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August 29, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Allah asked me one day to write about past lives and if his community of Muslims could be included in the phenomenon. There is a problem with the Dalai Lama taking religious contributions when his past lives are protected by Buddhist practice and he has been influenced by Christianity with Spirit since his dealings with the UN and the Native American Indian tradition showing that past lives encounter the problem of Mother Earth and who is bold enough to also state what the world is and its nature to have liuved in it more than once. Srila Prabhupada skated around this issue by claiming people have millions of lives throughout the universe and that Earth is like a Loka and a state of energy and flux to be exchanged with as long as certain dietary requirement are met.

I have four previously quite celebrity past lives and cannot reconcile them to this plane of existence and will not declare them public ally in England where the NHS and the Church of England will react with medical power and not have seen me do anything in my life since leaving the College of Law as a drug addict to Marijuana and needing care to disconnect from the medical substance and differ from my brother who has abstained from drugs and drink since leaving high school in 1992. He has past lives and once voiced to me that the problem with them is they put you on a pedestal and there are no levels of which to speak of. He has also had disdain for Sathya Sai Baba and said he was palming the vibuthi he said he was manifesting and has long had a keen interest in paranormal activities and said he has always been able to see things since he was a very young child.

He once reminded me of William Blake who had a brother and I feared losing him to World Karma as J Krishnamurti lost his brother Nityanda and struggled to come to terms with the masters treatment of him. I could not and still cannot understand the life my brother has led being inactive since the 1990s when Scientology failed in his life and Christians threatened to brainwash him. Would he have lost his spiritual gifts and did the NHS want to run more tests on my family with Dr BORG Bartolo treating him for years and dealing with his welfare and benefits. My guides stated that he is now a Healer in the United Kingdom and Jehovah stated it is so my family can have insurance listed on insurance forms for karma and cause and effect under the simplicity of Sathya Sai Baba’s Hinduism with Dharma and Sathya listed as virtues to upheld amongst others in numerous dialogues dealing with his previous incarnation and links to Shirdi Sai Baba and an attempt to create modern Indian history while John Lennon and atheists say it should be deleted

An old friend I knew since school accompanied me to Oxford and one day mentioned how Mi5 tap people on the shoulder and ask if you want to work for them. I did not know this growing up and deemed The X Files and Big Brother too hard for me to keep up with so as not to get involved in Spy Games and keep my head down and just study English and Higher Thought. It occured to me though I was being watched and a chap when I was 18 accused me of walking around like an Iranian where he was from and asked me if I “analysed the analysis of the analysis or the analysis of the analysis of the analysis”. He was looking at me a certain way and stuck around for 3 years or so being quite abrasive and guessed one day that my English degree was causing me problems many years later on LinkedIn when I was engaging in some Spy Games of my own letting Buddha know what the cost would be of restoring Tibet with my eclectic brand of mixed postmodernism and many blogs online replete with typing speeds and phone usage attached to the outcome as well.

A yoga shop opened up in The Bull Ring shortly after 2012 to coincide with hospitalisation and Enlightenment. It sold some yoga stock and some books by Swami Sarva Priyanandan. It also had Native American Indian crafts too. It reminded me of Sacred Spirit when I was a teenager at the top of the New Street whihc dabbled in ethnic and tribal gear when Cult Clothing was all the rage and Tony and Guy hairdressers were still trying to build their empire. It was too expensive for me and I could not afford to buy anything from the colourful shop. It reminds me however that my mum had some catalogue order CDs about the sounds of nature that were like the merchandise that the Sacred Earth shop sold so maybe the Yoga shop went out of business because of e-commerce? 50% of our population is studying yoga these days – a Hindu religion – in a Christian context when Church attendance suffers for the amount of Churches per square mile to cope with the ever increasing interconnection of population of 65 million. Some have tried manifesting Churches in Tibet and the Chinese are on hand with new Embassy Headquarters to spy on England and see how they interact with their American brothers and sisters. They would do well to taste the milk at the Indian cafe/bar by Snow Hill station fresh from India itself and see howe food and drink survives with Amitabh Bachchan’s poster on the wall amongst others. Alcohol is served on the premises and it opened around the same time as the yoga shop which became a bit dated and closed down like Christian merchandise shops do in commercial settings. I spent a lot of money online on New Age merchandise and Hindu murtis (statues) from Handsworth Soho Road to help me recover from Bipolar Disorder and the designation of mental health problems since 2013 by the NHS which did not want to talk about deeop themes or life issues under the banner of Psychiatry masquerading as counselling and psychology where they socialise all the same as Drs and steal our energy and intelligence to advance their materialistic lives and medicate victims for hostility when they threaten their well being and lives over time.

Thankfully I have been seeing a homeopath with my brother and mother since 2002 who has balanced the yogic effects of the medication which is improving as I make time for prayer and contemplation as well as meditation with early nights and early rises to go to work to stone for my years as a stoner while going to Church and offend the Englishman with a loose schedule and sleep time while exploring the unconscious and subconscious as he looks out for my mother after a near fatal car crash and the medical she went through as a result, while Ritesh looked on and passed another year as a victim of the same NHS that supports celebrities spiritual journeys and causes problems for Hindus and Christians and plays God after Nietzsche and John Lennon and the court of Richard Dawkins as a racist online banning books and censoring YouTube to control Nazi propaganda and political rule running away from God and threatening China with racism and warfare like they used India for all the time.

My mother had been meditating since the 1980s and was described by my brother as a Devi while I was swimming in Samsara using a PhD thesis I had developed with The Spirit to research non-duality with the works of E M Forster and T S Eliot using online spiritual resources. I lied on my Masters form that I would study Ken Wilber and planned to read Deepak Chopra instead to compare spiritual themes of transcendence in boy author’s works and make modern spirituality a more relevant affair with knowledge of Angel work in A Passage to India or Where Angels Fear To Tread and rumours of a conversion to Hinduism in The Waste Land or T S Eliot. He came to me one night and confessed working as a spy being able to see so much. Similarly Joseph Conrad blessed me with gratitude for my loyalty to English Literature wruters above English Colonial slave drivers for the compassion in their texts and attempts to elucidate the human condition by saying that Polish people are often ignored and nobody remembers them.

All of this my mum and brother took in their stride as I got on about my business in a small three bedroom house we now own since we moved Council property in 1993 after our old house was repossessed after my father failed to pay the mortgage as part of a divorce settlement with my mother as she embarked on a living relationship with a Muslim who sold clothes n Cradley Heath market where she sold frozen foods much to the annoyance of Kamlesh Turner and Sudesh Cole who held proud the Indian Hindu banner of Sanata Dharma and banished myself and Ritesh stigmatised Church goers who liked Christian films and fashions while their chosen son Ranvir Turner dressed in Amitab Bachchan’s clothes and did alright for himself as a corporate director of Lloyds Bank and our cousin of about the same age and got married and had two children and bought a home where he looks after his mother like a good Sikh boy with all of the cousins referring t him as the elder while Ritesh and I suffer since the 1990s and especially since 2002 when cosmic visions aligned for demonic attack on me in Birmingham while my brother sat back helpless to stop it and do anything about it. So I’m in no rush to heal others and pay for the mistakes of Drs of medicine and religion and spirituality and the harm they have done to Time itself as well as the education system.

In Chinatown in Birmingham town centre the language written down on food is Chinese. The ingredients of food in the supermarkets is Mandarin and the Chinese have maintained their independence and sense of solidarity while also appealing to the native English with lots of restuarants. There are offices nearby but they too are not advertising in English which is very different to the Soho Road in Handsworth and the Indian and Pakistani shops on Ladypool road and thr Stratford Road to name the big areas where people from Asia have gathered. What of Leicester and Derby? Their food is marked in English which goes down to the medical files I saw coming with Yoga and the Church of England when I was described as a Hindu God by Drs and Nurses in the NHS. My mother fears that the younger generation won’t shop for Indian foodstuffs in Indian shops and hunt out Dhal and Sabzi and fresh vegetables and the Soho Road is always under attack from commercial operators who don’t care about the rubbish and traffic and parking problem there but just want to capitalise on the Colonial trade and potential ticking time bomb to get Hindus speaking English so they can steal their energies while they fantasise about Indian women and hold dear the homosexual undertones of relationships with Hindu men and the glamour of Bollywood without going to Temple or Gurdwara for worship and not actually buying and reading ISKCON books like Srila Prabhupada said and causing Hare Krishna problems with the collective unconscious and collective dream of lucid dreaming amounting to Hate Crime and institutional racism that my brother and I have experienced as my mother sits on and watches us bother our father about in India to speak more on the phone with normal phone use and messaging while the Englishman carries on with political plotting and cites similarity more than difference as another year of mine and Ritesh’s life moves on and we stay stuck in the same house we have been in since 1993 and only have one car and one of us has a driving licence to use in our mother’s car. How does the Pundit at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple have so much power to want to perform Vedic sacrifices in our home and take Ritesh’s karma away while Buddha sits on and watches in horror as the Dalai Lama’s photo finds its way on to the Soho Road in an office with celebrities in the window to manage the Buddhist Temple that has always been on the top of the Soho Road that was hidden from us as a family due to the route we drive while going to a Hindu Temple with that big Lingam there from Shiva to denote my sexual prowess and Ritesh’s role under Jai Santosh Mata that the Western religion and people can integrate with.

ISKCON state that a Krishna Conscious devotee is 1 in 1000. Krishna told me I am 1 in a million. I feel like the only one as I sit on the bus and drive past houses that appear empty and having the life driven out of them to disturb my consciousness. Krishna warned me of being the only one and that means there are about 65 other people like me in the UK to ground my attainment with my brother to sustain his levels of self realisation and growth as a spiritual being since learning of forbidden knowledge and deciding to imitate Christ with Scientology knowledge from Arcturus aware that I have been coerced and haunted into being like American spiritual teachers much to my chagrin and still have problems with nature to see the English countryside as it is and appreciate living in Weoley Castle with so many parks near by and so much to do at that Square.

I have not read that much written by the Dalai Lama. I connect with him in the astral plane and from personal experience and visualisations since seeing him drive past me in India in 2002. He has said that he hopes that Free Tibet protestors do not make the Chinese suspicious so I bear this in mind with how quick my English is to store that information on my hard drives smartphones so they can catch up with conventional spy methods helped by the Dao and their own astrology that Ritesh mastered in the 2000s to help his mother obtain mutki and enlightenment before she goes on her retreat to Vipassana meditation in June 2026. Kuan Yin has said she will be with mum and Ritesh has a small statue of her on his desk to balance the years of Hindu worship my mum did since leaving her family’s house with a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha in our living room. I have Radha Krishna on my home Mandir with a crucifix of Christ only. I have about 7 Ganesh’s for material wealth and to secure me a job and a new beginning and have a lot more murtis and statues and Hindu iconography in the loft where Ritesh is simple and just had a poster of Hanuman on his wall while I went through lots of changes and rebelled against my mother’s use of visualisation and her use of the mind.

Once the State has diagnosed someone as suffering from mental health problems, it cannot take that back. Everything the person does from there on is stained with that diagnosis. The stigma of mental health is real and at large for the victim. Anything the person says that deviates from the norm is a product of having some chemical imbalance and some concoction of mental health problems. This is the problem I face advertising my poetry and declaring things about my past lives or insight. I fear judgement and being described unkindly and belittled.

Time is the movement of people and their shape of their lives in the mind of God.

There was nothing in the Mind Body Spirit market for the elderly Hindu lady and complex terms like evolution not to mention those deriding spiritual powers as madness and deserving of medication and hospitalisation. What would have happened if I had been hospitalised in the old NHS hospital in Selly Oak haunted by my aunty Kamlesh Turner with her accomplice Sudesh Cole who sought our family’s downfall every day of their lives since my mother set herself apart from such feminists and became an individual who divorced my father who was just not fitting in with the country and wanted to go back home to India. All they use India is cheap gold and gossip and make believe that the images on their home temples and statues in their houses live in India and give them permission to treat other homes badly. What is Hindu dharma and what is meant by the law of karma when the English language cannot keep up with migrational shifts and Hindu teachers are buying shares in YouTube to capitalise on Sadhguru’s direct ascent to Christ’s throne in heaven and more from the cults as time progressed. Ritesh may have visions and dreams of things he wants to install in England for the elderly Hindu lady after his devotion to his grandfather and grandmother in India and the females in his extended family network after seeing some deteriorate in Kali Yuga and develop potty mouths that hold us back for establishing good relations at Justin Welby’s Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple where the relatives don’t go and visit but still talk the talk of being Hindus from Kenya Nairobi on demand bringing the light to the Temple at the cost of Buddha and eventually driving us out of the Temple with so much for one pundit to speak English about and develop a diplomatic solution to over time.

Sikhism still has no history in the UK. They have their history written onthe walls of the Gurdwara in Smethwick and stand up to Colonial pressures of historical times. The British academic Dr Yasmin Khan was known to me in the 1990s and early 2000s when I lived in Oxford and London. She was dating my school friend and Oxford alumni Ben Wright of the BBC and they were quite the romantic couple using me as a Healer. She was studying Theosophy and Annie Bessant while I was studying Krishnamurti but never let me into any secret knowledge and Ben did not share with me his secrets at the BBC except one that he dreamed of unwinding a woman out of a saree in erotic lust while taking my Buddhist karma and credit for helping Paul Ready into Royal quarters as co-director of The Globe. I’m sorry but reading a couple of Buddhist books doesn’t make you equal to my level of development for all that they vesselled me and left me out in the cold without my brother. Modern empiricism and Sikhism is alive and large as Sikhs can read my blogs and entertain ideals of the Chinese for the shared word Turbans and maybe more from the less mystical Doaism of Lao Tzu and Analects of Confucius than the religion of Buddha as they protect their gurdwaras from ISKCON’s advanced under King Charles’s governments over the coming years where YouTube has cornered them into a Golden Age when little is known or written about Guru Nanak while they take from British resources and don’t advertise their kitchens to the homeless.

Guru Nanak has asked me to voice his concern about the preparations for the Dalai Lamas death and to raise concerns about his spiritual powers. He has asked how can he be so powerful under Mind Body Spirit marketplaces with all the books, merchandise and talks that the Americans have produced. His history is missing and the crowds are not evident like J Krishnamurti and the TV is a barren away land the way the news treats him as just one man.

Guru Nanak asked for a statue of the Dalai Lama like Kuan Yin or Tara or Avalokitesvara to help with the Mind Body Spirit worship and to dovetail with ISKCON’s developments with Jehovah in the UK to differentiate from the Americans with their origins with Srila Prabhupada.

There was a night around 2014 shortly after Krishna came to visit me with his energy that also Lao Tzu and Confucius appeared to me in Lightworking. Tao was upset at what confusion the word of God had put me into and how my understanding of the word avatar from Sathya Sai Baba’s works meant I had called Lao Tzu a God and Confucius one too. This is something the Sikh deals with in English translation of the Guru Granth Sahib as they delineate the word of God along biblical lines while Srila Prabhupada avoids its use with calling Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. This created conflict with Krishna being so glorious in his story and is staring down the barrel of rivalling Jesus as The Greatest Story Ever Told in centuries to come. Noticeably Krishna will not take on your sin like Jesus does and this story is not a toy for the scientist or historian to use as they have used YouTube and our daily TV but something that religious and spiritual people need to use the internet for to cooperate and ask each other questions and learn to communicate now that COVID has come and gone. New Age beliefs would say it did not start in China but it started in Birmingham UK where my body was abused by the physician Jesus told off and left me to heal myself for all that the Butterfly Effect and String Theory say are possible.

Sting’s song Send Your Love states that many people could have originated the virus for all that the scientists were willing to lie about and cause financial disruption as Gordon Brown tries to make it rich with business and science after the death of Queen Elizabeth 2nd and the decline of western Church orders to compete with the politician who uses them for his own gain and childish education at Oxbridge led institutions while the Greeks and Romans come to their rescue with ancient theology and Stoicism.

13/05/2026

August 27, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Reality TV Shows the common nature of humanity and how world leaders are dealing with homes where family members cannot take care of themselves. Big Brother was remiss not to actually feature the Dalai Lama on it for the blunders he commits trying to look after himself as a 24/7 diplomat travelling the world ceaselessly. Look what Srila Prabhupada achieved being a family member to so many people – white and coloured, east and west alike. How many more times has the Dalai Lama travelled the world and to whom does he act like a carer and shepherd in basic household duties that the State is unable to contract into other than by the NHS ancillary projects such as Creative Support where I learned to focus on my independence for the long term journey of life ahead of me instead of the wild spiritual visions and writings that come from a lack of finance and hope for the future with China caving in my reality with spy work and spoiling my life in the meanwhile.

I have set up the UK police to spy on my life with lots of writing since 2013 in various formats. This should enable me to get into some sort of communication with them over time and establish some familiar lines of communication say, for example, concerning the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir or the mess at St Gabriels Church with me observing my influential nature in these occassions and the police going on with their clinical observations of ISKCON. This in turn should enable me to write things that are peaceful and pleasing to my mother and help her integrate her awareness in retirement with the local forces after all the work she did to safeguard me and Ritesh. Ritesh has a level of health that is a matter for concern and cannot make money and insists that somethings like Benefits are solid and real while trying to live with nothingness and emptiness the rest of the time. There may be corruption here with people manipulating prices and matters and bullying him as time goes by who have access to his Facebook page and want to manipulate his karma for their own ends in Buddhism when Christianity is too hard to believe in. Ritesh had marked his wall Fleur De Liss from the Davinci Code and is studying Jesus Christ and his Second Coming and various conspiracies and keeps himself private and secret from me and will not like his cover being blown if I publish my articles and make my biography known. He is most wounded by the extended family and the network of cousins from 12 uncles and aunties who tease him in the collective unconsciousness and the Gunas as celibate and someone who has no University life and does not and has never socialised so they see it as a get out of jail clause for a religious figure who judges their alcohol and drugs and partying and interest in social affairs as shallow and trivial and cannot be generalised so that Ritesh is included once again in the family affairs. He can’t afford to travel back and forward to meet with them and engage in dialogues and nor can he afford meetings as Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple so the Police need to know his intelligence has tried to solve the problem but he would lose his health and independence.

There was a cultural tribute to 2012 when the cartoon series launched Transformers Prime. Optimus Prime was given an upgrade and given a new body suit as well as some human comrades to look after. Megatron was still alive due to his mercy (As a child I would watch Transformers and wonder about Ahimsa and Nonviolence and the Autobots role in life and why Optimus Prime was not more violent) and Starscream still craved power. So the basics of the cartoon were the same from the 1980s originals we still have on recorded VHS in our attic.

The plot involved Megatron building an evil army that he planned to take over the world with – kind of like the one that the Americans say ISKCON is using its Temples for with bragging about the past lives and millions and billions of years under Brahma with his Kalpas of Time.

It occured to me while watching that the Tibetans would have their work cut out to rebuild their religious idyll and civilisation wish such threats and attacks from Hindus taking up Western resources to negotiate trade deals with the Chinese that mean contemporary spiritual Buddhism can meld with American Enlightenment and New Age Romanticism to let ISKCON be with their new version of the Word of God and The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and wallow in pity with nobody feeling sorry for them as Arjuna the passive aggressive victim now heralded by psychology. They would need databases of past lives and Islam has cherished a role close to me buy into this vision to augment what is pop music to Buddha with the Tulku track on Buddha Bar celebrating religious differences and echoing power games of weaker and stronger in the background as serious negotiations for Tibet’s future take place.

The human need for expression and for speech is as native as the first cries a human utters upon leaving it’s mother’s womb. The child is then bombarded with speech and speech patterns in the form of childish sounds from adults and parents around them and learns in time to speak its own differences. The adult world is filled with stimuli from morning until night bombarded us with sounds and echoes the need within to break out and have our own say. This is why most people are interested in talking about themselves. I prefer writing and feel the human urge for speech bulging out of me and fall into writing as words circle around my brain and speech creates images and scenes to be answered for and to. This in turn affects my meditation for the “sinful reactions” of Srila Prabhupada’s noting in ISKCON to materialise change in my field and help me on the path for more self realisation in the face of hallucinations and schizophrenic images and pictures that seem to be moving but are in fact still.

As a writer I could be held to have a job in entertainment for all the lights and cityscape images I flick through in a day. The mind is busy with the world of the TV and the news catching up on the latest financial happenings in capital cities around the world and the Chinese volunteer in silence to supplement the American overload with all of its democratic lives filling the blogosphere to serve as a backdrop for what America used to have – a cityscape and nightlife that was attractive to 1980s TV. China and Japan can still supply such supple imagery via the BBC but the narrative is not there and India has retreated post 2012 into the shadows finding social media too much illusion for such a vast country with an epic history only just being unfolded in the west and in English for those still following Dr Shashi Tharoor’s post colonial political language and outing India on the world stage.

Where do the Chinese come from in the UK. Like the whites in Apartheid all the way down there in South Africa they seem to have manifested. There are no images of ships to compete with the other immigrants arriving in this island and the reason may be Brahma as a Creator and a beginning not manifesting the Buddhists who do not believe in a Creator. It is reported that the population if India was 300 million in 1947 and is now 1.5billion. How have all these people been counted and where did they come from aside from a Christian insult about sex lived of racially different people and problems with contraception. The world is not even the world if the Chinese people are consulted and has to be Created to exist and balance 7 days and 7 nights against the backdrop of ancient Chinese history and Dao competing with the rest of the world and the Dinosaurs of the Americans to complete with silly stories about animals and creations in Tibetan folklore.

The Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramhansa Yogananda is a book written about a wealthy man who visits institutions in India – a modern India – to out the protagonists macho leadership. Like Gandhi’s autobiography it has been influential in politics and is written in English to impress upon Colonial England an equal sense of history to match the land of the Renaissance and Kings and Queens. China is at a tipping point because of the World Teacher and ongoing work done on Earth since the time of the Theosophists to rout the Christian hold on power. One of the ways I understood this was to a bhold on books and the need to tell your own story. My brother has not long been a fan of books since failing his High School exams and supplementing his Yogic knowledge from reading the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srimad Bhagwatam by reading American transcendental writers such as Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau. They taught him to trust the inner world and look after himself and self reliant long before circumstances with the Scientologists taught him to look to Buddhism to control the self and look after his transcendental gifts while being a dutiful son to his mother and letting his father go to return home to India after having stayed in the country to look after both of his sons after they left school and got into high scrapes with spirituality and could not afford to live well. These blog pages are my own autobiography of a yogi with Yoga defined as oneness with God and are meant to be read by people interested in how my poetry tells the story of my youth and help with biographical details to balance poetic musings.

One of the difficult things on the spiritual path is that of agency – knowing what one did and what one did not. One sees forms move about and designates them spirits and sport for the Gods and Goddesses and sees one’s mind under stress moving and feels like one is coordinating actions in the materials in absence of any sensible dialogue in one’s own nature and removal from the world of Gods and Goddesses to be seeing spiritual natures. There is a Buddhist monastery in Birmingham with Burmese Buddhists on its land and I went to St Hugh’s College where Burmese leader Aung San Syu Ki studied before becoming a political activist and dissident. What kind of karma is this and who own the actions but the monastery for coming first and existing before me except for my past life in Asia predating cause and effect: Weoley Castle is a relatively poor area but it has two 5G towers boosting cellular activity and another close by in Barnes Hill. With St Gabriel being the patron saint of Telecommunications we can ask again who is doing this and see the pressure on the spiritual aspirant to see his own doingness in creation test his resolve and sanity to keep walking straight and go to work in IT and keep away from grandiose claims about the self and big themes like synchronicity and collective consciousness and say balanced as the consciousness expands and grows all the while.

When dealing with agency, the roles of big spirits and religious people is significant. The life of Sathya Sai Baba is useful for he was outspoken in his claims of doership and left puzzles for people to solve after his death as to what exactly he did and the extent of his tenure as an avatar. The Dalai Lama is similar as his devotees worship him as like a god and see him as powerful and this range is for the Chinese government to sort out as they deal with Tibet’s government’s future and face the Dalai Lama’s call for a democratic election. What powers does he have? Who does he rule and effect and what are the roles of the Hindu Vedic gods in his life? These questions and more face the normal spiritual aspirant in smaller degree as they start to awaken to Dharma and Spirituality and see things differently in relation to gods and goddesses and things I have faced being a healer and unemployed for 25 years facing spiritual phenomenon.

Andrew Cohen’s spiritual cult EnlightenNext precipitated a collapse in Mind Body Spirit markets when it dissolved following the 2012 movement. This prompts me to say what books I found most influential from this scene and why:

The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying by Sogyal Rinpoche
The Alchemist by Paulo Coleho
The Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman
Gospel for the Golden Age by Peter Phipps about Sathya Sai Baba
The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success by Dr Deepak Chopra
Awaken the Giant Within by Anthony Robbins
Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen
To Be Human by J Krishnamurti
Meetings with Remarkable People by Osho
Ancient Wisdom Modern World by the Dalai Lama

These books have helped me connect to a source that is beyond contemporary religion and feed my imagination about God so that I am not alone in the world and can see the market that caters for my tastes and deals with things I am interested in. They have helped me feel not alone in the world and develop my values along the lines of love and kindness. They have also helped me to fulfill my life’s path and to experience failure as someone who is gullible and believes too widely in the world of spiritual powers and religious phenomenon and cannot see the world of rich people producing the books and leaving me to fathom daily life all the same and deal with Christian Churches and the world of Jesus Christ. They help me see the ignorance I have had in my life of the Quran and Islam and how Buddha is needed to expand consciousness and the world to make space for all the inhabitants and citizens and the world of Jesus Christ and the Revelations that take in the much smaller world of Krishna who has only just announced himself as a God on the world scene and brings with him other Hindu virtues in the forms of Hindu Gods and Goddesses and again to see my naivety in this area of life and need as a mature adult who has experienced failure in the field of mental health diagnosis and treatment as Bipolar Disorder to atone for sin and keep my head down and work hard daily life and not give in to the world of lights and energies that these writers feed off. The books have messed me up quite a bit and caused me to be sectioned under the Mental Health Act as suffering from delusions of grandeur and psychosis and face the worlds of cults of personality I was ignorant of and feeding into unconsciously as a student and YouTube user unable to see the simple fact of my household existence for passion and desire that these books deluded me that I had transcended.

A strange synchronous event occurred as I was sent to a mental hospital by my mother who ignored the same treatment for my brother who has been at home unemployed since 1999 and the Suppressive Persons actions of the Scientologists where he used to be a staff member learning how an organisation works after a Business Studies B Tech where he was redeemed with a distinction in his first year after failing his A-Levels with panic attacks. The Chinese invested in a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College and overlooked the Burmese movement which quietened down for Aung San Syu Ki and her rallying fame for democracy worldwide. The Chinese centre was funded by Dikson Poon the former partner of actress and martial artist Michele Yeoh and was opened by Prince William who posed for fake online photos. That year my former Dr of English and course tutor and head of English was promoted to a Professor so this would have affected my medical as he is not a medical doctor but can still vouch in Loco Parenti for issues of character and respect and give advice on my self to vested interests. he soon started studying Daoist literature and opened up a WordPress account while I was busy writing on WordPress and publishing poetry with Free Tibet removed from my watch with my own movement Tibet Forever launched so that the Chinese could differentiate me from Tibetan activists and protect my family’s name and inheritance.

Shortly after going into the mental hospital with the diagnosis of being Bipolar because I thought I was a God: the Hindu film actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan appeared in a manifestation. She represented the temple at Prashanti Nilyam which hosted Sathya Sai Baba and where his funeral was held prematurely for his prediction of how long he would live ( so there is a caveat on The Dalai Lama using up the World Teacher with the second coming of Christ prophesying himself as living 33 more years and into his hundreds on English airtime). Sathya Sai Baba said he would enter Maha Samadhi upon leaving the body and reappear as Prema Sai Avatar and Jesus has told me this is the Dajaal evidencing itself as a false messiah. This caused past life problems as I was medicated because you cannot have a Hindu incarnation of God where the House of Lords rules on The Church of England and rite of succession to the English throne and head of the country. MPs are actually “ministers” of religion and their culture is elusive and damaged the health of the nation as me and my brother and mother found out. The vision with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had sexual connotations as Maha Maya and the romantic illusion that is classic in Hindu and Buddhist mythology and Krishna said he wants to keep a hold of it for the records due to the reactions I had and the messages I sent back via the internet and how Aishwarya Rai Bachchan and her husband have changed over the years since 2012. Allah has warned that Bollywood us undergoing some change and He will be finished with that place in less than 50 years and to stay at home and not let their politics bother me.

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August 22, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.