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14/06/2026

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“I’ve spent too many years at war with myself
Dr has told me it’s no good for my health
To search for perfection is all very well
But to look for heaven is to live here in hell.” – Sting Consider Me Gone

“Our so called leaders speak
With words they try to jail you
They subjugate the meek
But it’s the rhetoric of failure”- Sting and the Police, We Are Spirits in the Material World

“If God is dead and the actor plays his part
His words of fear will find their way to a place in your heart” – Sting, History Will Teach Us Nothing

Jesus never had a Bible. India believes in Jesus. It just doesn’t speak English like an American about him and have great legal chambers about humanism and classical values and texts from Rome and Greece attributed to the Bible and the words of Jesus Christ.

India does not need Americans to save it from pornography

America suffered a great blow from Ralph Waldo Emerson when he did not write about Jesus or the Bible

I have had some illustrious past lives – a Greek life which served as the inspiration for King Leonides in the film 300, and a Jacobite that looked like Erasmus as a woman in India capable of being called a Devi today. This lifetime will be low key as I will not be found on television and am not fodder for journalism to keep in time with them and the TV Stations. So those people caught channeling me and using my database can face their just comeuppance as the UK deals with a fraction of the mysticism that India deals with all the time and does not want colonial influences and advises on how to run its British interests as America loses its bases and interests abroad. One home is enough to deal with – what of these men with their women who think badly and try to run a whole nation. Has anyone seen the filth on NDTV? Where is this trying to go and what will become of it in a supply chain of behaviour and character?

Life is all about hearing voices as the mind is something Buddhists still try to understand. African American literature is very good at exploring these voices and layers their texts to give effect to evolution and spirituality and growth. In these voices the Smartphone is talking and should be read as having that influence in the mind as a battle goes underway to dominate it and run its voices with American celebrities joining with British Royal Family to star in social media videos with no quorum in Parliament to give them power to do so as Nigel Farage stars in GBNews and bought the next election a couple of years ago with friends in Fox News and CNN with more from 24 hour news and proof that British MPs hear voices and experience spiritual and religious organisations throughout the world as Africa fears Nollywood with clown evangelists shouting the devil out of them as they priase Jesus and make friends with Freud and the medical professions for more from conspiracies and less interference from Mind Body Spirit along the way.

I’m looking forward to Church on Sunday and an afternoon of helping out with local projects at Church on Saturday

I have nervousness turning up to Solihull College for my day of studying for my IT Apprenticeship than I did when I attended Oxford University. The brash energies of a twenty something youngster compare very differently to a 48 year old soul.

JD Vance referred to the Chinese as peasants publicly. The Americans are yobs who have led the British astray. Dr Shashi Tharoor starred in a famous broadcast on social media networks about the Indian Empire before the so-called Raj. This conspiracy will be wrapped up sooner rather than later as people remember how small England was to India’s only 300 million population and stop making up lies to fit in with American media moguls.

How much did John Pilger’s webpage cost?

YouTube evolved: Great Britain did not. How many people watch Have I got News For You on BBC One? It is of note that Johnathan Stewart held an interview with Ian Hislop on social media a couple of years ago. Why couldn’t we just get The Daily Show on British TV and not have to deal with elder British males ruining our lives with bad self esteem?

You never quite leave Oxford until some Fate intervenes and extracts your inner child from the place and the golden light that surrounds the place. I have been holding out for someone to rescue me in the realms from Oxford. This shows how little time I spent with people while I was there. Jehovah made me promise him I would never go back to Oxford or the staff there after what happened to me as a result of my degree in ‘English’. I am constantly unhappy because of my life as a student not amounting to success in my parents’ eyes and the problems I have caused my brother in the process. I don’t have my own car, house or marriage and had I have done I would have probably developed a horrible character from Oxford and been a romantic womaniser with stale views held in memory of the opposite sex and at some point in my life I would have lost my fortune.

This way I have spent every day with my brother and mother since 2002 apart from the brief times I was in London in 2003 and 2010-2011. We have love between us and this is enough.

In 2002 I told a Buddhist monk in a library near Delhi I was Maitreya. What was the status of Maitreya online that year and where was he documented in Asia? People have complained the world moves too fast and this was one of the 2012 phenomena. Seeing the movement of this Buddhist God would help gauge the world before and after social media was used aggressively to take ground.

Seeing that Oxford is not there for you anymore is quite liberating. I forgot about my mum while I was there and did not really explore my father’s social class. I ignored my brother and lost him as a connection as he did not want to have anything to do with me after I left Oxford to join him at the Birmingham Church of Scientology in 1997. This is not Meera Syal and Anita and Me and more than it is Salman Rusdhie’s inclusion of poetry in some of his novels. I am a seer and a sage, a Rishi from the Oxford dictionary thwarted by Rishi Sunak’s plans to be Prime Minister and leave me in the lurch since we knew each other at Oxford while I also knew Amal Clooney and Ben Wright of the BBC. How can all of my friends enjoy such lavish lifestyles while I struggle on less than minimum wage? Having an Oxford background roots you in biography and how the rich and elite pride themselves on telling the stories of lives they study and research. I hope to be one of them and include my family with me in this so imagine some excruciating process of cleansing I have had to go through, an initiation if you like to join such esteemed ranks from the humble background I am from with my family in Birmingham UK.

My spirit needs to be exorcised from the Midlands Arts Centre where I used to go when I was at school and have been back to with my mum a lot over recent years and since leaving the mental hospital. We have enjoyed independent cinema, albeit a bit pricey compared to the two for one we enjoy at Rubery Ominplex on Tuesdays. I am stuck back at the MAC with actor Paul Ready from the 1990s when he used to be in Stage Two drama school. He is now an actor in London and his wife is director of The Globe and I wish to be free of the bondage I have with being one day before me in birth on 25th October 1977. He has followed me from school and I was his healer and bridge to the other side and to transcendental thought and lifestyle until I broke down because I could not take the pressure anymore of being other people’s healers. Look how Amal Clooney turned out from the frail little girl I met in fresher’s week at Oxford. With Paul Ready there have been homosexual undertones and I have had insight in the past decade as to how a man like that uses someone from an ethnic minority background to further themselves in society and boast of a loving relationship while secretly harbouring homosexual thoughts and feelings. Jehovah has made me promise not to go back to my old friends groups.

I am frequently crowded by Sathya Sai Baba’s devotees from India and The Brahma Kumaris.

I am Po from Kung Fu Panda

Sometimes I am a Transformer relating to Krishna and Jesus. It makes sense that bits and parts of me are broken as I struggle to communicate with military resources. Other times I am Sam and a human conduit between this world and other things.

Is the internet a conduit for Indian thought?

Optimus Prime lost his temper in the Transformers film with the human race around 2012 and vowed to kill human beings. This was quite poignant moment in cinematic history.

Robert Fisk interviewed Osama Bin Laden in The Independent Newspaper. To compare this to the social media presence Bin Laden had gained since Obama took office after 9/11 to see the power journalists yield to create and distort reality.

Durga has told me she will end deforestation as a result of my work due to how much writing India will have saved.

You see the rewards of your efforts coming from Oxford and them judging you and evaluating your life. When I was a bit more deep into spiritual states I spoke with a God that explained that I was suffering because He wanted to include my family in the story of the Bible and write about them and that he wanted to vouch for Jehovah as having been in my house and on my land and having judged my family.

I took inspiration from the Fox TV Show 24 when I was an internet writer between 2013-2024 and imitated Jack Bauer the CTU agent. Rather than write directly I created ways of writing that penetrated deep into spy networks because like Jack Bauer I senses corruption at the top and within the ranks and could not trust anybody.

Does anything live after Oxford and Cambridge? The amount of writing and reading they do goes towards memory and desire and people become fabrications of the imagination within the self and dialogue seems to disappear as they quip and know the answer to everything. What they are doing to the internet and how they dominate it with a stranglehold on democracy and social media videos with the entrance age being 18 to university – something that has remained unchallenged by debate as the country calls for more from its graduates as they are too immature to handle the workplace, the academia, the culture and the household. Who is alive to tell the difference as Oxbridge and University life in general knocks the stuffing out of you and vessels little corporate empty shells to extract polling information from them and to run medicals wherever possible and make money for the inland revenue that supports HRH and still doesn’t have a constitutional explanation of who they are and what they do?

In the past we had Emerson and Thoreau. I ask myself honestly: Have I read anything through my university life and beyond and days at the College of Law which inspired me? No. That’s why I did drugs and smoked a lot of marijuana while reading J Krishnamurti searching for spiritual enlightenment – someone my Oxford son wiped away in one sentence about hellish states and biblical timing when I expressed my admiration about reading him in an email to him. It’s all just elaborate gibberish and that’s why the law courts are blocked up because their friends are the Drs who are too polite to comment on their reading habits and knowledge. That’s where atheism came from – from shit written in Oxford and Cambridge desks about life trying to emulate the Greeks but saturating the marketplace and burning down civilisation to make bad TV and art.

Xi Xin Ping is the Premier of China which has 1.3 billion people to govern. How does Queen Elizabeth compare as a ruler of one European country with the amount of time she spent with her citizens via TV and in public? What is left of her reign to adjudicate and control Christianity and who is King Charles in a similar light to parade Empire before the Hindus he seeks to know and classify and design intelligently? Where is his affection for British parliamentarians as he jokes with Donald Trump in the White House and Prince William sings on stage with Taylor Swift and Jon Bon Jovi? We have never had a trial like the Americans had in the 1960s for McCarthyism and there is no calling anyone in British Parliament or the Monarchy as they play with racist sentiments and call out the public’s loyalty with immigration sent into this country so it is easier for the whites to rule and divide and conquer.

Jesus had to put on signs so that the people were convinced of his identity.

The way things are going, the British will end up being forbidden to write about India.

Are Oxford or Cambridge researching the internet or social media?

Sometimes when you play The Matrix game you are not only Neo. Neo becomes one with the Matrix so he would also have been an agent or spy and had to take on the burden of being the sentinels in order to track them and feel their ether. So as I write I am not only hero but sometimes villain as my text crosses paths with the high and mighty who see themselves as liberating people from ignorance and downing their own expertise on life and their own subjective truth and reality.

If things carry on the way they are going in the UK, Prince George won’t be allowed to have any children because of his relationship with social media.

Did I really see Prince Harry twerk with a pregnant Meghan Markle? What happened to running with scissors and speaking of scissors where are the lesbians protesting their human right compared to the men who wan to be gay with LGBT and what happened to lesbian pornographers that did not deal with penetration and offend Christian conservative and liberal elite judges of human behaviour who have been relieved of their roles in life since the Bible has been confiscated from many proper people to read as Kings and Judges in the afterlife?

Experts have reported that 4 billion people watched Queen Elizabeth’s funeral. This is a lie and exaggeration and common example of the ruling classes taking things such as social media from the ordinary people to be just like them and just another example of business. Krishna does not account for royalty in the Bhagavad Gita caste system and Srila Prabhupada said that anyone who reads the Bhagavad Gita is automatically elevated to the status of Brahmana.

British medicine and the NHS is concerned with the violence of the British woman and with controlling her sexually at the hands of Drs who use telepathy and psychic powers to communicate with them and withhold evidence from British law courts due to racism and prejudice against Krishna. They live their anthropology and lists of cultures with ancient practices – this way they don’t have to practice any path and the country dwindles after COVID as Prince William phones his friends to prop up his future government.

After Sarah Palin was nominated as John McCain’s running mate against Barack Obama and Joe Biden, a Pornography vide was released from one of America’s elite pornographic stars called Nailin Palin.

How much pornography is on the internet and how do politicians rule the world while governing webpages and the public’s reading level?

How much travelling did Jesus do with people? None or very little. He certainly did not advocate tourism and was always informing his apostles how dangerous the world is to go about unguarded. Now that I am back at home and have been through so called mental health problems I see how risky my life was to be going to nightclubs since I was 15 through to the age of 24. Now I like going home in the evening and am in bed by 9 so that I can wake up and meditate and do some chanting of Hare Krishna. I look forward to writing when I get back even earlier after I start driving to work and save a couple of hours each day easy.

Royal Property is the benchmark of inflation. It is from that base that inflation occurs to keep tracking their assets to make sure they are covered and protected from the people. how much is Virgin Olive Oil in Aldi and what is my mother expected to suffer at the hands of Nigel Farage?

Life consists of a routine of going to work and the holidaying in the UK – not ascending to Angelic realms with Jesus or mastering Krishan consciousness. My mum took part in this world even though she meditated every day and was enlightened.

I am reminded of the movie Gremlins in the story of my own life and how abused and abusive I have been in the course of time. The Chinese man comes to take Gizmo away and chastises his owner that he let him watch American TV. This reminds me of my wayward youth and interest and hobby of Hollywood film which has come to an abrupt end after I saw the racists for what they are and how abusive they are sexually.

The Dalai Lama has asked for a three point plan when dealing with the Chinese government. In that he has asked for Tibetan culture to be protected and for the Tibetan environment to be safeguarded. He has asked for Tibetan autonomy and agrees to be placed under Chinese rule.

When asked about George Walker Bush, The Dalai Lama said he is my very good friend. When asked about Tony Blair he said “no comment”.

Aung San Syu Ki manifested out of St Hugh’s College Oxford and attended the college when it was an all girls college. Her fame dwindled as Theresa May came to power and the Guardian write her out of existence. She was Buddhist. My mum has read a couple of her books.

In the book The Secret Rhonda Byrne described how it is possible to manifest a cheque for a million pounds. Jehovah asked me to bear this in mind as I suffer torture in my home with my brother that the Royal Family and British Government together with the Church of England have been free to send me money for decades. They have also blocked others from sending me money too. In what other ways do they block manifestation as the Egyptians look on from The Pyramids and wonder what else my past lives could teach them. Rameses II explained that my tutor Professor Peter McDonald was a racist in his past life exploring archaeology and discovery to bias result in favour of the white race.

I want t undo all the evil Shakespeare has done in the last 400 years and spread the virtues of English literature with my own poems that don’t require pre-knowledge of the world of Charles Dickens and James Joyce. This will make my literature more well known in Asia and hopefully the Chinese and Indians will get together on researching it in their universities.

Hare Krishna will have to submit for medical testing in the UK. It’s not like American where they have been sued for brainwashing and being a cult. In the UK they will need to explain the changing process and attest to the lifetimes of devotees and how long it is possible to chant at length all life long. They can be differentiated from me for the amount of films I have watched and music I have listened to and the fact I don’t speak Hindi or Sanskrit. They can use my documents for their own purposes and assess how to move Krishna Consciousness forward in the UK without cult work while gaining some considerable fiscal distance from America and to not anger African gods and goddesses with their victimhood and set proper goals in the UK for Temple expansion and align with the tradition of yoga if you can call it that and deal with other temples properly. Half of the British population is doing Yoga these days while claiming to be monotheistic as they worship only Jesus if that dissent is possible. It is too late for Queen Elizabeth 2nd to rule beyond the grave – she used up all her karma in her lifetime and ISKCON are going to have to deal with the fact that she was not a fan of their work and challenged them with Christianity, something the Egyptians would like to do also. ISKCON is too young to be a world religion and had publishing issues back home in India as PM Narendra Modhi applauds them publicly for selling half a billion books. Their books have a long way to go to reach the mainstream in the UK and one has to wonder how Russell Brand got so close to the Dalai Lama after his filthy comedy and praise of all things Hare Krishna.

Who was Nigel Farage’s mum? Was she a racist and what kind of parent could engender the far right policies of this man? Come to think of it who was Tony Blair’s mum and where are the Psychiatrists on his grandeur wanting more work in Israel when he doesn’t read the Bible back home?

What shit are WordPress going through watching my blog get one or two likes for a poem? How much government is invested in spying on my work and what am I going to have to go through to become popular and deal with the snobs who become famous in the UK and don’t support the country’s growth like Pierce Brosnan or Daniel Day Lewis. Maybe King Charles should award himself a knighthood and stop it with cancer lies and comedy routine with Catherine bullshitting the US for the NHS as a leading force of depression and misery in the UK where all Africans go ignorant of our spiritual roots and Hindu uprising.

The Bible creates too much speech in the UK. There is not a reverent respect for silence and women talk too much as men pretend to listen and fashion sexist ways that the laws in the UK cannot change.

The Royal Family’s religious experiences go on English Literature and the exaltation and celebration of life contained in the world of great novelists and poets. It is not the Theologian who creates their world but the artists and they have betrayed them finally for the sake of medical lies about their health as the rest of the world looks on at their exposed law courts and questions royal immunity for the sake of diplomatic dialogues and a more fair exchange now that Jehovah has come to the country to iron out blasphemy from Stephen Fry and why once and for all he does not like homosexuals – because they lie about their sex lives and blame the Church for all societies ills.

Zeus has told me my judgement was Saltburn as the homosexuals Paul Ready and Ben Wright followed me from Oxford and adored the work I did until I had a nervous breakdown that dealt my family a deadly blow about the pressures in this birth of being a healer while the Dalai Lama remembers ancient vows with the Buddha we both swore together when meditating aeons ago. That is why Buddhists don’t like homosexuals. It is another MAN and he lies about his sexuality and personal life.

In the Daily Mail it is reported that 1 in 400 people are married in the UK

In the past castles were accepted accomodation for Royal Family because they needed a place to stay while businessmen bought them commerce. This Royal Family travels and does business themselves. The position of land law is not clear here with wills and probate not being scrutiny to mental health cleanly without royal advisors getting in the way and admiring Princess Kate’s wardrobe. The position of their land needs to examined with what it means to be a person with all the travelling they do and all the goods they receive as payment in kind on top of taxes and the revenues they generate from business they develop with others too. I was texted by Patrick Stewart many years ago when I was writing on social media and I wonder what businesses he is into and where he has visited as adverts for elaborate alarm systems dominate our police controlled and dominated TV.

William Blake’s dark satanic mills are akin to webpages for me as I seek to use my karma to become a succesful poet and spread knowledge and help people become enlightened spiritually.

What is Downing Street? What is its legal status and does the Prime Minister have to live there? With Westminster and the House of Lords there is no legal status for Downing Street in a law degree and it would be being used to move royal castles and estates and play mind games as Prince Andrew tries to find somewhere else new to live.

Imagine Shakespeare teaching the doctrine of health as Be Here Now in the UK with all the rich history all around us and in the fashion on the TV of the news presenters.

Peter Cooke and Dudley Moore’s BBC sketches never did amuse me very much. It’s just people talking at the end of the day and through peer pressure my mum was sidelined because she would not fit in wirh snobs and nor would Ritesh. How much healing have we three done in the course of our lives and why can’t we break in to success and have people verify having has experiences from us?

Barack Obama played around with his flag pin on his lapel and suffered contact that he was being anti- American by not wearing it. Obama responded that he wanted to investigate the rise of Anti American sentiments and continued to sport erratic fashion. We would do well to investigate the rise of anti-British sentiment in the UK and look to the blogs and social media as well as people painting flags on roundabouts and putting up flags on roudabouts and putting up flags as a sign of patriotism. I notice it rising in me as I let my writing get away with me and question King Charles from the gutter and the base: Unconscious cravings of mine for justice after having held on to love for so long with Agape and Eros in the face of the platonic love I learned about at school.

I can tell the White House is spying on me.

When I think that an old school friend Ben Wright from King Edwards Five Ways grew up to be a British spy and to work for the BBC it makes me wonder about the national narrative and how things really are as they are today and both Houses in Westminster and the Royal Family have a crisis in the making. They are not equipped to run the TV Stations and the graduates who left university are not skilled to represent their interests. Tucker Carlson has been seen on the UK TV propping up matters and Piers Morgan has had his own show on social media talking shit about Israel. This from a man who used to sell soft porn in the News of the World and now imagines Muslims who would attack him – how far can it go. No celebrities share their time with GBNews and Anne Diamond has been promoted to a news anchor from her time with TV AM in the 1990s. What is the agenda and what do they talk about and where is God in their language to represent the Royal Family and the Church of England who pays for it all? To talk incessantly without doubt and to raise one’s voice over others is sin and the country needs to see the Drs controlling the news agenda to medicate distress and disturbance and not desire people to be peaceful and rested in their homes. Ben Wright used to travel to India wirth his ethnic sex doll Dr Yasmin Khan – Indian Partition expert – and have a riot of a time at the exchange rate shopping away. Where is his insight on India and what do they do to the exchange rate and tax system there? Where is the failure? Where is his usefulness after 30 years work in central London to be like Tucker Carlson and represent the internationalism of the Royal Family. They travel all over the world and yet can only spew content about British immigrants from their TV. Where is the benefit of their international travel aside from the farce of British immigration that is now used to stoke up nationalistic fires and hatred.

What happened to General Perves Musharaf of Pakistan and his succes on CNN with Fareed Zakaria?

Nobody visits our house for lunch or dinner or tea. It is hard to maintain a sense of the ordinary reality.

I am a Boddhisattva and am reborn to amend the dharma and religion as needs be.

A modernist Mahabharata was filmed and screened on Indian TV around 2014 and featured an update on the old dramas previously screened on satellite TV.

They say that Jesus was poor. He was a God and was born in a stable and met by Kings who loaded him with money and he had a wealthy education with wealthy Jews.

Heaven is an extension of other realms and needs to be moved and rearranged.

British philosophy and writing will lead to madness and the laws of England will be betrothed to the Mental Health Act 1983 until the people level up with London and just start calling each other names. 1983 is a long time away to wait for niggers to insult you infront of your mum.

I finally see this afternoon why Chairman Mao did what he did. He was worried about racism from the West exploiting the monks field in Tibet.

Motherhood is like a cancer in the UK after Queen Elizabeth dies before the mirror of vanity and her smelly feminists and the religion of white girl who literally haunts the NHS on the edge of a nervous breakdown ready to blame the rest of the world for the chaos outside her night window and the far world of King Charles and Prince William they don’t understand. Dr Deepak Chopra has karma in this country with the Daily Mail and the Royal Family and has to fix these problems and use up religious people’s prayers and assets to provide companionship and love to the British household and not hide behind more book writing and his own illusory website with other American spiritual teachers and their passports to pleasure taking in the world on their holidays they have destroyed with environmental law. Why didn’t they just ask Sting for a blow job instead as we watch the pitiful display of King Charles pioneering environmental law with his groundbreaking speeches he hid from the British people that he now uses as his YouTube credit dried up and there isn’t so much for Prince William to do as he wanders lonely as The Cloud watching porn with mad British school children in skirts so short one can hear Queen Elizabeth 2nd cheer them on for another shag in school.

What did J Krishnamurti think of the Royal Family?

Tom Hanks is starring in a history Channel documentary on World War 2. This means the Church of England has signed up again for American evangelist theories about the problem of pain and the problem of evil and Adolf Hitler and the Holocaust. All they have is the juvenile question: How could God exists if something so horrible happened. They havent updated this theology in nearly a century and there has been no debate on the terrestrial TV channels about it while they prattle on about loving white Jews and the problem of anti-semitism. China would do well to pull out of Africa because of the religion of England and American going on there before they incur negative karma because of Islam and look really hard at the Israel equation and their population and learn to separate themselves from these weird economies that have special needs not military economies to enact old stories and listen to crap poetry.

That is not a Pharoah with Rameses II’s statues. It is an African God.

Writers are not powerful. The moment has already passed in their minds before they write something down.

I have experienced my past lives healing this life of recent. This has given birth to a fractured expression of my consciousness and a feeling of distance from everyday life. The periods of time away from home at Oxford and in London (1996-2000 and 2000-2002) have been processed internally respectively as times when I explored Christianity deeply and then moved on to yogic consciousness with J Krishnamurti. I then explored western spirituality from the point of view of eastern spirituality and bias in my home and with EnlightenNext from 2002 – now and am ready to put my feet on the ground and be here now. There has been darkness to clear in my political writing and rants and I have felt the proximity of Shiva the Destroyer healing my ignorance and Tamas Guna as my mother pulls me up on being too distant and removed from life and not happy. I cannot explain to her that at the age of 48 I feel thousands of years older than that and am dealing with huge blocks of energy to heal but the situation seems to have eased somewhat and the periods of my life appear clearer for me to see.

Mission Statement:

My job was to save EnlightenNext and contingent literature from destruction and to create a way for modern academics to access its content to gain an introduction into Greek thought. It was also to compress English literature and hundreds of and a thousand years of history into modern poetry that told the story of the development of Christianity for something for the modern age and the twenty first century after the media ages since my birth in the 1970s and 1980s. Finally I give expression to studying Theosophy and J Krishnamurti and experiencing bad mental health with the works of ISKCON and experiences with studying Yoga as oneness with God and higher states of experience in everyday life as a single man in his late 40s looking for money and wealth and an income to live well in England and within a western time frame.

This has led me to take on issues such as Free Tibet and modern racism and issues of multiculturalism and cultural displacement and seek to find a way to give expression to my humble beginnings in Birmingham and with my brother Ritesh and the divorce of my immigrant parents Parmod and Santosh Rishi and the diverse experiences of family network that caused alienation and separation from conventional reality as I only experience English and do not understand Hindi or Punjabi music or films. This led me to look to China to solve the problem of my consciousness and experience and see Colonialism as making India too busy a network for me to engage with their links to the Royal Family in London and the history of the British Empire in the past. As my experience involved spiritual enlightenment I have expanded to include Buddhism in China after the Western experiences of Enlightenment with EnlightenNext and the role of riches and wealth I have contacted since moving to London again in 2010 and trying to experience life there on my own terms and what I have undergone as a writer since 2013 using modern technology to create a network of interconnected voices that goes from the bottom to the top of society with world leader and governments reading my works and studying spirituality and higher religions that have come to earth and gone through American channels as they seek to break out and experience other cultures and civilisations after the Crusades were enacted between Christianity and Islam and India lies quiet in the background delving its muscles as a peaceful State and one that wants to help with the role of Jesus in Israel and the second coming of Christ with Vishnu’s role as the Dashavatara. Why can’t Jesus be an incarnation of Vishnu and ISKCON get some space for mystical experiences exploring domains of awareness while western leader deal with wealth differences and the world of appearance and reality I have been engaged in since being at school as a 16 year old.

12/06/2026

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“I have never in my life
Felt more alone than I do now
Although I claim dominions
Over all I see
It means nothing to me
Without love”

  • Sting Mad About You

I feel suffocated by death. I am 48 and cannot afford to die. I have no life insurance and cannot afford my own funeral. I sometimes think I cannot afford to go to my own mother’s funeral if something unexpected happens and thankfully am able to drive now. I don’t know what my brother would do as he never goes to family occasions and might be offended by the relatives turning up to my mother’s funeral. After all they did to her and her children the twelve brothers and sisters have a lot to reflect on as I start to vice my concerns about their materialism and wealth and their ways with alcohol, sports and sex. I don’t know what to do if something should happen to Ritesh as he has never discussed funeral plans with us and lives an ascetic and stoic life alone his room. Finally I don’t think I will see my Dad again and always think that one day I could get a phone call from India letting me know he is gone.

If Shakespeare lived today and experienced the profound state of awakening that he did, would he have to go through mental health processes to please the government and King and Queen? What about other writers and what is Mike Flexer doing at York University and how long will it take for him to research mental health and literature?

My mother still wakes up at 7.30 and showers and then meditates and prays for about 30-60 minutes. She then has her toast or cereal and routinely flicks through the news channels. She then cleans the kitche, bathroom and living room for about an hour or so before taking herself to her room to use the internet – something she does in the afternoon and early evening to catch up on world events. I can’t imagine how she spends so long in front of the computer and what she looks up – I can just see the British patriarch and make Dr observing her making judgements as he looks after his own mental health and mutters something about yoga. She lives in one room and I worry about her knees getting cramped as she hobbled about after a car crash hurt her. None of these things were discussed in my mental health as the British government find things for their youth to do and chat about called mental health with no spirituality in it and an ignorance of the mind that goes back to Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health in the 1950s by L Ron Hubbard. My mother was a Scientologist in the 1990s until I wanted to leave Oxford and join. I never made any white friends at Oxford and found them tedious at The College of Law and took to skipping college and studying at home. They made me depressed and sad about how the world of money is structured and what a corporation actually is. My mum survived in all this world as a businesswoman who worked at the BBC. EDS, Rolls Royce and the NHS – all the while her two sons were hurting at home. The way the NHS treated me was like a pig and the police were no better dropping by to question and threaten me on various occasions. Good luck to them all in their afterlife if you think that the Church of England is going to save you.

“Do you know a white person who has ever been kind to you?” – Spike Lee’s film Malcom X starring Denzel Washington

I am a writer who thinks he will have the same effect on creation as Shakespeare.

Do the British newspapers make sense without the Royal Family in them. They have massive business interests and have immunity from prosecution as well as anonimity to not reflect proper business interests in The Economist as well.

Where did these paintings come from of William Blake and William Shakespeare? Did they manifest and if so when?

How can a woman rule a country until the age of 96 like Queen Elizabeth 2nd did and be the head of the British military? She was ever so rarely which means never on the TV to address her nation while claiming to be the Head of the Church of England. What kind of mental health did she have ruling until 96 and to install her son in his 70s as a King after her? Whos starts work in his 70s and starts a new job at that age while ruling his own family? Why does Prince Harry leave the Royal Family to become an author? Is it our fate to have to sit back and wait for one of them to marry a Hindu now?

With the level of awareness of the some Drs and Nurses who visited me and made sure I was taking my medication, the British medical authorities may have violated principles of ahmisa. It felt like violent thugs had bullied and battered me and insutled my mother and brother’s house and sacred space. I wonder what Partition felt like and why Gandhi was so important in the face of Winston Churchill’s racism.

India is not really a country. It is more like a God – an energy or force that is incomprehensible and cannot be explained. The same could be said of Africa and the world of JM Coetzee explain this with his very simple use of English as they try slowly to map civilisation and catch up with plans for Nollywood. India has gone to Arundhati Roy and Salman Rusdhie has simplified prose after the lengthy novels from Satan in his past when he courted Middle Eastern tensions and dominated education and resources. Anita and Me was on the GCSE curriculum when I was a private tutor in 2010 and this was too advanced a text for the youth to be reading and I found the school teacher cancelled the book and just watched the film. This polluted the Monarchy in England and you could say India or modern India is ISCKON for the details in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srila Prabhupada’s attempt to map the religious history of India. It is called Bharat and they find that the Monarchy makes their lives miserable as they mine for gold in India and enjoy secret meetings at Buckingham palace and conjugal visits from Krishna.

“Me. No-one knows.” – Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“… with a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes”- Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“I am not manifesting to the foolish or ignorant persons” – Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When I was mostly bedridden in the 2000s with depression and avoided hospitalisation it was revealed to me that this was Ravaan in my Vedic astrological house.

The American Empire lacked benevolence. That is why it was closed down and resorted to CNN and 24 new media to get some quiet.

What if England ruled the world and leaders took to using England as a base for knowledge and the arts? With the concentration of universities here the opportunity exists to harness English as an international language and grant primacy to England above other nations for diplomatic things. Rather than trying to catch up with England other countries could rely on England for research after Brexit and we could flourish as a multicultural society whose academics worked with the HRH police to give good information about our differences and took the weight and pressure off having to think so much in our own time outside of work.

Salman Rushdie is suspicious. To whom does he pray and why did he abandon Science Fiction with his debut novel Grimus? Literary scholars need better databases and connections to enquire about his life and find out the ways in which Americans bought his favour to target Iran. The Satanic Verses is an impenetrable text that insults The Prophet Muhammed and laced the imagination with heat and cold about Amitabh Bachchan and his son. Salman Rushdie had changed his tune with simpler books of late and evn his own critical book which was not very good and a big disappointment since Imaginary Homleands. What impact did he have with others on the quality of British TV and where did children’s TV go since the 1980s with the launch of satellite TV and sports to dumb down the populace as literature became scarce to write scripts and create good British comedies and dramas? Was he working for the Americans to spook the Royal Family and rely on the race card for Blacks in America and how far India has to go before it can compete literarily with American and English literature? Where have Chinese films gone as he punches with Terry Gilliam and sells drugs and what happened to Netflix once George Clooney and Brad Pitt made whatever money they could out of it with Wolves? The world of men is not done with these players and eats to see them use our resources so future generations can learn of greed and power and corruption and not the petty details in our universities at the moment.

How much did Abishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai Bachchan cost India to be self styled followers of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie with Brangelina? Did Aishwarya adopt any Africans in the years she was missing after giving birth to her only child? And what of relations with England for their views on Sathya Sai Baba with the BBC’s tv show on him The Secret Swami? How did thi affect our diplomatic ties and how powerful was Aishwarya Rai as “the world’s most beautiful woman” (Versace and what happened to her contract and photos with Longines? Where does Abishek Bachchan pray and is he a member of ISKCON and who is his guru as British people look on for the emptiness surrounding British Asian culture after Nitin Sawhney stayed away from the TV after one hit wonders with Goodness Gracious Me and the jokes they made about Hinduism and Hare Krishna?

Srila Prabhupada said that he had come to teach the Americans the true religion of Krishna. There is only one religion of Krishna. Never war with him.

Shiva spoke to me in 2013 and told me I was frustrated with love.

How did Jewish woman Natalie Portman get to star in Christian English Christmas commercials for perfume in 2025. Her films aren’t even released in the UK.

Suraj’s Indian sweet shop on the Soho Road has a nice mix of cultures with a Buddha statue near the window and old Indian film songs playing in the background. Their food is second to none and we go there regularly as a family to pick up snacks and sometime eat in and have some chai.

Where is Christian TV in the UK to compete with Islamic TV and would the Americans tolerate the Bible being interpreted by the world’s finest academics at Oxford and Cambridge live on our TV sets? What have they done to the UK imagination by targeting our media and buying Nigel Farage with immigration bullshit from a racist who used to run UKIP? What do Americans do to memory and can they see how much money I made China with Tibet for my mental health medical – none of which was sent to George Clooney’s Hollywood or Donald Trump’s White House with that wierdo Joe Biden now that Barack Obama betrayed us and carried on with George Bush’s policies regardless of the faith the world had put in him for a fresh start.

Who in the UK has imagined India and laughed at them for their sex life and rules on Bollywood for kissing and nudity and manners of having sex in pornography?

Barack Obama’s performance as America’s President for two terms and eight years was modelled on African cinema and he now towed to the Nigerian government’s ties with African Americans to mould cinema and TV after his election.

Was it the Middle East or America with the Nation of Islam that made Muslim perform so prominently in Indian cinema?

Even though she would cook for the two of us, our mother was looking after herself when she was a working businesswoman and single mum. She would come home from work and cook her own Indian sabzi and be in bed for 9.30 after watching Eastenders and getting some more work done. Ritesh put his foot down towards the end of her career and told her off for watching Eastenders and that she should not watch it as it was bad for her health.

Folklore and money has it that a Teacher is God along with one’s parents and a guest who enters your house in Hinduism. How does this affect the repute of university academics who do not contemplate energy 60 years on from when Krishna gave Srila Prabhupada divine passage to America?

Krishna cited genetics and asked me to look inside myself to see a strain in 2013. He was referring to the strain that persists with my birth charts and karma to be graduate who has his own mortgage.

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The Indian High Commission building is in Birmingham and is not an Embassy building for land law and human rights in the UK. It follows to ask what is the status of special powers at Hindu Temples after Churches have closed their doors because of the British medical elite who performed an exorcism of this country during COVID as the world faced judgement from higher worlds and heavens.

The jealousy of Drs in the UK because of salaries is a real problem. They are immature as students and then recent graduates complaining about pay and measuring their salaries with the banking profession. When the Drs and Nurses were treating me for psychiatric problems I got a real sense of how my interest in popular culture was frowned upon as a negative influence in my life as they were jealous of the salaries of rich people and celebrities. The NHS needs to confront celebrity culture in the UK and deal with the spiritual experiences of celebrities.

The UK has been under attack from the USA who have wanted to buy the NHS and privatise it. This has placed Drs under undue pressure and has mixed Church doctrines to spoil the Church of England and limit its influence and outflowing of information. Church leaders are not national leader and the dwindling Church numbers are creating a weaker field for evil to occur in the UK and invite American evangelists to give advice and spread their influence on British Churches. This involves spiritual phenomena from Mind Body Spirit and Church leaders are too guys with the very dense Bible to attend to Self Help and defend their Parishes properly.

“Religion is the opiate of the masses” – Karl Marx

“Religion is evil” – Chairman Mao

Stephen Fry has been saying blasphemous things about Jehovah and spelling out his wrathful nature and has led a homosexual rebellion against the Church with support of Bipolar experience and medication while taking cocaine and being free with his new expression in private.

Peter Mandelson was a spin doctor for New Labour and affected the country’s media with his homosexual culture and views on the Monarchy’s right to have the culture of the Church of England screened on UK TV. He came to power in the late 1990s and was influential in the spread of atheism with Professor Richard Dawkins and Christopher Hitchens and tried to create a colonial empire online.

Prince Andrew was quite prominent in the media after he married Sarah Ferguson and had a relationship with her in public circles that rivalled Princess Diana and Prince Charles. This has been deleted from public memory and the BBC need to answer as to how they remember Prince Andrew and how their correspondents use memory to select the news.

I feel like the Drs and Nurses still listen to me and that my writing is like talking and they are reading it and listening to it. I am 48 and I entered mental health procedures when I was 36. Before that Drs came to see me when I was 25. I have had diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and Depression and have been medicated Olanzapine, Carbimazole, Risperidone, Depakote, Sertraline and Metformin. I see the Drs and Nurses in my mind and it is as if my life starts at 36 when they came into my house.

It sounds like there’s a riot going on outside with the mob mentality and the crowd control of the police and government laying waste to spiritual experiences and higher consciousness.

Jehovah told me to treat this like a little Area 51.

Why don’t Hindu Pundits speak in Hindu Temples and lecture on Hinduism and speak the meaning of the Hindu Gods and Goddesses? How long before we get an explanation of who these Gods and Goddesses are in English?

I don’t want to see the Royal Family. They have been by for plenty of healing.

Because of my work EnlightenNext can be researched in universities. The American Guru Andrew Cohen stated that his work was 60 years ahead of its time and that it was for the top 4-5% of wealth holders.

The implications of my website for future development are grand. The empire of Amitabh Bachchan without any biographies in Bollywood and India’s literary culture has massive scope for development with the internet challenging laws of nature and conspiracy theories abounding about American hegemony and Mukesh Ambani’s hold on power with Reliance Industries.

Donald Trump ran as an independent for his first term in office and never confirmed that he was a republican even though he vocally denounced the policies of Joe Biden. Before his term in office the internet was ripe with calls to end the two party politics in America and get on with business interests and stop personality attacks and bipartisanship.

Where was Prince Charles in the media and on photographs and on TV with his mother and father when Barack Obama was dominating social media and running his campaign with Oprah Winfrey?

American Guru Andrew Cohen was rude about Healers saying that they are not evolutionary and keep going back into the past. As I write my blogs and plan to publish them in the future I can see the worth of my retrospective gaze and role as a global Healer and one of divine proportions connected to Christ to preserve memory and take the pressure off world leaders to look for new things to fill the news with. Andrew Cohen was also rude about Mayan gods and goddesses calling them “savages” and saying that the Mayan Prophecy of 2012 was not to be trusted and that we need to get on and create the future. I have experience with ancient Mayan culture from the past and worked with Shiva over 2012 periods with the Golden Age to be transcendentally situated to be on Ayuasca to be connected to my past roots with Machu Pichu to contemplate a statue of Buddha on Machu Pichu and just what is being asked of Gods and Goddesses in this day and age. I have experience of Xenu from OT3 with Scientology and have been told that the presence of Xenu is astrologically bound up with a Mayan past life I had thousands of years ago.

I have seen my mum channeling with Aphrodite and Kali.

When I left London in 2011 and after my Vipassana 10 day retreat, I sent the Russians a copy of Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen via cosmic channeling and light work and asked them to take a look at it like a Zen Buddhism book and see what they thought of Tibetan negotiations seeing as they had been having diplomatic relations with China for millenia.

A photo of Vladimir Putin sitting next to a computer and being seated at a desk popped up on my laptop a few years ago. There ws a TV program on our TV called ‘Living Next Door to Vladimir Putin’.

I and my family have been spied on by the Russians. Donald Trump complained that Russians were affecting his first election and loss to Joe Biden.

Scientology wad made a religion in the UK the year I went to a mental hospital. I would refer to the hospital as a monastery as I healed the madness in the world outside me. Tom Cruise came to Birmingham and filmed some scenes for Mission Impossible.

Birmingham had been called the second financial capital of the country and had also been called the “jihad capital of Europe” by American politician.

I have never taken an acid tab in my life. I was influenced by L Ron Hubbard who created the Sea Org division of higher level work in Scientology. He stated that when it comes to higher level work and reclaiming your spirit from past life influences the presence of LSD in the system could lead to biased results and cause ones authority to be bought into question. As I meditate I can see that acid would be quite good for me to take in moderation to release some pressure so must be keying in to collective drug taking and performing some sort of healing of the nation and world. it is linked to sex and the role of ejaculation and masturbation and the imagination that goes with wanking. I think of Sting’s interest in tantric sex and his drug taking as providing fertile ground for the courts to update the medical text books after my medical with spiritual experiences and special powers in the courts and new languages introduced to the medical profession that looks ahead at the role of India and Yoga and what that poses for proper science and fair treatment of individuals and families struggling with mental health to hold on to their identities.

I acknowledge the need to take a substance to increase my happiness. So I am having Coca Cola. I drink a can every day and think that people drink alcohol every day and this can’t be bad for me. This reminds me of the film Equilibrium and the modernisation of Big Brother with the intervention and casual talk about dopamine and serotonin. They were taking acid and other drugs in Angel Islington with EnlightenNext in 2010 and invited me to come out with them. MPs were studying EnlightenNext.

Even in Ancient Greek times death was a cause for concern and prompted questions about the afterlife that touched upon God’s existence.

One of my spiritual experiences with Xerxes showed me that what happened in London in 2010 with the collapse of EnlightenNext after I had gotten angry with them and threw it out of England and Europe. He said that all the Greek knowledge was in that and that cult and that he wanted me to do some work to reclaim the organisations materials. This was to see Mind Body Spirit books disappear in the UK and for YouTube to change and host large lectures from spiritual teachers rather than short entertaining videos. This must have affected the Middle East and perhaps things don’r move as fast as they appear in the west to slow down and share these resources and develop better imaginings than just day dreaming about 2012 and the Golden Age with all the health implications forbidden knowledge has from the Bible.

When I was in London in 2010-2011 I had an affair with a married Jewish woman with three children and tried cohabitating. I had given up my programme to study a Masters in English at Queen Mary University due to funding and was visiting EnlightenNext cult headquarters in Angel Islington every now and then. There were members far more embedded than me and I was just a casual visitor who saw Andrew Cohen give lectures three times. He spoke out against sex life and procreation and reminded me of something that Jehovah had spoken to me about saying not to get attached to a lease with the partner I was living with. He also meant that she was Analese from Home and Away and that these sexual sanskaras go deep and that I had illusions I needed to transcend still on the path to enlightenment.

Home ownership is quite an advanced subject in Greek theory of civilisation and something that I was not prepared for leaving school and going underground at Oxford.

What is the internet and how does it fit in with stories of creation? The Bhagavad Gita As It Is lists ether as one of Krishna’s many attributes. Krishna has said he will create the internet with me after he created space from the 1960s.

One of the reasons that EnlightenNext collapsed and offended me was the reasons it had for claiming that a modern disease was Narcissism for the postmodern self. Ken Wilber had created an online documentary called Boomeritis and alleged that baby boomers were suffering from mental health delusions and were in need of spiritual care. In this diagnosis there was no mention of Hollywood or celebrity life and the insight did not go deep enough to penetrate into Greek culture to herald the interaction between the stars and the earth to produce civilisation capable of such views as the need for people to meditate and take an interest in comparative religion as the magazines What is Enlightenment were based on. The development of self help was saturated as people’s bookshelves in powerful places laid them open to cults and any Christian sentiments with the development of mind body spirit culrs since the onset of ISKCON and transcendental meditation that was not the recitation of God’s name as per India heritage and the growth of the movement since the introduction of the Maha Mantra to the west.

With ISKCON decrying the fate of “dog eaters” and China waiting in the wings, these things had not been thought through well enough and Donald Trump came to power to show the weakness of the liberal elite with Joe Biden and to take totalitarian control to stop such internet leaks after COVID caused massive social breakdown.

What would the Africans make of my mother being from Kenya Nairobi?

When I was walking the streets campaigning for the Tory Party after Rishi Sunak’s election win with MP Gary Sambrook and seeing what Professor Noam Chomsky meant about “social democracy”, I was struck by the scope of Deepak Chopra’s vision of Yoga and his use of the internet. I walked streets close to where I grew up in Rubery Birmingham and they were quite lonely compared to the love in the house where I lived as I contemplated Dr Chopra’s dominance online and war with Professor Richard Dawkins to dominate online resources and TV rights in the wake of Oprah Winfrey’s billions and TV Empire. To see Dr chopra walk beside me and see him want Krishna worship and meditation in all the homes I visited was a terrifying vision of emptiness and to remember the Russians saying through Mikhail Gorbachev that they urgently wanted the knowledge in Dr Chopra’s books is to see where we are heading as a medical community investigating the link between kind and matter and cutting through Drs preconditions for medical prescriptions. This is all taking place in a land where the royal family enjoy rude health and do not have any guns while trying to emulate the american way of life and have issues with violence in schools which the medical community medicate as they did me for hostility without a clear military exam for peacefulness and no real models or speeches for the people to follow to assess their peace.

When I was at EnlightenNext a beautiful Hindu woman showed up one time for Wednesday evening meditation session. She asked a question: If someone showed up claiming to be the Messiah how would we know they were psychologically sane? It was somewhat uncharacteristic and never came up again or met with mute response from Christopher Bruce Parish who was the executive director of the premises and who hosted meditation evenings.

Jehovah had a word with me that Andrew Cohen was an American Psycho in London and cited his book 11 days at the Edge when he said that if you hear voices when you meditate you are psychotic. So Jehovah was saying that Andrew Cohen hears voices and that his plans for society and his worldview was one of psychosis and was not a sound civilisation and had betrayed American idealism and that He was saving me from them and their travelling ways of finding new recruits to harness their views about society.

I locate the desire in my body for sugar. I have been diagnosed with type two diabetes. Krishna told me to pray for this to be healed. I have brought my sugar levels down to normal with medication and advice from Dr Dahl at Millennium Medical Centre.

The musician Sting has issued a press release calling for a mature discussion on drugs and does not gloss over the health side effect of taking them. He has openly said he smokes marijuana to free up an idea and write songs.

It is important when healing and accessing higher domains of awareness to not get into agreements with the living and the dead. I am not a Co-Creator with anyone and have made no bonds other than with Sting and the Dalai Lama in 2002 to operate on terms with Brahma Vishnu and Shiva. I never was and am not a member of EnlightenNext. I was too poor to research it at University and nobody was interested in my literary thesis to research spirituality and TS Eliot and EM Forster to PhD level. I feel I have accomplished this with Shiva’s grace with my poetry website accompanied with biographical detail modifying how my poetry will be read and researched to accurately reflect my life since leaving Grammar School in 1996 where my brother studied too and time jumper two years to stay with me on the spiritual path.

I was not here when 9/11 happened. Through some mystical and magical happening I experienced 9/11 during term time while studying at the college of law in 2001. That cannot be so as September 11 was during my summer holidays and I was on holiday in Egypt with my family and also I went to Portugal with my friends that year for a week. I recall going to Oxford to see my tutor and that would have coincided with the end of September and beginning of October and he offered me a job in research aqnd I told him I couldn’t because I was studying law. I recall my colleague Joe Combes came out of the College of Law bulding and told me that two planes had just flown into the World Trade Centre and my first thoughts were “the chickens have come home to roost”. But that means it would have been during term time and term at the College of Law starts after October.

Also Sting was scheduled to perform a broadcast from his Italian home in Tuscany that night and cancelled ir due to 9/11. He can do this due to occultism and Satanism and it is a day when our energies can be fairly well examined by Shiva for the appearance and disappearance of this world in Kali Yuga and also for the establishment of an Age of Shiva when ignorance dominated my life about conspiracy theories and what is possible in this world of form.

Professor Noam Chomsky has stated that there was a second 9/11 in South America when the Americans were engaged in diplomatic affairs. This is Bible Code therapy and that 9/11 refers to Mayan Gods and Goddesses taking power away from the Americans with Xenu as well from Scientology and OT 3 for how they treated human being after so called World War Two. That second 9/11 is within my grasp as an internet user who stayed at home and watched YouTube during the 2000s and keeps his memory in spite of the Americans watching on as the British medicated me with British mental health without spirituality and religion with all the resources they had in America. It is a move towards my independence as I master the GBO with £1300 a month real terms salary for 37.5 hours work a week as my brother looks on and is idle at home. I don’t recall phoning home on 9/11 to find out how my family were doing and this could help free up my brother’s awareness and get him out of American and British traps too. We are just Pakis to the West and they have not done the healing or clearing work we have to be so liberated to the Spirit to have earned these resources as our own and not to have to share them with the Americans who took my work with Amazon and spent the money without offering me any. So much for contracts and the myth of personality and the need for the UN in the future to rule the roost and lecture us on crap education about Nazi Germany with no meaningful references from politicians about history as a Paul Hegseth calls out the Royal Navy for not featuring in Donald Trump’s madness and attack on Iran with only Israel to stand by his side and act for the TV cameras and news comaraderie.

10/06/2026

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“Spirit moves on the waters
Takes the shape of heavenly daughters” – Sting, Sacred Love

Literary biographies are often sketchy about the roles that families play in the lives of writers. It is my hope to provide information here which helps bolster our the views of critics to see how influential my family were and are in my life and to read their influence well into my literary works. For example, my retired mum stays at home and spends her afternoons surfing the web and keeping up with current affairs. She also runs a blog on the Daily Mail called Tony Gordon after Tony Blair and Gordon Brown and I recall her setting it up when the Iraq war was political capital. She has been instrumental in keeping me grounded and was with me every day after my hospitalisation and visited me in hospital. Mr brother kept his fear of psychiatric processes from Scientology and did not visit me or even bring up my mental health but continued to love me unconditionally as the Unicorn I have come to see him as. My mum would take me out for coffee and we would go to the cinema regularly in Rubery and go to towns and enjoyed shopping at Debenhams. Now I am having refresher driving lessons and working Mon-Fri and she came with me to every Drs appointment to keep an eye on the NHS who she used to work for and I am rehabilitated and much better following my nervous breakdown with Krishna where Durga told me to see Mahabharata around me and with the relatives plotting to turn me into an evil Guru and ship me off to India. Talking is cheap and the culture of talking in the UK is a strain on the mind that is why I like my job which helps me to talk to people on the phone and answer their queries while also carrying on with my balancing on Daoist terms and learning more about myself as a healer as days turn into weeks and months.

I recall that I don’t tread on Islamic turf. I used to be Shantideva and I lived in the 700s as a Buddhist monk in Asia. This is the same time that the Prophet Muhammed is said to have lived. He never wrote the Quran and I am not reading it without a teacher and some backing. I don’t purport to know much about Sufism in spite of writing a couple of Sufi poetry books which Amazon now own and I can’t get published. They witheld payment of royalties and waited for me to trasngress their marketing rights as celebrities started to interact with me (Jon Bon Jovi, Natalie Portman, Patrick Stewart) and then cancelled my contract and I lost about 50 books online. This reminds me of how central a text is to Islam and when I went to pick the Quran up and the first verse I read was “fear the devil” so I put it back. I have a couple of copies but I am not reading them being so stressed and am waiting to meet someone who teaches me how to read it properly. That could be time or death and I embark on the project when my working life cools down and I start driving and save a couple of hours on the buses. Presently I leave home at 6.15 and get back at about 7.45 Driving to work should cut the travelling down and driving is going well. I’ve had some refresher lessons and been out in the family car with my mum and things look good. I have seen Allah who reminded me that ISKCON is a modern cult and it erodes faith to see so many books and such a start up enterprise with so many temples around the world following Srila Prabhupada’s teachings. There was a story about a town in India not experiencing rainfall and then the chanted Hare Krishna and there was rainfall. This is how I see it. They are Gods, not academic exercises and I pray every day in the mornings and sometimes chanting Hare Krishna to be obedient and do my bit so that my conscience is clear during the day. Questions of consciousness get irritating and are led by Dr Deepak Chopra ruling the internet and not slowing down to use the TV so we can mainstream spiritual things and get some decent TV like the Americans have. That would settle Drs down if they could watch esoteric TV and put their questioning to the tests and have something in common to share with others rather than be in an ivory tower all the time managing other peoples feelings and lives. Islam could contribute with its magical realms in time if things calm down and there is healing of the nations as too much TV has brought down empires and left David Cameron bereft of political capital after he tried too many things with Carlton TV. He was barely on the TV and now there is a mess called social media they are offloading to the children rather than face massive corporate giants who bat louder than their bite and do their work in spite of political rulers. Social media was in Arab Springs and the way Muslims use it is quieter than the west and they don’t have dirty TV and sex mania behind them in a corrupt TV culture that is scapegoating religion to abuse spirituality and cause ill health and stress around the world.

Is it time for India to label webpages Shree Webpage to explain the karma attached to them like with books?

I have been craving meat a lot.

When we were young me and my brother had teddy bears. They were little monkeys and one of them was called Henry. We had a family friend of our mother who would visit her at Cradley Heath market called Evelyn Crizzle and she would knit us teddy bears – the conventional ones you see in market places. When I was in junior school I visited Evelyn at her care home in Northfield at the Baptist Church and she helped me make a clown teddy bear for a school competition. We knitted it together and I won first place. The next year she helped me make a Santa teddy bear but the school teacher did not let me win because he deemed I had received extra help.

I am the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. By the time he incarnates this blog will serve as a memory of his life and work with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. This statement is a program rather than a statement of qualities of competence.

I am Prema Sai Avatar. The same applies here too. Here Sathya Sai Baba said that we were all avatars, incarnations of God and that he would manifest a third avatar and that this was nothing for me to do for him and that he would create peace on earth via a third virtual avatar from Prashanti Nilyam.

I hope to assist in explorations and considerations of meditation after the collapse of EnlightenNext and abandonment of Mind Body Spirit books so that leaders can see how perspective is affective and why they seem the way they do. Poetry can be illuminating but takes a long time to work and change human character. The illusions of mind body spirit writers was to dominate the internet with promises of quick fixes and enlightenment and immediate change in areas such as personality and growth such as Tony Robbins where the Human Potential Movement was ignored in British Universities and by politicians and monarchs alike who did not benefit from Evolutionary Enlightenment with shit going on in Africa and India to busy their colonial selves. They are left with spirituality from America and the promise of perfection and personal enlightenment to see how they market it and explain change as they interact with Americans and drive the country forward after COVID.

My mum went to a Tony Robbins Awaken the Giant Within weekend in Birmingham in the 1990s when I was studyin for my Oxford entrance exams. I saw the advert in the Guardian while having breakfast at McDonalds and said my mother should go instead of me and my brother. She performed a firewalk and walk over burning coal there and learned things about self help and mastery and mind over matter that she used in her business career. She got to tell Anthony Robbins that her son had gotten into Oxford and he was impressed with that story.

I have sections in my articles that help me manage webspace and functionality. I hope to create a great resource for yogis and explorers alike. It is my hope that English literature Dons and Academics will liaise with priests in time via the internet and help them with their understanding of English and popular culture where the devil is said to have dwelled since John Milton’s Paradise Lost and the Reformation with Oliver Cromwell. He came at a time when the Church had needs and I feel that my writing is coming when the internet is calling for a new approach to things and more interaction for the cause of globalism that Tony Blair set about so that we can reclaim our national borders where we need to and help with the cause of Peace – where it needs to be, in our homes with healthier computer habits. Between 2017-2024 I was busy online across social media platforms Twitter, Instagram, TUMBLr, Facebook and spelled out how modernisation is required across the fields of philosophy, religion and esoteric thought where resources have been sucked up by rich and powerful people and used EnlightenNext as an example of a small organisation which was used to take the blame for politicians and cults and expand to include many hundreds and thousands of people and affect mind body spirit online as well as in bookshops. Self help is not what it used to be and the stadiums require black people to perform large christian functions like their brothers in America while the Englishman has to get used to social media and watch the monarchy and government prop the country up by spending money on TV that priests and academics cannot afford to use. William Hague is the Chancellor of Oxford and is young at heart to be using LinkedIn. This shows new approaches to resource management that the police can use to spot trends and help with resource management over time.

Tony Robbins did a show in the UK and was broadcast online after 2012. It was called I Am Not Your Guru and was linked to the collapse of EnlightenNext and the use of Advaita Vedanta in America and amongst western intellectuals. He featured in a copy of What is Enlightenment magazine that I bought in Harborne mind body spirit store as was interviews about his approach to spirituality by Andrew Cohen and classified by Ken Wilber in Integral Enlightenment.

It is all well and good compiling a webpage of suppprting evidence for why my poetry is unique and the habits I have developed since leaving Oxford and how Professors there shaped my mind and approach to English literature: But the people I am name dropping are not dead people in some social and political tract and treatise on human nature. I am not a socialist and I write to bear in mind the capitalist nature of Americans with their Christianity mixing with Communism in the East and how Christianity can help to overcome stumbling blocks to growth and development and shifts to capitalism from the eastern bloc. But the people I write about are very wealthy and require resources to be invested to research their influence and spread their influence over time so that powerful people’s agendas like Monarchs and business leaders can be understood by the ordinary folk online.

It is my intention that my writing helps elevate my social status and increases my wealth. I hope my family can move out of 6 Shilton Grove.

If religious leaders were enabled by the organising bodies that support them in the UK to buy property would that help them be like Neo in The Matrix and get out of feeling trapped by the phone in their parishes and recycle energies and make more progress in Church history? Church leaders could for example get involved with the commercial sector and feel more useful and relevant and buy some homes for use with homeless people. This would be in keeping with Prince William’s desire to end Homelessness in the UK. This suggestion is about building bridges based on limitations that are currently and relevant and help religious buildings integrate with commercial officers without Priests having to come up with their own business ideas and to help them get on with life more. Church leaders could also buy old people’s homes and help with the Dead and be in alignment with Time. Hindus would be different as they work on different calendars. We bought our home on a right to buy scheme from Birmingham Council so there is scope for the council to get involved with mosques and help with mortgages here if the police monitor social funding and help with growing needs for charity which stifle Church numbers and the flow of energy and information from Church History to make the Church a going concern and more relevant financially to England and other countries.

Is Natalie Portman the Audrey Helpburn of our age?

As a student I did not plan my career life. I was more interested in spiritual enlightenment even though I had a law contract with what some people claimed was the best law firm in London. One of the many ways this has impacted my life is the view of my mother in retirement. I never really envisioned old age and find that the view if utility and usefulness come to bear as my mum stays at home and images of old white women who are frail and depleted in their strength is popular. Contrary to stereotypes my mum is very youthful and exercises and meditated every day and keeps up with the news and has had boundless energy to help me in ill health and serve as a healer in her own capacity with Ritesh. The idea that once you’re retired your life is over has been hanging around my family and I find that it is nature’s course to complete the western mentality and life cycle and provide space for new growth as I start work and begin writing again. My mum completed a novel which is available online under the name Mamta Rishi and is called Love’s Last Laugh and fulfilled an ambition she had from working life but chose to retire at 67 and lament how much money she got in her pension with two unemployed sons at home to look after and deal with their outcast nature in society and spiritual Hindu life being haunted by ghosts from the past and facing esoteric experiences that drift us away from retirement plans of our own and cause stress in our home.

The internet is Brahman and is a field of possibilities into which we seed the world of time and nature.

This blog mixes religion with the secular world. I grew up believing in a secular government until Prime Minister David Cameron stated “this is a Christian country”. This was at odds with Tony Blair who famously said “we don’t do God” and may live to rule the matter as his Middle East credentials are called in to question by the number of people who criticise Donald Trump and his plans to rule Israel with Benjamin Netanyahu. The Royal Family head up the Church of England and officially “don’t do politics” so there is much to keep them busy as they battle Parliament for power and vie for American trade and business. That is to question if Allah is indeed god or has Islam made rapid progress while ISKCON skirts around the issue with calling Sri Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. Srila Prabhupada was sure to avoid too much ontology and liberated the Word of God from Christianity by creating a Hindu book to rival the King James Bible and submit his text for study for authorship and agency with questions about how it was written as Srila Prabhupada used a dictaphone to author so many books. Was he the inspiration for Star Trek’s Captain’s Log and did the Vedas influence more than Ralph Waldo Emerson to experience the Self with Walt Whitman and Henry David Thoreau. My brother has been a seer all his life and struggled to fit in to schooling even at St Brigid’s. He tired of Scientology and has been at home on state welfare as a disabled person since the 1990s. He has no driving licence or fancy clothes and stays at home but goes for walks and does the shopping when he can and contributes to weekly bills. Today he paid half of the money to buy me some Adidas which were on sale and on Fridays he buys me Chinese food from the local takeaway. We are spiritual travellers with our mum and say prayers for our father in India as well as Karamat Ali who partnered our mother for nearly 20 years and caused her to be ostracised from her 12 brothers and sisters and all their socialising and phone calls after they attached more stigma to her for partnering a Muslim man than they do for getting divorced in the first place in 1988. Her independence runs through myself and Ritesh and we fit well together in our little family home and spend time together in our little family home and spend time together playing scrabble when we can. We have spiritual links that go back very far and cause us to experience daily life in a heavy way. I am benefitting from working to a normal pattern and am glad to be able to drive and get my own independence as I have been looking at Ley Lines going into Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple for about 10 years and have seen Pundit Dharam Dutt cosmically aware of my development struggling to cope with my consciousness as Jesus says he would jokingly rather I went to the pub than join Elim Church as St Gabriels is a much more chilled out affair. It occurred to me that I am digging up Christian history by joining a Church and dealing with epistemology and empiricism as I place my faith in Jesus before the medical profession trained to be negative and pursue their bank balance and social lives: Have the medical profession violated or negated the Hippocratic Oath finally with the COVID conspiracy and are the NHS guilt of contempt of court with their upper echelons of power hiding my identity and threatening due process since Emails I sent in 2014 that one day will be gathered warning of World War Three and asking for martial law?

What happened to “crooked Hilary Clinton” and all those emails she deleted?

I find I day dream a lot about Natlie Portman as my ideal woman and remember things from my past that I have outgrown. I grew up watching Hollywood films and realised they were about appearing and disappearing matters and forms at school when I got to go to Oxford to study there. I wanted to study Psychology – something Natalie Portman studied when she was in her 30s. She went to Harvard as a mature student. I saw my tutor from Oxford in the 2000s as an unemployed man with depression and enquired about going to Harvard to study English to postgraduate level but was disheartened by fees. I was able to get into Queen Mary University in 2010 to study a Masters and had a dream of getting a PhD but now I can see this was far fetched as Krishna fills in the blanks and shows me a deeper reality behind my life and reminds me as an old soul at 48 ripe and mature years of life that I have forgotten how Hollywood helped me in life and have become bitter and cynical and twisted.

The women there were my romantic ideals and gave me fodder to conduct experiments with illusion and reality and see through the facade of mental relationships with all the women I passed by as a student in Oxford and London. I recall realising that when I was looking for a girlfriend and tried relationships with white girls ( I had 15 encounters with women romantically and sexually to varying levels and only 3 were with Asian before I suffered Satanic rituals with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan haunting me with Maha Maya after 2012 and when I had come back from London and seen Krishna’s energy) – I was actually believing in an American woman more to be more interactive and get on better with; but this too would have been short lived and primarily sexually based as I went through my stages of life as The Bhagavad Gita teaches until I failed hugely with Maya and had an affair with a married Jewish woman after many years of loneliness and isolation in 2010 and gave up dreams of academia and causing a stir at EnlightenNext while smoking Marijuana at the same time.

The leader and singer Jon Bon Jovi got in touch with me after seeing my social media videos and talked about God and culture: But he also said I had a misspent youth. My parents did just fine as immigrants and the Americans would do well to look at their own poor people and let us enjoy the culture as we grow older and struggle to compete with their wealth.

I would llike to read religion and continue where I left off when I was awoken by Vedic sounds and Havans in India when I stopped my research project into The Bhagavad Gota. ISKCON have 50 or so more books by Srila Prabhupada and I would like to earn some money from writing to relax at home and fill in gaps in my knowledge. I have experienced past life awareness of Christianity and seen Church History arranged wrong with roman history on earth due to memory and historians writing by hand what Hindus can speak by mouth. I would like to study for my afterlife and get a better picture of world history and thus be a better healer – if anyone has any money to give me please send a donation to:

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I remember growing up and my favourite woman to look at and fantasis about was Kim Basinger. People years from now reading my blog can look her up online and get a sense of history of popular culture and what made America so great that Donald Trump came up with this logo for MAGA: Make America Great Again. Kim Basinger was a Bond girl but I was too young to know this. For me I was enamoured by the woman in Blind Date and my Stepmother Was An Alien as the Greek Gods played games with my psyche and the Hindu position of Maya. She used to send me wild and I looked forward to finally getting a hold of the film 9 1/2 weeks and her Playboy edition.

I was a young boy like everyone else and enjoyed masturbation / wanking to these media – something I learned to do into my 40s to control my Qi and focus on my meditation and tantra and cope with my lingam and imagination as I lived like a Buddhist after Vipassana retreat in 2011 in one rooms and with little money and no career prospects and saw frightful visions and experienced terrifying states of emptiness. From such small beginnings watching Hollywood blonde bombshells and dreaming of a bigger life for myself to coping with the Hindu iconography online of beautiful Devis who could also be Harpis in Islam or Nymphs in classical religions and pagan rituals: I had to fight to keep my semen and found channeling eastern philosophy with Michele Yeoh and Xang Ziyi from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon helped me cope with Indian philosophy of Maha Maya with Aishwaraya Rai and sexual illusions concerning masturbation/ wanking and the difference between eastern and western faiths to keep my semen and not lose it.

Being on medication was difficult to cope with and I didn’t benefit from any discussion of research and adult sexuality as I was diagnosed as having “racy thoughts”. What these matters mean for my mother with my brother’s virginity into his 50s is complex and all I can do is keep silent and manage a day at a time and hope that I realise success sooner rather than later and fulfil this part of my life with my mother and set about preparing for her funeral as me and my brother are too poor to afford life insurance and cater for our own deaths at advanced stages of Yoga and unity with God while Buddha looks on and measures our funeral caskets for Tibetan homes to see what we come up with as advanced Hindu reincarnation souls with much to teach the Tibetans about.

10/6/2026

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This experience I am having as a writer writing notes on my phone is one of cultural displacement. All the he said and she said about Gods and Goddesses is dislocating me from my normal self which needs grounding with meditation and connection to the relatives and at source with my childhood. It is a pain not to be a part of the family social scene but Ranvir Turner sullied the family with drinking and Bhangra and football and bad speech. This is more dislocating for me and requires me to reside with the self and not businessmen and news speak and to heal in silence the fractured self and becom whole again.

The many voices I refer to in these articles represent a nervous breakdown after reading The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. The world came crashing in with the family and I was abused my position of being a single man without a job and who was failing on life’s terms espousing wise words but looking like Garbar Singh from Sholay.

What is the difference between the energy of Krishna and The Holy Ghost. It is to be borne in mind that this question is asked on England’s shores where the Holy Ghost has had a relationship with citizens for a very long time and ISKCON has only been here since the 1960s in the UK.

J Krishnamurti died asking the question: What is creation?

If the phones become lightsabers and connect concentrated energy that channel information from satellites that would explain the astronomical cost of them and the variety of them knocking about. Religious men would be able to use them and better connect people for judicial conversation and political and royalty members could better spread their energy fields across the land, with international guests available at most times.

Why can’t Indian live like Hollywood stars in the UK and own vast estates and prop up the property market instead?

Why don’t UK newspapers write about Hindus? Is it because it is too hard for them?

25/05/26

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My mum had a hysterectomy in the 1990s. She later found out that she did not have to have it. I remember my father coming back from India to look after her.

Is Jones Day a Christian law firm? What was Gouldens? What religion is the College/ University of Law? Has Oxford gotten complacent with Christchurch and Corpus Christi and Jesus College? What has the internet done to the dominance of Oxford and Cambridge and can other nations compete for knowledge with them and end London’s dominance and Victorian society over the world and the imagination?

I’m not a corporate shareholder. This affects my role in time and makes me suffer as someone who rents a room in my mum’s house for £150 a month and makes me feel the long term effects of having smoked marijuana and feeling the pain of criminals and those who give in to sex life.

The Prophet Muhammed is wound up with me with Shantideva’s biblical life in the 700s and his made up role as a Boddhisattva and covering for Muhammed and the Messia with his prayer for salvation of all beings. Kuan Yin is tied to Shantideva and China is being asked to get involved with Islam – especially in Africa and to spare us the religion of Englishness as they get tired and try light working in the universities and give in to special powers and suffer for want of reading ability and explain where they get their money from.

My father shared with me openly after the divorce how much he missed my mother and how in love with her he was. He attempted to commit suicide because she was leaving him and slashed his wrists. I know because I saw the bandages on his wrists and walked in on them together; my father crying on my mother’s lap.

The Queen wants to research my father in relation to my own poetry and success and failure in life. His life from Jalandhar and travels to England and his influence on proceedings as living in this country for 20 years will be a game changer for studies and culture in the future.

My brother had eczema growing up and failed hi A-Levels because he was having panic attacks during exams. He was under too much pressure to uphold the family tradition and had been burdened by my parents to shiled me from the relatives during the divorce and act the part of a big brother – something he doe to this day.

Loving and living at home with one’s elderly mother is stressful and it is not easy being poor and not being to take her out and have lunch. She has always watched the pennies and I need to catch up with householder and start earning money and paying my way in the world.

My brother was an excellent Karate instructor and reached brown belt under Shukokai Black Belt and now tenth Dan Malcom Hudson. He had to give up the martial arts because Malcolm told him that having one leg shorter than the other could lead Ritesh being in a wheelchair when he was older. I studied Karate too and got up to green belt. I went down to orange belt because I missed too many lessons.

It’s all just change.

I had haemorrhoids from the age of 13 to 24. I went to hospital for an operation. My colon would protrude from my anus by about 2-3 inches when I went for a shit. After my operation they had gone but soon came back. I did not tell anyone and suffered poor bowel movements until I came back from India when my body was healed. It was punishment from Buddha for choosing a rebirth and not being able to pray to Him and sit in Lotus while affecting the Dalai Lama’s practice and negotiations with Tibet. Jehovah told me I was like Adam and then I fell from grace when I left Jones Day in 2003 and the woman I was living with Kate Warnock Smith who now works at Hull University. he said he punished all of mankind for my sin and haunted me for a decade afterwards.

Sexual lust seems so childish when viewed in hindsight and is tainted with sexual guilt on the way of the boddhisattva.

I left home at 17 to study at Oxford and came back i the holidays or went to my father’s flat in London. And when I left Oxford in 2000 I moved to London for two years. I still don’t feel like I have properly come back home. I spent the years 2010-2011 living in London. There is something about London and making it that has not settled in Birmingham. My mum has been at work ever since we were children in Birmingham and worked in London in the 2000s at the BBC. Ritesh has visited London but never studied or lived there. It must be like New York or Las Vegas and have a tie to people through the news as the capital of the UK that it frequently figures in my thoughs and stops me from settling down at home in Birmingham. My mum bought the house in the 2010s after going on a buy to rent scheme from the council since moving on in 1993. Every year she marks the date that we moved in and when our father stopped paying the rent on the old house and when bailiffs came and kicked us out of our family home in Rubery. We lived with a school friend for a week while the Council found us somewhere to live.

I saw The Never Ending Story a couple of years ago at the cinema. It was a retro showing of an old film – something that is quite a good idea for the cinema. I had seen it in my youth and enjoyed the adventure. Where did they get the special effects from and how was it made – these are documentaries that would have bolstered the imagination over time – not having stars pose on Facebook, Instagram and Tik Tok. It occurred to me when watching it just how far away Krishna Loka is from conventional reality and the everyday affairs of western men and women. The end scene when they show the princess trapped in her palace in the stars: What if she is dreaming of getting to Krishna Loka and needs a connection to the earth to establish her reality.

Presently I take Sertraline, Risperidone, Atvorstatin and Metformim medication. I am struggling to keep up with the western calendar and take it every day as I see China a lot and am thinking about the Tibetan calendar and am naturally linked to the Indian calendar with my tolerance of the treatment I am receiving as the Devi in the soul cages at the back of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who has been rebirthed an ordinary Rishi householder life in Birmingham UK and only speaks English.

22/05/26

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Krishna has warned me that my mother’s death will hit me like a thunderbolt and every now and then I get insight into what he means. The Hindus deal with woman as Maya and an illusion and have a whole sales patter to preach to the Pundit at the Temple about Mother and family dynamics with Arjuna spinning around the battlefield in Mahabharata and other Hindu stories. It is my hope to build a community that keeps in touch with me to guard against too much aloneness with Henry David Thoreau in Walden and helps me cope with growing old. The world of change is now really in the Now and the Buddha is a tough task master with so much at stake with putting Great China on show to compete with foreign markets and use social media so they can develop new technologies well and benefit from Sathya Sai Baba’s book which I sent them on the Golden Age to seek to solve old problems in new ways and find a space for the Dalai Lama to return there in years and ages to come.

This Blog is not an official government document. It is my private webpage for home use and to be added to as time goes by and then marketed in accordance with my personal resources as I work and earn a wage of £18K a year as an IT apprentice to fund my work as time goes by and I see things and have visions of the Chinese government and see them looking at the phone for phone prices and not spiritual enlightenment.

This morning I woke up with the memory of the devil tempting me into the world of corporate law and with one interview at Gouldens with Charters MacDonald Brown and Clare Deansley and then the merger with Jones Day mixing my life in London.

I grew up enamoured by the differences between loving someone and being or falling in love with them. I was ignorant about love and come from the split between my mother and father and I had distrust built and developed over time as I was continually heartbroken finding out that potential partners were not my mother and did not acquiesce to my needs as I wanted.

The secret to life is to find your class and station and then stick to that. Too much meditation floats in England and is influenced by America but what are you doing when you meditate and who are your role models and what are you learning about and where is this settling your distinctions of caste and creed? Mine is to go to work and to come home and pass the evening with some food and TV and spend time with my mother and brother at the weekends. it is also to play a social game of Township on my phone and build a village with crops and animals. It is not to aspire to world rule but to live in 6 Shilton Grove and release these article maybe years from now when I get around to marketing them on my laptop and I will have to email them to myself from my phone and then cut and paste them from my email on my laptop. it is like Emerson or Whitman or Thoreau – men more advanced in society than me but men content with their station of being a writer. Krishna told me to look within and see a graduate who is culturally condition and who does not have a mortgage and this soars into highs and lows with Ranvir Turner and other cousins in the Mohan and Turner family tribe as my mother’s brothers and sisters have conventional family’s that enjoy the world of material things and partake in social affairs as normal. That is what they grew to do and something I took part in within the wealth when I was student from the ages of 17-24 when I listened to Sting every day and spent money on CDs and books and had a Spartan wardrobe recycling the same clothes at social events and going out to keep up with the Jones’s and affront the Oxford social scene the best I could with the social skills I had at the time. That was my class. Not very high. Then it came time to have a nervous breakdown in 2002 and that is something that occurred again in 2013. Had Krishna not involved himself in my life God knows where I would have been.

What is the personality when the I AM is with the 10 commandments and the Prophecy of Jesus is at play?

How many chakras do I have because of past lives? Who or what am I responsible for as Krishna says: “Those that are wise grieve for neither the living or the dead.”

I am God. This phrase is located in the genitals and comes from the experience of ejaculation and power over another and control of the mind and needs to be broken for the Indian man to get control over his base chakra.

Apart from the works of Salman Rushdie all I know is Anita and Me. So I write biographical to clear myself of guilt in a Christian country with the account of blasphemy on my NHS record and a sketchy timelines of depression and poor mental health issues living in poverty with my brother since our father went back to India in the 2000s and sold his car and gave me the instalments as maintenance payments to supplement the loan I took out to fund my legal studies between 2000-2002.

I want the Chinese government to come and meet me in England so I can administer my work and deal with my past life karma and face the fact that the corporate life gave me a nervous breakdown and drove me to smoke marijuana and drugs.

Jehovah is measuring a Parish in Weoley Castle. He has erected two 5G towers to observe my habit on the internet and has comparisons with my early childhood with St Brigid’s Church from 1985-1989 with Ritesh being the first non-Roman Catholic that the Church admitted under Sister Marjorie due to an administrative error that granted him a place after my mother had it explained to her that her son was not the proper caste to study at the School and Church. I was back at St Brigid’s after I left Elim Church around 2024 until the Father told me that I would need to do a course to continue to receive Eucharist. I have written to him since then explaining my position. Krishna told me to give him a copy of the Bhagavad Gita and The Works of William Blake as He wants me to be like William Blake for Hindus. St Gabriel is the patron saint of telecommunication online so he can control media before “ether” was documented in ISKCON as one of Krishna’s creations and constituted parts of the human race and earthly world. Rameses II told me that Birmingham had been used to measure alien races intervening in a big way in London after EnlightenNext collapsed in 2012 and this measurement with distance and space is more up Ritesh’s street and things he likes to look at being so long posted to take care of Arcturus and Greek heritage with Scientology precision on the reactive and active minds to live as a monk devoted to Christ for his sexual abstinence who doubts Krishna’s efficacy for the modern age.

I used the Sound of Light by Dr Judy Satori in c.2012 to clear blockages in my chakras and attempt to build a 12 strand DNA body. I failed to keep to the timing of these transmission of words of energy and fell asleep with them on one night and must have absorbed hundreds of transmissions. Jehovah told me it was the Sound of Satan and that there was a massive exorcism of me going on and showed me how to reach 60 dimensions to rival William Blake for the Marriage of Heaven and Hell and now to tell me to calm down as I have grounded my writings and Ritesh at St Brigid’s Roman Catholic Church for me to upload these articles to my WordPress site and advertise my poetry to academics to study and mental health academics too.

I find it illuminating about British racism and the lies of healthcare in the NHS that I spent 22 years waiting for the NHS to help me after India and was hospitalised 4 times while Russell Brand made people laugh and chanted Hare Krishna and the police sat back and watched his sexist jokes and racist routine.

What is a laptop and how does it control time and space? What is the internet and how can world governments lie about fibre optic cables all over the world and under the sea? These type of miracles are the stuff of Egyptian pyramids and need to be gotten a hold of so the world’s imagination is protected and working life is secured by good TV and social media? How does the TV broadcast and what is the science of telegraph poles in ancient America with the Native American Indians there? Is there a return to ancient ways with the golden age or is man speeding ahead with nuclear technology and politicians blocking up the TV and internet with their faces and policies?

It is telling that a distant relative called Omkar Nath Channa visited me in the 2000s when I was suffering from religious stress due to prophecies from India about my imminent success and birth chart: That nobody else from the 12 brothers and sister had been to see me or enquire about my well being. None of the cousins called and it is of not that Channan had written a book called the role of the Court Interpreter. I needed an interpreter to understand the distressing ways of the extended family as they held me in disdain for only speaking English. Dipak Mohan, social worker, was out building his little empire and did not respect our family’s space to help us with the phone calls from India.

The poet William Blake wrote that “Energy is eternal delight” and even fancied he was writing with prophets in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. My list of original religious and spiritual names and experiences owes its courage to William Blake to express myself with honesty and candour and expect to be ridiculed for it – especially after the threat and fear of Drs and Nurses claiming a relapse and more irrational and unwarranted and unexamined medication. They really are pill pushers and one imagines if this was some years back I would have been subjected to ECT. The energy in question with my religious experiences is Krishna’s energy which also belongs to Allah, Jehovah and Buddha and then there is also Qi and Reiki which I have experience of too with the Dao balancing things and waking me up early in the morning too.

I don’t think I have ever really enjoyed a happy day in England since my teenage years. There was one girlfriend I got off with when I was 17 and I recall feeling happy the day after but that was short lived. The Drs have nailed happiness to the cross and the local GP knows nothing about me other than my reticence to take medication because nobody talks to me properly and they keep their police work to themselves. They too are snobs because I don’t speak Hindi and have never mentioned military detail or religious work in all the years I have been living in Weoley Castle since 1993. They just stupify the mind to behave like a graduate and be normal and don’t know the strain this puts on my life – it is a sign of a poor intellectual and economic class indeed to not be able to talk about spiritual experiences with Drs and Consultants who are more concerned with how much money they can make and spend quickly.

Buddha stopped by in 2013 to show me what a demon looks like and how far some souls have to travel before they reach enlightenment. It would have been so much easier if I could have just told my Drs that I am searching for spiritual enlightenment ansd not take medication with no discussion of my racial predicament. Krishna bought a lot of demons to haunt me that year and said they went so far as to examine me medically as to cope with my mother’s funeral. Vishnu charged me with suffering for not being independent and this is something I am working on with getting into an IT career to stabilise my normal and ordinary waking activities to please the Drs and Nurses and to fulfil my requirements under the Mental Health Act 1983.

Notably I have not gone bankrupt and can hold the position of Director of a Company as can Ritesh and my mother in spite of years of suffering in Weoley Castle where our Parish with St Gabriel’s is starting to make sense.

I have £8000 on credit in my Barclays account and have set up an ISA. This equates to 80,000 rupees. My grandfather once gace me 40,000 rupees to spend over my summer holiday in 2000 when I visited my father in Jalandhar for five weeks. I spent about 15,000 rupees and returned the rest back to him.

Seeing the Golden Light or Krishna’s energy move as I write on the iPhone or think about writing while I sit at my desk at work is quite a surreal activity. It looks like I am doing things as a Healer and had the effect of astrally travelling to see people.

I suffer from the Imposter Syndrome and have discussed this with AI to bring it to the surface so it stops me worrying about being found out especially at work. It affects me in my stomach and chest and suffers me to experience pain and anxiety as I fear being found out as a Healer. I recall watching the TV show Merlin and how such castes are shunned by society and attacked – this is something I have experienced with the NHS and something my mother knew to be very hard with me about as I sauntered around as a high school graduate with an Oxford degree while my brother sat at home and meditated and practised his own religion and never went to university or saw London and Oxford life like I do. He is born and bred in Birmingham and travels by his at the age of 52.

Getting some direction: Now that I have set the goal in my life of emulating William Blake I find that I am resolved to better brain frequencies and can breathe a bit better. Many years ago I was visited by the spirit of Shakesepeare and I have seen him again recently towering down a chronology of literature that suits me and steers me away from the Hindu guru I have faced since I was very young with setting such as Oxford and London to challenge my own brand of spirituality and materialism surfing the waves of samsara to see if I could make sense of this things called God. Last night I was tossing and turning for four hours with the Word of God and Dao seemed to be triumphant again to warn me of the Dalai Lama and great men who stand on other people’s shoulders to be even greate in times of war and distress.

My mother has come through a lot more peaceful and happier to enjoy her old age without too much religious stuff going on and better resolved to know her sons childhood reading habits will be out to the workers via the internet and off to the academics to study and make popular. My brother can rest knowing I have some direction to use my time out of work once I have completed my apprenticeship in IT to good use and the struggle against evil and the spectre of Guru is won. It’s like Lord of the Rings – it is a darkness that blights my English speaking life and shuts me out of Hindu circles but it will come back again I’m sure to test the waters the farther I progress into society. It occurred to me I am not a great doer and man of action so staying at home and writing letters and using email to market myself after I have completed my webpage and used Krishna’s energy on the phone and the laptop means I have something to do and some direction on the voices and screams I hear of pain in the cosmos like Avalokitesvara: He who hears the cries of the world.

20/05/2026

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The medical report when I was in the Tazetta Suite between October 25th to January 1st stated that I was experiencing Bipolar Disorder because I thought I was a Hindu incarnation of God and was experiencing Psychosis, Schizophrenia, Racy Thoughts and Delusions of Grandeur. I never had a chat at the time or since then with anyone about these things until I booked some Counselling in St Martin’s Church in 2025 where I was discharged because the Counsellor Kerry thought I was doing brilliantly. I was referred to St Martins from Creative Support and the only thing I received from the NHS was a referral to the course Mood on Track which was pretty crap and just some people doing admin and not really showing expertise in Bipolar Disorder. Saying a person “thinks they are a God” is a pretty general phrase to be in charge of. It could mean so many things and just be religious postulating itself and wondering about life the universe and everything as an Oxford graduate is prone to do – especially one born into such a philosophical household where such questions are normal and run of the mill. The referral to the Shaw Trust was useful if a bit late in 2025 and from that place I got the job at Atos by getting off my backside and out of the Psychiatrists armchair where he actually said: “You could charge £20 and fill Wembley Stadium” as a reference to India. Guru has swept the building and Indian TV so subject to these minds that saw Rishi Sunak come and go and British Asian culture not get any better except for those who socialise and plan the next big Indian wedding.

I would say I have practised Ashtanga Yoga on and off with Robin Arora of Harborne and Arora Yogi online for about a year. I started in 2008-2009 and then tried again in 2012. I could complete my Primary Series 1. My brother tried Ashtanga Yoga but found Robin Arora rude and disgusting because of his drink and drugs and sex life. My mum practiced learn at home Yoga while at work in the 2000s with the book on Yoga by Vimla Lalvani. I practiced Iyengar Yoga with actor Paul ready in Maida Vale at the Iyengar Yoga Institute there between 2000-2002 under Judy Lynn and Maitreyavira Marco Connovo.

The NHS never talked to me about poetry or novel writing or my work on Amazon. They mentioned it three times in passing and said that poetry was about “higher thinking”. This is racism at its worst and I have lost a number of years and embarassed my family name as a result of covert operatives spying on my home in a dead culture of Mi5 not being discoverable in social culture and suffering COVID as a potential Act of God as I look for insurance for my life and role as a Healer and to be safegaurded as a writer with my imagination with how close myself and mum and my brother have been since moving to 6 Shilton Grove in 1993 and since our father left our home and there was a divorce in 1988 and he moved to London and caused us quite a bit of stress.

I have performed the Vedic/ Hindu sacred ritual Tarpanum for my ancestors twice. I learned about this from Dr Pillai online in the 2000s where he said the absence of the ritual Tarpanum can cause servers psychological problems which I see healing as a Krishna’s many forms integrate as one energy within my psyche and help me leave a map for others to follow and let the Americans find out what went wrong with their psychics and spiritual mediums after they hekd a referendum of their own with a new Reformation and a split with Rome after Doreen Virtue left the spiritual life and all her angel working behind and went back to the Bible and Christianity and America faced the aftermath of Sathya Sai Baba’s kingdom and His promise to usher in a new age of money management and help me out of the doldrums in life.

The mental health incarceration stressed me out a lot and I had a lot to deal with with my failed Masters attempt in English ni 2010 and overcoming another romantic setback in the search for love on this cold rationalistic and scientific world. The Police came to see me a few times and questioned my state of mind but never brought with them any intelligence about my spy work and just took the fruits of it. I assume they were waiting for me to calm down and acclimatise to my mum who they recognised from conventional reality to be of working life and would have a duty of care over our home to safeguard normal family relations in spite of my spirituality and whatever Ritesh sees in light of Indian movements following my public life online during 20172-2024.

Tibetan and Chinese people would have struggled with the pace at which I wrote and talked to understand me and would have seen me send the Dalai Lama codes for the Self or as he sees it The Condition of human literature that women especially find most interesting. I had a visit from a policeman who pulled me over for vandalism at Birmingham Cathedral around 2020 when the earth was experiencing major shifts in perpetuity with New Age healers coming out of the woodwork from 2012 conspiracies and Christian prophecies. He said to me telepathically that he would have to think I wanted to be like the Dalai Lama since I was young for what was in store.

I have walked past police outside the Hyatt with armed machine guns that looked fake around 2017 when I was using my phone in a way that Jehovah said caused him to send me to the NHS for some psychiatry and to modernise me and to perform ALIEN OBSERVATIONS of me too. What about my family and how old is my mum going to live and what about the Golden Age of all these rich people in Hindustan and how young my mum is through her own beliefs and effort as she goes into a mental hospital of her own to meditate for ten days in silence at the Gloucester Dippa Dharma retreat on her own at the age of 73.

On her 10 day meditation retreat my mum will get the chance to experience something of what Ritesh goes through as he has been sitting in his chair at home before his computer since the 1990s watching us all come and go and especially me as we both went to the same school and left with the same weight of the world on us to experience Grammar School success. Something Sudesh Cole ripped the piss out of us for as she worked as a Researcher at Birmingham University and presided over our home with karmic consequences only Rama can solve at Shree Geeta Bhawan where she shuts us out and causes a diplomatic stir with Dharam Dutt not hiring a replacement for the Gujarat pundit who passed away and tending to all the devotees at that temple himself. The Church of England is in contact with the Hindu Council UK who will be well aware of mine and Ritesh’s issues as young British Asians from the 1980s and 1990s that the Millennials have caused to be wiped due to weapons of mass destruction and ignorance in the hand of powerful men and the women whose touch and sex life they crave. Goddess Kuan Yin has said she will be accompanying mum there to the retreat and she has the money in store for me with Jehovah at some point later in time.

The illusion of a Hindu man who is detached from life and whom nothing affects is detrimental to good community relations as western forces are facing and army of Hindus mobilised bu social media who fight in astral and spiritual realms designed by the Gunas described in the Bhagavad Gita. Theirs is a mysterious movement around the earth and from place to place that has been called nomadic due to immigration and the spreading of the Indian diaspora throughout the world. This was marked by social and political forces and driven by a desire to accumulate material wealth – something the relatives and Mohans, Coles, Sharmas, Bablas and Turners hold against me for walking away from the solicitors path and then holding me out as a blasphemous man who did not speak Hindi and does not follow Hindi customs and family laws – or cannot afford to. My social skills are not up to scratch and I live in veritable silence alone at home with my quiet and invisible brother and mother on her retirement. We don’t have any guests around for tea or dinner even though my mum is quite the hostess and an excellent chef.

Ritesh has climbed out of his depression to spend time with us more in the last 5 to 10 years after not feeling like much of the family and has taken an interest in the family and has taken an interest in the family budget and the kitchen to help out with cooking while living on a shoe string budget on welfare. None of the family thought to ask him how he was doing and kept up their hindu ways of changing and praying while speaking badly about him when he had to live with Kamlesh Turner after leaving The Church of Scientology and our mum was calling Christians to get us permanently excluded from the organisation. Ritesh was humiliated to work in an off licence and live with the drinking and football fan and Bhangra star Ranvir Turner while his younger sister Seema Turner looked on and named and shamed Ritesh for not fitting in with normal family dynamics. Our father was disappointed to see him sleeping on the floor on being treated like a dog who just had to pass the time while fearing for his salvation and spiritual enlightenment – something I hope he finds easier day by day and the more mum loosens her hold on the past.

Sudesh Cole has had a habit of writing letters to family members and others that documents and charts our family’s growth since immigrating t this country from Africa. These articles are my attempt to reclaim mine and Ritesh’s heritage and give our own account as sons as my mother still connects to her twelve brothers and sisters and is disappointed in the way the younger generation is turning out. They are all clothes and show and partying and drinking and football and Bhangra and music and leave little time for issues of consciousness or Spirit and have likely insulted Jesus or laughed at Him in comparison to the Hinu pantheon to still be held out as authority over my own voice for issues of mental health and being able to conduct oneself in alignment with the Bhagavad Gita and in accordance with conventional reality and normal life under the Mental Health Act 1983.

These are mental health records in the NHS that were diagnosed by staff in relation to the trauma of war that was not about soldiers in uniform. The Mental Health Act 1983 does not go far enough to protect these people reputation and people have suffered due to the religious constriction by the Church of England that all war be seen as an act of evil unless just cause can be proven and considered in line with God’s will and the holocaust. How can God let such things as war occur like the Holocaust if He is a just and kind God. Such questioning does not update to consider the crusades in the Middle East by John Major and Tony Blair and does not allow the Vietnam War into play or other wars throughout Africa and Asia to update the general policy. There were probably only enough NHS resources to save soldiers and other people like myself suffered until some other movement other than the NHS came along and saved them instead. It is clearly a policy of the UK to allow space for the NHS to save people with a multidisciplinary approach to relative healthcare and to let the Church of England play its part as it is doing now after I spent a year at Elim Church between 2022-2024 (Ritesh did not come and mum told me she is not a Christian – she came along to Carol Service but was racially affronted by the head priest there who did not like her answer England as to “Where are you from?” and now go to St Gabriel’s where I have been baptised in April 2026. My intention is to avoid sin and take part in Christian worship as an old soul paying his respects to Jesus and aligning with his modern movement of Christianity and to strengthen my faith. It is also on account of rebelliousness that I am joining a Church and the wayward youth I experienced with drink and drugs and socialising excessively – members at ISKCON would not be allowed the insight into celebrity glamour I bring to the table and in His own words Krishna called me a fashionista and warned me against being a teacher of His religion by the time I am 60. Shiva asked for me to be a Healer and this accounts for mystical experiences and helps me get along with my brother better for the bullying and racial harassment we went through as a result of EnlightenNext’s dissolution and the politics of form at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple with my previous life behind glass in the former years as a Devi and someone beholden to Durga for grace and opportune forgiveness from sins that Venkatshwara performs on Sunday mornings there. I had booked up to spend £1000 on a Sunday morning slot and have my sins washed away but it got too stressful being around people who don’t treat me well because all I speak is English.

It is of note that The Royal Family are two hours away by car and 100 miles from Birmingham to London – all the written work I have done since 2017 and I won’t hear from them or any MP due to racism as the Americans chaperone our nation on after COVID and Brexit and President Donald Trump pits his wits against those who say he has mental health problems.

Prince George aligned after 2012 robust Prince Harry from England and remain one of three Kings or Kings in waiting in the UK. The Royal Family was streamlined for resources and has been taking a lot of resources since COVID around which time they set up a social media channel. This outlet will help Prince George get some space from Prince Harry’s media musings and prepare himself for his older years when he gets to direct his own education and tastes to become the future King of England. He is schooled by his father Prince William who has experienced growing up in public and under the media spotlight so he will be guided well into the future and does not face the debris of the Iraq war or Afghan war and the retaliation of those states to capitalise o the downfall of Mind Body Spirit markets and mysticism.

19/05/2026

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If I said or wrote I want to be a millionaire the modern Mind Body Spirit tradition would have Rhonda Byrne speak up in the Spirit of aligning with cosmic values to manifest one’s goals and dreams and set about having a millionaire’s lifestyle. Maybe I have done this with my writing and with medical record. The Lord Buddha informed me that the work I had done after 2012 and to alert state authorities to the tragedy of Tibet and how it was being stolen from by racists in the West who decided to mainstream Mind Body Spirit books and assert the Church of England at Shree Geeta Bhawan with context of my writings about EnlightenNext: but in the past this would have just been Alchemy and chasing fools gold under Monarchs who possess secret knowledge they keep from the people such as myself. We are entitled to one house – the one my mother owns and social media will be held to engage me in alchemy to seek the world to lose my soul safely so that I am exorcised of evil and the devil and can believe in Ben Johnson from the Renaissance and his book The Alchemist to leave the secrets of Kingdoms and fashions of Krishna and Govardhana Hill to Hanuman to guard as my mum recites Hanuman Chalisa night and day and plays it every night in my room to keep me safe from evil and harma and to stay safe mentally now that I have past the worst of the NHS treatments that are still ongoing with my sessions at Creative Support in Northfield where I see a Care Coordinator every few months to chart my progress since first going there in 2022 – something again my mum suggested in do after talking to her.

The MAC cafe about not feeling good about myself and life. My brother Ritesh has sought help from sources such as counselling in time but had not gone to Creative Support in a long time since the 1990s when he lived in Aston.

When I awakened in 2013 I could not assign a Creator to my life. In time I have learned that I was created by Zeus and he has space for the unknown when I have lived other lives out of his care.

Krishna said he could see the Son of God in me after my encounter with EnlightenNext in 2010 in central London.

Yahweh shared with me some insight around 2012 that energy replaces the murtis and mirrors of the Hindu and Buddhist statutes and that the Christians have already been through this stage of growth in their lineage with St Gabriel at St Gabriel’s Church avowing all that we have been through in our house as a family of three since 1993 and how our energies are different from the family home of marriage and conventional life in Rubery before that. I turned our home into a Temple at Parvati at Her request and saw some miracles from her after I started writing and after I had been to a mental hospital: just look at the Hindus in the Kumbh Mela and the things yogis go through for Ritesh’s level of attainment away from reading the Bible and studying the Logos from a position of Christ Consciousness and waiting for me to catch up since the 1990s and when Oxford stole my soul. ISKCON is immature and is being researched by people in Universities who have the grace of the Holy Spirit as well as other gods and goddesses to thank that they don’t have a nervous breakdown like Arjuna to be passive aggressive in psychology as British Asians awaiting the return of Krishna in some conversations and prayers so they too can align astrological with Aquarius and plan for the future.

The damaging consequences of too much English writing is that Egalitarianism is run amok and the journalism of myself is running up against competition to be equal in all regards. ‘Other people should be able to realise what you have done’ comes up a lot in spite of my suffering. There is the great chair sitting at ISKCON in Birmingham for a great Guru to sit down and advise on children’s lives and matters of sexual discourse that I have to disclose I have been wrestling with as the Guru online has come to me and influenced my life. This matter is for the police to look at and see the consequences of the Dalai Lama passing away and leaving an online vacuum for evil to fill and for gossip to take over when actual intentions were there and special plans for expansion and growth.

Benefits forms need to enquire if patients have been suffering from religious experiences. Then the patient will have something to talk about at their review meetings instead of hiding and keeping silent. This leaves the door open to people pranking the benefit system but a clever enough form asking for details about those experiences with the divine that have been reported. Because until there is religion at the bottom of society – however crass and offensive to aristocrats and upper class living standards – there will be no religion at the top and England does not make sense and the Americans have had to take over via BBC News and seek to provide some form for control.

Journalists worldwide and other people have been stealing ISKCON’s energy to produce propaganda and change the world. This is mor evident in the UK where Donald Trump is visible as the controller of our cuntry being on the BBC more than politicians and the monarch King Charles who appears in photo form on some blog sites but does not direct the flow of the country and address the nation regularly – leaving a black hole for his son Prince William to fill with potentially 20-30 years out in the open and hostage to world media to then sit down as King after having posed as a normal person. The health implications of this are huge and the NHS has caused a backlog in court cases being actioned as the country struggle to work as the newspapers are blanket banned from writing on the monarchy.

‘Do you think you speak to the Monarch or Politician when you write?’ The question could be posed to writers and journalists alike to gain a better understanding of the mind being a channel (and a busy one at that) or conduit between oneself and other forces to better elicit the nature of change that quantum physics is proving exists in America with the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know? It could set up a safer field for journalism to voice itself and the self of a journalist could be better understood with writers to belong to England’s country and stop polluting overseas nations. This would fall in line with Yogic practices and deal with the ignorance in the mental health fields who have not thought to ask of journalists how they feel about such matters and the large effect on the British landscape mental health is going to have as it stays away from Monarchs and Politicians due to political correctness and grace.

Jesus said it is better to save one’s soul than gain the world and writing on my phone is helping me to do this. Since 2017 I have been writing online and by and large have considered it a public matter like American businessmen and politicians dumping tea in the ocean because they have too much stock and want to influence politics. Jesus called me wealthy in spite of being financially poor and since 2017 I can see what he means as I write to dump my knowledge of world affairs and spiritual matters with religious implications into easily accessible channels for spies to access and to change things ahead of me actually going live when I start to publish my articles on my poetry webpage.

I had a vision of my work being studied when I was writing books on Amazon Books which I mailed to China and which Buddha said made £400 Trillion. It was one of my works being studied while I was alive and of universities being concurrent with the modern time and being asked to update themselves with spy records and to study biography with all access to technology as it exists today. This would have far reaching consequences with journalism and with the right to request telephone conversations to better understand one’s subject. Biographies are a habit of the West and weigh in political discussions and the choices and decisions that world leaders make and they rely on academics and journalists to cooperate with police and security and intelligence forces to supply the best possible data upstream so the lower classes get value from their taxes and the taxes they can’t pay with decent living standards in their home and access to salvation. These routes take into account complex interconnected ways and benefit from idealism such as mine about such vast sums of money educating the blogosphere and helping Krishna to create the internet so it is better used by resources as time goes by.

You would have thought that leaders in academic fields would have visited ISKCON to get over their racism when visiting India and learn the meditation there and get over their anti-religious banter and laments about how not fun Christianity was in its youth. Instead they signed the country over to Professor Richard Dawkins who wiped the bookshelves clean of mysteries and mysticism and has killed our nations journalism and TV for some sort of national vendetta that nobody can quite place because the politicians and monarchs were not there to give a head to the debate on ideas that Professor Dawkins and other academics hosted in the name of atheism. These routes take their own course in time and suffering from them at the bottom of society as myself and Ritesh do never having really worked and being of low means to join with our mother in her retirement with little money from her pension to afford grand gestures and handsome living – all that remains is for me to play host to my imagination that one day I will publish these articles on my poetry webpages and the images of people will meet with people I email my blog to provide and actual effect on readers rather than the imagined one I am having with spies monitoring mobile phones and blogs throughout the world. They have been informed of my past lives and monitored phone calls from India about my religious status so let’s leave it at that.

Scientologists make room for Matter Energy Space and Time in their religion and work to gain more knowledge and control over these areas of life to increase their level of communication with the varying levels of the self around them and the world and universe at large. This is like the Buddhist meditation which gradually expands and includes others with oneself and expands to include Space and Time themselves as particles of the universe to join in the quantum soup. I hope to expand Time and Space with Krishna’s majesty and grace and provide more room for journalists and writers to look at the field differently and create more and be more relaxed to efficiently serve the needs of community organising that Barack Obama left behind and that ordinary hard working MPs take into account as a matter of normal life all the time.

Article 11/11/2025

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That spiritual teacher in me is the devil from Sai Baba’s Banyan Tree barking at people and telling them what to do and who to be as opposed to seeing them as human characters developing their own way of thinking in relation to what I have in my field in the first place and what I have to say.

The reality that he said you cannot have a Hindu incarnation of God in this country due to the House of Lords is something that spoke true when the U.K. filmed Secret Swami and exposed his corruption. Theirs is an economy based on science and reason and due process where they are done with the problem of Revelation which I have uncovered and need to submit to God for medical testing to ensure that I am rational and sane.

To say that I am God is to open up the whole curriculum of U.K. universities and this is angering to the English Law Lord and stresses him out and puts him ill at ease with his good food for lunch and dinner – which is to go to show that ISKCON is young and immature in its growth and development and is troubling the Man too much with White Juhu from Sowtto Kinch showing the bartering that Apartheid born babies feel they have with the establishment for a racism beyond reason: And he can’t forgive himself for his role in their fate and has self loathing and guilty consciences.

And when English is all about communication the transferred reality of my object when I am writing is God all to quickly and this is a stressful endeavour to meet my audience as the Western Englishman too readily fair conflict and semantic realisation that is a quip away from his very educated gait and stance as someone well berated in the ways of his Royal Family and Parliament without the burden of globalised culture via Social Media in the hands of ethnic minority of my education and upbringing.

This creates space for a writer in 2015 and by 2017 I was updating his AI systems online to prepare a way for my consciousness to be examined in lightof the NHS designation of religion as a defining factor in my mental and physical illnesses and contagion in life. This spreading is like the Matrix film in the lucid dreaming realm and I struggle with the We-ness of this existence for th inferior status I hold by way of statistics and then ebb and flow to assert my superior self for want of actually dealing with the issue which is more widespread than I actually give the England I grew up in and learned this consciousness credit for.

It was the prophecy from the likes of Sai Baba that convoluted my consciousness and distanced myself from the Other and my Shadow to face my reality myself and be responsible for my basics and right livelihood no matter what this pulls in by way of culture and an obnoxious self that grew up on a diet of 80s films and culture and 90s internet and dot com boom or bust: This leads to the shit shut down of the Y2K phenomenon isolating and silencing me until I was ready to write in the past and am able to do so again.

Daily I prepare to talk to people. It is stressful and I am grateful. For the medical interference in my life – however this adds up the upheaval itself.

Seeing data travel not by my written word but by the OCI computing model is a revelation. It calms me down and soothes me to see how things work and for example seeing the vast amount of SEX that the internet is responsible for dealt with by Level 4 and Transport Layer and losing fear of being technical and not being understood by my audience or reader will go a long way to helping me communicate with other people and developing trust between myself and others and indeed beyond myself to see the work being done out of my hands and reach so that I can switch off. Layer 4 streams all the films and pornography and this is a cultural shift I am ready to educate myself about more and see the recent past in the light of and ease the burden on my imagination about what the big men and players in the world affairs actually deal with, just a little bit – rather than frowning on them and putting them down for social class issues and leaving my life at their footsteps and making the responsible for me totally: This had to happen with the medical crisis I went through and hopefully my writing will disclose some support for the educated state to reroute my blog to those who need it directly and indirectly by way of support and help in areas that people need it in life creative to my small world and the large effort things are for me to realise.

In the end Hare Krishna will win as having been instrumental in my life and that is what is needed from my effort to the world leaders more of and not the interference of data and information sharing via computer internet intelligence – this is a point already laboured by others and I see the role of a writer to interconnect things that he does not deal with directly or himself as speciuos and amoral for world leaders to detach from the outcome of writing and not view it as important – something I mistook in my search for God and the Logos rewarded me in kind with stressful lifestyle I need to get a hold of now and manage my life better with mum in charge of me at home and Ritesh also too. What will become of my voiceless father is not known to me in prayer which is all I can do as I rebuild like and look forward to the future. Yesterday I missed my counselling session and ended up making a journey in writing so hopefully that will bear fruit in the We.

I think that is what Prince William meant when he asked if We Could Do This: With “this” being the operative word – what the Americans do with Buddhist thought and Vedic scriptures. Their ability to translate the cinematic experience from a Christian background is considerably different to the UK which is more conservative and rooted in tradition of castles and colonies. The result is a dependence on AI that is weird at best and frightening at worst for its exponent of the Unknown and fear of the unknown is language that the mental disciplines in the US use a lot more than the UK whihch is reserved to talk at all let alone about the mind and its use in everyday contemporary reality while it continues to do business at great wealth in the corporate world – something that may annoy other neighbours for the youth movement in our country taking from the contemporary culture paid for by data transfers of the elder statesmen but not actually returned with income for the old stuffy ways of the west and their dependence on World War Two narratives while profiting from eastern conflict and warfare in the meantime.

Nobody knows their actual communications and travels with the east but their dependence on American culture typified by Donald Trump being on TV more than UK royals or MPs and the PM is about that phenomenon and the take over of UK culture allows the UK to inherit its allies enemies and roots such as China, The Middle East and China. The strain this places on the human brain and mind to concentrate is excruciating and not something the UK looks prepared for with the Royal Family and the UK politicians being lead by Nigel Farage and his take over of the media. The mind is all the while being tainted to be taken out of the present moment and the body and strained to take part in understanding things with a bit of information in a liberal education economy with strict rules of grammar and economics. The past is always referent as one is loathe to have been educated the way that one has turned out to be inferior to the TV stars and those that puppet Christian England today. Though one slows downs and looks around the corner at Islam and the history of the Crusades one is thankful for the difference and the stress that protects us from our Islamic oppressors and what is a benighted religion when translated into English – far from Christian reason and temperance and the evolution of culture throughout the ages.

It was American battlements as Christians that caused our country to be flooded with immigrants as other nationos wanted assurances that they would not get left behind if the Americans continued to battle Islam the way they did internationally and see the Other and racism with Oreientals as basically the same as Muslims from an ethnic point of view.

AI is changing the way we think at rapid and alarming rates and the past is being erased without memory and the imagination is being challenged to not exist for the realities of George Bush’s foreign policy expansionist warfare campaigns that dragged the UK into the mud with Iraq and Afghanistan instead of dialogue that would have benefitted the AI systems instead of relying on imagery and the use of the fear of the unknown and a lack of dialogue in the first place.

The Chinese establishment has not abandoned their roots while their young struggle for meaning with rhetoric mode of modern life. The American and English leaders however have abandoned Christianity and spent no time with their citizens to explain their affection for different cultures and now that is boring entrusted to Russell Brand and Ricky Gervais because Christianity is a complete entity and has been augmented and defined and classified so it is being left behind as not worthy and something that allows a Jew like Natalie Portman to rise up on prominence in spite of not realising that many films were in the country. What of Julia Roberts or Angelina Jolie or Michele Pfeiffer? How are their religiously obsolete in the face of Evolutionary tendencies seeking Ebola virus scares and investment in the modern age?

Gaming is another thing that is threatening the cultural imbalance as making the mind work too quickly and celebrating change when we have actually not travelled anywhere. It makes me miss my mother as I fear losing her to AI.

If you think you’re being spied on, you probably are.

They say that my generation was very noisy growing up and full of sounds and opinions compared to previous ones. How that has changed down the line is anybody’s guess for the amount of attention my generation received growing up in the 1980s and the golden era of American TV. This has fizzled out and the corset is backing fashion with a big budget production of Amadeus on satellite and Benedict Cumberbatch starring in the show. The role of mentor is clear and the millennials are taking up umbrage that they have been left out and ignored in the struggle for independence and information. Theirs is not a world so seduced by celebrities other than the sleep that prior generations let them be heir to: As my generation bought the football salaries and film star roles and fought back against western government and capitalism in balanced and imbalanced measure.

The generation at present has the environment to back itself with interdependence and connections around the world that the celebrities mockingly and lovingly in different degrees depending on who you are and what your background is dealing with. They also have the global cause of terrorism which was in its infancy as the PLO threatened Israel in the 1980s and 1990s while we were still in school and choosing what to make of Apartheid.

The good Lord had asked for me to write as a result of being born a child under Apartheid and this has been a dominating factor in how I was raised by school and authority. These articles will parts of essays that I will flesh out under his guidance that I take better care of myself as a struggling writer with an individual consciousness. That is all it is. The search for meaning came out of a fractured background and one in torment for many elders around me – look at my internal wrangling I am going through in my 40s and see the teachers around me at school quite capable of sensitivity towards a British Asian of Indian descent – and for that balance to escape my passion which dominated my life as I searched for a place in the world of work where couples are dominant and married life is the normality.

With the apprenticeship looking I feel more confident that I will be possessing the tools required of me a single man for life to be in a workplace and to fit in and around the affairs of others with the role afforded to me of being a writer – as this will help keep me in check with their normal day to day gatherings and family/ friends and social life that I have forgone in the name of God and religious understanding. This is fine if managed correctly and just makes me like them as Mr Beech was at school – Reverend of Religious Studies while other staff and students worked around him and accepted him as he was.

I recall Martin Barlow and not really taking to him very well and he was eventually expelled from school and suffered an early death due to a car crash in Europe. Mr Beech chose to visit me and him on work experience and I wonder what he would have made of my racially divided self today – full of doubt and self worry about how I welcome other people into my field: I say proper people for they are in positions of authority and power and I am not. He would say I am doing great and to have faith in the Lord to provide for me and to step away from too much eastern effort and to embrace the England of our youth and write away to your hearts content until you finally get paid for what you do and then strike some bargain with some fellow or chap about what direction to go in.

It’s okay. And the spying is just ambition as a result of using the iPhone: it had started up again before you nipped it in the bud this morning with some meditation and prayer renouncing the fruits of your actions correctly and only being responsible for your local little self.

Writing is not an exorcism. It is not an exercise in responsibility’s role in your life of actually taking up charge with your heaviest behaviours and making changes in your life as to what you do and don’t so. It is signposting what you need to do and these signposts can overwhelm the mind to worry about medication needs and light working; but you’re doing fine and need to update your website for actual practical matters dealing with your life and to get out of the theory of signposts and into practice. Amen.

Article 29.04.2025

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What am I so sure is wrong with my poetry?

Confidence.

It’s you feeling bad about your life and painting everything as all in one in your poetry and seeing the poetry as existence itself again and blaming others for your work practice. Otherwise known as writer’s block and creative suffering and problems with your art workload.

Going to Church is a matter of confidence – not praying to get what you want or some religious practices that will help you in this matter. Church is for life and is interwoven with this confidence problem I am having seeing entering all jumbled up an Id interconnected which is a theme of my poetry so it leads to Amazon breakthroughs and that is why I don’t want to read the subject matter that caused me pain and suffering and get worried and anxious about it.

What is experience meant to look like?

What is the experience of someone who asks this question?

It is one where he sees comparison and compares himself to others in his environment because the questioner is built upon that comparison. It is mechanics. It is doing this with AI and computing recognising the need for human sacrifices and examples to justify the use of the imagination which was also engaged in carnal lists of experience based on lust and sexual desire. It normalises and eases into the now

How do I edit my poems?

What is the goal in sitting down to edit poetry I have not read in years? Is my poetry about me as the writer and not the literary subject with a form and definite object of a structured piece of writing before him?

I wanted there to be something special about my way of perception so much, I hoarded books to show my regimented intellect. I traversed worry like a caressed blanket covering a swamp of understanding. I harboured guilt under a covering of masculinity for all to see.

It’s an online legal drama with the consciousness of social media since the 1990s informing the reader about the British Asian voice.

What is the question by which all others are answered? How is this forwarded by you ivory tower approach to the news?

It would seem that the NHS has been blackballed and COVID has passed and the news is none the wiser about conspiracy and religion. What was surely a divine retribution to judge our world leaders and exact revenge on humankind for their treatment of Spirit is behind us and it is business as usual at the top and the Americans are continuing where George Bush Jr left off – dominating the airwaves with war rhetoric and Donald Trump and declaring tariffs on all who pass its ways.

This leave the BBC to watch in awe as Nigel Farage steals his way to the next election after talks with the Trump empire to model the UK on America and Fox News to stall the ordinary man’s emotional growth and the multicultural views of our nation have been set off and do not reflect on our nationalised TV sets. GB News is on too much and the citizens of our country are televised in an effort to fill the TV so that adverts can make revenue for the big fat cats and the Royal Family can concoct some engagement for themselves with Environmentalism while Bloomberg News screams about AI.

Against this backdrop, I am reviewing my medical record and the statement “Rohan Rishi believes he is a Hindu incarnation of God.” When such is the business of the NHS and its staff with Drs and Nurses exploiting my education with a Hello How Are You Doing Approach to healthcare and no real situational discussion about religion and experience I am empirically aware that I am a Hindu incarnation of God and that all Hindus are one and have that burden to bear before the Yoga of our age.

Do I need scruples to discuss whether it is my belief that I am divine or not when the organisation was too busy and over stretched to see if I matter and leave me to my mother’s care and brother’s devoted love and attention: What would my father have said if he was in the country? It’s your opinion that makes the difference and if you don’t believe you are divine then what has the past 25 years been like since you left the safe cloisters of Oxford University? By all accounts London is not the same after COVID and the scene looks like a wreck for what you left behind in the Gunas in 2000-2002 and if that means I could fill Wembley Stadium like in Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s dirty mind when he made a joke in 2013 before diagnosing me with a dangerously overactive thyroid – it seems the UK will charge the invesitgation of subjectvity to the NHS for the rest of my life if I don’t take up arms against the sea of samsara and seize my own destiny to the degree that it manifests for me to do so.

An opportunity is opening up to do some work in IT and I am not loathe to learn about cybersecurity Monday to Friday and continue to update my blog during the weekends. It would give me and Ritesh some time to spend together now that I am doing Reiki and can feel some of the work that he has been through and ease the pressure off my mum of taking care of me and giving me my own independence. Guru Nanak mentioned to me that I should travel to the Mandirs when I am 60 and working would mean I am financially able to do so; but if I release my blog then I can depend on others less and have one centralised accounting of my status as intelligently designed by our Creator to carry the concerns or our age and the youth of tomorrow for what they will go through now that mental health has been unleashed and is waiting to affect the track of the human condition and to lead to the psychiatrists having more sway to influence the news and the worldviews of what is going on and what they believe is the assessment of humanity from their vantage point on th sidelines.

Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s remark about Wembley Stadium is a typical Drs quip about the Indian Gurus preaching online and did not do much to help our relationship and I have wandered homeless to cope with the impact that the Drs have had on my life. It has been very difficult for my mother to care for both me and my brother and to see my father as distant. I still see my father in my prayers every day.

These are things I can work on and to see that AI is affective and changing the way I am related to as a subject of the kingdom is to see that this is not one of ability but of experience and to record human life that has transpired since the 1980s and to not give in to the millennials use of the internet and the computer but to fight for my own standing and see my divinity stretching out before me as not something I proclaim but something that I am.

For four years I chanted Hare Krishna and then met the internet with 20 published books and saw for my own eyes the impact that Noam Chomsky had on the human race with his touting of Social Democracy when I volunteered with the Conservative Party for a year on Saturdays while attending Church on Sundays. Now that I am free of Amazon Books I can see it was worth £280 billion when I started and is now valued at £2.2 trillion to be free of those books and the recent past and the tensions that were placed in my body.

I was dealing with a mind I do not understand and warring with Maya and the NHS to protest myself beyond labels and diagnosis and name calling for a time they do not invest in me to turn into a fully functioning member of society – regardless of Scientology’s role in my life. Ritesh has written about himself as a an Ascended Master, Spiritual King and Intergalactic Christ on Facebook and has been on Facebook for many years and I can count on him to be there (?) as I rise above my mugginess and claim my right to be divine and transcend the NHS and state that Christian kindness calls me Bipolar to navigate Heaven and Hell as two extremes that I am prone to in any given day.

It is Christian Mind Science at play in the workplace that I must get to know and to rise out of the unconscious with the medication and tacit body agreement to experience obesity to take the shame out of my vanity and to see that I am suffering for a purpose and that purpose is the very divinity the NHS said I have – “Rohan Rishi is a Hindu incarnation of God. It just remains to see how he uses it and fills his time with his mum and brother to share this with the UK.

A worldwide blog process is a stressful project to estimate and I am at a loss for the imagination’s toll on my life to cope with so much suffering to see the lucid realm also in which a webpage exists and to work out what to do with one over time for my good self.