15/06/26

September 5, 2026September 7, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

I hope to help with voices in the fields I have identified that I work with in spirituality like African Americans have dealt with voices in their diverse literary tradition to challenge thew fields of modernism and postmodernism to become more inclusive and accepting of racial lines. The role of Hindus is complex and the field is not clearly drawn out in English as they lean on western experiences of spirituality to intimate their own diversity.

The role of Messiah and the Second Coming of Christ is about the Guru from India and someone who is able to function and take on all that life has to offer. They can explain anything about the world and carry with them a projection from the psyche about modern life and enact a role of being a saviour that politicians exploit and religious establishments have to manage on a regular basis as they confront religious evil and the stresses that enter British homes on a day to day basis.

I spend a lot of time looking for my mother and brother’s approval of me.

Modern spiritual cults ignore the family unit. Are they under the spell of Buddhism dealing with Kali Yuga and the idealism of aloneness set forth by Henry David Thoreau with a penchant for modern meditation that pulls in Buddhist archetypes and Hindu moulds to represent the seated lotus position and expose people to yoga teachers working for profit and reputation in the industry?

What role with Hindus play in the British film industry in the future and how can they integrate as part of the country under the Royal Family?

The same was that Jews access the unconscious to dominate the modern pain body, Hindus are caught between two rocks with Yoga and Spirituality / Mind Body Spirit dominating narratives and being unable to shift racial boundaries for sexual tensions and real world concerns that include family life and the actual making of progress on the spiritual and religious path.

Stoicism took over as England’s main religion as the Chinese took the Bible away and rumours of a British Asian rebellion at ISKCON with Prime Minister Rishi Sunak swearing on The Bhagavad Gita. The Chinese studied the Bible again for some years and explored classical England for its democracy and royal houses as India and other countries lay in the rubble of eastern democracies and the internet boom of the 2000s and rush for journalism to question their leaders and enslave the human race into bondage at home while religions struggled to keep up and stay relevant to the world at large. If this did not happen in real time circles and in cosmic under focus for all that was seen to happen in Birmingham around me and during the course of my family and extended family’s life.

Dr Avril Bruten used to question me personally and try to find out why I was such a loner at St Hugh’s College. When she found out that my parents were divorced she backed off and said she understood why she was proving me. We never studied British Asian consciousness together like I did with Professor McDonald and she gave me a copy of the play she wrote called Mortal Conditions and called me “enigmatic”. She said to try to experience “serious enjoyment” in life; whatever that means.

I never bonded so personally with another tutor away from my subject books and essays.

Jamie Morris was a colleage at St Hugh’s College. His father was on the Times 100 rich list. He never told me he was on this list.

I am and always have been a very quiet person. You could call me an introvert but I shy away from labels these days. I am always thinking about God and God is not an exciting subject with lots to talk about. Including my family, I have been self conscious for the past few years about how quiet I am and starting work in February 2026 was daunting for the liveliness of teenagers and twenty somethings around me. My mum pulled me up on my demeanour yesterday and criticised how much I meditate and how I don’t display the characteristics of a happy man.

I carry a lot of the collective and deep within is shame and also a fair bit of blame for thw way my religious experiences have been dealt with since 2002 as I face being an Arjuna and hapless victim for psychological purposes for poise and higher development.

Yesterday I could not sleep. I was upset because my mother had chided me about my spirituality and how I was letting myself fall down in life. She was right to approach me and caught me off guard but I’d had not been easy to find myself when my days have been empty and I find working on my website with work is a good balance to help me come out of religious hysteria and to direct my attention and gaze back to Drs and Academics who have power to make me rich and famous.

It is like Frodo in Lord of the Rings and I felt myself overcome by darkness as I wrote about politics and the royal family. This is Harry Potter territory when he deals with snakes and the dead devil Voldemort and black ley lines as he tries spells to protect himself. I definitely let the blogosphere get the better of me and was too excited to see my journal and articles up in print with the white light and energy that they generate on my phone being with Krishna and harnessing my past lives to be “simultaneously one but different” from Krishna and pipping my brother to the post as an energy healer.

From my memory of Oxford English literature was about pain. The pain charachters experiences in their growth and development and the pain I went through reading the books and struggling to write essays to tight weekly deadlines. People who doubt my claims to past life experiences would do well to recall that I was once an Oxford man whose wilderness in life has prepared him for a future with Krishna as Arjuna that is exploitable as I create space for new relationships and for other people to experience spiritual and religious things.

Jesus and diabetes is a good topic. Drs can ask of the user is grasping and clinging for Christ and if indeed they see a white light or are a believer that their energy problems will be healed by the Holy Ghost.

How much unhappiness we experience in our home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Mr Dipak Mohan – mum’s younger brother who only lives down the road in Kings Norton and used to live in Solihull. his materialistic Hindu ways have cast a net ensnaring our family at the Shree Geeta Bhawan temple and shrouding us in the kleshas of Buddhism as we deal with his protection of Mr Ranvir Turner who lost his father when he was very young and continued to blame me for the very bad things in life and set up a rivalry as I went off to study and Ritesh failed at The Church of Scientology. It’s like trying to get on and do your own thing but someone keeps crapping on your doorstep to let you know they are still there and want to be a part of your life if even to keep an eye on how poor you are and what you’re going to say about them. Granted the uncles are vegetarians and tea totallers but so was Hitler as the violence within them finds its pet project with Ranvir taking over the Mohan family empire and family occasions with his drinking and Bhangra ways and penchant for violence. Me and my brother just can’t find any peace in our home with our mother still caught in motivational speeches about being able to make it in life and about being rich and having our own houses and cars and things and ignorance about the phone calls from India that spoke of greatness. I guess I will just have to leave Israel behind and my links to the Holy City and put in my request for riches so my family can move out of our home and the world at large can fund my writing and career.

When I refer to films I make use of my mind and see a hidden language that has been used through the ages building up in art work that develops my English degree and fascination with the differences between the worlds of appearance and reality and the inner and outer world of men and women. I grew up believing that it was unhealthy and mentally unsafe to quote Hollywood as reference guides for life and always remember seeing Star Wars as the pinnacle of the best film making possible with the Jedi Force transcending racial and ethnic boundaries and developing the faiths and paths of different religions.

As I grow older however I see the limits placed on the imagination and the dangers inherent in referencing the films as a substitue for reality. Doing so is just a matter of research and a detout for the mind for a while as the pressure builds up to describe reality and the world of manifestation.

Where did World War Three go in the imagination of man? The 1980s were full of apocalypse in Hollywood and China and an India struggled to compete with the violence and sex harboured on America’s shores.

It is like the scene when Morpheus shows Neo what the world actually looks like and to see the world at play and not the BBC defined world to include an American matrix and some odd descriptions of activities in other countries and leave it at that. The skies were planned to be scorched by nuclear atomic warfare and the prophecy held out that 800 years of darkness were planned in response to America’s request for global dominance and in defiance of the Dalai Lama’s prayers for peace and resistance. Who were his Neos and Morpheus’s and who did he teach to develop a twenty first century that look a lot different to the one the Americans hatched when Sadaam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden were vilified on social media as Barack Obama showed his true Christian colours and plotted Crusades to destroy Israel and summon the end of the dharma so that either Krishna or Christ would come back to the world and fix things.

“You must become like a child to enter the kingdom of heaven” – Lord Jesus in the Bible

A few years ago I experienced a sonic boom from America.

There are 3 5G towers manifest within 1 square mile of our house and Weoley Castle is not an affluent area.

ASDA opened up a 24 hour supermarket the year I went to a mental hospital just down the road from us in Weoley Castle. The Barnes Hill dogs home was subsequently shut down and the ASDA store stopped trading 24 hours. The Heron food store in Weoley Castle replaced Budgens and Sommerfield and has been there for some time. New hairdressers moved in from Europe and brought with them new staff and Daoist artwork in one shop opposite ASDA.

This is culture and the coming and going of appearance and reality with the individual mixing in society at various levels of interest.

I would be interested to listen to someone a Birmingham historian explain how Birmingham has changed in my life rather than have Dr Yasmin Khan of Oxrord University make racist dramas about the so called British Asian experience on the BBC. Broad Street and Harborne are linked by the same bus routes and it could benefit me to find out how they both changed due to European influence to shut out alcoholic traders as the Harborne mile of Paul Ready shut down as new students paid fees and travelled better in Birmingham.

Biringham is the land of J R R Tolkien who also moved to Oxford to research theology and litereature; when it was still profitale to do so and before the advent of AI and how The Matrix defines how we sleep and eat and dream. His initials are a match for mine and Radha Ranis and I day dream about fantasise about the Land of Rohan and my avoidance of a marriage ring to defy convention to cause unrest in the Bardos and alert China to unusual activity and suspicious of Neo Christian artwork and the dominance of science to control husbandry in English throughout the world.

Writing on the phone is like a Scientology auditing session – you never know what you’re going to hit as you mine consciousness to find things to say. There is a lot of energy involved and the mind travels through time and space and is engaging matter to deal with one’s mind and bodily relations across the 8 dynamics.

I contacted my first lot of academics yesterday. I sent an email to several contacts now that I have The Office of Rohan Rishi set up and I contacted English Professors and Tutors at Birmingham University with my website. I realise that things don’t work out exactly like a computer and I need to write to people individually and reflect on the contents of my emails. This means I can think and develop and grow spiritually and process the work I have done and life I have lived as I invite people in to have a look at my work via my private website.

I like to repeat things and rewrite them in my articles. I never know who is going to read what where on my website and in what order. My chronology is spread out over different topics and biography is not so simple as reading a timeline when my CV bears down on my personal life.

One day my blog will be published and these are the humble beginnings of my book written on my iPhone 14 on the x12 bus from near Chelmsley Wood on my way back to Birmingham City Centre from which place I get the 21 bus to Weoley Castle and am home about 8pm. I have my dinner and watch a bit of TV or log on and maybe have an ice cream and am in bed for 9pm. As I get more into my writing and progress beyond the creativity phase of writing poertry I won’t watch TV anymore unless I am having my dinner and then I will be able to cope with and make the news palatable to me as I go on. My mother is quite the spy. The way she spends hours reading the news and watching blogs helps her stay up to date with her brothers. Her sisters are not very political except for Sudesh and her elder brother Madan Mohan from Canada who lives in Coventry is a motor mouth when it comes to the news and current affairs and whenever he and mum catch up they have lots to talk about. This is not like myself and Ritesh who spend our days in silence working on the mind I am opening up that mind to communicate online. Today I had a vision of myself as a buddha – something I have not seen before.

Saying that Jesus existed before the world was made and come down to earth from Heaven is being repeated at ISKCON. There it is written that Krishna existed in his original form in the planet Goloka Vrinadavan and he advented on the earth in the year 3102BC. It is of note that the Bible history would have been running parallel to His life in ISCKON, unlike with Rama whose lifetime was before history began. Shiva too is outside of the scope of Biblical historical why can’t they be God? who came down to the earth as Jesus and redeemed the human race? Shiva once imparted to me that he was part of Jesus’s creation with other Devis and Devas. Who else was there to start the ball rolling at 0? Will we see a Before Krishna one day and how like Christ is Krishna in starting a new religion right before our very eyes?

I experience a lot of Tamas and Rajas Guna. I feel heavy and lethargic and sluggish and am quiet and withdrawn from life only travelling to work by bus for two hours plus and back. I listen to Hare Krishna mantra on YouTube which is itself a sign of the industrialised mind churning over like a machine regurgitating today and tomorrow for what remains and can be thought of as yesterday, while engaging in human relationships with family and new colleagues at work while experiencing the range of emotions from happiness to distress and witnessing gain and loss as my lot in society.

I have never taken part in a political protest in the UK

Sometimes I feel claustrophobic and that don’t have much room to move in. When I reflect on how life is interconnected and how I have been followed since I was a youth and spied on by various forces, I see that my former acquaintances Amal Clooney and Rishi Sunak have both met the Royal Family and that when I was campaigning with Gary Sambrook MP he also met King Charles and Rishi Sunak in 2024. This leads me to realise that my writing has been read by people in the highest quarters and that I have effectively been well known and that I have suffered stress in 2013 when I went to the Tazetta Suite at the new QEHB but that we don’t need to wait for America to interact with us but that this is a country run by the Royal Family and British MPs and they have seen my work and that I need to acclimatise as I start writing to British academics to read my poetry and stop acting like a poor person who is unknown and elevate myself slowly and be expectant of success.

A few years ago around 2022 I wrote t the Police in the UK and provided access for them to read what is on my desktop. I realised in London that I was being spied on so when I started writing my consciousness was a bit strained to be so poor and not to have a mortgage as a graduate for so many years from 2013 when I started writing on my iPad to now. So when I wrote to the Police in the UK I updated them on Birmingham’s progress as the second city of finance and gave them space from my use of Krishna and religion and EnlightenNext on the field of Oneness. I also helped them see what was wrong with the Dalai Lama and helped them prepare for his death and the change of data on YouTube and the karma attached to Rishi Sunak as Britains first British Asian Prime Minister.

Now what remains is for me to come up above the line and balance my consciousness as I write to British academics to review my poetry and contact other resources in time to modernise myself and fit in with British culture.

My experience with mysticism led me to write like I was being spied on to not have secrets from government forces. In particular my experience with Sathya Sai Baba from India and my observation of his karma as an avatar and someone proclaiming to be godly and the backlash against his type of person led me int empirically grounded approaches to truh to verify myself as Rohan Rishi and confront mental health in the UK. This way I am not hiding things from the British aristocracy who get to choose how they treat my work and the relationship they have with me and the American data that fuels my research and the experiences I have had with magic and witchcraft with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The roles of India and China come to play as I use the WiFi on my phone but are distant as I contact reality and play the part of my normal social consciousness.

I realised as I had a nervous breakdown that I would do well to record it on social media and on Twitter/X, Facebook/ Meta and Instagram and TikTok. There would be facial gestures that are not common to the British Asian and would do well to help Bollywood with their research into social advancement and westernisation.

The actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had already interacted with me via social media and in response to my reactions to her as well as other forces she put on a lot of weight and I am guessing suffered mental health problems and was medicated as she wuite the acting business and raised her daugher in public. This was also after Sathya Sai Baba dies prematurely and before his prophecies 96 years and contacted me about his creation of an online avatar system to continue his ministry with Prema Sai Avatar being a play of EnlightenNext (where I saw Sai Baba in London experimenting with his third incarnation as Prema Sai Avatar in 2010) and the Telos of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin and the eventual return of Jesus Christ to earth.

When priest prophecy the return of Jesus Christ to earth they just imagine the first one living his life again and looking the same. Sufficient work has not been put into this field.

Sri Krishna Chaitanya is due to emerge on earth in the next 1500 years and could be mistaken as the second coming of christ.

I have problems watching the news. Meditating and organising my life as a writer is helping with that. I feel too stressed keeping up with the charlatans and chatterboxes on the news and trying to match their frequencies to keep up with their dialogues and interactions. Fortunately Donald Trump has maintained a continuum from the past that I recognise with George W Bush and Bill Clinton and I am ready to resume keeping up with the news via Social Media and YouTube now that my blog is up and running and above the line as a spy to engage social services properly and maintain my distance from West Midlands Police forces.

How the chief of police in the US State differs from the PC who is racist in this country and cannot help me or provide protection for my family.

When Jesus came to earth and put on a show of being treated badly for his divinity, he was interacting with the history of the world and how religious authenticity is something to be fought for. This is apparent in the Sermon on the Mount when he appluads those who are persecuted in His name and for standing up for His values. It is embedded in the Jewish faith to be outcasts for the sake of the Messiah and Jesus came to the world to show the history of the Jewish people and other faiths and how they squabble for religious pride.

Being a religious avatar is not so easy as stepping out of my front door and getting the bus to work. The online world mirrors the deep mind I have where I feel connected to many facets of life – the Dalai Lama of Tibet being one of them. The task ahead of me as a writer is to engage normal time of 7 days and 7 nights and to leave cosmic time and deep time and the Yugas to my meditation and other calendars so that my personal life improves and I am able to handle interaction with people better; both online and in person.

My mum used to sell frozen food and clothes in an indoor market before working for two decades as a British Asian businesswoman. She pulled me up on Saturday about being too aloof. There’s nothing much I can to about this other than try to relate to people better at work and get out more at the weekend, but I see what she means – that I am too much in a trance and enamoured by my own enlightenment to be adrift in the world looking for God again and thankfully taking my medication more regularly and not listening to my naturopath brother to stop taking them and regress decades of work to modernise myself and keep up with the modern day and age. My mother is also of the mind that there is nothing wrong with me and it is all in my head and these are just labels that people put on yourself as mental health and in some part she is right – Bipolar doesn’t really do much for me and I would have preferred Depression with some acknowledgement of my spiritual and religious resources to have visions that the UK medical authorities did not deal with.

I was studying Religious Studies A-Level when I was 16-18 and we had a Priest as our school teacher: The Reverend Michael Beech. The lady who accompanied him as our other R.E. teacher was Mrs Christine Higgs. She was responsible for the New Testament and I found her lessons difficult to concentrate in. The lesson still stays with me of Redactive Criticism and the fact that the Gospels differ in their account of Jesus so as not to worry about being an expert in them. Reverend Michael Beech studied the other half of the curriculum with us: Philosophy of Religion and I got on with that very well. The largest essay I wrote was 16 pages and Mr Beech said I was writing degree standard essays at school.

We studied Cosmology, Teleology, Ontology and Faith and Belief. Studying RE helped me realise I was a good writer and to apply to Oxford to study English. The Reverend Beech passed away during our first year at school and was replaced by a Russian Orthodox minister, Mr Prior who took us for our second year of study. Paul Ready was in my class and he kept in contact with Christine Higgs via letters for years after school and during our stay together on our flat in Maida Vale while reading eastern texts and studying modern Buddhism with Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, the Tao of Pooh and the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. He was also in my English class and we studied E M Forster’s A Passage to India together as well as Othello and Philip Larkin. He went on to study acting at LAMDA and appears next to me in my divinity missing a year in his life as he spent four years studying a three year diploma at LAMDA and has an unexplained gap year that cannot be accounted for as I was at Scientology with my brother and yet he keeps up with me until I go to a mental hospital in 2013. He has not recorded his birthday normally on Wikipedia and is missing the date of the 25th October as one day before mine on the 26th October as of writing this blog.

If you read my poems that deal with the Yugas and Kalpas of Hindu time as well as Deep Time of the Aquarian and Classical Christian calendar: How do you feel? What do you gain spending time with me online? Do you feel more experienced or do you feel more able to cope with life and death? I hope to enrich your experience of life and better equip you to deal with the world of Shiva and appearance and reality that he let me through since I was 16 and when I left school and went out into the big wide world to suffer and pick up scars that are evident in my rough free verse and turgid prose. Do you feel a voice beyond your lifetime calling you to a different experience of yourself from the mainstream media and medical consensus. I hope to impress upon your soul an affinity for transcendent thinking and an elevation beyond the conscious mind’s present day obsessions with sport and gambling and sex and party lifestyle – I have fallen prey to these pastimes in my life. I hope we can come together and celebrate Jesus Christ and discuss his works via Email and look at the new uprising of Krishna Consciousness and perform some comparative religion via email and build a new network learning from the disappointments of the past and the collapse of EnlightenNext and how much that cult cost us in the short and long term with Greek culture and religion buried so deeply within it, as to take down all of Mind Body Spirit culture with it and leave us with Queen Elizabeth’s Christianity in its place.

When I started Grammar School in 1989, my brother was in the sixth form as a prefect. I remember because he was not wearing uniform as we waited for the bus together. How could this be? He is only 4 years older than me and should have been in year 4 Furthermore he asked Michael Lane to keep an eye on me when he left and Michael Lane was in the fifth form when Ritesh was in the upper sixth. Two brothers called Alex and David Emery mirrored myself and Ritesh and were also six years apart but had birthdays that were temporarily inconsistent.

I don’t know the significance of these missing years other than Zeus was having his way with me and planning his role with me in the world.

Spies have been using video recording to delete culture and cause amnesia. This has affected Tibetan negotiations.

I very rarely watch films nowadays and spend my evenings working on my website and doing research for historical purposes and so I can enter the Greek canon of great writers and be preserved for history’s purposes.

“The issue appears to be ownership” – Lord Jesus Christ

Kim Cattrall seems to have deleted her edition of The Kama Sutra following the wake of Mind Body Spirit destruction in 2012.

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14/06/26

September 4, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

The role of Guru in England is a lost cause. Powerful people are not willing to suffer memory and wait in line to remember a useful question. That is why Srila Prabhupada was bought Bhaktivedanta Manor by George Harrison and did his studying out in public. His lifestyle was markedly simplified to allow for external voices.

By repeating myself and writing in short bursts I hope to create a resource that is accessible by people and lends itself to trust regarding many issues including my family and a biography worthy of introduction into universities worldwide to study my poetry in light of various disciplines including mental health, religion and culture.

The Dalai Lama has issued a statement that he wants to remain in India and not return to China on social media. He has also stated that the next Dalai Lama will be born in India. China have contested this claim stating that the next Dalai Lama can be born in China.

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What is China’s mother tongue name and what was Tibet before westernisation and the Free Tibet campaign that spread to social media and engaged contracts with wester forces?

I have experience dealing with demonic possession and medication.

The world of religion and The Imagination is laid open with Yoga as Meditation and the aspect of The Seer that I inject into proceedings is utilised by devout academics discerning the role of British Asian literature in racial and anthropology as literary studies moves forward.

Was Shakespeare a Healer? Could he be read after J Krishnamurti’s life as The World Teacher and Theosophically grounded with other worldly existence. His role as an influenced and influential man could be contextualised and bound by time since the 1600s as God with him to be The Creator and people enjoy hedonistic lifestyles in the arts to earn the disdain of academics not interested in their lavish lifestyles and try to remain in control of national narratives.

The Economist published an article a number of years back about an African situation which led to the African leader titling Shakespeare as the “second greatest Creator since God”.

Such views are expounded by Harold Bloom’s introduction to Shakespeare The Invention of the Human and the notion that Shakespeare taught us more than the Oedipus Complex ever did with Hamlet. I used to think like this until I was saved by Srila Prabhupada and realised that Shakespeare cannot save you and that English literature had led me quite astray into social scenes designed to ruin my health and leave me for dead as my colleagues read the Art of War and craved material success.

Donald Trump recently visited China and the news showed his walks and talks with Xi Xin Ping. News on China is scarce and the latest in the UK is for a new large Embassy building to be built and given to China. How did China interact after the erection if a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College shortly after EnlightenNext collapsed and used up all that internet data with Barack Obama and the liberal elite in London?

Sathya Sai Baba had 10 million likes on my Facebook app around 2012. His organisation collapsed after his death and the advent of Prema Sai Avatar as some sort of computer program and alogorthim led to dwindling numbers and the rise of Aadi Yogi Sadhguru left off as India’s premier Guru.

The role of the internet and Prakrti/ nature has not been discussed in public. The UK measures airspace above houses of royal ownership. What do other nations do and how is this applied to New Age theories of energy working when WiFi and internet cables are involved. So far as the UK is concerned history will be written by one man. Sir Richard Branson has built an empire with Virgin and other internet companies are similarly nameless and faceless. Virgin ran martial arts adverts and flirted with Buddhism and Daoism with Stephen Fry and other commercially viable members of cults that use databases.

Did William Blake sit in silence as he composed his poetry and etched on his plates and communed with God to create such esoteric works of art. I find that I am silent and think a lot about conversations I would have with people when my vision is of heavenly objects and channeling with Krishna and Jesus.

When J Krishnamurti said it would take 800 years to undertake his bidding he was referring to his body and the role Intelligence plays in the formation of Creation. This calendar traces back to his Truth is a Pathless Land speech as a young man and the argument for God from Free Will. This notion of man’s Christian destiny to be the bearer of Free Will in the face of darkness and Satanic forces takes into consideration World War 1 and World War 2. World War 3 and indeed World War 4 have not been adequately balanced with The World Teacher and World Karma that J Krishnamurti was dealing with as a Theosophist and it is for religious theologians to engage all wars in the last century with their hearkening back to ancestry and heritage to understand the Free Will debate. This means the civil wars in Africa and the wars in the Middle East as well as in Asia.

ISKCON is a young religion growing up in a man’s world where woman has been liberated sexually in some cultures. Unlike Chrisianity which had its infancy over the last millennium, ISKCON is growing up with the postal service and internet communications as well as TV and radio and Satellite Communications. This is not to say anything of e-commerce – all of which can be taken into account with just a couple of lines from Srila Prabhupada’s works. Krishna waited until the new world was born to access theology and history from Islam and Christianity not to mention Buddhist arguments to create and launch ISKCON and has made much progress in the last 60-70 years since its inception in the mind of Srila Prabhupada’s in America in the 1960s.

The comment “I am” is highly sexualised when applied to a Hindu seeking achievement when his nature is to be one of celibacy and renunciation.

When transcending death, in a talk that was screened on YouTube, when J Krishnamurti is in dialogue with a famous Buddhist monk: J Krishnamurti lifts the text straight out of ISKCON to explain how there is an intelligence above dull matter and the soul/no soul debate that is already free of death that needs to witness the streams if consciousness that flow within it.

“… my devotee is transcendental and always engaged in the self” – Krishna, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

The Drs and Nurses never originated the self as an issue when examining my mood disorders and just met an unhappy man inconvenienced by strange medical appointments without explanation. Bipolar Disorder was never enquired about or discussed and moods were never alluded to. Fortunately I read the diagnosis in the hospital about thinking I was a Hindu God and having been into Scientology when I was younger so I knew enough to keep quiet and not seek a resolution to these tests. I have forgiven these medics and had many conversations with them in my head. At one point I recorded my meetings and uploaded them on YouTube to vindicate myself of bad behaviour that caused my mental health appointments and diagnosis. This was fertile ground for my imagination as I imagined a court case ruling against NHS abusers – something I was told to let go of by my intuition as Jehovah pointed to the bigger picture of the NHS’s usefulness as I know work in IT and see for myself their operations as I answer calls from the NHS and serve their technical needs.

The words of the Christian hymn from Church this weekend is going around my head: “Our God is a great big God”. It reminds me of how pop songs and particularly Sting would circle around my brain and I feel better that it is a hymn as I continue to change Hare Krishna in the mornings too. It is quite hard and the energy is rather dense and sticky but I soldier on and manage a few rounds while listening to Hare Krishna on the bus for 2 hours to and from work.

My mum was right to hospitalise me. Look at my creativity and journaling now with all the poetry I have written. I am now in a stable job which is a far cry away from where I was in 2012 after suffering years of unemployment and depression since 2022. Nevermind the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and the need for labels and classification in the sciences, the Depakote I took was good for my acidity and potential to experience ulcers and regulated my mood with Olanzapine and then Risperidone. The homeopath I see speaks very detrimentally about the NHS having once been a Dr in the NHS himself. His talks are not without reason and he does not recommend I come off the medication. I tried in about 2013-2014 and experienced bad side effects and went AWOL for while. My moods are much better and I have survived the spiritual and intellectual minefield having written 40-50 books and published them on Amazon before I went too far in my advertising and lost my contract with them: I am much better now and more balanced in my morning meditation to see myself as just one person who has had divine and diabolical experiences to integrate into his psyche and proceed with God into the future where my writing will help those engaged in Yoga into better states of consciousness.

I have been working hard of recent to ensure that my identity stays rooted in my schooling and as my mother’s son and brother’s younger brother. The spiritual experiences I have had and am having are transcendent and thus transient and come and go like the weather and don’t add to my authority.

ISKCON believe that by chanting Hare Krishna Hare Rama on “engages oneself in the transcendental energy of the Lord” and one becomes “simultaneously one but different” from God.

I reflect that I have projected my mother onto Hollywood and seen her liberalism in various ways. One way is to see the actress Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly engaging with my sentimentality and enacting roles which touch on tender themes that echo things that my mother says. The roles in The Godfather Trilogy and Rocky movies for Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly’s role in Labryinth and A Beaitful Mind are a touching reminder of wanderers need to in search of his mother now that Bollywood does not satisfy his needs with Mother India being recommended by the Sathya Sai Baba foundation for her struggles and strife with two sons and an absent father. Madelline Stowe is another actress whose characters and mannerisms remind me of motherhood.

Writers imagine cause and effect between people. Healers engage metaphysical realities to suffer these relationships as The Real.

I spend a lot of my time imagining conversations with people. This blog supplements that need I have to justify myself and explain who I am. After having been shoddily treated by the NHS and seen them write about me and exchange information about me and having noticed spy games going on, I am here to clear my name. Having been an English student I can guess at what happens to poets whose family details are disclosed as the context of their poems is researched with regards to taste and bias and to further expand the field of academic study so progress is possible.

In 2020 I saw the Dr Fapohunda who was rude to me and diagnosing me without talking to me properly: He said I had a relapse and I was aghast at how he was causing me to feel worried and anxious. This is Tamas Guna in ISKCON and Bhaktivedanta Book Trust and actions in the mode of ignorance. I developed the bad habit of speaking out loud when nobody was around during this period and it lasted for a couple of years as I felt a lot of pressure and other things going through me to explain what was going on and where I was in life. I found that having been cut off from my social life and having a mobile phone meant that I needed to speak to someone and was alone and could not cope with that aloneness.

Two points come up here – one that I have fairly archaic Buddhist views on Enlightenment and habits formed from the past study of Dharma stretching back a long time ago. Secondly that Henry David Thoreau echos from the past and speaks to me about my living accomodation and change of circumstances since spiritual enlightenment and the chance to experience aloneness with the voices of great men (and women) to express myself over time and be peaceful on my own with my family. It is like Sting’s song The Book of my Life and the explanation opens out into Jesus slowly as Krishna is not so well drawn out and is covered in mystery with so many other gods and goddesses that have not been explained or depicted very well for fear of angering them and colonialism. This blog is an attempt to create language to describe them and to refer to other people who have interacted with them and feared persecution or the medicals done on people religiously inclined. The history of the Christian Church always comes up and is very dramatic with witch hunts and old images and scenes of Christian’s proving their faith and hating sin. The history of India is shrouded in deep mysticism and the people are there in the Kumbh Mela for all to see as academics look back to William James and his depiction of Yogis and attempts to define Religious Experiences. The future lies in the internet, not AI as it gives all nations a chance to vie for The Creator and not just the American Way of Life being too loud and boisterous as its films take a step back after disreputable lifestyles of their clan and attempts of colonialism themselves.

The author Paolo Coelho stands out in my memory for the book The Alchemist. The film rights are about in America and it is interesting to see how this turns out. His mother noticeably stands out for having hospitalised Paolo Coelho and subjecting him to ECT. He cites it as her love and compassion that led her to do it as he was mixing with guerillas in the jungle and getting into political strife.

The American Guru Andrew Cohen had quite a bit written online about him and one of the most sensationalistic things was about his relationship with his mother who published a book about her son claiming he thought he was God. Other things written abut Andrew include what a tyrant he was as a guru and to live with and how he demanded filial piety and devotion as the guru. One man was made to dig a ditch for himself to experience his own funeral in it and another man had red paint splashed over his bedroom to explain the phenomenon of death to him.

It is of note that after his cult ended Andrew Cohen made a documentary ‘How I started a cult’ and screened it on YouTube. he came to Birmingham around 2012 to visit the Mosely social circle Tree of Life and gave a talk there as an EnlightenNext guru and cult leader.

It is of note that when Sting was talking about sex with Q magazine and discussing wife swapping and Tantric Sex, he was in Sir Bob Geldof’s company and drinking alcohol in a pub.

The impact of Q magazine on culture needs proper analysis as with other magazines as the literary press stays asleep to archives and celebrity merchandise classifying English Literature in closed circles and away from attempts to modernise culture such as Sting’s being awarded an Honorary Degree and Bob Dylan finally being awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature for his songs.

There was an article about academics some time ago that stated it is the most stressful career with the highest rates of heart attacks.

I was friends with a person called Adrian Hoskings at school and he got me my first job a bar called Stoodi Bakers on Broad Street in Birmingham’s party district. They paid £3 an hour and I would start at 7 and work until about 11.45 so I could leave early and get the 12 o clock bus home. I would work some Thursdays and my main shifts were on Friday and Saturday night. I would collect used glasses and bottles of alcohol and beer in a shopping basket from around the bar and bring them back to the store room and wash them and then take the clean glasses to the bar and stack them there. It involved carrying the basket above my head in a busy bar and some people found it amusing to tickle me under my arms. Fortunately I never spilled helped out in the DJ booth with the smoke machine and lights as the DJ worked his magic and entertained the crowds. The management was Rupert, Mark, Keith and they had quite a little gangster unit going on that Adrian was a part of and sometimes they would give me free tickets to their other nightclubs Bakers and Toots up the road. I quit my job when I planned to study for Oxford and never went back to bar work again.

Ritesh recently bought a lawnmower and had to return it because he could not assemble the bucket that collects the grass/ He has taken over the duties of cutting the grass I used to and waters the lawn and keeps it tidy regularly. Having a nice garden was Mum’s retirement plan and her elder sister helped her build it with her husband and out uncle Professor Jeff Cole from Birmingham University biochemistry department. He was in his garden most evenings during summer and helped us dig ours and gave us the initial flowers to put in the garden. Mum has been tending it ever since for the past 7/8 years now and looks after it regularly.

There is too much RnB in this world.

As I come out of being a hermit at home and spend time at Creative Support on Saturdays for an Arts and Chat group I am reminded of what it means to be a cool person by the Care Coordinator there who runs the group. I won’t share her name to respect their privacy but she volunteers her Saturday mornings so we can get out our colouring books and pens and pencils and do some art work between 10.30-12. I like her contemporary music and culture as I am so isolated. It is also a mental health support group so I have built up a network of people who know me and help me with my mental health issues and are there to listen to me if I ever need to talk.

I am reminded there that I am becoming older and not a cool person anymore since I was a student when I was 24. These grooves go deep and affect my stature as a man who lives at home with his mum but learned so much as a student that needs to be kept vital in my life airs so I can record it and joy it down for history’s sake. This blog will not only serve literary scholars and aficionados but also historians as I am reminded about Herodotus chronicling history in short paragraphs that anybody could read. This is no time for Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as they are too dense and I like the way I have developed a style of writing to suit my life. I look forward to having my journal entries and articles uploaded from my phone to my laptop so when I come home from work the laptop is there for me to write on and update Wild Stage the blog go going out into the world and selling my story. We live in an international age and the internet is a field of possibility that EnlightenNext overlooked and Mind Body Spirit was negative about EMF and crystal work about negative energies. They moved too quickly and were human and fallible. The seeds are thus sown for more slow growth and development that allows for the internet to be appreciated and for governments to update antiquated ways of ruling and leading mankind into the future.

I am John Connor – Terminator films

“The eagle never lost so much time as when it asked of the fox how to fly” – William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Dr Pillai has prophesied that there would be a war killing 800 million people. He said this about 2008 online shortly after revealing his past life as Bhisma in The Mahabarata and from time of Krishna in India. He had an online empire as a Dr and had studied Astrophysics at an Indian university as well as religious studies in his online biographies. I put these 800 million deaths into Nature and COVID and self realised that the British Medical Authority would have authority worldwide for medical description and could account for 800 million deaths in the normal course of history for accounting purposes and keeping up with online warfare.

Kali Yuga sites immigration as one of the evils of the time we live in. I think travelling and working is a sign of this symptom and is causing too much confusion in the TV and sending the blogosphere mad with hysteria and erratic noise makers.

I am not selling anything at work as an IT apprentice. This feels like a relief to get off my chest as I market my blog to appeal for funds from readers.

The question remains to be asked: Is there one internet in the world? Different countries divide it up into their own domains and different domains carve the internet up into sub-divisions but it remains to be asked if there is actually one general thing called the internet which needs to be shared by all worlds that are here and present and accounted for?

It’s like the war at the end of the Matrix 3 when the sentinels are making their way to the base of the humans. The mind is constantly under pressure to see things differently and has to deal with EMF as well as paranormal activity these days to survive.

The pressure of the Guru online makes one want to reveal things about omens and portents as well as one’s consciousness to others. I am managing this by seeking recourse to my poetry and providing biographical context to literary poems.

Is the internet, the world?

I’m a multidimensional spiritual being.

I have seen large biographies written about writers decades and even centuries after they lived. I live in an internet age with large government databases and have books written that are not publicised in print or online. So what of my fate centuries from now and the fact that I don’t speak to my Dad since 2002 when I had a nervous breakdown in front of him in India and tried to speak to him around 2015 or so on WhatsApp but had another nervous breakdown and contacted him inappropriately with videos I made on social media and via email. He knows my heart and I have been in contact with him via text to let him know I am working but it is quite a strain living your own death as Roland Barthes pointed out as the author becomes the Scriptor and anticipates his own biographical information in the future being used for and against him and has nothing to show for all his worry and considerations and lives in an ivory tower and dreamworld with his mother who was a businesswoman and did not partake in English literary criticism to understand the ether that Rohan Rishi engaged when he was writing and suffering a nervous breakdown between 2013-2024. It was all a response to Krishna’s energy that was inquisitive about the field of potential and possibilities with me like Arjuna before Krishna and his adversaries on the field of Kuruksetra. Thousands of years before Socratic thought, Hindustan had ancient dialogue capable of being alien language today as The Transformers film series contemplates The All Spark and the search to control a mystical energy that has come to Earth with cosmic beings warring for energy like in Avatar where The Smurfs show up in different blue uniforms. Megatron is Metatron and was allegedly punished for thinking he was God and has bad karma as a Decepticon working on the dark side for control of earth as the other deities in the Kingdom of God battle it out as Autobots for defence of the realm.

Me and Ritesh used to wake up early on Saturday mornings in the 1980s to watch and record The Transformers cartoon. It used to be on for about 5 minutes on the Roland Rat Show and then on Waccaday with Timmy Mallet and we would record the episodes and edit the theme music out to make a seamless long episode that we could enjoy at our leisure. Copies of these VHS and many others are upstairs in our attic – living proof that we were once spiled young children compared to the vast world of underground matters we deal with today and the underprivileged children we affect with our dreams and visions and religious ideals.

I realised when I had psychiatric appointments that I was confusing matters with psychology and was spending time waiting for someone to talk to. I had some CBT which was okay but not really relevant to my condition. Meditation worked much better. I realised I was wasting my time waiting between appointments and showing a consistent self to the Drs and Nurses that was far removed from how I felt on the inside and was hurting me with my mum and brother making me farther away from them and distant in my own little world. I resented the Drs not talking to me about anything religious and my memory was strained as I kept on looking back to the world for working life and was written off by the Drs and they said I was someone who would never work again and had some problems with his hostility. The UK does not have a history or pacifism or non violence to speak of so this preoccupation with violence is for medical sales only as there is not ground of being rooting the explanation of the exploration of violence.

They are just human beings doing a job but they exploit idealism as with many others and have a long way to go to reclaim Classical standards of integrated health care when the happiness of medical professionals wasn’t an issue as they lived balanced ideals with the rest of civilisation. A Drs life is too compartmentalised and Tony Blair emigrated a lot of Africans into the country to kow tow to democratic ideals who pose a threat to the life of a Hindu and Buddhist with their laughing at meditation and mystical experiences.

I can’t see my Mum. Jesus said to Mary: “Mother what have you to do with me?” and he advised me to contemplate the visions I have of motherhood from a past life perspective and realise the best place for my mother is in the imagination where she was older than me growing up and I have had several hundred schisms in my life to cope with the fact that I am an adult and to integrate psychology into my self and spirit to take with me into the afterlife.

In the 2000s John Pilger was an Australian journalist enjoying veritable British citizenship with the amount of writing he had done and inspired. He wrote about the NHS and said that America was looking to buy sections of it and privatise it. This was linked to Hilary Clinton’s healthcare plan and Obamacare – something Donald trump repealed when he scaled back the operations of “crooked Hilary Clinton” and repealed Obamacare.

The musician Sting want to be better than Beethoven in history.

I went to Poetry Jam at the Symphony Hall in 2022-2026 and red some of my poetry out loud at Open Mic nights. I also attended some other poetry evenings including The Verve Poetry Press’s open mic night at the Hive Cafe. Ritesh came along and recorded me reading out a poem I had written. It was fun – a bit of a long journey and I was not writing any new poetry and was shy before the other poets but it was an interesting experience. I went first with my mum who encouraged me to read a poem from my phone and after that she stayed at home while I struggled with the socialising after so long by myself and at home with depression and bipolar disorder.

“We are gods and goddesses in disguise” – Dr Deepak Chopra, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success

“When you realise you are part of the Big Bang and a part of the greatest writers cosmic experience that gave rise to the creative process and one with the energy and intelligence that created the universe you want to dive right in and create the material world” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enlightenment

“As the Evolutionary stands poised like the archer every ready to take on the next moment” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enightement (reference to the Bhagavad Gita and ISKCON with Arjuna the archer)

My family had Qi massages with Dr Quinn in Stirchley around 2022-2024 and she charged £30 for an hours massage.

In 2012 I had Four Winds Acupuncture with Janet Eastwood of Bearwood Birmingham. She was my family’s acupuncturist for years and treated me for Bipolar Disorder as well as weight loss. I lost 4 inches and 3 stones while seeing her. My mother and brother both had acupuncture around the same time and Ritesh went on to see another practitioner and have his own sessions as well. Janet would charge about £45 for an hour.

I had some Reiki done in 2025-2026 at the Harborne Renaissance Therapy Centre. I paid about £35 for a hours session. My mother and brother had Reiki done on them in 2009-2010 at the same centre but in a different location and had atunements done also. They saw a healer called Michael Melchizedik.

I had some counselling in 2025 at St Martins Church in Birmingham City Centre. The recommendation came through Creative Support whose group Talking Spaces recommended that I seek counselling there. Ther womans name was Kerry who counselled me and we saw each other for a number of months on a Monday afternoon before she decided that I did not need any more counselling. She was quite New Age and open minded and gave me a chance to talk about my family and social pressures quite a bit.

In 2025 I started a Cybersecurity Bootcamp ( a computer course) at home for three months which gave me the skills I needed to apply for my current job. The company was called Althaus and did very well to educate us each week in different aspects of computing and business so that we could apply for jobs and be successful.

Andrew Cohen used to be a martial artist and was remarked upon by his students to be an accomplished Yogi. Dr Deepak Chopra is photographed online as teaching yoga with his shirt off on a beach online in June 2026.

Is the Wolverine a metaphor Acupuncture and why do the military try to erase his memory and spark his fury and revenge?

It has been 400 years. Is Shakespeare still relevant today? Did he mention Jesus Christ?

Zeus explained to me that I had been with the Ancient Greeks in the past and to remember that The Father of the Bible and Jesus’s reckoning is His Father and creation and points to Him after the Bible came to Renaissance England in the 1600s and faced Shakespeare as a playwright and poet before he took on religious significance and became a sacred cow of criticism and the arts over the centuries.

In 2000-2002 I bought my first proper computer. It was a Compaq and was funded with a load from HSBC bank. I had a secon hand computer before this but that was not connected to the internet. I used my computer to watch Pornography online (heterosexual) as I realised I would get bullied if I didn’t due to peer pressure and social conventions. I bought one pornograhic magazine while I was in my second year at Oxford 1998/1999 as I felt myself itch sexually but threw it away soon after looking at it.

In Gladiator 2, the protagonist is different to Russell Crowe’s lead in the first one. he is a Poet and ends the film by praying to the Father.

Some sort of Science Park is being built by Selly Oak shopping centre and next to the University and QEHB hospital. It was originally earmarked to be research site for Ebola virus but these plans have been cancelled. There is quite a lot of mental health work going on at the new hospital.

I worked with Tory Councillor Adrian Delaney at Conservative Party headquarters in 2022-2024 as I campaigned for Gary Sambrook MP in an effort to engage social democracy and do my bit for society. I would volunteer my Saturday mornings to go and leaflet for Gary after Rishi Sunak won the election to be British Prime Minister: Gary Sambrook met King Charles and Rishi Sunak while I was working with them.

Ritesh has suffered from Eczema a lot in his life and has had a couple of rashes in the past couple of years. Presently he has his foot bandaged with quite bad blisters on his left foot from itching too much. Unlike me Ritesh is balding in his hair and my mum is losing her hair too as it thins out.

Mum started playing scrabble with me in the 2000s when she was looking for work and we would regularly get over 300. We started playing again last year and played every night for several months. We now play at weekends and sometimes Ritesh joins us.

The Indian politician Dr Shashi Tharoor was tipped to be the United Nations Secretary General but was beaten by Ban Ki Moon. His talks are not worth studying for Colonialism and Postcolonialism and to clean up the database online since Postmodern fiction fell prey to Salman Rushdie. No Chinese politicians take up as much airspace and internet energy as Dr Tharoor who shows India’s more Modernist gaze s he sits and chats with the religious leader Sadhguru.

Does British TV and Dramas make sense when Prince Philip and Queen Elizabeth 2nd reigned for nearly a hundred years or lived for that long and were not televised in any debate or dialogues. Who are the politicians speaking to and what is her religious role as head of the Church of England when it comes to spiritual and religious experiences?

I have been haunted by Queen Elizabeth 2nd and Prince Philip since they passed away.

Jesus never spoke as much as some Priests. America is to blame with their stadiums full of speakers and the tradition of TV Evangelism. Look what it did with Barack Obama and the lies he told to get into office and how he dominated YouTube and other social media channels to pretend he was like the reverend Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela. What some people carve the Bible up into being is astonishing. I find I can’t even read it as such a polluted text.

Churches should be like libraries and open all week long like Hindu Mandirs. There should be scope for going to talk to a Priest while he is studying at a desk and they should be available for special powers to control the Drs of England. This would give the Police something to police rather than make up crimes and would lend itself to actually creating a community atmosphere and stop Priests travelling so much and having lavish ceremonies on Sundays that no-one understands. Then Sunday could be a chance for quiet remembrance of Jesus and not a competition to speak some new jingles that get in the way of other speech and block up our spiritual channels and energies. How many photos does Rowan Williams have online – what are they saying and what is their message? What industries is he helping with photography here and what is the use of having no webpage to speak to the people about the religion of England? Is it because there is no money and privilege in the internet?

In 2012 Buddha asked me to step in as the Lord Buddhist. this was due to Impersonal Brahman and to help with a review of the Dalai Lama’s work and other spiritual teachers. It also meant a lot of 2012 work with the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age and Sathya Yuga as well as The Human Potential Movement.

This was in keeping with my research of J Krishnamurti as the head of the Order of the Star and his role as The World Teacher dealing with World Karma, COVID was inevitable for how the Drs treated China and covered up real science. Shame on Gordon Brown writing a useless book and trying to make even more money from the British Empire after he parked his career nowhere with a Prime Ministership on mixed channels and going nowhere. We don’t see the red briefcase anymore outside Downing Street announcing the budget – it seems that Winston Churchill’s ghost still lingers on though and he haunts Americans like Donald Trump and Paul Hegseth to attack the Royal Navy for not getting involved in Iran.

How many treaties does India or China have with the UK and have they ever been drawn into useless negotiations by the British Empire and the travelling Colonial class that spends money like water and taxes its citizens widely as they don’t look happy in London.

Allah said the work I do is comparative religion and that I am no charlatan spiritual guru with my brother. Spirit said the work I do is Revelations.

For all the pressure they put on India for sexuality, America’s interest in nudity in cinematic releases was short lived through the 1980s and 1990s and online pornography came along to take their passions. India was right not to take their clothes off on screen and can now work socially with pornography as it is so wide spread that intelligence will fathom a way to better than Sunny Leone who was granted a pass into the movies as Urvashi Rautela sings to an American tune and the Indian nation suffers salaries and lavish lifestyles that entreat the politician to malign the population.

10/06/2026

September 2, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

In my early years folder I deal with the first 48 years of my life and a lot of childhood memories and feelings as well as the first 13 years of my life being twice born again as a Christian for 2 years and dealt with this in a months worth of writing. This leads me to question what time is? How into formed and where does it come from? In Hinduism it is called a God called Kala and in Christianity Jesus is for moon control of it the Creator in Genesis and ruler of his own prophecy for his advent on earth as the Messiah. Allah once spoke to me about aeons taking past lives for millions of years and asked if his people could have past lives too as Buddha explored Kali Yuga and the devil looking at Buddhist eschatology.

Kali Yuga is a period of irreligiousness on earth when the prevailing deity Kali will rule and man will be given to conflict and chaos.

The ability to experience time appears uniquely human until we note that time is not merely clock time but the passing of seasons and the coming and going of night and day with the sun and the moon oscillating duties to govern the world and attend cosmic forces. If Jesus is to rebirth He will need to be in control of these forces and the book of Genesis needs to withstand more ridicule from atheists as the imagination stands up to abuse and is defended for what is possible with time when God is in control of it.

When will the Pope visit the UK?

The NHS diagnosis of me as suffering from Bipolar Disorder occurred in 2013 and listed Schizophrenic, Mani, Depression, Racy Thoughts and Psychosis in its report on me. This was following a consultation with my mother and maybe one observation of me in interview. These diagnoses were never discussed with me and I wonder what would have happened if I had not read the report saying I thought I was a Hindi incarnation of god?

This reminds me of J Krishnamurti and his teachings on how misleading the Guru was and how you could never ask another person how you can be saved and what the right answers are for you in your life. It combines with what Jesus taught on the dangers and pitfalls of trusting the world when the kingdom of heaven was full of peril and deceit and how in the end I was grateful that the NHS arrested my development for fear of what lay ahead but mistreated me as a member of ethnic and religious grouping which left me with delusions of grandeur to work out by myself. Jesus told Drs to “heal themselves” as he warned the kingdom of heaven is near at hand and available for anybody to reach out and grab it. The simplicity of the Holy Ghost is what baffles medics in a world of sensationalism and marketing where American mystics and priests sold everything including the kitchen sink to get popular and used Islam to defend their antiquated beliefs.

I healed the Nazi Holocaust with Jehovah and they have moved in cosmic space and in Heaven and Hell and this should make space for new things in the world. I have also healed the Viet Cong.

Prior to 2012 Dr Deepak Chopra towed the party line of the Democrats to insult Mahmoud Ahmedinajad who had airtime online speaking at the United Nations. In keeping with the USA’s dominance of mental health, he called Ahmedinajad a “psychotic” and has since been deleted on YouTube along with a lot of other videos where he called for a “critical mass of humanity” to raise consciousness and force world leader to adopt new peaceful policies in alignment with spirituality online.

How come the United Nations has not built offices abroad in the UK?

My brother and I missed out on a family inheritance in Jalandhar, Punjab with our grandfather’s ball bearing business IBI Ball Bearing PVT Ltd. He had six children and our father was the youngest brother who was sent to England to study at Bournville College in the 1970s. He met my mother and got married instead of completing his course and they fell in love and had my elder brother. Eventually they divorced in 1988 and my father moved to London to drive minicabs and keep in touch with me and brother. My brother was disenfranchised with the family situation and wanted to be left alone. I would socialise with my mother’s Islamic partner Karamat Ali who had been in prison for car theft and try to keep the peace with my father with regular visits to London Hounslow to see him. All he could really do was take us out shopping and try to bribe our affections as he worked 7 days a week driving taxis and would cook good food for us as we remembered him doing so when we were a family.

He eventually moved back to India in 2000 and me and my brother lost touch with him as we evolved and grew spiritually. I saw him in 2000 but suffered a nervous breakdown upon having spiritual realisation in 2002. I have spoken to him briefly since then but found being in touch on the smartphone too stressful and mixing bad memories in the home as he wanted to know about my mental health. He sold the family business and moved to outside Delhi and me and my brother did not get any shares in the business – something I lost out on when I chose God instead of corporate law in 2000-2002 and failed to develop into a healthy corporate man who travelled the world and did business while having a family of his own to boast of to keep up with the rest of my graduates from Oxford and King Edwards.

My religious transformation was even more painful than Eckhart Tolle with terrifying states of emptiness and nothingness to face alone with the silent support of my mother and brother who appear to have gone through these things before in previous births.

The female goddess Devi on the left hand side of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple represents my past life in India. I have been guided to this revelation by Durga who said how else could I have accomplished all that I have done and had such a successful relationship with my mother. Santosh is my mother’s name and there is a small statue of Santosh Mata in the Temple too. Santosh Mata originated from India and is worshipped in film and this symbol is fertile ground for the imagination and the path to ruin for our family as my painting sits behind glass and has a jyoti burning in front of it. During this past life I was acquainted with Lord Rama and worshipped Him and note that the glass that separates my painting from reality is the distance I have in Kali Yuga from such an opulent lifestyle. I don’t speak Hindi and don’t know Hindu scriptures beyond the Bhagavad Gita. But I can attest that the separation from reality represents The Soul Cages by Sting and now the “mind forged manacles of man” of William Blake that I saw when I was about 12 and fixated on throughout my English studies and makes its way into my poetry online. I listened to Sting obsessively every day from 12 to 24 when I stopped listening to music to look after my mind and body and saw in him a higher light to a deeper reality that was in keeping with contemporary spirituality that we all come from God and are heading there through transcendental means.

“the young so educated they never grow old” – Prince, Seven

Another empty day with money to fill that void instead of God.

The worship came through from Krishna a decade ago to watch my passion and confidence. I have been up since 4am meditating this morning and it is 7.30 and I see from the shifting shapes and patterns what he means. It is quite one thing to dwindle on my phone about celebrity life and the royal family. It is quite another thing to interact with them. My mother and I went to London last the day after Lillibut’s funeral and spent a day there and rode the Elizabeth line. That’s as close to royalty as we have come in our life. When I was in the Tazetta Suite of the QEHB for Bipolar Disorder my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands as Rama had tole me and I noted that Prince William came to Birmingham and did a public appearance. I feel affinity for him and Catherine because of their student life and interacting with the normal side of humanity and see myself influencing their generation and the younger one more than Prince Philip and King Charles for whom I had something to say online about corporate India with my social media videos between 2017-2024. But in keeping with what Krishna writes about in the Bhagavad Gita this is the age of my life when passion rules my Gunas and I am likely to be too over confident in one moment then too under confident in the next as I rule myself from my home in Weoley Castle and live out of one bedroom and deal with all these forms and shifting patterns to find a way to cope with living normal working life and waking up and travelling to work and earning a salary and building my webpage slowly so I can see and develop a plan to market it to British universities and even some people abroad for further research.

If I publish my work and advertise it to world leaders, my karma from school is strong. I have had many spiritual experiences since then and revealed my past lives too but the link to schooling and the role of parenting with my mother and the buried emotions of my father are located there in my unconscious as well as the ties to all the relatives and all their socialising. The rest has to be put to my higher self.

In India there was a holy man called Shirdi Sai Baba who is worshipped in India to this day. There was a TV Show of him which showed him healing someone and getting sick himself. Doubtless this is what happened to me and still does occur to this day as I experience weakness and suffer fearful states of being after encountering NHS Drs and Nurses who were heavy handed with the medication and did not want to discuss cause and effect in relation to my medical diagnosis as a Hindu incarnation of God. I have seen people make speeches claiming to be divine and write webpages proclaiming their human relationship with the people – after my trust has been burned with the DWP who charged me for PIP and ESA since 2013 to 2025 for my services and used me to fix this country’s spiritual apathy and non religious nature – I will let my webpage do the talking and rely on poetry to abstain from claiming religious perception.

I have been trying to answer the question What is a Healer for some years now and cannot arrive at a satisfactory concise explanation of a phenomenon I have been experiencing since I was very young. I can answer people’s prayers with recourse to Angels and help them fulfil their goals and ambitions in life by asking Hindu Gods and Goddesses. This is a step in the right direction of expanding on my current role as a poet and IT support technician and helps me further define the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering in terms of Abrahamic and Vedic deities.

I am a Healer. I use the Wheel of Suffering in Buddhism to elevate people from their current state and use my connections from past lives to improve situations on the planet: I am very quiet and barely talk as I am usually engaged in some transcendental activity and craving time to myself to meditate and recharge my batteries. I am very low on energy and find working life a bore. It takes a lot for me to travel to work and back and get the bus there for 2 hours and back for the same amount of time. Futhermore whilst I respect people’s time and money, I find the NHS has many rude callers who expect their work to be done in miracle timing and people are rushing me to complete my job. I would much rather stay at home and work as a writer but this is not fair on my mum and brother who need me to get out and prove that I don’t have mental health problems under the mental health act after the train wreck the Drs and Nurses brought into our lovely home.

I can interact with daily life normally and carry out normal duties and functions while attending to my spirituality and looking after myself as a graduate who has suffered many years unemployment (24) and is looking at being a 50 year old soon. So knowing that this writing is spied on and used to update databases and legally allow for 2012 arrangements after the world leaders tried to mainstream spirituality through their polling of people’s data: I am renouncing healing everyone and stating the tax code as reasonableness for what I can achieve.

I occupy a basic rate of tax and cannot afford to heal people in higher bands and that includes celebrities and politicians who come to me as well as royalty whom I see from time to time requesting healing.

In 2002 an energy worker did a reading on me and said that people were asking me questions. I can now see what she meant and see this occurring in the spiritual and religious realms with divine importance of earnest actions that have karmic consequences. I cannot continue to support this country’ government and media circus and will retrain myself to keep my energies to myself and just wish for good things for people of the same economic bracket.

I do not charge for what I do as Lord Indra told me there is no charge. But people are going to have to pay for this and stop saying I am like other people for equalising my life with others. It is enough humiliation to have the NHS imply that I am not special but it is even more to have to explain the difference between myself and others on this blog when spiritual teachers and masters have been dominating the internet for decades while I and my family receive nothing. Jesus writes in the Bible that you cannot mix God with money and this is doubtless part of some tests to make sure I am true and authentic but that does not give rich people the right to abuse me whatever nation they are from.

The original Christians had no libraries to speak of. They were just enamoured with duty and the word of God to create the Christian Church. Books and bibliographies have been built and they challenge our sensibilities today and are confronted by science to prove the veracity of their claims – that Jesus lives and His word is worth following. The King James Bible has taken centre stage and there are countless translations across the globe attesting to modernity and espousing the words that Jesus is alleged to have spoken and the Logos that is to be studied in Universities. England is different to America in that it has completed its colonial expansions and apart from Indian politics there is joy at the heart of the Christian Church. Americans are much more anxious and I feel their presence in my house for their post colonial moment of I Amness and proclaiming the greatness of the American nation, peoples and project while other countries get on with Christianity as business as usual. Stoicism supplements Greek Christianity and presupposes that the western people want to ruled by Aquarian gods with goddesses that have sexual ways on the surface quite different to eastern countries with their gods led by Krishna in the west doing his best to modernise things after only being 60 years old at ISKCON and bending with American naivety to rule the roost and proclaim a new gospel of Brahma about the life and disciplic succession of Krishna.

This is a blog. It is my personal webpage. Being spied on has done strange things to my head. There is not just America and England but hundreds of countries and this has affected my estimation of material wealth and what I am worth.

Brideshead Revisted by Evelyn Waugh tells the tale is dwindling authority at Oxford University and the growing need for the priesthood to cement its role there when dealing with student care. It is my hope this blog will circulate amongst academics and clerics alike to deal with issues of authority and morality nationwide so the out getting bogged down with topos and location The internet moved too quickly for some classes and groups and society and it’s time to have another go at it.

I caused 9/11. I have cause natural disasters on earth – earthquakes and floods and blackholes.

The Vietnam War was caused by the senses as the American were short sighted and could not see into the East. This is like the Ukraine War with Russians losing their sight and sound about Europe and getting lost after Brexit. The conflict in Iran is an extension of The Crusades.

“April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.” – T S Eliot The Waste Land

Much of what I write is due to memory and desire. I stimulate my own desire by publishing my thoughts and updating my consciousness for academic audiences. I fear the loss of memory in our country with American superdominance of our social media networks. We are not the history of Hollywood and the wars between Parliament and the Monarchy for power have left a gaping hole in British democracy where Nigel Farage is beating the BBC for ratings as he buys the next election with GBNews for the sake of the whole and to keep a cogent sense of what it means to be in this country with Monarchs too good for TV.

“Food eaten more than three hours after cooking it is said to be in the mode of ignorance (Tamas Guna)” – Srila Prabhupada, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When Srila Prabhupada was training for his role as a Sannyasi and when he finally embarked on his journey in America, fridges in India were not that common a phenomenon. This food cooked and eaten more than three hours after the time was said to be sullied and rotten having been left out in the heat. This posed a problem for meat eating and vegetarianism is common amongst Hindus. Some sacrifice their food before God and serve Him the food on their plate and thus give up the violence associated with the killing of an animal. ISKCON urge the noneating of meat but state that if you want to eat meat they pray and offer your food to Kali. I find it too hard to give up meat and offer my food to Kali and also go to Church and have been baptised so eating meat is not forbidden amongst Christians.

My mum started receiving phone calls about me in 2002. The phrase used was “the largest puja ever was done for me” and they have spoke about my special importance. Having Krishna near me is no joke and He advents to raise someone’s profile: “Wherever there is Arjuna and Krishna there is victory and opulence” (The Bhagavad Gita). I like the New Testament and the Gospels of Jesus but find the rest of the Bible too hard. The implications were that I would help the world with the prophecy of Jesus and one day would become famous. My mum had to cope with this all by herself and with both my brother and me knocked out of the race of life after Earth shattering events and hauntings in India in 2002. Ritesh could see a lot of evil being intended to me and was befuddled as to how it could be so. He was never one to try the rat race so sat back and watched the Drs treat me for depression when I lost my career as a trainee solicitor at Jones Day Gouldens. The mix of science and religion has been paramount to my success and Krishna warned me that I have no science in my life and this holds me back and stops me having choices. The plight of our family and the home remedies we tried to get better from evil and psychic attack lays fertile ground to those scientists who say that religion is too old fashioned and not relevant to today – something Andrew Cohen of the cult EnlightenNext was trying on as he was using India to be a fashionable guru and talk big.

My brother is a Naturopath and does not like Drs and Nurses. To him it’s all made up and Drs need computers to get their jobs done and read something off the screen. He would listen to the pundit from India in the 2000s that mum found in a village who said that I was not normal and that some people would come to visit me. The pundit would recite prayers and Ritesh would run the phone over his face believing in the Swami Vivekananda books he read when he was young and not the rough and shoddy diagnosis and speech of the Drs and Nurses who bamboozled me with processes and lexicon to leave me dumb before them as they performed Obs and wrote complicated words into their own laptops about their own health and keep up from studying their own health and keep up from studying their own degree which dovetails nicely with the racists n Parliament who don’t have one Daoist sitting with all the Muslims there and banter about terrorism and extremism from brown people. Where this leaves us with Nigel Farage and his immigration rants stirring up the nation is anyone’s guess and how much longer will be for my mum to suffer with her two sons is up for grabs too. What if this was another Hindu household, or what had been going on in Hindu households as they kow tow to Drs and Professionals to show up at their expensive houses and weddings with alcohol enough for the wine and whiskey drinking class who had too much to lose from my medical to play by the rules as the NHS does not hand out compensation as its staff are treated well and take up the headlines with propaganda since Tony Blair and his cronies dictated the news about the NHS and sob stories about shit.

The Indian education curriculum had been set on YouTube by George Walker Bush with his racist Islamaphobia and war mongering as youth clambered about looking for solutions to problems by protest and with democracy and Arundhati Roy with Salman Rushdie on Richard Dawkins’s social media with all those Hindu Bhajans on them and things that thw atheists do not understand.

Was Dr Ernie van Woerkhom channeling me when he was treating me for Bipolar Disorder?

Have Drs and Academics been seeking the power of the mind over matter in the UK and do they seek power over life with the ability to kill people with their minds and send them insane?

“The future of the British economy lies in science”- Gordon Brown PM in c.2000s on BBC

There is no review process from the NHS to deal with my family’s case. This is a shortcoming of Drs centralising out of London while listening to crap about Drs strikes and not enough pay when they have a job in this country developing strategies of creating insane people who use social media videos aimed at children where the Drs can start young giving advice while missing out on all that spirituality that came from America and was lost when EnlightenNext collapsed, mimicking Partition in India, taking all of the mind body spirit with it in America so the Drs escape without liability in this country and have Princess Catherine in their back pockets with her swimsuit body invulnerable to psychic attack and without armed guards around her while utilising the world’s resources.

“The debt you owe your mother you will never repay”- Sathya Sai Baba

These writings are coming out of a city slicker and someone who has always been in a big city. The countryside of England is a different matter but the English character is the same. The NHS is to be examined and updated from 1983 regardless of my status as a past life Hindu. What of my other lives in Greece or when I lived in England in Jacobean times? ISKCON is stating that people have had a million lives and need to remember their time with Krishna to make this a successful life. That is why Tibet is so powerful for its ancestry into the darkness and where historians have yet to lead politicians and their money. In Tibet and on Buddha Bar a past life reincarnation is known as a Tulku and Chinese medicine boasts the Dao to be able to take into consideration spirituality without shutting it down like the NHS does and denies my mother her human rights and freedom of expression with the one in one out right of a Dr to be by himself with a patient.

3/6/26

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“He’s the king of the ninth world
Twisted son of the fog bells toll
In each and every lobster cage
A tortured human soul”

Sting, The Soul Cages

The Bhagavad Gita As It Is hosts “the three worlds” of Krishna and Durga is the Goddess of Navratri and plays host to the number nine. Possible readings of this lyric may not contain the notion that there was not enough space on earth for Krishna to be the subject of this verse and to be the saviour alongside Jesus for whom society was being dealt with the 4-5% owning 95% of the wealth with EnlightenNext and all the mind body spirit books that have disappeared from the book that have disappeared from the book shelves as Shiva institutes an age of direct experience and secrets coming forward from India about the Golden Age at The Brahma Kumaris with their Oxford Retreat Centre hosting Dada Janki and Brahma Baba from the twentieth century and struggling to keep up with the world of the mobile phone with all that Raja Yoga and speech that competes for silence as people engage in normal working life and they investigate health problems and mental health too in the UK.

That is why the Indian refer to Shree Book and call a book Sir. It is an old institution and is being dealt with glibly by western forces as Dr Pillai of the Pillai Centre writes one book and Monarchs don’t write any. The space for differ by cultures under Jehovah is reducing and power games need to change the way academics live so that Drs are not grumbling about their lifestyles and pay and take access to alternative medicine to stop being pill pushers and people like CMHTs and mental health nurses stop offloading their student loans and family lives with no discussion finally in a fascist stat under Nigel Farage’s friendship with Donald trump placing us decades behind where the Chinese wanted us to be with EnlightenNext and Dao.

What is a Hindu Manidr and does it exist beyond a social context for marriages? Do they allow discussion of their Gods and Goddesses and religion and allow people in from the outside?

Church history is devolving into one big rush to give each other health advice in the UK as Eastenders and Coronation Street feel sorry for the Ukrainians and post them in the Eurovision Song Contest alongside Israel. The Americans have finally gone and eaten too much food and taken over the UK and trashed their culture with Kinghts of the Realm having no contact with ordinary folk or public relations with the Royal Family.

What England has too many illegal immigrants in it for Nigel Farage to use his superpowers for his own news network on to bring Fox News into the debate at Westminster while Jon Stewart plays quarters with Private Eye and Ian Hislop on YouTube.

England suffers from madness with all of its TV programming and the use of AI. That is why they call it mad dogs and Englishmen. This hides a deep racism which masquerades itself as ignorance of other cultures.

Amal Clooney is to be seen with Oprah Winfrey’s amazing arse and to be medicated in accordance with Yoga for the profile of her body and what George Clooney was trying to achieve with adoration of Nazi Germany again in The Monuments Men with his empire and lazy acting career which has caused the downfall of hollywood in spite of Prince Harry’s attempts with James Corden to prop it up and Prince William singing with Bon Jovi and posing for photos with Tom Cruise of Scientology being granted religious status the year I began a medical in the UK

LAMDA graduate Paul Ready is to be asked how he took four years to mirror me when a LAMDA diploma only takes 3 years. He is to be studied for mental health with Egyptian religion so that Nollywood can better understand the madness that challenged my identity and stole my religion all these years.

Bryan Dick is to be studied for racism and to see if living with me did anything for the polished person who sued to suffer mental health problems back home in Newcastle.

I feel a little lost as a graduate without the confines and routine of student life around me. Though it has been 24 years since I left Law School I have been looking for work since then and now that I have been looking for work since then and now that I have found some of it is a shift of consciousness to have Monday-Friday at work and the weekend to myself and I feel a little bit lost as to how to fill my time. The IPL cricket is on and on Bank Holiday Monday I will studying for my apprenticeship so that is easing me into working life and helping with the pain of no longer being a student who is searching for God.

What effect does the Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan that represents my past life have on the congregation there? Does she confer religious states of bliss as advertised by Hindu gurus online or does she ooze peace to them?

Christian Churches need to pool their resources and back the Americans off from Evangelical tradition with the state that Israel is in. Israel should never have been given to a Jewish race and should have been under the control of Christians able to work dedicatedly on Christ’s second coming. Christian sermons need to go ont a data base so that other priests can use other people’s sermons and have more time for other things such as management and experience less stress. This would go to the denominations of the country and decide whether or not the old structures need be applied or if there was indeed just one Anglican Church. The fate of the Vatican costing England could also be applied here for Roman Catholic Churches maintaining their distance. it is not a requirement of Christ’s ministry that priests write their own sermons each week and as mental health increases and the madness grows in England the globalised world will want to make space for Priests to be there for their congregation and to serve the public will at large.

Is the word heaven applicable to Hindu Temples and scriptures? Does it apply to ISKCON?

The film The Creator was poignant for a forthcoming war between China and the USA. It showed the biological differences between Buddhists and Christians as they fought over dominance of the internet and world resources and the graphics involved in showing the airspace where the central database was stored was useful in showing the feeling of emptiness and airness that go with cosmic consciousness and astral travelling. I am reminded of IPMan 4 and how trade between these two superpowers was desirable and the Chinese had desire to work with the Americans but other conflicts have taken over and it seems the Dalai Lama has abandoned plans of returning to China.

It is only 3.30 in the afternoon. The world is workingf outside my bedroom. With my cosmic awareness activated and my ability to travel to Heaven – what time is it outside and how long are people taking to accomplish their tasks? Who is judging them and what is the state of the Church of England with the spread of AI and the dominance of the world of fake news online and social media as well as the fact that the internet does not really exist.

If the internet exists as per western science – what of China and was this grounds for a war? Did China originate it’s own computer or does it owe this to Apple and Microsoft?

Queen Elizabeth 2nd’s presence is felt in England and she has returned to play ghost and ex leader of the Church of England and learn from Bhakti yoga what the image does and how it affects channelling and transmissions of knowledge throughout the kingdom. King Charles spiritual powers may increase in time as Queen Elizabeth harnesses the internet with Krishna working with me over the coming years. My role as a Healer is important for the healings that can occur in and around Church as the NHS has to face Jesus and his warning: “Physician heal thyself” and the ruin they have wreaked on England turning it into a shadow of its former self.

Ritesh does not like to read books. He was influenced by Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau to be suspicious of those living in Ivory Towers and we have had our problems getting on. Conversely mum likes to read and has elevated her social position by reading and educating herself. She is to be commended for looking after her health and being in good shape in her 70s and looking young and vibrant and being of sound mind. These are things the Hindu Temple would not recognise in her.

I have never watched a Horse Race from beginning to end in England.

When I was at Northfield Gym the treadmill changed to have Tibet on its graphics board and Lhasa and Potala Palace was showing in the gym.

Does Hinduism “teach” peace or is it an economic solution to life’s problems?

It feels like I have not had sex since 2011. This is in keeping with my brother who is a 52 year old virgin. Our mother has given up sex and ended her relationship with Karamat Ali in Canterbury in the 2010s and lives at home with us in peace.

With all the mantras online and images of Hindu Gods and Goddesses the NHS called me a Hindu incarnation of God and then had nothing to say on the matter between 2013 and 2024. The only conversation they had with me about health was about diabetes and weight loss which I put on taking their medication.

God’s wrath has never been shown in England. The Americans hand over natural disasters but UK insurance law is under stress. COVID was an example of God’s judgement but Gordon Brown was on his scientific march to earn money and make a name for himself with all the Drs and Nurses. What happened to the Americans wanting to privatise the NHS as Nigel Farage speaks of the need for private health insurance as he touts Donald Trumps military superior nation where people are armed with guns at home.

With the Royal Family and Parliament having totalitarian control over the streets and leaving the population to the madness of Shakespeare, it is worth asking what the difference is between the UK and Iran?

As a healer I am granted metaphysical experiences that allow me to be a better writer. Will I inspire some academics to research my poetry alongside spiritual books and with spiritual teachers in mind?

Many years ago God spoke to me and told me that Senator Palpatine in Star Wars is one of the most important characters in cinematic history. The way the camera pans on him at the end of one of the episodes and his eventual journey to the dark side and experiences with the Vedas and evil. Who he represents in the real worls is a mystery as the news hides world leaders from the public view but his interest in esoteric powers and training of the Sith is telling for what goes on Earth and who is troubling diplomatic groups. The Dalai Lama is thus granted Sith status as he is a corrupt world leader and not just an innocent monk.

I went to law school with Jenny Afia of Schillings law firm. She has a training contract with Jones Day. Jenny now knows Queen Camilla personally and represents the Royal Family on personal matters.

The Royal Family need to lift their curse on this land as Princess Catherine spends time with childhood Psychiatrists to let go os schools as there is not link from the top down to the schools and it is dealt with by another government department – the department for education. When we grew up in the 1980s there was a host of TV programmes and a culture of childhood and today the Drs are in the schools with mental health and charting ways to secure entry to any home in the UK as pill pushers with placebos and the Mental Health Act 1983. Compassion for schoolchildren is a waste of time as they have each other to grow up wtih and are trained in veritable brothels to watch pornography.

I think with the white light of the phone that the Chinese have forgotten their Tibetan negotiations and the Dalai Lama is forbidden from returning back home.

There has never been an fracas between Parliament and The Royal Family on the BBC for all the creative tension that abounds about so called democracy and their use of the TV to control the population.

Since I have been diagnosed with mental health problems I have been searching outside of myself and looking to the TV and internet for my own happiness. Jehovah told me to align with my home and the routine in that as I come back from Church on Sunday and a nice service at St Gabriels.

America is like a disease that Salman Rushdie carried to the British Asian while he reigned as king of Asia and blocked the Chinese from trading on YouTube.

It’s like being Neo in The Matric only without Keanu Reeves good looks and money. I’m trying to concentrate on the TV and then I slide and my eyes close and I am off somewhere in a lucid dream. I’m trying to use the Mon-Fri working pattern to develop my normal waking consciousness and sleep better now that I am exorcising the demons from the NHS that came to visit me and the police that supported them and do not address me as a spy or any transcendental musings that are going on.

Security checks need to be in place for Rishi Sunak and the religious grounds upon which he rose to power. Did he use my connections at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the Gunas and what precedent has he set swearing on the Bhagavad Gita in Parliament. Where has the Asian culture gone and what happened to British Asian history with Christmas Karma on at the cinemas.

I won a ticket to see Sting at the NEC for The Soul Cages tour from the Evening Mail and took my aunty Nutan with me. I listened to Sting every day from being 12 until 24.

American Guru and leader of EnlightenNext Andrew Cohen passed away not so long ago. MPs were studying his work in Westminster and I was surprised to see him die so young. He died on the anniversary of reaching his Guru HWL Poonja.

Professor Brian Cox made a TV Show and described the ight sky in mumbo jumbo as an atheist and the names were not aligned with 2012 movements or yoga movements ascribing the night sky to religious channels.

Johnathan Swift described the UK as Gulliver’s Travels and others have described Atlantis. With the astrology available online these days it is important to ask what passes for england as MPs use the terrestrial TV alongside the Royal Family using social media too.

Writing about famous people is something that academics need to study more as the internet shapes the way research is done and the ancient ways of England need to keep up with change as The Woke challenges things. I notice that my calendar time accelerates and I feel disturbed in my house for family life as the standard laws of libel and slander run to challenge a writer’s freedom.

J Krishnamurti described the human brain as millions of years old. He also said that I would be the only one to understand his teachings. Krishna ahs since illumined other people as to what he meant about Freedom.

Your mind is conversation that takes place in private between yourself and God/The Universe and needs watering to take care of it daily life now that I have started work at Atos at Birmingham/ Solihull Business Park and am having refresher driving lessons to practice driving there and back.

I note my mind wandering that I don’t want the Royal Family’s money or clothes or riches. It had occurred to me that I may have an inheritance waiting for me on account of past lives but this life is enough to live with heathen alive and well bullying the normal state of play.

Today me and Ritesh went for a coffee in Northfield market. it was nice to be with a peacful being and to take a break from the frenzy that Prince William is causing by being on my laptop.

A man in India said Allahu’akbar as he looked to the sky and said that “He has given you all of the knowledhe”. He also said I have magical / healing hands.

Gohils Emporium on the Stratford road has undergone quite some changes since 2012 and is the primary stockist of Indian idols after the Soho Road which has a couple of shops that stock them there. When I was growing up I feared a religious war over idols and religious merchandise.

Around 2014 I performed Tonglen and breathed in the suffering of Tibetans. I did this twice. I also offered my Mehta to perform a medical and exchange with Tibetans who would suffer for the landscape with medical updates over time.

Celebrities and politicians and monarch have gotten trapped on the internet, radio and television after lifelong careers as father figures and matriarchs leading other people into propaganda channels.

There is one internet in the worl and it needs to be shared by all the nations and people.

I have been watching Lingo on ITV Quiz for two hours each night for some months now as I struggle to pass time with my mind.

2/06/2026

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“Modesty propriety can lead to notoriety
And you can end up as the only one
Gentleness, sobriety so rare in this society
At night a candle’s brighter than the sun”

Sting, An Englishman in New York

Drs would do well to note that Dr Deepak Chopra of the Mind Body Spirit movement was caught out advising Geoffrey Epstein on God and inviting him to bring young girls to Israel for a meet up. Noam Chomsky’s name was mentioned – a far cry off from reading their blogs and remaining at home with one’s family looking for work like a normal person. How has the internet polluted our perception and how distorted are the mirrors in use by various militaries as world leaders deal with treaties and businessmen face contractual obligations.

War is darkness and it spreads and pollutes conventional life. The balance is with the western powers and the mount they warred in the twentieth century for ruining ordinary life and causing mental health distress and mental decay.

With the cosmic consciousness I experience and astral travelling I undergo to heal basic realms: I find I have to take care of myself for want of thinking I am experiencing all that I see. Terry Eagleton said that people do not really have an experience these days with all the radio in the cars and the TV and pop videos and commercials taking to Krishna as Arjuna breaking down and experiencing pain and Sati said she has seen me go through this before with the Hindu Gods and Goddesses and this is something new for me to experience life as a journalist writing my dreams away and to be a fool on my home planet with J Krishnamurti and his saying “I am the world and the world is me” and to rely on western academic forces to straighten me out and get my work on the road.

This writing is the fruits of an Oxford degree some twenty years later and as the role of a writer living at home with his family in Birmingham UK. It is the feat of the imagination to face the American empire and what they do to the mind via the TV.

It is my hope to publish enough poems that academic overcome competitiveness and share the research that my works potentially leads to. The role of the writer living his own death as he walks the spiritual path that Somerset Maugham called “the razors edge” is fertile ground for web development to be investigated as well as mental health issues and reseacrh for a replay of what the NHS did to me and a cross disciplinary effect of my writing that takes into account Shirdi Sai Baba to call me Rohan Rishi of Birmingham and a young god in the making spending time at home with his spiritual family Ritesh and Santosh wishing our father well in Greater Naoida in India enjoying his determination to enjoy a Stoic resignation to time and life’s travails.

What happened between my grandfather enjoying gold on the TV and my father enjoying a round of golf in India and Rory McEllroy representing colonial and imperial power with Tiger Woods and racism against Hindus in the UK?

I have been writing articles this morning while enjoying an Arts and Chat session on Saturday morning with my Creative Support group and charity in Northfield. I take my own colouring book and colouring felt pens and join with others to do some art work and chill out and have a couple of cups of tea for 1 1/2 hours until 12 o clock and the go home and have Saturday lunch that Ritesh makes either chips and veggie burgers. I find the group gives me space for my mental health after the racism and ignorance and harassment from the NHS and I like the group of people here and I have seen myself grown and develop since coming here in 2022 and taking part in a knitting group – a far cry from Geoffrey Epstein and Dr Deepak Chopra groups and adults with EnglightenNext as Sting haunted me in the background and spied on my development too.

One day the internet will cause lower taxes as Impersonalism is learned from ISCKON and world leaders and politicians set a good example by travelling less and desiring fewer things that they can have in their own back yard.

The Christian Church has faced things kike Theosophy and Mind Body Spirit before and seen the likes of Sathya Sai Baba and J Krishnamurti claim to be like or better to Jesus Christ. This is Church history and is buried in the internet with the fall out from EnlightenNext and rush to get things from the Dalai Lama as he posts his desire to live into his hundreds and states that he has given up his intention to rebirth in China and the next Dalai Lama will be born in India: While China contest this claim and state that he or she could be born in China.

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My mother told me today she has given up her idea of going on a Vipassana retreat. It is too much for her. I had a vision of Kuan Yin last night.

I want my family treated with respect by West Midlands Police and for academics to review my literature fairly while I am alive and make use of the many photographs that I have to explain the biography behind my poetry. I would also like help getting my novel published which I published on Amazon Books called Parveen Gupta which aims to put an end to Maya and aide social forces to explain principles of invisibility that I studied at university and which have taken twenty five years to mature.

Dr Deepak Chopra is quite a big voice in the cosmos and has written a lot of books and piad a lot of money to advertise his power and disavow being a Guru and study as a practitioner of Transcendental Meditation under Mahesh Rishi Yogi. He was quite powerful following 9/11 and campaigned with Salman Rushdie to end religion and state that it is an outdated function and something that is stuck in old ways. I have seen Dr Chopra in The Daily Mail in the past few years since Prince Harry went across media channels to go to live in America. This is not what he promised he would do when he spearheaded anti-psychiatry and pharmaceuticals as a thought leader of American culture and spiritual movements.

What is the internet and how does corporate London affect the Imagination with it’s use of LinkedIn and corporate websites?

Andrew Cohen changed his details after visiting the Tree of Life in Birmingham and built a website saying he was a Spiritual Journalist and Modern Mystic in around 2012. He did not say he was a Guru after writing persuasively about the need for Guru in his tenure as leader of EnlightenNext in Angel Islington and Foxhollow in America.

King Charles is head of the HRH police force in the UK Donald Trump has more screen time on the BBC than any Monarch or MP or Prime Minister in the UK. Prince William has called Xi Xin Ping to Buckingham Palace to play a prank on him about an Austin Martin. Who is in control of these mirrors and what are the police doing about the Vatican’s warning that World War Three is about to start with an increase in rape and burglary as time goes by?

Kiefer Sutherland is Jack Bauer of CTU for the Americans and Benedict Cumberbatch is Sherlock Holmes for the British. Who respects me as Abishek Bachchan is Sarkar Raj and successor to Amitabh Bachchan’s empire and makes films in Hindu and supports Indian sports?

People just want better sex lives and watch sports for their libido and encounter marriage as an institution not God.

King Charles initiated a Caroline Age to take over from a Postmodern one. Shiva was lamenting the fact that Hindus and Indian are stuck behind and are mor like Modernists and want a say in things.

My education at Oxford showed me to stick to context as the period around which a writer writes and to draw in diverse sources to give a commentary and biographical background to me writing so that it expands the field for other artists across cross disciplinary subject matters while exploring ISKCON for its new Bible about the Goswamis and Sri Chaitanya and the varying degree that different verses speak to people at differing times of their lives.

1/7/26

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Since coming out of mental hospital in 2013 my mother and I have made almost annual trips to Stratford to watch Shakespeare plays. We saw an all black production of Hamlet which was the first time I have ever given a standing ovation: Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, The Tempest, Othello, Macbeth amongst others. We have also regularly gone to the Midlands Arts Centre to watch films and sometimes live recordings of plays. We also regularly have been to Rubery Great Park Cinema until recently when I feel that we are getting too old for these hobbies and stick to our rooms at home and laptops as I work at Atos and get my apprenticeship work done in the meantime. I hope to start work on my website in my free time but it could be a couple of years while my eyes adjust to normal life and I settle down to convention after a roller coaster ride of consciousness with Krishna as He shows me other Gods and Goddesses and treats me like Arjuna befriending me for the oncoming and long journey ahead.

It’s like the scene in Lord of the Rings Return of the King when Theodorn King of the land of Rohan won’t ask for help because he has been scourged by time and remembers grudges. He relies on a Hobbit accident lighting the fires that set off the alarms around the land and alert the Temples to the oncoming threat from Saruman. As I write I am constantly aware that one day I will market these blogs and poetry pages and hope to get the help of ascended people in society to raise the level of consciousness and continue in New Age Romanticism to create a new world.

In the 2000s I was depressed and experienced transcendental phenomena. I experienced the Fall of Man and Jehovah banihsed me from the Garden of Eden and damned me for leaving Jones Day and breaking up with my girlfriend at the time. The book The Way of the Peaceful Warrior haunted me and I suffered voices and experiences from that book as a young Dan Millman and jackass who was damned and whose life was ruined. Jehovah recently showed me that I was Socrates and I could come down off the roof and spend time with normal people.

26/06/2026

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse

See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.

My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.

I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.

I expect people to give me donations.

A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.

You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.

By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.

The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.

I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

18/05/2026

August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

After being up most of the night since 2am and listening to mantras and writing on my iPhone I felt the need to shower and meditate. I see that I am dealing with Krishna’s energy like a metaphysical poet and facing issues of consciousness that will need more time for meditation in the future. At the moment I don’t feel like chanting the Mahamantra Hare Rama Hare Rama Hare Krishna though I keep my beads with me as I sit down to meditate. Uttering the mantra a few times brings peace and places the journey ahead of me to control Krishna’s energy while engaging in working life as a graduate. The energy work comes from my brother who used to practice it in the 1990s and my mother has meditated each morning since the 1990s and controls her energy well. I don’t know too much about their techniques of meditations and speculate a lot – the focus has very much been on getting me better and finding some occupation for me to balance myself with since 2002 and losing my career at Jones Day.

I have a wealth of knowledge to draw on from the 2000s and am reminded that searching for God is something I started doing as a 12 year old and this was brought up from past lives and was very serious as a young adult now that I find socialising hard at work and mixing with 16-24 year olds at my computer station for £18K a year as part of an apprenticeship to prove the UK economy works and that it is possible to come back from an NHS diagnosis and function normally in society.

World leaders suffer from cultural amnesia. They have lived long and far and wide and cannot keep up with the incessant need for derivation and journalism testing their biographical details. By and large it is likely the journalists are ill themselves and suffer from an ailing health service they struggle to report a bias science in the name of brain science and medication to tout the thing they fear for want of money.

One of the missions I have as a writer is to jog the memory of people to experience Formalism through my writing and be defamiliarised from the numbness of feeling the chaos of modern life and see themselves in a deeper reality. I hope you heal the Dalai Lama’s memory through spiritual channels and help him with youthfulness as I experience my twenties a lot of the time and I am sure he will let my healing gifts rub off on his friends as well.

Atheism was a necessary juncture. God needed to not exist so He could take a break from the continuum and experiment with other forms of His vast arsenal against evil.

Pundits feel insecure speaking English and addressing English people. They are conscious of customs and social manners and feel ill at ease with official meetings and are far from the fashion and culture of people like myself and British Asians who benefit from New Age Romanticism and all the yoga in the gyms to brand Hinduism into cults of personality with Guru and Maya to shelter people from the absolute and fathom the depths of despair that Arjuna put on show that separate families and keep them away from temples and focussed on 9-5 living.

Pakistan is in the news politically in a positive light for a change. It is trying to broker a deal between the Americans and the Iranians. This is a long way from the pariah state that has been blocked from world view and is rarely nowadays reported without the word terrorist attached to it. The Indians look on with troubled waters between the two nations and observe how the Americans sucked the life out of Indian colonial history and left it in the hands of youthful academics too inexperienced to grant India Hindu and religious status and palming off Narendra Modhi to the trigger happy journalists as an extremist because he is a Hindu at all.

The special relationship between the UK and America exists on many levels. By and large it is something dominated by the journalists in public as they enquire into questions of stability and fierce competition as the two nations thrash out deals and iron out trade deals to bolster budgets and create wealth the countries can depend on. But I have noticed that this relationship is spiritual and the two countries are tied together by energy as I was up this morning healing the divide and seeing how much energy the relationship takes to not isolate one individual but keep going back and forward between the two countries. I can see California for my love of films and Washington for the knowledge of politics I have and that is enough to meld these two countries together energetically and with light and healing to get them to realise that the world is not infinite as Jon Bon Jovi sings in Limitless but limited to one resource we must all share. The British look on as America attacks Iran and has spent a fair bit of money covering Gaza and Israel on the build up to this war. It may take the Chinese under King William to fix the media matters now that the rug and tug has been pulled away from India’s shores with Amitabh Bachchan’s planned dominance of foreign markets for decades after his death such that his son has lost out and find that nobody wants to hear from him after being stung by Bollywood’s cheesy take on American and English markets.

One of the problems in the UK is the lack of elderly care for women in the Hindu diaspora. This is compounded with snobbery from both English and Indian people that the Indians think they are better than the English because their children don’t send their elders to retirement homes and they stay at home with their children. This has been quite the sticking point for some decades now and goes to sexual politics between the two tribes about pornography as well and who are the better children as yoga takes off and breaks new ground.

I heal ghosts past present and future. They are evident on the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering.

I am a God.

I have created a journal of my self discovery online for world governments to spy on and detect transformations so their medical fashions change over time and not with rapid requests from American spiritual teachers using YouTube and confusing British people.

It’s just Christina prayer manifesting as thought and the Dharma.

There is a point in the spiritual journey which is both inside and outside of time when God looks at you and you have to look back and make a match of the formless and world of forms. This involves seeing what you can in the world of form with Gods and Goddesses in the world of the imagination while experiencing what He needs you to go through in private while not disclosing these experiences to the family and social circle around you. It is excruciating and can leave you in agony but the promise of perfection and the examples of saints gone before you has to be worth it and worth struggling for as you march on as an indiviudal and praise the Lord in the process.

Where did 2 billion people come from since World War 2 in China and India and how much has changed in the reporting of Partition politics since social media took off and what will be shifted to AI as its responsibility when good old fashioned conspiracies will do? Srila Prabhupada said the earth can hold 15 billion people and writes quite apart from the successful stories of capitalism that the Americans put forward and other people follow too.

What is the status of something on the internet when it comes to proving historical sources?

Quite how I did healing in my youth is beyond me: I was engaged in the material process so I was preoccupied with searching and believing in a higher power while facing obstacles and blocks in my path. My time at Oxford was not like other people and now I look back I was seeking God and bathing in the Golden Light. My time in London was karma and a bit dark and dealing with householder years living with actors from LAMDA and basically paying for people who live in drugs dens and have their lives ruined by drugs. Since then my experiences have been a lot of more explicitly of a healing nature and spiritual and religious of a kind. There was even an earthquake near Maida Vale in the 2000s to put me on the register as having an effect on earth as natural disasters accompanied the spiritually gifted to show the world in chaos and imbalance as George Walker Bush looked on at Hurricane Katrina and other natural disasters with his team for whom he sought employment opportunities.

Since then I have learned that the Krishna and Christ Consciousness devotee can open portals in space and say prayers for other people and do healing for them in ways not accompanied by texts and not explaining in modern techniques of mind body spirit.

Neasden Temple is a focus point for Hinduism in the UK without actually being the head temple for the Hindu Council UK. It is a centrepiece of architecture and wealth and beckons questions from Brahman how it was constructed and manifested there. Before it takes place as Britains central temple there needs to be a reconciliation with the Church of England to sort out premises for the Hindus to augment worship in the UK and to fit in with being English over time. Shree Geeta Bhwan is eclipsed by the Nishkam Centre for Sikhism on the Soho Road and is not the West Midlands head temple. The Hindus are more of a community based group that I don’t fit in with as I do not speak Hindi or Punjabi and can only communicate in English. The same goes for my elder brother Ritesh who is very close to me as we both circle our 50s and have received no support from the Temples in the UK who really only care about wealth and how much money you have and your social status while putting on show transcendental matters to please the Gita fashions of Shiva and Ganesh in the modern age.

Imagine a famous white had rebirthed; how would his predicament be different to mine and my brothers?

Why do Hindus say a Golden Age is upon us when ISKCON state that The Golden Age won’t advent for another 460,000 years? Who was responsible for claiming that the full Vedas were being chanted at Shree Geeta Bhwan around 2015 over four days and where did the Maha Yugyas go to Vishnu at that time? Who designed the extensions and refurbished the Temple and when did the Hanuman extension come along and who built it and is that Indra who’s addition had been delayed due to prayers with Krishna and concerning Govardhana Hill and who is the God ‘Buddh’ that is being worshipped in the Hanuman enclave with Rahu and Ketu? See how closed off Hinduism is from the public and from a process of questioning and answering and how this damages lives such as ours with our mum shut out from enquiring about herself being called to the Temple and being asked to dismantle her home mandir and stop praying to Durga by some people in India. They never kept in touch and did not want to know us after that and never asked to speak to me while dealing with my brother there at the Temple as well.

All of Zeus’s knowledge is inside Amitabh Bachchan. He stands to die in energy on the YouTube and streaming services online with no record of his life or achievements.

As the forms of Gurus and Swamis come to me, I am reminded how influential the form of a Buddha was in my youth as Priests stop by to warn me of over stimulating the senses like I did in my childhood when the TV was always on in my spare time from studying and when I did not listen to music when studying and only to take a break. I would watch American sitcoms and films and also British TV when it was organised commercially on channels 1-4. I have lost touch with British dramas and just watch quiz shows now as the BBC sometimes becomes unbearable for the news it asks you to keep up with in your time off from work. It appears stressful but it is just Krishna measuring things and looking at living conditions and encouraging me to see my self from a different perspective. If I can come from the backgrounds I have and become a meditator and Krishna consciousness with Christ after suffering from bad yoga teachers then there I hope for other people in Britain to withstand the onslaught of the senses from America as they try to warn us about the dangers of Islam and too many gods and goddesses to spoilt the broth after 2012 and shifts in media fashions.

What would have happened to all this work of mine had my mother not been grounded in dharma. She maintained a firm rooting in her family through decades of technological change – something that sweeped the globe as twelve brothers and sisters travelled on holiday plans while they kept up working duties and kept up with changing family laws under the Bhagavad Gita. She received harrowing phone calls for the better part of a decade from India which she still won’t share with me about the nature of both of her sons and had to face the modern world of religion with only YouTube and her wits to determine their future since 2002. It’s all well and good that Archbishop Justin Welby visits Shree Geeta Bhawan on an undated and fairly invisible trip but my mum had to visit the Temple and pray for us while the world raged on and all my friends carried on their corporate careers and I struggleed with my brother’s role as a Healer and someone who was into transcendentalism long ago into the 1980s and 1990s to eschew the world of materialism which I seemed to have lost with no marriage and career since seeing the Dalai Lama in 2002 and getting warned about my mental health by the NHS that year two with a mention of psychosis and then depression in 2004 with some suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harm.

My mother had only pure values to lean on and rituals of old India with good food and healing at home and some strange visits to Muslims and Sikhs as she visited the Hindu Temple on her own as myself and Ritesh stayed home during the 2000s. There was even a trip to India for the three of us at the behest of a Hindu pundit where we visited religious men and said prayers in foreign languages and made us eat paper as they spoke against the Djinn. To think of a mother praying and meditating each day that her two sons don’t lose their good souls is heartbreaking for how much Santosh has been through.

I feel guilty that I used to go to Nightclubs since I was 15 and take evenings to go out working at a Bar to give me money to spend on my social scene while I was in the sixth form at school. Being born with such a transcendental brother makes me feel egregiously materialistic by comparison and helps me to balance the gap in my learning of house and marriage and mortgage as per Dharma – both Hindu and Buddhist as well as Sikh. Christianity is pro marriage so you need a place to live so it necessitates work and a house and one can presume that Islam and Judaism preach common sense to the African religions to warn them of too much mysticism as seems to be the case in my life. The past 25 years have been spent paying for the previous ones as my fiftieth year approaches and struggle to live well in the material world. American firms still cut in on my consciousness and Krishna studies the mind with the USA in balance so that Shiva can teach the religion of Hinduism and show me the devil of the Guru that has been haunting this world and me for a long time. You could even see that Shiva has made himself smaller than Guru Nanak to teach the religion of Sikhism where scripture is not as forthcoming as Christianity to preach the virtues of Guru Nanak after all that kind of Mind Body and Spirit caused me to fall over and have a nervous breakdown online between the years of 2017-2024 and summon Krishna to some esoteric thought with Arjuna dialogue with Krishna to balance the emptiness and space between myself and the world of reality and forms.

Rama told me that he would affect the literary tradition as a result of my life;s work and not affect Sanata Dharma or Advaita Vedanta. He bore in mind the curriculum I studied at Oxford and the Culture of Rational Dissent I studied under Professor Isabel Rivers and the Postmodern Hybrid Self that I studied under Professor Peter McDonald. I studied Salman Rushdie under Professor Jon Mee of York University and Old English under Professor Matt Townend of York too. I also read about African American literature and I guess they would be helpful in society about mental health and hearing voices with the British Asian self that was declared fragmented and potentially mongrel when viewed from aristocratic sources as the Royal We bears in on the Royal College of Psychiatrists with the then Queen’s English being busy in our youth and affecting out household with my mum’s role as educator and her own learning under Queen Elizabeth 2nd to influence me to study English and pass on Theology and Psychology at university as alternative choices I bore in mind while my brother read Walden and carried on quietly in the background being supportive and unemployed as a Unicorn since failing his A-Levels and dealing with political correctness say nobody fails in life and look on as New Age markets and the world of Drs took over with Dr Deepak Chopra, Dr Wayne Dyer, Dr Pillai and Dr Judy Satori managed their own roles and religions and saying in the dharma of Free Tibet and the golden age of 2012 as well.

It is my hope that my writing articles will lead to Mind Body and Spirit books being studied in British universities so that new and exciting ways of researching can be developed to put in requests for internet since the 1980s. I have been vocal about The Age of Aquarius, The Golden Age, The Human Potential Movement, Sathya Yuga and Kali Yuga and even an Age of Shiva that passes us by as human citizens on an Earth that is getting too clogged up online and drama and art is suffering as the Chinese lay in waste to build a Chinese centre at St Hugh’s College to not be asked to join in these movements of the Mind body Spirit moevment in what has been called one of the most racist countries on Earth by the UN.

Allah told me to question the Bhagavad Gita As It Is which I read in 2004 He said ” Did that book say you were going to have an experience?!” to better assess the road ahead and expectations of British academics and authors to jump down spiritually advanced straits with Mind Body Spirit with all the charlatans Jesus can see in them.

Not one politician started a blog and addressed the population from a webpage in spite of advancing themselves on social media and the news leaving us to ask what the Self is that is claimed by New Age thinkers to be oneself that is being forced on India and Africa and what Christianity is being imparted to them and by what leaders as the Chinese look on for their tormented role with religion since Chairman Mao’s famous saying “Religion is evil”. We are left to buy books written by cronies of populations that love hurt lives as a result of how MPs and Royalty have used the internet while academics leave off appearing on the TV that has been in decline ever since the 1990s and the advent of satellite TV.

If I was to travel to Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple – what is the estimation of time that it takes for that journey to occur with all the heavenly import that is involved in my attending organised worship? How long would the car journey take in terms of theories of relatively and what would my thoughts be like?

As I write this blog up on my webpage my mind is busy thinking about who I can contact and advertise to and ask for money as I sit with my spirit guides William Shakespeare and William Blake and others.

Jehovah told me He had subjected me to the Passion of the Christ and tortured me in my bedroom following my mental health incarceration in a mental hospital. A part of this penance was the image of a yogi or Buddha in lotus pressed firmly on my consciousness promising plenty of good things and peace and blissful visions that never came true. This feature will be something the NHS needs to study in relation to Yoga and the mental health of citizens who study yoga and then fall ill. Hinduism is not going to take responsibility for this colonial game and Pilates has already come to show the British are aware of its original form and fashion for make believe and change.

I have come to move Salman Rushdie along in the English Canon and change the way that English is written and make things simpler in the English universities and unblock the internet for English studies. Salman Rusdhie was on The Bill Maher Show on HBO talking about Iran and Sunni and Shia muslims in the 2000s and is quite the academic and celebrity in some social circles and holds some sway on Youtube and social media channels.

Being a university Don is too stressful and they are not evolving and don’t have time to enjoy their lifestyles. Tenure is up for review and the BBC need to relinquish their hold on the universities as spies and their hold on the NHS for what they did to Andrew Mountbatten and Peter Mandelson running out of news and seeking a pathway to King Charles who needs to concentrate on his universities and set the agenda for them to build England in the future.

My life has changed since 2002 when I saw the Dalai Lama in India and I have seen many strange visions and used statues in my home to transfer my attention to. This fashion has given way to energy being something that I am concerned rules my mind and through which my mind wants to speak and I get frightened occasionally about my mental health being so much under restraint and hiding these things from other people including my family makes me feel paranoid and adds to the decade of mental health problems I have already had. That’s all these things are is mental health problems and things that the NHS would talk to me about in normal terms and not dig up my personal background to understand the path to empirical and spiritual enlightenment I am on.

I have had profound visions with Sathya Sai Baba too and since seeing Krishna and a history of other Gods and Goddesses in 2013 I fear the attempts of well meaning but misguided Drs to understand things without availing themselves of American psychological progress and their tradition of spirituality as well.

I have experienced some outlandish states of consciousness and express them well on these blogs so that various vices can be studied and mental health can be better understood in relation to various topics. Yoga and Writing in English are two of them but they also go back to my transcendental family roots with serious religious undertones starting with my father’s upbringing in an Indian boarding school in Nanithal in India and my mother’s progress and growth along the spiritual path to differentiate herself from her family and embark on a path and period of self study on her spiritual journey.

This augmented with a change of reality to study under the Indian Guruma Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and learn of Adi Shakti Ma how to meditate and channel energies. I studied J Krishnamurti in 2000-2002 and became fanatical about his teachings such that I broke down in India in 2002 and experienced a cosmic vision of the Dalai Lama to voice the groupie mentality that surrounds him today and express my thanks to be able to support Yoga in the UK and write about experiences that others might go through on the subjective path to Hell that those things lead to as Jesus looks on from above and leave Priests in power in Churches to wonder what a Zoroastrian King Charles makes of it all as the Roman Catholic Church looks on after King Charles recent visit there to the Vatican beckoning the question when will the Pope repay the compliment and visit the UK.

Sathya Sai Baba’s website when he declares his purpose as an avatar who has come to teach the path of love is influential in decoding my work and writing and blocks me up.

Similiarly J Krishnamurti’s speech on Truth is a Pathless Land and when he says that he has come to set man unconditionally free is an blockage in my self and takes up room in heaven with poets and writers gathering around me to see what he means as I freed up his karma and moved him to the Buddha realms and handled his prophecy that it would take 800 years to work out his physical body. This was COVID.

I am prevented from joining the Hare Krishna Temple in Birmingham due to political reasons. One night I felt a large Havaan come from India to tell me to stop chanting Hare Krishna about 10 years ago. It would be affecting their karma and changing their worlds and heavenly planets. All of Amitabh Bachcan’s karma was in that Havaan.

In 2012, Prince Charle visited Neasden Temple in London with Kajol and Ajay Devgan.

In 2002 when I was in India, the ghosts and Djinn haunted me and said the Mind is Sick. The Mind is the World and needs healing. This is why I am here and sacrifice my wealth to work at home and write so that world leaders can organise their meetings and shepherd the people better after 2012. The problem was too much knowledge came out after 2012 from the Mayan Gods and that was my karma with Xenu from a past life as a Mayan God and the world leaders tried to mainstream 2012 spiritual karma and this left the armies in a disarray. There will be an argument about books that the British universities have to settle and Dr Deepak Chopra has 100 books that need to be studied in the universities as Aung San Syu Ki looks on and sees her karma disappear for the threat to democracy that such a shift in reading habits threatens.

I had a terrifying instance of travelling on the airplane in 2012 when I was coming back from France. I was dating a woman in London in 2010 and noticed that I became afraid of heights and some karma was involved with the married woman I was seeing who was afraid of heights. Her fear was cured and I was frightened and needed to sit down. On our flights to Israel I noticed that I was scared to take off – something that hadn’t happened before and I had been on many flights and normally been fine. When I was flying back from France I had the feeling of expanded awareness and could sense far and wide and was terrified for feeling the ocean underneath and feared travelling astrally outside of my body.

It lasted as long as the plane was in the air and I have never been back on board an airplane since then and do not have the need to as Shiva said he was doing a medical with Sadhguru’s Aadhi Yogi and the secrets of the Golden Age available with Yoga spreading over the globe.

The UK needs to review its lecture lists in the UK. The Americans put pressure on them for more corporately sponsored and politically relevant materials to be televised.

What has my mother seen in terms of inflation as the parent of two sons? She was responsible for looking after us while we were very young as our father was absent and tending to his family in India. So she would collect family tax credit and give us pocket money. Now she keeps her budget on the laptop and manages her personal finances knowing that the younger son is independent while the elder one struggles to live on benefits due to shifting fashions and culture and after I started writing in 2017. How will Ritesh manage the rest of his life alone and who will he talk to in private to deal with his views on economy and inflation – it’s not all spirituality and we don’t all have to be Robert Peston or Martin Lewis to get by.

My mother never had grandchildren and the relatives at Jeff and Sudesh Cole’s family dinners to insult her and her children regularly for not keeping up with the Jones’s. To be a fly on the wall and listen to Madan Mohan’s opinionated mind about the Rishi family wouldn’t be a very nice thing to do and all we can do is sit still and listen to his ear bashing on the phone whenever it does come through and mum still plays the waiting game and gets us to have a word with uncle. All I ever hear is “do you think you’re above that” and the same chatter resolves to play its part about religious stigma and who is the truly best family and who is really religious with Kamlesh Turner sticking her beak in and having something to say about everything.

Seeing the difference in Mum since my brother brought a stray cat in off the streets and we have been looking after him for five years is remarkable. She is warm and affectionate to the cat and looks after him like taking care of a child – something the relatives chided her for as she looked after her younger sister Nutan’s countless hours on the phone as she was safeguarded from the gossip mongers and this who want something in return for nothing as they climb socially and escalate their concerned matters to the head of the table.

Humanism was bound up with the Renaissance but kept in Royal hands as Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask “what a piece of work is a man?” and “what’s in a name?” We know these things now and have sampled humanism for ourselves to have it at our feet for a new Millennium to see in the advent of Krishna’s next avatar. The last incarnation was a lot more humane than Jesus and revelled in the earth and is on show at ISKCON. The lesser powers of this God being signs of Kali Yuga and the descent into madness that we experience as modernity.

18/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Where does my mother’s strength come from to love me so much. It must be a matter of dharma and previous births for I see nothing of this British culture with the sexuality so tilted and aggressive women defending their working lives.

How long will it be before my mother’s brothers and sisters rebirth again earth and their children, mine and Ritesh’s cousins after the way that they treated us and sidelined us and picked on us and talked badly about our family?

A Vedic chant for light is Arut Perum Jyoti Tani Perum Karuni. It challenges the Gayatri Mantra in some Hindu circles.

I have three selves that interplay in my life and haev taken many years to get to grips with since graduating law school in London in 2002. The first is a Graduate Self that seeks to accumulate wealth and buy property and misses being a graduate with a mortgage since I have been unemployed since 2002 for 24 years and have an Oxford degree as well as legal postgraduate qualifications. The second self is a Healer Self that engages in the spiritual world and the world of the postmodern hybrid British Asian Self to mix cultures and appear self realised and spiritually enlightened since Krishna came and shared his energy with me in 2013 and I enter deep states of being and concentration and cover vast periods of Universal Self and Cosmic Consciousness and Astral Travelling to heal people and situations on earth and in the universe with the Yugas and Kalpas complementing Christian deep time. The Healer is wound up with the World Teacher and World Karma of the Theosophists and Krishnamurti movement and deals with the second coming of Christ as well as Krishna’s reincarnation in this world. He goes to Church and has stopped going to Hindu Temple after realising his last life as a Devi and being insulted by Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth. He listens to Islam and considers himself as studying Judaism with Shiva and heeds Sikhism’s warnings about Avatars and Writing and the Word of God and what it takes to live the holy life with Guru Nanak as he carries on with Pindar life and working politics with Atos IT Technical Support.

Guru Nanak marked this Healer as a Colonial matter as well and ear marked my medical record for historical research and Partition writers in Indian circles and British universities to better understand the past with a modern reliance on the NHS as a religious force to do good and change mankind’s ways. The third self is a writer self which runs in a cycle with the other two and uses my imagination to write poetry and prose and publish them on my iPhone from which I copy and paste them to my blog on WordPress which I run and create myself. This imagination interplays with the other two selves to bring into my writing various themes and needs plenty of rest and relaxation to recharge so that I can serve my family duties and spend time with them each week. This imagination is fuelled by years of interest in English Literature and watching films and reading other books and is quite intense to control and engage ordinary working life in IT at Atos with.

I have channeled evil that has seen me challenge Jesus Christ for his second coming and delayed a prophecy of my own from India to see an exorcism of myself of rooted thoughts and beliefs that are bigger than my education and now need deep time therapies and spiritual healing to complete. The missiles in the world have at times been trained on me with Gods and Goddesses studying the Dajaal and an evil person who claims to be the Dalai Lama or worse, Jesus Christ himself. When I was at EnlightenNext in London a very beautiful Indian woman showed up once and asked a question in evening meditation: If a person showed up claiming to be the messiah how would we know he was psychology sound and sane and balanced.

My closing words to Andrew Cohen were that I thought I am the messiah and cant get rid of the feeling that I have a special purpose. Psychiatry drilled this out of me to rational British science and put the fear of God into me to study better and look after myself more.

Just how much growth and fashion has been thwarted in our family home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Ranvir Turner and his family on Middleton Hall Road in Kings Norton and deep family karma from Africa with gangster culture negating our Brahmin manhood as brothers is astonishing. All the brothers talk about is money and hang around Hindu Temples for talks about singing songs and dancing at wedding and getting more and more materialistic things from God who provides for them as they ask.

God once told me never to regret the past as I lay destitute for 10 more years on account of religious seeking because of Ranvir Turner and see that if I had kept up with the Jones’s and tried to be a part of Dipak Mohan’s grand gestures and social circle then I would have had to befriend Ranvir Turner with his excessive drinking and football fandom of Liverpool for the karma he exploited because his idiotic father Iqbal Turner died when he was young and was heralded a martyr as his wife Kamlesh Turner never married and practised Sati. All these things Yoga has in store to unite at Hindu Temples in England while the Royal Family practices the Woke and multiculturalism while ignoring Krishna and not loving him as he asked.

Since I have been writing about my extended family and the veritable Kauravs with Ranvir Turner trying to turn me against my own family and cause mental problems in our family I have noticed that my energy is more capable of staying in my house. This affects airspace and is a matter for the Law Society and is dealt with by St Gabriel being a patron saint of telecommunications and measuring bandwidth and vibrations.

Our family was such a simple family with our father and mother having two sons who lived in Rubery in the 1980s. My father was gifted a vision of the relatives on his wedding as being violent thugs who were here to purify themselves and soon found himself far away from his father’s land in Jalandhar. I had a religious experience at a Havaan at Shree Geeta Bhawan when Avnish Babla had a mundan for his son and the pundit there showed me the level of development of the Mohan’s, Coles, Turners, Sharmas, Bablas and Khoslas are on with their efforts to curb their violent tendencies by being vegetarian and their observations of Vedic injunctions and following Hindu folklore and despairing to visit the homeland and bug property there. They bullied my father and disturbed his consciousness while he doted on his two sons and gave them what he could and he suffered the backlash of them rebelling against him to reach Nirvana and leave the extended family once and for all. The last I saw them was at the funeral of Professor Jeff Cole whose eulogies showed me how far I am away from conventional life working with Krishna to explore Earth and develop new lines so he can study what is going on here himself.

16/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Where there is joy. Joy and pure happiness comes from knowing you are saved and that Jesus sacrificed his life that you may know eternal life. It is a different category of thought that is buried by theosophy analysing contemporary thought to death and overthinking things. Nobody is a vehicle for the second coming of Christ in spite of all the things they said about J Krishnamurti to fill the airwaves and struggle with Indian mysticism that deals with Jesus Christ to the day. He died and was crucified so that whosever believes in him may be saved and the journey goes on for others in the world to be different religions and paths with different ends in mind.

There was an accumulation of dust on the hearts of man that was leading to ignorance in myself that I can notice in the world since the 1980s that was leading to World War Three. Pope Francis said he could see a “piecemeal World War Three” happening and this is at a head with Ukraine v Russia and Iran v Israel and USA. When these wars cease there will be a backlog of emotion that needs to be addressed and past planning for dominance and control due to fears that Christ has lifted since 2012 with new salvation and higher lights in the world. This includes the Chinese as an old race with ancient secrets to disclose facing a media war with the oncoming death of the Dalai Lama.

Jesus will be moving the Royal Family on from Africa so that they do not face too many media voices and allow the UK to breath and grieve after Brexit and allow the USA dominance in Africa with Nollywood an apprentice of the darker arts.

I am spiritually enlightened and raise the vibration wherever I go an dintend to go and manifest in my field but I am not a teacher of enlightenment. In the truest sense I am just little Rohan Rishi of my CV and have recently embarked on an IT Apprenticeship to complement a new job in IT technical Support. I once went to school and have been to University and studied Postgraduate Law. I have been unemployed since 2002 and along with my brother have been through some pretty hairy times when we appeared to lose it all and kept up with the scary vibrations coming across the news from America too – financial scandals, wars and political upheaval not to mention the sexy lives of celebrities and their like. When I see myself as having an effect as a Light Worker or Enlightened an I am reminded that the world is one to persecute the religious sort and I am alone with my brother and mother to fathom communication in a multi dimensional atmosphere with the mobile phone, laptop and devices pursuant to the desktop to channel energies and see myself in a guided context from God to keep my head down and see the pitfalls of enlightenment to lecture to men their purpose in life and develop rules and orders when the great Teachers were indeed Gods or in Muhammed’s case, deeply concerned about God and deeply stooped in mysticism to care. I have no ground to stand on to lecture men in England their scope with wife and children and am just someone who experiences deep spiritual experiences and phenomena that I hope to support in writing and justify my poetry with literary context as I have studied at University and forward the literary field as little as I can via the internet as it is too hard to get published. This is not to take anything away from the fact that I experience things that enlightened spiritual teachers hoodwink the innocent public about but this is life and it is time at work in a 48 year old British Asian with his family seeking funds from his writing and a new home for his family that is at work and religious guidance from angels carries with it temporal implications that include one in spiritual groups worldwide and need a good clean lifestyle away from drugs to support it. In this light I have sinned with drug use over time and sexuality that was too advanced for my time to be in a renounced state of bliss that is developing the capacity to enjoy working life and heal the memory of the self that has been through cosmic experiences and light work to balance a family that came together to enact healing of Mother Earth and not pursue worldly attachments of wealth and accumulation by conventional means. This means that the money I made between 2017-2024 online has gone to world governments and banks to apportion other causes and I need to start again seeing what is possible and search for labels for my actions each day in writing dealing with agency and the way things are done under the dirtied and polluted consciousness of religion.

Put simple to end religion is finished as the Vedas just never stop being performed. It just needs Jesus Christ and Eckhart Tolle to stop playing Santa Claus handing out Presents/ Presence and to take Krishna seriously as a newly arrived worldly God that demand attention and recognition in each family home as time goes by regardless of people’s beliefs if human rights even exust and for world leaders to see themselves beholden to TV and propaganda by their journalists and people who went to University at 18 to be so powerful and company Directors in their 30s and 40s to be calling the shots and speaking badly about very important matters and relying too much on the Americans and the Christian Evangelical Tradition to bail them out of blasphemy and racism to support ISKCON and stop berating organised religion for making money in a world of charlatan individuals who hide celebrity misdemeanours for a nature of marriage and commerce conversation without the likes of Russell Brand insulting Krishna and letting the Chinese have no British MPs and how far ate the right willing to go in the UK to fund Nigel Farage’s insult of journalism and conventional memory to steal from Caesar and Judas to pollute co-tempered Buddhism and Spirituality online and heavy records that determine the mental health of world leaders since their inclusion in vast Yuigas and Kalpas and the deep heavy work that ISKCON does.

Christianity made the mistake of insulting the stars and astrology and calling such astrologers cooks and mad people and splitting them up from the Church and now the Church is very secular and had nothing to say as the internet plays out Terminator prophecies with AI and Russia looking on with its military and wonders what it did wrong to be so insulted by the West that has so much madness under the surface waiting to come to the foreground and the Chinese leave new fields and space developed by American spiritual teachers due to soul ages and past lives that the medieval medical profession in the West just won’t let in. Drs rule, not Kings and Queens and Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a lot of karma that led to COVID and Americans belief that God judges us for sin with mass illness and the need for vaccinations for the ay we live out our lives and search for truth in toilet bowls and dirty minds while Krishna had not been investigated for change since their inclusion in the 1960s and 1970s for how this religion had adapted to the New Age and if indeed it is corrupted since Srila Prabhupada’s inception.

The UK experienced hacking of the NHS and news stories of the BBC during Theresa May’s premiership and these stories took the place of American sympathies and critical pollution that we’re experiencing the American Psychiatric Association’s involvement with Donald Trump to check if he had Mi5 designated mental health problems and if the UK is indeed independent with medical history in the UK and how sovereignity had been surrendered to the US under European clothes. This has been Peter Mandelson’s form and they were being British but the NHS hacking story was a cover up for a big pharmacist case in the UK that the media wanted to mirror American headlines and still do with the case of matter of Matthew Perry after Michael Jackson’s big court case and death at the hands of prescription drugs and American Drs who dream and sleep and eat and shit while taking on the collective and individual consciousness while escalating more money for themselves while dreaming for themselves while addressing Indian landscapes and Indian folklore after the way they treated the Holy ghost. The use of ECT in Indian quarters is justified for the backlog of progress that need to come through and the absence of warfare that had occurred in Indian territories while China looks on with its soul intact and not beholden to British narratives – something the Dalai Lama alerted the UN to in his first book after exile My Land My People and a note in his book with letters to the UN and accounts about how the British had been in Tibet and he needed to tend to their healthcare and mental health as well as torturous British businesses and workplaces as I am experienced about now after 3 months with Atos in Birmingham Business Parkway. The thins that occur in the name of memory and the burden that world leaders bear and charge for is palpable when you look for a good example and with the subjective nature of truth and time hopefully my brother has somethings to say when Ranvir Turner has worn a Turban and stopped blaming Ritesh for higher lights and energies that he did not ask for and shed a light on his deceased father from the Punjab and the rivalry Ranvir set up since childhood and parted ways to Bhangra and drink never mention the sex life of a married man with the karma to look after another problem area in our family – a nurse at the NHS who gossiped over open carcasses in the NHS and embedded her fat ass in consciousness to wait until her 70s and 80s to take Shree Geeta Bhawan seriously and the Soho Road. Benjamin Zephaniah’s mural had been painted over and nobody ever explained why his middle name was Iqbal.

How wealthy was he and where did Ranvir get the powers to drink so much and manifest such a good career in banking and life with the Mohan family while his mum sidelined my mother and used nher elder sisters status against Vina Aunty in Canada with her simple Hindu life with Professor Vijay Sood of Engineering to disobey the ageing process with Sudesh Cole Research Fellow of Birmingham University now that Professor Jeff Cole atheist of Birmingham University had deceased and taken all his advice giving ways with him while joining in with Kamlesh Turner of the NHS and the rambling ways of Ranvir Turner and the banking of Birmingham with jobs and careers under his care at HSBC and Lloyds to see Ajay Sood run the market as a millionaire into Computing and elder cousin with a long career at IBM that Hinduism needs to embed and wait for with Kamal Mohan’s charm offensive and the pain he caused Ritesh as the elder to leave the world in his sleep and enter international and intergalactic kingdoms to join with Shiva in his search for enlightenment that seems to be at odds with the Mohan family of mother’s pre marriage self as they speak English and many dialects and have karma themselves to deal with like the deep shit me and Ritesh faced from Mum after 9/11 and the racism of Middle Eastern crusades by the British army and lives broken and lived at home dreaing of better things.

It is my intention to get myself released from my home as a political prisoner by building a kick ass website that finds its way to some Hindu men who are willing to look at it like you do when you ask a Hindu pundit some family dharma questions and he runs some astrology on your birth name and family’s name and time of births and to leave my brother resting at home with his cat to take care of himself once he has seen me break free of the medical bondage I got into hurting my rib cage doing severe penance and 4 years Hare Krishna and up to 60 rounds in two hours with Jesus as he changed time and helped me chant. Amongst other things on my website will be a big family tree to fulfill my destiny as both a graduate of English and a Hindu and to get myself looked at as someone who people will research and write biographies about as a literary author and to create space for the Chinese to question my authority and see my art grow over time and return to more sexual questions of what poetry is and how it is a corruption of mankind and not a natural issue like the imagination needs to see dinosaurs as natural and not tiem bound as I do having been raised that way – like my brother and how he took to space and studied being an astronaut before wanting to join the Royal Navy. It is my hope to enhance diplomatic relations amongst academics worldwide who benefit from Krishna’s grace and take it easy with the ways of the Greek Gods who are too heavy to carry around and don’t have a culture that Jesus kept with him in Renaissance England with the King James Bible that needs rewriting over the next few centuries to please Krishna and develop space for King Arthur at Shree Geeta Bhawan with the large Lingam there and the Church of England embedded with Arhbishop Justin Welby meeting Pundit Dharam Dutt and creating new spaces on web development. It is also my hope that someone carries these webpages of mine to my childhood memories and good deeds from my Mum to school us both at St Brigid’s School in Northfield Birmingham where I went in 2014 for about a year to heal myself and remember my Mum and met the Father there. Those were some years in the 1980s while this life on the mobile phone writing away is not a “crack cocaine” like my elder cousin Nishi Sood texted me it was while I used the internet to alert world leaders to the Self and Second Coming of Christ during 2017-2024 and made a lot of money for Tibet past present and future in the process as Guru Nanak watched on and guided my meditation to remember the old ways of Hinduism in the UK and Birmingham tradition that make me hold my great breath for after all those cigarettes as a chain smoker since I was 16 with my brother until the 2010s to side with our father who probably smokes to this day in India and is in rude health with his third wife and extended family say from the shares of his father’s IBI ball bearing industries of his father; Mr J M Rishi, my grandfather who died at the age of about 75 to quite some ill health and came to see me after I was attacked after 2013 to help me read the Bhagavad Gita and to see the corruption I went through because of how it is interpreted in the modern age – especially the bit about not feeling sorry for a victim and charging me with being a God who has ruled on people’s karma and all that Jazz under Toni Morrison and her literary development that I studied in my final year at Oxford when I would meditate on the meaning of God and let my friends go to drink and drugs and corporate issues that I took on board the following year as I studied law in London and took the place of my absent brother with the actor on IMDb Paul Ready who I lived with for 2 years and played backgammon and discussed time and the contemporary self with go two years while smoking marijuana and staying out of college which I found boring and out of place for me at that age of life as I try College again with an IT apprenticeship at Solhull College now with living with my brother at home with our ageing mum going from strength to strength in her early 70s and saying prayers for our father Parmod Kumar Rishi every night “wherever he is”. We don’t speak well on the phone and he saw the work I do when I went mad with Krishna consciously choosing me to shed light on the second coming of Christ during 2017-2024 so that his people in India had something to view with the diaspora being treated as well that was ignored by EnlightenNext and all that American spirituality since Deepak Chopra bent spoons with Uri Gellar and Ritesh got corrupted with cult work and Scientology to turn to Jehovah and betray me and his family too as Mum walked away from me and disbelieved accounts of my special nature and was rude to me to teach me things and properly prepare me for older life – something schooling does but not university in the UK.

I have a dream that I am studied in universities and my self made webpage on WordPress heralds a new era for writers to be included as literary and historical sources at an academic and professional level. When the Drs picked on me, I fought back and made many books on Amazon Books. They are on my hard drive with other documents that I messaged China to keep in mind for Free Tibet demonstrations and non violent communications. They were backed up by a medical with Buddha where he looked down on the English Literature as a subject that send people mad and not good for mental health and balanced with medication from the NHS and under my mother’s hand accompanying me to most of my Psychiatry meetings and seeing first hand the short-comings of the NHS that she used to work for and where she experienced discrimination and bullying in the workplace as a business woman but was unsuccessful in haunting them back with a Tribunal ruling there was no evidence of harassment. I took Depakote and Olanzapine for mood disorders and dealt with being a single man at home at the age of 36 with “racy thoughts” and sexual lust from Kuan Yin to show me sexual Sanskara on the last to Enlightenment and Buddhahood. I had renounced my enlightenment at a Hereford Buddhist Retreat much to the annoyance of the Royal Family insulted that their country was deemed not good enough for me to experience spiritual enlightenment. Krishna came and showed me that it is a subjective things and something that accompanies Rohan Rishi from school in an effort to study non duality and no separation from God with balance and paying attention to the warnings in the Bhagavad Gita not to abandon the battlefield in life which reached a head when I was forced to ask Ranvir Turner for financial support in 2014 and found that he would not let me in his house as he said I was gossiping bad news about his deceased father on social media.

What happens to liars in Hinduism and how does Vishnu treat them? other than with compassion and segregating them from their victims to let their victims develop on their own lines to truth and see culture at work and society developing away from the victim’s expectations of behaviour and standards.

Proper people would get access to a shoulder to cry on to study my biographical writings alongside my poetry with New Age books vouched for by Vishnu who said I would be heralded as one of the greatest writers in the twenty first century while my brother fulfils his dreams of celibacy and serving Jesus Christ while staying away from Hinduism for the complexities of dealing with it in English as second generation British Asians in England.

Psychiatrists control time in the UK and work with Drs to keep power away from the ordinary people. In all my 48 years in the UK I have never had a close personal relationship with a Dr and amongst my mother’s decades as a businesswoman she never socialised with Drs either. The presence of the NHS in the extended Mohan family clan with several people working for them and the role of Drs and Dentists as social workers and family friends that populate their many dinners and wedding run contrary to the medical report that I actually saw: “Rohan Rishi thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God” after my mum gave them some information over the phone and then after that I thought they would talks to me about my personal world that I now deal with by going to Arts and Chat at Creative Support in NOrthfield and dealing with my lower self and facing goodwill and British medical care square in the face. The issue is time for my brother who has my studying of English and British history to balance with his Thetan from Scientology and Greek word clearing as a self educated man and someone who learned from Henry David Thoreau how to live and look after himself by being on benefits since 1999 and “going into the woods to learn that when the end of his life comes he did never not live”. My issue is nature and the Drs and Nurses had my family connections to deal with and the security services that I contacted knew more than I did about Uncle Dipak’s voices and karmic connections and claims to fatherhood of myself and Ritesh while uncle Jeff balanced atheism with ancient beliefs of Hindus with his role as a Biochemist at Birmingham Uni.

The Drs then asked me: Are you having any problems getting to sleep? Any problems getting dressed? Do you have any suicidal thoughts? Can you shower okay? They did not address mental health issues and there was no discussion of religion and they did not talk about bipolar disorder so I took it on board myself to learn edition contrary to J Krishnamurti’s advice on Freedom and study the Bhagavad Gita. It was then that the Dalai Lama came to me in apparitions and visions that an old healer called Michael Melchizedik told me in 2009 – never tell the Drs you can see them. They never addressed religious karma or my biographic identity and do not ask about my feelings once and caused me a lot of madness and confusion since seeing them in 2013 and until 2024 when a Muslim Dr discharged me and wished me well. She had more to say about Winston Churchill and his status of suffering from Bipolar Disorder than my own religious conditioning and studied me to see the UK as a police state and one I aim to help by using the Smartphone as a writer studied by corporate services and spied on by Mi5 and the police to better manage media and policy and the things that fill our blogs and news webpages as time goes by from an ascended master point of view and one that learned from Jesus that the Drs and Nurses are my enemies and to forgive them.

Krishna will be able to react differently to Shiva in the UK as a result of the medical I have done and Krishna can show me how to mix with Drs over time as someone who has been dealing with upper class society in the mainstream since ISKCON made underground movements famous since the 1800s for the time that flew by in the 1960s as new members flocked to ISKCON and joined ranks to make society more moral and preserve Krishna’s memory in the west and deal with the inclusion of India on the world stage as a s world class economy after Partition suffered the Bilderberg process of historical rewriting and took over the grand narratives did Mahabharata and Ramayana as well as Buddhism and writing about India suffered to other detriment of trade relations with the Indian subcontinent and the tale of good manners dwindled as sexual relations took over for Maya with the Royal Family and all of its connections in the UK got involved with Sharukh Khan and Bollywood leaving the rest of the country to rot as they read the Bhagavad Gita once and told the story of the Bible in error as Allah looked on in awe at the boldness of the writers of themes of the Crusades to take on India and use it for their own resources. Queen Camilla Consort of India was on the cards and King Charles had photos of his friendship with Indian men on his webpage covering the period of 2012 with garlands of flowers around his neck. It takes a lot longer to manage Kalpas and Yugas than a few plane trips and much more to counter your own Art of War as Prince William looks on and wanders what India holds in store for himself as Catherine look at all the Hindu and Sikh work in the UK going to waste as Marianne Williamson uses EnlightenNext’s karma to run for political office and shut the door on spiritual work in public places for all that Krishna worked ro make the internet a happier place for people who live at home and can’t travel like Colonial masters and don’t possess their social skills to make money in various ways while they live on benefits and take NHS drugs and nobody talks to them and they fear death while the royal family spies on them and uses their past lives for ruined narratives of Jesus under Rowan Williams and rubbish about how Christ was mistreated that annoy the Chinese and have caused medical problems with spies over the ages that the British would like to forget about with Eckhart Tolle and the Power of Now with Ram Das celebrating LSD and drugs as a pathway to God that the NHS Drs never gained any insight into my family about with Ritesh’s views against drugs since he heard from L Ron Hubbard of government experiments and tests on subjects with the CIA in the 1960s and victims of Vietnam in the East subject to torture and madness after Hiroshima and Nazi Germany taught the human race to be cheapened and devalued for the price of a pill and the wages and lifestyles that they demand as they live in sin and envy the rich and the famous and take this out on their patients all the time.