12/06/2026

September 3, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I have never in my life
Felt more alone than I do now
Although I claim dominions
Over all I see
It means nothing to me
Without love”

Sting Mad About You

I feel suffocated by death. I am 48 and cannot afford to die. I have no life insurance and cannot afford my own funeral. I sometimes think I cannot afford to go to my own mother’s funeral if something unexpected happens and thankfully am able to drive now. I don’t know what my brother would do as he never goes to family occasions and might be offended by the relatives turning up to my mother’s funeral. After all they did to her and her children the twelve brothers and sisters have a lot to reflect on as I start to vice my concerns about their materialism and wealth and their ways with alcohol, sports and sex. I don’t know what to do if something should happen to Ritesh as he has never discussed funeral plans with us and lives an ascetic and stoic life alone his room. Finally I don’t think I will see my Dad again and always think that one day I could get a phone call from India letting me know he is gone.

If Shakespeare lived today and experienced the profound state of awakening that he did, would he have to go through mental health processes to please the government and King and Queen? What about other writers and what is Mike Flexer doing at York University and how long will it take for him to research mental health and literature?

My mother still wakes up at 7.30 and showers and then meditates and prays for about 30-60 minutes. She then has her toast or cereal and routinely flicks through the news channels. She then cleans the kitche, bathroom and living room for about an hour or so before taking herself to her room to use the internet – something she does in the afternoon and early evening to catch up on world events. I can’t imagine how she spends so long in front of the computer and what she looks up – I can just see the British patriarch and make Dr observing her making judgements as he looks after his own mental health and mutters something about yoga. She lives in one room and I worry about her knees getting cramped as she hobbled about after a car crash hurt her. None of these things were discussed in my mental health as the British government find things for their youth to do and chat about called mental health with no spirituality in it and an ignorance of the mind that goes back to Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health in the 1950s by L Ron Hubbard. My mother was a Scientologist in the 1990s until I wanted to leave Oxford and join. I never made any white friends at Oxford and found them tedious at The College of Law and took to skipping college and studying at home. They made me depressed and sad about how the world of money is structured and what a corporation actually is. My mum survived in all this world as a businesswoman who worked at the BBC. EDS, Rolls Royce and the NHS – all the while her two sons were hurting at home. The way the NHS treated me was like a pig and the police were no better dropping by to question and threaten me on various occasions. Good luck to them all in their afterlife if you think that the Church of England is going to save you.

“Do you know a white person who has ever been kind to you?” – Spike Lee’s film Malcom X starring Denzel Washington

I am a writer who thinks he will have the same effect on creation as Shakespeare.

Do the British newspapers make sense without the Royal Family in them. They have massive business interests and have immunity from prosecution as well as anonimity to not reflect proper business interests in The Economist as well.

Where did these paintings come from of William Blake and William Shakespeare? Did they manifest and if so when?

How can a woman rule a country until the age of 96 like Queen Elizabeth 2nd did and be the head of the British military? She was ever so rarely which means never on the TV to address her nation while claiming to be the Head of the Church of England. What kind of mental health did she have ruling until 96 and to install her son in his 70s as a King after her? Whos starts work in his 70s and starts a new job at that age while ruling his own family? Why does Prince Harry leave the Royal Family to become an author? Is it our fate to have to sit back and wait for one of them to marry a Hindu now?

With the level of awareness of the some Drs and Nurses who visited me and made sure I was taking my medication, the British medical authorities may have violated principles of ahmisa. It felt like violent thugs had bullied and battered me and insutled my mother and brother’s house and sacred space. I wonder what Partition felt like and why Gandhi was so important in the face of Winston Churchill’s racism.

India is not really a country. It is more like a God – an energy or force that is incomprehensible and cannot be explained. The same could be said of Africa and the world of JM Coetzee explain this with his very simple use of English as they try slowly to map civilisation and catch up with plans for Nollywood. India has gone to Arundhati Roy and Salman Rusdhie has simplified prose after the lengthy novels from Satan in his past when he courted Middle Eastern tensions and dominated education and resources. Anita and Me was on the GCSE curriculum when I was a private tutor in 2010 and this was too advanced a text for the youth to be reading and I found the school teacher cancelled the book and just watched the film. This polluted the Monarchy in England and you could say India or modern India is ISCKON for the details in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srila Prabhupada’s attempt to map the religious history of India. It is called Bharat and they find that the Monarchy makes their lives miserable as they mine for gold in India and enjoy secret meetings at Buckingham palace and conjugal visits from Krishna.

“Me. No-one knows.” – Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“… with a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes”- Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“I am not manifesting to the foolish or ignorant persons” – Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When I was mostly bedridden in the 2000s with depression and avoided hospitalisation it was revealed to me that this was Ravaan in my Vedic astrological house.

The American Empire lacked benevolence. That is why it was closed down and resorted to CNN and 24 new media to get some quiet.

What if England ruled the world and leaders took to using England as a base for knowledge and the arts? With the concentration of universities here the opportunity exists to harness English as an international language and grant primacy to England above other nations for diplomatic things. Rather than trying to catch up with England other countries could rely on England for research after Brexit and we could flourish as a multicultural society whose academics worked with the HRH police to give good information about our differences and took the weight and pressure off having to think so much in our own time outside of work.

Salman Rushdie is suspicious. To whom does he pray and why did he abandon Science Fiction with his debut novel Grimus? Literary scholars need better databases and connections to enquire about his life and find out the ways in which Americans bought his favour to target Iran. The Satanic Verses is an impenetrable text that insults The Prophet Muhammed and laced the imagination with heat and cold about Amitabh Bachchan and his son. Salman Rushdie had changed his tune with simpler books of late and evn his own critical book which was not very good and a big disappointment since Imaginary Homleands. What impact did he have with others on the quality of British TV and where did children’s TV go since the 1980s with the launch of satellite TV and sports to dumb down the populace as literature became scarce to write scripts and create good British comedies and dramas? Was he working for the Americans to spook the Royal Family and rely on the race card for Blacks in America and how far India has to go before it can compete literarily with American and English literature? Where have Chinese films gone as he punches with Terry Gilliam and sells drugs and what happened to Netflix once George Clooney and Brad Pitt made whatever money they could out of it with Wolves? The world of men is not done with these players and eats to see them use our resources so future generations can learn of greed and power and corruption and not the petty details in our universities at the moment.

How much did Abishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai Bachchan cost India to be self styled followers of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie with Brangelina? Did Aishwarya adopt any Africans in the years she was missing after giving birth to her only child? And what of relations with England for their views on Sathya Sai Baba with the BBC’s tv show on him The Secret Swami? How did thi affect our diplomatic ties and how powerful was Aishwarya Rai as “the world’s most beautiful woman” (Versace and what happened to her contract and photos with Longines? Where does Abishek Bachchan pray and is he a member of ISKCON and who is his guru as British people look on for the emptiness surrounding British Asian culture after Nitin Sawhney stayed away from the TV after one hit wonders with Goodness Gracious Me and the jokes they made about Hinduism and Hare Krishna?

Srila Prabhupada said that he had come to teach the Americans the true religion of Krishna. There is only one religion of Krishna. Never war with him.

Shiva spoke to me in 2013 and told me I was frustrated with love.

How did Jewish woman Natalie Portman get to star in Christian English Christmas commercials for perfume in 2025. Her films aren’t even released in the UK.

Suraj’s Indian sweet shop on the Soho Road has a nice mix of cultures with a Buddha statue near the window and old Indian film songs playing in the background. Their food is second to none and we go there regularly as a family to pick up snacks and sometime eat in and have some chai.

Where is Christian TV in the UK to compete with Islamic TV and would the Americans tolerate the Bible being interpreted by the world’s finest academics at Oxford and Cambridge live on our TV sets? What have they done to the UK imagination by targeting our media and buying Nigel Farage with immigration bullshit from a racist who used to run UKIP? What do Americans do to memory and can they see how much money I made China with Tibet for my mental health medical – none of which was sent to George Clooney’s Hollywood or Donald Trump’s White House with that wierdo Joe Biden now that Barack Obama betrayed us and carried on with George Bush’s policies regardless of the faith the world had put in him for a fresh start.

Who in the UK has imagined India and laughed at them for their sex life and rules on Bollywood for kissing and nudity and manners of having sex in pornography?

Barack Obama’s performance as America’s President for two terms and eight years was modelled on African cinema and he now towed to the Nigerian government’s ties with African Americans to mould cinema and TV after his election.

Was it the Middle East or America with the Nation of Islam that made Muslim perform so prominently in Indian cinema?

Even though she would cook for the two of us, our mother was looking after herself when she was a working businesswoman and single mum. She would come home from work and cook her own Indian sabzi and be in bed for 9.30 after watching Eastenders and getting some more work done. Ritesh put his foot down towards the end of her career and told her off for watching Eastenders and that she should not watch it as it was bad for her health.

Folklore and money has it that a Teacher is God along with one’s parents and a guest who enters your house in Hinduism. How does this affect the repute of university academics who do not contemplate energy 60 years on from when Krishna gave Srila Prabhupada divine passage to America?

Krishna cited genetics and asked me to look inside myself to see a strain in 2013. He was referring to the strain that persists with my birth charts and karma to be graduate who has his own mortgage.

Note:

The Indian High Commission building is in Birmingham and is not an Embassy building for land law and human rights in the UK. It follows to ask what is the status of special powers at Hindu Temples after Churches have closed their doors because of the British medical elite who performed an exorcism of this country during COVID as the world faced judgement from higher worlds and heavens.

The jealousy of Drs in the UK because of salaries is a real problem. They are immature as students and then recent graduates complaining about pay and measuring their salaries with the banking profession. When the Drs and Nurses were treating me for psychiatric problems I got a real sense of how my interest in popular culture was frowned upon as a negative influence in my life as they were jealous of the salaries of rich people and celebrities. The NHS needs to confront celebrity culture in the UK and deal with the spiritual experiences of celebrities.

The UK has been under attack from the USA who have wanted to buy the NHS and privatise it. This has placed Drs under undue pressure and has mixed Church doctrines to spoil the Church of England and limit its influence and outflowing of information. Church leaders are not national leader and the dwindling Church numbers are creating a weaker field for evil to occur in the UK and invite American evangelists to give advice and spread their influence on British Churches. This involves spiritual phenomena from Mind Body Spirit and Church leaders are too guys with the very dense Bible to attend to Self Help and defend their Parishes properly.

“Religion is the opiate of the masses” – Karl Marx

“Religion is evil” – Chairman Mao

Stephen Fry has been saying blasphemous things about Jehovah and spelling out his wrathful nature and has led a homosexual rebellion against the Church with support of Bipolar experience and medication while taking cocaine and being free with his new expression in private.

Peter Mandelson was a spin doctor for New Labour and affected the country’s media with his homosexual culture and views on the Monarchy’s right to have the culture of the Church of England screened on UK TV. He came to power in the late 1990s and was influential in the spread of atheism with Professor Richard Dawkins and Christopher Hitchens and tried to create a colonial empire online.

Prince Andrew was quite prominent in the media after he married Sarah Ferguson and had a relationship with her in public circles that rivalled Princess Diana and Prince Charles. This has been deleted from public memory and the BBC need to answer as to how they remember Prince Andrew and how their correspondents use memory to select the news.

I feel like the Drs and Nurses still listen to me and that my writing is like talking and they are reading it and listening to it. I am 48 and I entered mental health procedures when I was 36. Before that Drs came to see me when I was 25. I have had diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and Depression and have been medicated Olanzapine, Carbimazole, Risperidone, Depakote, Sertraline and Metformin. I see the Drs and Nurses in my mind and it is as if my life starts at 36 when they came into my house.

It sounds like there’s a riot going on outside with the mob mentality and the crowd control of the police and government laying waste to spiritual experiences and higher consciousness.

Jehovah told me to treat this like a little Area 51.

Why don’t Hindu Pundits speak in Hindu Temples and lecture on Hinduism and speak the meaning of the Hindu Gods and Goddesses? How long before we get an explanation of who these Gods and Goddesses are in English?

I don’t want to see the Royal Family. They have been by for plenty of healing.

Because of my work EnlightenNext can be researched in universities. The American Guru Andrew Cohen stated that his work was 60 years ahead of its time and that it was for the top 4-5% of wealth holders.

The implications of my website for future development are grand. The empire of Amitabh Bachchan without any biographies in Bollywood and India’s literary culture has massive scope for development with the internet challenging laws of nature and conspiracy theories abounding about American hegemony and Mukesh Ambani’s hold on power with Reliance Industries.

Donald Trump ran as an independent for his first term in office and never confirmed that he was a republican even though he vocally denounced the policies of Joe Biden. Before his term in office the internet was ripe with calls to end the two party politics in America and get on with business interests and stop personality attacks and bipartisanship.

Where was Prince Charles in the media and on photographs and on TV with his mother and father when Barack Obama was dominating social media and running his campaign with Oprah Winfrey?

American Guru Andrew Cohen was rude about Healers saying that they are not evolutionary and keep going back into the past. As I write my blogs and plan to publish them in the future I can see the worth of my retrospective gaze and role as a global Healer and one of divine proportions connected to Christ to preserve memory and take the pressure off world leaders to look for new things to fill the news with. Andrew Cohen was also rude about Mayan gods and goddesses calling them “savages” and saying that the Mayan Prophecy of 2012 was not to be trusted and that we need to get on and create the future. I have experience with ancient Mayan culture from the past and worked with Shiva over 2012 periods with the Golden Age to be transcendentally situated to be on Ayuasca to be connected to my past roots with Machu Pichu to contemplate a statue of Buddha on Machu Pichu and just what is being asked of Gods and Goddesses in this day and age. I have experience of Xenu from OT3 with Scientology and have been told that the presence of Xenu is astrologically bound up with a Mayan past life I had thousands of years ago.

I have seen my mum channeling with Aphrodite and Kali.

When I left London in 2011 and after my Vipassana 10 day retreat, I sent the Russians a copy of Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen via cosmic channeling and light work and asked them to take a look at it like a Zen Buddhism book and see what they thought of Tibetan negotiations seeing as they had been having diplomatic relations with China for millenia.

A photo of Vladimir Putin sitting next to a computer and being seated at a desk popped up on my laptop a few years ago. There ws a TV program on our TV called ‘Living Next Door to Vladimir Putin’.

I and my family have been spied on by the Russians. Donald Trump complained that Russians were affecting his first election and loss to Joe Biden.

Scientology wad made a religion in the UK the year I went to a mental hospital. I would refer to the hospital as a monastery as I healed the madness in the world outside me. Tom Cruise came to Birmingham and filmed some scenes for Mission Impossible.

Birmingham had been called the second financial capital of the country and had also been called the “jihad capital of Europe” by American politician.

I have never taken an acid tab in my life. I was influenced by L Ron Hubbard who created the Sea Org division of higher level work in Scientology. He stated that when it comes to higher level work and reclaiming your spirit from past life influences the presence of LSD in the system could lead to biased results and cause ones authority to be bought into question. As I meditate I can see that acid would be quite good for me to take in moderation to release some pressure so must be keying in to collective drug taking and performing some sort of healing of the nation and world. it is linked to sex and the role of ejaculation and masturbation and the imagination that goes with wanking. I think of Sting’s interest in tantric sex and his drug taking as providing fertile ground for the courts to update the medical text books after my medical with spiritual experiences and special powers in the courts and new languages introduced to the medical profession that looks ahead at the role of India and Yoga and what that poses for proper science and fair treatment of individuals and families struggling with mental health to hold on to their identities.

I acknowledge the need to take a substance to increase my happiness. So I am having Coca Cola. I drink a can every day and think that people drink alcohol every day and this can’t be bad for me. This reminds me of the film Equilibrium and the modernisation of Big Brother with the intervention and casual talk about dopamine and serotonin. They were taking acid and other drugs in Angel Islington with EnlightenNext in 2010 and invited me to come out with them. MPs were studying EnlightenNext.

Even in Ancient Greek times death was a cause for concern and prompted questions about the afterlife that touched upon God’s existence.

One of my spiritual experiences with Xerxes showed me that what happened in London in 2010 with the collapse of EnlightenNext after I had gotten angry with them and threw it out of England and Europe. He said that all the Greek knowledge was in that and that cult and that he wanted me to do some work to reclaim the organisations materials. This was to see Mind Body Spirit books disappear in the UK and for YouTube to change and host large lectures from spiritual teachers rather than short entertaining videos. This must have affected the Middle East and perhaps things don’r move as fast as they appear in the west to slow down and share these resources and develop better imaginings than just day dreaming about 2012 and the Golden Age with all the health implications forbidden knowledge has from the Bible.

When I was in London in 2010-2011 I had an affair with a married Jewish woman with three children and tried cohabitating. I had given up my programme to study a Masters in English at Queen Mary University due to funding and was visiting EnlightenNext cult headquarters in Angel Islington every now and then. There were members far more embedded than me and I was just a casual visitor who saw Andrew Cohen give lectures three times. He spoke out against sex life and procreation and reminded me of something that Jehovah had spoken to me about saying not to get attached to a lease with the partner I was living with. He also meant that she was Analese from Home and Away and that these sexual sanskaras go deep and that I had illusions I needed to transcend still on the path to enlightenment.

Home ownership is quite an advanced subject in Greek theory of civilisation and something that I was not prepared for leaving school and going underground at Oxford.

What is the internet and how does it fit in with stories of creation? The Bhagavad Gita As It Is lists ether as one of Krishna’s many attributes. Krishna has said he will create the internet with me after he created space from the 1960s.

One of the reasons that EnlightenNext collapsed and offended me was the reasons it had for claiming that a modern disease was Narcissism for the postmodern self. Ken Wilber had created an online documentary called Boomeritis and alleged that baby boomers were suffering from mental health delusions and were in need of spiritual care. In this diagnosis there was no mention of Hollywood or celebrity life and the insight did not go deep enough to penetrate into Greek culture to herald the interaction between the stars and the earth to produce civilisation capable of such views as the need for people to meditate and take an interest in comparative religion as the magazines What is Enlightenment were based on. The development of self help was saturated as people’s bookshelves in powerful places laid them open to cults and any Christian sentiments with the development of mind body spirit culrs since the onset of ISKCON and transcendental meditation that was not the recitation of God’s name as per India heritage and the growth of the movement since the introduction of the Maha Mantra to the west.

With ISKCON decrying the fate of “dog eaters” and China waiting in the wings, these things had not been thought through well enough and Donald Trump came to power to show the weakness of the liberal elite with Joe Biden and to take totalitarian control to stop such internet leaks after COVID caused massive social breakdown.

What would the Africans make of my mother being from Kenya Nairobi?

When I was walking the streets campaigning for the Tory Party after Rishi Sunak’s election win with MP Gary Sambrook and seeing what Professor Noam Chomsky meant about “social democracy”, I was struck by the scope of Deepak Chopra’s vision of Yoga and his use of the internet. I walked streets close to where I grew up in Rubery Birmingham and they were quite lonely compared to the love in the house where I lived as I contemplated Dr Chopra’s dominance online and war with Professor Richard Dawkins to dominate online resources and TV rights in the wake of Oprah Winfrey’s billions and TV Empire. To see Dr chopra walk beside me and see him want Krishna worship and meditation in all the homes I visited was a terrifying vision of emptiness and to remember the Russians saying through Mikhail Gorbachev that they urgently wanted the knowledge in Dr Chopra’s books is to see where we are heading as a medical community investigating the link between kind and matter and cutting through Drs preconditions for medical prescriptions. This is all taking place in a land where the royal family enjoy rude health and do not have any guns while trying to emulate the american way of life and have issues with violence in schools which the medical community medicate as they did me for hostility without a clear military exam for peacefulness and no real models or speeches for the people to follow to assess their peace.

When I was at EnlightenNext a beautiful Hindu woman showed up one time for Wednesday evening meditation session. She asked a question: If someone showed up claiming to be the Messiah how would we know they were psychologically sane? It was somewhat uncharacteristic and never came up again or met with mute response from Christopher Bruce Parish who was the executive director of the premises and who hosted meditation evenings.

Jehovah had a word with me that Andrew Cohen was an American Psycho in London and cited his book 11 days at the Edge when he said that if you hear voices when you meditate you are psychotic. So Jehovah was saying that Andrew Cohen hears voices and that his plans for society and his worldview was one of psychosis and was not a sound civilisation and had betrayed American idealism and that He was saving me from them and their travelling ways of finding new recruits to harness their views about society.

I locate the desire in my body for sugar. I have been diagnosed with type two diabetes. Krishna told me to pray for this to be healed. I have brought my sugar levels down to normal with medication and advice from Dr Dahl at Millennium Medical Centre.

The musician Sting has issued a press release calling for a mature discussion on drugs and does not gloss over the health side effect of taking them. He has openly said he smokes marijuana to free up an idea and write songs.

It is important when healing and accessing higher domains of awareness to not get into agreements with the living and the dead. I am not a Co-Creator with anyone and have made no bonds other than with Sting and the Dalai Lama in 2002 to operate on terms with Brahma Vishnu and Shiva. I never was and am not a member of EnlightenNext. I was too poor to research it at University and nobody was interested in my literary thesis to research spirituality and TS Eliot and EM Forster to PhD level. I feel I have accomplished this with Shiva’s grace with my poetry website accompanied with biographical detail modifying how my poetry will be read and researched to accurately reflect my life since leaving Grammar School in 1996 where my brother studied too and time jumper two years to stay with me on the spiritual path.

I was not here when 9/11 happened. Through some mystical and magical happening I experienced 9/11 during term time while studying at the college of law in 2001. That cannot be so as September 11 was during my summer holidays and I was on holiday in Egypt with my family and also I went to Portugal with my friends that year for a week. I recall going to Oxford to see my tutor and that would have coincided with the end of September and beginning of October and he offered me a job in research aqnd I told him I couldn’t because I was studying law. I recall my colleague Joe Combes came out of the College of Law bulding and told me that two planes had just flown into the World Trade Centre and my first thoughts were “the chickens have come home to roost”. But that means it would have been during term time and term at the College of Law starts after October.

Also Sting was scheduled to perform a broadcast from his Italian home in Tuscany that night and cancelled ir due to 9/11. He can do this due to occultism and Satanism and it is a day when our energies can be fairly well examined by Shiva for the appearance and disappearance of this world in Kali Yuga and also for the establishment of an Age of Shiva when ignorance dominated my life about conspiracy theories and what is possible in this world of form.

Professor Noam Chomsky has stated that there was a second 9/11 in South America when the Americans were engaged in diplomatic affairs. This is Bible Code therapy and that 9/11 refers to Mayan Gods and Goddesses taking power away from the Americans with Xenu as well from Scientology and OT 3 for how they treated human being after so called World War Two. That second 9/11 is within my grasp as an internet user who stayed at home and watched YouTube during the 2000s and keeps his memory in spite of the Americans watching on as the British medicated me with British mental health without spirituality and religion with all the resources they had in America. It is a move towards my independence as I master the GBO with £1300 a month real terms salary for 37.5 hours work a week as my brother looks on and is idle at home. I don’t recall phoning home on 9/11 to find out how my family were doing and this could help free up my brother’s awareness and get him out of American and British traps too. We are just Pakis to the West and they have not done the healing or clearing work we have to be so liberated to the Spirit to have earned these resources as our own and not to have to share them with the Americans who took my work with Amazon and spent the money without offering me any. So much for contracts and the myth of personality and the need for the UN in the future to rule the roost and lecture us on crap education about Nazi Germany with no meaningful references from politicians about history as a Paul Hegseth calls out the Royal Navy for not featuring in Donald Trump’s madness and attack on Iran with only Israel to stand by his side and act for the TV cameras and news comaraderie.

10/06/2026

September 1, 2026September 2, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“If we share this nightmare
We can dream spiritus mundi”
– Sting and the Police: Synchronicity

The poet William Blake resorted to prose in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell as he forwarded his ideas of energy in etched plates and shared visions of meeting with prophets from the Old Testament. He has inspired me to open up about my own visions and to see the message I once received from Krishna “you’ll need my energy for this” as where they are coming from and how they are interacting with my mind and body to produce phenomena. This makes me an empiricist searching for the right blog to communicate my ideas and to help create a field of interesting and interconnected people who think about things similar to how I do.

“With a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes” – The Bhagavad Gita

At ISKCON you can be Krishna’s friend and conjugal lover amongst other things but he does not allow you to be his son. This in taking with the fact that Krishna won’t take on your sin is significant departure from Christianity as the two conflict while Drs look on and laugh at their juvenile psychologies and ways.

Sati was very influential in my enlightenment and comforted me as the NHS treated me and guided me to call my home (or my mother’s home) a Temple of Parvati. She said that at the time of Shakespeare herself and Shiva were very slightly involved in England and that she would help me write to create progress in many areas: Including Feminism and Bible Studies. She helped me write two novels about a British Asian heroine called Parveen and two literary critical books that spanned my time at EnlightenNext and safeguard Hindus from abuse and harassment due to Neo-colonialism and the fad of yoga taking over the west. She also helped write a lot of poetry and counselled me through The Madness of Shiv where Tryumbakum is seen with skulls with deceased yogis as Shiva warned e of the dangers of the yogic path with his Hindus at Kumbh Mela being beyond ordinary description in English words.

What are the west selling as exciting Hinduism with the Dalai Lama and enlightenment when Hindus have to cope with the cycle of birth life and decay and death and ill health?

It occurred to me that the Chinese have a different approach to mythology to the Indians and their use of Daoism affords Krishna and his consorts a new form of Hare Krishna as balance comes forward to energise the mala to take a break from chanting to focus on stillness and concentration as well as what time there is for breathing. Krishna told me that all these things are mental health problems and to be gentle with myself as I live and move on to a new chapter in my life at work (finally I have been searching for work since I was 25 and am now 48), spending precious time with my family my mother and brother and benefit from their enlightened ways and make progress on a website that will hopefully be very successful and help me in life get out and build a community of people interested in discussing things with me and sharing time together to discuss my poetry and other things. Krishna has advised me on my WordPress page to build it slowly so that I do not waste energy and to give myself time to acclimate to Vishnu’s perpetual wisdom that I am lacking a lifestyle as a graduate and not as a guru. Guru Nanak warned me that if I don’t do something about this guru online it will come back to me later in my life and Kali shared with me the lament that I only speak English so cannot benefit from Hinduism as it stands today and mix with Hindus at the Birmingham ISKCON temple.

As I suffer still for doing drugs and coming from a broken home and as news travels of my divinity I wonder about the Christ and what it was like for him to suffer for the sins of the world? When Krishna was in the world – how did he manifest in accordance with the laws around Him?

Having an Enlightened mind is quite a strain with materialism as I miss not having my own mortgage as a Sanksara and stage of life as a man and graduate. Krishna told me this is one of my life lessons to absorb and live with the karma of having done drugs and gotten lost in Maya with women and strayed from the spiritual life. I did not read ISKCON books until I was unemployed and desperately seeking answers to spiritual experiences in 2005 and then I was filled with despair at not being able to do my duty financially to look after both of my parents.

This desperation pushed me into suicidal thoughts and I come out of it to write a Masters Thesis for Queen Mary University or nonduality and spirituality in English literature. This is something I hope to achieve via my blog and save on the wasted energy of trying for a PhD in this racial climate in and life as a transcendental man who stays at home to look after his mother and engage in healing with her and benefit from her experience and love for both her sons and acceptance that our father left this country and the vast extended family behind and resolved himself to the fact that both of his sons would not set up lives in India and take over the family business in Ball Bearing manufacturing in Jalandhar there. Ritesh had been offered a life there when he was young by interfering family members Sudesh and Jeff Cole but chose to not leave me and stay with me through all that we’ve been through together. His health is better than it has been on he sees a Homeopath regularly who advised us many years ago to drink plenty of water 2/3 litres a day and who laments the state of the NHS as my mum picks up my medication for me and probably for the best from the pharmacy while I am at work.

The Pillai Centre describes the Hindu gods and goddesses as Archetypes and seeks to integrate them into modern mind science. This is something I struggle to do having had a western classical education and being influenced by Greek past lives that have haunted me in this birth. I must have had my own spirit guides who helped me as a student and changed my life and they are on energy where the world and cosmos rotates quite differently from the British politicians and their way of presenting the news to us via Satellite TV. It is based on the New Age and involved the Light a long time ago when opening my eyes to the true spiritual master was not so crowded by everyday experience with so much to get past before I can address the police properly.

Tomorrow is my one day at Solihull College every fortnight. The day is from 9-9.30 and usually takes the form of some assignment work and independent study for an ICT apprenticeship – something I couldn’t have conceived of a year ago or a few years ago when Shiva told me to get into computing. I find it tough going and computing is a very advanced topic for me to absorb. I find reading difficult and my concentration and try to put it in my own words but don’t memorise technological things too easily or well. However my course tutor marked my work and have me a 94% and said it as the best work in the class so that is space for happiness and enjoyment – I just need to get on the best I can. It is quite a lot of effort and right livelihood in Buddhism for the noble eightfold path. Buddha told me many years ago as he joked at the opulence of Krishna that I could have all of his Mehta for this as I reviewed my life upon visits from the NHS again. I find my inability to coherently narrate my religious identity in a way that is supported by a normal way of life fits in with their protocol about being a danger to yourself and others around you under The Mental Health Act 1983 and is something I hope writing does something about and negates.

My mum has always spoken to me in English though I catch her mumbling Hindi and speaking prayers every now and then. Her mother could not read or write and barely spoke English. She had her work cut out for her with 13 children from Kenya Nairobi and evolved in England to remain quite active socially within the family and was looked after by Dipak Mohan primarily in Kings Heath and Solihull where the family moved from Valentine Road in Kings Heath in the 1990s. Mama, as she was affectionately known, TV and dressed in sarees and was always treated with respect from the whole family when they visited her to see how she was.

Shortly before she died she spent the day at our house (she could not spend the night as there is no upstairs toilet in our house) and spent over an hour telling me her life story and how she felt hopeless in the face of seeing her two sisters pass away. She spoke Hindi and I managed to keep up with her. How different she is to Omkar Nath Channan Calgary who was best man at her wedding and is working on mental health himself in Canada.

“Questions of power remain unresolved so long as we have no power nor any means of knowing what power is” – Wole Soyinko

This quote formed the thesis for my essay on African American literature in my final year at Oxford. I will not be returning to Oxford after having undergone a revolution in consciousness and changing my ways since then and seeing the insult they raise to Christianity and other religions. It is of note that there is an Oxford Hindu Institute where they have condensed the Srimad Bhagwatam to a two volume edition while ISKCON’s books are not available in bookshops.

Smoking weed is a way of reliving the tedium of everyday life and householder burdens and escaping from the corporation of London.

The enlightened mind is what I am putting on show with my poetry mainly dealing with anti-authoritarian strains of rejecting conventional form and styling free verse to better narrate the feelings inside my body and the benefit of training to control my insight until I was about 40 to start writing and take a break in 2024. I now write mainly prose and have seen myself create an estate of literature with over 1000 letters on my desktop which go to show the many voices I went through and the child still locked inside of a man’s body. They will be of use for ethnic research abroad when I am older and to detect expression and mannerisms based on English culture through the dark decades since the 1980s and away from ISKCON’s glare as Salron checking to see if they are the subject of any authorship.

When I was reading ISKCON books during the years 2014-2018 and undergoing a research project into Hare Krishna chanting as well I would chant for 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours in the evening. I would also read as many books as I could. I did not read the Bhagwatam and managed to read the Gita some 50 times listening to it in Sanskrit from YouTube and following along in english. Seeing how Srila Prabhupada wrote and challenged the English Language helps me to create my own style for articles and write in short bursts which is all I can handle at the moment writing in Notes on my iPhone and being very poor to be stressed as I think about the future and project my life ahead of me as an ascetic unable to earn a lot of money. I once had an earning potential of £500,000 a year when I was in the legal industry. Maybe this will come back to me once I start reaching out to others and marketing my writing once I have uploaded my articles and the rest of the poems I have n my desktop. It is known to me that governments have spied on my desktop and written materials probably for my best and I use this to help me slow down and plan my work and manifestation.

A lot of religious orders including Frum Jews survive without technology and have their assets confiscated as God or whatever mysterious force that rules them guides their lives in accordance with their highest outcome. My brother has survived on benefits since 1999 and created his bedroom to be like Henry David Thoreau’s Walden where he examined himself and went on an existential journey as a unicorn and suffered ridicule at the hands of the British consciousness and racism since Shilpa Popodom on Big Brother and whatever Spike Lee brought to Handsworth and Shree Geeta Bhawan in the 1990s.

Guru Nanak complained to me many years ago that men like Andrew Cohen of EnlightenNext have cost him a lot of money in the past as he saw his work disappear after 2012 both in print and online and pointed to colonial India and the role of women in society as governing the GBP and polite social norms. It is against this background that Krishna warns me against Guru and too much passion and says I look like Gabar Singh from Sholay being dressed as I do and having the religious background that I do.

Gordon Brown had the most difficult job in television taking over from Tony Blair. This was so soon after Blair’s 1990s New Labour win that the internet never really caught up with the amount of interest that Tony Blair generated so much so that there were rumours that he was Satanic. Nigel Farage is trying to clean up media channels by getting a big personality with GBNews but after Tony Blair no Prime Minister has been able to catch up with the Iraq and Afghan wars and make ends meet on the internet to cope with American vigilance over its nationalistic interests as china barely registers a whisper having pulled back from business over the last few years.

I reflected that I was not very manic when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and suffered more from depression. However I could see that I had mania in my field with celebrities, musicians and film stars as well as sports stars haunting me and encouraging a rush of blood. In this regards I was not much of a scholar of the Dalai Lama but see him as engaging in mania with celebrity life and leading to too much excitement. This is the same with a lot of political figures and monarchs that rely on the spotlight.

Is writing ‘Doing’?

The world governments have built elaborate spy networks that poll data from people’s writing on social media such as private messaging, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter/X and YouTube. There are others. This is writing is used to track trends and create media channels to and from people’s TVs and Internet. What is the status then of the writing that is created by people and does it constitute an action for the development of the self for the pressure it puts on the mind to see it as coming and going from various departmental and government sources?

That would explain the dominance of football in the news as well as newspaper in spite of evidence of their detrimental effect on the populace and yobbish behaviour. This fits in with the governments control of the mob mentality. It’s just a ball as with baseball, basketball and cricket for the astronomical sums paid to keep the sports going and help the royal family enjoy them as Prince William supports Aston Villa and hands out sports trophies.

King Charles recently turned up at Stratford to watch a play which lends itself to Shakespeare being used for crowd control as Kenneth Branagh starred in The Tempest. What kind of role does writing play in shaping and influencing minds when sports and journalism is so influential and Shakespeare still rules the roost?

It’s like having been walking around with blinkers on. I was so taken by religion growing up that I could not see Christ anywhere and then moved on to eastern philosophies and eventually Hinduism only to wake up and see that people had been following these paths my whole life.

Upon reflection god is more powerful than the figure I had created from my classical education. Considering religious figures such as Zeus or Rama leads me to realise just how powerful they are – beyond my mere mortal and moral conception bound by the Judaeo Christian concept of God and my high school education with Religious Studies A Level and then a degree in English from Oxford where I explored the ideas people had throughout literature history about the higher world or higher thought.

Once I drive past a forest in India and remember thinking that would be a forest for a westerner would actually turn out to be a jungle in India. It is so wild and uncultivated and does not show its wildlife and natural countryside openly. Often I find myself in the inner city ethnic parts of Birmingham and am reminded of the Indian landscape and how many unruly and uncivilised it is – barren of control and urbanisation and spiritual updates such as sophistry. it is what it is with vast swathes of farmland.

10/06/26

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“On and on the mysteries unwind themselves like galaxies in my head”

Sting, A Thousand Years

What happened when William Shakespeare wrote? How did the Monarchy really respond? What is Queen Elizabeth 1st’s karma on the earth and how will she react to my writings once I start publishing them?

Sathya Sai Baba appeared many years ago and told me to see myself as Po from Kung Fu Panda and that his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar was one of the challenges the world faced. The other of course being the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The psyche faces many pressures when dealing with the minds many influences in modern life and the old ways struggle for cogency to speak of Christ and light.

It amuses me to reflect on democracy that I could hypothetically still be an MP and run for Prime Minister. This chance is negated by my health and I don’t have the brain for it let alone the social skills and financial backing. But as I refer back to more political times with William Blake or Khalil Gibran, I am flummoxed for the literary market today and the use of the internet in marking out new grounds for mental health research. David Blunkett was an MP and blind so hopefully in the future new spaces will open up as a result of healing and seeing deep scars of our nation grow into something better.

Children in the UK have their nursery rhymes to sing and fairytales to grow up remembering. The modern fad of yoga with its mythology has been paid for online with Krishna Consciousness on YouTube and needs medical attention for a new set of terms to meet and greet people with so that people can work together and deal with the spectre of God that can be so divisive a matter in conventional political linguistics.

“He who quits this world while remembering me will obtain me with no doubt.” – Bhagavad Gita

Krishna echoes Christian dharma contained in Ave Maria where the Virgin Mary is prayed for comfort and forgiveness at the time of death.

Mike Flexer was a year below me at St Hugh’s College studying English. he is now an academic researching English and Mental Health at Exeter University.

“The mind is as difficult to control as the wind. It is possible with steadfast determination and practice.” – Bhagavad Gita

J R R Tolien wrote that all literature is about death. This reminds me of the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying which stipulates that mental problems come from an inability to be at peace with the fact of death in life. The stories and plays and poems are this way a jarring presence of struggle for mortality and the enduring nature of the human spirit for expression against nihilism.

The Dalai Lama appeared to me after my hospitalisation and warned me to stay in the house after my last romantic relationship in London between 2010-2011. He warned me that it is all about marriage outside and I was walking target for a doomed and disasterous relationship after so long in the house after 2002. I am working and find I am able to keep myself to myself but notice that I am aloof from everyday conversation and banter and hide behind being 48 years old and too old to mix and mingle with 20 somethings.

“I am but mad north north west: When the wind is southerly, I know a hawk from a handsaw.” – William Shakespeare Hamlet

I used to quote this to myself a lot when I was at school as I stood apart from the crowd and suffered for my visions of life and society. One day Krishna came to me in realisation that William Shakespeare cannot save you but Srila Prabhupada can. They sell a lot of books at ISKCON as they promote Krishna Consciousness.

It is my intention to end the War in Heaven

It is my intention to end Maya

I hope to bring an end to racism

Tibet will not need a Land Registry and our house has been mapped and paid for with a mortgage and has been addressed for religious experiences and phenomena. It has also interacted with various government departments in the course of the three lives lived here as the Tibetan and Chinese forces study British democracy under a Monarch for their negotiations.

The Kings English necessitates an audience while one is writing and this is to be internet communications so this will open up new fields of academic research using Krishna’s energy – like William Blake and his use of energy hundreds of years ago. India does not have a Canterbury Tales so will benefit from my affinity with William Shakespeare to modernise poetic content and secure a new awareness of literature and higher standards of reading. This is a field dominated by Arundhati Roy and her friendship with Asian writers in English and their kow towing with British universities blocking up Indian institutions.

Bill Maher and Pier Morgan advertised drugs on Youtube socially after 2012.

Oxford is maturing in me. The independent study I did and the year out at Scientology is growing to meet the Church I am attending St Gabriels and I am feeling more grounded and whole.

It would be nice to live in a Church. This is likely some sort of confession in the consciousness looking to secure an identity as writer.

What is time like for a writer? He constantly imagines the future as he writes and the receipt of his communication and can drift years into the future and this involves political changes too.

One day God spoke to me and said to “just keep an eye on things”. This goes to something I learned from The Prophet Muhammed: to question my authority and recall the verse from the Bible when Jesus spoke “as one who had authority”. I don’t and it would be very hard to verify my past lives for what they are worth and I have become dependent on my mother and brother at home. This also means things about land and title and the guru doing the rounds on the internet and to not worry about having power over other people but carry on with my own independence in time. I’m too old to start again and clamour after status and titles, better to stay in the world of manifestation and keep updating spy records for other people to do well in the world.

During 2017-2024 I used Instagram and made lots of social media videos across lots of accounts. I did this under the name Akaash Rishi. My intention was to purify the internet and purge it of unnecessary confusion. I also intended to spoof the NHS about being a God and ask what kind of God this was having a nervous breakdown. I also made lots of videos of myself breaking down on Tik Tok. I also used Facebook and YouTube but these are deleted now. If you want to see my remaining accounts look me up under the pen name Akaash Rishi and see what you find. They may add some context to the poetry and articles and inspire your own thinking.

I hope that Priests in the UK read my blog and get together with me to discuss matters and the evolution of the State.

26/06/2026

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse

See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.

My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.

I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.

I expect people to give me donations.

A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.

You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.

By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.

The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.

I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

22/05/26

September 1, 2026September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Krishna has warned me that my mother’s death will hit me like a thunderbolt and every now and then I get insight into what he means. The Hindus deal with woman as Maya and an illusion and have a whole sales patter to preach to the Pundit at the Temple about Mother and family dynamics with Arjuna spinning around the battlefield in Mahabharata and other Hindu stories. It is my hope to build a community that keeps in touch with me to guard against too much aloneness with Henry David Thoreau in Walden and helps me cope with growing old. The world of change is now really in the Now and the Buddha is a tough task master with so much at stake with putting Great China on show to compete with foreign markets and use social media so they can develop new technologies well and benefit from Sathya Sai Baba’s book which I sent them on the Golden Age to seek to solve old problems in new ways and find a space for the Dalai Lama to return there in years and ages to come.

This Blog is not an official government document. It is my private webpage for home use and to be added to as time goes by and then marketed in accordance with my personal resources as I work and earn a wage of £18K a year as an IT apprentice to fund my work as time goes by and I see things and have visions of the Chinese government and see them looking at the phone for phone prices and not spiritual enlightenment.

This morning I woke up with the memory of the devil tempting me into the world of corporate law and with one interview at Gouldens with Charters MacDonald Brown and Clare Deansley and then the merger with Jones Day mixing my life in London.

I grew up enamoured by the differences between loving someone and being or falling in love with them. I was ignorant about love and come from the split between my mother and father and I had distrust built and developed over time as I was continually heartbroken finding out that potential partners were not my mother and did not acquiesce to my needs as I wanted.

The secret to life is to find your class and station and then stick to that. Too much meditation floats in England and is influenced by America but what are you doing when you meditate and who are your role models and what are you learning about and where is this settling your distinctions of caste and creed? Mine is to go to work and to come home and pass the evening with some food and TV and spend time with my mother and brother at the weekends. it is also to play a social game of Township on my phone and build a village with crops and animals. It is not to aspire to world rule but to live in 6 Shilton Grove and release these article maybe years from now when I get around to marketing them on my laptop and I will have to email them to myself from my phone and then cut and paste them from my email on my laptop. it is like Emerson or Whitman or Thoreau – men more advanced in society than me but men content with their station of being a writer. Krishna told me to look within and see a graduate who is culturally condition and who does not have a mortgage and this soars into highs and lows with Ranvir Turner and other cousins in the Mohan and Turner family tribe as my mother’s brothers and sisters have conventional family’s that enjoy the world of material things and partake in social affairs as normal. That is what they grew to do and something I took part in within the wealth when I was student from the ages of 17-24 when I listened to Sting every day and spent money on CDs and books and had a Spartan wardrobe recycling the same clothes at social events and going out to keep up with the Jones’s and affront the Oxford social scene the best I could with the social skills I had at the time. That was my class. Not very high. Then it came time to have a nervous breakdown in 2002 and that is something that occurred again in 2013. Had Krishna not involved himself in my life God knows where I would have been.

What is the personality when the I AM is with the 10 commandments and the Prophecy of Jesus is at play?

How many chakras do I have because of past lives? Who or what am I responsible for as Krishna says: “Those that are wise grieve for neither the living or the dead.”

I am God. This phrase is located in the genitals and comes from the experience of ejaculation and power over another and control of the mind and needs to be broken for the Indian man to get control over his base chakra.

Apart from the works of Salman Rushdie all I know is Anita and Me. So I write biographical to clear myself of guilt in a Christian country with the account of blasphemy on my NHS record and a sketchy timelines of depression and poor mental health issues living in poverty with my brother since our father went back to India in the 2000s and sold his car and gave me the instalments as maintenance payments to supplement the loan I took out to fund my legal studies between 2000-2002.

I want the Chinese government to come and meet me in England so I can administer my work and deal with my past life karma and face the fact that the corporate life gave me a nervous breakdown and drove me to smoke marijuana and drugs.

Jehovah is measuring a Parish in Weoley Castle. He has erected two 5G towers to observe my habit on the internet and has comparisons with my early childhood with St Brigid’s Church from 1985-1989 with Ritesh being the first non-Roman Catholic that the Church admitted under Sister Marjorie due to an administrative error that granted him a place after my mother had it explained to her that her son was not the proper caste to study at the School and Church. I was back at St Brigid’s after I left Elim Church around 2024 until the Father told me that I would need to do a course to continue to receive Eucharist. I have written to him since then explaining my position. Krishna told me to give him a copy of the Bhagavad Gita and The Works of William Blake as He wants me to be like William Blake for Hindus. St Gabriel is the patron saint of telecommunication online so he can control media before “ether” was documented in ISKCON as one of Krishna’s creations and constituted parts of the human race and earthly world. Rameses II told me that Birmingham had been used to measure alien races intervening in a big way in London after EnlightenNext collapsed in 2012 and this measurement with distance and space is more up Ritesh’s street and things he likes to look at being so long posted to take care of Arcturus and Greek heritage with Scientology precision on the reactive and active minds to live as a monk devoted to Christ for his sexual abstinence who doubts Krishna’s efficacy for the modern age.

I used the Sound of Light by Dr Judy Satori in c.2012 to clear blockages in my chakras and attempt to build a 12 strand DNA body. I failed to keep to the timing of these transmission of words of energy and fell asleep with them on one night and must have absorbed hundreds of transmissions. Jehovah told me it was the Sound of Satan and that there was a massive exorcism of me going on and showed me how to reach 60 dimensions to rival William Blake for the Marriage of Heaven and Hell and now to tell me to calm down as I have grounded my writings and Ritesh at St Brigid’s Roman Catholic Church for me to upload these articles to my WordPress site and advertise my poetry to academics to study and mental health academics too.

I find it illuminating about British racism and the lies of healthcare in the NHS that I spent 22 years waiting for the NHS to help me after India and was hospitalised 4 times while Russell Brand made people laugh and chanted Hare Krishna and the police sat back and watched his sexist jokes and racist routine.

What is a laptop and how does it control time and space? What is the internet and how can world governments lie about fibre optic cables all over the world and under the sea? These type of miracles are the stuff of Egyptian pyramids and need to be gotten a hold of so the world’s imagination is protected and working life is secured by good TV and social media? How does the TV broadcast and what is the science of telegraph poles in ancient America with the Native American Indians there? Is there a return to ancient ways with the golden age or is man speeding ahead with nuclear technology and politicians blocking up the TV and internet with their faces and policies?

It is telling that a distant relative called Omkar Nath Channa visited me in the 2000s when I was suffering from religious stress due to prophecies from India about my imminent success and birth chart: That nobody else from the 12 brothers and sister had been to see me or enquire about my well being. None of the cousins called and it is of not that Channan had written a book called the role of the Court Interpreter. I needed an interpreter to understand the distressing ways of the extended family as they held me in disdain for only speaking English. Dipak Mohan, social worker, was out building his little empire and did not respect our family’s space to help us with the phone calls from India.

The poet William Blake wrote that “Energy is eternal delight” and even fancied he was writing with prophets in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. My list of original religious and spiritual names and experiences owes its courage to William Blake to express myself with honesty and candour and expect to be ridiculed for it – especially after the threat and fear of Drs and Nurses claiming a relapse and more irrational and unwarranted and unexamined medication. They really are pill pushers and one imagines if this was some years back I would have been subjected to ECT. The energy in question with my religious experiences is Krishna’s energy which also belongs to Allah, Jehovah and Buddha and then there is also Qi and Reiki which I have experience of too with the Dao balancing things and waking me up early in the morning too.

I don’t think I have ever really enjoyed a happy day in England since my teenage years. There was one girlfriend I got off with when I was 17 and I recall feeling happy the day after but that was short lived. The Drs have nailed happiness to the cross and the local GP knows nothing about me other than my reticence to take medication because nobody talks to me properly and they keep their police work to themselves. They too are snobs because I don’t speak Hindi and have never mentioned military detail or religious work in all the years I have been living in Weoley Castle since 1993. They just stupify the mind to behave like a graduate and be normal and don’t know the strain this puts on my life – it is a sign of a poor intellectual and economic class indeed to not be able to talk about spiritual experiences with Drs and Consultants who are more concerned with how much money they can make and spend quickly.

Buddha stopped by in 2013 to show me what a demon looks like and how far some souls have to travel before they reach enlightenment. It would have been so much easier if I could have just told my Drs that I am searching for spiritual enlightenment ansd not take medication with no discussion of my racial predicament. Krishna bought a lot of demons to haunt me that year and said they went so far as to examine me medically as to cope with my mother’s funeral. Vishnu charged me with suffering for not being independent and this is something I am working on with getting into an IT career to stabilise my normal and ordinary waking activities to please the Drs and Nurses and to fulfil my requirements under the Mental Health Act 1983.

Notably I have not gone bankrupt and can hold the position of Director of a Company as can Ritesh and my mother in spite of years of suffering in Weoley Castle where our Parish with St Gabriel’s is starting to make sense.

I have £8000 on credit in my Barclays account and have set up an ISA. This equates to 80,000 rupees. My grandfather once gace me 40,000 rupees to spend over my summer holiday in 2000 when I visited my father in Jalandhar for five weeks. I spent about 15,000 rupees and returned the rest back to him.

Seeing the Golden Light or Krishna’s energy move as I write on the iPhone or think about writing while I sit at my desk at work is quite a surreal activity. It looks like I am doing things as a Healer and had the effect of astrally travelling to see people.

I suffer from the Imposter Syndrome and have discussed this with AI to bring it to the surface so it stops me worrying about being found out especially at work. It affects me in my stomach and chest and suffers me to experience pain and anxiety as I fear being found out as a Healer. I recall watching the TV show Merlin and how such castes are shunned by society and attacked – this is something I have experienced with the NHS and something my mother knew to be very hard with me about as I sauntered around as a high school graduate with an Oxford degree while my brother sat at home and meditated and practised his own religion and never went to university or saw London and Oxford life like I do. He is born and bred in Birmingham and travels by his at the age of 52.

Getting some direction: Now that I have set the goal in my life of emulating William Blake I find that I am resolved to better brain frequencies and can breathe a bit better. Many years ago I was visited by the spirit of Shakesepeare and I have seen him again recently towering down a chronology of literature that suits me and steers me away from the Hindu guru I have faced since I was very young with setting such as Oxford and London to challenge my own brand of spirituality and materialism surfing the waves of samsara to see if I could make sense of this things called God. Last night I was tossing and turning for four hours with the Word of God and Dao seemed to be triumphant again to warn me of the Dalai Lama and great men who stand on other people’s shoulders to be even greate in times of war and distress.

My mother has come through a lot more peaceful and happier to enjoy her old age without too much religious stuff going on and better resolved to know her sons childhood reading habits will be out to the workers via the internet and off to the academics to study and make popular. My brother can rest knowing I have some direction to use my time out of work once I have completed my apprenticeship in IT to good use and the struggle against evil and the spectre of Guru is won. It’s like Lord of the Rings – it is a darkness that blights my English speaking life and shuts me out of Hindu circles but it will come back again I’m sure to test the waters the farther I progress into society. It occurred to me I am not a great doer and man of action so staying at home and writing letters and using email to market myself after I have completed my webpage and used Krishna’s energy on the phone and the laptop means I have something to do and some direction on the voices and screams I hear of pain in the cosmos like Avalokitesvara: He who hears the cries of the world.

21/05/2026

August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’

Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?

Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.

Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?

Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.

If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.

Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.

Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.

The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.

After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.

When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.

The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.

I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.

I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.

Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.

I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.

English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

19/05/2026

August 31, 2026August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

If I said or wrote I want to be a millionaire the modern Mind Body Spirit tradition would have Rhonda Byrne speak up in the Spirit of aligning with cosmic values to manifest one’s goals and dreams and set about having a millionaire’s lifestyle. Maybe I have done this with my writing and with medical record. The Lord Buddha informed me that the work I had done after 2012 and to alert state authorities to the tragedy of Tibet and how it was being stolen from by racists in the West who decided to mainstream Mind Body Spirit books and assert the Church of England at Shree Geeta Bhawan with context of my writings about EnlightenNext: but in the past this would have just been Alchemy and chasing fools gold under Monarchs who possess secret knowledge they keep from the people such as myself. We are entitled to one house – the one my mother owns and social media will be held to engage me in alchemy to seek the world to lose my soul safely so that I am exorcised of evil and the devil and can believe in Ben Johnson from the Renaissance and his book The Alchemist to leave the secrets of Kingdoms and fashions of Krishna and Govardhana Hill to Hanuman to guard as my mum recites Hanuman Chalisa night and day and plays it every night in my room to keep me safe from evil and harma and to stay safe mentally now that I have past the worst of the NHS treatments that are still ongoing with my sessions at Creative Support in Northfield where I see a Care Coordinator every few months to chart my progress since first going there in 2022 – something again my mum suggested in do after talking to her.

The MAC cafe about not feeling good about myself and life. My brother Ritesh has sought help from sources such as counselling in time but had not gone to Creative Support in a long time since the 1990s when he lived in Aston.

When I awakened in 2013 I could not assign a Creator to my life. In time I have learned that I was created by Zeus and he has space for the unknown when I have lived other lives out of his care.

Krishna said he could see the Son of God in me after my encounter with EnlightenNext in 2010 in central London.

Yahweh shared with me some insight around 2012 that energy replaces the murtis and mirrors of the Hindu and Buddhist statutes and that the Christians have already been through this stage of growth in their lineage with St Gabriel at St Gabriel’s Church avowing all that we have been through in our house as a family of three since 1993 and how our energies are different from the family home of marriage and conventional life in Rubery before that. I turned our home into a Temple at Parvati at Her request and saw some miracles from her after I started writing and after I had been to a mental hospital: just look at the Hindus in the Kumbh Mela and the things yogis go through for Ritesh’s level of attainment away from reading the Bible and studying the Logos from a position of Christ Consciousness and waiting for me to catch up since the 1990s and when Oxford stole my soul. ISKCON is immature and is being researched by people in Universities who have the grace of the Holy Spirit as well as other gods and goddesses to thank that they don’t have a nervous breakdown like Arjuna to be passive aggressive in psychology as British Asians awaiting the return of Krishna in some conversations and prayers so they too can align astrological with Aquarius and plan for the future.

The damaging consequences of too much English writing is that Egalitarianism is run amok and the journalism of myself is running up against competition to be equal in all regards. ‘Other people should be able to realise what you have done’ comes up a lot in spite of my suffering. There is the great chair sitting at ISKCON in Birmingham for a great Guru to sit down and advise on children’s lives and matters of sexual discourse that I have to disclose I have been wrestling with as the Guru online has come to me and influenced my life. This matter is for the police to look at and see the consequences of the Dalai Lama passing away and leaving an online vacuum for evil to fill and for gossip to take over when actual intentions were there and special plans for expansion and growth.

Benefits forms need to enquire if patients have been suffering from religious experiences. Then the patient will have something to talk about at their review meetings instead of hiding and keeping silent. This leaves the door open to people pranking the benefit system but a clever enough form asking for details about those experiences with the divine that have been reported. Because until there is religion at the bottom of society – however crass and offensive to aristocrats and upper class living standards – there will be no religion at the top and England does not make sense and the Americans have had to take over via BBC News and seek to provide some form for control.

Journalists worldwide and other people have been stealing ISKCON’s energy to produce propaganda and change the world. This is mor evident in the UK where Donald Trump is visible as the controller of our cuntry being on the BBC more than politicians and the monarch King Charles who appears in photo form on some blog sites but does not direct the flow of the country and address the nation regularly – leaving a black hole for his son Prince William to fill with potentially 20-30 years out in the open and hostage to world media to then sit down as King after having posed as a normal person. The health implications of this are huge and the NHS has caused a backlog in court cases being actioned as the country struggle to work as the newspapers are blanket banned from writing on the monarchy.

‘Do you think you speak to the Monarch or Politician when you write?’ The question could be posed to writers and journalists alike to gain a better understanding of the mind being a channel (and a busy one at that) or conduit between oneself and other forces to better elicit the nature of change that quantum physics is proving exists in America with the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know? It could set up a safer field for journalism to voice itself and the self of a journalist could be better understood with writers to belong to England’s country and stop polluting overseas nations. This would fall in line with Yogic practices and deal with the ignorance in the mental health fields who have not thought to ask of journalists how they feel about such matters and the large effect on the British landscape mental health is going to have as it stays away from Monarchs and Politicians due to political correctness and grace.

Jesus said it is better to save one’s soul than gain the world and writing on my phone is helping me to do this. Since 2017 I have been writing online and by and large have considered it a public matter like American businessmen and politicians dumping tea in the ocean because they have too much stock and want to influence politics. Jesus called me wealthy in spite of being financially poor and since 2017 I can see what he means as I write to dump my knowledge of world affairs and spiritual matters with religious implications into easily accessible channels for spies to access and to change things ahead of me actually going live when I start to publish my articles on my poetry webpage.

I had a vision of my work being studied when I was writing books on Amazon Books which I mailed to China and which Buddha said made £400 Trillion. It was one of my works being studied while I was alive and of universities being concurrent with the modern time and being asked to update themselves with spy records and to study biography with all access to technology as it exists today. This would have far reaching consequences with journalism and with the right to request telephone conversations to better understand one’s subject. Biographies are a habit of the West and weigh in political discussions and the choices and decisions that world leaders make and they rely on academics and journalists to cooperate with police and security and intelligence forces to supply the best possible data upstream so the lower classes get value from their taxes and the taxes they can’t pay with decent living standards in their home and access to salvation. These routes take into account complex interconnected ways and benefit from idealism such as mine about such vast sums of money educating the blogosphere and helping Krishna to create the internet so it is better used by resources as time goes by.

You would have thought that leaders in academic fields would have visited ISKCON to get over their racism when visiting India and learn the meditation there and get over their anti-religious banter and laments about how not fun Christianity was in its youth. Instead they signed the country over to Professor Richard Dawkins who wiped the bookshelves clean of mysteries and mysticism and has killed our nations journalism and TV for some sort of national vendetta that nobody can quite place because the politicians and monarchs were not there to give a head to the debate on ideas that Professor Dawkins and other academics hosted in the name of atheism. These routes take their own course in time and suffering from them at the bottom of society as myself and Ritesh do never having really worked and being of low means to join with our mother in her retirement with little money from her pension to afford grand gestures and handsome living – all that remains is for me to play host to my imagination that one day I will publish these articles on my poetry webpages and the images of people will meet with people I email my blog to provide and actual effect on readers rather than the imagined one I am having with spies monitoring mobile phones and blogs throughout the world. They have been informed of my past lives and monitored phone calls from India about my religious status so let’s leave it at that.

Scientologists make room for Matter Energy Space and Time in their religion and work to gain more knowledge and control over these areas of life to increase their level of communication with the varying levels of the self around them and the world and universe at large. This is like the Buddhist meditation which gradually expands and includes others with oneself and expands to include Space and Time themselves as particles of the universe to join in the quantum soup. I hope to expand Time and Space with Krishna’s majesty and grace and provide more room for journalists and writers to look at the field differently and create more and be more relaxed to efficiently serve the needs of community organising that Barack Obama left behind and that ordinary hard working MPs take into account as a matter of normal life all the time.

18/05/2026

August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

After being up most of the night since 2am and listening to mantras and writing on my iPhone I felt the need to shower and meditate. I see that I am dealing with Krishna’s energy like a metaphysical poet and facing issues of consciousness that will need more time for meditation in the future. At the moment I don’t feel like chanting the Mahamantra Hare Rama Hare Rama Hare Krishna though I keep my beads with me as I sit down to meditate. Uttering the mantra a few times brings peace and places the journey ahead of me to control Krishna’s energy while engaging in working life as a graduate. The energy work comes from my brother who used to practice it in the 1990s and my mother has meditated each morning since the 1990s and controls her energy well. I don’t know too much about their techniques of meditations and speculate a lot – the focus has very much been on getting me better and finding some occupation for me to balance myself with since 2002 and losing my career at Jones Day.

I have a wealth of knowledge to draw on from the 2000s and am reminded that searching for God is something I started doing as a 12 year old and this was brought up from past lives and was very serious as a young adult now that I find socialising hard at work and mixing with 16-24 year olds at my computer station for £18K a year as part of an apprenticeship to prove the UK economy works and that it is possible to come back from an NHS diagnosis and function normally in society.

World leaders suffer from cultural amnesia. They have lived long and far and wide and cannot keep up with the incessant need for derivation and journalism testing their biographical details. By and large it is likely the journalists are ill themselves and suffer from an ailing health service they struggle to report a bias science in the name of brain science and medication to tout the thing they fear for want of money.

One of the missions I have as a writer is to jog the memory of people to experience Formalism through my writing and be defamiliarised from the numbness of feeling the chaos of modern life and see themselves in a deeper reality. I hope you heal the Dalai Lama’s memory through spiritual channels and help him with youthfulness as I experience my twenties a lot of the time and I am sure he will let my healing gifts rub off on his friends as well.

Atheism was a necessary juncture. God needed to not exist so He could take a break from the continuum and experiment with other forms of His vast arsenal against evil.

Pundits feel insecure speaking English and addressing English people. They are conscious of customs and social manners and feel ill at ease with official meetings and are far from the fashion and culture of people like myself and British Asians who benefit from New Age Romanticism and all the yoga in the gyms to brand Hinduism into cults of personality with Guru and Maya to shelter people from the absolute and fathom the depths of despair that Arjuna put on show that separate families and keep them away from temples and focussed on 9-5 living.

Pakistan is in the news politically in a positive light for a change. It is trying to broker a deal between the Americans and the Iranians. This is a long way from the pariah state that has been blocked from world view and is rarely nowadays reported without the word terrorist attached to it. The Indians look on with troubled waters between the two nations and observe how the Americans sucked the life out of Indian colonial history and left it in the hands of youthful academics too inexperienced to grant India Hindu and religious status and palming off Narendra Modhi to the trigger happy journalists as an extremist because he is a Hindu at all.

The special relationship between the UK and America exists on many levels. By and large it is something dominated by the journalists in public as they enquire into questions of stability and fierce competition as the two nations thrash out deals and iron out trade deals to bolster budgets and create wealth the countries can depend on. But I have noticed that this relationship is spiritual and the two countries are tied together by energy as I was up this morning healing the divide and seeing how much energy the relationship takes to not isolate one individual but keep going back and forward between the two countries. I can see California for my love of films and Washington for the knowledge of politics I have and that is enough to meld these two countries together energetically and with light and healing to get them to realise that the world is not infinite as Jon Bon Jovi sings in Limitless but limited to one resource we must all share. The British look on as America attacks Iran and has spent a fair bit of money covering Gaza and Israel on the build up to this war. It may take the Chinese under King William to fix the media matters now that the rug and tug has been pulled away from India’s shores with Amitabh Bachchan’s planned dominance of foreign markets for decades after his death such that his son has lost out and find that nobody wants to hear from him after being stung by Bollywood’s cheesy take on American and English markets.

One of the problems in the UK is the lack of elderly care for women in the Hindu diaspora. This is compounded with snobbery from both English and Indian people that the Indians think they are better than the English because their children don’t send their elders to retirement homes and they stay at home with their children. This has been quite the sticking point for some decades now and goes to sexual politics between the two tribes about pornography as well and who are the better children as yoga takes off and breaks new ground.

I heal ghosts past present and future. They are evident on the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering.

I am a God.

I have created a journal of my self discovery online for world governments to spy on and detect transformations so their medical fashions change over time and not with rapid requests from American spiritual teachers using YouTube and confusing British people.

It’s just Christina prayer manifesting as thought and the Dharma.

There is a point in the spiritual journey which is both inside and outside of time when God looks at you and you have to look back and make a match of the formless and world of forms. This involves seeing what you can in the world of form with Gods and Goddesses in the world of the imagination while experiencing what He needs you to go through in private while not disclosing these experiences to the family and social circle around you. It is excruciating and can leave you in agony but the promise of perfection and the examples of saints gone before you has to be worth it and worth struggling for as you march on as an indiviudal and praise the Lord in the process.

Where did 2 billion people come from since World War 2 in China and India and how much has changed in the reporting of Partition politics since social media took off and what will be shifted to AI as its responsibility when good old fashioned conspiracies will do? Srila Prabhupada said the earth can hold 15 billion people and writes quite apart from the successful stories of capitalism that the Americans put forward and other people follow too.

What is the status of something on the internet when it comes to proving historical sources?

Quite how I did healing in my youth is beyond me: I was engaged in the material process so I was preoccupied with searching and believing in a higher power while facing obstacles and blocks in my path. My time at Oxford was not like other people and now I look back I was seeking God and bathing in the Golden Light. My time in London was karma and a bit dark and dealing with householder years living with actors from LAMDA and basically paying for people who live in drugs dens and have their lives ruined by drugs. Since then my experiences have been a lot of more explicitly of a healing nature and spiritual and religious of a kind. There was even an earthquake near Maida Vale in the 2000s to put me on the register as having an effect on earth as natural disasters accompanied the spiritually gifted to show the world in chaos and imbalance as George Walker Bush looked on at Hurricane Katrina and other natural disasters with his team for whom he sought employment opportunities.

Since then I have learned that the Krishna and Christ Consciousness devotee can open portals in space and say prayers for other people and do healing for them in ways not accompanied by texts and not explaining in modern techniques of mind body spirit.

Neasden Temple is a focus point for Hinduism in the UK without actually being the head temple for the Hindu Council UK. It is a centrepiece of architecture and wealth and beckons questions from Brahman how it was constructed and manifested there. Before it takes place as Britains central temple there needs to be a reconciliation with the Church of England to sort out premises for the Hindus to augment worship in the UK and to fit in with being English over time. Shree Geeta Bhwan is eclipsed by the Nishkam Centre for Sikhism on the Soho Road and is not the West Midlands head temple. The Hindus are more of a community based group that I don’t fit in with as I do not speak Hindi or Punjabi and can only communicate in English. The same goes for my elder brother Ritesh who is very close to me as we both circle our 50s and have received no support from the Temples in the UK who really only care about wealth and how much money you have and your social status while putting on show transcendental matters to please the Gita fashions of Shiva and Ganesh in the modern age.

Imagine a famous white had rebirthed; how would his predicament be different to mine and my brothers?

Why do Hindus say a Golden Age is upon us when ISKCON state that The Golden Age won’t advent for another 460,000 years? Who was responsible for claiming that the full Vedas were being chanted at Shree Geeta Bhwan around 2015 over four days and where did the Maha Yugyas go to Vishnu at that time? Who designed the extensions and refurbished the Temple and when did the Hanuman extension come along and who built it and is that Indra who’s addition had been delayed due to prayers with Krishna and concerning Govardhana Hill and who is the God ‘Buddh’ that is being worshipped in the Hanuman enclave with Rahu and Ketu? See how closed off Hinduism is from the public and from a process of questioning and answering and how this damages lives such as ours with our mum shut out from enquiring about herself being called to the Temple and being asked to dismantle her home mandir and stop praying to Durga by some people in India. They never kept in touch and did not want to know us after that and never asked to speak to me while dealing with my brother there at the Temple as well.

All of Zeus’s knowledge is inside Amitabh Bachchan. He stands to die in energy on the YouTube and streaming services online with no record of his life or achievements.

As the forms of Gurus and Swamis come to me, I am reminded how influential the form of a Buddha was in my youth as Priests stop by to warn me of over stimulating the senses like I did in my childhood when the TV was always on in my spare time from studying and when I did not listen to music when studying and only to take a break. I would watch American sitcoms and films and also British TV when it was organised commercially on channels 1-4. I have lost touch with British dramas and just watch quiz shows now as the BBC sometimes becomes unbearable for the news it asks you to keep up with in your time off from work. It appears stressful but it is just Krishna measuring things and looking at living conditions and encouraging me to see my self from a different perspective. If I can come from the backgrounds I have and become a meditator and Krishna consciousness with Christ after suffering from bad yoga teachers then there I hope for other people in Britain to withstand the onslaught of the senses from America as they try to warn us about the dangers of Islam and too many gods and goddesses to spoilt the broth after 2012 and shifts in media fashions.

What would have happened to all this work of mine had my mother not been grounded in dharma. She maintained a firm rooting in her family through decades of technological change – something that sweeped the globe as twelve brothers and sisters travelled on holiday plans while they kept up working duties and kept up with changing family laws under the Bhagavad Gita. She received harrowing phone calls for the better part of a decade from India which she still won’t share with me about the nature of both of her sons and had to face the modern world of religion with only YouTube and her wits to determine their future since 2002. It’s all well and good that Archbishop Justin Welby visits Shree Geeta Bhawan on an undated and fairly invisible trip but my mum had to visit the Temple and pray for us while the world raged on and all my friends carried on their corporate careers and I struggleed with my brother’s role as a Healer and someone who was into transcendentalism long ago into the 1980s and 1990s to eschew the world of materialism which I seemed to have lost with no marriage and career since seeing the Dalai Lama in 2002 and getting warned about my mental health by the NHS that year two with a mention of psychosis and then depression in 2004 with some suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harm.

My mother had only pure values to lean on and rituals of old India with good food and healing at home and some strange visits to Muslims and Sikhs as she visited the Hindu Temple on her own as myself and Ritesh stayed home during the 2000s. There was even a trip to India for the three of us at the behest of a Hindu pundit where we visited religious men and said prayers in foreign languages and made us eat paper as they spoke against the Djinn. To think of a mother praying and meditating each day that her two sons don’t lose their good souls is heartbreaking for how much Santosh has been through.

I feel guilty that I used to go to Nightclubs since I was 15 and take evenings to go out working at a Bar to give me money to spend on my social scene while I was in the sixth form at school. Being born with such a transcendental brother makes me feel egregiously materialistic by comparison and helps me to balance the gap in my learning of house and marriage and mortgage as per Dharma – both Hindu and Buddhist as well as Sikh. Christianity is pro marriage so you need a place to live so it necessitates work and a house and one can presume that Islam and Judaism preach common sense to the African religions to warn them of too much mysticism as seems to be the case in my life. The past 25 years have been spent paying for the previous ones as my fiftieth year approaches and struggle to live well in the material world. American firms still cut in on my consciousness and Krishna studies the mind with the USA in balance so that Shiva can teach the religion of Hinduism and show me the devil of the Guru that has been haunting this world and me for a long time. You could even see that Shiva has made himself smaller than Guru Nanak to teach the religion of Sikhism where scripture is not as forthcoming as Christianity to preach the virtues of Guru Nanak after all that kind of Mind Body and Spirit caused me to fall over and have a nervous breakdown online between the years of 2017-2024 and summon Krishna to some esoteric thought with Arjuna dialogue with Krishna to balance the emptiness and space between myself and the world of reality and forms.

Rama told me that he would affect the literary tradition as a result of my life;s work and not affect Sanata Dharma or Advaita Vedanta. He bore in mind the curriculum I studied at Oxford and the Culture of Rational Dissent I studied under Professor Isabel Rivers and the Postmodern Hybrid Self that I studied under Professor Peter McDonald. I studied Salman Rushdie under Professor Jon Mee of York University and Old English under Professor Matt Townend of York too. I also read about African American literature and I guess they would be helpful in society about mental health and hearing voices with the British Asian self that was declared fragmented and potentially mongrel when viewed from aristocratic sources as the Royal We bears in on the Royal College of Psychiatrists with the then Queen’s English being busy in our youth and affecting out household with my mum’s role as educator and her own learning under Queen Elizabeth 2nd to influence me to study English and pass on Theology and Psychology at university as alternative choices I bore in mind while my brother read Walden and carried on quietly in the background being supportive and unemployed as a Unicorn since failing his A-Levels and dealing with political correctness say nobody fails in life and look on as New Age markets and the world of Drs took over with Dr Deepak Chopra, Dr Wayne Dyer, Dr Pillai and Dr Judy Satori managed their own roles and religions and saying in the dharma of Free Tibet and the golden age of 2012 as well.

It is my hope that my writing articles will lead to Mind Body and Spirit books being studied in British universities so that new and exciting ways of researching can be developed to put in requests for internet since the 1980s. I have been vocal about The Age of Aquarius, The Golden Age, The Human Potential Movement, Sathya Yuga and Kali Yuga and even an Age of Shiva that passes us by as human citizens on an Earth that is getting too clogged up online and drama and art is suffering as the Chinese lay in waste to build a Chinese centre at St Hugh’s College to not be asked to join in these movements of the Mind body Spirit moevment in what has been called one of the most racist countries on Earth by the UN.

Allah told me to question the Bhagavad Gita As It Is which I read in 2004 He said ” Did that book say you were going to have an experience?!” to better assess the road ahead and expectations of British academics and authors to jump down spiritually advanced straits with Mind Body Spirit with all the charlatans Jesus can see in them.

Not one politician started a blog and addressed the population from a webpage in spite of advancing themselves on social media and the news leaving us to ask what the Self is that is claimed by New Age thinkers to be oneself that is being forced on India and Africa and what Christianity is being imparted to them and by what leaders as the Chinese look on for their tormented role with religion since Chairman Mao’s famous saying “Religion is evil”. We are left to buy books written by cronies of populations that love hurt lives as a result of how MPs and Royalty have used the internet while academics leave off appearing on the TV that has been in decline ever since the 1990s and the advent of satellite TV.

If I was to travel to Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple – what is the estimation of time that it takes for that journey to occur with all the heavenly import that is involved in my attending organised worship? How long would the car journey take in terms of theories of relatively and what would my thoughts be like?

As I write this blog up on my webpage my mind is busy thinking about who I can contact and advertise to and ask for money as I sit with my spirit guides William Shakespeare and William Blake and others.

Jehovah told me He had subjected me to the Passion of the Christ and tortured me in my bedroom following my mental health incarceration in a mental hospital. A part of this penance was the image of a yogi or Buddha in lotus pressed firmly on my consciousness promising plenty of good things and peace and blissful visions that never came true. This feature will be something the NHS needs to study in relation to Yoga and the mental health of citizens who study yoga and then fall ill. Hinduism is not going to take responsibility for this colonial game and Pilates has already come to show the British are aware of its original form and fashion for make believe and change.

I have come to move Salman Rushdie along in the English Canon and change the way that English is written and make things simpler in the English universities and unblock the internet for English studies. Salman Rusdhie was on The Bill Maher Show on HBO talking about Iran and Sunni and Shia muslims in the 2000s and is quite the academic and celebrity in some social circles and holds some sway on Youtube and social media channels.

Being a university Don is too stressful and they are not evolving and don’t have time to enjoy their lifestyles. Tenure is up for review and the BBC need to relinquish their hold on the universities as spies and their hold on the NHS for what they did to Andrew Mountbatten and Peter Mandelson running out of news and seeking a pathway to King Charles who needs to concentrate on his universities and set the agenda for them to build England in the future.

My life has changed since 2002 when I saw the Dalai Lama in India and I have seen many strange visions and used statues in my home to transfer my attention to. This fashion has given way to energy being something that I am concerned rules my mind and through which my mind wants to speak and I get frightened occasionally about my mental health being so much under restraint and hiding these things from other people including my family makes me feel paranoid and adds to the decade of mental health problems I have already had. That’s all these things are is mental health problems and things that the NHS would talk to me about in normal terms and not dig up my personal background to understand the path to empirical and spiritual enlightenment I am on.

I have had profound visions with Sathya Sai Baba too and since seeing Krishna and a history of other Gods and Goddesses in 2013 I fear the attempts of well meaning but misguided Drs to understand things without availing themselves of American psychological progress and their tradition of spirituality as well.

I have experienced some outlandish states of consciousness and express them well on these blogs so that various vices can be studied and mental health can be better understood in relation to various topics. Yoga and Writing in English are two of them but they also go back to my transcendental family roots with serious religious undertones starting with my father’s upbringing in an Indian boarding school in Nanithal in India and my mother’s progress and growth along the spiritual path to differentiate herself from her family and embark on a path and period of self study on her spiritual journey.

This augmented with a change of reality to study under the Indian Guruma Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and learn of Adi Shakti Ma how to meditate and channel energies. I studied J Krishnamurti in 2000-2002 and became fanatical about his teachings such that I broke down in India in 2002 and experienced a cosmic vision of the Dalai Lama to voice the groupie mentality that surrounds him today and express my thanks to be able to support Yoga in the UK and write about experiences that others might go through on the subjective path to Hell that those things lead to as Jesus looks on from above and leave Priests in power in Churches to wonder what a Zoroastrian King Charles makes of it all as the Roman Catholic Church looks on after King Charles recent visit there to the Vatican beckoning the question when will the Pope repay the compliment and visit the UK.

Sathya Sai Baba’s website when he declares his purpose as an avatar who has come to teach the path of love is influential in decoding my work and writing and blocks me up.

Similiarly J Krishnamurti’s speech on Truth is a Pathless Land and when he says that he has come to set man unconditionally free is an blockage in my self and takes up room in heaven with poets and writers gathering around me to see what he means as I freed up his karma and moved him to the Buddha realms and handled his prophecy that it would take 800 years to work out his physical body. This was COVID.

I am prevented from joining the Hare Krishna Temple in Birmingham due to political reasons. One night I felt a large Havaan come from India to tell me to stop chanting Hare Krishna about 10 years ago. It would be affecting their karma and changing their worlds and heavenly planets. All of Amitabh Bachcan’s karma was in that Havaan.

In 2012, Prince Charle visited Neasden Temple in London with Kajol and Ajay Devgan.

In 2002 when I was in India, the ghosts and Djinn haunted me and said the Mind is Sick. The Mind is the World and needs healing. This is why I am here and sacrifice my wealth to work at home and write so that world leaders can organise their meetings and shepherd the people better after 2012. The problem was too much knowledge came out after 2012 from the Mayan Gods and that was my karma with Xenu from a past life as a Mayan God and the world leaders tried to mainstream 2012 spiritual karma and this left the armies in a disarray. There will be an argument about books that the British universities have to settle and Dr Deepak Chopra has 100 books that need to be studied in the universities as Aung San Syu Ki looks on and sees her karma disappear for the threat to democracy that such a shift in reading habits threatens.

I had a terrifying instance of travelling on the airplane in 2012 when I was coming back from France. I was dating a woman in London in 2010 and noticed that I became afraid of heights and some karma was involved with the married woman I was seeing who was afraid of heights. Her fear was cured and I was frightened and needed to sit down. On our flights to Israel I noticed that I was scared to take off – something that hadn’t happened before and I had been on many flights and normally been fine. When I was flying back from France I had the feeling of expanded awareness and could sense far and wide and was terrified for feeling the ocean underneath and feared travelling astrally outside of my body.

It lasted as long as the plane was in the air and I have never been back on board an airplane since then and do not have the need to as Shiva said he was doing a medical with Sadhguru’s Aadhi Yogi and the secrets of the Golden Age available with Yoga spreading over the globe.

The UK needs to review its lecture lists in the UK. The Americans put pressure on them for more corporately sponsored and politically relevant materials to be televised.

What has my mother seen in terms of inflation as the parent of two sons? She was responsible for looking after us while we were very young as our father was absent and tending to his family in India. So she would collect family tax credit and give us pocket money. Now she keeps her budget on the laptop and manages her personal finances knowing that the younger son is independent while the elder one struggles to live on benefits due to shifting fashions and culture and after I started writing in 2017. How will Ritesh manage the rest of his life alone and who will he talk to in private to deal with his views on economy and inflation – it’s not all spirituality and we don’t all have to be Robert Peston or Martin Lewis to get by.

My mother never had grandchildren and the relatives at Jeff and Sudesh Cole’s family dinners to insult her and her children regularly for not keeping up with the Jones’s. To be a fly on the wall and listen to Madan Mohan’s opinionated mind about the Rishi family wouldn’t be a very nice thing to do and all we can do is sit still and listen to his ear bashing on the phone whenever it does come through and mum still plays the waiting game and gets us to have a word with uncle. All I ever hear is “do you think you’re above that” and the same chatter resolves to play its part about religious stigma and who is the truly best family and who is really religious with Kamlesh Turner sticking her beak in and having something to say about everything.

Seeing the difference in Mum since my brother brought a stray cat in off the streets and we have been looking after him for five years is remarkable. She is warm and affectionate to the cat and looks after him like taking care of a child – something the relatives chided her for as she looked after her younger sister Nutan’s countless hours on the phone as she was safeguarded from the gossip mongers and this who want something in return for nothing as they climb socially and escalate their concerned matters to the head of the table.

Humanism was bound up with the Renaissance but kept in Royal hands as Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask “what a piece of work is a man?” and “what’s in a name?” We know these things now and have sampled humanism for ourselves to have it at our feet for a new Millennium to see in the advent of Krishna’s next avatar. The last incarnation was a lot more humane than Jesus and revelled in the earth and is on show at ISKCON. The lesser powers of this God being signs of Kali Yuga and the descent into madness that we experience as modernity.

17/05/2026

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In 2002 after I came back from India and before I joined Jones Day, I had a vision of the night sky covered in asteroids and a cosmic shower. The musician Sting write Send Your Love and described a time when “kingdoms were falling”. I could see the night sky covered with astrological change and shifting energies but I was powerless to do anything about it. I had to listen to the pundits on the phone from India and give up meat and eggs in biscuits and heal my state of consciousness from India. My mum had brought her duvet into my room and was sleeping in my double bed where I was sweating buckets and having visions of Darth Veda because I was having problems giving up smoking. These times were further healed by a vision of Scooby Doo wanted to fight the baddies – Spirit told me this was like me and told me to leave the fighting to those who had the Qi and told me to carry on with my purpose and go and work at Jones Day law firm in London. How times are different from then in 2002 and now it is 2006 I can reveal that in 2013 Krishna’s mum visited me and said to forgive myself sexually and she hit my throat with the back of her pony tail and said to open my throat chakra.

This was after listening to Dr Pillai’s Thiru Neela Kantham mantra and focussing on blue light and the throat in 2009. During that time I also listened to a chant to control the 9 planets and there were details about an androgyne sitting on a bull. In 2013 I had a vision of this creature in my garden and he said he had taken a shit in my garden and left some cow shit where my mum had planted some seeds from India after the Pundits on the phone said to do this and sent them over from India. So before I get excited and quit my job because I am working with Qi that enables me to use my mobile phone, the same with China – they have ancient remedies and same with Tibetan Buddhism – they have a culture that needs preserving and this is why there are three 5G towers near my house in quite a low economic bracket area. A new 24 hour ASDA manifested in 2013 and the Dalai Lama could be seen to be studying Tibetan culture and his three point plan for Tibetan Autonomy was revealed in Evolutionary Enlightenment by Andrew Cohen with Shantideva’s vow changed into an eternal evolutionary vow. It is with note that the Dalai Lama took Shantideva’s Boddhisattva vow off his website in 2013 when I went to a mental hospital and I had become aware of this in 1998 when I was on my year out from Oxford University and dealing with the Scientologists.

In 2014 while I was having dinner at Sabai Sabai in Harborne I had a vision of the Dalai Lama behind me and it said I was enlightening him. The Goddess Sati had been to see me and said she was responsible for it and that he was being made younger as a result of my enlightenment with Krishna and using his energy in 2014 and that he was being enlightened sexually to that he could study sex in the world in the afterlife as a result of my deeds and level of sexual prowess that had augmented with a relationship with a Jewish millionairess in 2010 in London and was embarassing me as having sex on CCTV in hotel rooms and spied on by Mi5 and governments worldwide to align with my role as a Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who was trapped behind glass to represent Maya and the illusions of the world that keep me hidden and ask for me to write a lot of mysticism here and reveal my relationship with the Dalai Lama of Tibet stemming from aeons when I used to know him and have studied Qi with the Buddha before and use it now to partake in ordinary life and wake up at 4 and meditate before leaving the house at 5.30 to get the bus to start work at 8 in Birmingham Business Park. It is not forever but it gives me a chance to write down my life’s journey and hopefully get some help from the NHS and Tony Blair’s statement that “we don’t do God” while I do and direct the WiFi to Tibet with collation of myself to Potala Palace in Lhasa and help the Chinese with Dao. Xi Xin Ping is hosting Donald Trump at the moment and things look peaceful for the war in the Middle East and the row over the Strait of Hormuz so hopefully this will be the last of of it from the Americans for some time and things will calm down and we can settle the deal in Israel with Chinese support and they can come forward by the time of Prince William’s reign to take part in world affairs and help with the balancing of Qi on the planet and spread Daoism in the world to help with Yoga and journeys into consciousness that are not backed up by medical support.

The trouble I face in life said Kali Mata one day while I was at Creative Support is from the black man and the young black man’s bad behaviour and unruly nature. If I was set free the racial profiling would esteem him to be given permission to act in a sense of freedom and I recall growing up and seeing their gangster ways and seeing how different these are from my spiritual ways. Now that I am older I can trace their roots to spirituality too and Christianity with their parents of Islam with the Nation of Islam and see how my later years took in Hare Krishna to control myself and stop myself from carpet bombing black people with a new religion. It is written online that Krishna’s name means Black and this code is taken to mean that Krishna came to the world to help the Asians feel like Black people reclaiming themselves with ISKCON and to fight racial injustice the same way that black people do with a new narrative and make freedom their enemy as they rebel against The Man and have issues dealing with sex life and the rise of White Girl with feminism in the west providing them with opportunities to look after themselves and become independent.

Rather than claim a new religious space for myself these blogs are designed to help me balance racial enquiries into my nature at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and help my brother feel more safe to come out of hiding as a Unicorn and a New Age Christ of Facebook and social media with white lightening and Qi work of his own and to help me become independent as I start driving lessons again to refresh myself after passing my test nearly 10 years ago. It is a normal things to demand a pundit can drive a car in the UK as Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple has a car with private government licence plates and fits in with Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to not abandon the battlefield to pray but to carry on his family duties and enact his station in life as a soldier. I am a normal man born to two parents in Birmingham and Parmod Rishi and Santosh Rishi divorced in 1988 splitting my Qi up and I can reclaim my energies as an enlightened man to write these enlightened blogs and make some money for myself and actually have things in my 40s after years as an ascetic who rebounded Maya while having sexual relations with women at Oxford and in London not to mention the girlfriends I had while at school in Birmingham to separate me from my brother’s energy who renounced women while at the Church of Scientology and faced the Suppressive People who wanted to take his karma and convert him to Christianity.

I started going to Church in 2024 to see what it was like and now go to St Gabriel’s in Weoley Castle because I need to take care of my inheritance and see that I am blessed by Christ and that I have a safe place to be buried as I don’t speak Hindi and do not mix with the congregation at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple in Handsworth for all the culture it enjoys with the Soho Road and decided of immigration culture since the Asians invaded England and brought with them good and evil as well as the titans of industry linked to Colonial India and partition that makes it hard for me to communicate myself and get out of the doldrums and live a healthy life. Travelling 4-5 hours on the bus each day is a lot to take and I hope to end this soon and get on with my job of being a writer and enlightening the surface of humanity soon.

When I started writing Amazon was worth $280 billion. It is now worth $2.25 trillion. Similarly Facebook changed it’s name to Meta from the Buddhist name for collective thought Mehta and Twitter has become Malcolm X’s identity stomping ground X.

These changes and more have come about since 2012 and the advent of Golden Age policies in America while the rich get richer and do deals and take from the Enlightened people they have been spying on since the Patriot Act. It was with this spying n mind that I formed six companies while a writer on Amazon Books during the years 2017-2020 and the dissolved them to keep with my corporate identity as a writer subject to spying while using Light Work and abusing his family dynamics at home in Weoley Castle. Mr brother no longer uses Facebook so much and has developed rashes on his feet and body through excessive use of Qi and the companies I created were estimated by the Buddha to make £400 Trillion. They were: Akaash Rishi Consulting, Akaash Rishi Publishing, Akaash Rishi Law and three others I cannot recall. I wrote 50 books and controlled my Qi on medication under the NHS for Bipolar Disorder while the Drs did not talk to me about the work I was doing or the Hare Krishna chants I was chanting for four years at the time.

In the 1700s the English poet William Blake answered critics about Shakespeare being the greatest poet with his own firebrand of writing that was unique, fresh and exciting. He was deeply Christian and wrote the Marriage and Heaven and Hell and Songs on Innocence and Experience as well as many other things in his collected works. he was challenged by the European theologian who wanted to introduce concepts of energy into Christian thought and rebelled against him as he used etching to make his poems into frames and prints and set them out in a unique way.

I am doing this by setting my poetry against the internet and am using Krishna’s energy over Qi to align my lifetime as a Hindu with buddha saving grace in China that I have not actually had a Buddhist life on earth before but have studied Buddhism with him in the afterlife. When I was writing during 2017-2024 I wrote 112 blogs and used Facebook, Twitter and Instagram – something I hope researchers will learn to submit requests for and develop newer and safer ways of researching English and reading Theosophy and higher thought into it so that Drs can not call it time wasting and we can read Mind Body Spirit books alongside it to elevate our consciousness and worship our Gods and Goddesses. The principle of Goddesses is very important to the Golden Age and the 2012 movement was at least in part about this fact.

It can’t have been easy being my mother or brother since my trip to India in 2002 and one of two nervous breakdowns I have had. They saw me in a worse state and have seen me go through medical processes so grotesque that I have become obese and put on so much weight under British psychiatric care that deserves court action to rescue my name and karma from under the rubble of racism and prejudice and bigotry about organised religion and subjectivity so that my writing is read again fairly and my mother and brother get good lives and are able to mingle in society and with the Hindu fraternity at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple away from the cat calls of the Mohan and Turner family challenging us to prove we are Rishis and talking shit about ancient India as they live as immigrants in this country and know nothing of our history here as British people under Anglo Saxon heritage and Roman descendants under Stoic principles that tie us to American wealth and dynamics as we push forward in the twenty first century.

The Dalai Lama said that EnlightenNext was dealing with the 4-5% of wealth holders and that I was dealing with the 1% who work in universities. This is contrary to my brother’s asceticism and he will need to see the way the internet has developed education from the bullying that occurs in schools during our youth and bear in mind that our mother went to secondary school here while out father was schooled in Nanithal in the Himalayan Mountains at BVC Mandir where they did Hindu religious sacrifices as part of the schools routine.

While I was writing during 2017-2024 and self publishing books on Amazon Books I had in mind the Dalai Llama’s saying that he is like ordinary people and every person is the Dalai Lama. I abided with the NHS medical services in the UK and Jehovah said he was doing ALIEN OBS on me and my family under the laws of England and measuring them with Jerusalem after I had visited the Holy City in 2011.

I created a vessel for myself to serve as the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and to shift data to his reincarnation to help the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet’s rebirth decide if he wants to be the 15th incarnation or not. I used to be a Devi in India where he has spent most of his lifetime in Dharamsala and he has said that he could choose to be a beautiful woman in his next lifetime.

I also created a vessel for myself for Sathya Sai Baba and his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar for his writing translated into English when we are all avatar of God and incarnations of the sublime theory of humanity evolving towards Oneness. I realised this as a white light on the phone and sent a transmission through to Prashanti Nilyam and their headquarters in India to modernise while I used social media for insurance purposes and to safeguard myself as a Healer for mental health purposes with my brother and mother and absent father being located in Loco Parenti at Oxford University and with my old school teachers in Birmingham. Sathya Sai Baba was an advocate for a Golden Age where poverty would be eradicated and I wanted to secure my name against his project.

There was a telling moment in the Transformer’s films when Optimus Prime lost his famous nonviolent streak and threatened to kill Americans who had betrayed the Autobots. I recall feeling empathy for this time and getting fed up with American Politics and violence at the time. I can see the Royal Family was to blame as well.

In 2014 Shree Rama told me my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands and he was having a look at me like Shirdi Sai Baba to be of Birmingham and to be granted religious status and to be regarded as a devotee of God after many decades is struggling to fit in and being lost in the Maya since joining the schools in Great Britain with my elder brother who has been at home since 1999 praying and getting on as a Healer for the Age of Aquarius whilst shepherding my mother after her incarnation with Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and who ended her long term relationship with Karamat Ali in the 2010s and come back home and bought the property after her right to buy scheme and base rate mortgage at 1.5%.

Krishna said that women like my mother have destroyed Temples in the past and warns me of politics trapping her in her family home for relationships and the Gunas and her over active self with two young sons and the needs she has to defend herself. These sorts of women get too involved in Temple life after experiencing family trauma and the film Mother India is a good one to look at as she is preventing from resting and praying in her old age and mixing with Hindu Society.

I am a member of the website Vedic Folks and have had 25 Vedic sacrifices performed in mine and my families name called Homams/ Havaans there. They charge about £90 for the service and transmit a live broadcast for you to watch as they read your family’s name out while they perform the Yajna.

My mum was born in Kenya Nairobi in 1953 and celebrates two birthdays. One is on the 26th September when she was born and one is on the 28th when her birth certificate was registered. She was one of 13 children that are listed on my home page in the family tree and their parents name was Bimla Devi Mohan and Sohan Lal Mohan. Onkar Nath Channan of the WOBO and the Calgary judiciary circuit was best man at their wedding and has been to visit us in the 2000s when mum’s cousin Sureshka told them I was unemployed after hearing reports of my divinity from India. He spent the day telling me about his worldly success as a self made man and later tried to get me to emigrate to Canada and work for his daughter in a law firm. That would have split me and my brother up – something the extended family has been trying to do since we were very young. How do they cope with Hindu special powers now that we are out of the Soul Cages of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth with its rich history with the Soho Road where Apna Sangeet came in the 2010s and recorded a song about the Soho Road and made a YouTube video for it.

Was Shakespeare an Avatar? Would he be regarded as a God today? What about William Blake’s special powers to play with energy in Hell?

15/05/2026

August 29, 2026August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

I was about 15 when I realised I could not get married. I was listening to the Hindi film soundtrack Sajaan and meditating on family weddings that had taken place. In particular my uncle Dipak and aunty Madhu’s wedding in a Church in Kings Heath ranged that I would never be able to have that as I don’t speak Hindi. Not being a Church goer Christian culture wa sout of the window and now I look around and wonder what the future could bring with someone to replace my mother and be there for me when she is gone. Now that I have started to express myself properly online that person could be of a Indian background and accepting of Ritesh’s brahmacharya and rivalling of Gandhi on sexual grounds while forgiving my frisky path where I tried the path of love and sex to good ruin and was stopped by my mother who sent me to a mental hospital to get some help in 2013 after the Drs had diagnosed me with depression in 2004 when I was suicidal and had serious thoughts about ending my life with a knife purchased at the Taj Mahal. I am however married to Krishna and his energy and this is enough time travelling about such romantic patterning as I heal the darkness of my youth and the depression of my despair like Arjuna crying out in the wilderness Why Is This Happening To Me.

It is happening because our elder cousin Ranvir set up a rivalry and trod on dangerous soil testing the waters after relics of old phoned through in 2002 and their phone records have been wiped. It is because the British Hindu no longer socialises in Churches but in big venues and destination weddings as they match the economy and lose their hearts to move up the social ladder and abuse the Hindu Temple system and stop engaging the English language to tell the population what to do.

Staying mobile while using the mobile phone is good for the mind in my case as I contemplate life at home as a writer. Allah has told me to quit my job and become a healer but I know best than to rely on one voice from God and deny the others. Balance is best as I stay on buses to and from work for two hours a day there and back and have time to watch IPL cricket on Sky Sports on my phone while updating the articles I write ready to be published in the not to distant future.

Krishna Consciousness has said the world is in state of decline with the age of Kali being experienced and colinial rulers of India masquerading as The Golden Age and secrets of Indian knowledge will be known to all so that the medical profession gains more things to talk about as bad for the human race. Evil world rulers who charge too much for tax, immigration and cannibalism are seen as signs of the end of age when Krishna will be seen amongst us again after his incarnation as Sri Chaitanya within the next 1500 years of the word “millennium” is to be read that way in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Christ’s second coming is updated from the children of God who expect and demand him to come and see them now.

This morning while meditating I felt like an Indian gentleman dealing with Brahman. The Spirit has visited me in the past and this morning I was very quiet and about my personality which had been damaged by the hustle and bustle of twentieth and twenty first century life. I struggle to talk to people and often wonder where I have been from the rat race of being alive while being a student in London during the years 2000-2002 and then suddenly failling ill to spiritual and religious phenomenon. I’m not sure I was experiencing things from 2002 until now as an unemployed man due to the virtual world of TV we inhabit but I have stayed to experience things over the last few years with Shiva who told me I am having an experience and am dealing with God. He told me the mantra Om Nama Shivaya means I am God and that He is displeased with the Royal Family attacking his country India and has gone to war with them. What this means is not sure but the culture of sex and Bollywood has changed in the last ten to fifteen years since I started blogging and tweeting and making funny videos to send messages to the subcontinent that they are way off when it comes to estimating the culture between these two countries. Durga said she would end deforestation due to my work as the need for so many books to be written has reduced and universities are struggling since COVID to make the grade after falling asleep at the wheel of convenience and colonialism to dull populations and hurt them at home while they spend time with their families.

If each country had a Holy City like the one within Jerusalem the Plice would be easier to Partition society and consider the royal families and politicians: If for example the UK had a community of people safely assigned religious quarters and were removed from the ordinary run of the mill materialism the police would better attest to the Israeli policies and be more used to the religious extremism of Frum Jews and classes of people who renounce the world to work on the mysteries of Christ and do so within an order that preserves religious tradition. At present these are cults of personality and religious communes and a religious city may be too much to ask for but the ideal is present and represents the invasion of homes by Islam and Muslim immigrants who take over your point of view using Christian theology applied to their Muslim God and demand a dialogue with you to convert you to their point of view. The absence of an organising principle like Jerusalem has left the Heaven and Earth show on Sunday mornings with Nicky Campbell to be cancelled and one barely notices Songs of Praise as the rest of the culture is off key all week long. The TV is psychotic with the news and the BBC haven’t seen a Priest talk about films and music and books in God knows how long.

When I was working in a charity shop in London in 2010 (The British Heart Foundation) I was surprised at the collegiate atmosphere since I had worked at the competitive law firm Jones Day. Working where people were volunteering their time was an altogether different thing and I quite enjoyed it. The problem was The Buddha was there and he was soon to move me on from London and show how I am causing problems for western folk who are trying to meditate with the collapse of EnlightenNext cult in Angel Islington. I asked God to get rid of it after they were rude to me and insulted my ego and he did. He just wishes I had left it in Europe. Anyway there was a book in the charity shop called The Family of the Buddha and I bought it along with a Samurai book. The Samurai book contained a passage on how some people would struggle in this life because of vows of poverty attached to them from cultures and groups from this earth and from the past.

And the book the Family of the Buddha changed to become The Way of the Boddhisattva by Shantideva and buddha had hidden himself to say that he supports my work being about becoming family like the Dalai Lama says we are all brothers and sisters and in this way the Royal Family can lead the way by incuding me in their family as a relative and not bother about wills and probate and controlling the laws due to external relations. This should save the money I have made which runs into trillions and I could see the Royal Family as brothers and sisters and uncles and aunties to remember how things were when we grew up as children and keep some spiritualism and channeling going on so there is peace in all out houses as I open up and expand the Golden Age with Vishnu. Their prayers as Christians have brought about this realisation of self and in time other nations will benefit from the national boundary we share as English people.

Jesus Christ won’t be coming back to the world for a very long time. He has sent me to the world to prepare for his Second Coming. I know Him well from the past and am in daily commune with Him. The world needs certainty in this arena to better plan social services and stop politicians like Donald Trump interfering with Churches and spilling the beans as a spy. The way to look at things is King Arthur will come back to the world first and that will take about 500 years is the UK moves more slowly and stops racing into evolutionary waters in the US. From the base of a great King Jesus will better assess his religion and the Church of England will have been dealt with and the UK will better deal with what is then left of The Vatican. From these great places Jesus can be called to the world when India is respected for all the Gods and Goddesses that dwell there and then Vedic sacrifices can be integrated into the thought processes for they have been with us for thousands and thousands of years. Nothing as impetuous as a colonial Golden Age can stress us out more than also imaginging that Jesus watches all we do and wants to come back to the world as it is.

When I was in Israel in 2012 I visited the Holy City and Jerusalem and spent Passover with a Frum Jew family. I had a vision while I was there of Jehovah who said he was spying on me and listening to frequencies and would like to be considered a child on this earth with deep time and dinosaurs entering the imagination. Genesis provides that Jesus created the world and he eventually created Adam and Even but by some estimations then his renewal is only 6000 years old and people struggle with how hard Christianity is and he needs to teach it to all walks of life and people of differing education ranges and standards of wealth.

The Hindu gods have a torment of a democracy to run in India but have the advantage of being very old and have energy links back to the ancient past where they can access the imagination and channel knowledge to their subjected peoples. When this energy becomes more secure world leaders will have better lives and the populations will know better times if Jehovah backs off as a younger God eager to material expansion while the Indians are able to rest in the caste system and don’t need so much foreign intervention to change their way of life.

I would need someone at law to assess my personality and character after so long out of the education system and such a long time off work. Do they acknowledge Light Workers or Indigo Adults and as for past lives do they count in the reckoning of the way that lives have been shaped by karmic forces and understanding the Dao. Ritesh has said that he is a Unicorn and one day a poster of a Unicorn arrived in the post from Amazon when I was discovering contemporary Buddhist art work. Since then I have benefited from the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering and see my place on the stage of life created by Shakespeare underneath Royal Houses protecting my identity – I have been many things and am far from the stars but in this life I am just a graduate class and have had dangerous spiritual experiences and experienced demonic possession to try to force me to be a guru and teach Hinduism to spoil Krishna’s religion and disobey Shiva and Vishnu and Brahma. The graduate has been looking for work since 2003 and apart from a brief spell as a salesperson in 2009 and some part time work as an English tutor in 2010 I have been vagrant and experiencing deep emptiness and swings of emotion and the self at large playing with shadows. The healing experiences I have convince me I am special and have a special purpose but the psychiatric treatment I received told me to look past this to my conventional identity in normal reality and see the effect that e-commerce has had on the self and the British Asian postmodern fragmented self that my Oxford self studied and let go of to explore the witness of J Krishnamurti and find out what Enlightenment was. Stories such as The Mahabharata are self fulfilling and help to show there is more to life than spirituality and there are many different types of people in the world making changes and the self spins subjectively exchanging with others as we all share relative levels of self hood and spirituality and affect one another in familial and social ways. I am not the only one is hard to let go of but writing helps me manifest some matter that provides evidence of what I jave done and leave to Dao what I have not done.

If my medical proves anything it would be that Queen Elizabeth 2ns was not a Goddess and that she ruled her land in England and experienced Britishness and oversaw all the cities and documents required to keep the country going. She may have been subject to Maya and held to have Hindu religious powers with her partner Prince Philip but these questions of identity have not yet been held out to public as Yoga takes off and man starts again on the great voyage to the real stars and planets – the ones created by Gods and Goddesses and makes way for Jesus again to experience some newness and be included in the Hindu Pantheon which will in time rewrite British history and change the idea of land itself and airspace under the Royal Courts of Justice. It is with note that other countries have Embassy buildings in the UK but the Indian High Commission deals with issues of ownership and does not rent land and submit to British law in the same way that other countries do.

This nature of self realisation is bound up with deep historical truths and a people scarred by Colonialism and Partition that are under stress and pressure to do well in life while following changes after COVID and taking part in the recovery online. It is my hope that my writing finds new voices to dialogue and pray with and help me build bridges in the UK to Churches and Hindu Temples while Buddhism is small and Islam and Judaism are farther away from me in conventional reality terms. Sikhism is always looking to improve its English and Guru Nanak has asked me to visit the Hindu Temples in England when I am 60.