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15/06/26

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I hope to help with voices in the fields I have identified that I work with in spirituality like African Americans have dealt with voices in their diverse literary tradition to challenge thew fields of modernism and postmodernism to become more inclusive and accepting of racial lines. The role of Hindus is complex and the field is not clearly drawn out in English as they lean on western experiences of spirituality to intimate their own diversity.

The role of Messiah and the Second Coming of Christ is about the Guru from India and someone who is able to function and take on all that life has to offer. They can explain anything about the world and carry with them a projection from the psyche about modern life and enact a role of being a saviour that politicians exploit and religious establishments have to manage on a regular basis as they confront religious evil and the stresses that enter British homes on a day to day basis.

I spend a lot of time looking for my mother and brother’s approval of me.

Modern spiritual cults ignore the family unit. Are they under the spell of Buddhism dealing with Kali Yuga and the idealism of aloneness set forth by Henry David Thoreau with a penchant for modern meditation that pulls in Buddhist archetypes and Hindu moulds to represent the seated lotus position and expose people to yoga teachers working for profit and reputation in the industry?

What role with Hindus play in the British film industry in the future and how can they integrate as part of the country under the Royal Family?

The same was that Jews access the unconscious to dominate the modern pain body, Hindus are caught between two rocks with Yoga and Spirituality / Mind Body Spirit dominating narratives and being unable to shift racial boundaries for sexual tensions and real world concerns that include family life and the actual making of progress on the spiritual and religious path.

Stoicism took over as England’s main religion as the Chinese took the Bible away and rumours of a British Asian rebellion at ISKCON with Prime Minister Rishi Sunak swearing on The Bhagavad Gita. The Chinese studied the Bible again for some years and explored classical England for its democracy and royal houses as India and other countries lay in the rubble of eastern democracies and the internet boom of the 2000s and rush for journalism to question their leaders and enslave the human race into bondage at home while religions struggled to keep up and stay relevant to the world at large. If this did not happen in real time circles and in cosmic under focus for all that was seen to happen in Birmingham around me and during the course of my family and extended family’s life.

Dr Avril Bruten used to question me personally and try to find out why I was such a loner at St Hugh’s College. When she found out that my parents were divorced she backed off and said she understood why she was proving me. We never studied British Asian consciousness together like I did with Professor McDonald and she gave me a copy of the play she wrote called Mortal Conditions and called me “enigmatic”. She said to try to experience “serious enjoyment” in life; whatever that means.

I never bonded so personally with another tutor away from my subject books and essays.

Jamie Morris was a colleage at St Hugh’s College. His father was on the Times 100 rich list. He never told me he was on this list.

I am and always have been a very quiet person. You could call me an introvert but I shy away from labels these days. I am always thinking about God and God is not an exciting subject with lots to talk about. Including my family, I have been self conscious for the past few years about how quiet I am and starting work in February 2026 was daunting for the liveliness of teenagers and twenty somethings around me. My mum pulled me up on my demeanour yesterday and criticised how much I meditate and how I don’t display the characteristics of a happy man.

I carry a lot of the collective and deep within is shame and also a fair bit of blame for thw way my religious experiences have been dealt with since 2002 as I face being an Arjuna and hapless victim for psychological purposes for poise and higher development.

Yesterday I could not sleep. I was upset because my mother had chided me about my spirituality and how I was letting myself fall down in life. She was right to approach me and caught me off guard but I’d had not been easy to find myself when my days have been empty and I find working on my website with work is a good balance to help me come out of religious hysteria and to direct my attention and gaze back to Drs and Academics who have power to make me rich and famous.

It is like Frodo in Lord of the Rings and I felt myself overcome by darkness as I wrote about politics and the royal family. This is Harry Potter territory when he deals with snakes and the dead devil Voldemort and black ley lines as he tries spells to protect himself. I definitely let the blogosphere get the better of me and was too excited to see my journal and articles up in print with the white light and energy that they generate on my phone being with Krishna and harnessing my past lives to be “simultaneously one but different” from Krishna and pipping my brother to the post as an energy healer.

From my memory of Oxford English literature was about pain. The pain charachters experiences in their growth and development and the pain I went through reading the books and struggling to write essays to tight weekly deadlines. People who doubt my claims to past life experiences would do well to recall that I was once an Oxford man whose wilderness in life has prepared him for a future with Krishna as Arjuna that is exploitable as I create space for new relationships and for other people to experience spiritual and religious things.

Jesus and diabetes is a good topic. Drs can ask of the user is grasping and clinging for Christ and if indeed they see a white light or are a believer that their energy problems will be healed by the Holy Ghost.

How much unhappiness we experience in our home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Mr Dipak Mohan – mum’s younger brother who only lives down the road in Kings Norton and used to live in Solihull. his materialistic Hindu ways have cast a net ensnaring our family at the Shree Geeta Bhawan temple and shrouding us in the kleshas of Buddhism as we deal with his protection of Mr Ranvir Turner who lost his father when he was very young and continued to blame me for the very bad things in life and set up a rivalry as I went off to study and Ritesh failed at The Church of Scientology. It’s like trying to get on and do your own thing but someone keeps crapping on your doorstep to let you know they are still there and want to be a part of your life if even to keep an eye on how poor you are and what you’re going to say about them. Granted the uncles are vegetarians and tea totallers but so was Hitler as the violence within them finds its pet project with Ranvir taking over the Mohan family empire and family occasions with his drinking and Bhangra ways and penchant for violence. Me and my brother just can’t find any peace in our home with our mother still caught in motivational speeches about being able to make it in life and about being rich and having our own houses and cars and things and ignorance about the phone calls from India that spoke of greatness. I guess I will just have to leave Israel behind and my links to the Holy City and put in my request for riches so my family can move out of our home and the world at large can fund my writing and career.

When I refer to films I make use of my mind and see a hidden language that has been used through the ages building up in art work that develops my English degree and fascination with the differences between the worlds of appearance and reality and the inner and outer world of men and women. I grew up believing that it was unhealthy and mentally unsafe to quote Hollywood as reference guides for life and always remember seeing Star Wars as the pinnacle of the best film making possible with the Jedi Force transcending racial and ethnic boundaries and developing the faiths and paths of different religions.

As I grow older however I see the limits placed on the imagination and the dangers inherent in referencing the films as a substitue for reality. Doing so is just a matter of research and a detout for the mind for a while as the pressure builds up to describe reality and the world of manifestation.

Where did World War Three go in the imagination of man? The 1980s were full of apocalypse in Hollywood and China and an India struggled to compete with the violence and sex harboured on America’s shores.

It is like the scene when Morpheus shows Neo what the world actually looks like and to see the world at play and not the BBC defined world to include an American matrix and some odd descriptions of activities in other countries and leave it at that. The skies were planned to be scorched by nuclear atomic warfare and the prophecy held out that 800 years of darkness were planned in response to America’s request for global dominance and in defiance of the Dalai Lama’s prayers for peace and resistance. Who were his Neos and Morpheus’s and who did he teach to develop a twenty first century that look a lot different to the one the Americans hatched when Sadaam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden were vilified on social media as Barack Obama showed his true Christian colours and plotted Crusades to destroy Israel and summon the end of the dharma so that either Krishna or Christ would come back to the world and fix things.

“You must become like a child to enter the kingdom of heaven” – Lord Jesus in the Bible

A few years ago I experienced a sonic boom from America.

There are 3 5G towers manifest within 1 square mile of our house and Weoley Castle is not an affluent area.

ASDA opened up a 24 hour supermarket the year I went to a mental hospital just down the road from us in Weoley Castle. The Barnes Hill dogs home was subsequently shut down and the ASDA store stopped trading 24 hours. The Heron food store in Weoley Castle replaced Budgens and Sommerfield and has been there for some time. New hairdressers moved in from Europe and brought with them new staff and Daoist artwork in one shop opposite ASDA.

This is culture and the coming and going of appearance and reality with the individual mixing in society at various levels of interest.

I would be interested to listen to someone a Birmingham historian explain how Birmingham has changed in my life rather than have Dr Yasmin Khan of Oxrord University make racist dramas about the so called British Asian experience on the BBC. Broad Street and Harborne are linked by the same bus routes and it could benefit me to find out how they both changed due to European influence to shut out alcoholic traders as the Harborne mile of Paul Ready shut down as new students paid fees and travelled better in Birmingham.

Biringham is the land of J R R Tolkien who also moved to Oxford to research theology and litereature; when it was still profitale to do so and before the advent of AI and how The Matrix defines how we sleep and eat and dream. His initials are a match for mine and Radha Ranis and I day dream about fantasise about the Land of Rohan and my avoidance of a marriage ring to defy convention to cause unrest in the Bardos and alert China to unusual activity and suspicious of Neo Christian artwork and the dominance of science to control husbandry in English throughout the world.

Writing on the phone is like a Scientology auditing session – you never know what you’re going to hit as you mine consciousness to find things to say. There is a lot of energy involved and the mind travels through time and space and is engaging matter to deal with one’s mind and bodily relations across the 8 dynamics.

I contacted my first lot of academics yesterday. I sent an email to several contacts now that I have The Office of Rohan Rishi set up and I contacted English Professors and Tutors at Birmingham University with my website. I realise that things don’t work out exactly like a computer and I need to write to people individually and reflect on the contents of my emails. This means I can think and develop and grow spiritually and process the work I have done and life I have lived as I invite people in to have a look at my work via my private website.

I like to repeat things and rewrite them in my articles. I never know who is going to read what where on my website and in what order. My chronology is spread out over different topics and biography is not so simple as reading a timeline when my CV bears down on my personal life.

One day my blog will be published and these are the humble beginnings of my book written on my iPhone 14 on the x12 bus from near Chelmsley Wood on my way back to Birmingham City Centre from which place I get the 21 bus to Weoley Castle and am home about 8pm. I have my dinner and watch a bit of TV or log on and maybe have an ice cream and am in bed for 9pm. As I get more into my writing and progress beyond the creativity phase of writing poertry I won’t watch TV anymore unless I am having my dinner and then I will be able to cope with and make the news palatable to me as I go on. My mother is quite the spy. The way she spends hours reading the news and watching blogs helps her stay up to date with her brothers. Her sisters are not very political except for Sudesh and her elder brother Madan Mohan from Canada who lives in Coventry is a motor mouth when it comes to the news and current affairs and whenever he and mum catch up they have lots to talk about. This is not like myself and Ritesh who spend our days in silence working on the mind I am opening up that mind to communicate online. Today I had a vision of myself as a buddha – something I have not seen before.

Saying that Jesus existed before the world was made and come down to earth from Heaven is being repeated at ISKCON. There it is written that Krishna existed in his original form in the planet Goloka Vrinadavan and he advented on the earth in the year 3102BC. It is of note that the Bible history would have been running parallel to His life in ISCKON, unlike with Rama whose lifetime was before history began. Shiva too is outside of the scope of Biblical historical why can’t they be God? who came down to the earth as Jesus and redeemed the human race? Shiva once imparted to me that he was part of Jesus’s creation with other Devis and Devas. Who else was there to start the ball rolling at 0? Will we see a Before Krishna one day and how like Christ is Krishna in starting a new religion right before our very eyes?

I experience a lot of Tamas and Rajas Guna. I feel heavy and lethargic and sluggish and am quiet and withdrawn from life only travelling to work by bus for two hours plus and back. I listen to Hare Krishna mantra on YouTube which is itself a sign of the industrialised mind churning over like a machine regurgitating today and tomorrow for what remains and can be thought of as yesterday, while engaging in human relationships with family and new colleagues at work while experiencing the range of emotions from happiness to distress and witnessing gain and loss as my lot in society.

I have never taken part in a political protest in the UK

Sometimes I feel claustrophobic and that don’t have much room to move in. When I reflect on how life is interconnected and how I have been followed since I was a youth and spied on by various forces, I see that my former acquaintances Amal Clooney and Rishi Sunak have both met the Royal Family and that when I was campaigning with Gary Sambrook MP he also met King Charles and Rishi Sunak in 2024. This leads me to realise that my writing has been read by people in the highest quarters and that I have effectively been well known and that I have suffered stress in 2013 when I went to the Tazetta Suite at the new QEHB but that we don’t need to wait for America to interact with us but that this is a country run by the Royal Family and British MPs and they have seen my work and that I need to acclimatise as I start writing to British academics to read my poetry and stop acting like a poor person who is unknown and elevate myself slowly and be expectant of success.

A few years ago around 2022 I wrote t the Police in the UK and provided access for them to read what is on my desktop. I realised in London that I was being spied on so when I started writing my consciousness was a bit strained to be so poor and not to have a mortgage as a graduate for so many years from 2013 when I started writing on my iPad to now. So when I wrote to the Police in the UK I updated them on Birmingham’s progress as the second city of finance and gave them space from my use of Krishna and religion and EnlightenNext on the field of Oneness. I also helped them see what was wrong with the Dalai Lama and helped them prepare for his death and the change of data on YouTube and the karma attached to Rishi Sunak as Britains first British Asian Prime Minister.

Now what remains is for me to come up above the line and balance my consciousness as I write to British academics to review my poetry and contact other resources in time to modernise myself and fit in with British culture.

My experience with mysticism led me to write like I was being spied on to not have secrets from government forces. In particular my experience with Sathya Sai Baba from India and my observation of his karma as an avatar and someone proclaiming to be godly and the backlash against his type of person led me int empirically grounded approaches to truh to verify myself as Rohan Rishi and confront mental health in the UK. This way I am not hiding things from the British aristocracy who get to choose how they treat my work and the relationship they have with me and the American data that fuels my research and the experiences I have had with magic and witchcraft with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The roles of India and China come to play as I use the WiFi on my phone but are distant as I contact reality and play the part of my normal social consciousness.

I realised as I had a nervous breakdown that I would do well to record it on social media and on Twitter/X, Facebook/ Meta and Instagram and TikTok. There would be facial gestures that are not common to the British Asian and would do well to help Bollywood with their research into social advancement and westernisation.

The actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had already interacted with me via social media and in response to my reactions to her as well as other forces she put on a lot of weight and I am guessing suffered mental health problems and was medicated as she wuite the acting business and raised her daugher in public. This was also after Sathya Sai Baba dies prematurely and before his prophecies 96 years and contacted me about his creation of an online avatar system to continue his ministry with Prema Sai Avatar being a play of EnlightenNext (where I saw Sai Baba in London experimenting with his third incarnation as Prema Sai Avatar in 2010) and the Telos of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin and the eventual return of Jesus Christ to earth.

When priest prophecy the return of Jesus Christ to earth they just imagine the first one living his life again and looking the same. Sufficient work has not been put into this field.

Sri Krishna Chaitanya is due to emerge on earth in the next 1500 years and could be mistaken as the second coming of christ.

I have problems watching the news. Meditating and organising my life as a writer is helping with that. I feel too stressed keeping up with the charlatans and chatterboxes on the news and trying to match their frequencies to keep up with their dialogues and interactions. Fortunately Donald Trump has maintained a continuum from the past that I recognise with George W Bush and Bill Clinton and I am ready to resume keeping up with the news via Social Media and YouTube now that my blog is up and running and above the line as a spy to engage social services properly and maintain my distance from West Midlands Police forces.

How the chief of police in the US State differs from the PC who is racist in this country and cannot help me or provide protection for my family.

When Jesus came to earth and put on a show of being treated badly for his divinity, he was interacting with the history of the world and how religious authenticity is something to be fought for. This is apparent in the Sermon on the Mount when he appluads those who are persecuted in His name and for standing up for His values. It is embedded in the Jewish faith to be outcasts for the sake of the Messiah and Jesus came to the world to show the history of the Jewish people and other faiths and how they squabble for religious pride.

Being a religious avatar is not so easy as stepping out of my front door and getting the bus to work. The online world mirrors the deep mind I have where I feel connected to many facets of life – the Dalai Lama of Tibet being one of them. The task ahead of me as a writer is to engage normal time of 7 days and 7 nights and to leave cosmic time and deep time and the Yugas to my meditation and other calendars so that my personal life improves and I am able to handle interaction with people better; both online and in person.

My mum used to sell frozen food and clothes in an indoor market before working for two decades as a British Asian businesswoman. She pulled me up on Saturday about being too aloof. There’s nothing much I can to about this other than try to relate to people better at work and get out more at the weekend, but I see what she means – that I am too much in a trance and enamoured by my own enlightenment to be adrift in the world looking for God again and thankfully taking my medication more regularly and not listening to my naturopath brother to stop taking them and regress decades of work to modernise myself and keep up with the modern day and age. My mother is also of the mind that there is nothing wrong with me and it is all in my head and these are just labels that people put on yourself as mental health and in some part she is right – Bipolar doesn’t really do much for me and I would have preferred Depression with some acknowledgement of my spiritual and religious resources to have visions that the UK medical authorities did not deal with.

I was studying Religious Studies A-Level when I was 16-18 and we had a Priest as our school teacher: The Reverend Michael Beech. The lady who accompanied him as our other R.E. teacher was Mrs Christine Higgs. She was responsible for the New Testament and I found her lessons difficult to concentrate in. The lesson still stays with me of Redactive Criticism and the fact that the Gospels differ in their account of Jesus so as not to worry about being an expert in them. Reverend Michael Beech studied the other half of the curriculum with us: Philosophy of Religion and I got on with that very well. The largest essay I wrote was 16 pages and Mr Beech said I was writing degree standard essays at school.

We studied Cosmology, Teleology, Ontology and Faith and Belief. Studying RE helped me realise I was a good writer and to apply to Oxford to study English. The Reverend Beech passed away during our first year at school and was replaced by a Russian Orthodox minister, Mr Prior who took us for our second year of study. Paul Ready was in my class and he kept in contact with Christine Higgs via letters for years after school and during our stay together on our flat in Maida Vale while reading eastern texts and studying modern Buddhism with Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, the Tao of Pooh and the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. He was also in my English class and we studied E M Forster’s A Passage to India together as well as Othello and Philip Larkin. He went on to study acting at LAMDA and appears next to me in my divinity missing a year in his life as he spent four years studying a three year diploma at LAMDA and has an unexplained gap year that cannot be accounted for as I was at Scientology with my brother and yet he keeps up with me until I go to a mental hospital in 2013. He has not recorded his birthday normally on Wikipedia and is missing the date of the 25th October as one day before mine on the 26th October as of writing this blog.

If you read my poems that deal with the Yugas and Kalpas of Hindu time as well as Deep Time of the Aquarian and Classical Christian calendar: How do you feel? What do you gain spending time with me online? Do you feel more experienced or do you feel more able to cope with life and death? I hope to enrich your experience of life and better equip you to deal with the world of Shiva and appearance and reality that he let me through since I was 16 and when I left school and went out into the big wide world to suffer and pick up scars that are evident in my rough free verse and turgid prose. Do you feel a voice beyond your lifetime calling you to a different experience of yourself from the mainstream media and medical consensus. I hope to impress upon your soul an affinity for transcendent thinking and an elevation beyond the conscious mind’s present day obsessions with sport and gambling and sex and party lifestyle – I have fallen prey to these pastimes in my life. I hope we can come together and celebrate Jesus Christ and discuss his works via Email and look at the new uprising of Krishna Consciousness and perform some comparative religion via email and build a new network learning from the disappointments of the past and the collapse of EnlightenNext and how much that cult cost us in the short and long term with Greek culture and religion buried so deeply within it, as to take down all of Mind Body Spirit culture with it and leave us with Queen Elizabeth’s Christianity in its place.

When I started Grammar School in 1989, my brother was in the sixth form as a prefect. I remember because he was not wearing uniform as we waited for the bus together. How could this be? He is only 4 years older than me and should have been in year 4 Furthermore he asked Michael Lane to keep an eye on me when he left and Michael Lane was in the fifth form when Ritesh was in the upper sixth. Two brothers called Alex and David Emery mirrored myself and Ritesh and were also six years apart but had birthdays that were temporarily inconsistent.

I don’t know the significance of these missing years other than Zeus was having his way with me and planning his role with me in the world.

Spies have been using video recording to delete culture and cause amnesia. This has affected Tibetan negotiations.

I very rarely watch films nowadays and spend my evenings working on my website and doing research for historical purposes and so I can enter the Greek canon of great writers and be preserved for history’s purposes.

“The issue appears to be ownership” – Lord Jesus Christ

Kim Cattrall seems to have deleted her edition of The Kama Sutra following the wake of Mind Body Spirit destruction in 2012.

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10/06/2026

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In my early years folder I deal with the first 48 years of my life and a lot of childhood memories and feelings as well as the first 13 years of my life being twice born again as a Christian for 2 years and dealt with this in a months worth of writing. This leads me to question what time is? How into formed and where does it come from? In Hinduism it is called a God called Kala and in Christianity Jesus is for moon control of it the Creator in Genesis and ruler of his own prophecy for his advent on earth as the Messiah. Allah once spoke to me about aeons taking past lives for millions of years and asked if his people could have past lives too as Buddha explored Kali Yuga and the devil looking at Buddhist eschatology.

Kali Yuga is a period of irreligiousness on earth when the prevailing deity Kali will rule and man will be given to conflict and chaos.

The ability to experience time appears uniquely human until we note that time is not merely clock time but the passing of seasons and the coming and going of night and day with the sun and the moon oscillating duties to govern the world and attend cosmic forces. If Jesus is to rebirth He will need to be in control of these forces and the book of Genesis needs to withstand more ridicule from atheists as the imagination stands up to abuse and is defended for what is possible with time when God is in control of it.

When will the Pope visit the UK?

The NHS diagnosis of me as suffering from Bipolar Disorder occurred in 2013 and listed Schizophrenic, Mani, Depression, Racy Thoughts and Psychosis in its report on me. This was following a consultation with my mother and maybe one observation of me in interview. These diagnoses were never discussed with me and I wonder what would have happened if I had not read the report saying I thought I was a Hindi incarnation of god?

This reminds me of J Krishnamurti and his teachings on how misleading the Guru was and how you could never ask another person how you can be saved and what the right answers are for you in your life. It combines with what Jesus taught on the dangers and pitfalls of trusting the world when the kingdom of heaven was full of peril and deceit and how in the end I was grateful that the NHS arrested my development for fear of what lay ahead but mistreated me as a member of ethnic and religious grouping which left me with delusions of grandeur to work out by myself. Jesus told Drs to “heal themselves” as he warned the kingdom of heaven is near at hand and available for anybody to reach out and grab it. The simplicity of the Holy Ghost is what baffles medics in a world of sensationalism and marketing where American mystics and priests sold everything including the kitchen sink to get popular and used Islam to defend their antiquated beliefs.

I healed the Nazi Holocaust with Jehovah and they have moved in cosmic space and in Heaven and Hell and this should make space for new things in the world. I have also healed the Viet Cong.

Prior to 2012 Dr Deepak Chopra towed the party line of the Democrats to insult Mahmoud Ahmedinajad who had airtime online speaking at the United Nations. In keeping with the USA’s dominance of mental health, he called Ahmedinajad a “psychotic” and has since been deleted on YouTube along with a lot of other videos where he called for a “critical mass of humanity” to raise consciousness and force world leader to adopt new peaceful policies in alignment with spirituality online.

How come the United Nations has not built offices abroad in the UK?

My brother and I missed out on a family inheritance in Jalandhar, Punjab with our grandfather’s ball bearing business IBI Ball Bearing PVT Ltd. He had six children and our father was the youngest brother who was sent to England to study at Bournville College in the 1970s. He met my mother and got married instead of completing his course and they fell in love and had my elder brother. Eventually they divorced in 1988 and my father moved to London to drive minicabs and keep in touch with me and brother. My brother was disenfranchised with the family situation and wanted to be left alone. I would socialise with my mother’s Islamic partner Karamat Ali who had been in prison for car theft and try to keep the peace with my father with regular visits to London Hounslow to see him. All he could really do was take us out shopping and try to bribe our affections as he worked 7 days a week driving taxis and would cook good food for us as we remembered him doing so when we were a family.

He eventually moved back to India in 2000 and me and my brother lost touch with him as we evolved and grew spiritually. I saw him in 2000 but suffered a nervous breakdown upon having spiritual realisation in 2002. I have spoken to him briefly since then but found being in touch on the smartphone too stressful and mixing bad memories in the home as he wanted to know about my mental health. He sold the family business and moved to outside Delhi and me and my brother did not get any shares in the business – something I lost out on when I chose God instead of corporate law in 2000-2002 and failed to develop into a healthy corporate man who travelled the world and did business while having a family of his own to boast of to keep up with the rest of my graduates from Oxford and King Edwards.

My religious transformation was even more painful than Eckhart Tolle with terrifying states of emptiness and nothingness to face alone with the silent support of my mother and brother who appear to have gone through these things before in previous births.

The female goddess Devi on the left hand side of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple represents my past life in India. I have been guided to this revelation by Durga who said how else could I have accomplished all that I have done and had such a successful relationship with my mother. Santosh is my mother’s name and there is a small statue of Santosh Mata in the Temple too. Santosh Mata originated from India and is worshipped in film and this symbol is fertile ground for the imagination and the path to ruin for our family as my painting sits behind glass and has a jyoti burning in front of it. During this past life I was acquainted with Lord Rama and worshipped Him and note that the glass that separates my painting from reality is the distance I have in Kali Yuga from such an opulent lifestyle. I don’t speak Hindi and don’t know Hindu scriptures beyond the Bhagavad Gita. But I can attest that the separation from reality represents The Soul Cages by Sting and now the “mind forged manacles of man” of William Blake that I saw when I was about 12 and fixated on throughout my English studies and makes its way into my poetry online. I listened to Sting obsessively every day from 12 to 24 when I stopped listening to music to look after my mind and body and saw in him a higher light to a deeper reality that was in keeping with contemporary spirituality that we all come from God and are heading there through transcendental means.

“the young so educated they never grow old” – Prince, Seven

Another empty day with money to fill that void instead of God.

The worship came through from Krishna a decade ago to watch my passion and confidence. I have been up since 4am meditating this morning and it is 7.30 and I see from the shifting shapes and patterns what he means. It is quite one thing to dwindle on my phone about celebrity life and the royal family. It is quite another thing to interact with them. My mother and I went to London last the day after Lillibut’s funeral and spent a day there and rode the Elizabeth line. That’s as close to royalty as we have come in our life. When I was in the Tazetta Suite of the QEHB for Bipolar Disorder my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands as Rama had tole me and I noted that Prince William came to Birmingham and did a public appearance. I feel affinity for him and Catherine because of their student life and interacting with the normal side of humanity and see myself influencing their generation and the younger one more than Prince Philip and King Charles for whom I had something to say online about corporate India with my social media videos between 2017-2024. But in keeping with what Krishna writes about in the Bhagavad Gita this is the age of my life when passion rules my Gunas and I am likely to be too over confident in one moment then too under confident in the next as I rule myself from my home in Weoley Castle and live out of one bedroom and deal with all these forms and shifting patterns to find a way to cope with living normal working life and waking up and travelling to work and earning a salary and building my webpage slowly so I can see and develop a plan to market it to British universities and even some people abroad for further research.

If I publish my work and advertise it to world leaders, my karma from school is strong. I have had many spiritual experiences since then and revealed my past lives too but the link to schooling and the role of parenting with my mother and the buried emotions of my father are located there in my unconscious as well as the ties to all the relatives and all their socialising. The rest has to be put to my higher self.

In India there was a holy man called Shirdi Sai Baba who is worshipped in India to this day. There was a TV Show of him which showed him healing someone and getting sick himself. Doubtless this is what happened to me and still does occur to this day as I experience weakness and suffer fearful states of being after encountering NHS Drs and Nurses who were heavy handed with the medication and did not want to discuss cause and effect in relation to my medical diagnosis as a Hindu incarnation of God. I have seen people make speeches claiming to be divine and write webpages proclaiming their human relationship with the people – after my trust has been burned with the DWP who charged me for PIP and ESA since 2013 to 2025 for my services and used me to fix this country’s spiritual apathy and non religious nature – I will let my webpage do the talking and rely on poetry to abstain from claiming religious perception.

I have been trying to answer the question What is a Healer for some years now and cannot arrive at a satisfactory concise explanation of a phenomenon I have been experiencing since I was very young. I can answer people’s prayers with recourse to Angels and help them fulfil their goals and ambitions in life by asking Hindu Gods and Goddesses. This is a step in the right direction of expanding on my current role as a poet and IT support technician and helps me further define the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering in terms of Abrahamic and Vedic deities.

I am a Healer. I use the Wheel of Suffering in Buddhism to elevate people from their current state and use my connections from past lives to improve situations on the planet: I am very quiet and barely talk as I am usually engaged in some transcendental activity and craving time to myself to meditate and recharge my batteries. I am very low on energy and find working life a bore. It takes a lot for me to travel to work and back and get the bus there for 2 hours and back for the same amount of time. Futhermore whilst I respect people’s time and money, I find the NHS has many rude callers who expect their work to be done in miracle timing and people are rushing me to complete my job. I would much rather stay at home and work as a writer but this is not fair on my mum and brother who need me to get out and prove that I don’t have mental health problems under the mental health act after the train wreck the Drs and Nurses brought into our lovely home.

I can interact with daily life normally and carry out normal duties and functions while attending to my spirituality and looking after myself as a graduate who has suffered many years unemployment (24) and is looking at being a 50 year old soon. So knowing that this writing is spied on and used to update databases and legally allow for 2012 arrangements after the world leaders tried to mainstream spirituality through their polling of people’s data: I am renouncing healing everyone and stating the tax code as reasonableness for what I can achieve.

I occupy a basic rate of tax and cannot afford to heal people in higher bands and that includes celebrities and politicians who come to me as well as royalty whom I see from time to time requesting healing.

In 2002 an energy worker did a reading on me and said that people were asking me questions. I can now see what she meant and see this occurring in the spiritual and religious realms with divine importance of earnest actions that have karmic consequences. I cannot continue to support this country’ government and media circus and will retrain myself to keep my energies to myself and just wish for good things for people of the same economic bracket.

I do not charge for what I do as Lord Indra told me there is no charge. But people are going to have to pay for this and stop saying I am like other people for equalising my life with others. It is enough humiliation to have the NHS imply that I am not special but it is even more to have to explain the difference between myself and others on this blog when spiritual teachers and masters have been dominating the internet for decades while I and my family receive nothing. Jesus writes in the Bible that you cannot mix God with money and this is doubtless part of some tests to make sure I am true and authentic but that does not give rich people the right to abuse me whatever nation they are from.

The original Christians had no libraries to speak of. They were just enamoured with duty and the word of God to create the Christian Church. Books and bibliographies have been built and they challenge our sensibilities today and are confronted by science to prove the veracity of their claims – that Jesus lives and His word is worth following. The King James Bible has taken centre stage and there are countless translations across the globe attesting to modernity and espousing the words that Jesus is alleged to have spoken and the Logos that is to be studied in Universities. England is different to America in that it has completed its colonial expansions and apart from Indian politics there is joy at the heart of the Christian Church. Americans are much more anxious and I feel their presence in my house for their post colonial moment of I Amness and proclaiming the greatness of the American nation, peoples and project while other countries get on with Christianity as business as usual. Stoicism supplements Greek Christianity and presupposes that the western people want to ruled by Aquarian gods with goddesses that have sexual ways on the surface quite different to eastern countries with their gods led by Krishna in the west doing his best to modernise things after only being 60 years old at ISKCON and bending with American naivety to rule the roost and proclaim a new gospel of Brahma about the life and disciplic succession of Krishna.

This is a blog. It is my personal webpage. Being spied on has done strange things to my head. There is not just America and England but hundreds of countries and this has affected my estimation of material wealth and what I am worth.

Brideshead Revisted by Evelyn Waugh tells the tale is dwindling authority at Oxford University and the growing need for the priesthood to cement its role there when dealing with student care. It is my hope this blog will circulate amongst academics and clerics alike to deal with issues of authority and morality nationwide so the out getting bogged down with topos and location The internet moved too quickly for some classes and groups and society and it’s time to have another go at it.

I caused 9/11. I have cause natural disasters on earth – earthquakes and floods and blackholes.

The Vietnam War was caused by the senses as the American were short sighted and could not see into the East. This is like the Ukraine War with Russians losing their sight and sound about Europe and getting lost after Brexit. The conflict in Iran is an extension of The Crusades.

“April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.” – T S Eliot The Waste Land

Much of what I write is due to memory and desire. I stimulate my own desire by publishing my thoughts and updating my consciousness for academic audiences. I fear the loss of memory in our country with American superdominance of our social media networks. We are not the history of Hollywood and the wars between Parliament and the Monarchy for power have left a gaping hole in British democracy where Nigel Farage is beating the BBC for ratings as he buys the next election with GBNews for the sake of the whole and to keep a cogent sense of what it means to be in this country with Monarchs too good for TV.

“Food eaten more than three hours after cooking it is said to be in the mode of ignorance (Tamas Guna)” – Srila Prabhupada, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When Srila Prabhupada was training for his role as a Sannyasi and when he finally embarked on his journey in America, fridges in India were not that common a phenomenon. This food cooked and eaten more than three hours after the time was said to be sullied and rotten having been left out in the heat. This posed a problem for meat eating and vegetarianism is common amongst Hindus. Some sacrifice their food before God and serve Him the food on their plate and thus give up the violence associated with the killing of an animal. ISKCON urge the noneating of meat but state that if you want to eat meat they pray and offer your food to Kali. I find it too hard to give up meat and offer my food to Kali and also go to Church and have been baptised so eating meat is not forbidden amongst Christians.

My mum started receiving phone calls about me in 2002. The phrase used was “the largest puja ever was done for me” and they have spoke about my special importance. Having Krishna near me is no joke and He advents to raise someone’s profile: “Wherever there is Arjuna and Krishna there is victory and opulence” (The Bhagavad Gita). I like the New Testament and the Gospels of Jesus but find the rest of the Bible too hard. The implications were that I would help the world with the prophecy of Jesus and one day would become famous. My mum had to cope with this all by herself and with both my brother and me knocked out of the race of life after Earth shattering events and hauntings in India in 2002. Ritesh could see a lot of evil being intended to me and was befuddled as to how it could be so. He was never one to try the rat race so sat back and watched the Drs treat me for depression when I lost my career as a trainee solicitor at Jones Day Gouldens. The mix of science and religion has been paramount to my success and Krishna warned me that I have no science in my life and this holds me back and stops me having choices. The plight of our family and the home remedies we tried to get better from evil and psychic attack lays fertile ground to those scientists who say that religion is too old fashioned and not relevant to today – something Andrew Cohen of the cult EnlightenNext was trying on as he was using India to be a fashionable guru and talk big.

My brother is a Naturopath and does not like Drs and Nurses. To him it’s all made up and Drs need computers to get their jobs done and read something off the screen. He would listen to the pundit from India in the 2000s that mum found in a village who said that I was not normal and that some people would come to visit me. The pundit would recite prayers and Ritesh would run the phone over his face believing in the Swami Vivekananda books he read when he was young and not the rough and shoddy diagnosis and speech of the Drs and Nurses who bamboozled me with processes and lexicon to leave me dumb before them as they performed Obs and wrote complicated words into their own laptops about their own health and keep up from studying their own health and keep up from studying their own degree which dovetails nicely with the racists n Parliament who don’t have one Daoist sitting with all the Muslims there and banter about terrorism and extremism from brown people. Where this leaves us with Nigel Farage and his immigration rants stirring up the nation is anyone’s guess and how much longer will be for my mum to suffer with her two sons is up for grabs too. What if this was another Hindu household, or what had been going on in Hindu households as they kow tow to Drs and Professionals to show up at their expensive houses and weddings with alcohol enough for the wine and whiskey drinking class who had too much to lose from my medical to play by the rules as the NHS does not hand out compensation as its staff are treated well and take up the headlines with propaganda since Tony Blair and his cronies dictated the news about the NHS and sob stories about shit.

The Indian education curriculum had been set on YouTube by George Walker Bush with his racist Islamaphobia and war mongering as youth clambered about looking for solutions to problems by protest and with democracy and Arundhati Roy with Salman Rushdie on Richard Dawkins’s social media with all those Hindu Bhajans on them and things that thw atheists do not understand.

Was Dr Ernie van Woerkhom channeling me when he was treating me for Bipolar Disorder?

Have Drs and Academics been seeking the power of the mind over matter in the UK and do they seek power over life with the ability to kill people with their minds and send them insane?

“The future of the British economy lies in science”- Gordon Brown PM in c.2000s on BBC

There is no review process from the NHS to deal with my family’s case. This is a shortcoming of Drs centralising out of London while listening to crap about Drs strikes and not enough pay when they have a job in this country developing strategies of creating insane people who use social media videos aimed at children where the Drs can start young giving advice while missing out on all that spirituality that came from America and was lost when EnlightenNext collapsed, mimicking Partition in India, taking all of the mind body spirit with it in America so the Drs escape without liability in this country and have Princess Catherine in their back pockets with her swimsuit body invulnerable to psychic attack and without armed guards around her while utilising the world’s resources.

“The debt you owe your mother you will never repay”- Sathya Sai Baba

These writings are coming out of a city slicker and someone who has always been in a big city. The countryside of England is a different matter but the English character is the same. The NHS is to be examined and updated from 1983 regardless of my status as a past life Hindu. What of my other lives in Greece or when I lived in England in Jacobean times? ISKCON is stating that people have had a million lives and need to remember their time with Krishna to make this a successful life. That is why Tibet is so powerful for its ancestry into the darkness and where historians have yet to lead politicians and their money. In Tibet and on Buddha Bar a past life reincarnation is known as a Tulku and Chinese medicine boasts the Dao to be able to take into consideration spirituality without shutting it down like the NHS does and denies my mother her human rights and freedom of expression with the one in one out right of a Dr to be by himself with a patient.

3/6/26

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“He’s the king of the ninth world
Twisted son of the fog bells toll
In each and every lobster cage
A tortured human soul”

  • Sting, The Soul Cages

The Bhagavad Gita As It Is hosts “the three worlds” of Krishna and Durga is the Goddess of Navratri and plays host to the number nine. Possible readings of this lyric may not contain the notion that there was not enough space on earth for Krishna to be the subject of this verse and to be the saviour alongside Jesus for whom society was being dealt with the 4-5% owning 95% of the wealth with EnlightenNext and all the mind body spirit books that have disappeared from the book that have disappeared from the book shelves as Shiva institutes an age of direct experience and secrets coming forward from India about the Golden Age at The Brahma Kumaris with their Oxford Retreat Centre hosting Dada Janki and Brahma Baba from the twentieth century and struggling to keep up with the world of the mobile phone with all that Raja Yoga and speech that competes for silence as people engage in normal working life and they investigate health problems and mental health too in the UK.

That is why the Indian refer to Shree Book and call a book Sir. It is an old institution and is being dealt with glibly by western forces as Dr Pillai of the Pillai Centre writes one book and Monarchs don’t write any. The space for differ by cultures under Jehovah is reducing and power games need to change the way academics live so that Drs are not grumbling about their lifestyles and pay and take access to alternative medicine to stop being pill pushers and people like CMHTs and mental health nurses stop offloading their student loans and family lives with no discussion finally in a fascist stat under Nigel Farage’s friendship with Donald trump placing us decades behind where the Chinese wanted us to be with EnlightenNext and Dao.

What is a Hindu Manidr and does it exist beyond a social context for marriages? Do they allow discussion of their Gods and Goddesses and religion and allow people in from the outside?

Church history is devolving into one big rush to give each other health advice in the UK as Eastenders and Coronation Street feel sorry for the Ukrainians and post them in the Eurovision Song Contest alongside Israel. The Americans have finally gone and eaten too much food and taken over the UK and trashed their culture with Kinghts of the Realm having no contact with ordinary folk or public relations with the Royal Family.

What England has too many illegal immigrants in it for Nigel Farage to use his superpowers for his own news network on to bring Fox News into the debate at Westminster while Jon Stewart plays quarters with Private Eye and Ian Hislop on YouTube.

England suffers from madness with all of its TV programming and the use of AI. That is why they call it mad dogs and Englishmen. This hides a deep racism which masquerades itself as ignorance of other cultures.

Amal Clooney is to be seen with Oprah Winfrey’s amazing arse and to be medicated in accordance with Yoga for the profile of her body and what George Clooney was trying to achieve with adoration of Nazi Germany again in The Monuments Men with his empire and lazy acting career which has caused the downfall of hollywood in spite of Prince Harry’s attempts with James Corden to prop it up and Prince William singing with Bon Jovi and posing for photos with Tom Cruise of Scientology being granted religious status the year I began a medical in the UK

LAMDA graduate Paul Ready is to be asked how he took four years to mirror me when a LAMDA diploma only takes 3 years. He is to be studied for mental health with Egyptian religion so that Nollywood can better understand the madness that challenged my identity and stole my religion all these years.

Bryan Dick is to be studied for racism and to see if living with me did anything for the polished person who sued to suffer mental health problems back home in Newcastle.

I feel a little lost as a graduate without the confines and routine of student life around me. Though it has been 24 years since I left Law School I have been looking for work since then and now that I have been looking for work since then and now that I have found some of it is a shift of consciousness to have Monday-Friday at work and the weekend to myself and I feel a little bit lost as to how to fill my time. The IPL cricket is on and on Bank Holiday Monday I will studying for my apprenticeship so that is easing me into working life and helping with the pain of no longer being a student who is searching for God.

What effect does the Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan that represents my past life have on the congregation there? Does she confer religious states of bliss as advertised by Hindu gurus online or does she ooze peace to them?

Christian Churches need to pool their resources and back the Americans off from Evangelical tradition with the state that Israel is in. Israel should never have been given to a Jewish race and should have been under the control of Christians able to work dedicatedly on Christ’s second coming. Christian sermons need to go ont a data base so that other priests can use other people’s sermons and have more time for other things such as management and experience less stress. This would go to the denominations of the country and decide whether or not the old structures need be applied or if there was indeed just one Anglican Church. The fate of the Vatican costing England could also be applied here for Roman Catholic Churches maintaining their distance. it is not a requirement of Christ’s ministry that priests write their own sermons each week and as mental health increases and the madness grows in England the globalised world will want to make space for Priests to be there for their congregation and to serve the public will at large.

Is the word heaven applicable to Hindu Temples and scriptures? Does it apply to ISKCON?

The film The Creator was poignant for a forthcoming war between China and the USA. It showed the biological differences between Buddhists and Christians as they fought over dominance of the internet and world resources and the graphics involved in showing the airspace where the central database was stored was useful in showing the feeling of emptiness and airness that go with cosmic consciousness and astral travelling. I am reminded of IPMan 4 and how trade between these two superpowers was desirable and the Chinese had desire to work with the Americans but other conflicts have taken over and it seems the Dalai Lama has abandoned plans of returning to China.

It is only 3.30 in the afternoon. The world is workingf outside my bedroom. With my cosmic awareness activated and my ability to travel to Heaven – what time is it outside and how long are people taking to accomplish their tasks? Who is judging them and what is the state of the Church of England with the spread of AI and the dominance of the world of fake news online and social media as well as the fact that the internet does not really exist.

If the internet exists as per western science – what of China and was this grounds for a war? Did China originate it’s own computer or does it owe this to Apple and Microsoft?

Queen Elizabeth 2nd’s presence is felt in England and she has returned to play ghost and ex leader of the Church of England and learn from Bhakti yoga what the image does and how it affects channelling and transmissions of knowledge throughout the kingdom. King Charles spiritual powers may increase in time as Queen Elizabeth harnesses the internet with Krishna working with me over the coming years. My role as a Healer is important for the healings that can occur in and around Church as the NHS has to face Jesus and his warning: “Physician heal thyself” and the ruin they have wreaked on England turning it into a shadow of its former self.

Ritesh does not like to read books. He was influenced by Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau to be suspicious of those living in Ivory Towers and we have had our problems getting on. Conversely mum likes to read and has elevated her social position by reading and educating herself. She is to be commended for looking after her health and being in good shape in her 70s and looking young and vibrant and being of sound mind. These are things the Hindu Temple would not recognise in her.

I have never watched a Horse Race from beginning to end in England.

When I was at Northfield Gym the treadmill changed to have Tibet on its graphics board and Lhasa and Potala Palace was showing in the gym.

Does Hinduism “teach” peace or is it an economic solution to life’s problems?

It feels like I have not had sex since 2011. This is in keeping with my brother who is a 52 year old virgin. Our mother has given up sex and ended her relationship with Karamat Ali in Canterbury in the 2010s and lives at home with us in peace.

With all the mantras online and images of Hindu Gods and Goddesses the NHS called me a Hindu incarnation of God and then had nothing to say on the matter between 2013 and 2024. The only conversation they had with me about health was about diabetes and weight loss which I put on taking their medication.

God’s wrath has never been shown in England. The Americans hand over natural disasters but UK insurance law is under stress. COVID was an example of God’s judgement but Gordon Brown was on his scientific march to earn money and make a name for himself with all the Drs and Nurses. What happened to the Americans wanting to privatise the NHS as Nigel Farage speaks of the need for private health insurance as he touts Donald Trumps military superior nation where people are armed with guns at home.

With the Royal Family and Parliament having totalitarian control over the streets and leaving the population to the madness of Shakespeare, it is worth asking what the difference is between the UK and Iran?

As a healer I am granted metaphysical experiences that allow me to be a better writer. Will I inspire some academics to research my poetry alongside spiritual books and with spiritual teachers in mind?

Many years ago God spoke to me and told me that Senator Palpatine in Star Wars is one of the most important characters in cinematic history. The way the camera pans on him at the end of one of the episodes and his eventual journey to the dark side and experiences with the Vedas and evil. Who he represents in the real worls is a mystery as the news hides world leaders from the public view but his interest in esoteric powers and training of the Sith is telling for what goes on Earth and who is troubling diplomatic groups. The Dalai Lama is thus granted Sith status as he is a corrupt world leader and not just an innocent monk.

I went to law school with Jenny Afia of Schillings law firm. She has a training contract with Jones Day. Jenny now knows Queen Camilla personally and represents the Royal Family on personal matters.

The Royal Family need to lift their curse on this land as Princess Catherine spends time with childhood Psychiatrists to let go os schools as there is not link from the top down to the schools and it is dealt with by another government department – the department for education. When we grew up in the 1980s there was a host of TV programmes and a culture of childhood and today the Drs are in the schools with mental health and charting ways to secure entry to any home in the UK as pill pushers with placebos and the Mental Health Act 1983. Compassion for schoolchildren is a waste of time as they have each other to grow up wtih and are trained in veritable brothels to watch pornography.

I think with the white light of the phone that the Chinese have forgotten their Tibetan negotiations and the Dalai Lama is forbidden from returning back home.

There has never been an fracas between Parliament and The Royal Family on the BBC for all the creative tension that abounds about so called democracy and their use of the TV to control the population.

Since I have been diagnosed with mental health problems I have been searching outside of myself and looking to the TV and internet for my own happiness. Jehovah told me to align with my home and the routine in that as I come back from Church on Sunday and a nice service at St Gabriels.

America is like a disease that Salman Rushdie carried to the British Asian while he reigned as king of Asia and blocked the Chinese from trading on YouTube.

It’s like being Neo in The Matric only without Keanu Reeves good looks and money. I’m trying to concentrate on the TV and then I slide and my eyes close and I am off somewhere in a lucid dream. I’m trying to use the Mon-Fri working pattern to develop my normal waking consciousness and sleep better now that I am exorcising the demons from the NHS that came to visit me and the police that supported them and do not address me as a spy or any transcendental musings that are going on.

Security checks need to be in place for Rishi Sunak and the religious grounds upon which he rose to power. Did he use my connections at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the Gunas and what precedent has he set swearing on the Bhagavad Gita in Parliament. Where has the Asian culture gone and what happened to British Asian history with Christmas Karma on at the cinemas.

I won a ticket to see Sting at the NEC for The Soul Cages tour from the Evening Mail and took my aunty Nutan with me. I listened to Sting every day from being 12 until 24.

American Guru and leader of EnlightenNext Andrew Cohen passed away not so long ago. MPs were studying his work in Westminster and I was surprised to see him die so young. He died on the anniversary of reaching his Guru HWL Poonja.

Professor Brian Cox made a TV Show and described the ight sky in mumbo jumbo as an atheist and the names were not aligned with 2012 movements or yoga movements ascribing the night sky to religious channels.

Johnathan Swift described the UK as Gulliver’s Travels and others have described Atlantis. With the astrology available online these days it is important to ask what passes for england as MPs use the terrestrial TV alongside the Royal Family using social media too.

Writing about famous people is something that academics need to study more as the internet shapes the way research is done and the ancient ways of England need to keep up with change as The Woke challenges things. I notice that my calendar time accelerates and I feel disturbed in my house for family life as the standard laws of libel and slander run to challenge a writer’s freedom.

J Krishnamurti described the human brain as millions of years old. He also said that I would be the only one to understand his teachings. Krishna ahs since illumined other people as to what he meant about Freedom.

Your mind is conversation that takes place in private between yourself and God/The Universe and needs watering to take care of it daily life now that I have started work at Atos at Birmingham/ Solihull Business Park and am having refresher driving lessons to practice driving there and back.

I note my mind wandering that I don’t want the Royal Family’s money or clothes or riches. It had occurred to me that I may have an inheritance waiting for me on account of past lives but this life is enough to live with heathen alive and well bullying the normal state of play.

Today me and Ritesh went for a coffee in Northfield market. it was nice to be with a peacful being and to take a break from the frenzy that Prince William is causing by being on my laptop.

A man in India said Allahu’akbar as he looked to the sky and said that “He has given you all of the knowledhe”. He also said I have magical / healing hands.

Gohils Emporium on the Stratford road has undergone quite some changes since 2012 and is the primary stockist of Indian idols after the Soho Road which has a couple of shops that stock them there. When I was growing up I feared a religious war over idols and religious merchandise.

Around 2014 I performed Tonglen and breathed in the suffering of Tibetans. I did this twice. I also offered my Mehta to perform a medical and exchange with Tibetans who would suffer for the landscape with medical updates over time.

Celebrities and politicians and monarch have gotten trapped on the internet, radio and television after lifelong careers as father figures and matriarchs leading other people into propaganda channels.

There is one internet in the worl and it needs to be shared by all the nations and people.

I have been watching Lingo on ITV Quiz for two hours each night for some months now as I struggle to pass time with my mind.

2/06/2026

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“Modesty propriety can lead to notoriety
And you can end up as the only one
Gentleness, sobriety so rare in this society
At night a candle’s brighter than the sun”

  • Sting, An Englishman in New York

Drs would do well to note that Dr Deepak Chopra of the Mind Body Spirit movement was caught out advising Geoffrey Epstein on God and inviting him to bring young girls to Israel for a meet up. Noam Chomsky’s name was mentioned – a far cry off from reading their blogs and remaining at home with one’s family looking for work like a normal person. How has the internet polluted our perception and how distorted are the mirrors in use by various militaries as world leaders deal with treaties and businessmen face contractual obligations.

War is darkness and it spreads and pollutes conventional life. The balance is with the western powers and the mount they warred in the twentieth century for ruining ordinary life and causing mental health distress and mental decay.

With the cosmic consciousness I experience and astral travelling I undergo to heal basic realms: I find I have to take care of myself for want of thinking I am experiencing all that I see. Terry Eagleton said that people do not really have an experience these days with all the radio in the cars and the TV and pop videos and commercials taking to Krishna as Arjuna breaking down and experiencing pain and Sati said she has seen me go through this before with the Hindu Gods and Goddesses and this is something new for me to experience life as a journalist writing my dreams away and to be a fool on my home planet with J Krishnamurti and his saying “I am the world and the world is me” and to rely on western academic forces to straighten me out and get my work on the road.

This writing is the fruits of an Oxford degree some twenty years later and as the role of a writer living at home with his family in Birmingham UK. It is the feat of the imagination to face the American empire and what they do to the mind via the TV.

It is my hope to publish enough poems that academic overcome competitiveness and share the research that my works potentially leads to. The role of the writer living his own death as he walks the spiritual path that Somerset Maugham called “the razors edge” is fertile ground for web development to be investigated as well as mental health issues and reseacrh for a replay of what the NHS did to me and a cross disciplinary effect of my writing that takes into account Shirdi Sai Baba to call me Rohan Rishi of Birmingham and a young god in the making spending time at home with his spiritual family Ritesh and Santosh wishing our father well in Greater Naoida in India enjoying his determination to enjoy a Stoic resignation to time and life’s travails.

What happened between my grandfather enjoying gold on the TV and my father enjoying a round of golf in India and Rory McEllroy representing colonial and imperial power with Tiger Woods and racism against Hindus in the UK?

I have been writing articles this morning while enjoying an Arts and Chat session on Saturday morning with my Creative Support group and charity in Northfield. I take my own colouring book and colouring felt pens and join with others to do some art work and chill out and have a couple of cups of tea for 1 1/2 hours until 12 o clock and the go home and have Saturday lunch that Ritesh makes either chips and veggie burgers. I find the group gives me space for my mental health after the racism and ignorance and harassment from the NHS and I like the group of people here and I have seen myself grown and develop since coming here in 2022 and taking part in a knitting group – a far cry from Geoffrey Epstein and Dr Deepak Chopra groups and adults with EnglightenNext as Sting haunted me in the background and spied on my development too.

One day the internet will cause lower taxes as Impersonalism is learned from ISCKON and world leaders and politicians set a good example by travelling less and desiring fewer things that they can have in their own back yard.

The Christian Church has faced things kike Theosophy and Mind Body Spirit before and seen the likes of Sathya Sai Baba and J Krishnamurti claim to be like or better to Jesus Christ. This is Church history and is buried in the internet with the fall out from EnlightenNext and rush to get things from the Dalai Lama as he posts his desire to live into his hundreds and states that he has given up his intention to rebirth in China and the next Dalai Lama will be born in India: While China contest this claim and state that he or she could be born in China.

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My mother told me today she has given up her idea of going on a Vipassana retreat. It is too much for her. I had a vision of Kuan Yin last night.

I want my family treated with respect by West Midlands Police and for academics to review my literature fairly while I am alive and make use of the many photographs that I have to explain the biography behind my poetry. I would also like help getting my novel published which I published on Amazon Books called Parveen Gupta which aims to put an end to Maya and aide social forces to explain principles of invisibility that I studied at university and which have taken twenty five years to mature.

Dr Deepak Chopra is quite a big voice in the cosmos and has written a lot of books and piad a lot of money to advertise his power and disavow being a Guru and study as a practitioner of Transcendental Meditation under Mahesh Rishi Yogi. He was quite powerful following 9/11 and campaigned with Salman Rushdie to end religion and state that it is an outdated function and something that is stuck in old ways. I have seen Dr Chopra in The Daily Mail in the past few years since Prince Harry went across media channels to go to live in America. This is not what he promised he would do when he spearheaded anti-psychiatry and pharmaceuticals as a thought leader of American culture and spiritual movements.

What is the internet and how does corporate London affect the Imagination with it’s use of LinkedIn and corporate websites?

Andrew Cohen changed his details after visiting the Tree of Life in Birmingham and built a website saying he was a Spiritual Journalist and Modern Mystic in around 2012. He did not say he was a Guru after writing persuasively about the need for Guru in his tenure as leader of EnlightenNext in Angel Islington and Foxhollow in America.

King Charles is head of the HRH police force in the UK Donald Trump has more screen time on the BBC than any Monarch or MP or Prime Minister in the UK. Prince William has called Xi Xin Ping to Buckingham Palace to play a prank on him about an Austin Martin. Who is in control of these mirrors and what are the police doing about the Vatican’s warning that World War Three is about to start with an increase in rape and burglary as time goes by?

Kiefer Sutherland is Jack Bauer of CTU for the Americans and Benedict Cumberbatch is Sherlock Holmes for the British. Who respects me as Abishek Bachchan is Sarkar Raj and successor to Amitabh Bachchan’s empire and makes films in Hindu and supports Indian sports?

People just want better sex lives and watch sports for their libido and encounter marriage as an institution not God.

King Charles initiated a Caroline Age to take over from a Postmodern one. Shiva was lamenting the fact that Hindus and Indian are stuck behind and are mor like Modernists and want a say in things.

My education at Oxford showed me to stick to context as the period around which a writer writes and to draw in diverse sources to give a commentary and biographical background to me writing so that it expands the field for other artists across cross disciplinary subject matters while exploring ISKCON for its new Bible about the Goswamis and Sri Chaitanya and the varying degree that different verses speak to people at differing times of their lives.

1/7/26

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Since coming out of mental hospital in 2013 my mother and I have made almost annual trips to Stratford to watch Shakespeare plays. We saw an all black production of Hamlet which was the first time I have ever given a standing ovation: Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, The Tempest, Othello, Macbeth amongst others. We have also regularly gone to the Midlands Arts Centre to watch films and sometimes live recordings of plays. We also regularly have been to Rubery Great Park Cinema until recently when I feel that we are getting too old for these hobbies and stick to our rooms at home and laptops as I work at Atos and get my apprenticeship work done in the meantime. I hope to start work on my website in my free time but it could be a couple of years while my eyes adjust to normal life and I settle down to convention after a roller coaster ride of consciousness with Krishna as He shows me other Gods and Goddesses and treats me like Arjuna befriending me for the oncoming and long journey ahead.

It’s like the scene in Lord of the Rings Return of the King when Theodorn King of the land of Rohan won’t ask for help because he has been scourged by time and remembers grudges. He relies on a Hobbit accident lighting the fires that set off the alarms around the land and alert the Temples to the oncoming threat from Saruman. As I write I am constantly aware that one day I will market these blogs and poetry pages and hope to get the help of ascended people in society to raise the level of consciousness and continue in New Age Romanticism to create a new world.

In the 2000s I was depressed and experienced transcendental phenomena. I experienced the Fall of Man and Jehovah banihsed me from the Garden of Eden and damned me for leaving Jones Day and breaking up with my girlfriend at the time. The book The Way of the Peaceful Warrior haunted me and I suffered voices and experiences from that book as a young Dan Millman and jackass who was damned and whose life was ruined. Jehovah recently showed me that I was Socrates and I could come down off the roof and spend time with normal people.

25/05/26

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My mum had a hysterectomy in the 1990s. She later found out that she did not have to have it. I remember my father coming back from India to look after her.

Is Jones Day a Christian law firm? What was Gouldens? What religion is the College/ University of Law? Has Oxford gotten complacent with Christchurch and Corpus Christi and Jesus College? What has the internet done to the dominance of Oxford and Cambridge and can other nations compete for knowledge with them and end London’s dominance and Victorian society over the world and the imagination?

I’m not a corporate shareholder. This affects my role in time and makes me suffer as someone who rents a room in my mum’s house for £150 a month and makes me feel the long term effects of having smoked marijuana and feeling the pain of criminals and those who give in to sex life.

The Prophet Muhammed is wound up with me with Shantideva’s biblical life in the 700s and his made up role as a Boddhisattva and covering for Muhammed and the Messia with his prayer for salvation of all beings. Kuan Yin is tied to Shantideva and China is being asked to get involved with Islam – especially in Africa and to spare us the religion of Englishness as they get tired and try light working in the universities and give in to special powers and suffer for want of reading ability and explain where they get their money from.

My father shared with me openly after the divorce how much he missed my mother and how in love with her he was. He attempted to commit suicide because she was leaving him and slashed his wrists. I know because I saw the bandages on his wrists and walked in on them together; my father crying on my mother’s lap.

The Queen wants to research my father in relation to my own poetry and success and failure in life. His life from Jalandhar and travels to England and his influence on proceedings as living in this country for 20 years will be a game changer for studies and culture in the future.

My brother had eczema growing up and failed hi A-Levels because he was having panic attacks during exams. He was under too much pressure to uphold the family tradition and had been burdened by my parents to shiled me from the relatives during the divorce and act the part of a big brother – something he doe to this day.

Loving and living at home with one’s elderly mother is stressful and it is not easy being poor and not being to take her out and have lunch. She has always watched the pennies and I need to catch up with householder and start earning money and paying my way in the world.

My brother was an excellent Karate instructor and reached brown belt under Shukokai Black Belt and now tenth Dan Malcom Hudson. He had to give up the martial arts because Malcolm told him that having one leg shorter than the other could lead Ritesh being in a wheelchair when he was older. I studied Karate too and got up to green belt. I went down to orange belt because I missed too many lessons.

It’s all just change.

I had haemorrhoids from the age of 13 to 24. I went to hospital for an operation. My colon would protrude from my anus by about 2-3 inches when I went for a shit. After my operation they had gone but soon came back. I did not tell anyone and suffered poor bowel movements until I came back from India when my body was healed. It was punishment from Buddha for choosing a rebirth and not being able to pray to Him and sit in Lotus while affecting the Dalai Lama’s practice and negotiations with Tibet. Jehovah told me I was like Adam and then I fell from grace when I left Jones Day in 2003 and the woman I was living with Kate Warnock Smith who now works at Hull University. he said he punished all of mankind for my sin and haunted me for a decade afterwards.

Sexual lust seems so childish when viewed in hindsight and is tainted with sexual guilt on the way of the boddhisattva.

I left home at 17 to study at Oxford and came back i the holidays or went to my father’s flat in London. And when I left Oxford in 2000 I moved to London for two years. I still don’t feel like I have properly come back home. I spent the years 2010-2011 living in London. There is something about London and making it that has not settled in Birmingham. My mum has been at work ever since we were children in Birmingham and worked in London in the 2000s at the BBC. Ritesh has visited London but never studied or lived there. It must be like New York or Las Vegas and have a tie to people through the news as the capital of the UK that it frequently figures in my thoughs and stops me from settling down at home in Birmingham. My mum bought the house in the 2010s after going on a buy to rent scheme from the council since moving on in 1993. Every year she marks the date that we moved in and when our father stopped paying the rent on the old house and when bailiffs came and kicked us out of our family home in Rubery. We lived with a school friend for a week while the Council found us somewhere to live.

I saw The Never Ending Story a couple of years ago at the cinema. It was a retro showing of an old film – something that is quite a good idea for the cinema. I had seen it in my youth and enjoyed the adventure. Where did they get the special effects from and how was it made – these are documentaries that would have bolstered the imagination over time – not having stars pose on Facebook, Instagram and Tik Tok. It occurred to me when watching it just how far away Krishna Loka is from conventional reality and the everyday affairs of western men and women. The end scene when they show the princess trapped in her palace in the stars: What if she is dreaming of getting to Krishna Loka and needs a connection to the earth to establish her reality.

Presently I take Sertraline, Risperidone, Atvorstatin and Metformim medication. I am struggling to keep up with the western calendar and take it every day as I see China a lot and am thinking about the Tibetan calendar and am naturally linked to the Indian calendar with my tolerance of the treatment I am receiving as the Devi in the soul cages at the back of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who has been rebirthed an ordinary Rishi householder life in Birmingham UK and only speaks English.

21/05/2026

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“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’

Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?

Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.

Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?

Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.

If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.

Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.

Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.

The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.

After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.

When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.

The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.

I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.

I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.

Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.

I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.

English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

18/05/2026

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Where does my mother’s strength come from to love me so much. It must be a matter of dharma and previous births for I see nothing of this British culture with the sexuality so tilted and aggressive women defending their working lives.

How long will it be before my mother’s brothers and sisters rebirth again earth and their children, mine and Ritesh’s cousins after the way that they treated us and sidelined us and picked on us and talked badly about our family?

A Vedic chant for light is Arut Perum Jyoti Tani Perum Karuni. It challenges the Gayatri Mantra in some Hindu circles.

I have three selves that interplay in my life and haev taken many years to get to grips with since graduating law school in London in 2002. The first is a Graduate Self that seeks to accumulate wealth and buy property and misses being a graduate with a mortgage since I have been unemployed since 2002 for 24 years and have an Oxford degree as well as legal postgraduate qualifications. The second self is a Healer Self that engages in the spiritual world and the world of the postmodern hybrid British Asian Self to mix cultures and appear self realised and spiritually enlightened since Krishna came and shared his energy with me in 2013 and I enter deep states of being and concentration and cover vast periods of Universal Self and Cosmic Consciousness and Astral Travelling to heal people and situations on earth and in the universe with the Yugas and Kalpas complementing Christian deep time. The Healer is wound up with the World Teacher and World Karma of the Theosophists and Krishnamurti movement and deals with the second coming of Christ as well as Krishna’s reincarnation in this world. He goes to Church and has stopped going to Hindu Temple after realising his last life as a Devi and being insulted by Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth. He listens to Islam and considers himself as studying Judaism with Shiva and heeds Sikhism’s warnings about Avatars and Writing and the Word of God and what it takes to live the holy life with Guru Nanak as he carries on with Pindar life and working politics with Atos IT Technical Support.

Guru Nanak marked this Healer as a Colonial matter as well and ear marked my medical record for historical research and Partition writers in Indian circles and British universities to better understand the past with a modern reliance on the NHS as a religious force to do good and change mankind’s ways. The third self is a writer self which runs in a cycle with the other two and uses my imagination to write poetry and prose and publish them on my iPhone from which I copy and paste them to my blog on WordPress which I run and create myself. This imagination interplays with the other two selves to bring into my writing various themes and needs plenty of rest and relaxation to recharge so that I can serve my family duties and spend time with them each week. This imagination is fuelled by years of interest in English Literature and watching films and reading other books and is quite intense to control and engage ordinary working life in IT at Atos with.

I have channeled evil that has seen me challenge Jesus Christ for his second coming and delayed a prophecy of my own from India to see an exorcism of myself of rooted thoughts and beliefs that are bigger than my education and now need deep time therapies and spiritual healing to complete. The missiles in the world have at times been trained on me with Gods and Goddesses studying the Dajaal and an evil person who claims to be the Dalai Lama or worse, Jesus Christ himself. When I was at EnlightenNext in London a very beautiful Indian woman showed up once and asked a question in evening meditation: If a person showed up claiming to be the messiah how would we know he was psychology sound and sane and balanced.

My closing words to Andrew Cohen were that I thought I am the messiah and cant get rid of the feeling that I have a special purpose. Psychiatry drilled this out of me to rational British science and put the fear of God into me to study better and look after myself more.

Just how much growth and fashion has been thwarted in our family home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Ranvir Turner and his family on Middleton Hall Road in Kings Norton and deep family karma from Africa with gangster culture negating our Brahmin manhood as brothers is astonishing. All the brothers talk about is money and hang around Hindu Temples for talks about singing songs and dancing at wedding and getting more and more materialistic things from God who provides for them as they ask.

God once told me never to regret the past as I lay destitute for 10 more years on account of religious seeking because of Ranvir Turner and see that if I had kept up with the Jones’s and tried to be a part of Dipak Mohan’s grand gestures and social circle then I would have had to befriend Ranvir Turner with his excessive drinking and football fandom of Liverpool for the karma he exploited because his idiotic father Iqbal Turner died when he was young and was heralded a martyr as his wife Kamlesh Turner never married and practised Sati. All these things Yoga has in store to unite at Hindu Temples in England while the Royal Family practices the Woke and multiculturalism while ignoring Krishna and not loving him as he asked.

Since I have been writing about my extended family and the veritable Kauravs with Ranvir Turner trying to turn me against my own family and cause mental problems in our family I have noticed that my energy is more capable of staying in my house. This affects airspace and is a matter for the Law Society and is dealt with by St Gabriel being a patron saint of telecommunications and measuring bandwidth and vibrations.

Our family was such a simple family with our father and mother having two sons who lived in Rubery in the 1980s. My father was gifted a vision of the relatives on his wedding as being violent thugs who were here to purify themselves and soon found himself far away from his father’s land in Jalandhar. I had a religious experience at a Havaan at Shree Geeta Bhawan when Avnish Babla had a mundan for his son and the pundit there showed me the level of development of the Mohan’s, Coles, Turners, Sharmas, Bablas and Khoslas are on with their efforts to curb their violent tendencies by being vegetarian and their observations of Vedic injunctions and following Hindu folklore and despairing to visit the homeland and bug property there. They bullied my father and disturbed his consciousness while he doted on his two sons and gave them what he could and he suffered the backlash of them rebelling against him to reach Nirvana and leave the extended family once and for all. The last I saw them was at the funeral of Professor Jeff Cole whose eulogies showed me how far I am away from conventional life working with Krishna to explore Earth and develop new lines so he can study what is going on here himself.

16/05/2026

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Where there is joy. Joy and pure happiness comes from knowing you are saved and that Jesus sacrificed his life that you may know eternal life. It is a different category of thought that is buried by theosophy analysing contemporary thought to death and overthinking things. Nobody is a vehicle for the second coming of Christ in spite of all the things they said about J Krishnamurti to fill the airwaves and struggle with Indian mysticism that deals with Jesus Christ to the day. He died and was crucified so that whosever believes in him may be saved and the journey goes on for others in the world to be different religions and paths with different ends in mind.

There was an accumulation of dust on the hearts of man that was leading to ignorance in myself that I can notice in the world since the 1980s that was leading to World War Three. Pope Francis said he could see a “piecemeal World War Three” happening and this is at a head with Ukraine v Russia and Iran v Israel and USA. When these wars cease there will be a backlog of emotion that needs to be addressed and past planning for dominance and control due to fears that Christ has lifted since 2012 with new salvation and higher lights in the world. This includes the Chinese as an old race with ancient secrets to disclose facing a media war with the oncoming death of the Dalai Lama.

Jesus will be moving the Royal Family on from Africa so that they do not face too many media voices and allow the UK to breath and grieve after Brexit and allow the USA dominance in Africa with Nollywood an apprentice of the darker arts.

I am spiritually enlightened and raise the vibration wherever I go an dintend to go and manifest in my field but I am not a teacher of enlightenment. In the truest sense I am just little Rohan Rishi of my CV and have recently embarked on an IT Apprenticeship to complement a new job in IT technical Support. I once went to school and have been to University and studied Postgraduate Law. I have been unemployed since 2002 and along with my brother have been through some pretty hairy times when we appeared to lose it all and kept up with the scary vibrations coming across the news from America too – financial scandals, wars and political upheaval not to mention the sexy lives of celebrities and their like. When I see myself as having an effect as a Light Worker or Enlightened an I am reminded that the world is one to persecute the religious sort and I am alone with my brother and mother to fathom communication in a multi dimensional atmosphere with the mobile phone, laptop and devices pursuant to the desktop to channel energies and see myself in a guided context from God to keep my head down and see the pitfalls of enlightenment to lecture to men their purpose in life and develop rules and orders when the great Teachers were indeed Gods or in Muhammed’s case, deeply concerned about God and deeply stooped in mysticism to care. I have no ground to stand on to lecture men in England their scope with wife and children and am just someone who experiences deep spiritual experiences and phenomena that I hope to support in writing and justify my poetry with literary context as I have studied at University and forward the literary field as little as I can via the internet as it is too hard to get published. This is not to take anything away from the fact that I experience things that enlightened spiritual teachers hoodwink the innocent public about but this is life and it is time at work in a 48 year old British Asian with his family seeking funds from his writing and a new home for his family that is at work and religious guidance from angels carries with it temporal implications that include one in spiritual groups worldwide and need a good clean lifestyle away from drugs to support it. In this light I have sinned with drug use over time and sexuality that was too advanced for my time to be in a renounced state of bliss that is developing the capacity to enjoy working life and heal the memory of the self that has been through cosmic experiences and light work to balance a family that came together to enact healing of Mother Earth and not pursue worldly attachments of wealth and accumulation by conventional means. This means that the money I made between 2017-2024 online has gone to world governments and banks to apportion other causes and I need to start again seeing what is possible and search for labels for my actions each day in writing dealing with agency and the way things are done under the dirtied and polluted consciousness of religion.

Put simple to end religion is finished as the Vedas just never stop being performed. It just needs Jesus Christ and Eckhart Tolle to stop playing Santa Claus handing out Presents/ Presence and to take Krishna seriously as a newly arrived worldly God that demand attention and recognition in each family home as time goes by regardless of people’s beliefs if human rights even exust and for world leaders to see themselves beholden to TV and propaganda by their journalists and people who went to University at 18 to be so powerful and company Directors in their 30s and 40s to be calling the shots and speaking badly about very important matters and relying too much on the Americans and the Christian Evangelical Tradition to bail them out of blasphemy and racism to support ISKCON and stop berating organised religion for making money in a world of charlatan individuals who hide celebrity misdemeanours for a nature of marriage and commerce conversation without the likes of Russell Brand insulting Krishna and letting the Chinese have no British MPs and how far ate the right willing to go in the UK to fund Nigel Farage’s insult of journalism and conventional memory to steal from Caesar and Judas to pollute co-tempered Buddhism and Spirituality online and heavy records that determine the mental health of world leaders since their inclusion in vast Yuigas and Kalpas and the deep heavy work that ISKCON does.

Christianity made the mistake of insulting the stars and astrology and calling such astrologers cooks and mad people and splitting them up from the Church and now the Church is very secular and had nothing to say as the internet plays out Terminator prophecies with AI and Russia looking on with its military and wonders what it did wrong to be so insulted by the West that has so much madness under the surface waiting to come to the foreground and the Chinese leave new fields and space developed by American spiritual teachers due to soul ages and past lives that the medieval medical profession in the West just won’t let in. Drs rule, not Kings and Queens and Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a lot of karma that led to COVID and Americans belief that God judges us for sin with mass illness and the need for vaccinations for the ay we live out our lives and search for truth in toilet bowls and dirty minds while Krishna had not been investigated for change since their inclusion in the 1960s and 1970s for how this religion had adapted to the New Age and if indeed it is corrupted since Srila Prabhupada’s inception.

The UK experienced hacking of the NHS and news stories of the BBC during Theresa May’s premiership and these stories took the place of American sympathies and critical pollution that we’re experiencing the American Psychiatric Association’s involvement with Donald Trump to check if he had Mi5 designated mental health problems and if the UK is indeed independent with medical history in the UK and how sovereignity had been surrendered to the US under European clothes. This has been Peter Mandelson’s form and they were being British but the NHS hacking story was a cover up for a big pharmacist case in the UK that the media wanted to mirror American headlines and still do with the case of matter of Matthew Perry after Michael Jackson’s big court case and death at the hands of prescription drugs and American Drs who dream and sleep and eat and shit while taking on the collective and individual consciousness while escalating more money for themselves while dreaming for themselves while addressing Indian landscapes and Indian folklore after the way they treated the Holy ghost. The use of ECT in Indian quarters is justified for the backlog of progress that need to come through and the absence of warfare that had occurred in Indian territories while China looks on with its soul intact and not beholden to British narratives – something the Dalai Lama alerted the UN to in his first book after exile My Land My People and a note in his book with letters to the UN and accounts about how the British had been in Tibet and he needed to tend to their healthcare and mental health as well as torturous British businesses and workplaces as I am experienced about now after 3 months with Atos in Birmingham Business Parkway. The thins that occur in the name of memory and the burden that world leaders bear and charge for is palpable when you look for a good example and with the subjective nature of truth and time hopefully my brother has somethings to say when Ranvir Turner has worn a Turban and stopped blaming Ritesh for higher lights and energies that he did not ask for and shed a light on his deceased father from the Punjab and the rivalry Ranvir set up since childhood and parted ways to Bhangra and drink never mention the sex life of a married man with the karma to look after another problem area in our family – a nurse at the NHS who gossiped over open carcasses in the NHS and embedded her fat ass in consciousness to wait until her 70s and 80s to take Shree Geeta Bhawan seriously and the Soho Road. Benjamin Zephaniah’s mural had been painted over and nobody ever explained why his middle name was Iqbal.

How wealthy was he and where did Ranvir get the powers to drink so much and manifest such a good career in banking and life with the Mohan family while his mum sidelined my mother and used nher elder sisters status against Vina Aunty in Canada with her simple Hindu life with Professor Vijay Sood of Engineering to disobey the ageing process with Sudesh Cole Research Fellow of Birmingham University now that Professor Jeff Cole atheist of Birmingham University had deceased and taken all his advice giving ways with him while joining in with Kamlesh Turner of the NHS and the rambling ways of Ranvir Turner and the banking of Birmingham with jobs and careers under his care at HSBC and Lloyds to see Ajay Sood run the market as a millionaire into Computing and elder cousin with a long career at IBM that Hinduism needs to embed and wait for with Kamal Mohan’s charm offensive and the pain he caused Ritesh as the elder to leave the world in his sleep and enter international and intergalactic kingdoms to join with Shiva in his search for enlightenment that seems to be at odds with the Mohan family of mother’s pre marriage self as they speak English and many dialects and have karma themselves to deal with like the deep shit me and Ritesh faced from Mum after 9/11 and the racism of Middle Eastern crusades by the British army and lives broken and lived at home dreaing of better things.

It is my intention to get myself released from my home as a political prisoner by building a kick ass website that finds its way to some Hindu men who are willing to look at it like you do when you ask a Hindu pundit some family dharma questions and he runs some astrology on your birth name and family’s name and time of births and to leave my brother resting at home with his cat to take care of himself once he has seen me break free of the medical bondage I got into hurting my rib cage doing severe penance and 4 years Hare Krishna and up to 60 rounds in two hours with Jesus as he changed time and helped me chant. Amongst other things on my website will be a big family tree to fulfill my destiny as both a graduate of English and a Hindu and to get myself looked at as someone who people will research and write biographies about as a literary author and to create space for the Chinese to question my authority and see my art grow over time and return to more sexual questions of what poetry is and how it is a corruption of mankind and not a natural issue like the imagination needs to see dinosaurs as natural and not tiem bound as I do having been raised that way – like my brother and how he took to space and studied being an astronaut before wanting to join the Royal Navy. It is my hope to enhance diplomatic relations amongst academics worldwide who benefit from Krishna’s grace and take it easy with the ways of the Greek Gods who are too heavy to carry around and don’t have a culture that Jesus kept with him in Renaissance England with the King James Bible that needs rewriting over the next few centuries to please Krishna and develop space for King Arthur at Shree Geeta Bhawan with the large Lingam there and the Church of England embedded with Arhbishop Justin Welby meeting Pundit Dharam Dutt and creating new spaces on web development. It is also my hope that someone carries these webpages of mine to my childhood memories and good deeds from my Mum to school us both at St Brigid’s School in Northfield Birmingham where I went in 2014 for about a year to heal myself and remember my Mum and met the Father there. Those were some years in the 1980s while this life on the mobile phone writing away is not a “crack cocaine” like my elder cousin Nishi Sood texted me it was while I used the internet to alert world leaders to the Self and Second Coming of Christ during 2017-2024 and made a lot of money for Tibet past present and future in the process as Guru Nanak watched on and guided my meditation to remember the old ways of Hinduism in the UK and Birmingham tradition that make me hold my great breath for after all those cigarettes as a chain smoker since I was 16 with my brother until the 2010s to side with our father who probably smokes to this day in India and is in rude health with his third wife and extended family say from the shares of his father’s IBI ball bearing industries of his father; Mr J M Rishi, my grandfather who died at the age of about 75 to quite some ill health and came to see me after I was attacked after 2013 to help me read the Bhagavad Gita and to see the corruption I went through because of how it is interpreted in the modern age – especially the bit about not feeling sorry for a victim and charging me with being a God who has ruled on people’s karma and all that Jazz under Toni Morrison and her literary development that I studied in my final year at Oxford when I would meditate on the meaning of God and let my friends go to drink and drugs and corporate issues that I took on board the following year as I studied law in London and took the place of my absent brother with the actor on IMDb Paul Ready who I lived with for 2 years and played backgammon and discussed time and the contemporary self with go two years while smoking marijuana and staying out of college which I found boring and out of place for me at that age of life as I try College again with an IT apprenticeship at Solhull College now with living with my brother at home with our ageing mum going from strength to strength in her early 70s and saying prayers for our father Parmod Kumar Rishi every night “wherever he is”. We don’t speak well on the phone and he saw the work I do when I went mad with Krishna consciously choosing me to shed light on the second coming of Christ during 2017-2024 so that his people in India had something to view with the diaspora being treated as well that was ignored by EnlightenNext and all that American spirituality since Deepak Chopra bent spoons with Uri Gellar and Ritesh got corrupted with cult work and Scientology to turn to Jehovah and betray me and his family too as Mum walked away from me and disbelieved accounts of my special nature and was rude to me to teach me things and properly prepare me for older life – something schooling does but not university in the UK.

I have a dream that I am studied in universities and my self made webpage on WordPress heralds a new era for writers to be included as literary and historical sources at an academic and professional level. When the Drs picked on me, I fought back and made many books on Amazon Books. They are on my hard drive with other documents that I messaged China to keep in mind for Free Tibet demonstrations and non violent communications. They were backed up by a medical with Buddha where he looked down on the English Literature as a subject that send people mad and not good for mental health and balanced with medication from the NHS and under my mother’s hand accompanying me to most of my Psychiatry meetings and seeing first hand the short-comings of the NHS that she used to work for and where she experienced discrimination and bullying in the workplace as a business woman but was unsuccessful in haunting them back with a Tribunal ruling there was no evidence of harassment. I took Depakote and Olanzapine for mood disorders and dealt with being a single man at home at the age of 36 with “racy thoughts” and sexual lust from Kuan Yin to show me sexual Sanskara on the last to Enlightenment and Buddhahood. I had renounced my enlightenment at a Hereford Buddhist Retreat much to the annoyance of the Royal Family insulted that their country was deemed not good enough for me to experience spiritual enlightenment. Krishna came and showed me that it is a subjective things and something that accompanies Rohan Rishi from school in an effort to study non duality and no separation from God with balance and paying attention to the warnings in the Bhagavad Gita not to abandon the battlefield in life which reached a head when I was forced to ask Ranvir Turner for financial support in 2014 and found that he would not let me in his house as he said I was gossiping bad news about his deceased father on social media.

What happens to liars in Hinduism and how does Vishnu treat them? other than with compassion and segregating them from their victims to let their victims develop on their own lines to truth and see culture at work and society developing away from the victim’s expectations of behaviour and standards.

Proper people would get access to a shoulder to cry on to study my biographical writings alongside my poetry with New Age books vouched for by Vishnu who said I would be heralded as one of the greatest writers in the twenty first century while my brother fulfils his dreams of celibacy and serving Jesus Christ while staying away from Hinduism for the complexities of dealing with it in English as second generation British Asians in England.

Psychiatrists control time in the UK and work with Drs to keep power away from the ordinary people. In all my 48 years in the UK I have never had a close personal relationship with a Dr and amongst my mother’s decades as a businesswoman she never socialised with Drs either. The presence of the NHS in the extended Mohan family clan with several people working for them and the role of Drs and Dentists as social workers and family friends that populate their many dinners and wedding run contrary to the medical report that I actually saw: “Rohan Rishi thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God” after my mum gave them some information over the phone and then after that I thought they would talks to me about my personal world that I now deal with by going to Arts and Chat at Creative Support in NOrthfield and dealing with my lower self and facing goodwill and British medical care square in the face. The issue is time for my brother who has my studying of English and British history to balance with his Thetan from Scientology and Greek word clearing as a self educated man and someone who learned from Henry David Thoreau how to live and look after himself by being on benefits since 1999 and “going into the woods to learn that when the end of his life comes he did never not live”. My issue is nature and the Drs and Nurses had my family connections to deal with and the security services that I contacted knew more than I did about Uncle Dipak’s voices and karmic connections and claims to fatherhood of myself and Ritesh while uncle Jeff balanced atheism with ancient beliefs of Hindus with his role as a Biochemist at Birmingham Uni.

The Drs then asked me: Are you having any problems getting to sleep? Any problems getting dressed? Do you have any suicidal thoughts? Can you shower okay? They did not address mental health issues and there was no discussion of religion and they did not talk about bipolar disorder so I took it on board myself to learn edition contrary to J Krishnamurti’s advice on Freedom and study the Bhagavad Gita. It was then that the Dalai Lama came to me in apparitions and visions that an old healer called Michael Melchizedik told me in 2009 – never tell the Drs you can see them. They never addressed religious karma or my biographic identity and do not ask about my feelings once and caused me a lot of madness and confusion since seeing them in 2013 and until 2024 when a Muslim Dr discharged me and wished me well. She had more to say about Winston Churchill and his status of suffering from Bipolar Disorder than my own religious conditioning and studied me to see the UK as a police state and one I aim to help by using the Smartphone as a writer studied by corporate services and spied on by Mi5 and the police to better manage media and policy and the things that fill our blogs and news webpages as time goes by from an ascended master point of view and one that learned from Jesus that the Drs and Nurses are my enemies and to forgive them.

Krishna will be able to react differently to Shiva in the UK as a result of the medical I have done and Krishna can show me how to mix with Drs over time as someone who has been dealing with upper class society in the mainstream since ISKCON made underground movements famous since the 1800s for the time that flew by in the 1960s as new members flocked to ISKCON and joined ranks to make society more moral and preserve Krishna’s memory in the west and deal with the inclusion of India on the world stage as a s world class economy after Partition suffered the Bilderberg process of historical rewriting and took over the grand narratives did Mahabharata and Ramayana as well as Buddhism and writing about India suffered to other detriment of trade relations with the Indian subcontinent and the tale of good manners dwindled as sexual relations took over for Maya with the Royal Family and all of its connections in the UK got involved with Sharukh Khan and Bollywood leaving the rest of the country to rot as they read the Bhagavad Gita once and told the story of the Bible in error as Allah looked on in awe at the boldness of the writers of themes of the Crusades to take on India and use it for their own resources. Queen Camilla Consort of India was on the cards and King Charles had photos of his friendship with Indian men on his webpage covering the period of 2012 with garlands of flowers around his neck. It takes a lot longer to manage Kalpas and Yugas than a few plane trips and much more to counter your own Art of War as Prince William looks on and wanders what India holds in store for himself as Catherine look at all the Hindu and Sikh work in the UK going to waste as Marianne Williamson uses EnlightenNext’s karma to run for political office and shut the door on spiritual work in public places for all that Krishna worked ro make the internet a happier place for people who live at home and can’t travel like Colonial masters and don’t possess their social skills to make money in various ways while they live on benefits and take NHS drugs and nobody talks to them and they fear death while the royal family spies on them and uses their past lives for ruined narratives of Jesus under Rowan Williams and rubbish about how Christ was mistreated that annoy the Chinese and have caused medical problems with spies over the ages that the British would like to forget about with Eckhart Tolle and the Power of Now with Ram Das celebrating LSD and drugs as a pathway to God that the NHS Drs never gained any insight into my family about with Ritesh’s views against drugs since he heard from L Ron Hubbard of government experiments and tests on subjects with the CIA in the 1960s and victims of Vietnam in the East subject to torture and madness after Hiroshima and Nazi Germany taught the human race to be cheapened and devalued for the price of a pill and the wages and lifestyles that they demand as they live in sin and envy the rich and the famous and take this out on their patients all the time.

15/05/2026

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I was about 15 when I realised I could not get married. I was listening to the Hindi film soundtrack Sajaan and meditating on family weddings that had taken place. In particular my uncle Dipak and aunty Madhu’s wedding in a Church in Kings Heath ranged that I would never be able to have that as I don’t speak Hindi. Not being a Church goer Christian culture wa sout of the window and now I look around and wonder what the future could bring with someone to replace my mother and be there for me when she is gone. Now that I have started to express myself properly online that person could be of a Indian background and accepting of Ritesh’s brahmacharya and rivalling of Gandhi on sexual grounds while forgiving my frisky path where I tried the path of love and sex to good ruin and was stopped by my mother who sent me to a mental hospital to get some help in 2013 after the Drs had diagnosed me with depression in 2004 when I was suicidal and had serious thoughts about ending my life with a knife purchased at the Taj Mahal. I am however married to Krishna and his energy and this is enough time travelling about such romantic patterning as I heal the darkness of my youth and the depression of my despair like Arjuna crying out in the wilderness Why Is This Happening To Me.

It is happening because our elder cousin Ranvir set up a rivalry and trod on dangerous soil testing the waters after relics of old phoned through in 2002 and their phone records have been wiped. It is because the British Hindu no longer socialises in Churches but in big venues and destination weddings as they match the economy and lose their hearts to move up the social ladder and abuse the Hindu Temple system and stop engaging the English language to tell the population what to do.

Staying mobile while using the mobile phone is good for the mind in my case as I contemplate life at home as a writer. Allah has told me to quit my job and become a healer but I know best than to rely on one voice from God and deny the others. Balance is best as I stay on buses to and from work for two hours a day there and back and have time to watch IPL cricket on Sky Sports on my phone while updating the articles I write ready to be published in the not to distant future.

Krishna Consciousness has said the world is in state of decline with the age of Kali being experienced and colinial rulers of India masquerading as The Golden Age and secrets of Indian knowledge will be known to all so that the medical profession gains more things to talk about as bad for the human race. Evil world rulers who charge too much for tax, immigration and cannibalism are seen as signs of the end of age when Krishna will be seen amongst us again after his incarnation as Sri Chaitanya within the next 1500 years of the word “millennium” is to be read that way in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Christ’s second coming is updated from the children of God who expect and demand him to come and see them now.

This morning while meditating I felt like an Indian gentleman dealing with Brahman. The Spirit has visited me in the past and this morning I was very quiet and about my personality which had been damaged by the hustle and bustle of twentieth and twenty first century life. I struggle to talk to people and often wonder where I have been from the rat race of being alive while being a student in London during the years 2000-2002 and then suddenly failling ill to spiritual and religious phenomenon. I’m not sure I was experiencing things from 2002 until now as an unemployed man due to the virtual world of TV we inhabit but I have stayed to experience things over the last few years with Shiva who told me I am having an experience and am dealing with God. He told me the mantra Om Nama Shivaya means I am God and that He is displeased with the Royal Family attacking his country India and has gone to war with them. What this means is not sure but the culture of sex and Bollywood has changed in the last ten to fifteen years since I started blogging and tweeting and making funny videos to send messages to the subcontinent that they are way off when it comes to estimating the culture between these two countries. Durga said she would end deforestation due to my work as the need for so many books to be written has reduced and universities are struggling since COVID to make the grade after falling asleep at the wheel of convenience and colonialism to dull populations and hurt them at home while they spend time with their families.

If each country had a Holy City like the one within Jerusalem the Plice would be easier to Partition society and consider the royal families and politicians: If for example the UK had a community of people safely assigned religious quarters and were removed from the ordinary run of the mill materialism the police would better attest to the Israeli policies and be more used to the religious extremism of Frum Jews and classes of people who renounce the world to work on the mysteries of Christ and do so within an order that preserves religious tradition. At present these are cults of personality and religious communes and a religious city may be too much to ask for but the ideal is present and represents the invasion of homes by Islam and Muslim immigrants who take over your point of view using Christian theology applied to their Muslim God and demand a dialogue with you to convert you to their point of view. The absence of an organising principle like Jerusalem has left the Heaven and Earth show on Sunday mornings with Nicky Campbell to be cancelled and one barely notices Songs of Praise as the rest of the culture is off key all week long. The TV is psychotic with the news and the BBC haven’t seen a Priest talk about films and music and books in God knows how long.

When I was working in a charity shop in London in 2010 (The British Heart Foundation) I was surprised at the collegiate atmosphere since I had worked at the competitive law firm Jones Day. Working where people were volunteering their time was an altogether different thing and I quite enjoyed it. The problem was The Buddha was there and he was soon to move me on from London and show how I am causing problems for western folk who are trying to meditate with the collapse of EnlightenNext cult in Angel Islington. I asked God to get rid of it after they were rude to me and insulted my ego and he did. He just wishes I had left it in Europe. Anyway there was a book in the charity shop called The Family of the Buddha and I bought it along with a Samurai book. The Samurai book contained a passage on how some people would struggle in this life because of vows of poverty attached to them from cultures and groups from this earth and from the past.

And the book the Family of the Buddha changed to become The Way of the Boddhisattva by Shantideva and buddha had hidden himself to say that he supports my work being about becoming family like the Dalai Lama says we are all brothers and sisters and in this way the Royal Family can lead the way by incuding me in their family as a relative and not bother about wills and probate and controlling the laws due to external relations. This should save the money I have made which runs into trillions and I could see the Royal Family as brothers and sisters and uncles and aunties to remember how things were when we grew up as children and keep some spiritualism and channeling going on so there is peace in all out houses as I open up and expand the Golden Age with Vishnu. Their prayers as Christians have brought about this realisation of self and in time other nations will benefit from the national boundary we share as English people.

Jesus Christ won’t be coming back to the world for a very long time. He has sent me to the world to prepare for his Second Coming. I know Him well from the past and am in daily commune with Him. The world needs certainty in this arena to better plan social services and stop politicians like Donald Trump interfering with Churches and spilling the beans as a spy. The way to look at things is King Arthur will come back to the world first and that will take about 500 years is the UK moves more slowly and stops racing into evolutionary waters in the US. From the base of a great King Jesus will better assess his religion and the Church of England will have been dealt with and the UK will better deal with what is then left of The Vatican. From these great places Jesus can be called to the world when India is respected for all the Gods and Goddesses that dwell there and then Vedic sacrifices can be integrated into the thought processes for they have been with us for thousands and thousands of years. Nothing as impetuous as a colonial Golden Age can stress us out more than also imaginging that Jesus watches all we do and wants to come back to the world as it is.

When I was in Israel in 2012 I visited the Holy City and Jerusalem and spent Passover with a Frum Jew family. I had a vision while I was there of Jehovah who said he was spying on me and listening to frequencies and would like to be considered a child on this earth with deep time and dinosaurs entering the imagination. Genesis provides that Jesus created the world and he eventually created Adam and Even but by some estimations then his renewal is only 6000 years old and people struggle with how hard Christianity is and he needs to teach it to all walks of life and people of differing education ranges and standards of wealth.

The Hindu gods have a torment of a democracy to run in India but have the advantage of being very old and have energy links back to the ancient past where they can access the imagination and channel knowledge to their subjected peoples. When this energy becomes more secure world leaders will have better lives and the populations will know better times if Jehovah backs off as a younger God eager to material expansion while the Indians are able to rest in the caste system and don’t need so much foreign intervention to change their way of life.

I would need someone at law to assess my personality and character after so long out of the education system and such a long time off work. Do they acknowledge Light Workers or Indigo Adults and as for past lives do they count in the reckoning of the way that lives have been shaped by karmic forces and understanding the Dao. Ritesh has said that he is a Unicorn and one day a poster of a Unicorn arrived in the post from Amazon when I was discovering contemporary Buddhist art work. Since then I have benefited from the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering and see my place on the stage of life created by Shakespeare underneath Royal Houses protecting my identity – I have been many things and am far from the stars but in this life I am just a graduate class and have had dangerous spiritual experiences and experienced demonic possession to try to force me to be a guru and teach Hinduism to spoil Krishna’s religion and disobey Shiva and Vishnu and Brahma. The graduate has been looking for work since 2003 and apart from a brief spell as a salesperson in 2009 and some part time work as an English tutor in 2010 I have been vagrant and experiencing deep emptiness and swings of emotion and the self at large playing with shadows. The healing experiences I have convince me I am special and have a special purpose but the psychiatric treatment I received told me to look past this to my conventional identity in normal reality and see the effect that e-commerce has had on the self and the British Asian postmodern fragmented self that my Oxford self studied and let go of to explore the witness of J Krishnamurti and find out what Enlightenment was. Stories such as The Mahabharata are self fulfilling and help to show there is more to life than spirituality and there are many different types of people in the world making changes and the self spins subjectively exchanging with others as we all share relative levels of self hood and spirituality and affect one another in familial and social ways. I am not the only one is hard to let go of but writing helps me manifest some matter that provides evidence of what I jave done and leave to Dao what I have not done.

If my medical proves anything it would be that Queen Elizabeth 2ns was not a Goddess and that she ruled her land in England and experienced Britishness and oversaw all the cities and documents required to keep the country going. She may have been subject to Maya and held to have Hindu religious powers with her partner Prince Philip but these questions of identity have not yet been held out to public as Yoga takes off and man starts again on the great voyage to the real stars and planets – the ones created by Gods and Goddesses and makes way for Jesus again to experience some newness and be included in the Hindu Pantheon which will in time rewrite British history and change the idea of land itself and airspace under the Royal Courts of Justice. It is with note that other countries have Embassy buildings in the UK but the Indian High Commission deals with issues of ownership and does not rent land and submit to British law in the same way that other countries do.

This nature of self realisation is bound up with deep historical truths and a people scarred by Colonialism and Partition that are under stress and pressure to do well in life while following changes after COVID and taking part in the recovery online. It is my hope that my writing finds new voices to dialogue and pray with and help me build bridges in the UK to Churches and Hindu Temples while Buddhism is small and Islam and Judaism are farther away from me in conventional reality terms. Sikhism is always looking to improve its English and Guru Nanak has asked me to visit the Hindu Temples in England when I am 60.