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14/06/2026

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“I’ve spent too many years at war with myself
Dr has told me it’s no good for my health
To search for perfection is all very well
But to look for heaven is to live here in hell.” – Sting Consider Me Gone

“Our so called leaders speak
With words they try to jail you
They subjugate the meek
But it’s the rhetoric of failure”- Sting and the Police, We Are Spirits in the Material World

“If God is dead and the actor plays his part
His words of fear will find their way to a place in your heart” – Sting, History Will Teach Us Nothing

Jesus never had a Bible. India believes in Jesus. It just doesn’t speak English like an American about him and have great legal chambers about humanism and classical values and texts from Rome and Greece attributed to the Bible and the words of Jesus Christ.

India does not need Americans to save it from pornography

America suffered a great blow from Ralph Waldo Emerson when he did not write about Jesus or the Bible

I have had some illustrious past lives – a Greek life which served as the inspiration for King Leonides in the film 300, and a Jacobite that looked like Erasmus as a woman in India capable of being called a Devi today. This lifetime will be low key as I will not be found on television and am not fodder for journalism to keep in time with them and the TV Stations. So those people caught channeling me and using my database can face their just comeuppance as the UK deals with a fraction of the mysticism that India deals with all the time and does not want colonial influences and advises on how to run its British interests as America loses its bases and interests abroad. One home is enough to deal with – what of these men with their women who think badly and try to run a whole nation. Has anyone seen the filth on NDTV? Where is this trying to go and what will become of it in a supply chain of behaviour and character?

Life is all about hearing voices as the mind is something Buddhists still try to understand. African American literature is very good at exploring these voices and layers their texts to give effect to evolution and spirituality and growth. In these voices the Smartphone is talking and should be read as having that influence in the mind as a battle goes underway to dominate it and run its voices with American celebrities joining with British Royal Family to star in social media videos with no quorum in Parliament to give them power to do so as Nigel Farage stars in GBNews and bought the next election a couple of years ago with friends in Fox News and CNN with more from 24 hour news and proof that British MPs hear voices and experience spiritual and religious organisations throughout the world as Africa fears Nollywood with clown evangelists shouting the devil out of them as they priase Jesus and make friends with Freud and the medical professions for more from conspiracies and less interference from Mind Body Spirit along the way.

I’m looking forward to Church on Sunday and an afternoon of helping out with local projects at Church on Saturday

I have nervousness turning up to Solihull College for my day of studying for my IT Apprenticeship than I did when I attended Oxford University. The brash energies of a twenty something youngster compare very differently to a 48 year old soul.

JD Vance referred to the Chinese as peasants publicly. The Americans are yobs who have led the British astray. Dr Shashi Tharoor starred in a famous broadcast on social media networks about the Indian Empire before the so-called Raj. This conspiracy will be wrapped up sooner rather than later as people remember how small England was to India’s only 300 million population and stop making up lies to fit in with American media moguls.

How much did John Pilger’s webpage cost?

YouTube evolved: Great Britain did not. How many people watch Have I got News For You on BBC One? It is of note that Johnathan Stewart held an interview with Ian Hislop on social media a couple of years ago. Why couldn’t we just get The Daily Show on British TV and not have to deal with elder British males ruining our lives with bad self esteem?

You never quite leave Oxford until some Fate intervenes and extracts your inner child from the place and the golden light that surrounds the place. I have been holding out for someone to rescue me in the realms from Oxford. This shows how little time I spent with people while I was there. Jehovah made me promise him I would never go back to Oxford or the staff there after what happened to me as a result of my degree in ‘English’. I am constantly unhappy because of my life as a student not amounting to success in my parents’ eyes and the problems I have caused my brother in the process. I don’t have my own car, house or marriage and had I have done I would have probably developed a horrible character from Oxford and been a romantic womaniser with stale views held in memory of the opposite sex and at some point in my life I would have lost my fortune.

This way I have spent every day with my brother and mother since 2002 apart from the brief times I was in London in 2003 and 2010-2011. We have love between us and this is enough.

In 2002 I told a Buddhist monk in a library near Delhi I was Maitreya. What was the status of Maitreya online that year and where was he documented in Asia? People have complained the world moves too fast and this was one of the 2012 phenomena. Seeing the movement of this Buddhist God would help gauge the world before and after social media was used aggressively to take ground.

Seeing that Oxford is not there for you anymore is quite liberating. I forgot about my mum while I was there and did not really explore my father’s social class. I ignored my brother and lost him as a connection as he did not want to have anything to do with me after I left Oxford to join him at the Birmingham Church of Scientology in 1997. This is not Meera Syal and Anita and Me and more than it is Salman Rusdhie’s inclusion of poetry in some of his novels. I am a seer and a sage, a Rishi from the Oxford dictionary thwarted by Rishi Sunak’s plans to be Prime Minister and leave me in the lurch since we knew each other at Oxford while I also knew Amal Clooney and Ben Wright of the BBC. How can all of my friends enjoy such lavish lifestyles while I struggle on less than minimum wage? Having an Oxford background roots you in biography and how the rich and elite pride themselves on telling the stories of lives they study and research. I hope to be one of them and include my family with me in this so imagine some excruciating process of cleansing I have had to go through, an initiation if you like to join such esteemed ranks from the humble background I am from with my family in Birmingham UK.

My spirit needs to be exorcised from the Midlands Arts Centre where I used to go when I was at school and have been back to with my mum a lot over recent years and since leaving the mental hospital. We have enjoyed independent cinema, albeit a bit pricey compared to the two for one we enjoy at Rubery Ominplex on Tuesdays. I am stuck back at the MAC with actor Paul Ready from the 1990s when he used to be in Stage Two drama school. He is now an actor in London and his wife is director of The Globe and I wish to be free of the bondage I have with being one day before me in birth on 25th October 1977. He has followed me from school and I was his healer and bridge to the other side and to transcendental thought and lifestyle until I broke down because I could not take the pressure anymore of being other people’s healers. Look how Amal Clooney turned out from the frail little girl I met in fresher’s week at Oxford. With Paul Ready there have been homosexual undertones and I have had insight in the past decade as to how a man like that uses someone from an ethnic minority background to further themselves in society and boast of a loving relationship while secretly harbouring homosexual thoughts and feelings. Jehovah has made me promise not to go back to my old friends groups.

I am frequently crowded by Sathya Sai Baba’s devotees from India and The Brahma Kumaris.

I am Po from Kung Fu Panda

Sometimes I am a Transformer relating to Krishna and Jesus. It makes sense that bits and parts of me are broken as I struggle to communicate with military resources. Other times I am Sam and a human conduit between this world and other things.

Is the internet a conduit for Indian thought?

Optimus Prime lost his temper in the Transformers film with the human race around 2012 and vowed to kill human beings. This was quite poignant moment in cinematic history.

Robert Fisk interviewed Osama Bin Laden in The Independent Newspaper. To compare this to the social media presence Bin Laden had gained since Obama took office after 9/11 to see the power journalists yield to create and distort reality.

Durga has told me she will end deforestation as a result of my work due to how much writing India will have saved.

You see the rewards of your efforts coming from Oxford and them judging you and evaluating your life. When I was a bit more deep into spiritual states I spoke with a God that explained that I was suffering because He wanted to include my family in the story of the Bible and write about them and that he wanted to vouch for Jehovah as having been in my house and on my land and having judged my family.

I took inspiration from the Fox TV Show 24 when I was an internet writer between 2013-2024 and imitated Jack Bauer the CTU agent. Rather than write directly I created ways of writing that penetrated deep into spy networks because like Jack Bauer I senses corruption at the top and within the ranks and could not trust anybody.

Does anything live after Oxford and Cambridge? The amount of writing and reading they do goes towards memory and desire and people become fabrications of the imagination within the self and dialogue seems to disappear as they quip and know the answer to everything. What they are doing to the internet and how they dominate it with a stranglehold on democracy and social media videos with the entrance age being 18 to university – something that has remained unchallenged by debate as the country calls for more from its graduates as they are too immature to handle the workplace, the academia, the culture and the household. Who is alive to tell the difference as Oxbridge and University life in general knocks the stuffing out of you and vessels little corporate empty shells to extract polling information from them and to run medicals wherever possible and make money for the inland revenue that supports HRH and still doesn’t have a constitutional explanation of who they are and what they do?

In the past we had Emerson and Thoreau. I ask myself honestly: Have I read anything through my university life and beyond and days at the College of Law which inspired me? No. That’s why I did drugs and smoked a lot of marijuana while reading J Krishnamurti searching for spiritual enlightenment – someone my Oxford son wiped away in one sentence about hellish states and biblical timing when I expressed my admiration about reading him in an email to him. It’s all just elaborate gibberish and that’s why the law courts are blocked up because their friends are the Drs who are too polite to comment on their reading habits and knowledge. That’s where atheism came from – from shit written in Oxford and Cambridge desks about life trying to emulate the Greeks but saturating the marketplace and burning down civilisation to make bad TV and art.

Xi Xin Ping is the Premier of China which has 1.3 billion people to govern. How does Queen Elizabeth compare as a ruler of one European country with the amount of time she spent with her citizens via TV and in public? What is left of her reign to adjudicate and control Christianity and who is King Charles in a similar light to parade Empire before the Hindus he seeks to know and classify and design intelligently? Where is his affection for British parliamentarians as he jokes with Donald Trump in the White House and Prince William sings on stage with Taylor Swift and Jon Bon Jovi? We have never had a trial like the Americans had in the 1960s for McCarthyism and there is no calling anyone in British Parliament or the Monarchy as they play with racist sentiments and call out the public’s loyalty with immigration sent into this country so it is easier for the whites to rule and divide and conquer.

Jesus had to put on signs so that the people were convinced of his identity.

The way things are going, the British will end up being forbidden to write about India.

Are Oxford or Cambridge researching the internet or social media?

Sometimes when you play The Matrix game you are not only Neo. Neo becomes one with the Matrix so he would also have been an agent or spy and had to take on the burden of being the sentinels in order to track them and feel their ether. So as I write I am not only hero but sometimes villain as my text crosses paths with the high and mighty who see themselves as liberating people from ignorance and downing their own expertise on life and their own subjective truth and reality.

If things carry on the way they are going in the UK, Prince George won’t be allowed to have any children because of his relationship with social media.

Did I really see Prince Harry twerk with a pregnant Meghan Markle? What happened to running with scissors and speaking of scissors where are the lesbians protesting their human right compared to the men who wan to be gay with LGBT and what happened to lesbian pornographers that did not deal with penetration and offend Christian conservative and liberal elite judges of human behaviour who have been relieved of their roles in life since the Bible has been confiscated from many proper people to read as Kings and Judges in the afterlife?

Experts have reported that 4 billion people watched Queen Elizabeth’s funeral. This is a lie and exaggeration and common example of the ruling classes taking things such as social media from the ordinary people to be just like them and just another example of business. Krishna does not account for royalty in the Bhagavad Gita caste system and Srila Prabhupada said that anyone who reads the Bhagavad Gita is automatically elevated to the status of Brahmana.

British medicine and the NHS is concerned with the violence of the British woman and with controlling her sexually at the hands of Drs who use telepathy and psychic powers to communicate with them and withhold evidence from British law courts due to racism and prejudice against Krishna. They live their anthropology and lists of cultures with ancient practices – this way they don’t have to practice any path and the country dwindles after COVID as Prince William phones his friends to prop up his future government.

After Sarah Palin was nominated as John McCain’s running mate against Barack Obama and Joe Biden, a Pornography vide was released from one of America’s elite pornographic stars called Nailin Palin.

How much pornography is on the internet and how do politicians rule the world while governing webpages and the public’s reading level?

How much travelling did Jesus do with people? None or very little. He certainly did not advocate tourism and was always informing his apostles how dangerous the world is to go about unguarded. Now that I am back at home and have been through so called mental health problems I see how risky my life was to be going to nightclubs since I was 15 through to the age of 24. Now I like going home in the evening and am in bed by 9 so that I can wake up and meditate and do some chanting of Hare Krishna. I look forward to writing when I get back even earlier after I start driving to work and save a couple of hours each day easy.

Royal Property is the benchmark of inflation. It is from that base that inflation occurs to keep tracking their assets to make sure they are covered and protected from the people. how much is Virgin Olive Oil in Aldi and what is my mother expected to suffer at the hands of Nigel Farage?

Life consists of a routine of going to work and the holidaying in the UK – not ascending to Angelic realms with Jesus or mastering Krishan consciousness. My mum took part in this world even though she meditated every day and was enlightened.

I am reminded of the movie Gremlins in the story of my own life and how abused and abusive I have been in the course of time. The Chinese man comes to take Gizmo away and chastises his owner that he let him watch American TV. This reminds me of my wayward youth and interest and hobby of Hollywood film which has come to an abrupt end after I saw the racists for what they are and how abusive they are sexually.

The Dalai Lama has asked for a three point plan when dealing with the Chinese government. In that he has asked for Tibetan culture to be protected and for the Tibetan environment to be safeguarded. He has asked for Tibetan autonomy and agrees to be placed under Chinese rule.

When asked about George Walker Bush, The Dalai Lama said he is my very good friend. When asked about Tony Blair he said “no comment”.

Aung San Syu Ki manifested out of St Hugh’s College Oxford and attended the college when it was an all girls college. Her fame dwindled as Theresa May came to power and the Guardian write her out of existence. She was Buddhist. My mum has read a couple of her books.

In the book The Secret Rhonda Byrne described how it is possible to manifest a cheque for a million pounds. Jehovah asked me to bear this in mind as I suffer torture in my home with my brother that the Royal Family and British Government together with the Church of England have been free to send me money for decades. They have also blocked others from sending me money too. In what other ways do they block manifestation as the Egyptians look on from The Pyramids and wonder what else my past lives could teach them. Rameses II explained that my tutor Professor Peter McDonald was a racist in his past life exploring archaeology and discovery to bias result in favour of the white race.

I want t undo all the evil Shakespeare has done in the last 400 years and spread the virtues of English literature with my own poems that don’t require pre-knowledge of the world of Charles Dickens and James Joyce. This will make my literature more well known in Asia and hopefully the Chinese and Indians will get together on researching it in their universities.

Hare Krishna will have to submit for medical testing in the UK. It’s not like American where they have been sued for brainwashing and being a cult. In the UK they will need to explain the changing process and attest to the lifetimes of devotees and how long it is possible to chant at length all life long. They can be differentiated from me for the amount of films I have watched and music I have listened to and the fact I don’t speak Hindi or Sanskrit. They can use my documents for their own purposes and assess how to move Krishna Consciousness forward in the UK without cult work while gaining some considerable fiscal distance from America and to not anger African gods and goddesses with their victimhood and set proper goals in the UK for Temple expansion and align with the tradition of yoga if you can call it that and deal with other temples properly. Half of the British population is doing Yoga these days while claiming to be monotheistic as they worship only Jesus if that dissent is possible. It is too late for Queen Elizabeth 2nd to rule beyond the grave – she used up all her karma in her lifetime and ISKCON are going to have to deal with the fact that she was not a fan of their work and challenged them with Christianity, something the Egyptians would like to do also. ISKCON is too young to be a world religion and had publishing issues back home in India as PM Narendra Modhi applauds them publicly for selling half a billion books. Their books have a long way to go to reach the mainstream in the UK and one has to wonder how Russell Brand got so close to the Dalai Lama after his filthy comedy and praise of all things Hare Krishna.

Who was Nigel Farage’s mum? Was she a racist and what kind of parent could engender the far right policies of this man? Come to think of it who was Tony Blair’s mum and where are the Psychiatrists on his grandeur wanting more work in Israel when he doesn’t read the Bible back home?

What shit are WordPress going through watching my blog get one or two likes for a poem? How much government is invested in spying on my work and what am I going to have to go through to become popular and deal with the snobs who become famous in the UK and don’t support the country’s growth like Pierce Brosnan or Daniel Day Lewis. Maybe King Charles should award himself a knighthood and stop it with cancer lies and comedy routine with Catherine bullshitting the US for the NHS as a leading force of depression and misery in the UK where all Africans go ignorant of our spiritual roots and Hindu uprising.

The Bible creates too much speech in the UK. There is not a reverent respect for silence and women talk too much as men pretend to listen and fashion sexist ways that the laws in the UK cannot change.

The Royal Family’s religious experiences go on English Literature and the exaltation and celebration of life contained in the world of great novelists and poets. It is not the Theologian who creates their world but the artists and they have betrayed them finally for the sake of medical lies about their health as the rest of the world looks on at their exposed law courts and questions royal immunity for the sake of diplomatic dialogues and a more fair exchange now that Jehovah has come to the country to iron out blasphemy from Stephen Fry and why once and for all he does not like homosexuals – because they lie about their sex lives and blame the Church for all societies ills.

Zeus has told me my judgement was Saltburn as the homosexuals Paul Ready and Ben Wright followed me from Oxford and adored the work I did until I had a nervous breakdown that dealt my family a deadly blow about the pressures in this birth of being a healer while the Dalai Lama remembers ancient vows with the Buddha we both swore together when meditating aeons ago. That is why Buddhists don’t like homosexuals. It is another MAN and he lies about his sexuality and personal life.

In the Daily Mail it is reported that 1 in 400 people are married in the UK

In the past castles were accepted accomodation for Royal Family because they needed a place to stay while businessmen bought them commerce. This Royal Family travels and does business themselves. The position of land law is not clear here with wills and probate not being scrutiny to mental health cleanly without royal advisors getting in the way and admiring Princess Kate’s wardrobe. The position of their land needs to examined with what it means to be a person with all the travelling they do and all the goods they receive as payment in kind on top of taxes and the revenues they generate from business they develop with others too. I was texted by Patrick Stewart many years ago when I was writing on social media and I wonder what businesses he is into and where he has visited as adverts for elaborate alarm systems dominate our police controlled and dominated TV.

William Blake’s dark satanic mills are akin to webpages for me as I seek to use my karma to become a succesful poet and spread knowledge and help people become enlightened spiritually.

What is Downing Street? What is its legal status and does the Prime Minister have to live there? With Westminster and the House of Lords there is no legal status for Downing Street in a law degree and it would be being used to move royal castles and estates and play mind games as Prince Andrew tries to find somewhere else new to live.

Imagine Shakespeare teaching the doctrine of health as Be Here Now in the UK with all the rich history all around us and in the fashion on the TV of the news presenters.

Peter Cooke and Dudley Moore’s BBC sketches never did amuse me very much. It’s just people talking at the end of the day and through peer pressure my mum was sidelined because she would not fit in wirh snobs and nor would Ritesh. How much healing have we three done in the course of our lives and why can’t we break in to success and have people verify having has experiences from us?

Barack Obama played around with his flag pin on his lapel and suffered contact that he was being anti- American by not wearing it. Obama responded that he wanted to investigate the rise of Anti American sentiments and continued to sport erratic fashion. We would do well to investigate the rise of anti-British sentiment in the UK and look to the blogs and social media as well as people painting flags on roundabouts and putting up flags on roudabouts and putting up flags as a sign of patriotism. I notice it rising in me as I let my writing get away with me and question King Charles from the gutter and the base: Unconscious cravings of mine for justice after having held on to love for so long with Agape and Eros in the face of the platonic love I learned about at school.

I can tell the White House is spying on me.

When I think that an old school friend Ben Wright from King Edwards Five Ways grew up to be a British spy and to work for the BBC it makes me wonder about the national narrative and how things really are as they are today and both Houses in Westminster and the Royal Family have a crisis in the making. They are not equipped to run the TV Stations and the graduates who left university are not skilled to represent their interests. Tucker Carlson has been seen on the UK TV propping up matters and Piers Morgan has had his own show on social media talking shit about Israel. This from a man who used to sell soft porn in the News of the World and now imagines Muslims who would attack him – how far can it go. No celebrities share their time with GBNews and Anne Diamond has been promoted to a news anchor from her time with TV AM in the 1990s. What is the agenda and what do they talk about and where is God in their language to represent the Royal Family and the Church of England who pays for it all? To talk incessantly without doubt and to raise one’s voice over others is sin and the country needs to see the Drs controlling the news agenda to medicate distress and disturbance and not desire people to be peaceful and rested in their homes. Ben Wright used to travel to India wirth his ethnic sex doll Dr Yasmin Khan – Indian Partition expert – and have a riot of a time at the exchange rate shopping away. Where is his insight on India and what do they do to the exchange rate and tax system there? Where is the failure? Where is his usefulness after 30 years work in central London to be like Tucker Carlson and represent the internationalism of the Royal Family. They travel all over the world and yet can only spew content about British immigrants from their TV. Where is the benefit of their international travel aside from the farce of British immigration that is now used to stoke up nationalistic fires and hatred.

What happened to General Perves Musharaf of Pakistan and his succes on CNN with Fareed Zakaria?

Nobody visits our house for lunch or dinner or tea. It is hard to maintain a sense of the ordinary reality.

I am a Boddhisattva and am reborn to amend the dharma and religion as needs be.

A modernist Mahabharata was filmed and screened on Indian TV around 2014 and featured an update on the old dramas previously screened on satellite TV.

They say that Jesus was poor. He was a God and was born in a stable and met by Kings who loaded him with money and he had a wealthy education with wealthy Jews.

Heaven is an extension of other realms and needs to be moved and rearranged.

British philosophy and writing will lead to madness and the laws of England will be betrothed to the Mental Health Act 1983 until the people level up with London and just start calling each other names. 1983 is a long time away to wait for niggers to insult you infront of your mum.

I finally see this afternoon why Chairman Mao did what he did. He was worried about racism from the West exploiting the monks field in Tibet.

Motherhood is like a cancer in the UK after Queen Elizabeth dies before the mirror of vanity and her smelly feminists and the religion of white girl who literally haunts the NHS on the edge of a nervous breakdown ready to blame the rest of the world for the chaos outside her night window and the far world of King Charles and Prince William they don’t understand. Dr Deepak Chopra has karma in this country with the Daily Mail and the Royal Family and has to fix these problems and use up religious people’s prayers and assets to provide companionship and love to the British household and not hide behind more book writing and his own illusory website with other American spiritual teachers and their passports to pleasure taking in the world on their holidays they have destroyed with environmental law. Why didn’t they just ask Sting for a blow job instead as we watch the pitiful display of King Charles pioneering environmental law with his groundbreaking speeches he hid from the British people that he now uses as his YouTube credit dried up and there isn’t so much for Prince William to do as he wanders lonely as The Cloud watching porn with mad British school children in skirts so short one can hear Queen Elizabeth 2nd cheer them on for another shag in school.

What did J Krishnamurti think of the Royal Family?

Tom Hanks is starring in a history Channel documentary on World War 2. This means the Church of England has signed up again for American evangelist theories about the problem of pain and the problem of evil and Adolf Hitler and the Holocaust. All they have is the juvenile question: How could God exists if something so horrible happened. They havent updated this theology in nearly a century and there has been no debate on the terrestrial TV channels about it while they prattle on about loving white Jews and the problem of anti-semitism. China would do well to pull out of Africa because of the religion of England and American going on there before they incur negative karma because of Islam and look really hard at the Israel equation and their population and learn to separate themselves from these weird economies that have special needs not military economies to enact old stories and listen to crap poetry.

That is not a Pharoah with Rameses II’s statues. It is an African God.

Writers are not powerful. The moment has already passed in their minds before they write something down.

I have experienced my past lives healing this life of recent. This has given birth to a fractured expression of my consciousness and a feeling of distance from everyday life. The periods of time away from home at Oxford and in London (1996-2000 and 2000-2002) have been processed internally respectively as times when I explored Christianity deeply and then moved on to yogic consciousness with J Krishnamurti. I then explored western spirituality from the point of view of eastern spirituality and bias in my home and with EnlightenNext from 2002 – now and am ready to put my feet on the ground and be here now. There has been darkness to clear in my political writing and rants and I have felt the proximity of Shiva the Destroyer healing my ignorance and Tamas Guna as my mother pulls me up on being too distant and removed from life and not happy. I cannot explain to her that at the age of 48 I feel thousands of years older than that and am dealing with huge blocks of energy to heal but the situation seems to have eased somewhat and the periods of my life appear clearer for me to see.

Mission Statement:

My job was to save EnlightenNext and contingent literature from destruction and to create a way for modern academics to access its content to gain an introduction into Greek thought. It was also to compress English literature and hundreds of and a thousand years of history into modern poetry that told the story of the development of Christianity for something for the modern age and the twenty first century after the media ages since my birth in the 1970s and 1980s. Finally I give expression to studying Theosophy and J Krishnamurti and experiencing bad mental health with the works of ISKCON and experiences with studying Yoga as oneness with God and higher states of experience in everyday life as a single man in his late 40s looking for money and wealth and an income to live well in England and within a western time frame.

This has led me to take on issues such as Free Tibet and modern racism and issues of multiculturalism and cultural displacement and seek to find a way to give expression to my humble beginnings in Birmingham and with my brother Ritesh and the divorce of my immigrant parents Parmod and Santosh Rishi and the diverse experiences of family network that caused alienation and separation from conventional reality as I only experience English and do not understand Hindi or Punjabi music or films. This led me to look to China to solve the problem of my consciousness and experience and see Colonialism as making India too busy a network for me to engage with their links to the Royal Family in London and the history of the British Empire in the past. As my experience involved spiritual enlightenment I have expanded to include Buddhism in China after the Western experiences of Enlightenment with EnlightenNext and the role of riches and wealth I have contacted since moving to London again in 2010 and trying to experience life there on my own terms and what I have undergone as a writer since 2013 using modern technology to create a network of interconnected voices that goes from the bottom to the top of society with world leader and governments reading my works and studying spirituality and higher religions that have come to earth and gone through American channels as they seek to break out and experience other cultures and civilisations after the Crusades were enacted between Christianity and Islam and India lies quiet in the background delving its muscles as a peaceful State and one that wants to help with the role of Jesus in Israel and the second coming of Christ with Vishnu’s role as the Dashavatara. Why can’t Jesus be an incarnation of Vishnu and ISKCON get some space for mystical experiences exploring domains of awareness while western leader deal with wealth differences and the world of appearance and reality I have been engaged in since being at school as a 16 year old.

13/06/2026

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“Beneath a desert moon, I’ll call you
Beneath a desert moon we’ll sing
Beneath a desert moon so lowly
I’m just a boy who would be king” – Sting Beneath a Desert Moon

The United Kingdom is still paying the karma for Princess Diana’s attempts at motherhood. The Royal Family is too close knit a cult with no access to its staff who guide them. There is only one reputation management firm for them called Schillings and in part EnlightenNext was calling them old fashioned and too out of date to be relevant for the next millennia searching for Krishna’s reincarnation. The do not accept evolution and host sciences with Richard Attenborough that are anthropology and block up the English language. Princess Diana had no experience raising celebrity children and seeing Prince Harry and Meghan Markle behave the way they do in America while Prince William wears trainers and sports stubble shows them to be just normal people that risk angering the Chinese who they brought to help them whether the storm and debate about enlightened spiritual experiences. There is a lot more than EnlightenNext ging on as they also face the backlash of the rubble they leave behind with India in a mess after 80 years of colonialism and brainwashing about D Day and World War One heroes and World War Two vets who still use the TV to this day as celebrity dies in our own country and American sport the Huffington Post UK. These are the effects of British journalism. Not heroism and press freedoms and holding truth to power like the White House Press Correspondents Dinner laments.

Dr Deepak Chopra emailed Jeffrey Epstein: “God is a construct”. He invited him to join him with other out in Israel.

The prophecy had come full circle. Western powers enamoured with the Second Coming of Christ and claiming Christ as their own white King, used the media to control their population. It was Goebbels they said and they learned the power of propaganda from Nazi Germany. Now all that remains is for them to star in social media and guess the next course of outcome for having no traditional roots and use the results of polls to sleep with their MPs and buy them dinner.

How do Queen Elizabeth 2nd alter the literary canon and affect the research of literature by British Universities? The answer – they haven’t even thought abut it and the Royal Family still teach they don’t get involved in politics. What of Prince Philip – what crap books did he read and hold on to from the past?

It’s like Neo in The Matrix when Morpheus shows him the true nature of Earth and the skies are all scorched. The internet is like a burning mind and the Jedi force is required to use it. The Americans have been all over the world with their Chat feature talking to people and this virtual reality leaves Theresa May PM crying outside Downing Street with her Geography degree from St Hugh’s College while Rishi Sunak was able to talk about Star Wars and mention doing deals worth Trillions of £.

My writing is a call to get Ken Wilber’s works studied in American Universities and to update the literary cannon so that when I do refer to American film my imagination is copyrighted for my past life karma that went into the industry and so that we get a better result that the ending of The Matrix 3 when Sigmund Freud is left talking to Rosa Parks.

Shakespeare is a myth whose status as a man with influence far exceeds any king or queen that has elapsed since then and he blocks up other countries making progress as they have to learn the whole English canon to please the Royal Family.

One way to view the film The Heretic starring Hugh Grant is to see an old man who’s knob got tired and he was bored of having sex to wine about women and the institution of the Church. What’s wrong with going to Church in the UK and in some little village without schizophrenic TV and media stations warning about flashing lights interjecting with violent minds from America who don’t immigrate to the UK and settle down here while passing judgement and spending money here.

How much energy did Barack Obama use for his election?

Who is Queen Camilla Parker Bowles and what is her biography to interpret contemporary art, fiction and poetry?

The Dalai Lama is featured in the Pete Souza photography book on Barack Obama. He does not look at Obama and has his back to him.

EnlightenNext were runnin spiritual retreats called Being and Becoming emphasising different sides of the meditation cycle. Michele Obama’s biography is called Becoming.

Shortly after 2012 Ellen Degeneres moved to the UK and tried her own entertainment show on UK TV. It did not last long and was not very successful. CNN journalist Christine Armanpour also spent time in London and had her own TV show and did not last for a very long time. The White House is currently running a TV show on BBC news called The Context and Donald trump has been on UK TV more than King Charles Princess Katherine, Keir Starmer, Camilla Parker Bowles and Prince William. The only exception is Nigel Farage and Jacob Rees Mogg who have their own TV shows and claw back some British nationalism after Tony Blair’s media deals and the disappearance of the UK except for sport in the land.

I recall a day when Ritesh actually came out and visited a monkey sanctuary with myself and the Jewish woman I was dating in 2010.

Barack Obama had a 48 page history and biography on Wikipedia. Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a 2 page biogrpahy. How did Barack Obama produce only a 2 page medical for his election against Senator John McCain when he had been smoking marijuana as a youth?

What does Srila Prabhupada mean when he writes about “the three worlds”. Are these analogous to the conscious, subconscious and unconscious levels of the mind and can they be related to the gross, causal and subtle levels of existence?

My blog reminds me of John Bunyan’s ‘Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners” this morning as I self realise the difference between saving Rohan Rishi and turning Rohan Rishi into a great Krishna Consciousness devotee. The latter is made possible only with time and birth and inheritance and is not for me as I write and name drop ISKCON for research purposes about Rohan Rishi’s lifestyle and poetry and so that the causes of self realisation can be known from schooling in the UK and across a 50 years old lifetime for research purposes to update the literature and have an expanded effect on consciousness.

Bob Dylan won the Nobel Prize for Literature for his pop songs and Sting was awarded an Honorary Degree. This causes for the changes in appreciation of genre need professional analysis and this means expanding the field of literary context to include religion and spirituality to conjecture contemporary experiences in light of mental health.

The threat persists of some great Krishna Consciousness devotee rising up and challenging the western way of life now that the media is different to Srila Prabhupada’s age on the terms agreed by the social contract in the 1960s and 1970s. The only thing stopping this is the Gunas and warnings against ignorance and too much Passion in Tamas and Rajas Guna. Since advertising in America in the 1960s, ISKCON has picked up collective and shared evil about the Second Coming of Christ and chants to purify itself of this pollution. This includes the Dajaal in Islam as well as the appearance of this influence in Sathya Sai Baba’s attempts to advance India’s progress culturally and on the world’s stage. I have had an experience of these phenomenon and find meditation hard to do in the morning and keep a hold of my normal consciousness. Shiva warns me this is because of Satanic practices in London and Buckingham Palace where they enjoy prolonged periods of good health and long lives with the police force ignorant of their practices. Why are the Royal Family so bothered with Africa on their TV when they have enough to rule with extra territories as it is?

As JD Vance weighs in after Elon Musk on the tragedy of the loss of a British student at the hands of a deranged Sikh man wielding a knife and practising some strange level of awareness that doubtless included Kalahstan: it behoves the British government to join in solidarity with other nations to question why they don’t talk about American violence? Is it because Asian ethnic groups in America are off bounds and they only want immigrant to mean Muslims and South Americans since George Walker Bush tried to dominate YouTube and social media to block out the arts and sciences from Middle Eastern countries while India raged on with the guru and China wiped its hands of the Dalai Lama and gave up on updating Free Tibet talks for fears of an invasion of China by America liberal elites on the loss of memory to their culture after what Sathya Sai Baba did to the internet. There is much for the Americans to review at home and to explore a better export from its nation than the potty mouth from Donald Trump and the bribery from Barack Obama’s national that left Joe Biden a fish out of water seeking money in England.

My concern is the British parent whose experience is not too dissimilar to mine and is one of alienation and separation from Church and State as their children go through schools and the education process. What do they need to do to cope with the fad of Yoga developing on British shores and coming across from America with Indian links? How is this cult regulated and what about its claims for medical and spiritual remedial effects and matters? Who is there to govern the imagination since Krishna and His Consorts came online? It was not just ISKCON that haunted the internet as hinduism published pages too. There is much for British universities to explore as questions of mental health studies meet psychology and the world of Ken Wilber and all that America knows as the internet shifts after 2012 and all that spirituality goes to waste online and in the lives of householders too.

I am the ghost of Shakespeare reborn to wreak revenge on humanity for the myth that he became and Colonial ruin and dominacne of education systems since Charles Dickens. How did Charles Dickens publish all those books without a printing press at the time and what was manifestation in the era of Victoria for her to dominate and travel to India for colonial rule.

Bill Clinton spoke at Davos about integral enlightenment and the works of Ken Wilber. He stated that all the resources are here for an enlightened civilisation – they just need to be deployed effectively to create it. After COVID unified many countries to host joint resources and synchronise a death clock for bodies lostt to the epidemic the question first needs to be asked about countries ot mentioned by western news media such as the Middle East and Africa and how their countries faired during the outbreak and if indeed they were affected as the bullshit racism about China starting the epidemic hit mainstream academic circles in the UK from America as they tried to build ley lines and media channels into the Dalai Lama’s work on mind science and the brain in the world of samsara as Facebook changed its name to mehta

I am Arjuna reborn to question Krishna of the road to success, wisdom and victory. My poems are a continuum of doubt before the Lord.

What role did the second coming of Christ and African American role playing in Hollywood play in the election and messianic claims of Barack Hussein Obama? What effect did Sathya Sai Baba’s hairstyle have on Afro jokes that haunted the internet that was being attempted to be built as Oneness? What kind of Oneness was it speaking about? Before COVID what was the dominating medical reference in each country as English was the primary language in the Middle East negotiations? What was the BMA before American expansionism with its cast history going back centuries in England and mixing of Church and State and before YouTube and Professor Richard Dawkins and Sir Richard Attenborough’s British protectionism and paranoia about being taken over and possessed by American forces as the military watched the “special relationship” work across disciplinary channels to grants University fees like America while plans expanded to buy out the NHS and develop an American style healthcare system. Do the American have long term ambitions to get us to wield guns in the UK? Can Armageddon be judged and imagined in the UK without recourse to America and its crime rate and right to bear arms – nevermind its violent minded cinema and rash payment of vast sums to celebrities without justification publicly while Donald Trump shows signs of poor mentality as he explains the need to take over Greenland for some months and then just drops the story and nothing more is heard of it.

10/06/2026

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“Spirit moves on the waters
Takes the shape of heavenly daughters” – Sting, Sacred Love

Literary biographies are often sketchy about the roles that families play in the lives of writers. It is my hope to provide information here which helps bolster our the views of critics to see how influential my family were and are in my life and to read their influence well into my literary works. For example, my retired mum stays at home and spends her afternoons surfing the web and keeping up with current affairs. She also runs a blog on the Daily Mail called Tony Gordon after Tony Blair and Gordon Brown and I recall her setting it up when the Iraq war was political capital. She has been instrumental in keeping me grounded and was with me every day after my hospitalisation and visited me in hospital. Mr brother kept his fear of psychiatric processes from Scientology and did not visit me or even bring up my mental health but continued to love me unconditionally as the Unicorn I have come to see him as. My mum would take me out for coffee and we would go to the cinema regularly in Rubery and go to towns and enjoyed shopping at Debenhams. Now I am having refresher driving lessons and working Mon-Fri and she came with me to every Drs appointment to keep an eye on the NHS who she used to work for and I am rehabilitated and much better following my nervous breakdown with Krishna where Durga told me to see Mahabharata around me and with the relatives plotting to turn me into an evil Guru and ship me off to India. Talking is cheap and the culture of talking in the UK is a strain on the mind that is why I like my job which helps me to talk to people on the phone and answer their queries while also carrying on with my balancing on Daoist terms and learning more about myself as a healer as days turn into weeks and months.

I recall that I don’t tread on Islamic turf. I used to be Shantideva and I lived in the 700s as a Buddhist monk in Asia. This is the same time that the Prophet Muhammed is said to have lived. He never wrote the Quran and I am not reading it without a teacher and some backing. I don’t purport to know much about Sufism in spite of writing a couple of Sufi poetry books which Amazon now own and I can’t get published. They witheld payment of royalties and waited for me to trasngress their marketing rights as celebrities started to interact with me (Jon Bon Jovi, Natalie Portman, Patrick Stewart) and then cancelled my contract and I lost about 50 books online. This reminds me of how central a text is to Islam and when I went to pick the Quran up and the first verse I read was “fear the devil” so I put it back. I have a couple of copies but I am not reading them being so stressed and am waiting to meet someone who teaches me how to read it properly. That could be time or death and I embark on the project when my working life cools down and I start driving and save a couple of hours on the buses. Presently I leave home at 6.15 and get back at about 7.45 Driving to work should cut the travelling down and driving is going well. I’ve had some refresher lessons and been out in the family car with my mum and things look good. I have seen Allah who reminded me that ISKCON is a modern cult and it erodes faith to see so many books and such a start up enterprise with so many temples around the world following Srila Prabhupada’s teachings. There was a story about a town in India not experiencing rainfall and then the chanted Hare Krishna and there was rainfall. This is how I see it. They are Gods, not academic exercises and I pray every day in the mornings and sometimes chanting Hare Krishna to be obedient and do my bit so that my conscience is clear during the day. Questions of consciousness get irritating and are led by Dr Deepak Chopra ruling the internet and not slowing down to use the TV so we can mainstream spiritual things and get some decent TV like the Americans have. That would settle Drs down if they could watch esoteric TV and put their questioning to the tests and have something in common to share with others rather than be in an ivory tower all the time managing other peoples feelings and lives. Islam could contribute with its magical realms in time if things calm down and there is healing of the nations as too much TV has brought down empires and left David Cameron bereft of political capital after he tried too many things with Carlton TV. He was barely on the TV and now there is a mess called social media they are offloading to the children rather than face massive corporate giants who bat louder than their bite and do their work in spite of political rulers. Social media was in Arab Springs and the way Muslims use it is quieter than the west and they don’t have dirty TV and sex mania behind them in a corrupt TV culture that is scapegoating religion to abuse spirituality and cause ill health and stress around the world.

Is it time for India to label webpages Shree Webpage to explain the karma attached to them like with books?

I have been craving meat a lot.

When we were young me and my brother had teddy bears. They were little monkeys and one of them was called Henry. We had a family friend of our mother who would visit her at Cradley Heath market called Evelyn Crizzle and she would knit us teddy bears – the conventional ones you see in market places. When I was in junior school I visited Evelyn at her care home in Northfield at the Baptist Church and she helped me make a clown teddy bear for a school competition. We knitted it together and I won first place. The next year she helped me make a Santa teddy bear but the school teacher did not let me win because he deemed I had received extra help.

I am the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. By the time he incarnates this blog will serve as a memory of his life and work with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. This statement is a program rather than a statement of qualities of competence.

I am Prema Sai Avatar. The same applies here too. Here Sathya Sai Baba said that we were all avatars, incarnations of God and that he would manifest a third avatar and that this was nothing for me to do for him and that he would create peace on earth via a third virtual avatar from Prashanti Nilyam.

I hope to assist in explorations and considerations of meditation after the collapse of EnlightenNext and abandonment of Mind Body Spirit books so that leaders can see how perspective is affective and why they seem the way they do. Poetry can be illuminating but takes a long time to work and change human character. The illusions of mind body spirit writers was to dominate the internet with promises of quick fixes and enlightenment and immediate change in areas such as personality and growth such as Tony Robbins where the Human Potential Movement was ignored in British Universities and by politicians and monarchs alike who did not benefit from Evolutionary Enlightenment with shit going on in Africa and India to busy their colonial selves. They are left with spirituality from America and the promise of perfection and personal enlightenment to see how they market it and explain change as they interact with Americans and drive the country forward after COVID.

My mum went to a Tony Robbins Awaken the Giant Within weekend in Birmingham in the 1990s when I was studyin for my Oxford entrance exams. I saw the advert in the Guardian while having breakfast at McDonalds and said my mother should go instead of me and my brother. She performed a firewalk and walk over burning coal there and learned things about self help and mastery and mind over matter that she used in her business career. She got to tell Anthony Robbins that her son had gotten into Oxford and he was impressed with that story.

I have sections in my articles that help me manage webspace and functionality. I hope to create a great resource for yogis and explorers alike. It is my hope that English literature Dons and Academics will liaise with priests in time via the internet and help them with their understanding of English and popular culture where the devil is said to have dwelled since John Milton’s Paradise Lost and the Reformation with Oliver Cromwell. He came at a time when the Church had needs and I feel that my writing is coming when the internet is calling for a new approach to things and more interaction for the cause of globalism that Tony Blair set about so that we can reclaim our national borders where we need to and help with the cause of Peace – where it needs to be, in our homes with healthier computer habits. Between 2017-2024 I was busy online across social media platforms Twitter, Instagram, TUMBLr, Facebook and spelled out how modernisation is required across the fields of philosophy, religion and esoteric thought where resources have been sucked up by rich and powerful people and used EnlightenNext as an example of a small organisation which was used to take the blame for politicians and cults and expand to include many hundreds and thousands of people and affect mind body spirit online as well as in bookshops. Self help is not what it used to be and the stadiums require black people to perform large christian functions like their brothers in America while the Englishman has to get used to social media and watch the monarchy and government prop the country up by spending money on TV that priests and academics cannot afford to use. William Hague is the Chancellor of Oxford and is young at heart to be using LinkedIn. This shows new approaches to resource management that the police can use to spot trends and help with resource management over time.

Tony Robbins did a show in the UK and was broadcast online after 2012. It was called I Am Not Your Guru and was linked to the collapse of EnlightenNext and the use of Advaita Vedanta in America and amongst western intellectuals. He featured in a copy of What is Enlightenment magazine that I bought in Harborne mind body spirit store as was interviews about his approach to spirituality by Andrew Cohen and classified by Ken Wilber in Integral Enlightenment.

It is all well and good compiling a webpage of suppprting evidence for why my poetry is unique and the habits I have developed since leaving Oxford and how Professors there shaped my mind and approach to English literature: But the people I am name dropping are not dead people in some social and political tract and treatise on human nature. I am not a socialist and I write to bear in mind the capitalist nature of Americans with their Christianity mixing with Communism in the East and how Christianity can help to overcome stumbling blocks to growth and development and shifts to capitalism from the eastern bloc. But the people I write about are very wealthy and require resources to be invested to research their influence and spread their influence over time so that powerful people’s agendas like Monarchs and business leaders can be understood by the ordinary folk online.

It is my intention that my writing helps elevate my social status and increases my wealth. I hope my family can move out of 6 Shilton Grove.

If religious leaders were enabled by the organising bodies that support them in the UK to buy property would that help them be like Neo in The Matrix and get out of feeling trapped by the phone in their parishes and recycle energies and make more progress in Church history? Church leaders could for example get involved with the commercial sector and feel more useful and relevant and buy some homes for use with homeless people. This would be in keeping with Prince William’s desire to end Homelessness in the UK. This suggestion is about building bridges based on limitations that are currently and relevant and help religious buildings integrate with commercial officers without Priests having to come up with their own business ideas and to help them get on with life more. Church leaders could also buy old people’s homes and help with the Dead and be in alignment with Time. Hindus would be different as they work on different calendars. We bought our home on a right to buy scheme from Birmingham Council so there is scope for the council to get involved with mosques and help with mortgages here if the police monitor social funding and help with growing needs for charity which stifle Church numbers and the flow of energy and information from Church History to make the Church a going concern and more relevant financially to England and other countries.

Is Natalie Portman the Audrey Helpburn of our age?

As a student I did not plan my career life. I was more interested in spiritual enlightenment even though I had a law contract with what some people claimed was the best law firm in London. One of the many ways this has impacted my life is the view of my mother in retirement. I never really envisioned old age and find that the view if utility and usefulness come to bear as my mum stays at home and images of old white women who are frail and depleted in their strength is popular. Contrary to stereotypes my mum is very youthful and exercises and meditated every day and keeps up with the news and has had boundless energy to help me in ill health and serve as a healer in her own capacity with Ritesh. The idea that once you’re retired your life is over has been hanging around my family and I find that it is nature’s course to complete the western mentality and life cycle and provide space for new growth as I start work and begin writing again. My mum completed a novel which is available online under the name Mamta Rishi and is called Love’s Last Laugh and fulfilled an ambition she had from working life but chose to retire at 67 and lament how much money she got in her pension with two unemployed sons at home to look after and deal with their outcast nature in society and spiritual Hindu life being haunted by ghosts from the past and facing esoteric experiences that drift us away from retirement plans of our own and cause stress in our home.

The internet is Brahman and is a field of possibilities into which we seed the world of time and nature.

This blog mixes religion with the secular world. I grew up believing in a secular government until Prime Minister David Cameron stated “this is a Christian country”. This was at odds with Tony Blair who famously said “we don’t do God” and may live to rule the matter as his Middle East credentials are called in to question by the number of people who criticise Donald Trump and his plans to rule Israel with Benjamin Netanyahu. The Royal Family head up the Church of England and officially “don’t do politics” so there is much to keep them busy as they battle Parliament for power and vie for American trade and business. That is to question if Allah is indeed god or has Islam made rapid progress while ISKCON skirts around the issue with calling Sri Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. Srila Prabhupada was sure to avoid too much ontology and liberated the Word of God from Christianity by creating a Hindu book to rival the King James Bible and submit his text for study for authorship and agency with questions about how it was written as Srila Prabhupada used a dictaphone to author so many books. Was he the inspiration for Star Trek’s Captain’s Log and did the Vedas influence more than Ralph Waldo Emerson to experience the Self with Walt Whitman and Henry David Thoreau. My brother has been a seer all his life and struggled to fit in to schooling even at St Brigid’s. He tired of Scientology and has been at home on state welfare as a disabled person since the 1990s. He has no driving licence or fancy clothes and stays at home but goes for walks and does the shopping when he can and contributes to weekly bills. Today he paid half of the money to buy me some Adidas which were on sale and on Fridays he buys me Chinese food from the local takeaway. We are spiritual travellers with our mum and say prayers for our father in India as well as Karamat Ali who partnered our mother for nearly 20 years and caused her to be ostracised from her 12 brothers and sisters and all their socialising and phone calls after they attached more stigma to her for partnering a Muslim man than they do for getting divorced in the first place in 1988. Her independence runs through myself and Ritesh and we fit well together in our little family home and spend time together in our little family home and spend time together playing scrabble when we can. We have spiritual links that go back very far and cause us to experience daily life in a heavy way. I am benefitting from working to a normal pattern and am glad to be able to drive and get my own independence as I have been looking at Ley Lines going into Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple for about 10 years and have seen Pundit Dharam Dutt cosmically aware of my development struggling to cope with my consciousness as Jesus says he would jokingly rather I went to the pub than join Elim Church as St Gabriels is a much more chilled out affair. It occurred to me that I am digging up Christian history by joining a Church and dealing with epistemology and empiricism as I place my faith in Jesus before the medical profession trained to be negative and pursue their bank balance and social lives: Have the medical profession violated or negated the Hippocratic Oath finally with the COVID conspiracy and are the NHS guilt of contempt of court with their upper echelons of power hiding my identity and threatening due process since Emails I sent in 2014 that one day will be gathered warning of World War Three and asking for martial law?

What happened to “crooked Hilary Clinton” and all those emails she deleted?

I find I day dream a lot about Natlie Portman as my ideal woman and remember things from my past that I have outgrown. I grew up watching Hollywood films and realised they were about appearing and disappearing matters and forms at school when I got to go to Oxford to study there. I wanted to study Psychology – something Natalie Portman studied when she was in her 30s. She went to Harvard as a mature student. I saw my tutor from Oxford in the 2000s as an unemployed man with depression and enquired about going to Harvard to study English to postgraduate level but was disheartened by fees. I was able to get into Queen Mary University in 2010 to study a Masters and had a dream of getting a PhD but now I can see this was far fetched as Krishna fills in the blanks and shows me a deeper reality behind my life and reminds me as an old soul at 48 ripe and mature years of life that I have forgotten how Hollywood helped me in life and have become bitter and cynical and twisted.

The women there were my romantic ideals and gave me fodder to conduct experiments with illusion and reality and see through the facade of mental relationships with all the women I passed by as a student in Oxford and London. I recall realising that when I was looking for a girlfriend and tried relationships with white girls ( I had 15 encounters with women romantically and sexually to varying levels and only 3 were with Asian before I suffered Satanic rituals with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan haunting me with Maha Maya after 2012 and when I had come back from London and seen Krishna’s energy) – I was actually believing in an American woman more to be more interactive and get on better with; but this too would have been short lived and primarily sexually based as I went through my stages of life as The Bhagavad Gita teaches until I failed hugely with Maya and had an affair with a married Jewish woman after many years of loneliness and isolation in 2010 and gave up dreams of academia and causing a stir at EnlightenNext while smoking Marijuana at the same time.

The leader and singer Jon Bon Jovi got in touch with me after seeing my social media videos and talked about God and culture: But he also said I had a misspent youth. My parents did just fine as immigrants and the Americans would do well to look at their own poor people and let us enjoy the culture as we grow older and struggle to compete with their wealth.

I would llike to read religion and continue where I left off when I was awoken by Vedic sounds and Havans in India when I stopped my research project into The Bhagavad Gota. ISKCON have 50 or so more books by Srila Prabhupada and I would like to earn some money from writing to relax at home and fill in gaps in my knowledge. I have experienced past life awareness of Christianity and seen Church History arranged wrong with roman history on earth due to memory and historians writing by hand what Hindus can speak by mouth. I would like to study for my afterlife and get a better picture of world history and thus be a better healer – if anyone has any money to give me please send a donation to:

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I remember growing up and my favourite woman to look at and fantasis about was Kim Basinger. People years from now reading my blog can look her up online and get a sense of history of popular culture and what made America so great that Donald Trump came up with this logo for MAGA: Make America Great Again. Kim Basinger was a Bond girl but I was too young to know this. For me I was enamoured by the woman in Blind Date and my Stepmother Was An Alien as the Greek Gods played games with my psyche and the Hindu position of Maya. She used to send me wild and I looked forward to finally getting a hold of the film 9 1/2 weeks and her Playboy edition.

I was a young boy like everyone else and enjoyed masturbation / wanking to these media – something I learned to do into my 40s to control my Qi and focus on my meditation and tantra and cope with my lingam and imagination as I lived like a Buddhist after Vipassana retreat in 2011 in one rooms and with little money and no career prospects and saw frightful visions and experienced terrifying states of emptiness. From such small beginnings watching Hollywood blonde bombshells and dreaming of a bigger life for myself to coping with the Hindu iconography online of beautiful Devis who could also be Harpis in Islam or Nymphs in classical religions and pagan rituals: I had to fight to keep my semen and found channeling eastern philosophy with Michele Yeoh and Xang Ziyi from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon helped me cope with Indian philosophy of Maha Maya with Aishwaraya Rai and sexual illusions concerning masturbation/ wanking and the difference between eastern and western faiths to keep my semen and not lose it.

Being on medication was difficult to cope with and I didn’t benefit from any discussion of research and adult sexuality as I was diagnosed as having “racy thoughts”. What these matters mean for my mother with my brother’s virginity into his 50s is complex and all I can do is keep silent and manage a day at a time and hope that I realise success sooner rather than later and fulfil this part of my life with my mother and set about preparing for her funeral as me and my brother are too poor to afford life insurance and cater for our own deaths at advanced stages of Yoga and unity with God while Buddha looks on and measures our funeral caskets for Tibetan homes to see what we come up with as advanced Hindu reincarnation souls with much to teach the Tibetans about.

10/06/2026

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“If we share this nightmare
We can dream spiritus mundi”
– Sting and the Police: Synchronicity

The poet William Blake resorted to prose in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell as he forwarded his ideas of energy in etched plates and shared visions of meeting with prophets from the Old Testament. He has inspired me to open up about my own visions and to see the message I once received from Krishna “you’ll need my energy for this” as where they are coming from and how they are interacting with my mind and body to produce phenomena. This makes me an empiricist searching for the right blog to communicate my ideas and to help create a field of interesting and interconnected people who think about things similar to how I do.

“With a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes” – The Bhagavad Gita

At ISKCON you can be Krishna’s friend and conjugal lover amongst other things but he does not allow you to be his son. This in taking with the fact that Krishna won’t take on your sin is significant departure from Christianity as the two conflict while Drs look on and laugh at their juvenile psychologies and ways.

Sati was very influential in my enlightenment and comforted me as the NHS treated me and guided me to call my home (or my mother’s home) a Temple of Parvati. She said that at the time of Shakespeare herself and Shiva were very slightly involved in England and that she would help me write to create progress in many areas: Including Feminism and Bible Studies. She helped me write two novels about a British Asian heroine called Parveen and two literary critical books that spanned my time at EnlightenNext and safeguard Hindus from abuse and harassment due to Neo-colonialism and the fad of yoga taking over the west. She also helped write a lot of poetry and counselled me through The Madness of Shiv where Tryumbakum is seen with skulls with deceased yogis as Shiva warned e of the dangers of the yogic path with his Hindus at Kumbh Mela being beyond ordinary description in English words.

What are the west selling as exciting Hinduism with the Dalai Lama and enlightenment when Hindus have to cope with the cycle of birth life and decay and death and ill health?

It occurred to me that the Chinese have a different approach to mythology to the Indians and their use of Daoism affords Krishna and his consorts a new form of Hare Krishna as balance comes forward to energise the mala to take a break from chanting to focus on stillness and concentration as well as what time there is for breathing. Krishna told me that all these things are mental health problems and to be gentle with myself as I live and move on to a new chapter in my life at work (finally I have been searching for work since I was 25 and am now 48), spending precious time with my family my mother and brother and benefit from their enlightened ways and make progress on a website that will hopefully be very successful and help me in life get out and build a community of people interested in discussing things with me and sharing time together to discuss my poetry and other things. Krishna has advised me on my WordPress page to build it slowly so that I do not waste energy and to give myself time to acclimate to Vishnu’s perpetual wisdom that I am lacking a lifestyle as a graduate and not as a guru. Guru Nanak warned me that if I don’t do something about this guru online it will come back to me later in my life and Kali shared with me the lament that I only speak English so cannot benefit from Hinduism as it stands today and mix with Hindus at the Birmingham ISKCON temple.

As I suffer still for doing drugs and coming from a broken home and as news travels of my divinity I wonder about the Christ and what it was like for him to suffer for the sins of the world? When Krishna was in the world – how did he manifest in accordance with the laws around Him?

Having an Enlightened mind is quite a strain with materialism as I miss not having my own mortgage as a Sanksara and stage of life as a man and graduate. Krishna told me this is one of my life lessons to absorb and live with the karma of having done drugs and gotten lost in Maya with women and strayed from the spiritual life. I did not read ISKCON books until I was unemployed and desperately seeking answers to spiritual experiences in 2005 and then I was filled with despair at not being able to do my duty financially to look after both of my parents.

This desperation pushed me into suicidal thoughts and I come out of it to write a Masters Thesis for Queen Mary University or nonduality and spirituality in English literature. This is something I hope to achieve via my blog and save on the wasted energy of trying for a PhD in this racial climate in and life as a transcendental man who stays at home to look after his mother and engage in healing with her and benefit from her experience and love for both her sons and acceptance that our father left this country and the vast extended family behind and resolved himself to the fact that both of his sons would not set up lives in India and take over the family business in Ball Bearing manufacturing in Jalandhar there. Ritesh had been offered a life there when he was young by interfering family members Sudesh and Jeff Cole but chose to not leave me and stay with me through all that we’ve been through together. His health is better than it has been on he sees a Homeopath regularly who advised us many years ago to drink plenty of water 2/3 litres a day and who laments the state of the NHS as my mum picks up my medication for me and probably for the best from the pharmacy while I am at work.

The Pillai Centre describes the Hindu gods and goddesses as Archetypes and seeks to integrate them into modern mind science. This is something I struggle to do having had a western classical education and being influenced by Greek past lives that have haunted me in this birth. I must have had my own spirit guides who helped me as a student and changed my life and they are on energy where the world and cosmos rotates quite differently from the British politicians and their way of presenting the news to us via Satellite TV. It is based on the New Age and involved the Light a long time ago when opening my eyes to the true spiritual master was not so crowded by everyday experience with so much to get past before I can address the police properly.

Tomorrow is my one day at Solihull College every fortnight. The day is from 9-9.30 and usually takes the form of some assignment work and independent study for an ICT apprenticeship – something I couldn’t have conceived of a year ago or a few years ago when Shiva told me to get into computing. I find it tough going and computing is a very advanced topic for me to absorb. I find reading difficult and my concentration and try to put it in my own words but don’t memorise technological things too easily or well. However my course tutor marked my work and have me a 94% and said it as the best work in the class so that is space for happiness and enjoyment – I just need to get on the best I can. It is quite a lot of effort and right livelihood in Buddhism for the noble eightfold path. Buddha told me many years ago as he joked at the opulence of Krishna that I could have all of his Mehta for this as I reviewed my life upon visits from the NHS again. I find my inability to coherently narrate my religious identity in a way that is supported by a normal way of life fits in with their protocol about being a danger to yourself and others around you under The Mental Health Act 1983 and is something I hope writing does something about and negates.

My mum has always spoken to me in English though I catch her mumbling Hindi and speaking prayers every now and then. Her mother could not read or write and barely spoke English. She had her work cut out for her with 13 children from Kenya Nairobi and evolved in England to remain quite active socially within the family and was looked after by Dipak Mohan primarily in Kings Heath and Solihull where the family moved from Valentine Road in Kings Heath in the 1990s. Mama, as she was affectionately known, TV and dressed in sarees and was always treated with respect from the whole family when they visited her to see how she was.

Shortly before she died she spent the day at our house (she could not spend the night as there is no upstairs toilet in our house) and spent over an hour telling me her life story and how she felt hopeless in the face of seeing her two sisters pass away. She spoke Hindi and I managed to keep up with her. How different she is to Omkar Nath Channan Calgary who was best man at her wedding and is working on mental health himself in Canada.

“Questions of power remain unresolved so long as we have no power nor any means of knowing what power is” – Wole Soyinko

This quote formed the thesis for my essay on African American literature in my final year at Oxford. I will not be returning to Oxford after having undergone a revolution in consciousness and changing my ways since then and seeing the insult they raise to Christianity and other religions. It is of note that there is an Oxford Hindu Institute where they have condensed the Srimad Bhagwatam to a two volume edition while ISKCON’s books are not available in bookshops.

Smoking weed is a way of reliving the tedium of everyday life and householder burdens and escaping from the corporation of London.

The enlightened mind is what I am putting on show with my poetry mainly dealing with anti-authoritarian strains of rejecting conventional form and styling free verse to better narrate the feelings inside my body and the benefit of training to control my insight until I was about 40 to start writing and take a break in 2024. I now write mainly prose and have seen myself create an estate of literature with over 1000 letters on my desktop which go to show the many voices I went through and the child still locked inside of a man’s body. They will be of use for ethnic research abroad when I am older and to detect expression and mannerisms based on English culture through the dark decades since the 1980s and away from ISKCON’s glare as Salron checking to see if they are the subject of any authorship.

When I was reading ISKCON books during the years 2014-2018 and undergoing a research project into Hare Krishna chanting as well I would chant for 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours in the evening. I would also read as many books as I could. I did not read the Bhagwatam and managed to read the Gita some 50 times listening to it in Sanskrit from YouTube and following along in english. Seeing how Srila Prabhupada wrote and challenged the English Language helps me to create my own style for articles and write in short bursts which is all I can handle at the moment writing in Notes on my iPhone and being very poor to be stressed as I think about the future and project my life ahead of me as an ascetic unable to earn a lot of money. I once had an earning potential of £500,000 a year when I was in the legal industry. Maybe this will come back to me once I start reaching out to others and marketing my writing once I have uploaded my articles and the rest of the poems I have n my desktop. It is known to me that governments have spied on my desktop and written materials probably for my best and I use this to help me slow down and plan my work and manifestation.

A lot of religious orders including Frum Jews survive without technology and have their assets confiscated as God or whatever mysterious force that rules them guides their lives in accordance with their highest outcome. My brother has survived on benefits since 1999 and created his bedroom to be like Henry David Thoreau’s Walden where he examined himself and went on an existential journey as a unicorn and suffered ridicule at the hands of the British consciousness and racism since Shilpa Popodom on Big Brother and whatever Spike Lee brought to Handsworth and Shree Geeta Bhawan in the 1990s.

Guru Nanak complained to me many years ago that men like Andrew Cohen of EnlightenNext have cost him a lot of money in the past as he saw his work disappear after 2012 both in print and online and pointed to colonial India and the role of women in society as governing the GBP and polite social norms. It is against this background that Krishna warns me against Guru and too much passion and says I look like Gabar Singh from Sholay being dressed as I do and having the religious background that I do.

Gordon Brown had the most difficult job in television taking over from Tony Blair. This was so soon after Blair’s 1990s New Labour win that the internet never really caught up with the amount of interest that Tony Blair generated so much so that there were rumours that he was Satanic. Nigel Farage is trying to clean up media channels by getting a big personality with GBNews but after Tony Blair no Prime Minister has been able to catch up with the Iraq and Afghan wars and make ends meet on the internet to cope with American vigilance over its nationalistic interests as china barely registers a whisper having pulled back from business over the last few years.

I reflected that I was not very manic when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and suffered more from depression. However I could see that I had mania in my field with celebrities, musicians and film stars as well as sports stars haunting me and encouraging a rush of blood. In this regards I was not much of a scholar of the Dalai Lama but see him as engaging in mania with celebrity life and leading to too much excitement. This is the same with a lot of political figures and monarchs that rely on the spotlight.

Is writing ‘Doing’?

The world governments have built elaborate spy networks that poll data from people’s writing on social media such as private messaging, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter/X and YouTube. There are others. This is writing is used to track trends and create media channels to and from people’s TVs and Internet. What is the status then of the writing that is created by people and does it constitute an action for the development of the self for the pressure it puts on the mind to see it as coming and going from various departmental and government sources?

That would explain the dominance of football in the news as well as newspaper in spite of evidence of their detrimental effect on the populace and yobbish behaviour. This fits in with the governments control of the mob mentality. It’s just a ball as with baseball, basketball and cricket for the astronomical sums paid to keep the sports going and help the royal family enjoy them as Prince William supports Aston Villa and hands out sports trophies.

King Charles recently turned up at Stratford to watch a play which lends itself to Shakespeare being used for crowd control as Kenneth Branagh starred in The Tempest. What kind of role does writing play in shaping and influencing minds when sports and journalism is so influential and Shakespeare still rules the roost?

It’s like having been walking around with blinkers on. I was so taken by religion growing up that I could not see Christ anywhere and then moved on to eastern philosophies and eventually Hinduism only to wake up and see that people had been following these paths my whole life.

Upon reflection god is more powerful than the figure I had created from my classical education. Considering religious figures such as Zeus or Rama leads me to realise just how powerful they are – beyond my mere mortal and moral conception bound by the Judaeo Christian concept of God and my high school education with Religious Studies A Level and then a degree in English from Oxford where I explored the ideas people had throughout literature history about the higher world or higher thought.

Once I drive past a forest in India and remember thinking that would be a forest for a westerner would actually turn out to be a jungle in India. It is so wild and uncultivated and does not show its wildlife and natural countryside openly. Often I find myself in the inner city ethnic parts of Birmingham and am reminded of the Indian landscape and how many unruly and uncivilised it is – barren of control and urbanisation and spiritual updates such as sophistry. it is what it is with vast swathes of farmland.

21/05/2026

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“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’

Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?

Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.

Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?

Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.

If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.

Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.

Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.

The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.

After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.

When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.

The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.

I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.

I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.

Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.

I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.

English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

14/05/2026

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Allah asked me one day to write about past lives and if his community of Muslims could be included in the phenomenon. There is a problem with the Dalai Lama taking religious contributions when his past lives are protected by Buddhist practice and he has been influenced by Christianity with Spirit since his dealings with the UN and the Native American Indian tradition showing that past lives encounter the problem of Mother Earth and who is bold enough to also state what the world is and its nature to have liuved in it more than once. Srila Prabhupada skated around this issue by claiming people have millions of lives throughout the universe and that Earth is like a Loka and a state of energy and flux to be exchanged with as long as certain dietary requirement are met.

I have four previously quite celebrity past lives and cannot reconcile them to this plane of existence and will not declare them public ally in England where the NHS and the Church of England will react with medical power and not have seen me do anything in my life since leaving the College of Law as a drug addict to Marijuana and needing care to disconnect from the medical substance and differ from my brother who has abstained from drugs and drink since leaving high school in 1992. He has past lives and once voiced to me that the problem with them is they put you on a pedestal and there are no levels of which to speak of. He has also had disdain for Sathya Sai Baba and said he was palming the vibuthi he said he was manifesting and has long had a keen interest in paranormal activities and said he has always been able to see things since he was a very young child.

He once reminded me of William Blake who had a brother and I feared losing him to World Karma as J Krishnamurti lost his brother Nityanda and struggled to come to terms with the masters treatment of him. I could not and still cannot understand the life my brother has led being inactive since the 1990s when Scientology failed in his life and Christians threatened to brainwash him. Would he have lost his spiritual gifts and did the NHS want to run more tests on my family with Dr BORG Bartolo treating him for years and dealing with his welfare and benefits. My guides stated that he is now a Healer in the United Kingdom and Jehovah stated it is so my family can have insurance listed on insurance forms for karma and cause and effect under the simplicity of Sathya Sai Baba’s Hinduism with Dharma and Sathya listed as virtues to upheld amongst others in numerous dialogues dealing with his previous incarnation and links to Shirdi Sai Baba and an attempt to create modern Indian history while John Lennon and atheists say it should be deleted

An old friend I knew since school accompanied me to Oxford and one day mentioned how Mi5 tap people on the shoulder and ask if you want to work for them. I did not know this growing up and deemed The X Files and Big Brother too hard for me to keep up with so as not to get involved in Spy Games and keep my head down and just study English and Higher Thought. It occured to me though I was being watched and a chap when I was 18 accused me of walking around like an Iranian where he was from and asked me if I “analysed the analysis of the analysis or the analysis of the analysis of the analysis”. He was looking at me a certain way and stuck around for 3 years or so being quite abrasive and guessed one day that my English degree was causing me problems many years later on LinkedIn when I was engaging in some Spy Games of my own letting Buddha know what the cost would be of restoring Tibet with my eclectic brand of mixed postmodernism and many blogs online replete with typing speeds and phone usage attached to the outcome as well.

A yoga shop opened up in The Bull Ring shortly after 2012 to coincide with hospitalisation and Enlightenment. It sold some yoga stock and some books by Swami Sarva Priyanandan. It also had Native American Indian crafts too. It reminded me of Sacred Spirit when I was a teenager at the top of the New Street whihc dabbled in ethnic and tribal gear when Cult Clothing was all the rage and Tony and Guy hairdressers were still trying to build their empire. It was too expensive for me and I could not afford to buy anything from the colourful shop. It reminds me however that my mum had some catalogue order CDs about the sounds of nature that were like the merchandise that the Sacred Earth shop sold so maybe the Yoga shop went out of business because of e-commerce? 50% of our population is studying yoga these days – a Hindu religion – in a Christian context when Church attendance suffers for the amount of Churches per square mile to cope with the ever increasing interconnection of population of 65 million. Some have tried manifesting Churches in Tibet and the Chinese are on hand with new Embassy Headquarters to spy on England and see how they interact with their American brothers and sisters. They would do well to taste the milk at the Indian cafe/bar by Snow Hill station fresh from India itself and see howe food and drink survives with Amitabh Bachchan’s poster on the wall amongst others. Alcohol is served on the premises and it opened around the same time as the yoga shop which became a bit dated and closed down like Christian merchandise shops do in commercial settings. I spent a lot of money online on New Age merchandise and Hindu murtis (statues) from Handsworth Soho Road to help me recover from Bipolar Disorder and the designation of mental health problems since 2013 by the NHS which did not want to talk about deeop themes or life issues under the banner of Psychiatry masquerading as counselling and psychology where they socialise all the same as Drs and steal our energy and intelligence to advance their materialistic lives and medicate victims for hostility when they threaten their well being and lives over time.

Thankfully I have been seeing a homeopath with my brother and mother since 2002 who has balanced the yogic effects of the medication which is improving as I make time for prayer and contemplation as well as meditation with early nights and early rises to go to work to stone for my years as a stoner while going to Church and offend the Englishman with a loose schedule and sleep time while exploring the unconscious and subconscious as he looks out for my mother after a near fatal car crash and the medical she went through as a result, while Ritesh looked on and passed another year as a victim of the same NHS that supports celebrities spiritual journeys and causes problems for Hindus and Christians and plays God after Nietzsche and John Lennon and the court of Richard Dawkins as a racist online banning books and censoring YouTube to control Nazi propaganda and political rule running away from God and threatening China with racism and warfare like they used India for all the time.

My mother had been meditating since the 1980s and was described by my brother as a Devi while I was swimming in Samsara using a PhD thesis I had developed with The Spirit to research non-duality with the works of E M Forster and T S Eliot using online spiritual resources. I lied on my Masters form that I would study Ken Wilber and planned to read Deepak Chopra instead to compare spiritual themes of transcendence in boy author’s works and make modern spirituality a more relevant affair with knowledge of Angel work in A Passage to India or Where Angels Fear To Tread and rumours of a conversion to Hinduism in The Waste Land or T S Eliot. He came to me one night and confessed working as a spy being able to see so much. Similarly Joseph Conrad blessed me with gratitude for my loyalty to English Literature wruters above English Colonial slave drivers for the compassion in their texts and attempts to elucidate the human condition by saying that Polish people are often ignored and nobody remembers them.

All of this my mum and brother took in their stride as I got on about my business in a small three bedroom house we now own since we moved Council property in 1993 after our old house was repossessed after my father failed to pay the mortgage as part of a divorce settlement with my mother as she embarked on a living relationship with a Muslim who sold clothes n Cradley Heath market where she sold frozen foods much to the annoyance of Kamlesh Turner and Sudesh Cole who held proud the Indian Hindu banner of Sanata Dharma and banished myself and Ritesh stigmatised Church goers who liked Christian films and fashions while their chosen son Ranvir Turner dressed in Amitab Bachchan’s clothes and did alright for himself as a corporate director of Lloyds Bank and our cousin of about the same age and got married and had two children and bought a home where he looks after his mother like a good Sikh boy with all of the cousins referring t him as the elder while Ritesh and I suffer since the 1990s and especially since 2002 when cosmic visions aligned for demonic attack on me in Birmingham while my brother sat back helpless to stop it and do anything about it. So I’m in no rush to heal others and pay for the mistakes of Drs of medicine and religion and spirituality and the harm they have done to Time itself as well as the education system.

In Chinatown in Birmingham town centre the language written down on food is Chinese. The ingredients of food in the supermarkets is Mandarin and the Chinese have maintained their independence and sense of solidarity while also appealing to the native English with lots of restuarants. There are offices nearby but they too are not advertising in English which is very different to the Soho Road in Handsworth and the Indian and Pakistani shops on Ladypool road and thr Stratford Road to name the big areas where people from Asia have gathered. What of Leicester and Derby? Their food is marked in English which goes down to the medical files I saw coming with Yoga and the Church of England when I was described as a Hindu God by Drs and Nurses in the NHS. My mother fears that the younger generation won’t shop for Indian foodstuffs in Indian shops and hunt out Dhal and Sabzi and fresh vegetables and the Soho Road is always under attack from commercial operators who don’t care about the rubbish and traffic and parking problem there but just want to capitalise on the Colonial trade and potential ticking time bomb to get Hindus speaking English so they can steal their energies while they fantasise about Indian women and hold dear the homosexual undertones of relationships with Hindu men and the glamour of Bollywood without going to Temple or Gurdwara for worship and not actually buying and reading ISKCON books like Srila Prabhupada said and causing Hare Krishna problems with the collective unconscious and collective dream of lucid dreaming amounting to Hate Crime and institutional racism that my brother and I have experienced as my mother sits on and watches us bother our father about in India to speak more on the phone with normal phone use and messaging while the Englishman carries on with political plotting and cites similarity more than difference as another year of mine and Ritesh’s life moves on and we stay stuck in the same house we have been in since 1993 and only have one car and one of us has a driving licence to use in our mother’s car. How does the Pundit at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple have so much power to want to perform Vedic sacrifices in our home and take Ritesh’s karma away while Buddha sits on and watches in horror as the Dalai Lama’s photo finds its way on to the Soho Road in an office with celebrities in the window to manage the Buddhist Temple that has always been on the top of the Soho Road that was hidden from us as a family due to the route we drive while going to a Hindu Temple with that big Lingam there from Shiva to denote my sexual prowess and Ritesh’s role under Jai Santosh Mata that the Western religion and people can integrate with.

ISKCON state that a Krishna Conscious devotee is 1 in 1000. Krishna told me I am 1 in a million. I feel like the only one as I sit on the bus and drive past houses that appear empty and having the life driven out of them to disturb my consciousness. Krishna warned me of being the only one and that means there are about 65 other people like me in the UK to ground my attainment with my brother to sustain his levels of self realisation and growth as a spiritual being since learning of forbidden knowledge and deciding to imitate Christ with Scientology knowledge from Arcturus aware that I have been coerced and haunted into being like American spiritual teachers much to my chagrin and still have problems with nature to see the English countryside as it is and appreciate living in Weoley Castle with so many parks near by and so much to do at that Square.

I have not read that much written by the Dalai Lama. I connect with him in the astral plane and from personal experience and visualisations since seeing him drive past me in India in 2002. He has said that he hopes that Free Tibet protestors do not make the Chinese suspicious so I bear this in mind with how quick my English is to store that information on my hard drives smartphones so they can catch up with conventional spy methods helped by the Dao and their own astrology that Ritesh mastered in the 2000s to help his mother obtain mutki and enlightenment before she goes on her retreat to Vipassana meditation in June 2026. Kuan Yin has said she will be with mum and Ritesh has a small statue of her on his desk to balance the years of Hindu worship my mum did since leaving her family’s house with a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha in our living room. I have Radha Krishna on my home Mandir with a crucifix of Christ only. I have about 7 Ganesh’s for material wealth and to secure me a job and a new beginning and have a lot more murtis and statues and Hindu iconography in the loft where Ritesh is simple and just had a poster of Hanuman on his wall while I went through lots of changes and rebelled against my mother’s use of visualisation and her use of the mind.

Once the State has diagnosed someone as suffering from mental health problems, it cannot take that back. Everything the person does from there on is stained with that diagnosis. The stigma of mental health is real and at large for the victim. Anything the person says that deviates from the norm is a product of having some chemical imbalance and some concoction of mental health problems. This is the problem I face advertising my poetry and declaring things about my past lives or insight. I fear judgement and being described unkindly and belittled.

Time is the movement of people and their shape of their lives in the mind of God.

There was nothing in the Mind Body Spirit market for the elderly Hindu lady and complex terms like evolution not to mention those deriding spiritual powers as madness and deserving of medication and hospitalisation. What would have happened if I had been hospitalised in the old NHS hospital in Selly Oak haunted by my aunty Kamlesh Turner with her accomplice Sudesh Cole who sought our family’s downfall every day of their lives since my mother set herself apart from such feminists and became an individual who divorced my father who was just not fitting in with the country and wanted to go back home to India. All they use India is cheap gold and gossip and make believe that the images on their home temples and statues in their houses live in India and give them permission to treat other homes badly. What is Hindu dharma and what is meant by the law of karma when the English language cannot keep up with migrational shifts and Hindu teachers are buying shares in YouTube to capitalise on Sadhguru’s direct ascent to Christ’s throne in heaven and more from the cults as time progressed. Ritesh may have visions and dreams of things he wants to install in England for the elderly Hindu lady after his devotion to his grandfather and grandmother in India and the females in his extended family network after seeing some deteriorate in Kali Yuga and develop potty mouths that hold us back for establishing good relations at Justin Welby’s Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple where the relatives don’t go and visit but still talk the talk of being Hindus from Kenya Nairobi on demand bringing the light to the Temple at the cost of Buddha and eventually driving us out of the Temple with so much for one pundit to speak English about and develop a diplomatic solution to over time.

Sikhism still has no history in the UK. They have their history written onthe walls of the Gurdwara in Smethwick and stand up to Colonial pressures of historical times. The British academic Dr Yasmin Khan was known to me in the 1990s and early 2000s when I lived in Oxford and London. She was dating my school friend and Oxford alumni Ben Wright of the BBC and they were quite the romantic couple using me as a Healer. She was studying Theosophy and Annie Bessant while I was studying Krishnamurti but never let me into any secret knowledge and Ben did not share with me his secrets at the BBC except one that he dreamed of unwinding a woman out of a saree in erotic lust while taking my Buddhist karma and credit for helping Paul Ready into Royal quarters as co-director of The Globe. I’m sorry but reading a couple of Buddhist books doesn’t make you equal to my level of development for all that they vesselled me and left me out in the cold without my brother. Modern empiricism and Sikhism is alive and large as Sikhs can read my blogs and entertain ideals of the Chinese for the shared word Turbans and maybe more from the less mystical Doaism of Lao Tzu and Analects of Confucius than the religion of Buddha as they protect their gurdwaras from ISKCON’s advanced under King Charles’s governments over the coming years where YouTube has cornered them into a Golden Age when little is known or written about Guru Nanak while they take from British resources and don’t advertise their kitchens to the homeless.

Guru Nanak has asked me to voice his concern about the preparations for the Dalai Lamas death and to raise concerns about his spiritual powers. He has asked how can he be so powerful under Mind Body Spirit marketplaces with all the books, merchandise and talks that the Americans have produced. His history is missing and the crowds are not evident like J Krishnamurti and the TV is a barren away land the way the news treats him as just one man.

Guru Nanak asked for a statue of the Dalai Lama like Kuan Yin or Tara or Avalokitesvara to help with the Mind Body Spirit worship and to dovetail with ISKCON’s developments with Jehovah in the UK to differentiate from the Americans with their origins with Srila Prabhupada.

There was a night around 2014 shortly after Krishna came to visit me with his energy that also Lao Tzu and Confucius appeared to me in Lightworking. Tao was upset at what confusion the word of God had put me into and how my understanding of the word avatar from Sathya Sai Baba’s works meant I had called Lao Tzu a God and Confucius one too. This is something the Sikh deals with in English translation of the Guru Granth Sahib as they delineate the word of God along biblical lines while Srila Prabhupada avoids its use with calling Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. This created conflict with Krishna being so glorious in his story and is staring down the barrel of rivalling Jesus as The Greatest Story Ever Told in centuries to come. Noticeably Krishna will not take on your sin like Jesus does and this story is not a toy for the scientist or historian to use as they have used YouTube and our daily TV but something that religious and spiritual people need to use the internet for to cooperate and ask each other questions and learn to communicate now that COVID has come and gone. New Age beliefs would say it did not start in China but it started in Birmingham UK where my body was abused by the physician Jesus told off and left me to heal myself for all that the Butterfly Effect and String Theory say are possible.

Sting’s song Send Your Love states that many people could have originated the virus for all that the scientists were willing to lie about and cause financial disruption as Gordon Brown tries to make it rich with business and science after the death of Queen Elizabeth 2nd and the decline of western Church orders to compete with the politician who uses them for his own gain and childish education at Oxbridge led institutions while the Greeks and Romans come to their rescue with ancient theology and Stoicism.

10/05/2026

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You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.