the pressures in this birth of being a healer while the Dalai Lama remembers ancient vows with the Buddha we both swore together when meditating aeons ago. That is why Buddhists don’t like homosexuals. It is another MAN and he lies about his sexuality and personal life.

In the Daily Mail it is reported that 1 in 400 people are married in the UK

In the past castles were accepted accomodation for Royal Family because they needed a place to stay while businessmen bought them commerce. This Royal Family travels and does business themselves. The position of land law is not clear here with wills and probate not being scrutiny to mental health cleanly without royal advisors getting in the way and admiring Princess Kate’s wardrobe. The position of their land needs to examined with what it means to be a person with all the travelling they do and all the goods they receive as payment in kind on top of taxes and the revenues they generate from business they develop with others too. I was texted by Patrick Stewart many years ago when I was writing on social media and I wonder what businesses he is into and where he has visited as adverts for elaborate alarm systems dominate our police controlled and dominated TV.

William Blake’s dark satanic mills are akin to webpages for me as I seek to use my karma to become a succesful poet and spread knowledge and help people become enlightened spiritually.

What is Downing Street? What is its legal status and does the Prime Minister have to live there? With Westminster and the House of Lords there is no legal status for Downing Street in a law degree and it would be being used to move royal castles and estates and play mind games as Prince Andrew tries to find somewhere else new to live.

Imagine Shakespeare teaching the doctrine of health as Be Here Now in the UK with all the rich history all around us and in the fashion on the TV of the news presenters.

Peter Cooke and Dudley Moore’s BBC sketches never did amuse me very much. It’s just people talking at the end of the day and through peer pressure my mum was sidelined because she would not fit in wirh snobs and nor would Ritesh. How much healing have we three done in the course of our lives and why can’t we break in to success and have people verify having has experiences from us?

Barack Obama played around with his flag pin on his lapel and suffered contact that he was being anti- American by not wearing it. Obama responded that he wanted to investigate the rise of Anti American sentiments and continued to sport erratic fashion. We would do well to investigate the rise of anti-British sentiment in the UK and look to the blogs and social media as well as people painting flags on roundabouts and putting up flags on roudabouts and putting up flags as a sign of patriotism. I notice it rising in me as I let my writing get away with me and question King Charles from the gutter and the base: Unconscious cravings of mine for justice after having held on to love for so long with Agape and Eros in the face of the platonic love I learned about at school.

I can tell the White House is spying on me.

When I think that an old school friend Ben Wright from King Edwards Five Ways grew up to be a British spy and to work for the BBC it makes me wonder about the national narrative and how things really are as they are today and both Houses in Westminster and the Royal Family have a crisis in the making. They are not equipped to run the TV Stations and the graduates who left university are not skilled to represent their interests. Tucker Carlson has been seen on the UK TV propping up matters and Piers Morgan has had his own show on social media talking shit about Israel. This from a man who used to sell soft porn in the News of the World and now imagines Muslims who would attack him – how far can it go. No celebrities share their time with GBNews and Anne Diamond has been promoted to a news anchor from her time with TV AM in the 1990s. What is the agenda and what do they talk about and where is God in their language to represent the Royal Family and the Church of England who pays for it all? To talk incessantly without doubt and to raise one’s voice over others is sin and the country needs to see the Drs controlling the news agenda to medicate distress and disturbance and not desire people to be peaceful and rested in their homes. Ben Wright used to travel to India wirth his ethnic sex doll Dr Yasmin Khan – Indian Partition expert – and have a riot of a time at the exchange rate shopping away. Where is his insight on India and what do they do to the exchange rate and tax system there? Where is the failure? Where is his usefulness after 30 years work in central London to be like Tucker Carlson and represent the internationalism of the Royal Family. They travel all over the world and yet can only spew content about British immigrants from their TV. Where is the benefit of their international travel aside from the farce of British immigration that is now used to stoke up nationalistic fires and hatred.

What happened to General Perves Musharaf of Pakistan and his succes on CNN with Fareed Zakaria?

Nobody visits our house for lunch or dinner or tea. It is hard to maintain a sense of the ordinary reality.

I am a Boddhisattva and am reborn to amend the dharma and religion as needs be.

A modernist Mahabharata was filmed and screened on Indian TV around 2014 and featured an update on the old dramas previously screened on satellite TV.

They say that Jesus was poor. He was a God and was born in a stable and met by Kings who loaded him with money and he had a wealthy education with wealthy Jews.

Heaven is an extension of other realms and needs to be moved and rearranged.

British philosophy and writing will lead to madness and the laws of England will be betrothed to the Mental Health Act 1983 until the people level up with London and just start calling each other names. 1983 is a long time away to wait for niggers to insult you infront of your mum.

I finally see this afternoon why Chairman Mao did what he did. He was worried about racism from the West exploiting the monks field in Tibet.

Motherhood is like a cancer in the UK after Queen Elizabeth dies before the mirror of vanity and her smelly feminists and the religion of white girl who literally haunts the NHS on the edge of a nervous breakdown ready to blame the rest of the world for the chaos outside her night window and the far world of King Charles and Prince William they don’t understand. Dr Deepak Chopra has karma in this country with the Daily Mail and the Royal Family and has to fix these problems and use up religious people’s prayers and assets to provide companionship and love to the British household and not hide behind more book writing and his own illusory website with other American spiritual teachers and their passports to pleasure taking in the world on their holidays they have destroyed with environmental law. Why didn’t they just ask Sting for a blow job instead as we watch the pitiful display of King Charles pioneering environmental law with his groundbreaking speeches he hid from the British people that he now uses as his YouTube credit dried up and there isn’t so much for Prince William to do as he wanders lonely as The Cloud watching porn with mad British school children in skirts so short one can hear Queen Elizabeth 2nd cheer them on for another shag in school.

What did J Krishnamurti think of the Royal Family?

Tom Hanks is starring in a history Channel documentary on World War 2. This means the Church of England has signed up again for American evangelist theories about the problem of pain and the problem of evil and Adolf Hitler and the Holocaust. All they have is the juvenile question: How could God exists if something so horrible happened. They havent updated this theology in nearly a century and there has been no debate on the terrestrial TV channels about it while they prattle on about loving white Jews and the problem of anti-semitism. China would do well to pull out of Africa because of the religion of England and American going on there before they incur negative karma because of Islam and look really hard at the Israel equation and their population and learn to separate themselves from these weird economies that have special needs not military economies to enact old stories and listen to crap poetry.

That is not a Pharoah with Rameses II’s statues. It is an African God.

Writers are not powerful. The moment has already passed in their minds before they write something down.

I have experienced my past lives healing this life of recent. This has given birth to a fractured expression of my consciousness and a feeling of distance from everyday life. The periods of time away from home at Oxford and in London (1996-2000 and 2000-2002) have been processed internally respectively as times when I explored Christianity deeply and then moved on to yogic consciousness with J Krishnamurti. I then explored western spirituality from the point of view of eastern spirituality and bias in my home and with EnlightenNext from 2002 – now and am ready to put my feet on the ground and be here now. There has been darkness to clear in my political writing and rants and I have felt the proximity of Shiva the Destroyer healing my ignorance and Tamas Guna as my mother pulls me up on being too distant and removed from life and not happy. I cannot explain to her that at the age of 48 I feel thousands of years older than that and am dealing with huge blocks of energy to heal but the situation seems to have eased somewhat and the periods of my life appear clearer for me to see.

Mission Statement:

My job was to save EnlightenNext and contingent literature from destruction and to create a way for modern academics to access its content to gain an introduction into Greek thought. It was also to compress English literature and hundreds of and a thousand years of history into modern poetry that told the story of the development of Christianity for something for the modern age and the twenty first century after the media ages since my birth in the 1970s and 1980s. Finally I give expression to studying Theosophy and J Krishnamurti and experiencing bad mental health with the works of ISKCON and experiences with studying Yoga as oneness with God and higher states of experience in everyday life as a single man in his late 40s looking for money and wealth and an income to live well in England and within a western time frame.

This has led me to take on issues such as Free Tibet and modern racism and issues of multiculturalism and cultural displacement and seek to find a way to give expression to my humble beginnings in Birmingham and with my brother Ritesh and the divorce of my immigrant parents Parmod and Santosh Rishi and the diverse experiences of family network that caused alienation and separation from conventional reality as I only experience English and do not understand Hindi or Punjabi music or films. This led me to look to China to solve the problem of my consciousness and experience and see Colonialism as making India too busy a network for me to engage with their links to the Royal Family in London and the history of the British Empire in the past. As my experience involved spiritual enlightenment I have expanded to include Buddhism in China after the Western experiences of Enlightenment with EnlightenNext and the role of riches and wealth I have contacted since moving to London again in 2010 and trying to experience life there on my own terms and what I have undergone as a writer since 2013 using modern technology to create a network of interconnected voices that goes from the bottom to the top of society with world leader and governments reading my works and studying spirituality and higher religions that have come to earth and gone through American channels as they seek to break out and experience other cultures and civilisations after the Crusades were enacted between Christianity and Islam and India lies quiet in the background delving its muscles as a peaceful State and one that wants to help with the role of Jesus in Israel and the second coming of Christ with Vishnu’s role as the Dashavatara. Why can’t Jesus be an incarnation of Vishnu and ISKCON get some space for mystical experiences exploring domains of awareness while western leader deal with wealth differences and the world of appearance and reality I have been engaged in since being at school as a 16 year old.

14/06/26

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The role of Guru in England is a lost cause. Powerful people are not willing to suffer memory and wait in line to remember a useful question. That is why Srila Prabhupada was bought Bhaktivedanta Manor by George Harrison and did his studying out in public. His lifestyle was markedly simplified to allow for external voices.

By repeating myself and writing in short bursts I hope to create a resource that is accessible by people and lends itself to trust regarding many issues including my family and a biography worthy of introduction into universities worldwide to study my poetry in light of various disciplines including mental health, religion and culture.

The Dalai Lama has issued a statement that he wants to remain in India and not return to China on social media. He has also stated that the next Dalai Lama will be born in India. China have contested this claim stating that the next Dalai Lama can be born in China.

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What is China’s mother tongue name and what was Tibet before westernisation and the Free Tibet campaign that spread to social media and engaged contracts with wester forces?

I have experience dealing with demonic possession and medication.

The world of religion and The Imagination is laid open with Yoga as Meditation and the aspect of The Seer that I inject into proceedings is utilised by devout academics discerning the role of British Asian literature in racial and anthropology as literary studies moves forward.

Was Shakespeare a Healer? Could he be read after J Krishnamurti’s life as The World Teacher and Theosophically grounded with other worldly existence. His role as an influenced and influential man could be contextualised and bound by time since the 1600s as God with him to be The Creator and people enjoy hedonistic lifestyles in the arts to earn the disdain of academics not interested in their lavish lifestyles and try to remain in control of national narratives.

The Economist published an article a number of years back about an African situation which led to the African leader titling Shakespeare as the “second greatest Creator since God”.

Such views are expounded by Harold Bloom’s introduction to Shakespeare The Invention of the Human and the notion that Shakespeare taught us more than the Oedipus Complex ever did with Hamlet. I used to think like this until I was saved by Srila Prabhupada and realised that Shakespeare cannot save you and that English literature had led me quite astray into social scenes designed to ruin my health and leave me for dead as my colleagues read the Art of War and craved material success.

Donald Trump recently visited China and the news showed his walks and talks with Xi Xin Ping. News on China is scarce and the latest in the UK is for a new large Embassy building to be built and given to China. How did China interact after the erection if a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College shortly after EnlightenNext collapsed and used up all that internet data with Barack Obama and the liberal elite in London?

Sathya Sai Baba had 10 million likes on my Facebook app around 2012. His organisation collapsed after his death and the advent of Prema Sai Avatar as some sort of computer program and alogorthim led to dwindling numbers and the rise of Aadi Yogi Sadhguru left off as India’s premier Guru.

The role of the internet and Prakrti/ nature has not been discussed in public. The UK measures airspace above houses of royal ownership. What do other nations do and how is this applied to New Age theories of energy working when WiFi and internet cables are involved. So far as the UK is concerned history will be written by one man. Sir Richard Branson has built an empire with Virgin and other internet companies are similarly nameless and faceless. Virgin ran martial arts adverts and flirted with Buddhism and Daoism with Stephen Fry and other commercially viable members of cults that use databases.

Did William Blake sit in silence as he composed his poetry and etched on his plates and communed with God to create such esoteric works of art. I find that I am silent and think a lot about conversations I would have with people when my vision is of heavenly objects and channeling with Krishna and Jesus.

When J Krishnamurti said it would take 800 years to undertake his bidding he was referring to his body and the role Intelligence plays in the formation of Creation. This calendar traces back to his Truth is a Pathless Land speech as a young man and the argument for God from Free Will. This notion of man’s Christian destiny to be the bearer of Free Will in the face of darkness and Satanic forces takes into consideration World War 1 and World War 2. World War 3 and indeed World War 4 have not been adequately balanced with The World Teacher and World Karma that J Krishnamurti was dealing with as a Theosophist and it is for religious theologians to engage all wars in the last century with their hearkening back to ancestry and heritage to understand the Free Will debate. This means the civil wars in Africa and the wars in the Middle East as well as in Asia.

ISKCON is a young religion growing up in a man’s world where woman has been liberated sexually in some cultures. Unlike Chrisianity which had its infancy over the last millennium, ISKCON is growing up with the postal service and internet communications as well as TV and radio and Satellite Communications. This is not to say anything of e-commerce – all of which can be taken into account with just a couple of lines from Srila Prabhupada’s works. Krishna waited until the new world was born to access theology and history from Islam and Christianity not to mention Buddhist arguments to create and launch ISKCON and has made much progress in the last 60-70 years since its inception in the mind of Srila Prabhupada’s in America in the 1960s.

The comment “I am” is highly sexualised when applied to a Hindu seeking achievement when his nature is to be one of celibacy and renunciation.

When transcending death, in a talk that was screened on YouTube, when J Krishnamurti is in dialogue with a famous Buddhist monk: J Krishnamurti lifts the text straight out of ISKCON to explain how there is an intelligence above dull matter and the soul/no soul debate that is already free of death that needs to witness the streams if consciousness that flow within it.

“… my devotee is transcendental and always engaged in the self” – Krishna, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

The Drs and Nurses never originated the self as an issue when examining my mood disorders and just met an unhappy man inconvenienced by strange medical appointments without explanation. Bipolar Disorder was never enquired about or discussed and moods were never alluded to. Fortunately I read the diagnosis in the hospital about thinking I was a Hindu God and having been into Scientology when I was younger so I knew enough to keep quiet and not seek a resolution to these tests. I have forgiven these medics and had many conversations with them in my head. At one point I recorded my meetings and uploaded them on YouTube to vindicate myself of bad behaviour that caused my mental health appointments and diagnosis. This was fertile ground for my imagination as I imagined a court case ruling against NHS abusers – something I was told to let go of by my intuition as Jehovah pointed to the bigger picture of the NHS’s usefulness as I know work in IT and see for myself their operations as I answer calls from the NHS and serve their technical needs.

The words of the Christian hymn from Church this weekend is going around my head: “Our God is a great big God”. It reminds me of how pop songs and particularly Sting would circle around my brain and I feel better that it is a hymn as I continue to change Hare Krishna in the mornings too. It is quite hard and the energy is rather dense and sticky but I soldier on and manage a few rounds while listening to Hare Krishna on the bus for 2 hours to and from work.

My mum was right to hospitalise me. Look at my creativity and journaling now with all the poetry I have written. I am now in a stable job which is a far cry away from where I was in 2012 after suffering years of unemployment and depression since 2022. Nevermind the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and the need for labels and classification in the sciences, the Depakote I took was good for my acidity and potential to experience ulcers and regulated my mood with Olanzapine and then Risperidone. The homeopath I see speaks very detrimentally about the NHS having once been a Dr in the NHS himself. His talks are not without reason and he does not recommend I come off the medication. I tried in about 2013-2014 and experienced bad side effects and went AWOL for while. My moods are much better and I have survived the spiritual and intellectual minefield having written 40-50 books and published them on Amazon before I went too far in my advertising and lost my contract with them: I am much better now and more balanced in my morning meditation to see myself as just one person who has had divine and diabolical experiences to integrate into his psyche and proceed with God into the future where my writing will help those engaged in Yoga into better states of consciousness.

I have been working hard of recent to ensure that my identity stays rooted in my schooling and as my mother’s son and brother’s younger brother. The spiritual experiences I have had and am having are transcendent and thus transient and come and go like the weather and don’t add to my authority.

ISKCON believe that by chanting Hare Krishna Hare Rama on “engages oneself in the transcendental energy of the Lord” and one becomes “simultaneously one but different” from God.

I reflect that I have projected my mother onto Hollywood and seen her liberalism in various ways. One way is to see the actress Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly engaging with my sentimentality and enacting roles which touch on tender themes that echo things that my mother says. The roles in The Godfather Trilogy and Rocky movies for Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly’s role in Labryinth and A Beaitful Mind are a touching reminder of wanderers need to in search of his mother now that Bollywood does not satisfy his needs with Mother India being recommended by the Sathya Sai Baba foundation for her struggles and strife with two sons and an absent father. Madelline Stowe is another actress whose characters and mannerisms remind me of motherhood.

Writers imagine cause and effect between people. Healers engage metaphysical realities to suffer these relationships as The Real.

I spend a lot of my time imagining conversations with people. This blog supplements that need I have to justify myself and explain who I am. After having been shoddily treated by the NHS and seen them write about me and exchange information about me and having noticed spy games going on, I am here to clear my name. Having been an English student I can guess at what happens to poets whose family details are disclosed as the context of their poems is researched with regards to taste and bias and to further expand the field of academic study so progress is possible.

In 2020 I saw the Dr Fapohunda who was rude to me and diagnosing me without talking to me properly: He said I had a relapse and I was aghast at how he was causing me to feel worried and anxious. This is Tamas Guna in ISKCON and Bhaktivedanta Book Trust and actions in the mode of ignorance. I developed the bad habit of speaking out loud when nobody was around during this period and it lasted for a couple of years as I felt a lot of pressure and other things going through me to explain what was going on and where I was in life. I found that having been cut off from my social life and having a mobile phone meant that I needed to speak to someone and was alone and could not cope with that aloneness.

Two points come up here – one that I have fairly archaic Buddhist views on Enlightenment and habits formed from the past study of Dharma stretching back a long time ago. Secondly that Henry David Thoreau echos from the past and speaks to me about my living accomodation and change of circumstances since spiritual enlightenment and the chance to experience aloneness with the voices of great men (and women) to express myself over time and be peaceful on my own with my family. It is like Sting’s song The Book of my Life and the explanation opens out into Jesus slowly as Krishna is not so well drawn out and is covered in mystery with so many other gods and goddesses that have not been explained or depicted very well for fear of angering them and colonialism. This blog is an attempt to create language to describe them and to refer to other people who have interacted with them and feared persecution or the medicals done on people religiously inclined. The history of the Christian Church always comes up and is very dramatic with witch hunts and old images and scenes of Christian’s proving their faith and hating sin. The history of India is shrouded in deep mysticism and the people are there in the Kumbh Mela for all to see as academics look back to William James and his depiction of Yogis and attempts to define Religious Experiences. The future lies in the internet, not AI as it gives all nations a chance to vie for The Creator and not just the American Way of Life being too loud and boisterous as its films take a step back after disreputable lifestyles of their clan and attempts of colonialism themselves.

The author Paolo Coelho stands out in my memory for the book The Alchemist. The film rights are about in America and it is interesting to see how this turns out. His mother noticeably stands out for having hospitalised Paolo Coelho and subjecting him to ECT. He cites it as her love and compassion that led her to do it as he was mixing with guerillas in the jungle and getting into political strife.

The American Guru Andrew Cohen had quite a bit written online about him and one of the most sensationalistic things was about his relationship with his mother who published a book about her son claiming he thought he was God. Other things written abut Andrew include what a tyrant he was as a guru and to live with and how he demanded filial piety and devotion as the guru. One man was made to dig a ditch for himself to experience his own funeral in it and another man had red paint splashed over his bedroom to explain the phenomenon of death to him.

It is of note that after his cult ended Andrew Cohen made a documentary ‘How I started a cult’ and screened it on YouTube. he came to Birmingham around 2012 to visit the Mosely social circle Tree of Life and gave a talk there as an EnlightenNext guru and cult leader.

It is of note that when Sting was talking about sex with Q magazine and discussing wife swapping and Tantric Sex, he was in Sir Bob Geldof’s company and drinking alcohol in a pub.

The impact of Q magazine on culture needs proper analysis as with other magazines as the literary press stays asleep to archives and celebrity merchandise classifying English Literature in closed circles and away from attempts to modernise culture such as Sting’s being awarded an Honorary Degree and Bob Dylan finally being awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature for his songs.

There was an article about academics some time ago that stated it is the most stressful career with the highest rates of heart attacks.

I was friends with a person called Adrian Hoskings at school and he got me my first job a bar called Stoodi Bakers on Broad Street in Birmingham’s party district. They paid £3 an hour and I would start at 7 and work until about 11.45 so I could leave early and get the 12 o clock bus home. I would work some Thursdays and my main shifts were on Friday and Saturday night. I would collect used glasses and bottles of alcohol and beer in a shopping basket from around the bar and bring them back to the store room and wash them and then take the clean glasses to the bar and stack them there. It involved carrying the basket above my head in a busy bar and some people found it amusing to tickle me under my arms. Fortunately I never spilled helped out in the DJ booth with the smoke machine and lights as the DJ worked his magic and entertained the crowds. The management was Rupert, Mark, Keith and they had quite a little gangster unit going on that Adrian was a part of and sometimes they would give me free tickets to their other nightclubs Bakers and Toots up the road. I quit my job when I planned to study for Oxford and never went back to bar work again.

Ritesh recently bought a lawnmower and had to return it because he could not assemble the bucket that collects the grass/ He has taken over the duties of cutting the grass I used to and waters the lawn and keeps it tidy regularly. Having a nice garden was Mum’s retirement plan and her elder sister helped her build it with her husband and out uncle Professor Jeff Cole from Birmingham University biochemistry department. He was in his garden most evenings during summer and helped us dig ours and gave us the initial flowers to put in the garden. Mum has been tending it ever since for the past 7/8 years now and looks after it regularly.

There is too much RnB in this world.

As I come out of being a hermit at home and spend time at Creative Support on Saturdays for an Arts and Chat group I am reminded of what it means to be a cool person by the Care Coordinator there who runs the group. I won’t share her name to respect their privacy but she volunteers her Saturday mornings so we can get out our colouring books and pens and pencils and do some art work between 10.30-12. I like her contemporary music and culture as I am so isolated. It is also a mental health support group so I have built up a network of people who know me and help me with my mental health issues and are there to listen to me if I ever need to talk.

I am reminded there that I am becoming older and not a cool person anymore since I was a student when I was 24. These grooves go deep and affect my stature as a man who lives at home with his mum but learned so much as a student that needs to be kept vital in my life airs so I can record it and joy it down for history’s sake. This blog will not only serve literary scholars and aficionados but also historians as I am reminded about Herodotus chronicling history in short paragraphs that anybody could read. This is no time for Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as they are too dense and I like the way I have developed a style of writing to suit my life. I look forward to having my journal entries and articles uploaded from my phone to my laptop so when I come home from work the laptop is there for me to write on and update Wild Stage the blog go going out into the world and selling my story. We live in an international age and the internet is a field of possibility that EnlightenNext overlooked and Mind Body Spirit was negative about EMF and crystal work about negative energies. They moved too quickly and were human and fallible. The seeds are thus sown for more slow growth and development that allows for the internet to be appreciated and for governments to update antiquated ways of ruling and leading mankind into the future.

I am John Connor – Terminator films

“The eagle never lost so much time as when it asked of the fox how to fly” – William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Dr Pillai has prophesied that there would be a war killing 800 million people. He said this about 2008 online shortly after revealing his past life as Bhisma in The Mahabarata and from time of Krishna in India. He had an online empire as a Dr and had studied Astrophysics at an Indian university as well as religious studies in his online biographies. I put these 800 million deaths into Nature and COVID and self realised that the British Medical Authority would have authority worldwide for medical description and could account for 800 million deaths in the normal course of history for accounting purposes and keeping up with online warfare.

Kali Yuga sites immigration as one of the evils of the time we live in. I think travelling and working is a sign of this symptom and is causing too much confusion in the TV and sending the blogosphere mad with hysteria and erratic noise makers.

I am not selling anything at work as an IT apprentice. This feels like a relief to get off my chest as I market my blog to appeal for funds from readers.

The question remains to be asked: Is there one internet in the world? Different countries divide it up into their own domains and different domains carve the internet up into sub-divisions but it remains to be asked if there is actually one general thing called the internet which needs to be shared by all worlds that are here and present and accounted for?

It’s like the war at the end of the Matrix 3 when the sentinels are making their way to the base of the humans. The mind is constantly under pressure to see things differently and has to deal with EMF as well as paranormal activity these days to survive.

The pressure of the Guru online makes one want to reveal things about omens and portents as well as one’s consciousness to others. I am managing this by seeking recourse to my poetry and providing biographical context to literary poems.

Is the internet, the world?

I’m a multidimensional spiritual being.

I have seen large biographies written about writers decades and even centuries after they lived. I live in an internet age with large government databases and have books written that are not publicised in print or online. So what of my fate centuries from now and the fact that I don’t speak to my Dad since 2002 when I had a nervous breakdown in front of him in India and tried to speak to him around 2015 or so on WhatsApp but had another nervous breakdown and contacted him inappropriately with videos I made on social media and via email. He knows my heart and I have been in contact with him via text to let him know I am working but it is quite a strain living your own death as Roland Barthes pointed out as the author becomes the Scriptor and anticipates his own biographical information in the future being used for and against him and has nothing to show for all his worry and considerations and lives in an ivory tower and dreamworld with his mother who was a businesswoman and did not partake in English literary criticism to understand the ether that Rohan Rishi engaged when he was writing and suffering a nervous breakdown between 2013-2024. It was all a response to Krishna’s energy that was inquisitive about the field of potential and possibilities with me like Arjuna before Krishna and his adversaries on the field of Kuruksetra. Thousands of years before Socratic thought, Hindustan had ancient dialogue capable of being alien language today as The Transformers film series contemplates The All Spark and the search to control a mystical energy that has come to Earth with cosmic beings warring for energy like in Avatar where The Smurfs show up in different blue uniforms. Megatron is Metatron and was allegedly punished for thinking he was God and has bad karma as a Decepticon working on the dark side for control of earth as the other deities in the Kingdom of God battle it out as Autobots for defence of the realm.

Me and Ritesh used to wake up early on Saturday mornings in the 1980s to watch and record The Transformers cartoon. It used to be on for about 5 minutes on the Roland Rat Show and then on Waccaday with Timmy Mallet and we would record the episodes and edit the theme music out to make a seamless long episode that we could enjoy at our leisure. Copies of these VHS and many others are upstairs in our attic – living proof that we were once spiled young children compared to the vast world of underground matters we deal with today and the underprivileged children we affect with our dreams and visions and religious ideals.

I realised when I had psychiatric appointments that I was confusing matters with psychology and was spending time waiting for someone to talk to. I had some CBT which was okay but not really relevant to my condition. Meditation worked much better. I realised I was wasting my time waiting between appointments and showing a consistent self to the Drs and Nurses that was far removed from how I felt on the inside and was hurting me with my mum and brother making me farther away from them and distant in my own little world. I resented the Drs not talking to me about anything religious and my memory was strained as I kept on looking back to the world for working life and was written off by the Drs and they said I was someone who would never work again and had some problems with his hostility. The UK does not have a history or pacifism or non violence to speak of so this preoccupation with violence is for medical sales only as there is not ground of being rooting the explanation of the exploration of violence.

They are just human beings doing a job but they exploit idealism as with many others and have a long way to go to reclaim Classical standards of integrated health care when the happiness of medical professionals wasn’t an issue as they lived balanced ideals with the rest of civilisation. A Drs life is too compartmentalised and Tony Blair emigrated a lot of Africans into the country to kow tow to democratic ideals who pose a threat to the life of a Hindu and Buddhist with their laughing at meditation and mystical experiences.

I can’t see my Mum. Jesus said to Mary: “Mother what have you to do with me?” and he advised me to contemplate the visions I have of motherhood from a past life perspective and realise the best place for my mother is in the imagination where she was older than me growing up and I have had several hundred schisms in my life to cope with the fact that I am an adult and to integrate psychology into my self and spirit to take with me into the afterlife.

In the 2000s John Pilger was an Australian journalist enjoying veritable British citizenship with the amount of writing he had done and inspired. He wrote about the NHS and said that America was looking to buy sections of it and privatise it. This was linked to Hilary Clinton’s healthcare plan and Obamacare – something Donald trump repealed when he scaled back the operations of “crooked Hilary Clinton” and repealed Obamacare.

The musician Sting want to be better than Beethoven in history.

I went to Poetry Jam at the Symphony Hall in 2022-2026 and red some of my poetry out loud at Open Mic nights. I also attended some other poetry evenings including The Verve Poetry Press’s open mic night at the Hive Cafe. Ritesh came along and recorded me reading out a poem I had written. It was fun – a bit of a long journey and I was not writing any new poetry and was shy before the other poets but it was an interesting experience. I went first with my mum who encouraged me to read a poem from my phone and after that she stayed at home while I struggled with the socialising after so long by myself and at home with depression and bipolar disorder.

“We are gods and goddesses in disguise” – Dr Deepak Chopra, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success

“When you realise you are part of the Big Bang and a part of the greatest writers cosmic experience that gave rise to the creative process and one with the energy and intelligence that created the universe you want to dive right in and create the material world” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enlightenment

“As the Evolutionary stands poised like the archer every ready to take on the next moment” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enightement (reference to the Bhagavad Gita and ISKCON with Arjuna the archer)

My family had Qi massages with Dr Quinn in Stirchley around 2022-2024 and she charged £30 for an hours massage.

In 2012 I had Four Winds Acupuncture with Janet Eastwood of Bearwood Birmingham. She was my family’s acupuncturist for years and treated me for Bipolar Disorder as well as weight loss. I lost 4 inches and 3 stones while seeing her. My mother and brother both had acupuncture around the same time and Ritesh went on to see another practitioner and have his own sessions as well. Janet would charge about £45 for an hour.

I had some Reiki done in 2025-2026 at the Harborne Renaissance Therapy Centre. I paid about £35 for a hours session. My mother and brother had Reiki done on them in 2009-2010 at the same centre but in a different location and had atunements done also. They saw a healer called Michael Melchizedik.

I had some counselling in 2025 at St Martins Church in Birmingham City Centre. The recommendation came through Creative Support whose group Talking Spaces recommended that I seek counselling there. Ther womans name was Kerry who counselled me and we saw each other for a number of months on a Monday afternoon before she decided that I did not need any more counselling. She was quite New Age and open minded and gave me a chance to talk about my family and social pressures quite a bit.

In 2025 I started a Cybersecurity Bootcamp ( a computer course) at home for three months which gave me the skills I needed to apply for my current job. The company was called Althaus and did very well to educate us each week in different aspects of computing and business so that we could apply for jobs and be successful.

Andrew Cohen used to be a martial artist and was remarked upon by his students to be an accomplished Yogi. Dr Deepak Chopra is photographed online as teaching yoga with his shirt off on a beach online in June 2026.

Is the Wolverine a metaphor Acupuncture and why do the military try to erase his memory and spark his fury and revenge?

It has been 400 years. Is Shakespeare still relevant today? Did he mention Jesus Christ?

Zeus explained to me that I had been with the Ancient Greeks in the past and to remember that The Father of the Bible and Jesus’s reckoning is His Father and creation and points to Him after the Bible came to Renaissance England in the 1600s and faced Shakespeare as a playwright and poet before he took on religious significance and became a sacred cow of criticism and the arts over the centuries.

In 2000-2002 I bought my first proper computer. It was a Compaq and was funded with a load from HSBC bank. I had a secon hand computer before this but that was not connected to the internet. I used my computer to watch Pornography online (heterosexual) as I realised I would get bullied if I didn’t due to peer pressure and social conventions. I bought one pornograhic magazine while I was in my second year at Oxford 1998/1999 as I felt myself itch sexually but threw it away soon after looking at it.

In Gladiator 2, the protagonist is different to Russell Crowe’s lead in the first one. he is a Poet and ends the film by praying to the Father.

Some sort of Science Park is being built by Selly Oak shopping centre and next to the University and QEHB hospital. It was originally earmarked to be research site for Ebola virus but these plans have been cancelled. There is quite a lot of mental health work going on at the new hospital.

I worked with Tory Councillor Adrian Delaney at Conservative Party headquarters in 2022-2024 as I campaigned for Gary Sambrook MP in an effort to engage social democracy and do my bit for society. I would volunteer my Saturday mornings to go and leaflet for Gary after Rishi Sunak won the election to be British Prime Minister: Gary Sambrook met King Charles and Rishi Sunak while I was working with them.

Ritesh has suffered from Eczema a lot in his life and has had a couple of rashes in the past couple of years. Presently he has his foot bandaged with quite bad blisters on his left foot from itching too much. Unlike me Ritesh is balding in his hair and my mum is losing her hair too as it thins out.

Mum started playing scrabble with me in the 2000s when she was looking for work and we would regularly get over 300. We started playing again last year and played every night for several months. We now play at weekends and sometimes Ritesh joins us.

The Indian politician Dr Shashi Tharoor was tipped to be the United Nations Secretary General but was beaten by Ban Ki Moon. His talks are not worth studying for Colonialism and Postcolonialism and to clean up the database online since Postmodern fiction fell prey to Salman Rushdie. No Chinese politicians take up as much airspace and internet energy as Dr Tharoor who shows India’s more Modernist gaze s he sits and chats with the religious leader Sadhguru.

Does British TV and Dramas make sense when Prince Philip and Queen Elizabeth 2nd reigned for nearly a hundred years or lived for that long and were not televised in any debate or dialogues. Who are the politicians speaking to and what is her religious role as head of the Church of England when it comes to spiritual and religious experiences?

I have been haunted by Queen Elizabeth 2nd and Prince Philip since they passed away.

Jesus never spoke as much as some Priests. America is to blame with their stadiums full of speakers and the tradition of TV Evangelism. Look what it did with Barack Obama and the lies he told to get into office and how he dominated YouTube and other social media channels to pretend he was like the reverend Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela. What some people carve the Bible up into being is astonishing. I find I can’t even read it as such a polluted text.

Churches should be like libraries and open all week long like Hindu Mandirs. There should be scope for going to talk to a Priest while he is studying at a desk and they should be available for special powers to control the Drs of England. This would give the Police something to police rather than make up crimes and would lend itself to actually creating a community atmosphere and stop Priests travelling so much and having lavish ceremonies on Sundays that no-one understands. Then Sunday could be a chance for quiet remembrance of Jesus and not a competition to speak some new jingles that get in the way of other speech and block up our spiritual channels and energies. How many photos does Rowan Williams have online – what are they saying and what is their message? What industries is he helping with photography here and what is the use of having no webpage to speak to the people about the religion of England? Is it because there is no money and privilege in the internet?

In 2012 Buddha asked me to step in as the Lord Buddhist. this was due to Impersonal Brahman and to help with a review of the Dalai Lama’s work and other spiritual teachers. It also meant a lot of 2012 work with the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age and Sathya Yuga as well as The Human Potential Movement.

This was in keeping with my research of J Krishnamurti as the head of the Order of the Star and his role as The World Teacher dealing with World Karma, COVID was inevitable for how the Drs treated China and covered up real science. Shame on Gordon Brown writing a useless book and trying to make even more money from the British Empire after he parked his career nowhere with a Prime Ministership on mixed channels and going nowhere. We don’t see the red briefcase anymore outside Downing Street announcing the budget – it seems that Winston Churchill’s ghost still lingers on though and he haunts Americans like Donald Trump and Paul Hegseth to attack the Royal Navy for not getting involved in Iran.

How many treaties does India or China have with the UK and have they ever been drawn into useless negotiations by the British Empire and the travelling Colonial class that spends money like water and taxes its citizens widely as they don’t look happy in London.

Allah said the work I do is comparative religion and that I am no charlatan spiritual guru with my brother. Spirit said the work I do is Revelations.

For all the pressure they put on India for sexuality, America’s interest in nudity in cinematic releases was short lived through the 1980s and 1990s and online pornography came along to take their passions. India was right not to take their clothes off on screen and can now work socially with pornography as it is so wide spread that intelligence will fathom a way to better than Sunny Leone who was granted a pass into the movies as Urvashi Rautela sings to an American tune and the Indian nation suffers salaries and lavish lifestyles that entreat the politician to malign the population.

12/06/2026

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“I have never in my life
Felt more alone than I do now
Although I claim dominions
Over all I see
It means nothing to me
Without love”

  • Sting Mad About You

I feel suffocated by death. I am 48 and cannot afford to die. I have no life insurance and cannot afford my own funeral. I sometimes think I cannot afford to go to my own mother’s funeral if something unexpected happens and thankfully am able to drive now. I don’t know what my brother would do as he never goes to family occasions and might be offended by the relatives turning up to my mother’s funeral. After all they did to her and her children the twelve brothers and sisters have a lot to reflect on as I start to vice my concerns about their materialism and wealth and their ways with alcohol, sports and sex. I don’t know what to do if something should happen to Ritesh as he has never discussed funeral plans with us and lives an ascetic and stoic life alone his room. Finally I don’t think I will see my Dad again and always think that one day I could get a phone call from India letting me know he is gone.

If Shakespeare lived today and experienced the profound state of awakening that he did, would he have to go through mental health processes to please the government and King and Queen? What about other writers and what is Mike Flexer doing at York University and how long will it take for him to research mental health and literature?

My mother still wakes up at 7.30 and showers and then meditates and prays for about 30-60 minutes. She then has her toast or cereal and routinely flicks through the news channels. She then cleans the kitche, bathroom and living room for about an hour or so before taking herself to her room to use the internet – something she does in the afternoon and early evening to catch up on world events. I can’t imagine how she spends so long in front of the computer and what she looks up – I can just see the British patriarch and make Dr observing her making judgements as he looks after his own mental health and mutters something about yoga. She lives in one room and I worry about her knees getting cramped as she hobbled about after a car crash hurt her. None of these things were discussed in my mental health as the British government find things for their youth to do and chat about called mental health with no spirituality in it and an ignorance of the mind that goes back to Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health in the 1950s by L Ron Hubbard. My mother was a Scientologist in the 1990s until I wanted to leave Oxford and join. I never made any white friends at Oxford and found them tedious at The College of Law and took to skipping college and studying at home. They made me depressed and sad about how the world of money is structured and what a corporation actually is. My mum survived in all this world as a businesswoman who worked at the BBC. EDS, Rolls Royce and the NHS – all the while her two sons were hurting at home. The way the NHS treated me was like a pig and the police were no better dropping by to question and threaten me on various occasions. Good luck to them all in their afterlife if you think that the Church of England is going to save you.

“Do you know a white person who has ever been kind to you?” – Spike Lee’s film Malcom X starring Denzel Washington

I am a writer who thinks he will have the same effect on creation as Shakespeare.

Do the British newspapers make sense without the Royal Family in them. They have massive business interests and have immunity from prosecution as well as anonimity to not reflect proper business interests in The Economist as well.

Where did these paintings come from of William Blake and William Shakespeare? Did they manifest and if so when?

How can a woman rule a country until the age of 96 like Queen Elizabeth 2nd did and be the head of the British military? She was ever so rarely which means never on the TV to address her nation while claiming to be the Head of the Church of England. What kind of mental health did she have ruling until 96 and to install her son in his 70s as a King after her? Whos starts work in his 70s and starts a new job at that age while ruling his own family? Why does Prince Harry leave the Royal Family to become an author? Is it our fate to have to sit back and wait for one of them to marry a Hindu now?

With the level of awareness of the some Drs and Nurses who visited me and made sure I was taking my medication, the British medical authorities may have violated principles of ahmisa. It felt like violent thugs had bullied and battered me and insutled my mother and brother’s house and sacred space. I wonder what Partition felt like and why Gandhi was so important in the face of Winston Churchill’s racism.

India is not really a country. It is more like a God – an energy or force that is incomprehensible and cannot be explained. The same could be said of Africa and the world of JM Coetzee explain this with his very simple use of English as they try slowly to map civilisation and catch up with plans for Nollywood. India has gone to Arundhati Roy and Salman Rusdhie has simplified prose after the lengthy novels from Satan in his past when he courted Middle Eastern tensions and dominated education and resources. Anita and Me was on the GCSE curriculum when I was a private tutor in 2010 and this was too advanced a text for the youth to be reading and I found the school teacher cancelled the book and just watched the film. This polluted the Monarchy in England and you could say India or modern India is ISCKON for the details in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srila Prabhupada’s attempt to map the religious history of India. It is called Bharat and they find that the Monarchy makes their lives miserable as they mine for gold in India and enjoy secret meetings at Buckingham palace and conjugal visits from Krishna.

“Me. No-one knows.” – Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“… with a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes”- Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“I am not manifesting to the foolish or ignorant persons” – Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When I was mostly bedridden in the 2000s with depression and avoided hospitalisation it was revealed to me that this was Ravaan in my Vedic astrological house.

The American Empire lacked benevolence. That is why it was closed down and resorted to CNN and 24 new media to get some quiet.

What if England ruled the world and leaders took to using England as a base for knowledge and the arts? With the concentration of universities here the opportunity exists to harness English as an international language and grant primacy to England above other nations for diplomatic things. Rather than trying to catch up with England other countries could rely on England for research after Brexit and we could flourish as a multicultural society whose academics worked with the HRH police to give good information about our differences and took the weight and pressure off having to think so much in our own time outside of work.

Salman Rushdie is suspicious. To whom does he pray and why did he abandon Science Fiction with his debut novel Grimus? Literary scholars need better databases and connections to enquire about his life and find out the ways in which Americans bought his favour to target Iran. The Satanic Verses is an impenetrable text that insults The Prophet Muhammed and laced the imagination with heat and cold about Amitabh Bachchan and his son. Salman Rushdie had changed his tune with simpler books of late and evn his own critical book which was not very good and a big disappointment since Imaginary Homleands. What impact did he have with others on the quality of British TV and where did children’s TV go since the 1980s with the launch of satellite TV and sports to dumb down the populace as literature became scarce to write scripts and create good British comedies and dramas? Was he working for the Americans to spook the Royal Family and rely on the race card for Blacks in America and how far India has to go before it can compete literarily with American and English literature? Where have Chinese films gone as he punches with Terry Gilliam and sells drugs and what happened to Netflix once George Clooney and Brad Pitt made whatever money they could out of it with Wolves? The world of men is not done with these players and eats to see them use our resources so future generations can learn of greed and power and corruption and not the petty details in our universities at the moment.

How much did Abishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai Bachchan cost India to be self styled followers of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie with Brangelina? Did Aishwarya adopt any Africans in the years she was missing after giving birth to her only child? And what of relations with England for their views on Sathya Sai Baba with the BBC’s tv show on him The Secret Swami? How did thi affect our diplomatic ties and how powerful was Aishwarya Rai as “the world’s most beautiful woman” (Versace and what happened to her contract and photos with Longines? Where does Abishek Bachchan pray and is he a member of ISKCON and who is his guru as British people look on for the emptiness surrounding British Asian culture after Nitin Sawhney stayed away from the TV after one hit wonders with Goodness Gracious Me and the jokes they made about Hinduism and Hare Krishna?

Srila Prabhupada said that he had come to teach the Americans the true religion of Krishna. There is only one religion of Krishna. Never war with him.

Shiva spoke to me in 2013 and told me I was frustrated with love.

How did Jewish woman Natalie Portman get to star in Christian English Christmas commercials for perfume in 2025. Her films aren’t even released in the UK.

Suraj’s Indian sweet shop on the Soho Road has a nice mix of cultures with a Buddha statue near the window and old Indian film songs playing in the background. Their food is second to none and we go there regularly as a family to pick up snacks and sometime eat in and have some chai.

Where is Christian TV in the UK to compete with Islamic TV and would the Americans tolerate the Bible being interpreted by the world’s finest academics at Oxford and Cambridge live on our TV sets? What have they done to the UK imagination by targeting our media and buying Nigel Farage with immigration bullshit from a racist who used to run UKIP? What do Americans do to memory and can they see how much money I made China with Tibet for my mental health medical – none of which was sent to George Clooney’s Hollywood or Donald Trump’s White House with that wierdo Joe Biden now that Barack Obama betrayed us and carried on with George Bush’s policies regardless of the faith the world had put in him for a fresh start.

Who in the UK has imagined India and laughed at them for their sex life and rules on Bollywood for kissing and nudity and manners of having sex in pornography?

Barack Obama’s performance as America’s President for two terms and eight years was modelled on African cinema and he now towed to the Nigerian government’s ties with African Americans to mould cinema and TV after his election.

Was it the Middle East or America with the Nation of Islam that made Muslim perform so prominently in Indian cinema?

Even though she would cook for the two of us, our mother was looking after herself when she was a working businesswoman and single mum. She would come home from work and cook her own Indian sabzi and be in bed for 9.30 after watching Eastenders and getting some more work done. Ritesh put his foot down towards the end of her career and told her off for watching Eastenders and that she should not watch it as it was bad for her health.

Folklore and money has it that a Teacher is God along with one’s parents and a guest who enters your house in Hinduism. How does this affect the repute of university academics who do not contemplate energy 60 years on from when Krishna gave Srila Prabhupada divine passage to America?

Krishna cited genetics and asked me to look inside myself to see a strain in 2013. He was referring to the strain that persists with my birth charts and karma to be graduate who has his own mortgage.

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The Indian High Commission building is in Birmingham and is not an Embassy building for land law and human rights in the UK. It follows to ask what is the status of special powers at Hindu Temples after Churches have closed their doors because of the British medical elite who performed an exorcism of this country during COVID as the world faced judgement from higher worlds and heavens.

The jealousy of Drs in the UK because of salaries is a real problem. They are immature as students and then recent graduates complaining about pay and measuring their salaries with the banking profession. When the Drs and Nurses were treating me for psychiatric problems I got a real sense of how my interest in popular culture was frowned upon as a negative influence in my life as they were jealous of the salaries of rich people and celebrities. The NHS needs to confront celebrity culture in the UK and deal with the spiritual experiences of celebrities.

The UK has been under attack from the USA who have wanted to buy the NHS and privatise it. This has placed Drs under undue pressure and has mixed Church doctrines to spoil the Church of England and limit its influence and outflowing of information. Church leaders are not national leader and the dwindling Church numbers are creating a weaker field for evil to occur in the UK and invite American evangelists to give advice and spread their influence on British Churches. This involves spiritual phenomena from Mind Body Spirit and Church leaders are too guys with the very dense Bible to attend to Self Help and defend their Parishes properly.

“Religion is the opiate of the masses” – Karl Marx

“Religion is evil” – Chairman Mao

Stephen Fry has been saying blasphemous things about Jehovah and spelling out his wrathful nature and has led a homosexual rebellion against the Church with support of Bipolar experience and medication while taking cocaine and being free with his new expression in private.

Peter Mandelson was a spin doctor for New Labour and affected the country’s media with his homosexual culture and views on the Monarchy’s right to have the culture of the Church of England screened on UK TV. He came to power in the late 1990s and was influential in the spread of atheism with Professor Richard Dawkins and Christopher Hitchens and tried to create a colonial empire online.

Prince Andrew was quite prominent in the media after he married Sarah Ferguson and had a relationship with her in public circles that rivalled Princess Diana and Prince Charles. This has been deleted from public memory and the BBC need to answer as to how they remember Prince Andrew and how their correspondents use memory to select the news.

I feel like the Drs and Nurses still listen to me and that my writing is like talking and they are reading it and listening to it. I am 48 and I entered mental health procedures when I was 36. Before that Drs came to see me when I was 25. I have had diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and Depression and have been medicated Olanzapine, Carbimazole, Risperidone, Depakote, Sertraline and Metformin. I see the Drs and Nurses in my mind and it is as if my life starts at 36 when they came into my house.

It sounds like there’s a riot going on outside with the mob mentality and the crowd control of the police and government laying waste to spiritual experiences and higher consciousness.

Jehovah told me to treat this like a little Area 51.

Why don’t Hindu Pundits speak in Hindu Temples and lecture on Hinduism and speak the meaning of the Hindu Gods and Goddesses? How long before we get an explanation of who these Gods and Goddesses are in English?

I don’t want to see the Royal Family. They have been by for plenty of healing.

Because of my work EnlightenNext can be researched in universities. The American Guru Andrew Cohen stated that his work was 60 years ahead of its time and that it was for the top 4-5% of wealth holders.

The implications of my website for future development are grand. The empire of Amitabh Bachchan without any biographies in Bollywood and India’s literary culture has massive scope for development with the internet challenging laws of nature and conspiracy theories abounding about American hegemony and Mukesh Ambani’s hold on power with Reliance Industries.

Donald Trump ran as an independent for his first term in office and never confirmed that he was a republican even though he vocally denounced the policies of Joe Biden. Before his term in office the internet was ripe with calls to end the two party politics in America and get on with business interests and stop personality attacks and bipartisanship.

Where was Prince Charles in the media and on photographs and on TV with his mother and father when Barack Obama was dominating social media and running his campaign with Oprah Winfrey?

American Guru Andrew Cohen was rude about Healers saying that they are not evolutionary and keep going back into the past. As I write my blogs and plan to publish them in the future I can see the worth of my retrospective gaze and role as a global Healer and one of divine proportions connected to Christ to preserve memory and take the pressure off world leaders to look for new things to fill the news with. Andrew Cohen was also rude about Mayan gods and goddesses calling them “savages” and saying that the Mayan Prophecy of 2012 was not to be trusted and that we need to get on and create the future. I have experience with ancient Mayan culture from the past and worked with Shiva over 2012 periods with the Golden Age to be transcendentally situated to be on Ayuasca to be connected to my past roots with Machu Pichu to contemplate a statue of Buddha on Machu Pichu and just what is being asked of Gods and Goddesses in this day and age. I have experience of Xenu from OT3 with Scientology and have been told that the presence of Xenu is astrologically bound up with a Mayan past life I had thousands of years ago.

I have seen my mum channeling with Aphrodite and Kali.

When I left London in 2011 and after my Vipassana 10 day retreat, I sent the Russians a copy of Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen via cosmic channeling and light work and asked them to take a look at it like a Zen Buddhism book and see what they thought of Tibetan negotiations seeing as they had been having diplomatic relations with China for millenia.

A photo of Vladimir Putin sitting next to a computer and being seated at a desk popped up on my laptop a few years ago. There ws a TV program on our TV called ‘Living Next Door to Vladimir Putin’.

I and my family have been spied on by the Russians. Donald Trump complained that Russians were affecting his first election and loss to Joe Biden.

Scientology wad made a religion in the UK the year I went to a mental hospital. I would refer to the hospital as a monastery as I healed the madness in the world outside me. Tom Cruise came to Birmingham and filmed some scenes for Mission Impossible.

Birmingham had been called the second financial capital of the country and had also been called the “jihad capital of Europe” by American politician.

I have never taken an acid tab in my life. I was influenced by L Ron Hubbard who created the Sea Org division of higher level work in Scientology. He stated that when it comes to higher level work and reclaiming your spirit from past life influences the presence of LSD in the system could lead to biased results and cause ones authority to be bought into question. As I meditate I can see that acid would be quite good for me to take in moderation to release some pressure so must be keying in to collective drug taking and performing some sort of healing of the nation and world. it is linked to sex and the role of ejaculation and masturbation and the imagination that goes with wanking. I think of Sting’s interest in tantric sex and his drug taking as providing fertile ground for the courts to update the medical text books after my medical with spiritual experiences and special powers in the courts and new languages introduced to the medical profession that looks ahead at the role of India and Yoga and what that poses for proper science and fair treatment of individuals and families struggling with mental health to hold on to their identities.

I acknowledge the need to take a substance to increase my happiness. So I am having Coca Cola. I drink a can every day and think that people drink alcohol every day and this can’t be bad for me. This reminds me of the film Equilibrium and the modernisation of Big Brother with the intervention and casual talk about dopamine and serotonin. They were taking acid and other drugs in Angel Islington with EnlightenNext in 2010 and invited me to come out with them. MPs were studying EnlightenNext.

Even in Ancient Greek times death was a cause for concern and prompted questions about the afterlife that touched upon God’s existence.

One of my spiritual experiences with Xerxes showed me that what happened in London in 2010 with the collapse of EnlightenNext after I had gotten angry with them and threw it out of England and Europe. He said that all the Greek knowledge was in that and that cult and that he wanted me to do some work to reclaim the organisations materials. This was to see Mind Body Spirit books disappear in the UK and for YouTube to change and host large lectures from spiritual teachers rather than short entertaining videos. This must have affected the Middle East and perhaps things don’r move as fast as they appear in the west to slow down and share these resources and develop better imaginings than just day dreaming about 2012 and the Golden Age with all the health implications forbidden knowledge has from the Bible.

When I was in London in 2010-2011 I had an affair with a married Jewish woman with three children and tried cohabitating. I had given up my programme to study a Masters in English at Queen Mary University due to funding and was visiting EnlightenNext cult headquarters in Angel Islington every now and then. There were members far more embedded than me and I was just a casual visitor who saw Andrew Cohen give lectures three times. He spoke out against sex life and procreation and reminded me of something that Jehovah had spoken to me about saying not to get attached to a lease with the partner I was living with. He also meant that she was Analese from Home and Away and that these sexual sanskaras go deep and that I had illusions I needed to transcend still on the path to enlightenment.

Home ownership is quite an advanced subject in Greek theory of civilisation and something that I was not prepared for leaving school and going underground at Oxford.

What is the internet and how does it fit in with stories of creation? The Bhagavad Gita As It Is lists ether as one of Krishna’s many attributes. Krishna has said he will create the internet with me after he created space from the 1960s.

One of the reasons that EnlightenNext collapsed and offended me was the reasons it had for claiming that a modern disease was Narcissism for the postmodern self. Ken Wilber had created an online documentary called Boomeritis and alleged that baby boomers were suffering from mental health delusions and were in need of spiritual care. In this diagnosis there was no mention of Hollywood or celebrity life and the insight did not go deep enough to penetrate into Greek culture to herald the interaction between the stars and the earth to produce civilisation capable of such views as the need for people to meditate and take an interest in comparative religion as the magazines What is Enlightenment were based on. The development of self help was saturated as people’s bookshelves in powerful places laid them open to cults and any Christian sentiments with the development of mind body spirit culrs since the onset of ISKCON and transcendental meditation that was not the recitation of God’s name as per India heritage and the growth of the movement since the introduction of the Maha Mantra to the west.

With ISKCON decrying the fate of “dog eaters” and China waiting in the wings, these things had not been thought through well enough and Donald Trump came to power to show the weakness of the liberal elite with Joe Biden and to take totalitarian control to stop such internet leaks after COVID caused massive social breakdown.

What would the Africans make of my mother being from Kenya Nairobi?

When I was walking the streets campaigning for the Tory Party after Rishi Sunak’s election win with MP Gary Sambrook and seeing what Professor Noam Chomsky meant about “social democracy”, I was struck by the scope of Deepak Chopra’s vision of Yoga and his use of the internet. I walked streets close to where I grew up in Rubery Birmingham and they were quite lonely compared to the love in the house where I lived as I contemplated Dr Chopra’s dominance online and war with Professor Richard Dawkins to dominate online resources and TV rights in the wake of Oprah Winfrey’s billions and TV Empire. To see Dr chopra walk beside me and see him want Krishna worship and meditation in all the homes I visited was a terrifying vision of emptiness and to remember the Russians saying through Mikhail Gorbachev that they urgently wanted the knowledge in Dr Chopra’s books is to see where we are heading as a medical community investigating the link between kind and matter and cutting through Drs preconditions for medical prescriptions. This is all taking place in a land where the royal family enjoy rude health and do not have any guns while trying to emulate the american way of life and have issues with violence in schools which the medical community medicate as they did me for hostility without a clear military exam for peacefulness and no real models or speeches for the people to follow to assess their peace.

When I was at EnlightenNext a beautiful Hindu woman showed up one time for Wednesday evening meditation session. She asked a question: If someone showed up claiming to be the Messiah how would we know they were psychologically sane? It was somewhat uncharacteristic and never came up again or met with mute response from Christopher Bruce Parish who was the executive director of the premises and who hosted meditation evenings.

Jehovah had a word with me that Andrew Cohen was an American Psycho in London and cited his book 11 days at the Edge when he said that if you hear voices when you meditate you are psychotic. So Jehovah was saying that Andrew Cohen hears voices and that his plans for society and his worldview was one of psychosis and was not a sound civilisation and had betrayed American idealism and that He was saving me from them and their travelling ways of finding new recruits to harness their views about society.

I locate the desire in my body for sugar. I have been diagnosed with type two diabetes. Krishna told me to pray for this to be healed. I have brought my sugar levels down to normal with medication and advice from Dr Dahl at Millennium Medical Centre.

The musician Sting has issued a press release calling for a mature discussion on drugs and does not gloss over the health side effect of taking them. He has openly said he smokes marijuana to free up an idea and write songs.

It is important when healing and accessing higher domains of awareness to not get into agreements with the living and the dead. I am not a Co-Creator with anyone and have made no bonds other than with Sting and the Dalai Lama in 2002 to operate on terms with Brahma Vishnu and Shiva. I never was and am not a member of EnlightenNext. I was too poor to research it at University and nobody was interested in my literary thesis to research spirituality and TS Eliot and EM Forster to PhD level. I feel I have accomplished this with Shiva’s grace with my poetry website accompanied with biographical detail modifying how my poetry will be read and researched to accurately reflect my life since leaving Grammar School in 1996 where my brother studied too and time jumper two years to stay with me on the spiritual path.

I was not here when 9/11 happened. Through some mystical and magical happening I experienced 9/11 during term time while studying at the college of law in 2001. That cannot be so as September 11 was during my summer holidays and I was on holiday in Egypt with my family and also I went to Portugal with my friends that year for a week. I recall going to Oxford to see my tutor and that would have coincided with the end of September and beginning of October and he offered me a job in research aqnd I told him I couldn’t because I was studying law. I recall my colleague Joe Combes came out of the College of Law bulding and told me that two planes had just flown into the World Trade Centre and my first thoughts were “the chickens have come home to roost”. But that means it would have been during term time and term at the College of Law starts after October.

Also Sting was scheduled to perform a broadcast from his Italian home in Tuscany that night and cancelled ir due to 9/11. He can do this due to occultism and Satanism and it is a day when our energies can be fairly well examined by Shiva for the appearance and disappearance of this world in Kali Yuga and also for the establishment of an Age of Shiva when ignorance dominated my life about conspiracy theories and what is possible in this world of form.

Professor Noam Chomsky has stated that there was a second 9/11 in South America when the Americans were engaged in diplomatic affairs. This is Bible Code therapy and that 9/11 refers to Mayan Gods and Goddesses taking power away from the Americans with Xenu as well from Scientology and OT 3 for how they treated human being after so called World War Two. That second 9/11 is within my grasp as an internet user who stayed at home and watched YouTube during the 2000s and keeps his memory in spite of the Americans watching on as the British medicated me with British mental health without spirituality and religion with all the resources they had in America. It is a move towards my independence as I master the GBO with £1300 a month real terms salary for 37.5 hours work a week as my brother looks on and is idle at home. I don’t recall phoning home on 9/11 to find out how my family were doing and this could help free up my brother’s awareness and get him out of American and British traps too. We are just Pakis to the West and they have not done the healing or clearing work we have to be so liberated to the Spirit to have earned these resources as our own and not to have to share them with the Americans who took my work with Amazon and spent the money without offering me any. So much for contracts and the myth of personality and the need for the UN in the future to rule the roost and lecture us on crap education about Nazi Germany with no meaningful references from politicians about history as a Paul Hegseth calls out the Royal Navy for not featuring in Donald Trump’s madness and attack on Iran with only Israel to stand by his side and act for the TV cameras and news comaraderie.

10/06/2026

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“Spirit moves on the waters
Takes the shape of heavenly daughters” – Sting, Sacred Love

Literary biographies are often sketchy about the roles that families play in the lives of writers. It is my hope to provide information here which helps bolster our the views of critics to see how influential my family were and are in my life and to read their influence well into my literary works. For example, my retired mum stays at home and spends her afternoons surfing the web and keeping up with current affairs. She also runs a blog on the Daily Mail called Tony Gordon after Tony Blair and Gordon Brown and I recall her setting it up when the Iraq war was political capital. She has been instrumental in keeping me grounded and was with me every day after my hospitalisation and visited me in hospital. Mr brother kept his fear of psychiatric processes from Scientology and did not visit me or even bring up my mental health but continued to love me unconditionally as the Unicorn I have come to see him as. My mum would take me out for coffee and we would go to the cinema regularly in Rubery and go to towns and enjoyed shopping at Debenhams. Now I am having refresher driving lessons and working Mon-Fri and she came with me to every Drs appointment to keep an eye on the NHS who she used to work for and I am rehabilitated and much better following my nervous breakdown with Krishna where Durga told me to see Mahabharata around me and with the relatives plotting to turn me into an evil Guru and ship me off to India. Talking is cheap and the culture of talking in the UK is a strain on the mind that is why I like my job which helps me to talk to people on the phone and answer their queries while also carrying on with my balancing on Daoist terms and learning more about myself as a healer as days turn into weeks and months.

I recall that I don’t tread on Islamic turf. I used to be Shantideva and I lived in the 700s as a Buddhist monk in Asia. This is the same time that the Prophet Muhammed is said to have lived. He never wrote the Quran and I am not reading it without a teacher and some backing. I don’t purport to know much about Sufism in spite of writing a couple of Sufi poetry books which Amazon now own and I can’t get published. They witheld payment of royalties and waited for me to trasngress their marketing rights as celebrities started to interact with me (Jon Bon Jovi, Natalie Portman, Patrick Stewart) and then cancelled my contract and I lost about 50 books online. This reminds me of how central a text is to Islam and when I went to pick the Quran up and the first verse I read was “fear the devil” so I put it back. I have a couple of copies but I am not reading them being so stressed and am waiting to meet someone who teaches me how to read it properly. That could be time or death and I embark on the project when my working life cools down and I start driving and save a couple of hours on the buses. Presently I leave home at 6.15 and get back at about 7.45 Driving to work should cut the travelling down and driving is going well. I’ve had some refresher lessons and been out in the family car with my mum and things look good. I have seen Allah who reminded me that ISKCON is a modern cult and it erodes faith to see so many books and such a start up enterprise with so many temples around the world following Srila Prabhupada’s teachings. There was a story about a town in India not experiencing rainfall and then the chanted Hare Krishna and there was rainfall. This is how I see it. They are Gods, not academic exercises and I pray every day in the mornings and sometimes chanting Hare Krishna to be obedient and do my bit so that my conscience is clear during the day. Questions of consciousness get irritating and are led by Dr Deepak Chopra ruling the internet and not slowing down to use the TV so we can mainstream spiritual things and get some decent TV like the Americans have. That would settle Drs down if they could watch esoteric TV and put their questioning to the tests and have something in common to share with others rather than be in an ivory tower all the time managing other peoples feelings and lives. Islam could contribute with its magical realms in time if things calm down and there is healing of the nations as too much TV has brought down empires and left David Cameron bereft of political capital after he tried too many things with Carlton TV. He was barely on the TV and now there is a mess called social media they are offloading to the children rather than face massive corporate giants who bat louder than their bite and do their work in spite of political rulers. Social media was in Arab Springs and the way Muslims use it is quieter than the west and they don’t have dirty TV and sex mania behind them in a corrupt TV culture that is scapegoating religion to abuse spirituality and cause ill health and stress around the world.

Is it time for India to label webpages Shree Webpage to explain the karma attached to them like with books?

I have been craving meat a lot.

When we were young me and my brother had teddy bears. They were little monkeys and one of them was called Henry. We had a family friend of our mother who would visit her at Cradley Heath market called Evelyn Crizzle and she would knit us teddy bears – the conventional ones you see in market places. When I was in junior school I visited Evelyn at her care home in Northfield at the Baptist Church and she helped me make a clown teddy bear for a school competition. We knitted it together and I won first place. The next year she helped me make a Santa teddy bear but the school teacher did not let me win because he deemed I had received extra help.

I am the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. By the time he incarnates this blog will serve as a memory of his life and work with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. This statement is a program rather than a statement of qualities of competence.

I am Prema Sai Avatar. The same applies here too. Here Sathya Sai Baba said that we were all avatars, incarnations of God and that he would manifest a third avatar and that this was nothing for me to do for him and that he would create peace on earth via a third virtual avatar from Prashanti Nilyam.

I hope to assist in explorations and considerations of meditation after the collapse of EnlightenNext and abandonment of Mind Body Spirit books so that leaders can see how perspective is affective and why they seem the way they do. Poetry can be illuminating but takes a long time to work and change human character. The illusions of mind body spirit writers was to dominate the internet with promises of quick fixes and enlightenment and immediate change in areas such as personality and growth such as Tony Robbins where the Human Potential Movement was ignored in British Universities and by politicians and monarchs alike who did not benefit from Evolutionary Enlightenment with shit going on in Africa and India to busy their colonial selves. They are left with spirituality from America and the promise of perfection and personal enlightenment to see how they market it and explain change as they interact with Americans and drive the country forward after COVID.

My mum went to a Tony Robbins Awaken the Giant Within weekend in Birmingham in the 1990s when I was studyin for my Oxford entrance exams. I saw the advert in the Guardian while having breakfast at McDonalds and said my mother should go instead of me and my brother. She performed a firewalk and walk over burning coal there and learned things about self help and mastery and mind over matter that she used in her business career. She got to tell Anthony Robbins that her son had gotten into Oxford and he was impressed with that story.

I have sections in my articles that help me manage webspace and functionality. I hope to create a great resource for yogis and explorers alike. It is my hope that English literature Dons and Academics will liaise with priests in time via the internet and help them with their understanding of English and popular culture where the devil is said to have dwelled since John Milton’s Paradise Lost and the Reformation with Oliver Cromwell. He came at a time when the Church had needs and I feel that my writing is coming when the internet is calling for a new approach to things and more interaction for the cause of globalism that Tony Blair set about so that we can reclaim our national borders where we need to and help with the cause of Peace – where it needs to be, in our homes with healthier computer habits. Between 2017-2024 I was busy online across social media platforms Twitter, Instagram, TUMBLr, Facebook and spelled out how modernisation is required across the fields of philosophy, religion and esoteric thought where resources have been sucked up by rich and powerful people and used EnlightenNext as an example of a small organisation which was used to take the blame for politicians and cults and expand to include many hundreds and thousands of people and affect mind body spirit online as well as in bookshops. Self help is not what it used to be and the stadiums require black people to perform large christian functions like their brothers in America while the Englishman has to get used to social media and watch the monarchy and government prop the country up by spending money on TV that priests and academics cannot afford to use. William Hague is the Chancellor of Oxford and is young at heart to be using LinkedIn. This shows new approaches to resource management that the police can use to spot trends and help with resource management over time.

Tony Robbins did a show in the UK and was broadcast online after 2012. It was called I Am Not Your Guru and was linked to the collapse of EnlightenNext and the use of Advaita Vedanta in America and amongst western intellectuals. He featured in a copy of What is Enlightenment magazine that I bought in Harborne mind body spirit store as was interviews about his approach to spirituality by Andrew Cohen and classified by Ken Wilber in Integral Enlightenment.

It is all well and good compiling a webpage of suppprting evidence for why my poetry is unique and the habits I have developed since leaving Oxford and how Professors there shaped my mind and approach to English literature: But the people I am name dropping are not dead people in some social and political tract and treatise on human nature. I am not a socialist and I write to bear in mind the capitalist nature of Americans with their Christianity mixing with Communism in the East and how Christianity can help to overcome stumbling blocks to growth and development and shifts to capitalism from the eastern bloc. But the people I write about are very wealthy and require resources to be invested to research their influence and spread their influence over time so that powerful people’s agendas like Monarchs and business leaders can be understood by the ordinary folk online.

It is my intention that my writing helps elevate my social status and increases my wealth. I hope my family can move out of 6 Shilton Grove.

If religious leaders were enabled by the organising bodies that support them in the UK to buy property would that help them be like Neo in The Matrix and get out of feeling trapped by the phone in their parishes and recycle energies and make more progress in Church history? Church leaders could for example get involved with the commercial sector and feel more useful and relevant and buy some homes for use with homeless people. This would be in keeping with Prince William’s desire to end Homelessness in the UK. This suggestion is about building bridges based on limitations that are currently and relevant and help religious buildings integrate with commercial officers without Priests having to come up with their own business ideas and to help them get on with life more. Church leaders could also buy old people’s homes and help with the Dead and be in alignment with Time. Hindus would be different as they work on different calendars. We bought our home on a right to buy scheme from Birmingham Council so there is scope for the council to get involved with mosques and help with mortgages here if the police monitor social funding and help with growing needs for charity which stifle Church numbers and the flow of energy and information from Church History to make the Church a going concern and more relevant financially to England and other countries.

Is Natalie Portman the Audrey Helpburn of our age?

As a student I did not plan my career life. I was more interested in spiritual enlightenment even though I had a law contract with what some people claimed was the best law firm in London. One of the many ways this has impacted my life is the view of my mother in retirement. I never really envisioned old age and find that the view if utility and usefulness come to bear as my mum stays at home and images of old white women who are frail and depleted in their strength is popular. Contrary to stereotypes my mum is very youthful and exercises and meditated every day and keeps up with the news and has had boundless energy to help me in ill health and serve as a healer in her own capacity with Ritesh. The idea that once you’re retired your life is over has been hanging around my family and I find that it is nature’s course to complete the western mentality and life cycle and provide space for new growth as I start work and begin writing again. My mum completed a novel which is available online under the name Mamta Rishi and is called Love’s Last Laugh and fulfilled an ambition she had from working life but chose to retire at 67 and lament how much money she got in her pension with two unemployed sons at home to look after and deal with their outcast nature in society and spiritual Hindu life being haunted by ghosts from the past and facing esoteric experiences that drift us away from retirement plans of our own and cause stress in our home.

The internet is Brahman and is a field of possibilities into which we seed the world of time and nature.

This blog mixes religion with the secular world. I grew up believing in a secular government until Prime Minister David Cameron stated “this is a Christian country”. This was at odds with Tony Blair who famously said “we don’t do God” and may live to rule the matter as his Middle East credentials are called in to question by the number of people who criticise Donald Trump and his plans to rule Israel with Benjamin Netanyahu. The Royal Family head up the Church of England and officially “don’t do politics” so there is much to keep them busy as they battle Parliament for power and vie for American trade and business. That is to question if Allah is indeed god or has Islam made rapid progress while ISKCON skirts around the issue with calling Sri Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. Srila Prabhupada was sure to avoid too much ontology and liberated the Word of God from Christianity by creating a Hindu book to rival the King James Bible and submit his text for study for authorship and agency with questions about how it was written as Srila Prabhupada used a dictaphone to author so many books. Was he the inspiration for Star Trek’s Captain’s Log and did the Vedas influence more than Ralph Waldo Emerson to experience the Self with Walt Whitman and Henry David Thoreau. My brother has been a seer all his life and struggled to fit in to schooling even at St Brigid’s. He tired of Scientology and has been at home on state welfare as a disabled person since the 1990s. He has no driving licence or fancy clothes and stays at home but goes for walks and does the shopping when he can and contributes to weekly bills. Today he paid half of the money to buy me some Adidas which were on sale and on Fridays he buys me Chinese food from the local takeaway. We are spiritual travellers with our mum and say prayers for our father in India as well as Karamat Ali who partnered our mother for nearly 20 years and caused her to be ostracised from her 12 brothers and sisters and all their socialising and phone calls after they attached more stigma to her for partnering a Muslim man than they do for getting divorced in the first place in 1988. Her independence runs through myself and Ritesh and we fit well together in our little family home and spend time together in our little family home and spend time together playing scrabble when we can. We have spiritual links that go back very far and cause us to experience daily life in a heavy way. I am benefitting from working to a normal pattern and am glad to be able to drive and get my own independence as I have been looking at Ley Lines going into Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple for about 10 years and have seen Pundit Dharam Dutt cosmically aware of my development struggling to cope with my consciousness as Jesus says he would jokingly rather I went to the pub than join Elim Church as St Gabriels is a much more chilled out affair. It occurred to me that I am digging up Christian history by joining a Church and dealing with epistemology and empiricism as I place my faith in Jesus before the medical profession trained to be negative and pursue their bank balance and social lives: Have the medical profession violated or negated the Hippocratic Oath finally with the COVID conspiracy and are the NHS guilt of contempt of court with their upper echelons of power hiding my identity and threatening due process since Emails I sent in 2014 that one day will be gathered warning of World War Three and asking for martial law?

What happened to “crooked Hilary Clinton” and all those emails she deleted?

I find I day dream a lot about Natlie Portman as my ideal woman and remember things from my past that I have outgrown. I grew up watching Hollywood films and realised they were about appearing and disappearing matters and forms at school when I got to go to Oxford to study there. I wanted to study Psychology – something Natalie Portman studied when she was in her 30s. She went to Harvard as a mature student. I saw my tutor from Oxford in the 2000s as an unemployed man with depression and enquired about going to Harvard to study English to postgraduate level but was disheartened by fees. I was able to get into Queen Mary University in 2010 to study a Masters and had a dream of getting a PhD but now I can see this was far fetched as Krishna fills in the blanks and shows me a deeper reality behind my life and reminds me as an old soul at 48 ripe and mature years of life that I have forgotten how Hollywood helped me in life and have become bitter and cynical and twisted.

The women there were my romantic ideals and gave me fodder to conduct experiments with illusion and reality and see through the facade of mental relationships with all the women I passed by as a student in Oxford and London. I recall realising that when I was looking for a girlfriend and tried relationships with white girls ( I had 15 encounters with women romantically and sexually to varying levels and only 3 were with Asian before I suffered Satanic rituals with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan haunting me with Maha Maya after 2012 and when I had come back from London and seen Krishna’s energy) – I was actually believing in an American woman more to be more interactive and get on better with; but this too would have been short lived and primarily sexually based as I went through my stages of life as The Bhagavad Gita teaches until I failed hugely with Maya and had an affair with a married Jewish woman after many years of loneliness and isolation in 2010 and gave up dreams of academia and causing a stir at EnlightenNext while smoking Marijuana at the same time.

The leader and singer Jon Bon Jovi got in touch with me after seeing my social media videos and talked about God and culture: But he also said I had a misspent youth. My parents did just fine as immigrants and the Americans would do well to look at their own poor people and let us enjoy the culture as we grow older and struggle to compete with their wealth.

I would llike to read religion and continue where I left off when I was awoken by Vedic sounds and Havans in India when I stopped my research project into The Bhagavad Gota. ISKCON have 50 or so more books by Srila Prabhupada and I would like to earn some money from writing to relax at home and fill in gaps in my knowledge. I have experienced past life awareness of Christianity and seen Church History arranged wrong with roman history on earth due to memory and historians writing by hand what Hindus can speak by mouth. I would like to study for my afterlife and get a better picture of world history and thus be a better healer – if anyone has any money to give me please send a donation to:

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I remember growing up and my favourite woman to look at and fantasis about was Kim Basinger. People years from now reading my blog can look her up online and get a sense of history of popular culture and what made America so great that Donald Trump came up with this logo for MAGA: Make America Great Again. Kim Basinger was a Bond girl but I was too young to know this. For me I was enamoured by the woman in Blind Date and my Stepmother Was An Alien as the Greek Gods played games with my psyche and the Hindu position of Maya. She used to send me wild and I looked forward to finally getting a hold of the film 9 1/2 weeks and her Playboy edition.

I was a young boy like everyone else and enjoyed masturbation / wanking to these media – something I learned to do into my 40s to control my Qi and focus on my meditation and tantra and cope with my lingam and imagination as I lived like a Buddhist after Vipassana retreat in 2011 in one rooms and with little money and no career prospects and saw frightful visions and experienced terrifying states of emptiness. From such small beginnings watching Hollywood blonde bombshells and dreaming of a bigger life for myself to coping with the Hindu iconography online of beautiful Devis who could also be Harpis in Islam or Nymphs in classical religions and pagan rituals: I had to fight to keep my semen and found channeling eastern philosophy with Michele Yeoh and Xang Ziyi from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon helped me cope with Indian philosophy of Maha Maya with Aishwaraya Rai and sexual illusions concerning masturbation/ wanking and the difference between eastern and western faiths to keep my semen and not lose it.

Being on medication was difficult to cope with and I didn’t benefit from any discussion of research and adult sexuality as I was diagnosed as having “racy thoughts”. What these matters mean for my mother with my brother’s virginity into his 50s is complex and all I can do is keep silent and manage a day at a time and hope that I realise success sooner rather than later and fulfil this part of my life with my mother and set about preparing for her funeral as me and my brother are too poor to afford life insurance and cater for our own deaths at advanced stages of Yoga and unity with God while Buddha looks on and measures our funeral caskets for Tibetan homes to see what we come up with as advanced Hindu reincarnation souls with much to teach the Tibetans about.

10/06/2026

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“If we share this nightmare
We can dream spiritus mundi”
– Sting and the Police: Synchronicity

The poet William Blake resorted to prose in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell as he forwarded his ideas of energy in etched plates and shared visions of meeting with prophets from the Old Testament. He has inspired me to open up about my own visions and to see the message I once received from Krishna “you’ll need my energy for this” as where they are coming from and how they are interacting with my mind and body to produce phenomena. This makes me an empiricist searching for the right blog to communicate my ideas and to help create a field of interesting and interconnected people who think about things similar to how I do.

“With a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes” – The Bhagavad Gita

At ISKCON you can be Krishna’s friend and conjugal lover amongst other things but he does not allow you to be his son. This in taking with the fact that Krishna won’t take on your sin is significant departure from Christianity as the two conflict while Drs look on and laugh at their juvenile psychologies and ways.

Sati was very influential in my enlightenment and comforted me as the NHS treated me and guided me to call my home (or my mother’s home) a Temple of Parvati. She said that at the time of Shakespeare herself and Shiva were very slightly involved in England and that she would help me write to create progress in many areas: Including Feminism and Bible Studies. She helped me write two novels about a British Asian heroine called Parveen and two literary critical books that spanned my time at EnlightenNext and safeguard Hindus from abuse and harassment due to Neo-colonialism and the fad of yoga taking over the west. She also helped write a lot of poetry and counselled me through The Madness of Shiv where Tryumbakum is seen with skulls with deceased yogis as Shiva warned e of the dangers of the yogic path with his Hindus at Kumbh Mela being beyond ordinary description in English words.

What are the west selling as exciting Hinduism with the Dalai Lama and enlightenment when Hindus have to cope with the cycle of birth life and decay and death and ill health?

It occurred to me that the Chinese have a different approach to mythology to the Indians and their use of Daoism affords Krishna and his consorts a new form of Hare Krishna as balance comes forward to energise the mala to take a break from chanting to focus on stillness and concentration as well as what time there is for breathing. Krishna told me that all these things are mental health problems and to be gentle with myself as I live and move on to a new chapter in my life at work (finally I have been searching for work since I was 25 and am now 48), spending precious time with my family my mother and brother and benefit from their enlightened ways and make progress on a website that will hopefully be very successful and help me in life get out and build a community of people interested in discussing things with me and sharing time together to discuss my poetry and other things. Krishna has advised me on my WordPress page to build it slowly so that I do not waste energy and to give myself time to acclimate to Vishnu’s perpetual wisdom that I am lacking a lifestyle as a graduate and not as a guru. Guru Nanak warned me that if I don’t do something about this guru online it will come back to me later in my life and Kali shared with me the lament that I only speak English so cannot benefit from Hinduism as it stands today and mix with Hindus at the Birmingham ISKCON temple.

As I suffer still for doing drugs and coming from a broken home and as news travels of my divinity I wonder about the Christ and what it was like for him to suffer for the sins of the world? When Krishna was in the world – how did he manifest in accordance with the laws around Him?

Having an Enlightened mind is quite a strain with materialism as I miss not having my own mortgage as a Sanksara and stage of life as a man and graduate. Krishna told me this is one of my life lessons to absorb and live with the karma of having done drugs and gotten lost in Maya with women and strayed from the spiritual life. I did not read ISKCON books until I was unemployed and desperately seeking answers to spiritual experiences in 2005 and then I was filled with despair at not being able to do my duty financially to look after both of my parents.

This desperation pushed me into suicidal thoughts and I come out of it to write a Masters Thesis for Queen Mary University or nonduality and spirituality in English literature. This is something I hope to achieve via my blog and save on the wasted energy of trying for a PhD in this racial climate in and life as a transcendental man who stays at home to look after his mother and engage in healing with her and benefit from her experience and love for both her sons and acceptance that our father left this country and the vast extended family behind and resolved himself to the fact that both of his sons would not set up lives in India and take over the family business in Ball Bearing manufacturing in Jalandhar there. Ritesh had been offered a life there when he was young by interfering family members Sudesh and Jeff Cole but chose to not leave me and stay with me through all that we’ve been through together. His health is better than it has been on he sees a Homeopath regularly who advised us many years ago to drink plenty of water 2/3 litres a day and who laments the state of the NHS as my mum picks up my medication for me and probably for the best from the pharmacy while I am at work.

The Pillai Centre describes the Hindu gods and goddesses as Archetypes and seeks to integrate them into modern mind science. This is something I struggle to do having had a western classical education and being influenced by Greek past lives that have haunted me in this birth. I must have had my own spirit guides who helped me as a student and changed my life and they are on energy where the world and cosmos rotates quite differently from the British politicians and their way of presenting the news to us via Satellite TV. It is based on the New Age and involved the Light a long time ago when opening my eyes to the true spiritual master was not so crowded by everyday experience with so much to get past before I can address the police properly.

Tomorrow is my one day at Solihull College every fortnight. The day is from 9-9.30 and usually takes the form of some assignment work and independent study for an ICT apprenticeship – something I couldn’t have conceived of a year ago or a few years ago when Shiva told me to get into computing. I find it tough going and computing is a very advanced topic for me to absorb. I find reading difficult and my concentration and try to put it in my own words but don’t memorise technological things too easily or well. However my course tutor marked my work and have me a 94% and said it as the best work in the class so that is space for happiness and enjoyment – I just need to get on the best I can. It is quite a lot of effort and right livelihood in Buddhism for the noble eightfold path. Buddha told me many years ago as he joked at the opulence of Krishna that I could have all of his Mehta for this as I reviewed my life upon visits from the NHS again. I find my inability to coherently narrate my religious identity in a way that is supported by a normal way of life fits in with their protocol about being a danger to yourself and others around you under The Mental Health Act 1983 and is something I hope writing does something about and negates.

My mum has always spoken to me in English though I catch her mumbling Hindi and speaking prayers every now and then. Her mother could not read or write and barely spoke English. She had her work cut out for her with 13 children from Kenya Nairobi and evolved in England to remain quite active socially within the family and was looked after by Dipak Mohan primarily in Kings Heath and Solihull where the family moved from Valentine Road in Kings Heath in the 1990s. Mama, as she was affectionately known, TV and dressed in sarees and was always treated with respect from the whole family when they visited her to see how she was.

Shortly before she died she spent the day at our house (she could not spend the night as there is no upstairs toilet in our house) and spent over an hour telling me her life story and how she felt hopeless in the face of seeing her two sisters pass away. She spoke Hindi and I managed to keep up with her. How different she is to Omkar Nath Channan Calgary who was best man at her wedding and is working on mental health himself in Canada.

“Questions of power remain unresolved so long as we have no power nor any means of knowing what power is” – Wole Soyinko

This quote formed the thesis for my essay on African American literature in my final year at Oxford. I will not be returning to Oxford after having undergone a revolution in consciousness and changing my ways since then and seeing the insult they raise to Christianity and other religions. It is of note that there is an Oxford Hindu Institute where they have condensed the Srimad Bhagwatam to a two volume edition while ISKCON’s books are not available in bookshops.

Smoking weed is a way of reliving the tedium of everyday life and householder burdens and escaping from the corporation of London.

The enlightened mind is what I am putting on show with my poetry mainly dealing with anti-authoritarian strains of rejecting conventional form and styling free verse to better narrate the feelings inside my body and the benefit of training to control my insight until I was about 40 to start writing and take a break in 2024. I now write mainly prose and have seen myself create an estate of literature with over 1000 letters on my desktop which go to show the many voices I went through and the child still locked inside of a man’s body. They will be of use for ethnic research abroad when I am older and to detect expression and mannerisms based on English culture through the dark decades since the 1980s and away from ISKCON’s glare as Salron checking to see if they are the subject of any authorship.

When I was reading ISKCON books during the years 2014-2018 and undergoing a research project into Hare Krishna chanting as well I would chant for 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours in the evening. I would also read as many books as I could. I did not read the Bhagwatam and managed to read the Gita some 50 times listening to it in Sanskrit from YouTube and following along in english. Seeing how Srila Prabhupada wrote and challenged the English Language helps me to create my own style for articles and write in short bursts which is all I can handle at the moment writing in Notes on my iPhone and being very poor to be stressed as I think about the future and project my life ahead of me as an ascetic unable to earn a lot of money. I once had an earning potential of £500,000 a year when I was in the legal industry. Maybe this will come back to me once I start reaching out to others and marketing my writing once I have uploaded my articles and the rest of the poems I have n my desktop. It is known to me that governments have spied on my desktop and written materials probably for my best and I use this to help me slow down and plan my work and manifestation.

A lot of religious orders including Frum Jews survive without technology and have their assets confiscated as God or whatever mysterious force that rules them guides their lives in accordance with their highest outcome. My brother has survived on benefits since 1999 and created his bedroom to be like Henry David Thoreau’s Walden where he examined himself and went on an existential journey as a unicorn and suffered ridicule at the hands of the British consciousness and racism since Shilpa Popodom on Big Brother and whatever Spike Lee brought to Handsworth and Shree Geeta Bhawan in the 1990s.

Guru Nanak complained to me many years ago that men like Andrew Cohen of EnlightenNext have cost him a lot of money in the past as he saw his work disappear after 2012 both in print and online and pointed to colonial India and the role of women in society as governing the GBP and polite social norms. It is against this background that Krishna warns me against Guru and too much passion and says I look like Gabar Singh from Sholay being dressed as I do and having the religious background that I do.

Gordon Brown had the most difficult job in television taking over from Tony Blair. This was so soon after Blair’s 1990s New Labour win that the internet never really caught up with the amount of interest that Tony Blair generated so much so that there were rumours that he was Satanic. Nigel Farage is trying to clean up media channels by getting a big personality with GBNews but after Tony Blair no Prime Minister has been able to catch up with the Iraq and Afghan wars and make ends meet on the internet to cope with American vigilance over its nationalistic interests as china barely registers a whisper having pulled back from business over the last few years.

I reflected that I was not very manic when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and suffered more from depression. However I could see that I had mania in my field with celebrities, musicians and film stars as well as sports stars haunting me and encouraging a rush of blood. In this regards I was not much of a scholar of the Dalai Lama but see him as engaging in mania with celebrity life and leading to too much excitement. This is the same with a lot of political figures and monarchs that rely on the spotlight.

Is writing ‘Doing’?

The world governments have built elaborate spy networks that poll data from people’s writing on social media such as private messaging, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter/X and YouTube. There are others. This is writing is used to track trends and create media channels to and from people’s TVs and Internet. What is the status then of the writing that is created by people and does it constitute an action for the development of the self for the pressure it puts on the mind to see it as coming and going from various departmental and government sources?

That would explain the dominance of football in the news as well as newspaper in spite of evidence of their detrimental effect on the populace and yobbish behaviour. This fits in with the governments control of the mob mentality. It’s just a ball as with baseball, basketball and cricket for the astronomical sums paid to keep the sports going and help the royal family enjoy them as Prince William supports Aston Villa and hands out sports trophies.

King Charles recently turned up at Stratford to watch a play which lends itself to Shakespeare being used for crowd control as Kenneth Branagh starred in The Tempest. What kind of role does writing play in shaping and influencing minds when sports and journalism is so influential and Shakespeare still rules the roost?

It’s like having been walking around with blinkers on. I was so taken by religion growing up that I could not see Christ anywhere and then moved on to eastern philosophies and eventually Hinduism only to wake up and see that people had been following these paths my whole life.

Upon reflection god is more powerful than the figure I had created from my classical education. Considering religious figures such as Zeus or Rama leads me to realise just how powerful they are – beyond my mere mortal and moral conception bound by the Judaeo Christian concept of God and my high school education with Religious Studies A Level and then a degree in English from Oxford where I explored the ideas people had throughout literature history about the higher world or higher thought.

Once I drive past a forest in India and remember thinking that would be a forest for a westerner would actually turn out to be a jungle in India. It is so wild and uncultivated and does not show its wildlife and natural countryside openly. Often I find myself in the inner city ethnic parts of Birmingham and am reminded of the Indian landscape and how many unruly and uncivilised it is – barren of control and urbanisation and spiritual updates such as sophistry. it is what it is with vast swathes of farmland.

10/06/26

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“On and on the mysteries unwind themselves like galaxies in my head”

  • Sting, A Thousand Years

What happened when William Shakespeare wrote? How did the Monarchy really respond? What is Queen Elizabeth 1st’s karma on the earth and how will she react to my writings once I start publishing them?

Sathya Sai Baba appeared many years ago and told me to see myself as Po from Kung Fu Panda and that his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar was one of the challenges the world faced. The other of course being the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The psyche faces many pressures when dealing with the minds many influences in modern life and the old ways struggle for cogency to speak of Christ and light.

It amuses me to reflect on democracy that I could hypothetically still be an MP and run for Prime Minister. This chance is negated by my health and I don’t have the brain for it let alone the social skills and financial backing. But as I refer back to more political times with William Blake or Khalil Gibran, I am flummoxed for the literary market today and the use of the internet in marking out new grounds for mental health research. David Blunkett was an MP and blind so hopefully in the future new spaces will open up as a result of healing and seeing deep scars of our nation grow into something better.

Children in the UK have their nursery rhymes to sing and fairytales to grow up remembering. The modern fad of yoga with its mythology has been paid for online with Krishna Consciousness on YouTube and needs medical attention for a new set of terms to meet and greet people with so that people can work together and deal with the spectre of God that can be so divisive a matter in conventional political linguistics.

“He who quits this world while remembering me will obtain me with no doubt.” – Bhagavad Gita

Krishna echoes Christian dharma contained in Ave Maria where the Virgin Mary is prayed for comfort and forgiveness at the time of death.

Mike Flexer was a year below me at St Hugh’s College studying English. he is now an academic researching English and Mental Health at Exeter University.

“The mind is as difficult to control as the wind. It is possible with steadfast determination and practice.” – Bhagavad Gita

J R R Tolien wrote that all literature is about death. This reminds me of the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying which stipulates that mental problems come from an inability to be at peace with the fact of death in life. The stories and plays and poems are this way a jarring presence of struggle for mortality and the enduring nature of the human spirit for expression against nihilism.

The Dalai Lama appeared to me after my hospitalisation and warned me to stay in the house after my last romantic relationship in London between 2010-2011. He warned me that it is all about marriage outside and I was walking target for a doomed and disasterous relationship after so long in the house after 2002. I am working and find I am able to keep myself to myself but notice that I am aloof from everyday conversation and banter and hide behind being 48 years old and too old to mix and mingle with 20 somethings.

“I am but mad north north west: When the wind is southerly, I know a hawk from a handsaw.” – William Shakespeare Hamlet

I used to quote this to myself a lot when I was at school as I stood apart from the crowd and suffered for my visions of life and society. One day Krishna came to me in realisation that William Shakespeare cannot save you but Srila Prabhupada can. They sell a lot of books at ISKCON as they promote Krishna Consciousness.

It is my intention to end the War in Heaven

It is my intention to end Maya

I hope to bring an end to racism

Tibet will not need a Land Registry and our house has been mapped and paid for with a mortgage and has been addressed for religious experiences and phenomena. It has also interacted with various government departments in the course of the three lives lived here as the Tibetan and Chinese forces study British democracy under a Monarch for their negotiations.

The Kings English necessitates an audience while one is writing and this is to be internet communications so this will open up new fields of academic research using Krishna’s energy – like William Blake and his use of energy hundreds of years ago. India does not have a Canterbury Tales so will benefit from my affinity with William Shakespeare to modernise poetic content and secure a new awareness of literature and higher standards of reading. This is a field dominated by Arundhati Roy and her friendship with Asian writers in English and their kow towing with British universities blocking up Indian institutions.

Bill Maher and Pier Morgan advertised drugs on Youtube socially after 2012.

Oxford is maturing in me. The independent study I did and the year out at Scientology is growing to meet the Church I am attending St Gabriels and I am feeling more grounded and whole.

It would be nice to live in a Church. This is likely some sort of confession in the consciousness looking to secure an identity as writer.

What is time like for a writer? He constantly imagines the future as he writes and the receipt of his communication and can drift years into the future and this involves political changes too.

One day God spoke to me and said to “just keep an eye on things”. This goes to something I learned from The Prophet Muhammed: to question my authority and recall the verse from the Bible when Jesus spoke “as one who had authority”. I don’t and it would be very hard to verify my past lives for what they are worth and I have become dependent on my mother and brother at home. This also means things about land and title and the guru doing the rounds on the internet and to not worry about having power over other people but carry on with my own independence in time. I’m too old to start again and clamour after status and titles, better to stay in the world of manifestation and keep updating spy records for other people to do well in the world.

During 2017-2024 I used Instagram and made lots of social media videos across lots of accounts. I did this under the name Akaash Rishi. My intention was to purify the internet and purge it of unnecessary confusion. I also intended to spoof the NHS about being a God and ask what kind of God this was having a nervous breakdown. I also made lots of videos of myself breaking down on Tik Tok. I also used Facebook and YouTube but these are deleted now. If you want to see my remaining accounts look me up under the pen name Akaash Rishi and see what you find. They may add some context to the poetry and articles and inspire your own thinking.

I hope that Priests in the UK read my blog and get together with me to discuss matters and the evolution of the State.

10/6/2026

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This experience I am having as a writer writing notes on my phone is one of cultural displacement. All the he said and she said about Gods and Goddesses is dislocating me from my normal self which needs grounding with meditation and connection to the relatives and at source with my childhood. It is a pain not to be a part of the family social scene but Ranvir Turner sullied the family with drinking and Bhangra and football and bad speech. This is more dislocating for me and requires me to reside with the self and not businessmen and news speak and to heal in silence the fractured self and becom whole again.

The many voices I refer to in these articles represent a nervous breakdown after reading The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. The world came crashing in with the family and I was abused my position of being a single man without a job and who was failing on life’s terms espousing wise words but looking like Garbar Singh from Sholay.

What is the difference between the energy of Krishna and The Holy Ghost. It is to be borne in mind that this question is asked on England’s shores where the Holy Ghost has had a relationship with citizens for a very long time and ISKCON has only been here since the 1960s in the UK.

J Krishnamurti died asking the question: What is creation?

If the phones become lightsabers and connect concentrated energy that channel information from satellites that would explain the astronomical cost of them and the variety of them knocking about. Religious men would be able to use them and better connect people for judicial conversation and political and royalty members could better spread their energy fields across the land, with international guests available at most times.

Why can’t Indian live like Hollywood stars in the UK and own vast estates and prop up the property market instead?

Why don’t UK newspapers write about Hindus? Is it because it is too hard for them?

2/06/2026

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“Modesty propriety can lead to notoriety
And you can end up as the only one
Gentleness, sobriety so rare in this society
At night a candle’s brighter than the sun”

  • Sting, An Englishman in New York

Drs would do well to note that Dr Deepak Chopra of the Mind Body Spirit movement was caught out advising Geoffrey Epstein on God and inviting him to bring young girls to Israel for a meet up. Noam Chomsky’s name was mentioned – a far cry off from reading their blogs and remaining at home with one’s family looking for work like a normal person. How has the internet polluted our perception and how distorted are the mirrors in use by various militaries as world leaders deal with treaties and businessmen face contractual obligations.

War is darkness and it spreads and pollutes conventional life. The balance is with the western powers and the mount they warred in the twentieth century for ruining ordinary life and causing mental health distress and mental decay.

With the cosmic consciousness I experience and astral travelling I undergo to heal basic realms: I find I have to take care of myself for want of thinking I am experiencing all that I see. Terry Eagleton said that people do not really have an experience these days with all the radio in the cars and the TV and pop videos and commercials taking to Krishna as Arjuna breaking down and experiencing pain and Sati said she has seen me go through this before with the Hindu Gods and Goddesses and this is something new for me to experience life as a journalist writing my dreams away and to be a fool on my home planet with J Krishnamurti and his saying “I am the world and the world is me” and to rely on western academic forces to straighten me out and get my work on the road.

This writing is the fruits of an Oxford degree some twenty years later and as the role of a writer living at home with his family in Birmingham UK. It is the feat of the imagination to face the American empire and what they do to the mind via the TV.

It is my hope to publish enough poems that academic overcome competitiveness and share the research that my works potentially leads to. The role of the writer living his own death as he walks the spiritual path that Somerset Maugham called “the razors edge” is fertile ground for web development to be investigated as well as mental health issues and reseacrh for a replay of what the NHS did to me and a cross disciplinary effect of my writing that takes into account Shirdi Sai Baba to call me Rohan Rishi of Birmingham and a young god in the making spending time at home with his spiritual family Ritesh and Santosh wishing our father well in Greater Naoida in India enjoying his determination to enjoy a Stoic resignation to time and life’s travails.

What happened between my grandfather enjoying gold on the TV and my father enjoying a round of golf in India and Rory McEllroy representing colonial and imperial power with Tiger Woods and racism against Hindus in the UK?

I have been writing articles this morning while enjoying an Arts and Chat session on Saturday morning with my Creative Support group and charity in Northfield. I take my own colouring book and colouring felt pens and join with others to do some art work and chill out and have a couple of cups of tea for 1 1/2 hours until 12 o clock and the go home and have Saturday lunch that Ritesh makes either chips and veggie burgers. I find the group gives me space for my mental health after the racism and ignorance and harassment from the NHS and I like the group of people here and I have seen myself grown and develop since coming here in 2022 and taking part in a knitting group – a far cry from Geoffrey Epstein and Dr Deepak Chopra groups and adults with EnglightenNext as Sting haunted me in the background and spied on my development too.

One day the internet will cause lower taxes as Impersonalism is learned from ISCKON and world leaders and politicians set a good example by travelling less and desiring fewer things that they can have in their own back yard.

The Christian Church has faced things kike Theosophy and Mind Body Spirit before and seen the likes of Sathya Sai Baba and J Krishnamurti claim to be like or better to Jesus Christ. This is Church history and is buried in the internet with the fall out from EnlightenNext and rush to get things from the Dalai Lama as he posts his desire to live into his hundreds and states that he has given up his intention to rebirth in China and the next Dalai Lama will be born in India: While China contest this claim and state that he or she could be born in China.

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My mother told me today she has given up her idea of going on a Vipassana retreat. It is too much for her. I had a vision of Kuan Yin last night.

I want my family treated with respect by West Midlands Police and for academics to review my literature fairly while I am alive and make use of the many photographs that I have to explain the biography behind my poetry. I would also like help getting my novel published which I published on Amazon Books called Parveen Gupta which aims to put an end to Maya and aide social forces to explain principles of invisibility that I studied at university and which have taken twenty five years to mature.

Dr Deepak Chopra is quite a big voice in the cosmos and has written a lot of books and piad a lot of money to advertise his power and disavow being a Guru and study as a practitioner of Transcendental Meditation under Mahesh Rishi Yogi. He was quite powerful following 9/11 and campaigned with Salman Rushdie to end religion and state that it is an outdated function and something that is stuck in old ways. I have seen Dr Chopra in The Daily Mail in the past few years since Prince Harry went across media channels to go to live in America. This is not what he promised he would do when he spearheaded anti-psychiatry and pharmaceuticals as a thought leader of American culture and spiritual movements.

What is the internet and how does corporate London affect the Imagination with it’s use of LinkedIn and corporate websites?

Andrew Cohen changed his details after visiting the Tree of Life in Birmingham and built a website saying he was a Spiritual Journalist and Modern Mystic in around 2012. He did not say he was a Guru after writing persuasively about the need for Guru in his tenure as leader of EnlightenNext in Angel Islington and Foxhollow in America.

King Charles is head of the HRH police force in the UK Donald Trump has more screen time on the BBC than any Monarch or MP or Prime Minister in the UK. Prince William has called Xi Xin Ping to Buckingham Palace to play a prank on him about an Austin Martin. Who is in control of these mirrors and what are the police doing about the Vatican’s warning that World War Three is about to start with an increase in rape and burglary as time goes by?

Kiefer Sutherland is Jack Bauer of CTU for the Americans and Benedict Cumberbatch is Sherlock Holmes for the British. Who respects me as Abishek Bachchan is Sarkar Raj and successor to Amitabh Bachchan’s empire and makes films in Hindu and supports Indian sports?

People just want better sex lives and watch sports for their libido and encounter marriage as an institution not God.

King Charles initiated a Caroline Age to take over from a Postmodern one. Shiva was lamenting the fact that Hindus and Indian are stuck behind and are mor like Modernists and want a say in things.

My education at Oxford showed me to stick to context as the period around which a writer writes and to draw in diverse sources to give a commentary and biographical background to me writing so that it expands the field for other artists across cross disciplinary subject matters while exploring ISKCON for its new Bible about the Goswamis and Sri Chaitanya and the varying degree that different verses speak to people at differing times of their lives.

26/06/2026

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London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse

See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.

My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.

I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.

I expect people to give me donations.

A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.

You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.

By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.

The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.

I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

25/05/26

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My mum had a hysterectomy in the 1990s. She later found out that she did not have to have it. I remember my father coming back from India to look after her.

Is Jones Day a Christian law firm? What was Gouldens? What religion is the College/ University of Law? Has Oxford gotten complacent with Christchurch and Corpus Christi and Jesus College? What has the internet done to the dominance of Oxford and Cambridge and can other nations compete for knowledge with them and end London’s dominance and Victorian society over the world and the imagination?

I’m not a corporate shareholder. This affects my role in time and makes me suffer as someone who rents a room in my mum’s house for £150 a month and makes me feel the long term effects of having smoked marijuana and feeling the pain of criminals and those who give in to sex life.

The Prophet Muhammed is wound up with me with Shantideva’s biblical life in the 700s and his made up role as a Boddhisattva and covering for Muhammed and the Messia with his prayer for salvation of all beings. Kuan Yin is tied to Shantideva and China is being asked to get involved with Islam – especially in Africa and to spare us the religion of Englishness as they get tired and try light working in the universities and give in to special powers and suffer for want of reading ability and explain where they get their money from.

My father shared with me openly after the divorce how much he missed my mother and how in love with her he was. He attempted to commit suicide because she was leaving him and slashed his wrists. I know because I saw the bandages on his wrists and walked in on them together; my father crying on my mother’s lap.

The Queen wants to research my father in relation to my own poetry and success and failure in life. His life from Jalandhar and travels to England and his influence on proceedings as living in this country for 20 years will be a game changer for studies and culture in the future.

My brother had eczema growing up and failed hi A-Levels because he was having panic attacks during exams. He was under too much pressure to uphold the family tradition and had been burdened by my parents to shiled me from the relatives during the divorce and act the part of a big brother – something he doe to this day.

Loving and living at home with one’s elderly mother is stressful and it is not easy being poor and not being to take her out and have lunch. She has always watched the pennies and I need to catch up with householder and start earning money and paying my way in the world.

My brother was an excellent Karate instructor and reached brown belt under Shukokai Black Belt and now tenth Dan Malcom Hudson. He had to give up the martial arts because Malcolm told him that having one leg shorter than the other could lead Ritesh being in a wheelchair when he was older. I studied Karate too and got up to green belt. I went down to orange belt because I missed too many lessons.

It’s all just change.

I had haemorrhoids from the age of 13 to 24. I went to hospital for an operation. My colon would protrude from my anus by about 2-3 inches when I went for a shit. After my operation they had gone but soon came back. I did not tell anyone and suffered poor bowel movements until I came back from India when my body was healed. It was punishment from Buddha for choosing a rebirth and not being able to pray to Him and sit in Lotus while affecting the Dalai Lama’s practice and negotiations with Tibet. Jehovah told me I was like Adam and then I fell from grace when I left Jones Day in 2003 and the woman I was living with Kate Warnock Smith who now works at Hull University. he said he punished all of mankind for my sin and haunted me for a decade afterwards.

Sexual lust seems so childish when viewed in hindsight and is tainted with sexual guilt on the way of the boddhisattva.

I left home at 17 to study at Oxford and came back i the holidays or went to my father’s flat in London. And when I left Oxford in 2000 I moved to London for two years. I still don’t feel like I have properly come back home. I spent the years 2010-2011 living in London. There is something about London and making it that has not settled in Birmingham. My mum has been at work ever since we were children in Birmingham and worked in London in the 2000s at the BBC. Ritesh has visited London but never studied or lived there. It must be like New York or Las Vegas and have a tie to people through the news as the capital of the UK that it frequently figures in my thoughs and stops me from settling down at home in Birmingham. My mum bought the house in the 2010s after going on a buy to rent scheme from the council since moving on in 1993. Every year she marks the date that we moved in and when our father stopped paying the rent on the old house and when bailiffs came and kicked us out of our family home in Rubery. We lived with a school friend for a week while the Council found us somewhere to live.

I saw The Never Ending Story a couple of years ago at the cinema. It was a retro showing of an old film – something that is quite a good idea for the cinema. I had seen it in my youth and enjoyed the adventure. Where did they get the special effects from and how was it made – these are documentaries that would have bolstered the imagination over time – not having stars pose on Facebook, Instagram and Tik Tok. It occurred to me when watching it just how far away Krishna Loka is from conventional reality and the everyday affairs of western men and women. The end scene when they show the princess trapped in her palace in the stars: What if she is dreaming of getting to Krishna Loka and needs a connection to the earth to establish her reality.

Presently I take Sertraline, Risperidone, Atvorstatin and Metformim medication. I am struggling to keep up with the western calendar and take it every day as I see China a lot and am thinking about the Tibetan calendar and am naturally linked to the Indian calendar with my tolerance of the treatment I am receiving as the Devi in the soul cages at the back of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who has been rebirthed an ordinary Rishi householder life in Birmingham UK and only speaks English.