Since coming out of mental hospital in 2013 my mother and I have made almost annual trips to Stratford to watch Shakespeare plays. We saw an all black production of Hamlet which was the first time I have ever given a standing ovation: Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, The Tempest, Othello, Macbeth amongst others. We have also regularly gone to the Midlands Arts Centre to watch films and sometimes live recordings of plays. We also regularly have been to Rubery Great Park Cinema until recently when I feel that we are getting too old for these hobbies and stick to our rooms at home and laptops as I work at Atos and get my apprenticeship work done in the meantime. I hope to start work on my website in my free time but it could be a couple of years while my eyes adjust to normal life and I settle down to convention after a roller coaster ride of consciousness with Krishna as He shows me other Gods and Goddesses and treats me like Arjuna befriending me for the oncoming and long journey ahead.
It’s like the scene in Lord of the Rings Return of the King when Theodorn King of the land of Rohan won’t ask for help because he has been scourged by time and remembers grudges. He relies on a Hobbit accident lighting the fires that set off the alarms around the land and alert the Temples to the oncoming threat from Saruman. As I write I am constantly aware that one day I will market these blogs and poetry pages and hope to get the help of ascended people in society to raise the level of consciousness and continue in New Age Romanticism to create a new world.
In the 2000s I was depressed and experienced transcendental phenomena. I experienced the Fall of Man and Jehovah banihsed me from the Garden of Eden and damned me for leaving Jones Day and breaking up with my girlfriend at the time. The book The Way of the Peaceful Warrior haunted me and I suffered voices and experiences from that book as a young Dan Millman and jackass who was damned and whose life was ruined. Jehovah recently showed me that I was Socrates and I could come down off the roof and spend time with normal people.
