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22/05/26

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Krishna has warned me that my mother’s death will hit me like a thunderbolt and every now and then I get insight into what he means. The Hindus deal with woman as Maya and an illusion and have a whole sales patter to preach to the Pundit at the Temple about Mother and family dynamics with Arjuna spinning around the battlefield in Mahabharata and other Hindu stories. It is my hope to build a community that keeps in touch with me to guard against too much aloneness with Henry David Thoreau in Walden and helps me cope with growing old. The world of change is now really in the Now and the Buddha is a tough task master with so much at stake with putting Great China on show to compete with foreign markets and use social media so they can develop new technologies well and benefit from Sathya Sai Baba’s book which I sent them on the Golden Age to seek to solve old problems in new ways and find a space for the Dalai Lama to return there in years and ages to come.

This Blog is not an official government document. It is my private webpage for home use and to be added to as time goes by and then marketed in accordance with my personal resources as I work and earn a wage of £18K a year as an IT apprentice to fund my work as time goes by and I see things and have visions of the Chinese government and see them looking at the phone for phone prices and not spiritual enlightenment.

This morning I woke up with the memory of the devil tempting me into the world of corporate law and with one interview at Gouldens with Charters MacDonald Brown and Clare Deansley and then the merger with Jones Day mixing my life in London.

I grew up enamoured by the differences between loving someone and being or falling in love with them. I was ignorant about love and come from the split between my mother and father and I had distrust built and developed over time as I was continually heartbroken finding out that potential partners were not my mother and did not acquiesce to my needs as I wanted.

The secret to life is to find your class and station and then stick to that. Too much meditation floats in England and is influenced by America but what are you doing when you meditate and who are your role models and what are you learning about and where is this settling your distinctions of caste and creed? Mine is to go to work and to come home and pass the evening with some food and TV and spend time with my mother and brother at the weekends. it is also to play a social game of Township on my phone and build a village with crops and animals. It is not to aspire to world rule but to live in 6 Shilton Grove and release these article maybe years from now when I get around to marketing them on my laptop and I will have to email them to myself from my phone and then cut and paste them from my email on my laptop. it is like Emerson or Whitman or Thoreau – men more advanced in society than me but men content with their station of being a writer. Krishna told me to look within and see a graduate who is culturally condition and who does not have a mortgage and this soars into highs and lows with Ranvir Turner and other cousins in the Mohan and Turner family tribe as my mother’s brothers and sisters have conventional family’s that enjoy the world of material things and partake in social affairs as normal. That is what they grew to do and something I took part in within the wealth when I was student from the ages of 17-24 when I listened to Sting every day and spent money on CDs and books and had a Spartan wardrobe recycling the same clothes at social events and going out to keep up with the Jones’s and affront the Oxford social scene the best I could with the social skills I had at the time. That was my class. Not very high. Then it came time to have a nervous breakdown in 2002 and that is something that occurred again in 2013. Had Krishna not involved himself in my life God knows where I would have been.

What is the personality when the I AM is with the 10 commandments and the Prophecy of Jesus is at play?

How many chakras do I have because of past lives? Who or what am I responsible for as Krishna says: “Those that are wise grieve for neither the living or the dead.”

I am God. This phrase is located in the genitals and comes from the experience of ejaculation and power over another and control of the mind and needs to be broken for the Indian man to get control over his base chakra.

Apart from the works of Salman Rushdie all I know is Anita and Me. So I write biographical to clear myself of guilt in a Christian country with the account of blasphemy on my NHS record and a sketchy timelines of depression and poor mental health issues living in poverty with my brother since our father went back to India in the 2000s and sold his car and gave me the instalments as maintenance payments to supplement the loan I took out to fund my legal studies between 2000-2002.

I want the Chinese government to come and meet me in England so I can administer my work and deal with my past life karma and face the fact that the corporate life gave me a nervous breakdown and drove me to smoke marijuana and drugs.

Jehovah is measuring a Parish in Weoley Castle. He has erected two 5G towers to observe my habit on the internet and has comparisons with my early childhood with St Brigid’s Church from 1985-1989 with Ritesh being the first non-Roman Catholic that the Church admitted under Sister Marjorie due to an administrative error that granted him a place after my mother had it explained to her that her son was not the proper caste to study at the School and Church. I was back at St Brigid’s after I left Elim Church around 2024 until the Father told me that I would need to do a course to continue to receive Eucharist. I have written to him since then explaining my position. Krishna told me to give him a copy of the Bhagavad Gita and The Works of William Blake as He wants me to be like William Blake for Hindus. St Gabriel is the patron saint of telecommunication online so he can control media before “ether” was documented in ISKCON as one of Krishna’s creations and constituted parts of the human race and earthly world. Rameses II told me that Birmingham had been used to measure alien races intervening in a big way in London after EnlightenNext collapsed in 2012 and this measurement with distance and space is more up Ritesh’s street and things he likes to look at being so long posted to take care of Arcturus and Greek heritage with Scientology precision on the reactive and active minds to live as a monk devoted to Christ for his sexual abstinence who doubts Krishna’s efficacy for the modern age.

I used the Sound of Light by Dr Judy Satori in c.2012 to clear blockages in my chakras and attempt to build a 12 strand DNA body. I failed to keep to the timing of these transmission of words of energy and fell asleep with them on one night and must have absorbed hundreds of transmissions. Jehovah told me it was the Sound of Satan and that there was a massive exorcism of me going on and showed me how to reach 60 dimensions to rival William Blake for the Marriage of Heaven and Hell and now to tell me to calm down as I have grounded my writings and Ritesh at St Brigid’s Roman Catholic Church for me to upload these articles to my WordPress site and advertise my poetry to academics to study and mental health academics too.

I find it illuminating about British racism and the lies of healthcare in the NHS that I spent 22 years waiting for the NHS to help me after India and was hospitalised 4 times while Russell Brand made people laugh and chanted Hare Krishna and the police sat back and watched his sexist jokes and racist routine.

What is a laptop and how does it control time and space? What is the internet and how can world governments lie about fibre optic cables all over the world and under the sea? These type of miracles are the stuff of Egyptian pyramids and need to be gotten a hold of so the world’s imagination is protected and working life is secured by good TV and social media? How does the TV broadcast and what is the science of telegraph poles in ancient America with the Native American Indians there? Is there a return to ancient ways with the golden age or is man speeding ahead with nuclear technology and politicians blocking up the TV and internet with their faces and policies?

It is telling that a distant relative called Omkar Nath Channa visited me in the 2000s when I was suffering from religious stress due to prophecies from India about my imminent success and birth chart: That nobody else from the 12 brothers and sister had been to see me or enquire about my well being. None of the cousins called and it is of not that Channan had written a book called the role of the Court Interpreter. I needed an interpreter to understand the distressing ways of the extended family as they held me in disdain for only speaking English. Dipak Mohan, social worker, was out building his little empire and did not respect our family’s space to help us with the phone calls from India.

The poet William Blake wrote that “Energy is eternal delight” and even fancied he was writing with prophets in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. My list of original religious and spiritual names and experiences owes its courage to William Blake to express myself with honesty and candour and expect to be ridiculed for it – especially after the threat and fear of Drs and Nurses claiming a relapse and more irrational and unwarranted and unexamined medication. They really are pill pushers and one imagines if this was some years back I would have been subjected to ECT. The energy in question with my religious experiences is Krishna’s energy which also belongs to Allah, Jehovah and Buddha and then there is also Qi and Reiki which I have experience of too with the Dao balancing things and waking me up early in the morning too.

I don’t think I have ever really enjoyed a happy day in England since my teenage years. There was one girlfriend I got off with when I was 17 and I recall feeling happy the day after but that was short lived. The Drs have nailed happiness to the cross and the local GP knows nothing about me other than my reticence to take medication because nobody talks to me properly and they keep their police work to themselves. They too are snobs because I don’t speak Hindi and have never mentioned military detail or religious work in all the years I have been living in Weoley Castle since 1993. They just stupify the mind to behave like a graduate and be normal and don’t know the strain this puts on my life – it is a sign of a poor intellectual and economic class indeed to not be able to talk about spiritual experiences with Drs and Consultants who are more concerned with how much money they can make and spend quickly.

Buddha stopped by in 2013 to show me what a demon looks like and how far some souls have to travel before they reach enlightenment. It would have been so much easier if I could have just told my Drs that I am searching for spiritual enlightenment ansd not take medication with no discussion of my racial predicament. Krishna bought a lot of demons to haunt me that year and said they went so far as to examine me medically as to cope with my mother’s funeral. Vishnu charged me with suffering for not being independent and this is something I am working on with getting into an IT career to stabilise my normal and ordinary waking activities to please the Drs and Nurses and to fulfil my requirements under the Mental Health Act 1983.

Notably I have not gone bankrupt and can hold the position of Director of a Company as can Ritesh and my mother in spite of years of suffering in Weoley Castle where our Parish with St Gabriel’s is starting to make sense.

I have £8000 on credit in my Barclays account and have set up an ISA. This equates to 80,000 rupees. My grandfather once gace me 40,000 rupees to spend over my summer holiday in 2000 when I visited my father in Jalandhar for five weeks. I spent about 15,000 rupees and returned the rest back to him.

Seeing the Golden Light or Krishna’s energy move as I write on the iPhone or think about writing while I sit at my desk at work is quite a surreal activity. It looks like I am doing things as a Healer and had the effect of astrally travelling to see people.

I suffer from the Imposter Syndrome and have discussed this with AI to bring it to the surface so it stops me worrying about being found out especially at work. It affects me in my stomach and chest and suffers me to experience pain and anxiety as I fear being found out as a Healer. I recall watching the TV show Merlin and how such castes are shunned by society and attacked – this is something I have experienced with the NHS and something my mother knew to be very hard with me about as I sauntered around as a high school graduate with an Oxford degree while my brother sat at home and meditated and practised his own religion and never went to university or saw London and Oxford life like I do. He is born and bred in Birmingham and travels by his at the age of 52.

Getting some direction: Now that I have set the goal in my life of emulating William Blake I find that I am resolved to better brain frequencies and can breathe a bit better. Many years ago I was visited by the spirit of Shakesepeare and I have seen him again recently towering down a chronology of literature that suits me and steers me away from the Hindu guru I have faced since I was very young with setting such as Oxford and London to challenge my own brand of spirituality and materialism surfing the waves of samsara to see if I could make sense of this things called God. Last night I was tossing and turning for four hours with the Word of God and Dao seemed to be triumphant again to warn me of the Dalai Lama and great men who stand on other people’s shoulders to be even greate in times of war and distress.

My mother has come through a lot more peaceful and happier to enjoy her old age without too much religious stuff going on and better resolved to know her sons childhood reading habits will be out to the workers via the internet and off to the academics to study and make popular. My brother can rest knowing I have some direction to use my time out of work once I have completed my apprenticeship in IT to good use and the struggle against evil and the spectre of Guru is won. It’s like Lord of the Rings – it is a darkness that blights my English speaking life and shuts me out of Hindu circles but it will come back again I’m sure to test the waters the farther I progress into society. It occurred to me I am not a great doer and man of action so staying at home and writing letters and using email to market myself after I have completed my webpage and used Krishna’s energy on the phone and the laptop means I have something to do and some direction on the voices and screams I hear of pain in the cosmos like Avalokitesvara: He who hears the cries of the world.

20/05/2026

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The medical report when I was in the Tazetta Suite between October 25th to January 1st stated that I was experiencing Bipolar Disorder because I thought I was a Hindu incarnation of God and was experiencing Psychosis, Schizophrenia, Racy Thoughts and Delusions of Grandeur. I never had a chat at the time or since then with anyone about these things until I booked some Counselling in St Martin’s Church in 2025 where I was discharged because the Counsellor Kerry thought I was doing brilliantly. I was referred to St Martins from Creative Support and the only thing I received from the NHS was a referral to the course Mood on Track which was pretty crap and just some people doing admin and not really showing expertise in Bipolar Disorder. Saying a person “thinks they are a God” is a pretty general phrase to be in charge of. It could mean so many things and just be religious postulating itself and wondering about life the universe and everything as an Oxford graduate is prone to do – especially one born into such a philosophical household where such questions are normal and run of the mill. The referral to the Shaw Trust was useful if a bit late in 2025 and from that place I got the job at Atos by getting off my backside and out of the Psychiatrists armchair where he actually said: “You could charge £20 and fill Wembley Stadium” as a reference to India. Guru has swept the building and Indian TV so subject to these minds that saw Rishi Sunak come and go and British Asian culture not get any better except for those who socialise and plan the next big Indian wedding.

I would say I have practised Ashtanga Yoga on and off with Robin Arora of Harborne and Arora Yogi online for about a year. I started in 2008-2009 and then tried again in 2012. I could complete my Primary Series 1. My brother tried Ashtanga Yoga but found Robin Arora rude and disgusting because of his drink and drugs and sex life. My mum practiced learn at home Yoga while at work in the 2000s with the book on Yoga by Vimla Lalvani. I practiced Iyengar Yoga with actor Paul ready in Maida Vale at the Iyengar Yoga Institute there between 2000-2002 under Judy Lynn and Maitreyavira Marco Connovo.

The NHS never talked to me about poetry or novel writing or my work on Amazon. They mentioned it three times in passing and said that poetry was about “higher thinking”. This is racism at its worst and I have lost a number of years and embarassed my family name as a result of covert operatives spying on my home in a dead culture of Mi5 not being discoverable in social culture and suffering COVID as a potential Act of God as I look for insurance for my life and role as a Healer and to be safegaurded as a writer with my imagination with how close myself and mum and my brother have been since moving to 6 Shilton Grove in 1993 and since our father left our home and there was a divorce in 1988 and he moved to London and caused us quite a bit of stress.

I have performed the Vedic/ Hindu sacred ritual Tarpanum for my ancestors twice. I learned about this from Dr Pillai online in the 2000s where he said the absence of the ritual Tarpanum can cause servers psychological problems which I see healing as a Krishna’s many forms integrate as one energy within my psyche and help me leave a map for others to follow and let the Americans find out what went wrong with their psychics and spiritual mediums after they hekd a referendum of their own with a new Reformation and a split with Rome after Doreen Virtue left the spiritual life and all her angel working behind and went back to the Bible and Christianity and America faced the aftermath of Sathya Sai Baba’s kingdom and His promise to usher in a new age of money management and help me out of the doldrums in life.

The mental health incarceration stressed me out a lot and I had a lot to deal with with my failed Masters attempt in English ni 2010 and overcoming another romantic setback in the search for love on this cold rationalistic and scientific world. The Police came to see me a few times and questioned my state of mind but never brought with them any intelligence about my spy work and just took the fruits of it. I assume they were waiting for me to calm down and acclimatise to my mum who they recognised from conventional reality to be of working life and would have a duty of care over our home to safeguard normal family relations in spite of my spirituality and whatever Ritesh sees in light of Indian movements following my public life online during 20172-2024.

Tibetan and Chinese people would have struggled with the pace at which I wrote and talked to understand me and would have seen me send the Dalai Lama codes for the Self or as he sees it The Condition of human literature that women especially find most interesting. I had a visit from a policeman who pulled me over for vandalism at Birmingham Cathedral around 2020 when the earth was experiencing major shifts in perpetuity with New Age healers coming out of the woodwork from 2012 conspiracies and Christian prophecies. He said to me telepathically that he would have to think I wanted to be like the Dalai Lama since I was young for what was in store.

I have walked past police outside the Hyatt with armed machine guns that looked fake around 2017 when I was using my phone in a way that Jehovah said caused him to send me to the NHS for some psychiatry and to modernise me and to perform ALIEN OBSERVATIONS of me too. What about my family and how old is my mum going to live and what about the Golden Age of all these rich people in Hindustan and how young my mum is through her own beliefs and effort as she goes into a mental hospital of her own to meditate for ten days in silence at the Gloucester Dippa Dharma retreat on her own at the age of 73.

On her 10 day meditation retreat my mum will get the chance to experience something of what Ritesh goes through as he has been sitting in his chair at home before his computer since the 1990s watching us all come and go and especially me as we both went to the same school and left with the same weight of the world on us to experience Grammar School success. Something Sudesh Cole ripped the piss out of us for as she worked as a Researcher at Birmingham University and presided over our home with karmic consequences only Rama can solve at Shree Geeta Bhawan where she shuts us out and causes a diplomatic stir with Dharam Dutt not hiring a replacement for the Gujarat pundit who passed away and tending to all the devotees at that temple himself. The Church of England is in contact with the Hindu Council UK who will be well aware of mine and Ritesh’s issues as young British Asians from the 1980s and 1990s that the Millennials have caused to be wiped due to weapons of mass destruction and ignorance in the hand of powerful men and the women whose touch and sex life they crave. Goddess Kuan Yin has said she will be accompanying mum there to the retreat and she has the money in store for me with Jehovah at some point later in time.

The illusion of a Hindu man who is detached from life and whom nothing affects is detrimental to good community relations as western forces are facing and army of Hindus mobilised bu social media who fight in astral and spiritual realms designed by the Gunas described in the Bhagavad Gita. Theirs is a mysterious movement around the earth and from place to place that has been called nomadic due to immigration and the spreading of the Indian diaspora throughout the world. This was marked by social and political forces and driven by a desire to accumulate material wealth – something the relatives and Mohans, Coles, Sharmas, Bablas and Turners hold against me for walking away from the solicitors path and then holding me out as a blasphemous man who did not speak Hindi and does not follow Hindi customs and family laws – or cannot afford to. My social skills are not up to scratch and I live in veritable silence alone at home with my quiet and invisible brother and mother on her retirement. We don’t have any guests around for tea or dinner even though my mum is quite the hostess and an excellent chef.

Ritesh has climbed out of his depression to spend time with us more in the last 5 to 10 years after not feeling like much of the family and has taken an interest in the family and has taken an interest in the family budget and the kitchen to help out with cooking while living on a shoe string budget on welfare. None of the family thought to ask him how he was doing and kept up their hindu ways of changing and praying while speaking badly about him when he had to live with Kamlesh Turner after leaving The Church of Scientology and our mum was calling Christians to get us permanently excluded from the organisation. Ritesh was humiliated to work in an off licence and live with the drinking and football fan and Bhangra star Ranvir Turner while his younger sister Seema Turner looked on and named and shamed Ritesh for not fitting in with normal family dynamics. Our father was disappointed to see him sleeping on the floor on being treated like a dog who just had to pass the time while fearing for his salvation and spiritual enlightenment – something I hope he finds easier day by day and the more mum loosens her hold on the past.

Sudesh Cole has had a habit of writing letters to family members and others that documents and charts our family’s growth since immigrating t this country from Africa. These articles are my attempt to reclaim mine and Ritesh’s heritage and give our own account as sons as my mother still connects to her twelve brothers and sisters and is disappointed in the way the younger generation is turning out. They are all clothes and show and partying and drinking and football and Bhangra and music and leave little time for issues of consciousness or Spirit and have likely insulted Jesus or laughed at Him in comparison to the Hinu pantheon to still be held out as authority over my own voice for issues of mental health and being able to conduct oneself in alignment with the Bhagavad Gita and in accordance with conventional reality and normal life under the Mental Health Act 1983.

These are mental health records in the NHS that were diagnosed by staff in relation to the trauma of war that was not about soldiers in uniform. The Mental Health Act 1983 does not go far enough to protect these people reputation and people have suffered due to the religious constriction by the Church of England that all war be seen as an act of evil unless just cause can be proven and considered in line with God’s will and the holocaust. How can God let such things as war occur like the Holocaust if He is a just and kind God. Such questioning does not update to consider the crusades in the Middle East by John Major and Tony Blair and does not allow the Vietnam War into play or other wars throughout Africa and Asia to update the general policy. There were probably only enough NHS resources to save soldiers and other people like myself suffered until some other movement other than the NHS came along and saved them instead. It is clearly a policy of the UK to allow space for the NHS to save people with a multidisciplinary approach to relative healthcare and to let the Church of England play its part as it is doing now after I spent a year at Elim Church between 2022-2024 (Ritesh did not come and mum told me she is not a Christian – she came along to Carol Service but was racially affronted by the head priest there who did not like her answer England as to “Where are you from?” and now go to St Gabriel’s where I have been baptised in April 2026. My intention is to avoid sin and take part in Christian worship as an old soul paying his respects to Jesus and aligning with his modern movement of Christianity and to strengthen my faith. It is also on account of rebelliousness that I am joining a Church and the wayward youth I experienced with drink and drugs and socialising excessively – members at ISKCON would not be allowed the insight into celebrity glamour I bring to the table and in His own words Krishna called me a fashionista and warned me against being a teacher of His religion by the time I am 60. Shiva asked for me to be a Healer and this accounts for mystical experiences and helps me get along with my brother better for the bullying and racial harassment we went through as a result of EnlightenNext’s dissolution and the politics of form at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple with my previous life behind glass in the former years as a Devi and someone beholden to Durga for grace and opportune forgiveness from sins that Venkatshwara performs on Sunday mornings there. I had booked up to spend £1000 on a Sunday morning slot and have my sins washed away but it got too stressful being around people who don’t treat me well because all I speak is English.

It is of note that The Royal Family are two hours away by car and 100 miles from Birmingham to London – all the written work I have done since 2017 and I won’t hear from them or any MP due to racism as the Americans chaperone our nation on after COVID and Brexit and President Donald Trump pits his wits against those who say he has mental health problems.

Prince George aligned after 2012 robust Prince Harry from England and remain one of three Kings or Kings in waiting in the UK. The Royal Family was streamlined for resources and has been taking a lot of resources since COVID around which time they set up a social media channel. This outlet will help Prince George get some space from Prince Harry’s media musings and prepare himself for his older years when he gets to direct his own education and tastes to become the future King of England. He is schooled by his father Prince William who has experienced growing up in public and under the media spotlight so he will be guided well into the future and does not face the debris of the Iraq war or Afghan war and the retaliation of those states to capitalise o the downfall of Mind Body Spirit markets and mysticism.

19/05/2026

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If I said or wrote I want to be a millionaire the modern Mind Body Spirit tradition would have Rhonda Byrne speak up in the Spirit of aligning with cosmic values to manifest one’s goals and dreams and set about having a millionaire’s lifestyle. Maybe I have done this with my writing and with medical record. The Lord Buddha informed me that the work I had done after 2012 and to alert state authorities to the tragedy of Tibet and how it was being stolen from by racists in the West who decided to mainstream Mind Body Spirit books and assert the Church of England at Shree Geeta Bhawan with context of my writings about EnlightenNext: but in the past this would have just been Alchemy and chasing fools gold under Monarchs who possess secret knowledge they keep from the people such as myself. We are entitled to one house – the one my mother owns and social media will be held to engage me in alchemy to seek the world to lose my soul safely so that I am exorcised of evil and the devil and can believe in Ben Johnson from the Renaissance and his book The Alchemist to leave the secrets of Kingdoms and fashions of Krishna and Govardhana Hill to Hanuman to guard as my mum recites Hanuman Chalisa night and day and plays it every night in my room to keep me safe from evil and harma and to stay safe mentally now that I have past the worst of the NHS treatments that are still ongoing with my sessions at Creative Support in Northfield where I see a Care Coordinator every few months to chart my progress since first going there in 2022 – something again my mum suggested in do after talking to her.

The MAC cafe about not feeling good about myself and life. My brother Ritesh has sought help from sources such as counselling in time but had not gone to Creative Support in a long time since the 1990s when he lived in Aston.

When I awakened in 2013 I could not assign a Creator to my life. In time I have learned that I was created by Zeus and he has space for the unknown when I have lived other lives out of his care.

Krishna said he could see the Son of God in me after my encounter with EnlightenNext in 2010 in central London.

Yahweh shared with me some insight around 2012 that energy replaces the murtis and mirrors of the Hindu and Buddhist statutes and that the Christians have already been through this stage of growth in their lineage with St Gabriel at St Gabriel’s Church avowing all that we have been through in our house as a family of three since 1993 and how our energies are different from the family home of marriage and conventional life in Rubery before that. I turned our home into a Temple at Parvati at Her request and saw some miracles from her after I started writing and after I had been to a mental hospital: just look at the Hindus in the Kumbh Mela and the things yogis go through for Ritesh’s level of attainment away from reading the Bible and studying the Logos from a position of Christ Consciousness and waiting for me to catch up since the 1990s and when Oxford stole my soul. ISKCON is immature and is being researched by people in Universities who have the grace of the Holy Spirit as well as other gods and goddesses to thank that they don’t have a nervous breakdown like Arjuna to be passive aggressive in psychology as British Asians awaiting the return of Krishna in some conversations and prayers so they too can align astrological with Aquarius and plan for the future.

The damaging consequences of too much English writing is that Egalitarianism is run amok and the journalism of myself is running up against competition to be equal in all regards. ‘Other people should be able to realise what you have done’ comes up a lot in spite of my suffering. There is the great chair sitting at ISKCON in Birmingham for a great Guru to sit down and advise on children’s lives and matters of sexual discourse that I have to disclose I have been wrestling with as the Guru online has come to me and influenced my life. This matter is for the police to look at and see the consequences of the Dalai Lama passing away and leaving an online vacuum for evil to fill and for gossip to take over when actual intentions were there and special plans for expansion and growth.

Benefits forms need to enquire if patients have been suffering from religious experiences. Then the patient will have something to talk about at their review meetings instead of hiding and keeping silent. This leaves the door open to people pranking the benefit system but a clever enough form asking for details about those experiences with the divine that have been reported. Because until there is religion at the bottom of society – however crass and offensive to aristocrats and upper class living standards – there will be no religion at the top and England does not make sense and the Americans have had to take over via BBC News and seek to provide some form for control.

Journalists worldwide and other people have been stealing ISKCON’s energy to produce propaganda and change the world. This is mor evident in the UK where Donald Trump is visible as the controller of our cuntry being on the BBC more than politicians and the monarch King Charles who appears in photo form on some blog sites but does not direct the flow of the country and address the nation regularly – leaving a black hole for his son Prince William to fill with potentially 20-30 years out in the open and hostage to world media to then sit down as King after having posed as a normal person. The health implications of this are huge and the NHS has caused a backlog in court cases being actioned as the country struggle to work as the newspapers are blanket banned from writing on the monarchy.

‘Do you think you speak to the Monarch or Politician when you write?’ The question could be posed to writers and journalists alike to gain a better understanding of the mind being a channel (and a busy one at that) or conduit between oneself and other forces to better elicit the nature of change that quantum physics is proving exists in America with the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know? It could set up a safer field for journalism to voice itself and the self of a journalist could be better understood with writers to belong to England’s country and stop polluting overseas nations. This would fall in line with Yogic practices and deal with the ignorance in the mental health fields who have not thought to ask of journalists how they feel about such matters and the large effect on the British landscape mental health is going to have as it stays away from Monarchs and Politicians due to political correctness and grace.

Jesus said it is better to save one’s soul than gain the world and writing on my phone is helping me to do this. Since 2017 I have been writing online and by and large have considered it a public matter like American businessmen and politicians dumping tea in the ocean because they have too much stock and want to influence politics. Jesus called me wealthy in spite of being financially poor and since 2017 I can see what he means as I write to dump my knowledge of world affairs and spiritual matters with religious implications into easily accessible channels for spies to access and to change things ahead of me actually going live when I start to publish my articles on my poetry webpage.

I had a vision of my work being studied when I was writing books on Amazon Books which I mailed to China and which Buddha said made £400 Trillion. It was one of my works being studied while I was alive and of universities being concurrent with the modern time and being asked to update themselves with spy records and to study biography with all access to technology as it exists today. This would have far reaching consequences with journalism and with the right to request telephone conversations to better understand one’s subject. Biographies are a habit of the West and weigh in political discussions and the choices and decisions that world leaders make and they rely on academics and journalists to cooperate with police and security and intelligence forces to supply the best possible data upstream so the lower classes get value from their taxes and the taxes they can’t pay with decent living standards in their home and access to salvation. These routes take into account complex interconnected ways and benefit from idealism such as mine about such vast sums of money educating the blogosphere and helping Krishna to create the internet so it is better used by resources as time goes by.

You would have thought that leaders in academic fields would have visited ISKCON to get over their racism when visiting India and learn the meditation there and get over their anti-religious banter and laments about how not fun Christianity was in its youth. Instead they signed the country over to Professor Richard Dawkins who wiped the bookshelves clean of mysteries and mysticism and has killed our nations journalism and TV for some sort of national vendetta that nobody can quite place because the politicians and monarchs were not there to give a head to the debate on ideas that Professor Dawkins and other academics hosted in the name of atheism. These routes take their own course in time and suffering from them at the bottom of society as myself and Ritesh do never having really worked and being of low means to join with our mother in her retirement with little money from her pension to afford grand gestures and handsome living – all that remains is for me to play host to my imagination that one day I will publish these articles on my poetry webpages and the images of people will meet with people I email my blog to provide and actual effect on readers rather than the imagined one I am having with spies monitoring mobile phones and blogs throughout the world. They have been informed of my past lives and monitored phone calls from India about my religious status so let’s leave it at that.

Scientologists make room for Matter Energy Space and Time in their religion and work to gain more knowledge and control over these areas of life to increase their level of communication with the varying levels of the self around them and the world and universe at large. This is like the Buddhist meditation which gradually expands and includes others with oneself and expands to include Space and Time themselves as particles of the universe to join in the quantum soup. I hope to expand Time and Space with Krishna’s majesty and grace and provide more room for journalists and writers to look at the field differently and create more and be more relaxed to efficiently serve the needs of community organising that Barack Obama left behind and that ordinary hard working MPs take into account as a matter of normal life all the time.

17/05/2026

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In 2002 after I came back from India and before I joined Jones Day, I had a vision of the night sky covered in asteroids and a cosmic shower. The musician Sting write Send Your Love and described a time when “kingdoms were falling”. I could see the night sky covered with astrological change and shifting energies but I was powerless to do anything about it. I had to listen to the pundits on the phone from India and give up meat and eggs in biscuits and heal my state of consciousness from India. My mum had brought her duvet into my room and was sleeping in my double bed where I was sweating buckets and having visions of Darth Veda because I was having problems giving up smoking. These times were further healed by a vision of Scooby Doo wanted to fight the baddies – Spirit told me this was like me and told me to leave the fighting to those who had the Qi and told me to carry on with my purpose and go and work at Jones Day law firm in London. How times are different from then in 2002 and now it is 2006 I can reveal that in 2013 Krishna’s mum visited me and said to forgive myself sexually and she hit my throat with the back of her pony tail and said to open my throat chakra.

This was after listening to Dr Pillai’s Thiru Neela Kantham mantra and focussing on blue light and the throat in 2009. During that time I also listened to a chant to control the 9 planets and there were details about an androgyne sitting on a bull. In 2013 I had a vision of this creature in my garden and he said he had taken a shit in my garden and left some cow shit where my mum had planted some seeds from India after the Pundits on the phone said to do this and sent them over from India. So before I get excited and quit my job because I am working with Qi that enables me to use my mobile phone, the same with China – they have ancient remedies and same with Tibetan Buddhism – they have a culture that needs preserving and this is why there are three 5G towers near my house in quite a low economic bracket area. A new 24 hour ASDA manifested in 2013 and the Dalai Lama could be seen to be studying Tibetan culture and his three point plan for Tibetan Autonomy was revealed in Evolutionary Enlightenment by Andrew Cohen with Shantideva’s vow changed into an eternal evolutionary vow. It is with note that the Dalai Lama took Shantideva’s Boddhisattva vow off his website in 2013 when I went to a mental hospital and I had become aware of this in 1998 when I was on my year out from Oxford University and dealing with the Scientologists.

In 2014 while I was having dinner at Sabai Sabai in Harborne I had a vision of the Dalai Lama behind me and it said I was enlightening him. The Goddess Sati had been to see me and said she was responsible for it and that he was being made younger as a result of my enlightenment with Krishna and using his energy in 2014 and that he was being enlightened sexually to that he could study sex in the world in the afterlife as a result of my deeds and level of sexual prowess that had augmented with a relationship with a Jewish millionairess in 2010 in London and was embarassing me as having sex on CCTV in hotel rooms and spied on by Mi5 and governments worldwide to align with my role as a Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who was trapped behind glass to represent Maya and the illusions of the world that keep me hidden and ask for me to write a lot of mysticism here and reveal my relationship with the Dalai Lama of Tibet stemming from aeons when I used to know him and have studied Qi with the Buddha before and use it now to partake in ordinary life and wake up at 4 and meditate before leaving the house at 5.30 to get the bus to start work at 8 in Birmingham Business Park. It is not forever but it gives me a chance to write down my life’s journey and hopefully get some help from the NHS and Tony Blair’s statement that “we don’t do God” while I do and direct the WiFi to Tibet with collation of myself to Potala Palace in Lhasa and help the Chinese with Dao. Xi Xin Ping is hosting Donald Trump at the moment and things look peaceful for the war in the Middle East and the row over the Strait of Hormuz so hopefully this will be the last of of it from the Americans for some time and things will calm down and we can settle the deal in Israel with Chinese support and they can come forward by the time of Prince William’s reign to take part in world affairs and help with the balancing of Qi on the planet and spread Daoism in the world to help with Yoga and journeys into consciousness that are not backed up by medical support.

The trouble I face in life said Kali Mata one day while I was at Creative Support is from the black man and the young black man’s bad behaviour and unruly nature. If I was set free the racial profiling would esteem him to be given permission to act in a sense of freedom and I recall growing up and seeing their gangster ways and seeing how different these are from my spiritual ways. Now that I am older I can trace their roots to spirituality too and Christianity with their parents of Islam with the Nation of Islam and see how my later years took in Hare Krishna to control myself and stop myself from carpet bombing black people with a new religion. It is written online that Krishna’s name means Black and this code is taken to mean that Krishna came to the world to help the Asians feel like Black people reclaiming themselves with ISKCON and to fight racial injustice the same way that black people do with a new narrative and make freedom their enemy as they rebel against The Man and have issues dealing with sex life and the rise of White Girl with feminism in the west providing them with opportunities to look after themselves and become independent.

Rather than claim a new religious space for myself these blogs are designed to help me balance racial enquiries into my nature at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and help my brother feel more safe to come out of hiding as a Unicorn and a New Age Christ of Facebook and social media with white lightening and Qi work of his own and to help me become independent as I start driving lessons again to refresh myself after passing my test nearly 10 years ago. It is a normal things to demand a pundit can drive a car in the UK as Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple has a car with private government licence plates and fits in with Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to not abandon the battlefield to pray but to carry on his family duties and enact his station in life as a soldier. I am a normal man born to two parents in Birmingham and Parmod Rishi and Santosh Rishi divorced in 1988 splitting my Qi up and I can reclaim my energies as an enlightened man to write these enlightened blogs and make some money for myself and actually have things in my 40s after years as an ascetic who rebounded Maya while having sexual relations with women at Oxford and in London not to mention the girlfriends I had while at school in Birmingham to separate me from my brother’s energy who renounced women while at the Church of Scientology and faced the Suppressive People who wanted to take his karma and convert him to Christianity.

I started going to Church in 2024 to see what it was like and now go to St Gabriel’s in Weoley Castle because I need to take care of my inheritance and see that I am blessed by Christ and that I have a safe place to be buried as I don’t speak Hindi and do not mix with the congregation at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple in Handsworth for all the culture it enjoys with the Soho Road and decided of immigration culture since the Asians invaded England and brought with them good and evil as well as the titans of industry linked to Colonial India and partition that makes it hard for me to communicate myself and get out of the doldrums and live a healthy life. Travelling 4-5 hours on the bus each day is a lot to take and I hope to end this soon and get on with my job of being a writer and enlightening the surface of humanity soon.

When I started writing Amazon was worth $280 billion. It is now worth $2.25 trillion. Similarly Facebook changed it’s name to Meta from the Buddhist name for collective thought Mehta and Twitter has become Malcolm X’s identity stomping ground X.

These changes and more have come about since 2012 and the advent of Golden Age policies in America while the rich get richer and do deals and take from the Enlightened people they have been spying on since the Patriot Act. It was with this spying n mind that I formed six companies while a writer on Amazon Books during the years 2017-2020 and the dissolved them to keep with my corporate identity as a writer subject to spying while using Light Work and abusing his family dynamics at home in Weoley Castle. Mr brother no longer uses Facebook so much and has developed rashes on his feet and body through excessive use of Qi and the companies I created were estimated by the Buddha to make £400 Trillion. They were: Akaash Rishi Consulting, Akaash Rishi Publishing, Akaash Rishi Law and three others I cannot recall. I wrote 50 books and controlled my Qi on medication under the NHS for Bipolar Disorder while the Drs did not talk to me about the work I was doing or the Hare Krishna chants I was chanting for four years at the time.

In the 1700s the English poet William Blake answered critics about Shakespeare being the greatest poet with his own firebrand of writing that was unique, fresh and exciting. He was deeply Christian and wrote the Marriage and Heaven and Hell and Songs on Innocence and Experience as well as many other things in his collected works. he was challenged by the European theologian who wanted to introduce concepts of energy into Christian thought and rebelled against him as he used etching to make his poems into frames and prints and set them out in a unique way.

I am doing this by setting my poetry against the internet and am using Krishna’s energy over Qi to align my lifetime as a Hindu with buddha saving grace in China that I have not actually had a Buddhist life on earth before but have studied Buddhism with him in the afterlife. When I was writing during 2017-2024 I wrote 112 blogs and used Facebook, Twitter and Instagram – something I hope researchers will learn to submit requests for and develop newer and safer ways of researching English and reading Theosophy and higher thought into it so that Drs can not call it time wasting and we can read Mind Body Spirit books alongside it to elevate our consciousness and worship our Gods and Goddesses. The principle of Goddesses is very important to the Golden Age and the 2012 movement was at least in part about this fact.

It can’t have been easy being my mother or brother since my trip to India in 2002 and one of two nervous breakdowns I have had. They saw me in a worse state and have seen me go through medical processes so grotesque that I have become obese and put on so much weight under British psychiatric care that deserves court action to rescue my name and karma from under the rubble of racism and prejudice and bigotry about organised religion and subjectivity so that my writing is read again fairly and my mother and brother get good lives and are able to mingle in society and with the Hindu fraternity at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple away from the cat calls of the Mohan and Turner family challenging us to prove we are Rishis and talking shit about ancient India as they live as immigrants in this country and know nothing of our history here as British people under Anglo Saxon heritage and Roman descendants under Stoic principles that tie us to American wealth and dynamics as we push forward in the twenty first century.

The Dalai Lama said that EnlightenNext was dealing with the 4-5% of wealth holders and that I was dealing with the 1% who work in universities. This is contrary to my brother’s asceticism and he will need to see the way the internet has developed education from the bullying that occurs in schools during our youth and bear in mind that our mother went to secondary school here while out father was schooled in Nanithal in the Himalayan Mountains at BVC Mandir where they did Hindu religious sacrifices as part of the schools routine.

While I was writing during 2017-2024 and self publishing books on Amazon Books I had in mind the Dalai Llama’s saying that he is like ordinary people and every person is the Dalai Lama. I abided with the NHS medical services in the UK and Jehovah said he was doing ALIEN OBS on me and my family under the laws of England and measuring them with Jerusalem after I had visited the Holy City in 2011.

I created a vessel for myself to serve as the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and to shift data to his reincarnation to help the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet’s rebirth decide if he wants to be the 15th incarnation or not. I used to be a Devi in India where he has spent most of his lifetime in Dharamsala and he has said that he could choose to be a beautiful woman in his next lifetime.

I also created a vessel for myself for Sathya Sai Baba and his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar for his writing translated into English when we are all avatar of God and incarnations of the sublime theory of humanity evolving towards Oneness. I realised this as a white light on the phone and sent a transmission through to Prashanti Nilyam and their headquarters in India to modernise while I used social media for insurance purposes and to safeguard myself as a Healer for mental health purposes with my brother and mother and absent father being located in Loco Parenti at Oxford University and with my old school teachers in Birmingham. Sathya Sai Baba was an advocate for a Golden Age where poverty would be eradicated and I wanted to secure my name against his project.

There was a telling moment in the Transformer’s films when Optimus Prime lost his famous nonviolent streak and threatened to kill Americans who had betrayed the Autobots. I recall feeling empathy for this time and getting fed up with American Politics and violence at the time. I can see the Royal Family was to blame as well.

In 2014 Shree Rama told me my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands and he was having a look at me like Shirdi Sai Baba to be of Birmingham and to be granted religious status and to be regarded as a devotee of God after many decades is struggling to fit in and being lost in the Maya since joining the schools in Great Britain with my elder brother who has been at home since 1999 praying and getting on as a Healer for the Age of Aquarius whilst shepherding my mother after her incarnation with Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and who ended her long term relationship with Karamat Ali in the 2010s and come back home and bought the property after her right to buy scheme and base rate mortgage at 1.5%.

Krishna said that women like my mother have destroyed Temples in the past and warns me of politics trapping her in her family home for relationships and the Gunas and her over active self with two young sons and the needs she has to defend herself. These sorts of women get too involved in Temple life after experiencing family trauma and the film Mother India is a good one to look at as she is preventing from resting and praying in her old age and mixing with Hindu Society.

I am a member of the website Vedic Folks and have had 25 Vedic sacrifices performed in mine and my families name called Homams/ Havaans there. They charge about £90 for the service and transmit a live broadcast for you to watch as they read your family’s name out while they perform the Yajna.

My mum was born in Kenya Nairobi in 1953 and celebrates two birthdays. One is on the 26th September when she was born and one is on the 28th when her birth certificate was registered. She was one of 13 children that are listed on my home page in the family tree and their parents name was Bimla Devi Mohan and Sohan Lal Mohan. Onkar Nath Channan of the WOBO and the Calgary judiciary circuit was best man at their wedding and has been to visit us in the 2000s when mum’s cousin Sureshka told them I was unemployed after hearing reports of my divinity from India. He spent the day telling me about his worldly success as a self made man and later tried to get me to emigrate to Canada and work for his daughter in a law firm. That would have split me and my brother up – something the extended family has been trying to do since we were very young. How do they cope with Hindu special powers now that we are out of the Soul Cages of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth with its rich history with the Soho Road where Apna Sangeet came in the 2010s and recorded a song about the Soho Road and made a YouTube video for it.

Was Shakespeare an Avatar? Would he be regarded as a God today? What about William Blake’s special powers to play with energy in Hell?

14/05/2026

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Allah asked me one day to write about past lives and if his community of Muslims could be included in the phenomenon. There is a problem with the Dalai Lama taking religious contributions when his past lives are protected by Buddhist practice and he has been influenced by Christianity with Spirit since his dealings with the UN and the Native American Indian tradition showing that past lives encounter the problem of Mother Earth and who is bold enough to also state what the world is and its nature to have liuved in it more than once. Srila Prabhupada skated around this issue by claiming people have millions of lives throughout the universe and that Earth is like a Loka and a state of energy and flux to be exchanged with as long as certain dietary requirement are met.

I have four previously quite celebrity past lives and cannot reconcile them to this plane of existence and will not declare them public ally in England where the NHS and the Church of England will react with medical power and not have seen me do anything in my life since leaving the College of Law as a drug addict to Marijuana and needing care to disconnect from the medical substance and differ from my brother who has abstained from drugs and drink since leaving high school in 1992. He has past lives and once voiced to me that the problem with them is they put you on a pedestal and there are no levels of which to speak of. He has also had disdain for Sathya Sai Baba and said he was palming the vibuthi he said he was manifesting and has long had a keen interest in paranormal activities and said he has always been able to see things since he was a very young child.

He once reminded me of William Blake who had a brother and I feared losing him to World Karma as J Krishnamurti lost his brother Nityanda and struggled to come to terms with the masters treatment of him. I could not and still cannot understand the life my brother has led being inactive since the 1990s when Scientology failed in his life and Christians threatened to brainwash him. Would he have lost his spiritual gifts and did the NHS want to run more tests on my family with Dr BORG Bartolo treating him for years and dealing with his welfare and benefits. My guides stated that he is now a Healer in the United Kingdom and Jehovah stated it is so my family can have insurance listed on insurance forms for karma and cause and effect under the simplicity of Sathya Sai Baba’s Hinduism with Dharma and Sathya listed as virtues to upheld amongst others in numerous dialogues dealing with his previous incarnation and links to Shirdi Sai Baba and an attempt to create modern Indian history while John Lennon and atheists say it should be deleted

An old friend I knew since school accompanied me to Oxford and one day mentioned how Mi5 tap people on the shoulder and ask if you want to work for them. I did not know this growing up and deemed The X Files and Big Brother too hard for me to keep up with so as not to get involved in Spy Games and keep my head down and just study English and Higher Thought. It occured to me though I was being watched and a chap when I was 18 accused me of walking around like an Iranian where he was from and asked me if I “analysed the analysis of the analysis or the analysis of the analysis of the analysis”. He was looking at me a certain way and stuck around for 3 years or so being quite abrasive and guessed one day that my English degree was causing me problems many years later on LinkedIn when I was engaging in some Spy Games of my own letting Buddha know what the cost would be of restoring Tibet with my eclectic brand of mixed postmodernism and many blogs online replete with typing speeds and phone usage attached to the outcome as well.

A yoga shop opened up in The Bull Ring shortly after 2012 to coincide with hospitalisation and Enlightenment. It sold some yoga stock and some books by Swami Sarva Priyanandan. It also had Native American Indian crafts too. It reminded me of Sacred Spirit when I was a teenager at the top of the New Street whihc dabbled in ethnic and tribal gear when Cult Clothing was all the rage and Tony and Guy hairdressers were still trying to build their empire. It was too expensive for me and I could not afford to buy anything from the colourful shop. It reminds me however that my mum had some catalogue order CDs about the sounds of nature that were like the merchandise that the Sacred Earth shop sold so maybe the Yoga shop went out of business because of e-commerce? 50% of our population is studying yoga these days – a Hindu religion – in a Christian context when Church attendance suffers for the amount of Churches per square mile to cope with the ever increasing interconnection of population of 65 million. Some have tried manifesting Churches in Tibet and the Chinese are on hand with new Embassy Headquarters to spy on England and see how they interact with their American brothers and sisters. They would do well to taste the milk at the Indian cafe/bar by Snow Hill station fresh from India itself and see howe food and drink survives with Amitabh Bachchan’s poster on the wall amongst others. Alcohol is served on the premises and it opened around the same time as the yoga shop which became a bit dated and closed down like Christian merchandise shops do in commercial settings. I spent a lot of money online on New Age merchandise and Hindu murtis (statues) from Handsworth Soho Road to help me recover from Bipolar Disorder and the designation of mental health problems since 2013 by the NHS which did not want to talk about deeop themes or life issues under the banner of Psychiatry masquerading as counselling and psychology where they socialise all the same as Drs and steal our energy and intelligence to advance their materialistic lives and medicate victims for hostility when they threaten their well being and lives over time.

Thankfully I have been seeing a homeopath with my brother and mother since 2002 who has balanced the yogic effects of the medication which is improving as I make time for prayer and contemplation as well as meditation with early nights and early rises to go to work to stone for my years as a stoner while going to Church and offend the Englishman with a loose schedule and sleep time while exploring the unconscious and subconscious as he looks out for my mother after a near fatal car crash and the medical she went through as a result, while Ritesh looked on and passed another year as a victim of the same NHS that supports celebrities spiritual journeys and causes problems for Hindus and Christians and plays God after Nietzsche and John Lennon and the court of Richard Dawkins as a racist online banning books and censoring YouTube to control Nazi propaganda and political rule running away from God and threatening China with racism and warfare like they used India for all the time.

My mother had been meditating since the 1980s and was described by my brother as a Devi while I was swimming in Samsara using a PhD thesis I had developed with The Spirit to research non-duality with the works of E M Forster and T S Eliot using online spiritual resources. I lied on my Masters form that I would study Ken Wilber and planned to read Deepak Chopra instead to compare spiritual themes of transcendence in boy author’s works and make modern spirituality a more relevant affair with knowledge of Angel work in A Passage to India or Where Angels Fear To Tread and rumours of a conversion to Hinduism in The Waste Land or T S Eliot. He came to me one night and confessed working as a spy being able to see so much. Similarly Joseph Conrad blessed me with gratitude for my loyalty to English Literature wruters above English Colonial slave drivers for the compassion in their texts and attempts to elucidate the human condition by saying that Polish people are often ignored and nobody remembers them.

All of this my mum and brother took in their stride as I got on about my business in a small three bedroom house we now own since we moved Council property in 1993 after our old house was repossessed after my father failed to pay the mortgage as part of a divorce settlement with my mother as she embarked on a living relationship with a Muslim who sold clothes n Cradley Heath market where she sold frozen foods much to the annoyance of Kamlesh Turner and Sudesh Cole who held proud the Indian Hindu banner of Sanata Dharma and banished myself and Ritesh stigmatised Church goers who liked Christian films and fashions while their chosen son Ranvir Turner dressed in Amitab Bachchan’s clothes and did alright for himself as a corporate director of Lloyds Bank and our cousin of about the same age and got married and had two children and bought a home where he looks after his mother like a good Sikh boy with all of the cousins referring t him as the elder while Ritesh and I suffer since the 1990s and especially since 2002 when cosmic visions aligned for demonic attack on me in Birmingham while my brother sat back helpless to stop it and do anything about it. So I’m in no rush to heal others and pay for the mistakes of Drs of medicine and religion and spirituality and the harm they have done to Time itself as well as the education system.

In Chinatown in Birmingham town centre the language written down on food is Chinese. The ingredients of food in the supermarkets is Mandarin and the Chinese have maintained their independence and sense of solidarity while also appealing to the native English with lots of restuarants. There are offices nearby but they too are not advertising in English which is very different to the Soho Road in Handsworth and the Indian and Pakistani shops on Ladypool road and thr Stratford Road to name the big areas where people from Asia have gathered. What of Leicester and Derby? Their food is marked in English which goes down to the medical files I saw coming with Yoga and the Church of England when I was described as a Hindu God by Drs and Nurses in the NHS. My mother fears that the younger generation won’t shop for Indian foodstuffs in Indian shops and hunt out Dhal and Sabzi and fresh vegetables and the Soho Road is always under attack from commercial operators who don’t care about the rubbish and traffic and parking problem there but just want to capitalise on the Colonial trade and potential ticking time bomb to get Hindus speaking English so they can steal their energies while they fantasise about Indian women and hold dear the homosexual undertones of relationships with Hindu men and the glamour of Bollywood without going to Temple or Gurdwara for worship and not actually buying and reading ISKCON books like Srila Prabhupada said and causing Hare Krishna problems with the collective unconscious and collective dream of lucid dreaming amounting to Hate Crime and institutional racism that my brother and I have experienced as my mother sits on and watches us bother our father about in India to speak more on the phone with normal phone use and messaging while the Englishman carries on with political plotting and cites similarity more than difference as another year of mine and Ritesh’s life moves on and we stay stuck in the same house we have been in since 1993 and only have one car and one of us has a driving licence to use in our mother’s car. How does the Pundit at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple have so much power to want to perform Vedic sacrifices in our home and take Ritesh’s karma away while Buddha sits on and watches in horror as the Dalai Lama’s photo finds its way on to the Soho Road in an office with celebrities in the window to manage the Buddhist Temple that has always been on the top of the Soho Road that was hidden from us as a family due to the route we drive while going to a Hindu Temple with that big Lingam there from Shiva to denote my sexual prowess and Ritesh’s role under Jai Santosh Mata that the Western religion and people can integrate with.

ISKCON state that a Krishna Conscious devotee is 1 in 1000. Krishna told me I am 1 in a million. I feel like the only one as I sit on the bus and drive past houses that appear empty and having the life driven out of them to disturb my consciousness. Krishna warned me of being the only one and that means there are about 65 other people like me in the UK to ground my attainment with my brother to sustain his levels of self realisation and growth as a spiritual being since learning of forbidden knowledge and deciding to imitate Christ with Scientology knowledge from Arcturus aware that I have been coerced and haunted into being like American spiritual teachers much to my chagrin and still have problems with nature to see the English countryside as it is and appreciate living in Weoley Castle with so many parks near by and so much to do at that Square.

I have not read that much written by the Dalai Lama. I connect with him in the astral plane and from personal experience and visualisations since seeing him drive past me in India in 2002. He has said that he hopes that Free Tibet protestors do not make the Chinese suspicious so I bear this in mind with how quick my English is to store that information on my hard drives smartphones so they can catch up with conventional spy methods helped by the Dao and their own astrology that Ritesh mastered in the 2000s to help his mother obtain mutki and enlightenment before she goes on her retreat to Vipassana meditation in June 2026. Kuan Yin has said she will be with mum and Ritesh has a small statue of her on his desk to balance the years of Hindu worship my mum did since leaving her family’s house with a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha in our living room. I have Radha Krishna on my home Mandir with a crucifix of Christ only. I have about 7 Ganesh’s for material wealth and to secure me a job and a new beginning and have a lot more murtis and statues and Hindu iconography in the loft where Ritesh is simple and just had a poster of Hanuman on his wall while I went through lots of changes and rebelled against my mother’s use of visualisation and her use of the mind.

Once the State has diagnosed someone as suffering from mental health problems, it cannot take that back. Everything the person does from there on is stained with that diagnosis. The stigma of mental health is real and at large for the victim. Anything the person says that deviates from the norm is a product of having some chemical imbalance and some concoction of mental health problems. This is the problem I face advertising my poetry and declaring things about my past lives or insight. I fear judgement and being described unkindly and belittled.

Time is the movement of people and their shape of their lives in the mind of God.

There was nothing in the Mind Body Spirit market for the elderly Hindu lady and complex terms like evolution not to mention those deriding spiritual powers as madness and deserving of medication and hospitalisation. What would have happened if I had been hospitalised in the old NHS hospital in Selly Oak haunted by my aunty Kamlesh Turner with her accomplice Sudesh Cole who sought our family’s downfall every day of their lives since my mother set herself apart from such feminists and became an individual who divorced my father who was just not fitting in with the country and wanted to go back home to India. All they use India is cheap gold and gossip and make believe that the images on their home temples and statues in their houses live in India and give them permission to treat other homes badly. What is Hindu dharma and what is meant by the law of karma when the English language cannot keep up with migrational shifts and Hindu teachers are buying shares in YouTube to capitalise on Sadhguru’s direct ascent to Christ’s throne in heaven and more from the cults as time progressed. Ritesh may have visions and dreams of things he wants to install in England for the elderly Hindu lady after his devotion to his grandfather and grandmother in India and the females in his extended family network after seeing some deteriorate in Kali Yuga and develop potty mouths that hold us back for establishing good relations at Justin Welby’s Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple where the relatives don’t go and visit but still talk the talk of being Hindus from Kenya Nairobi on demand bringing the light to the Temple at the cost of Buddha and eventually driving us out of the Temple with so much for one pundit to speak English about and develop a diplomatic solution to over time.

Sikhism still has no history in the UK. They have their history written onthe walls of the Gurdwara in Smethwick and stand up to Colonial pressures of historical times. The British academic Dr Yasmin Khan was known to me in the 1990s and early 2000s when I lived in Oxford and London. She was dating my school friend and Oxford alumni Ben Wright of the BBC and they were quite the romantic couple using me as a Healer. She was studying Theosophy and Annie Bessant while I was studying Krishnamurti but never let me into any secret knowledge and Ben did not share with me his secrets at the BBC except one that he dreamed of unwinding a woman out of a saree in erotic lust while taking my Buddhist karma and credit for helping Paul Ready into Royal quarters as co-director of The Globe. I’m sorry but reading a couple of Buddhist books doesn’t make you equal to my level of development for all that they vesselled me and left me out in the cold without my brother. Modern empiricism and Sikhism is alive and large as Sikhs can read my blogs and entertain ideals of the Chinese for the shared word Turbans and maybe more from the less mystical Doaism of Lao Tzu and Analects of Confucius than the religion of Buddha as they protect their gurdwaras from ISKCON’s advanced under King Charles’s governments over the coming years where YouTube has cornered them into a Golden Age when little is known or written about Guru Nanak while they take from British resources and don’t advertise their kitchens to the homeless.

Guru Nanak has asked me to voice his concern about the preparations for the Dalai Lamas death and to raise concerns about his spiritual powers. He has asked how can he be so powerful under Mind Body Spirit marketplaces with all the books, merchandise and talks that the Americans have produced. His history is missing and the crowds are not evident like J Krishnamurti and the TV is a barren away land the way the news treats him as just one man.

Guru Nanak asked for a statue of the Dalai Lama like Kuan Yin or Tara or Avalokitesvara to help with the Mind Body Spirit worship and to dovetail with ISKCON’s developments with Jehovah in the UK to differentiate from the Americans with their origins with Srila Prabhupada.

There was a night around 2014 shortly after Krishna came to visit me with his energy that also Lao Tzu and Confucius appeared to me in Lightworking. Tao was upset at what confusion the word of God had put me into and how my understanding of the word avatar from Sathya Sai Baba’s works meant I had called Lao Tzu a God and Confucius one too. This is something the Sikh deals with in English translation of the Guru Granth Sahib as they delineate the word of God along biblical lines while Srila Prabhupada avoids its use with calling Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. This created conflict with Krishna being so glorious in his story and is staring down the barrel of rivalling Jesus as The Greatest Story Ever Told in centuries to come. Noticeably Krishna will not take on your sin like Jesus does and this story is not a toy for the scientist or historian to use as they have used YouTube and our daily TV but something that religious and spiritual people need to use the internet for to cooperate and ask each other questions and learn to communicate now that COVID has come and gone. New Age beliefs would say it did not start in China but it started in Birmingham UK where my body was abused by the physician Jesus told off and left me to heal myself for all that the Butterfly Effect and String Theory say are possible.

Sting’s song Send Your Love states that many people could have originated the virus for all that the scientists were willing to lie about and cause financial disruption as Gordon Brown tries to make it rich with business and science after the death of Queen Elizabeth 2nd and the decline of western Church orders to compete with the politician who uses them for his own gain and childish education at Oxbridge led institutions while the Greeks and Romans come to their rescue with ancient theology and Stoicism.

12/05/2026

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I hold the secrets as to why Tibet has not been freed since the taking of that land by Chinese forces in 1951. It has in large part to do with Chairman Mao’s close observation of the distraction that Tibetan Buddhism would enact as the American and western nations looked on and his brutal regime and holocaust of the Tibetan peoples is meant to echo Adolf Hitler’s use of the Jews as political capital in Auschwitz. This being said the memory world leaders is not prepared for the Dalai Lama of Tibet’s government to be triumphant as they have forgotten the culture that the Americans built and his restoration as leader of Tibet would distract from their political resilience. The Dalai Lama has sent his monks and students out into the world and I have deliberately not met him to provide space for the Chinese government to conduct their research from a new spy centre in the UK with the formation of a new Chinese Embassy and to see what the Dalai Lama sees and how he can believe in such democratic changes from the ground up while the leaders continue to trade oil and natural resources and build human capital markets for jobs and employments as time goes by. We are not blessed to know much about Xi Xin Ping and his destiny for political greatness but it does not look good for the way the West has written about him and distanced him from the ancient tales of eastern leaders and leaders in general who desire great things for themselves and political states worthy of great writers since time immemorial.

I had a vision of myself studying with the Dalai Lama in a previous birth and Kali Mata once spoke to me that it is indicative of how I have met him in the cosmic past of the coded Vedic planets and Buddhist cosmological diagrams that describe life on earth as but a stepping stone on the realisation of Christ’s palace and kingdom of love. This level of erudition and scholarliness should be evident from my writing but world leaders would struggle with the facts of my life as a student and now a graduate on a commute to work and the finances that keep me poor and stressed with a mind that had to deal with so much in the now. I have had spiritual experiences with the Dalai Lama in this birth and my brother and father have met him in Dharamsala but me and my mum have not met him and I have had a religious vision of him in India in 2002 so Jehovah can study these factors for his use of Yoga in the West and see how eastern spiritual leaders solve these problems in the astral realms while Christian leaders look on at the human rights horror of my life behind closed bars and under veritable house arrest as they eschew a religion that is complete in its creationism while Hare Krishna is immature in its inception and has much to learn from my spiritual blogs and close personal relationship with Krishna, Jesus, Allah and Buddha as well as other gods – something they espouse they are able to deal with as all incarnations of Krishna.

It’s all mental health and I have alighted on a gold mine next to a President’s golf course that religious experiences are struggling in the face of science and medical professionals and we are going through a period of darkness with the Golden Age purporting to be born in 2012 and new experiences being allowed in congregations and there being a natural hierarchy with the Guru in place to protect older souls as we live in new times and echo the ancient past with Hinduism in the background as the Christian politician economies move on with the NHS to warn Hindus of their unconscious belief systems and how racism affects us all and they have things to be ashamed of as well as Muslims in the way they see white proper people and can be quite rude in their treatment of middle class morality as they hold themselves out to be a special Aryan race in possession of simple lives that hide special knowledge while we all need to eat sleep and shit on the one planet and get along no matter what life throws at us.

My mum’s elder sister Kamlesh Turner and her long term career with the NHS shows up a lot in my consciousness as someone who has been very abusive and jealous of and to our family since the 1980s when my mother got a divorce and settled for a Muslim man instead of my Hindu Punjabi father who Kamlesh liked and sided with in a family drama that has lasted decades. She had an elder son Ranvir who had been very competitive with myself and my elder brother Ritesh and now that we are past the age of photographs the memory and the message is loud and clear that phone calls from India in the 2000s about my family’s horoscopes where hogwash and the extended Mohan family’s actions are justified in hatred of our Rishi family to defend Ranvir’s life and extension upwards as a socially mobile class member dealing with Brahmins who have not lived clear Brahminism ways of life and have caused problems as has Ritesh and then myself with unemployment and inactivity on the field of Kuruksetra and have abandoned family laws and the battlefield in contrary to explicit religious duties.

Are the Gunas the three parts of the conscious minds relationship with material existence? Tamas, Rajas and Sattwic Guna parallel the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious minds and the only way to tell that they are different is at the point of death when the western model would hold for them to be suspended and then regarded in view of heaven or some afterlife beliefs: This is in keeping with Sri Krishna’s stating that there is no being anywhere in the universe who is free from the Gunas except his devotee who has been freed from them.

The Speaker of J Krishnamurti literally came out of me back around 2012 and I experienced hedonism and the cults of homosexuality in various ways to assess the notion of unity and oneness in a balanced light that enabled me to benefit from never having had any homosexual lust in my life. I saw things I had not experienced before and heard things too and even noted a difference in culture with some films being released and made my way down to the MAC to watch some homosexual cinema and even saw some Indian art that was short movies of homosexual lust.

We are at Wartime and Iran is threatening the West and Middle East stabililty. DEFCON needs to be upgraded and staff need to be retrained in the internet to host the youth taking in the news through reinforcement from the internet for the sake of interconnectivity and seeing the inner world moving in a healthy manner in spite of elder generations finding change hard to deal with. What does America make of its Bollywood relations now that Abishek Bachchan has withdrawn his offensive and left us still in the UK in the realm of Shilpa Shetty’s time on Big Brother? How British TV replicates itself is a mystery and something to behold when all they want to do is be American like the book The Grand Chessboard by Brezinksi stared fate in the face and declared the express aims of the US were to have itself copied by other countries to avoid World War Three.

If black people have suffered racism after being called “naturally athletic” with their tribal and genetic roots in Africa’s vast savannahs and open land: Indians run the risk of being naturally military or natural spies due to the unconcious conditioning of Arjuna the Kshatriya and army general and royalty in waiting for his kingdom upon defeating the Kauravas on the field of Kurusetra. They say that Indians hear and remember knowledge under Shruti and Smriti and this bias has been bought to the NHS’s attention with the Suppressive People and Christian’s brutal treatment of my elder brother Ritesh and literally scaring him out of Scientology and the family home with threats of reprogramming and being brainwashed into the Christian faith by British advocates Richard and Bonnie Wood and John Attk who specialised in destroying lives lived in Scientology and assisting parents like my mother in reclaiming their children and family house as she did in the 1990s. Just what the Scientologists wanted with Ritesh is unclear but there was no price list on making your dreams come true so it’s no surprise that we both live as if we don’t have any dreams in our late 40s and early 50s stage of life. We both meditate a lot and meet British equalisation and egalitarianism saying “don’t we all” all the time as the rich sit back and don’t offer the poor anything in Great Britain but a sterile wasteland of science and barren internet usage while they chase philosophers internationally and cite mental health for others worldwide to atone for the British Empire and it’s history of evolution without change at home and special powers separating royal houses and political chambers at last under Nigel Farage and his command of the English Language under his use of the media and home invasion of his own kind to reclaim British airspace from Barack Obama and perform almost an exorcism of our country to let our Churches breathe after decades of American ostentation and attempts to take over our country and its culture

10/05/2026

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You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.

Article 11/11/2025

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That spiritual teacher in me is the devil from Sai Baba’s Banyan Tree barking at people and telling them what to do and who to be as opposed to seeing them as human characters developing their own way of thinking in relation to what I have in my field in the first place and what I have to say.

The reality that he said you cannot have a Hindu incarnation of God in this country due to the House of Lords is something that spoke true when the U.K. filmed Secret Swami and exposed his corruption. Theirs is an economy based on science and reason and due process where they are done with the problem of Revelation which I have uncovered and need to submit to God for medical testing to ensure that I am rational and sane.

To say that I am God is to open up the whole curriculum of U.K. universities and this is angering to the English Law Lord and stresses him out and puts him ill at ease with his good food for lunch and dinner – which is to go to show that ISKCON is young and immature in its growth and development and is troubling the Man too much with White Juhu from Sowtto Kinch showing the bartering that Apartheid born babies feel they have with the establishment for a racism beyond reason: And he can’t forgive himself for his role in their fate and has self loathing and guilty consciences.

And when English is all about communication the transferred reality of my object when I am writing is God all to quickly and this is a stressful endeavour to meet my audience as the Western Englishman too readily fair conflict and semantic realisation that is a quip away from his very educated gait and stance as someone well berated in the ways of his Royal Family and Parliament without the burden of globalised culture via Social Media in the hands of ethnic minority of my education and upbringing.

This creates space for a writer in 2015 and by 2017 I was updating his AI systems online to prepare a way for my consciousness to be examined in lightof the NHS designation of religion as a defining factor in my mental and physical illnesses and contagion in life. This spreading is like the Matrix film in the lucid dreaming realm and I struggle with the We-ness of this existence for th inferior status I hold by way of statistics and then ebb and flow to assert my superior self for want of actually dealing with the issue which is more widespread than I actually give the England I grew up in and learned this consciousness credit for.

It was the prophecy from the likes of Sai Baba that convoluted my consciousness and distanced myself from the Other and my Shadow to face my reality myself and be responsible for my basics and right livelihood no matter what this pulls in by way of culture and an obnoxious self that grew up on a diet of 80s films and culture and 90s internet and dot com boom or bust: This leads to the shit shut down of the Y2K phenomenon isolating and silencing me until I was ready to write in the past and am able to do so again.

Daily I prepare to talk to people. It is stressful and I am grateful. For the medical interference in my life – however this adds up the upheaval itself.

Seeing data travel not by my written word but by the OCI computing model is a revelation. It calms me down and soothes me to see how things work and for example seeing the vast amount of SEX that the internet is responsible for dealt with by Level 4 and Transport Layer and losing fear of being technical and not being understood by my audience or reader will go a long way to helping me communicate with other people and developing trust between myself and others and indeed beyond myself to see the work being done out of my hands and reach so that I can switch off. Layer 4 streams all the films and pornography and this is a cultural shift I am ready to educate myself about more and see the recent past in the light of and ease the burden on my imagination about what the big men and players in the world affairs actually deal with, just a little bit – rather than frowning on them and putting them down for social class issues and leaving my life at their footsteps and making the responsible for me totally: This had to happen with the medical crisis I went through and hopefully my writing will disclose some support for the educated state to reroute my blog to those who need it directly and indirectly by way of support and help in areas that people need it in life creative to my small world and the large effort things are for me to realise.

In the end Hare Krishna will win as having been instrumental in my life and that is what is needed from my effort to the world leaders more of and not the interference of data and information sharing via computer internet intelligence – this is a point already laboured by others and I see the role of a writer to interconnect things that he does not deal with directly or himself as speciuos and amoral for world leaders to detach from the outcome of writing and not view it as important – something I mistook in my search for God and the Logos rewarded me in kind with stressful lifestyle I need to get a hold of now and manage my life better with mum in charge of me at home and Ritesh also too. What will become of my voiceless father is not known to me in prayer which is all I can do as I rebuild like and look forward to the future. Yesterday I missed my counselling session and ended up making a journey in writing so hopefully that will bear fruit in the We.

I think that is what Prince William meant when he asked if We Could Do This: With “this” being the operative word – what the Americans do with Buddhist thought and Vedic scriptures. Their ability to translate the cinematic experience from a Christian background is considerably different to the UK which is more conservative and rooted in tradition of castles and colonies. The result is a dependence on AI that is weird at best and frightening at worst for its exponent of the Unknown and fear of the unknown is language that the mental disciplines in the US use a lot more than the UK whihch is reserved to talk at all let alone about the mind and its use in everyday contemporary reality while it continues to do business at great wealth in the corporate world – something that may annoy other neighbours for the youth movement in our country taking from the contemporary culture paid for by data transfers of the elder statesmen but not actually returned with income for the old stuffy ways of the west and their dependence on World War Two narratives while profiting from eastern conflict and warfare in the meantime.

Nobody knows their actual communications and travels with the east but their dependence on American culture typified by Donald Trump being on TV more than UK royals or MPs and the PM is about that phenomenon and the take over of UK culture allows the UK to inherit its allies enemies and roots such as China, The Middle East and China. The strain this places on the human brain and mind to concentrate is excruciating and not something the UK looks prepared for with the Royal Family and the UK politicians being lead by Nigel Farage and his take over of the media. The mind is all the while being tainted to be taken out of the present moment and the body and strained to take part in understanding things with a bit of information in a liberal education economy with strict rules of grammar and economics. The past is always referent as one is loathe to have been educated the way that one has turned out to be inferior to the TV stars and those that puppet Christian England today. Though one slows downs and looks around the corner at Islam and the history of the Crusades one is thankful for the difference and the stress that protects us from our Islamic oppressors and what is a benighted religion when translated into English – far from Christian reason and temperance and the evolution of culture throughout the ages.

It was American battlements as Christians that caused our country to be flooded with immigrants as other nationos wanted assurances that they would not get left behind if the Americans continued to battle Islam the way they did internationally and see the Other and racism with Oreientals as basically the same as Muslims from an ethnic point of view.

AI is changing the way we think at rapid and alarming rates and the past is being erased without memory and the imagination is being challenged to not exist for the realities of George Bush’s foreign policy expansionist warfare campaigns that dragged the UK into the mud with Iraq and Afghanistan instead of dialogue that would have benefitted the AI systems instead of relying on imagery and the use of the fear of the unknown and a lack of dialogue in the first place.

The Chinese establishment has not abandoned their roots while their young struggle for meaning with rhetoric mode of modern life. The American and English leaders however have abandoned Christianity and spent no time with their citizens to explain their affection for different cultures and now that is boring entrusted to Russell Brand and Ricky Gervais because Christianity is a complete entity and has been augmented and defined and classified so it is being left behind as not worthy and something that allows a Jew like Natalie Portman to rise up on prominence in spite of not realising that many films were in the country. What of Julia Roberts or Angelina Jolie or Michele Pfeiffer? How are their religiously obsolete in the face of Evolutionary tendencies seeking Ebola virus scares and investment in the modern age?

Gaming is another thing that is threatening the cultural imbalance as making the mind work too quickly and celebrating change when we have actually not travelled anywhere. It makes me miss my mother as I fear losing her to AI.

If you think you’re being spied on, you probably are.

They say that my generation was very noisy growing up and full of sounds and opinions compared to previous ones. How that has changed down the line is anybody’s guess for the amount of attention my generation received growing up in the 1980s and the golden era of American TV. This has fizzled out and the corset is backing fashion with a big budget production of Amadeus on satellite and Benedict Cumberbatch starring in the show. The role of mentor is clear and the millennials are taking up umbrage that they have been left out and ignored in the struggle for independence and information. Theirs is not a world so seduced by celebrities other than the sleep that prior generations let them be heir to: As my generation bought the football salaries and film star roles and fought back against western government and capitalism in balanced and imbalanced measure.

The generation at present has the environment to back itself with interdependence and connections around the world that the celebrities mockingly and lovingly in different degrees depending on who you are and what your background is dealing with. They also have the global cause of terrorism which was in its infancy as the PLO threatened Israel in the 1980s and 1990s while we were still in school and choosing what to make of Apartheid.

The good Lord had asked for me to write as a result of being born a child under Apartheid and this has been a dominating factor in how I was raised by school and authority. These articles will parts of essays that I will flesh out under his guidance that I take better care of myself as a struggling writer with an individual consciousness. That is all it is. The search for meaning came out of a fractured background and one in torment for many elders around me – look at my internal wrangling I am going through in my 40s and see the teachers around me at school quite capable of sensitivity towards a British Asian of Indian descent – and for that balance to escape my passion which dominated my life as I searched for a place in the world of work where couples are dominant and married life is the normality.

With the apprenticeship looking I feel more confident that I will be possessing the tools required of me a single man for life to be in a workplace and to fit in and around the affairs of others with the role afforded to me of being a writer – as this will help keep me in check with their normal day to day gatherings and family/ friends and social life that I have forgone in the name of God and religious understanding. This is fine if managed correctly and just makes me like them as Mr Beech was at school – Reverend of Religious Studies while other staff and students worked around him and accepted him as he was.

I recall Martin Barlow and not really taking to him very well and he was eventually expelled from school and suffered an early death due to a car crash in Europe. Mr Beech chose to visit me and him on work experience and I wonder what he would have made of my racially divided self today – full of doubt and self worry about how I welcome other people into my field: I say proper people for they are in positions of authority and power and I am not. He would say I am doing great and to have faith in the Lord to provide for me and to step away from too much eastern effort and to embrace the England of our youth and write away to your hearts content until you finally get paid for what you do and then strike some bargain with some fellow or chap about what direction to go in.

It’s okay. And the spying is just ambition as a result of using the iPhone: it had started up again before you nipped it in the bud this morning with some meditation and prayer renouncing the fruits of your actions correctly and only being responsible for your local little self.

Writing is not an exorcism. It is not an exercise in responsibility’s role in your life of actually taking up charge with your heaviest behaviours and making changes in your life as to what you do and don’t so. It is signposting what you need to do and these signposts can overwhelm the mind to worry about medication needs and light working; but you’re doing fine and need to update your website for actual practical matters dealing with your life and to get out of the theory of signposts and into practice. Amen.