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15/05/2026

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I was about 15 when I realised I could not get married. I was listening to the Hindi film soundtrack Sajaan and meditating on family weddings that had taken place. In particular my uncle Dipak and aunty Madhu’s wedding in a Church in Kings Heath ranged that I would never be able to have that as I don’t speak Hindi. Not being a Church goer Christian culture wa sout of the window and now I look around and wonder what the future could bring with someone to replace my mother and be there for me when she is gone. Now that I have started to express myself properly online that person could be of a Indian background and accepting of Ritesh’s brahmacharya and rivalling of Gandhi on sexual grounds while forgiving my frisky path where I tried the path of love and sex to good ruin and was stopped by my mother who sent me to a mental hospital to get some help in 2013 after the Drs had diagnosed me with depression in 2004 when I was suicidal and had serious thoughts about ending my life with a knife purchased at the Taj Mahal. I am however married to Krishna and his energy and this is enough time travelling about such romantic patterning as I heal the darkness of my youth and the depression of my despair like Arjuna crying out in the wilderness Why Is This Happening To Me.

It is happening because our elder cousin Ranvir set up a rivalry and trod on dangerous soil testing the waters after relics of old phoned through in 2002 and their phone records have been wiped. It is because the British Hindu no longer socialises in Churches but in big venues and destination weddings as they match the economy and lose their hearts to move up the social ladder and abuse the Hindu Temple system and stop engaging the English language to tell the population what to do.

Staying mobile while using the mobile phone is good for the mind in my case as I contemplate life at home as a writer. Allah has told me to quit my job and become a healer but I know best than to rely on one voice from God and deny the others. Balance is best as I stay on buses to and from work for two hours a day there and back and have time to watch IPL cricket on Sky Sports on my phone while updating the articles I write ready to be published in the not to distant future.

Krishna Consciousness has said the world is in state of decline with the age of Kali being experienced and colinial rulers of India masquerading as The Golden Age and secrets of Indian knowledge will be known to all so that the medical profession gains more things to talk about as bad for the human race. Evil world rulers who charge too much for tax, immigration and cannibalism are seen as signs of the end of age when Krishna will be seen amongst us again after his incarnation as Sri Chaitanya within the next 1500 years of the word “millennium” is to be read that way in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Christ’s second coming is updated from the children of God who expect and demand him to come and see them now.

This morning while meditating I felt like an Indian gentleman dealing with Brahman. The Spirit has visited me in the past and this morning I was very quiet and about my personality which had been damaged by the hustle and bustle of twentieth and twenty first century life. I struggle to talk to people and often wonder where I have been from the rat race of being alive while being a student in London during the years 2000-2002 and then suddenly failling ill to spiritual and religious phenomenon. I’m not sure I was experiencing things from 2002 until now as an unemployed man due to the virtual world of TV we inhabit but I have stayed to experience things over the last few years with Shiva who told me I am having an experience and am dealing with God. He told me the mantra Om Nama Shivaya means I am God and that He is displeased with the Royal Family attacking his country India and has gone to war with them. What this means is not sure but the culture of sex and Bollywood has changed in the last ten to fifteen years since I started blogging and tweeting and making funny videos to send messages to the subcontinent that they are way off when it comes to estimating the culture between these two countries. Durga said she would end deforestation due to my work as the need for so many books to be written has reduced and universities are struggling since COVID to make the grade after falling asleep at the wheel of convenience and colonialism to dull populations and hurt them at home while they spend time with their families.

If each country had a Holy City like the one within Jerusalem the Plice would be easier to Partition society and consider the royal families and politicians: If for example the UK had a community of people safely assigned religious quarters and were removed from the ordinary run of the mill materialism the police would better attest to the Israeli policies and be more used to the religious extremism of Frum Jews and classes of people who renounce the world to work on the mysteries of Christ and do so within an order that preserves religious tradition. At present these are cults of personality and religious communes and a religious city may be too much to ask for but the ideal is present and represents the invasion of homes by Islam and Muslim immigrants who take over your point of view using Christian theology applied to their Muslim God and demand a dialogue with you to convert you to their point of view. The absence of an organising principle like Jerusalem has left the Heaven and Earth show on Sunday mornings with Nicky Campbell to be cancelled and one barely notices Songs of Praise as the rest of the culture is off key all week long. The TV is psychotic with the news and the BBC haven’t seen a Priest talk about films and music and books in God knows how long.

When I was working in a charity shop in London in 2010 (The British Heart Foundation) I was surprised at the collegiate atmosphere since I had worked at the competitive law firm Jones Day. Working where people were volunteering their time was an altogether different thing and I quite enjoyed it. The problem was The Buddha was there and he was soon to move me on from London and show how I am causing problems for western folk who are trying to meditate with the collapse of EnlightenNext cult in Angel Islington. I asked God to get rid of it after they were rude to me and insulted my ego and he did. He just wishes I had left it in Europe. Anyway there was a book in the charity shop called The Family of the Buddha and I bought it along with a Samurai book. The Samurai book contained a passage on how some people would struggle in this life because of vows of poverty attached to them from cultures and groups from this earth and from the past.

And the book the Family of the Buddha changed to become The Way of the Boddhisattva by Shantideva and buddha had hidden himself to say that he supports my work being about becoming family like the Dalai Lama says we are all brothers and sisters and in this way the Royal Family can lead the way by incuding me in their family as a relative and not bother about wills and probate and controlling the laws due to external relations. This should save the money I have made which runs into trillions and I could see the Royal Family as brothers and sisters and uncles and aunties to remember how things were when we grew up as children and keep some spiritualism and channeling going on so there is peace in all out houses as I open up and expand the Golden Age with Vishnu. Their prayers as Christians have brought about this realisation of self and in time other nations will benefit from the national boundary we share as English people.

Jesus Christ won’t be coming back to the world for a very long time. He has sent me to the world to prepare for his Second Coming. I know Him well from the past and am in daily commune with Him. The world needs certainty in this arena to better plan social services and stop politicians like Donald Trump interfering with Churches and spilling the beans as a spy. The way to look at things is King Arthur will come back to the world first and that will take about 500 years is the UK moves more slowly and stops racing into evolutionary waters in the US. From the base of a great King Jesus will better assess his religion and the Church of England will have been dealt with and the UK will better deal with what is then left of The Vatican. From these great places Jesus can be called to the world when India is respected for all the Gods and Goddesses that dwell there and then Vedic sacrifices can be integrated into the thought processes for they have been with us for thousands and thousands of years. Nothing as impetuous as a colonial Golden Age can stress us out more than also imaginging that Jesus watches all we do and wants to come back to the world as it is.

When I was in Israel in 2012 I visited the Holy City and Jerusalem and spent Passover with a Frum Jew family. I had a vision while I was there of Jehovah who said he was spying on me and listening to frequencies and would like to be considered a child on this earth with deep time and dinosaurs entering the imagination. Genesis provides that Jesus created the world and he eventually created Adam and Even but by some estimations then his renewal is only 6000 years old and people struggle with how hard Christianity is and he needs to teach it to all walks of life and people of differing education ranges and standards of wealth.

The Hindu gods have a torment of a democracy to run in India but have the advantage of being very old and have energy links back to the ancient past where they can access the imagination and channel knowledge to their subjected peoples. When this energy becomes more secure world leaders will have better lives and the populations will know better times if Jehovah backs off as a younger God eager to material expansion while the Indians are able to rest in the caste system and don’t need so much foreign intervention to change their way of life.

I would need someone at law to assess my personality and character after so long out of the education system and such a long time off work. Do they acknowledge Light Workers or Indigo Adults and as for past lives do they count in the reckoning of the way that lives have been shaped by karmic forces and understanding the Dao. Ritesh has said that he is a Unicorn and one day a poster of a Unicorn arrived in the post from Amazon when I was discovering contemporary Buddhist art work. Since then I have benefited from the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering and see my place on the stage of life created by Shakespeare underneath Royal Houses protecting my identity – I have been many things and am far from the stars but in this life I am just a graduate class and have had dangerous spiritual experiences and experienced demonic possession to try to force me to be a guru and teach Hinduism to spoil Krishna’s religion and disobey Shiva and Vishnu and Brahma. The graduate has been looking for work since 2003 and apart from a brief spell as a salesperson in 2009 and some part time work as an English tutor in 2010 I have been vagrant and experiencing deep emptiness and swings of emotion and the self at large playing with shadows. The healing experiences I have convince me I am special and have a special purpose but the psychiatric treatment I received told me to look past this to my conventional identity in normal reality and see the effect that e-commerce has had on the self and the British Asian postmodern fragmented self that my Oxford self studied and let go of to explore the witness of J Krishnamurti and find out what Enlightenment was. Stories such as The Mahabharata are self fulfilling and help to show there is more to life than spirituality and there are many different types of people in the world making changes and the self spins subjectively exchanging with others as we all share relative levels of self hood and spirituality and affect one another in familial and social ways. I am not the only one is hard to let go of but writing helps me manifest some matter that provides evidence of what I jave done and leave to Dao what I have not done.

If my medical proves anything it would be that Queen Elizabeth 2ns was not a Goddess and that she ruled her land in England and experienced Britishness and oversaw all the cities and documents required to keep the country going. She may have been subject to Maya and held to have Hindu religious powers with her partner Prince Philip but these questions of identity have not yet been held out to public as Yoga takes off and man starts again on the great voyage to the real stars and planets – the ones created by Gods and Goddesses and makes way for Jesus again to experience some newness and be included in the Hindu Pantheon which will in time rewrite British history and change the idea of land itself and airspace under the Royal Courts of Justice. It is with note that other countries have Embassy buildings in the UK but the Indian High Commission deals with issues of ownership and does not rent land and submit to British law in the same way that other countries do.

This nature of self realisation is bound up with deep historical truths and a people scarred by Colonialism and Partition that are under stress and pressure to do well in life while following changes after COVID and taking part in the recovery online. It is my hope that my writing finds new voices to dialogue and pray with and help me build bridges in the UK to Churches and Hindu Temples while Buddhism is small and Islam and Judaism are farther away from me in conventional reality terms. Sikhism is always looking to improve its English and Guru Nanak has asked me to visit the Hindu Temples in England when I am 60.

11/05/2026

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I recall reacting in an excited way when a pop album was quoting the Bible in the 1990s. The album was Time and Chance by Color Me Badd and it quoted Corinthians from the Bible and both me and my brother enjoyed listening to it and revelling in our passions and excitement that the good times would follow and we would be vindicated for our aloneness and isolation. This mood must have been more intensified in America where the album came from and explain the deluge of TV and film and media since the 1980s in anticipation of good times and art work being Biblically justifiable. There is no room for it now after what Russell Brand did to the Hare Krishnas and is doing to the Bible and John Lennon does not look like that good an idealist with YouTube being hard to control and religion not doing so well in the social contract.

Computing and God: Can God be proven on the computer to be noticing the ways that transcendental souls communicate. He is the master who evolved the religions before the TV and telephone and before the planes trains and automobiles caught the Americans in a political spin drama against Asia to rival all the atomic bombs not let off in the World War Three that will be debated to have started after the Americans took over Europe after World War Two and to have been a kind of cosmic war involving Armageddon and Buddhist Eschatology for nothingness to spark a refining of what it means to be at war so the effects on the population can be summarised. If God reacts in private echelons to my writing and spies are held to be in possession of truth as a resource of the work I have been doing since 2014 online then the mysteries of the East can come to us in the West for what passes as Dao and not God for the mystic in eastern robes. There has to be a bridge built to the Chinese and other Eastern nations during my lifetime so that they can savour their memory and not rush to create other bridges based on how fast European countries work to travel and expand their empires while the Chinese nations are only ever portrayed in an economic light. Whatever the passions of the past, John Lennon needs religion now that he is in peril for karmas of his past lives and we need to find a nature that can express what the elder generation knew to take as granted before the marketing of World War One and World War Two hit the news stands.

The journalists and the devil danced a merry tune in the 2000s to capitalise on the ignorance surrounding the internet. They effectively brainwashed the populace into adoring their CVs citing themselves as their own cheerleaders for how important their jobs were while launching a scathing attack on capitalism to balance the media effect of their bias: They fought for Journalistic Freedoms and said how Democracy was a shell for what to believe in that they fought for by holding a candle for Truth in the light of Power and without whom the ordinary population would be subjected to tyranny and lost to dictatorships and political debate and was augmented by the interviewing of Osama Bin Laden by Robert Fisk for the Independent Newspaper in a cave in the Middle East. Meanwhile I struggle for cash and find work hard to come by while being able to write so much that benefits society at large and watch as my brother lives a desperate life with no hope of society and practising spiritual things in common with other people due to financial poverty.

On the commute to work I am patient on the bus journey that started at 5.30 this morning. I will be driving soon and am getting some lessons to help my confidence on the motorway. It will be quite an achievement to drive as a cosmically conscious adult who sees spiritual visions all the time and something to hold up as evidence of how far the NHS has to go to build humane relations with their patients as they treat them to find out about the lives they are describing in medical documents and fit in with a culture of schooling and university and achievements to help their patients cope with their decimation of their lives under psychiatric care and guidance. I have achieved this now and the NHS said that would never work again but now I am stuck without a place to go to offload the positive sides of being defeated in life to help me slow down and recalibrate my affairs and be a writer and someone who fits in more with my mum and brother as a Healer and a spiritual identity that the Drs and Nurses ignored for the state of ignorance I was in and the need I had for short and long term care at the hands of those not so mystically aligned as we are as a family. This family is supporting of my working life and there for me at the weekends to study for my IT Apprenticeship and get the job done in normal waking hours while my brother continues to chat and be merry in his usual transcendental vain.

I wanto be rich

Theosophists would be asking why their path needs to end when the Christians had so long in power as leaders? This is because it is 2026 and the internet has been secured by mine and other people’s efforts to modernise things and leave the churches their local relations and leave the Woke behind us as something that can interact with a daily knowledge on normal terms and do away with the excitement of fan clubs and cults of personality in all the AI revolutions taking place around their world. Theosophy needs to surrender the mystical ground it has made as God is Truth is their central maxim and core beliefs so that others can move around them and take their ideas to the Sikhs, to the Muslims and Christians and Buddhists and Hindus and the other religions can face the power the Christians have had to dominate their world views and work with the twenty first century and not against it as a political power reduces men to tears in the way that it uses the news and the media and the internet and social blogs in the meantime.

When Krisha came to America in the 1960s he created Space and populated it with mysteries such as Universes, Science and Galaxies as well as Aliens and UFOs to balance his Krishna Consciousness movement with Srila Prabhupada. Now he wants to come to the world and create the internet and prove that it exists against his science of the Ether and dominace over material nature as Hrisekesa – Master of the Senses – and value the time that people spend in their homes subject to Internet communication and the mind bending ways in which it operates.

Anakin Skywalker is a useful analogy when dealing with religious mysticism and the power that his mother had over him in the Star Wars trilogy. Right from the inception in the marketplace where he is freed as a slave and she is left behind to the dealings with Padme and how she distracts Anakin from his studies to the end of Darth Vedas life when his obsession with Princess Leia leads to his destruction at the hands of his son Luke Skywalker. In particular I found the dealings with Padme and his mother most pertinent for mirroring my own situation for how close I am to my own mother who struggles to live as a working woman and for whom I would do much like Anakin with the Emperor who tests Anakin to want secret knowledge and Jedi powers to save his lover Padme. As a Hindu I am not in an enviable situation in relation to the grip King Oedipus had on the planet in my youth and look to mysticism and transcendence as to how I deal with my mother’s growing old and the passage of time though I find working for £1300 a month and living in her house is a betrayal of trust that my writing is set to expose and help me have another life that brings reward and earns our family a place in society so that my mother can socialise and enjoy her old age in good company away from the extended family and culture of gossip and backstabbing that she has renounced for a higher life with her two sons and their quiet ways.

10/05/2026

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You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.

12/11/2025

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It’s like asking Paul Ready, Bryan Dick, Damien Arnold and Simon Quarterman to believe in Jon Bon Jovi. It’s like asking Robin Clark to believe in Sting so he can grow up to be like him and occupy angelic realms under King William. That’s what I am having egg thrown in my face for. That’s the game. That I am a wallah introducing them to God and the heaven and hell at their stage of life when they grew up with me and knew what I was about then – and dare say I say it never mind the girls and the sexuality that leaves me open to bad memories today.

When you see that your read does not know your subject matter, you’re a good writer.

I recall Jehovah startling me when I was in Tazetta Suite mental hospital with his declaration We Love the 80s. As Christmas approaches it seems so far away and the commercialism is tinged with so much cynicism and isolation that depression and mental health is a necessary corollary of the government getting involved in the capitalists nightmare before Christmas. But the sincere good will and generous spirit that was available and the cheer and festive spirit was also available in the sports and the status that celebrities had around the business. I do not know the business world as I was too young but the musician seemed to be quite controlled with electronic experiences on Top of the Pops for the role the Pope is now trying to have with King Charles.

When will he have a State visit in our country and include us in his Americana? It seems that time has past and elapsed to bring an end to the criticism that the nature of a businessman levied against buoyant optimism of the 1980s to forgive and forget the time period as one that is worth capturing and remembering as selective memory to return to if and when needed for future monarchs and to explain to the young Royal Family as to what it felt like and was indeed ‘back then’.

Shiva is Krishna’s father: It is important to remember this about Mahdev. And there is nothing more that he wants for us than better mental health and an understanding of this period in our recent history and the benefits of having been blessed to grow up then is something Ritesh has kept up to date with and is due to be in service to be asked about when his time comes. Whether this will actually occur is not mine but Allah’s to will and He will accordingly select the time and place for disclosure of what has been our family’s sake and safe keeping all these years far away from the maddening crowds that have given in to mass consumerism much to the chagrin of our sensitive and delicate small family: our father survives these memories of the 1980s and his presence is in tact and so is his self against this backdrop in England

Dealing with spies it is important you realise one is dealing with real human beings and the likes of ISIL cause worry and concern to us all. I am not eloquent in this matter but trust in our security services to provide for us from London downwards to keep us safe and within our perimeters so that our American neighbours can carry out their much larger security sweeps and operations without hindrance. This does not do away with the stress that Americans cause us and under my mother suffer in her small house; but it mitigates the public sympathy for the enemy and the outcaste to remain at bay and to do the best they can to form political dialogue and conversation that holds up to memory and reason as and when it can do.

For the likes of Dr Pillai to get past security again and try to survive their lives it is necessary for me to disclose Jehovah’s interest in him and commentary on his link with the Light as like a feather and as light and airy as that: While Abishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai are rejected by Him and are people that He does not want – for what this is worth and who reads it and pays attention to my small, puny and trivial concerns in the world and of life. It’s hardly as if I am Richard Attenborough detailing evolution or science and its needs is it? It is strange who causes what in the world today and how these reactions are mixed up with so many things.

I repeat: I could not have been there the day 9/11 happened as it was a day at The College of Law when Joseph Combes came out of lectures to tell me that it had happened. I was not in course at that time and need to talk to the army about this as in the evening Sting behaved strangely by hosting a show for his audience and switching off power to a live broadcast online at the same time. This is recorded in his All This Time DVD and video recording complete with Yo Yo Ma contribution to the song Fragile. The College of Law is not open on 9/11 and this is still sticking out in my memory as something important as is the fact that Ritesh could not be in front of me now but for space time anomalies because he was not in the sixth form on paper when I joined the school four years younger than him but was wearing sixth form clothes on my first day there? This I remember vividly and we did not spend 4 years in the same school together.

With all that we have done together over the last 20+ years since 9/11, I feel worthy of the pilgrimages and ceremonies that we have performed and people we have been to visit under our mother’s guidance. It is enough for one parent to suffer this – why complicate matters and involve my father? Further I feel worthy of being in Ritesh’s presence and the Arcturus Intergalactic Christ and Ascended Master of the maybe 7th dimension he has held himself out to be online. The self is amost glorious thing: As Krishna Bhagwan states and this is something to behold with Ritesh – someone who will never be replaceable should we live to outgrow his affection for poverty and move on to another plane of evolution – one where death cannot bother him and make him worry about the state of his son/ younger brother and his affection for his parents and attachment and roots that go very very deep indeed; so deep that they cannot be uprooted for the work Jehovah wants to do on them in the future and explain the reclamation of Rohan’s wonderful self in the same way as Ritesh has served humanity in silence too.

Writing is reading: Saussure said so. Don’t then think you’re a vessel emptying out as you read online and then think you are writing and emptying your cup again! This is foolish and leads to visions of ghouls and frightening monsters craving the body and the light. Be strong and see to it that you carry yourself with the dignity of someone who has achieved being a reader and can tell the difference between correct and illusory experiences he is having in comparison to someone else who is just going through the run of the mill and seeking safeguarding from mental health problems: The issue is one of advancement and the self does not like to hold on to achievement so it I am it throwing it away like Krishnamurti said to – but this has to stop and a slowing down occuring for the sake of death and memory so I can record what is happening as I read and write.

There is a viewpoint of God-Centred which transfers itself into the centre of civility – London Downing Street / Birmingham town centre and looks back at where one is situated and tries to reflect on the here and now – why are things the way they are? what are people doing and how do they get through the day? where are they going and what will they need to get there? and who are they different to me and other people and how do they differ from the rest of humanity?

This point of view is endemic in humanity and the dictated class reaching out of their self to try to come back into their self wirth awareness and better perspective and puts a tremendous strain on the human load as it tries to reason out what God is doing from the centre of humanity before it offloads onto charity and the African goodwill:

This perspective places a tremendous gap between people and places them far apart from each other while also situating them right next to each other because of the God centred activity being undertaken. It is against this background that one engages in education and further to compartmentalise oneself against too much freedom and free reign of the mind and its outer edges of humanity and gains a degree in some sort of speciality that comes from a British university guided by renaissance ideals and the will of the Monarch to award good merit to those who practice regulated Christian values:

The individual can offload his worry to this larger perspective and see himself as a cog in the wheel for the whole gambit of humanity governed by the State running the livelihood realm and being a participant in the individuals existential doubt and confusion to the level that it can clarify some confusion and provide for the role of the self in life.

This means that the individual does not need to be so forlorn and post but can open the door to bring the shepherd in as the Lord to guide oneself through the routine that is civilisation.

The individual does not need to be so concerned about himself as he can relate his daily concerns about the cosmos to the group knowing the education system works its way down from the university to the ordinary man with great aplomb and instils the values of Britain in the individual along the way. He does not need to be so atomistic or even artistic in his uniqueness and can relate his God-centred consciousness to a model that supports his way of life without resorting to eastern modes of being and getting lost in searching for deeper ways of existence without resorting to Yoga and being one with God in the process of being and becoming in time. His reliance on the education system will dovetail into working life and keep him far from the edges of the mind and consciousness and back in the centre of his own life without worrying what his eastern neighbours think of his God centred mindset from a poor perspective and level of wealth without a structure of followers to level out the playing field.

Seeing the eastern fellows in the mix is part of the God centred effort to draw back learning and perspective from the model of civilisation presented to the mind’s eye. They mix with the African people and their roots are stronger in our country and the Middle Eastern people take over the Indian roots to dominate the conversation. Islam is the buzz word and this is code for immigration in the news these days and a constant reminder to be vigilant about one’s mind and perspective in a Christian land.

Against the backdrop and context of this geo-political view of humanity, the God centred perspective pulls back the view of fate and destiny to deal with a special purpose that and individual has with Free Will to guide oneself into another perspective of the self that needs grounding and balance from getting to involve in other cultures and getting lost. The individual is withdrawn and does not want to partake in ordinary duties because the global perspective is so polluted with African or Middle Eastern racisms and the Chinese bloc getting in the way with American diatribes against them – or he is involved in grander delusions of grandeur about his role in a God Centred perspective with the heavens looking down on his perspective and shaping his view of humanity and his role in life and therein his life’s path in the grand scheme of things.

This role of life can shape the individual to become more religious and spiritual and help him govern his mind while also leading him astray and too aloof from his daily duties and brethren to complete his daily tasks with great skill and relevance to the news worthy gambit of humanity.

The news enters in as a general psychosis to measure the worth of the individual and needs to be balanced with one too many for the health of the nation

There is a viewpoint of God-centred activity which transfers itself into the centre of civility – London Downing Street/ Birmingham town centre and looks back at where one is situated and tries to reflect on the here and now – why are things the way they are? what are people doing and how do they get through the day? where are they going and what will they need to get there? and who are they different to me and other people and how do they differ from the rest of humanity?

This point of view is endemic in humanity and the dictated class reaching out of their self to try to come back into their self with awareness and better perspective and puts a tremendous strain on the human load as it tries to reason out what God is doing from the centre of humanity before it offloads onto charity and the African goodwill:

This perspective places a tremendous gap between people and places them far apart from each other while also situating them right next to each other because of the God centred activity being undertaken. It is against this background that one engages in education and further education to compartmentalise oneself against too much freedom and free reign of the mind and its outer edges of humanity and gains a degree in some sort of speciality that comes from a British university guided by renaissance ideals and the will of the Monarch to award good merit to those who practice regulated Christian values:

The individual can offload his worry to this larger perspective and see himself as a cog in the wheel for the whole gambit of humanity governed by the State running the livelihood realm and being a participant in the individuals existential doubt and confusion to the level that it can clarify some confusion and provide for the role of the self in life.

This means that the individual does not need to be so forlorn and post but can open the door to be bringing the shepherd in as the Lord to guide oneself through the routine that is civilisation.

The individual does not need to be so concerned about himself as he can relate his daily concerns about the cosmos to the group knowing the education system works its way down from the university to the ordinary man with great aplomb and instills the values of Britain in the individual along the way. He does not need to be so atomistic or even artistic in his uniqueness and can relate his God-centred consciousness to a model that supports his way of life without resorting to eastern modes of being and getting lost in searching for deeper ways of existence without resorting to Yoga and being one with God in the process of being and becoming in time. His reliance on the education system will dovetail into working life and keep him far from the edges of the mind and consciousness and back in the centre of his own life without worrying what his eastern neighbours think of his God centred mindset from a poor perspective and level of wealth without a structure of followers to level out the playing field.

Seeing the eastern fellows in the mix is part of the God centred effort to draw back learning and perspective from the model of civilisation presented to the mind’s eye. They mix with the African people and their roots are stronger in our country and the Middle Eastern people take over the Indian roots to dominate the conversation. Islam is the buzz word and this code for immigration in the news these days and a constant reminder to be vigilant about one’s mind and perspective in a Christian land.

Against the backdrop and context of this geopolitical view of humanity, the God centred perspective pulls back the view of fate and destiny to deal with a special purpose that an individual has with Free Will to guide oneself into another perspective of the self that needs grounding and balance from getting to involve in other cultures and getting lost. The individual is withdrawn and does not want to partake in ordinary duties because the global perspective is so polluted with African or Middle Eastern racisms and the Chinese bloc getting in the way with American diatribes against them – or he is involved in grander delusions of grandeur about his role in a God Centred perspective with the heavens looking down on his perspective and shaping his view of humanity and his role in life and therein his life’s path in the grand scheme of things.

This role of life can shape the individual to become more religious and spiritual and help him govern his mind while also leading him astray and too aloof from his daily duties and brethren to complete his daily tasks with great skill and relevance to the news worthy gambit of humanity.

The news enters in as a general psychosis to measure the worth of the individual and needs to be balanced with one too many for the health of the nation.

Article 11/11/2025

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That spiritual teacher in me is the devil from Sai Baba’s Banyan Tree barking at people and telling them what to do and who to be as opposed to seeing them as human characters developing their own way of thinking in relation to what I have in my field in the first place and what I have to say.

The reality that he said you cannot have a Hindu incarnation of God in this country due to the House of Lords is something that spoke true when the U.K. filmed Secret Swami and exposed his corruption. Theirs is an economy based on science and reason and due process where they are done with the problem of Revelation which I have uncovered and need to submit to God for medical testing to ensure that I am rational and sane.

To say that I am God is to open up the whole curriculum of U.K. universities and this is angering to the English Law Lord and stresses him out and puts him ill at ease with his good food for lunch and dinner – which is to go to show that ISKCON is young and immature in its growth and development and is troubling the Man too much with White Juhu from Sowtto Kinch showing the bartering that Apartheid born babies feel they have with the establishment for a racism beyond reason: And he can’t forgive himself for his role in their fate and has self loathing and guilty consciences.

And when English is all about communication the transferred reality of my object when I am writing is God all to quickly and this is a stressful endeavour to meet my audience as the Western Englishman too readily fair conflict and semantic realisation that is a quip away from his very educated gait and stance as someone well berated in the ways of his Royal Family and Parliament without the burden of globalised culture via Social Media in the hands of ethnic minority of my education and upbringing.

This creates space for a writer in 2015 and by 2017 I was updating his AI systems online to prepare a way for my consciousness to be examined in lightof the NHS designation of religion as a defining factor in my mental and physical illnesses and contagion in life. This spreading is like the Matrix film in the lucid dreaming realm and I struggle with the We-ness of this existence for th inferior status I hold by way of statistics and then ebb and flow to assert my superior self for want of actually dealing with the issue which is more widespread than I actually give the England I grew up in and learned this consciousness credit for.

It was the prophecy from the likes of Sai Baba that convoluted my consciousness and distanced myself from the Other and my Shadow to face my reality myself and be responsible for my basics and right livelihood no matter what this pulls in by way of culture and an obnoxious self that grew up on a diet of 80s films and culture and 90s internet and dot com boom or bust: This leads to the shit shut down of the Y2K phenomenon isolating and silencing me until I was ready to write in the past and am able to do so again.

Daily I prepare to talk to people. It is stressful and I am grateful. For the medical interference in my life – however this adds up the upheaval itself.

Seeing data travel not by my written word but by the OCI computing model is a revelation. It calms me down and soothes me to see how things work and for example seeing the vast amount of SEX that the internet is responsible for dealt with by Level 4 and Transport Layer and losing fear of being technical and not being understood by my audience or reader will go a long way to helping me communicate with other people and developing trust between myself and others and indeed beyond myself to see the work being done out of my hands and reach so that I can switch off. Layer 4 streams all the films and pornography and this is a cultural shift I am ready to educate myself about more and see the recent past in the light of and ease the burden on my imagination about what the big men and players in the world affairs actually deal with, just a little bit – rather than frowning on them and putting them down for social class issues and leaving my life at their footsteps and making the responsible for me totally: This had to happen with the medical crisis I went through and hopefully my writing will disclose some support for the educated state to reroute my blog to those who need it directly and indirectly by way of support and help in areas that people need it in life creative to my small world and the large effort things are for me to realise.

In the end Hare Krishna will win as having been instrumental in my life and that is what is needed from my effort to the world leaders more of and not the interference of data and information sharing via computer internet intelligence – this is a point already laboured by others and I see the role of a writer to interconnect things that he does not deal with directly or himself as speciuos and amoral for world leaders to detach from the outcome of writing and not view it as important – something I mistook in my search for God and the Logos rewarded me in kind with stressful lifestyle I need to get a hold of now and manage my life better with mum in charge of me at home and Ritesh also too. What will become of my voiceless father is not known to me in prayer which is all I can do as I rebuild like and look forward to the future. Yesterday I missed my counselling session and ended up making a journey in writing so hopefully that will bear fruit in the We.

I think that is what Prince William meant when he asked if We Could Do This: With “this” being the operative word – what the Americans do with Buddhist thought and Vedic scriptures. Their ability to translate the cinematic experience from a Christian background is considerably different to the UK which is more conservative and rooted in tradition of castles and colonies. The result is a dependence on AI that is weird at best and frightening at worst for its exponent of the Unknown and fear of the unknown is language that the mental disciplines in the US use a lot more than the UK whihch is reserved to talk at all let alone about the mind and its use in everyday contemporary reality while it continues to do business at great wealth in the corporate world – something that may annoy other neighbours for the youth movement in our country taking from the contemporary culture paid for by data transfers of the elder statesmen but not actually returned with income for the old stuffy ways of the west and their dependence on World War Two narratives while profiting from eastern conflict and warfare in the meantime.

Nobody knows their actual communications and travels with the east but their dependence on American culture typified by Donald Trump being on TV more than UK royals or MPs and the PM is about that phenomenon and the take over of UK culture allows the UK to inherit its allies enemies and roots such as China, The Middle East and China. The strain this places on the human brain and mind to concentrate is excruciating and not something the UK looks prepared for with the Royal Family and the UK politicians being lead by Nigel Farage and his take over of the media. The mind is all the while being tainted to be taken out of the present moment and the body and strained to take part in understanding things with a bit of information in a liberal education economy with strict rules of grammar and economics. The past is always referent as one is loathe to have been educated the way that one has turned out to be inferior to the TV stars and those that puppet Christian England today. Though one slows downs and looks around the corner at Islam and the history of the Crusades one is thankful for the difference and the stress that protects us from our Islamic oppressors and what is a benighted religion when translated into English – far from Christian reason and temperance and the evolution of culture throughout the ages.

It was American battlements as Christians that caused our country to be flooded with immigrants as other nationos wanted assurances that they would not get left behind if the Americans continued to battle Islam the way they did internationally and see the Other and racism with Oreientals as basically the same as Muslims from an ethnic point of view.

AI is changing the way we think at rapid and alarming rates and the past is being erased without memory and the imagination is being challenged to not exist for the realities of George Bush’s foreign policy expansionist warfare campaigns that dragged the UK into the mud with Iraq and Afghanistan instead of dialogue that would have benefitted the AI systems instead of relying on imagery and the use of the fear of the unknown and a lack of dialogue in the first place.

The Chinese establishment has not abandoned their roots while their young struggle for meaning with rhetoric mode of modern life. The American and English leaders however have abandoned Christianity and spent no time with their citizens to explain their affection for different cultures and now that is boring entrusted to Russell Brand and Ricky Gervais because Christianity is a complete entity and has been augmented and defined and classified so it is being left behind as not worthy and something that allows a Jew like Natalie Portman to rise up on prominence in spite of not realising that many films were in the country. What of Julia Roberts or Angelina Jolie or Michele Pfeiffer? How are their religiously obsolete in the face of Evolutionary tendencies seeking Ebola virus scares and investment in the modern age?

Gaming is another thing that is threatening the cultural imbalance as making the mind work too quickly and celebrating change when we have actually not travelled anywhere. It makes me miss my mother as I fear losing her to AI.

If you think you’re being spied on, you probably are.

They say that my generation was very noisy growing up and full of sounds and opinions compared to previous ones. How that has changed down the line is anybody’s guess for the amount of attention my generation received growing up in the 1980s and the golden era of American TV. This has fizzled out and the corset is backing fashion with a big budget production of Amadeus on satellite and Benedict Cumberbatch starring in the show. The role of mentor is clear and the millennials are taking up umbrage that they have been left out and ignored in the struggle for independence and information. Theirs is not a world so seduced by celebrities other than the sleep that prior generations let them be heir to: As my generation bought the football salaries and film star roles and fought back against western government and capitalism in balanced and imbalanced measure.

The generation at present has the environment to back itself with interdependence and connections around the world that the celebrities mockingly and lovingly in different degrees depending on who you are and what your background is dealing with. They also have the global cause of terrorism which was in its infancy as the PLO threatened Israel in the 1980s and 1990s while we were still in school and choosing what to make of Apartheid.

The good Lord had asked for me to write as a result of being born a child under Apartheid and this has been a dominating factor in how I was raised by school and authority. These articles will parts of essays that I will flesh out under his guidance that I take better care of myself as a struggling writer with an individual consciousness. That is all it is. The search for meaning came out of a fractured background and one in torment for many elders around me – look at my internal wrangling I am going through in my 40s and see the teachers around me at school quite capable of sensitivity towards a British Asian of Indian descent – and for that balance to escape my passion which dominated my life as I searched for a place in the world of work where couples are dominant and married life is the normality.

With the apprenticeship looking I feel more confident that I will be possessing the tools required of me a single man for life to be in a workplace and to fit in and around the affairs of others with the role afforded to me of being a writer – as this will help keep me in check with their normal day to day gatherings and family/ friends and social life that I have forgone in the name of God and religious understanding. This is fine if managed correctly and just makes me like them as Mr Beech was at school – Reverend of Religious Studies while other staff and students worked around him and accepted him as he was.

I recall Martin Barlow and not really taking to him very well and he was eventually expelled from school and suffered an early death due to a car crash in Europe. Mr Beech chose to visit me and him on work experience and I wonder what he would have made of my racially divided self today – full of doubt and self worry about how I welcome other people into my field: I say proper people for they are in positions of authority and power and I am not. He would say I am doing great and to have faith in the Lord to provide for me and to step away from too much eastern effort and to embrace the England of our youth and write away to your hearts content until you finally get paid for what you do and then strike some bargain with some fellow or chap about what direction to go in.

It’s okay. And the spying is just ambition as a result of using the iPhone: it had started up again before you nipped it in the bud this morning with some meditation and prayer renouncing the fruits of your actions correctly and only being responsible for your local little self.

Writing is not an exorcism. It is not an exercise in responsibility’s role in your life of actually taking up charge with your heaviest behaviours and making changes in your life as to what you do and don’t so. It is signposting what you need to do and these signposts can overwhelm the mind to worry about medication needs and light working; but you’re doing fine and need to update your website for actual practical matters dealing with your life and to get out of the theory of signposts and into practice. Amen.