“Inside your mind is a relay station
A mission probe into the unknowing
We send a seed to a distant future
And we can watch the galaxies growing” – Sting, Send Your Love
In the next verse Sting echoes Krishna’s advice to Arjuna not to give up his sacred duty and quit the battlefield:
“This ain’t no time to doubt your power
This ain’t no time to hide your care
You’re climbing down from an ivory tower
You’ve got a stake in the world we ought to share.”
I suffered from poor mental health and bad physical conditioning after my encounter with energy in India in 2002 and believed this song was written about me. Satan said he used to shout this song into my head in the 2000s when I was off work sick and I suffered guilt at being out of work and shame for not doing my duty and would think about this song a lot even though I had stopped listening to Sting. I had listened to Sting every day since I was 12 until I was 24 but came to realise the things the Gita talked about were true and that the senses needed to be treated with care and I had old age to look forward to and more maturing and ripening of my karmas to come too.
Art has been biased over the last few centuries as Shakespeare has centred man as the creative Shiva dominating Shakti. Woman’s influence is one of the muses and inspiration and great female artists are often known in relation to men who define their field. I can speak of English literature which India is in need of as China does not speak of as it deals with its own art works. Art is an expression of the time we live in and as women increase their stature seeking equality to men so too will art better define their difference to men as they forge new ground and create from different sources of inspiration over time. Islam stands in the way with its belief in men’s dominance and has Christianity history to look at and learn from for how it suppressed women and not make the same mistakes as the post 2012 phenomena continue and the world benefits from a Middle East benefitting from an expansion of consciousness and increased levels of light, love and prescences of great souls and spirits that inhabit the field called God that Allah contend with as the English language is used in diplomatic circles and the Bible is read in Church. Hinduism is confined to only an Indian occurrence with the diaspora spread internationally to benefit from culture as time goes by.
Buddhist monks project their insecurities onto Hollywood women and use them as Muses from greek religion to support their Patriarchal advice on sexuality and romantic relationships to support marriage rites and legal doctrine.
The role and form and formlessness interacts in my writing in a cross disciplinary manner to encourage new academic and religious thought. The references required to understand my mode of operation incite leaders in their field to access the same sources and thus increase artistic and religious thought as new field abound such as mental health and geopolitical thought – what was 2012, where did the peace come from in the world, what is the influence of the Internet in the Creation of a new world order and how can the youth of tomorrow keep up with the past being used in social dialogues and international correspondence.
China will take on my writing for academic research after my social media antics showed how profitable writing can be for researchers interested in Jesus Christ and more modern progressive views of the self. My mother will thus be subject to social realism and exposure to truth as she has lived with me and my brother for most of our lives and her influence needs to be known for literary clarity. Kuan Yin has come by to explain that questions of divinity can be guided by her as she is celebrated in the east while India has too much politics to go through after the west and England colonialised their gods and goddesses in search of an English that explained Jesus Christ and Zionist forces. This is why I have written about the extended family and said bad things about them and how they have abused our relationship and not been honest about where their wealth and health comes from in the Maya and Lucid Dream since hearing about my divinity with Ritesh in the 2000s and not coming to see or help us deal with our relationship and not been honest about where their wealth and health comes from in the Maya and Lucid Dream since hearing about my divinity with Ritesh in the 2000s and not coming to see or help us deal with our Englishness but rather stir up tensions and hope we attack the Church of England and the Royal Family.
China will have access to our extensive family photos and VHS collection to explore new literary approaches to telling the story of a poet’s journey and how his family was instrumental in shaping his life away from the prying and grasping hands of English academics that need to explain to American audiences why they didn’t research me while I was alive and help with the spy situation after so much was invested in Mind Body Spirit of which EnglightenNext was just the tip of the iceberg as Africa looks on for its roots in America at the same old agenda and racism from the British that influenced plans for World War Three to subject Africa to the same treatment as Japan and speed up economic recovery.
These writings will aide the academic research of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. His works and TV work can be studied in relation to Classical and Christian studies as Buddha imports British culture into China after Brexit and American imperialism has been tested by British journalists and studies classical culture into keeping with the Golden Age. British Universities in turn can make English Studies more Christian and pay more attention to Jesus Christ in the research of deceased writers since Shakespeare moved things along to textual studies and deleted Jesus from the literary canon. The works of Salman Rushdie and Gabriel Garcia Marquez plan to end religion and substitute it for magical realism and herald the role of the imagination with drugs and medical professionals as paramount. A world without Vedic sacrifices needs to be studied in relation to Mahabharata and the Ramayana and how long the Hindu religion has persisted for. It is always childhood that religious people lament their teachings were too strict – but we live in a different age with interfaith dialogue and multiple religions occupying our attention all the time. At one stage I saw a statue of Ganesh or Krishna on a Church altar to balance the hedonism and heathens who want to end religion as they take place of being God who incarnated in the form of Jesus to hide from the Muslims who deride statue worship and face pressures from atheists for quick answers to complicated problems of existence and religion in this busy and hectic day and age. The internet and email is here to help answer these questions as long as Time is brought to bear on this being a long term project to research and doing away with instant gratification as Jesus is discussed online and Priests learn to answer people’s questions so that the medical profession improves and mental health awareness gets better.
English Literature and English Language are separated at GCSE and this division needs to come under review for the pressure Shakespeare puts on students and how he alienates the country and is culturally confusing icon. He is studied instead of Jesus Christ as a nationalistic enterprise to indoctrinate youth into British heritage and culture when Jesus was an Israeli. But people sing Jerusalem and ask for Jesus to be brought to this country and need to realise that the wisdom of Shakespeare’s dated and the Monarchy don’t behave like the royal figures and politicians of Elizabethan England. My work is designed to introduce the internet into British academic studies and help professionals review my literature in relation to American culture so their priests can influence academic to open its doors to new ideals and sexualility that is more open than the rigid criteria that is medicated today.
It sounds easy – to use the internet and emails from your home to contact a religious professional to get answers about Jesus Christ or Krishna or Allah or Buddha but it is not. The African religions have a word to say about 2012 and the Egyptian Book of the Dead has been influential in the spreading of Tibetan Buddhism as they reveal secrets about the Golden Age and manifestation and creation too using the online world away from the Mind Body Spirit books. How influential were the Egyptians in removing Mind Body Spirit from the UK after EnlightenNext closed its doors and tried to steal and hog Greek karma and Classical education and reclaim Jesus Christ in the New Age and say from Church worship? The world of Angels had been expounded in graphic details by Spirit Magazine and more than Doreen Virtue and was influencing Twitter and Facebook a lot.
Jesus was a Healer and worked with Tarot cards and was using up art work online as Krishna used his images with Hinduism. These issues were not being discussed in depth and the world was moving very quickly as war plans were being drawn up to attack China were invisible and would not insult Jesus Christ. The Christian tradition in China is not abusing human rights – it is holding to Church worship and was right to resist progress after what happened to Doreen Virtue being stripped of her assets and Limousines and being sent back to Church.
She was in London with the Brahma Kumaris to my knowledge selling Angel cards and exploiting people’s passion as the Brahma Kumaris lead the cult of Brahma Baba to teach religious experiences with graphic merchandise and not everything revealed at the door. The last I saw Inner Space was a shoot off of the Brahma Kumaris and had a shop and office in Oxford University opposite Balliol College on Broad Street. This project was not being researched properly and its mehta and collective worth was wasted before the police who were not invited to explore the mind there and research special powers such as telepathy and psychic awareness properly as they mediated the old and modern routes of awareness and explored the gaps between east and west medical traditions. The gap between religious establishments and personal lives is deep and taken up by stuffy academic work as people deal with death and judgement in real terms and away from idealism and the world of the imagination.
The police are in the news for a two tier system of providing for immigration and ethnic minorities in the country. They don’t get to go to ISKCON or the Brahma Kumaris and meditate and EnlightenNext was very rude to them mixing Sting and his yoga tradition and passion for tantric sex. The mind body spirit cults were creating new religions and wealth gaps that were driving racism deep into our country and eastern religions and celebrities from abroad were involved in cults as the police watched on and recorded British culture as HRH police force the best they could under all that pressure from Parliament to document legislative changes. It is my hope to provide insight into the world of cults and religion so that the police and secret services have an outlet to expand their awareness and feel involved in these cults that promise peace that their lives and homes may be lacking as Christianity pays for it and extends its doors too wide to cope with what America did to spirituality as Watkins Bookstore provides for the top 100 spiritual figures in the world today. One day the Pope will visit England when the Churches are back up on their feet and the Kings voice will be heard dividing Christ up into denominations for English culture so that the police feel welcome on the back benches in Church and Cult leaders using the internet badly. Damilola Taylor visited me many years ago and watched me suffer mental health abuse. He advised me that the world was about Gangs of Education as he ascended to new levels of awareness and benefitted from my enlightenment with my brother and looked on my mother with protection from Queen Elizabeth’s government with Prince Philip on ground me in England as I got carried away with Dragon Yoga and Tibetan rites to explain why Tibet is so important to the world’s future in the long run and has suffered for America’s attempts to dominate and control China.
EnlightenNext had a book called Heaven on Earth and Jesus was America, England and Israel. There was no mysticism about Him while the Buddha was ignored and unspoilt by progress and there was no doubt about his land as Nirvana in the afterlife as a better place and somewhere that took a long time to reach. Christian heaven is occupied by world leaders and the art work is saturated and the message of Christ is not reaching children and adults are not seeing correctly why they don’t believe in Jesus because of the art work that has been over used and is in Hollywood and popular culture and pop songs. The role of British museums needs to be reviewed as Buddha and Vishnu both moved their projects and statues out of Birmingham university after 2012 and I would like to think the racism I suffered by ISKCON in Birmingham who learned of my mental health problems via the collective unconscious and dealt with me only speaking English and having a single mum who was Maya in their books with a brother who wasvunemployed and not versed in their scriptures.
There is a calendar at ISKCON where it is stated it will take 460,00 years to bring the full form of Krishna back to earth. Sri Chaitanya is held to be a Kali Yuga manifestation of Krishna in India whereby the degraded age of man had Krishna wirth significantly less powers in the 14000s in India introduce the Hare Krishna chant to the world. There is an Upanishad with Brahma and Narada where the Indian prophet Narada explains that chanting Hare Krishna is the best form for deliverance of sin in the age of Kali and it works to loosen ego centric behaviours. It is called the Kali Santarana Upanishad and Jehovah explained to me that as you chant God’s name you forget yourself. Jesus’s second coming needs to contest these forces as the Greeks rage on with the Age of Aquarius and a different conception of time from small Greek islands and a different conception of books and academic study and worship to Indians. Krishna has stated that academics can become insects on books in their next life because they ignore God in this one.
Is colonialism travelling? Are academics blind to solve the problem of post colonialism because of their travelling habits and family commitments?
What can I do with my writing? What difference can I make?
I have passed through a period of not being able to own property. This is tied to the Church of England and the laws of the UK which state that the reigning Monarch owns all the land in the country. My mother bought the freehold of our home and has put me and Ritesh down in her will to inherit the land. I am 48 and the NHS had me down as a disabled person who is denied Wills and Probate rights as I was on ESA and PIP and the Drs and Nurses weakened me with abuse of power and threats to Hindus about religious activity. The priesthood is involved in so far as they move into a Parish after their enlightenment and live in accomodation linked to a Church in England Jews in Israel live in the Holy City and have their laws applied to them as they live without media and minimal technology as I use my iPhone and laptop to broadcast the news that I have been enlightened.
Arianna Huffington was a member of EnglightenNext and had a YouTube footage with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen discussing personal transformation. Her Huffinton Post seemed to get in touch with me after 2012 in the world of manifestation saying they were making an oath with me to be supportive in the future if I decided to get back into spiritual work again. Their website is much changed after the Christian witch hunts that happened around 2012 in the UK in the UK belongs to Christ and we are a “Christian country”. There were a lot of Buddhist energies around in the UK at that time and this reminds me of Ghostbusters and the trap that the men set to control energies. There was more than the Dalai Lama at work and England had a rich philosophical background to answer back to Professor Richard Dawkins monopoly of the internet with other academics hosting their eyes on little vessels at school and setting the agendas for their philosophically grounded upbringing in England away from discussions of deep time at EnlightenNext while dinosaurs ruled the imagination with Richard Attenborough scientists and the American way of life seeing Jurassic Park make its way through thought and culture as older souls lost interest and the ability to think and concentrate due to their personal and impersonal timeliness and tracks as covered in The Church of Scientology with the active mind holding power over sinful reactions and helping the spirit be in communication with the body and a peaceful mind that has dealt with the spiralling dynamics of the world at large and with the self at home as well and other people’s selves too to play host to storytelling and the need for memory and control of speech and the need to noble silence as time marches on and life lessons pass us by as something else to master on the spiritual and religious life while Priests face these things in different ways while controlling winds and ley lines with Shree Parishes and churches with Jesus.
My father used to share with me his romantic Hindi music and I have a box of his tapes upstairs in the attic that he collected when he lived in Hounslow in London after he left our home in 1988 and spent time with Kamlesh Turner when he needed a place to stay before moving in with one of our uncles in London and driving minicabs for a living for long hours at might when he could make the most from fares. His hobby was to go to the Indian music shop and buy lots of music and make his own compilation cassettes and send some back to my mum. He would share with me how much in love with her he was and as I face questions about how my mum has coped with all that we’ve been through Durga tells me that she is like the woman in the picture behind the flame at Shree Geeta Bhawan in this life and will regret not taking a stand and making something about herself in this world in the afterlife for all hat she retreated and reacted when she saw what happened to me when I was in India in 2002. The pundit she was in connection with in India throughout the 2000s by phone stated that my father and aunty Kamlesh Turner had put a curse on my mum that no good becomes of her two sons so that will keep Santosh back in life and ruin her happiness. My father remained in contact with Kamlesh Turner via social media long after the divorce and their bad blood and karmic residues from previous births blotted out the light from our home and kept us stuck in the past a lot running over tired tracks of divorced life that ISKCON see as mental weakness and the Christian Church would see as a lack of the power of the here and now.
Their relationship soiled our lives and kept us with old energies and tested my relationship with my brother to the hilt such that we are stronger for it and see it as just bad family emotion and hurt from the 1980s that sits between us in our home and drains our energies as we still need access to childhood records and the role our mum once played once mothering two children to be kept up with elderly mothering concerns into maturity as they want for material things. They may think they have these up but it was more through karma and dharma that these things were withheld from them as they reclaim their energies now that the family rust and rubble has cleared and Rohan gets to work and normalcy after the psychiatrists have been checked out for his sanity as well. Ritesh would have been checking his knowledge as the Drs interviewed me and seeing how his independent learning and enquiry since reading J Krishnamurti as a teenager changed his life and left him with fond memories of Indian life with relatives and my Dad’s sister Mona in Jammu and Kashmir – the year he visited my Dad in India and travelled to Dharamsala to see the Dalai Lama too with my Dad.
I remember my dad conveyed annoyance that Ritesh wanted to stay a couple of extra days in Dharamsala to see the Dalai Lama and this was because he was afraid of leaving his father in Jalandhar and the spectre of death hung about our house long before I studied it with J Krishnamurti and risked my life for spiritual enlightenment and had hundreds of near death experiences since going to hospital and facing God this time in England and with officialdom to deal and contend with too.
Jesus’s karma is one of suffering. How much has he been through since dying in the Cross and what has he seen and heard done in His name? Can you think of other karmas Jesus might have and what do you think they might be? Please share them below with me and let me know your thoughts in the messages section via email too.
Ritesh once remarked that our mother does not understand complicated terms liek enlightenment and spirituality and that evolution is above her head with what happened to in London in 2010. So what of ISKCON and their ideas of evolution and degradation in Kali Yuga and their beliefs in other Yugas. How does this affect her temperament meditating and praying each day to Hanuman? She plays the Hanuman Chalisa in mine and Ritesh’s bedroom each night after dinner and before we go to sleep and listens to for an hour each day when she does the cleaning. She would also play it in her car when drove to work. The only other CD I saw her have was Sting’s greatest hits.
I am awake at 1.30 for meditation. Jesus has asked for me to do 4-5 hours meditation a day. This is after studying J Krishnamurti over 30 years ago who said if you meditate correctly you will meditate all the time and pay attention to you whole life and not just some routine when the mind is trained to behave a certain way.
I am reminded here of Frodo in the Lord of the Rings and how he was entrusted with the ring of power and grew tired when he put it on and was haunted by darkness. Thisis a modern myth and something I identify with after receiving a prophecy of my greatness over twenty years ago and dealing with my ego and thoughts of abundance for over twenty years ago. I feel that as I lift my hands to use the phone, attention directs to me and I am haunted by evil to discern the second coming of Christ and use my past life knowledge to locate Him. This is especially true since reading of Krishna’s reincarnation occuring in the next millennium and studying ISKCON books to locate Sri Chaitanya. The films are modern art depicting our reality and it is my intention to use them to help with theology and process modern thought better so that academics start to talk better and create a better culture and help with art and mental health and society so we can create better projects and they can use the TV better and not just leave us in the lap of sports and their sciences to create funny money but to actively move towards a better understanding of Jesus that works across a cross faith basis and helps us read different books together.
I went back in time and healed Srila Prabhuapda and did a research study on the Bhagavad Gita As It Is. The 1960s and 1970s were a very busy time. I am presently in Jacobean England studying manifestation with Kings and Queens.
Going to work is giving my family space from me. They dote on me as “the apple of their eyes” and always wish me love. I come home to a lively Indian cooked meal and never want for anything, even though we enjoy Spartan living and spend little each week on household shopping.
There was a documentary: What the Bleep Do You Think You Know about the power of the mind over matter and esoteric phenomenon. In it mere observation was held to make a difference to subjects lives and a Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York through the power of prayer and meditation.
I would like to know what my mother and brother did with their meditation and how my father managed for so many years in England after growing up in a special Hindu school in Nanithal which is available on Facebook as BVC School.
Everything is created by God.
One of the positives of my mental health problems was getting to use the new QEHB in Selly Oak. There I visited the Tazetta Suite and the Oleaster ward and also went to Lake View medical centre for one sectioning. I also visited another hospital that I can’t remember the name of and it was significantly less well off than the QEHB which had excellent facilities. It goes to show what can be achieved in investing in healthcare. I shudder to think what would have happened if I had gone to the old Selly Oak hospital which would have been multibed with no privacy – the things this country has gone through and how hard mental health problems are to deal with. The rooms I stayed in were all en suite at the QEHB and the food was served on time and was tasty and wholesome. As it turns out I was a Hindu incarnation of God – there was just no talking about this with racist Drs and Nurses. In the end the courts will reign and processes will be to blame. It cost me 10 years of my life but things could have been worse – I could have been married with children and suffered loss or worse real healthcare issues. I was a smoker and England is quite unforgiving about that sine and smoking Marijuana led me to see King Charles punish me with Rehab housing that was actually located near Shree Geeta Bahwan Mandir. None of my friends suffered for doing drugs much longer than me and all turned their backs on me when I got ill after smoking marijuana. Krishna once told me that ISKCON is not working in the UK as He can be your friend as an avatar – and we cannot mix in the UK as ethnic minorities and be friends as Hindus with the Englishman as Shiva read out the end of a A Passage to India and shouted out “we are dwarves shaking hands” to lament the possibility of being allies as well.
The British have said they will not apologise for the British Empire in India. Yesterday I saw a photo of King Charles with Gareth Southgate for all we grew up believing about footballers before the Christian Church took them in as heroes of the human spirit. I don’t think King Charles will be acknowledging Mi5’s spying on my house anytime soon and reading these blog posts years before they get posted online and I doubt whether they will get an apology from the Royal College of Psychiatrists any time soon as well.
Pundit Dharam Dutt at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple in Handsworth stands to become quite a famous and well respected man. Literary scholars would do well to interview him for their research books to find out the meaning of that Temple’s politics and to interpret the judgement on me and my family over time. His views on past lives could conflict with the NHS and he has already been vocal in the local newspaper about the role of additives in food. What does he think of my mum’s health and yoga practices and how does he view Ritesh’s renunciation contrary to Arjuna on the battlefield? And what is the meaning of the arrangements of statues in the Temple and how does they reflect on my father’s decision not to raise us as Temple goers and teach us the Hindu religion? Ritesh learned of it during his teenage trip to India when he met the Dalai Lama and studied Swami Vivekananda and J Krishnamurti and he could understand and speak Hindu a bit. But I grew up alone with my own ideas and always held a sense of respect for something sacred as God, especially after studying religious studies A-Level.
What was Shakespeare’s emergence like since his birth and after his death out of Qi? How did he affect Hellish realms and Heavenly states of being? What is he doing on the English currency and how big does Jane Austen appear when she is on the currency as well?
