14/06/2026

September 4, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I’ve spent too many years at war with myself
Dr has told me it’s no good for my health
To search for perfection is all very well
But to look for heaven is to live here in hell.” – Sting Consider Me Gone

“Our so called leaders speak
With words they try to jail you
They subjugate the meek
But it’s the rhetoric of failure”- Sting and the Police, We Are Spirits in the Material World

“If God is dead and the actor plays his part
His words of fear will find their way to a place in your heart” – Sting, History Will Teach Us Nothing

Jesus never had a Bible. India believes in Jesus. It just doesn’t speak English like an American about him and have great legal chambers about humanism and classical values and texts from Rome and Greece attributed to the Bible and the words of Jesus Christ.

India does not need Americans to save it from pornography

America suffered a great blow from Ralph Waldo Emerson when he did not write about Jesus or the Bible

I have had some illustrious past lives – a Greek life which served as the inspiration for King Leonides in the film 300, and a Jacobite that looked like Erasmus as a woman in India capable of being called a Devi today. This lifetime will be low key as I will not be found on television and am not fodder for journalism to keep in time with them and the TV Stations. So those people caught channeling me and using my database can face their just comeuppance as the UK deals with a fraction of the mysticism that India deals with all the time and does not want colonial influences and advises on how to run its British interests as America loses its bases and interests abroad. One home is enough to deal with – what of these men with their women who think badly and try to run a whole nation. Has anyone seen the filth on NDTV? Where is this trying to go and what will become of it in a supply chain of behaviour and character?

Life is all about hearing voices as the mind is something Buddhists still try to understand. African American literature is very good at exploring these voices and layers their texts to give effect to evolution and spirituality and growth. In these voices the Smartphone is talking and should be read as having that influence in the mind as a battle goes underway to dominate it and run its voices with American celebrities joining with British Royal Family to star in social media videos with no quorum in Parliament to give them power to do so as Nigel Farage stars in GBNews and bought the next election a couple of years ago with friends in Fox News and CNN with more from 24 hour news and proof that British MPs hear voices and experience spiritual and religious organisations throughout the world as Africa fears Nollywood with clown evangelists shouting the devil out of them as they priase Jesus and make friends with Freud and the medical professions for more from conspiracies and less interference from Mind Body Spirit along the way.

I’m looking forward to Church on Sunday and an afternoon of helping out with local projects at Church on Saturday

I have nervousness turning up to Solihull College for my day of studying for my IT Apprenticeship than I did when I attended Oxford University. The brash energies of a twenty something youngster compare very differently to a 48 year old soul.

JD Vance referred to the Chinese as peasants publicly. The Americans are yobs who have led the British astray. Dr Shashi Tharoor starred in a famous broadcast on social media networks about the Indian Empire before the so-called Raj. This conspiracy will be wrapped up sooner rather than later as people remember how small England was to India’s only 300 million population and stop making up lies to fit in with American media moguls.

How much did John Pilger’s webpage cost?

YouTube evolved: Great Britain did not. How many people watch Have I got News For You on BBC One? It is of note that Johnathan Stewart held an interview with Ian Hislop on social media a couple of years ago. Why couldn’t we just get The Daily Show on British TV and not have to deal with elder British males ruining our lives with bad self esteem?

You never quite leave Oxford until some Fate intervenes and extracts your inner child from the place and the golden light that surrounds the place. I have been holding out for someone to rescue me in the realms from Oxford. This shows how little time I spent with people while I was there. Jehovah made me promise him I would never go back to Oxford or the staff there after what happened to me as a result of my degree in ‘English’. I am constantly unhappy because of my life as a student not amounting to success in my parents’ eyes and the problems I have caused my brother in the process. I don’t have my own car, house or marriage and had I have done I would have probably developed a horrible character from Oxford and been a romantic womaniser with stale views held in memory of the opposite sex and at some point in my life I would have lost my fortune.

This way I have spent every day with my brother and mother since 2002 apart from the brief times I was in London in 2003 and 2010-2011. We have love between us and this is enough.

In 2002 I told a Buddhist monk in a library near Delhi I was Maitreya. What was the status of Maitreya online that year and where was he documented in Asia? People have complained the world moves too fast and this was one of the 2012 phenomena. Seeing the movement of this Buddhist God would help gauge the world before and after social media was used aggressively to take ground.

Seeing that Oxford is not there for you anymore is quite liberating. I forgot about my mum while I was there and did not really explore my father’s social class. I ignored my brother and lost him as a connection as he did not want to have anything to do with me after I left Oxford to join him at the Birmingham Church of Scientology in 1997. This is not Meera Syal and Anita and Me and more than it is Salman Rusdhie’s inclusion of poetry in some of his novels. I am a seer and a sage, a Rishi from the Oxford dictionary thwarted by Rishi Sunak’s plans to be Prime Minister and leave me in the lurch since we knew each other at Oxford while I also knew Amal Clooney and Ben Wright of the BBC. How can all of my friends enjoy such lavish lifestyles while I struggle on less than minimum wage? Having an Oxford background roots you in biography and how the rich and elite pride themselves on telling the stories of lives they study and research. I hope to be one of them and include my family with me in this so imagine some excruciating process of cleansing I have had to go through, an initiation if you like to join such esteemed ranks from the humble background I am from with my family in Birmingham UK.

My spirit needs to be exorcised from the Midlands Arts Centre where I used to go when I was at school and have been back to with my mum a lot over recent years and since leaving the mental hospital. We have enjoyed independent cinema, albeit a bit pricey compared to the two for one we enjoy at Rubery Ominplex on Tuesdays. I am stuck back at the MAC with actor Paul Ready from the 1990s when he used to be in Stage Two drama school. He is now an actor in London and his wife is director of The Globe and I wish to be free of the bondage I have with being one day before me in birth on 25th October 1977. He has followed me from school and I was his healer and bridge to the other side and to transcendental thought and lifestyle until I broke down because I could not take the pressure anymore of being other people’s healers. Look how Amal Clooney turned out from the frail little girl I met in fresher’s week at Oxford. With Paul Ready there have been homosexual undertones and I have had insight in the past decade as to how a man like that uses someone from an ethnic minority background to further themselves in society and boast of a loving relationship while secretly harbouring homosexual thoughts and feelings. Jehovah has made me promise not to go back to my old friends groups.

I am frequently crowded by Sathya Sai Baba’s devotees from India and The Brahma Kumaris.

I am Po from Kung Fu Panda

Sometimes I am a Transformer relating to Krishna and Jesus. It makes sense that bits and parts of me are broken as I struggle to communicate with military resources. Other times I am Sam and a human conduit between this world and other things.

Is the internet a conduit for Indian thought?

Optimus Prime lost his temper in the Transformers film with the human race around 2012 and vowed to kill human beings. This was quite poignant moment in cinematic history.

Robert Fisk interviewed Osama Bin Laden in The Independent Newspaper. To compare this to the social media presence Bin Laden had gained since Obama took office after 9/11 to see the power journalists yield to create and distort reality.

Durga has told me she will end deforestation as a result of my work due to how much writing India will have saved.

You see the rewards of your efforts coming from Oxford and them judging you and evaluating your life. When I was a bit more deep into spiritual states I spoke with a God that explained that I was suffering because He wanted to include my family in the story of the Bible and write about them and that he wanted to vouch for Jehovah as having been in my house and on my land and having judged my family.

I took inspiration from the Fox TV Show 24 when I was an internet writer between 2013-2024 and imitated Jack Bauer the CTU agent. Rather than write directly I created ways of writing that penetrated deep into spy networks because like Jack Bauer I senses corruption at the top and within the ranks and could not trust anybody.

Does anything live after Oxford and Cambridge? The amount of writing and reading they do goes towards memory and desire and people become fabrications of the imagination within the self and dialogue seems to disappear as they quip and know the answer to everything. What they are doing to the internet and how they dominate it with a stranglehold on democracy and social media videos with the entrance age being 18 to university – something that has remained unchallenged by debate as the country calls for more from its graduates as they are too immature to handle the workplace, the academia, the culture and the household. Who is alive to tell the difference as Oxbridge and University life in general knocks the stuffing out of you and vessels little corporate empty shells to extract polling information from them and to run medicals wherever possible and make money for the inland revenue that supports HRH and still doesn’t have a constitutional explanation of who they are and what they do?

In the past we had Emerson and Thoreau. I ask myself honestly: Have I read anything through my university life and beyond and days at the College of Law which inspired me? No. That’s why I did drugs and smoked a lot of marijuana while reading J Krishnamurti searching for spiritual enlightenment – someone my Oxford son wiped away in one sentence about hellish states and biblical timing when I expressed my admiration about reading him in an email to him. It’s all just elaborate gibberish and that’s why the law courts are blocked up because their friends are the Drs who are too polite to comment on their reading habits and knowledge. That’s where atheism came from – from shit written in Oxford and Cambridge desks about life trying to emulate the Greeks but saturating the marketplace and burning down civilisation to make bad TV and art.

Xi Xin Ping is the Premier of China which has 1.3 billion people to govern. How does Queen Elizabeth compare as a ruler of one European country with the amount of time she spent with her citizens via TV and in public? What is left of her reign to adjudicate and control Christianity and who is King Charles in a similar light to parade Empire before the Hindus he seeks to know and classify and design intelligently? Where is his affection for British parliamentarians as he jokes with Donald Trump in the White House and Prince William sings on stage with Taylor Swift and Jon Bon Jovi? We have never had a trial like the Americans had in the 1960s for McCarthyism and there is no calling anyone in British Parliament or the Monarchy as they play with racist sentiments and call out the public’s loyalty with immigration sent into this country so it is easier for the whites to rule and divide and conquer.

Jesus had to put on signs so that the people were convinced of his identity.

The way things are going, the British will end up being forbidden to write about India.

Are Oxford or Cambridge researching the internet or social media?

Sometimes when you play The Matrix game you are not only Neo. Neo becomes one with the Matrix so he would also have been an agent or spy and had to take on the burden of being the sentinels in order to track them and feel their ether. So as I write I am not only hero but sometimes villain as my text crosses paths with the high and mighty who see themselves as liberating people from ignorance and downing their own expertise on life and their own subjective truth and reality.

If things carry on the way they are going in the UK, Prince George won’t be allowed to have any children because of his relationship with social media.

Did I really see Prince Harry twerk with a pregnant Meghan Markle? What happened to running with scissors and speaking of scissors where are the lesbians protesting their human right compared to the men who wan to be gay with LGBT and what happened to lesbian pornographers that did not deal with penetration and offend Christian conservative and liberal elite judges of human behaviour who have been relieved of their roles in life since the Bible has been confiscated from many proper people to read as Kings and Judges in the afterlife?

Experts have reported that 4 billion people watched Queen Elizabeth’s funeral. This is a lie and exaggeration and common example of the ruling classes taking things such as social media from the ordinary people to be just like them and just another example of business. Krishna does not account for royalty in the Bhagavad Gita caste system and Srila Prabhupada said that anyone who reads the Bhagavad Gita is automatically elevated to the status of Brahmana.

British medicine and the NHS is concerned with the violence of the British woman and with controlling her sexually at the hands of Drs who use telepathy and psychic powers to communicate with them and withhold evidence from British law courts due to racism and prejudice against Krishna. They live their anthropology and lists of cultures with ancient practices – this way they don’t have to practice any path and the country dwindles after COVID as Prince William phones his friends to prop up his future government.

After Sarah Palin was nominated as John McCain’s running mate against Barack Obama and Joe Biden, a Pornography vide was released from one of America’s elite pornographic stars called Nailin Palin.

How much pornography is on the internet and how do politicians rule the world while governing webpages and the public’s reading level?

How much travelling did Jesus do with people? None or very little. He certainly did not advocate tourism and was always informing his apostles how dangerous the world is to go about unguarded. Now that I am back at home and have been through so called mental health problems I see how risky my life was to be going to nightclubs since I was 15 through to the age of 24. Now I like going home in the evening and am in bed by 9 so that I can wake up and meditate and do some chanting of Hare Krishna. I look forward to writing when I get back even earlier after I start driving to work and save a couple of hours each day easy.

Royal Property is the benchmark of inflation. It is from that base that inflation occurs to keep tracking their assets to make sure they are covered and protected from the people. how much is Virgin Olive Oil in Aldi and what is my mother expected to suffer at the hands of Nigel Farage?

Life consists of a routine of going to work and the holidaying in the UK – not ascending to Angelic realms with Jesus or mastering Krishan consciousness. My mum took part in this world even though she meditated every day and was enlightened.

I am reminded of the movie Gremlins in the story of my own life and how abused and abusive I have been in the course of time. The Chinese man comes to take Gizmo away and chastises his owner that he let him watch American TV. This reminds me of my wayward youth and interest and hobby of Hollywood film which has come to an abrupt end after I saw the racists for what they are and how abusive they are sexually.

The Dalai Lama has asked for a three point plan when dealing with the Chinese government. In that he has asked for Tibetan culture to be protected and for the Tibetan environment to be safeguarded. He has asked for Tibetan autonomy and agrees to be placed under Chinese rule.

When asked about George Walker Bush, The Dalai Lama said he is my very good friend. When asked about Tony Blair he said “no comment”.

Aung San Syu Ki manifested out of St Hugh’s College Oxford and attended the college when it was an all girls college. Her fame dwindled as Theresa May came to power and the Guardian write her out of existence. She was Buddhist. My mum has read a couple of her books.

In the book The Secret Rhonda Byrne described how it is possible to manifest a cheque for a million pounds. Jehovah asked me to bear this in mind as I suffer torture in my home with my brother that the Royal Family and British Government together with the Church of England have been free to send me money for decades. They have also blocked others from sending me money too. In what other ways do they block manifestation as the Egyptians look on from The Pyramids and wonder what else my past lives could teach them. Rameses II explained that my tutor Professor Peter McDonald was a racist in his past life exploring archaeology and discovery to bias result in favour of the white race.

I want t undo all the evil Shakespeare has done in the last 400 years and spread the virtues of English literature with my own poems that don’t require pre-knowledge of the world of Charles Dickens and James Joyce. This will make my literature more well known in Asia and hopefully the Chinese and Indians will get together on researching it in their universities.

Hare Krishna will have to submit for medical testing in the UK. It’s not like American where they have been sued for brainwashing and being a cult. In the UK they will need to explain the changing process and attest to the lifetimes of devotees and how long it is possible to chant at length all life long. They can be differentiated from me for the amount of films I have watched and music I have listened to and the fact I don’t speak Hindi or Sanskrit. They can use my documents for their own purposes and assess how to move Krishna Consciousness forward in the UK without cult work while gaining some considerable fiscal distance from America and to not anger African gods and goddesses with their victimhood and set proper goals in the UK for Temple expansion and align with the tradition of yoga if you can call it that and deal with other temples properly. Half of the British population is doing Yoga these days while claiming to be monotheistic as they worship only Jesus if that dissent is possible. It is too late for Queen Elizabeth 2nd to rule beyond the grave – she used up all her karma in her lifetime and ISKCON are going to have to deal with the fact that she was not a fan of their work and challenged them with Christianity, something the Egyptians would like to do also. ISKCON is too young to be a world religion and had publishing issues back home in India as PM Narendra Modhi applauds them publicly for selling half a billion books. Their books have a long way to go to reach the mainstream in the UK and one has to wonder how Russell Brand got so close to the Dalai Lama after his filthy comedy and praise of all things Hare Krishna.

Who was Nigel Farage’s mum? Was she a racist and what kind of parent could engender the far right policies of this man? Come to think of it who was Tony Blair’s mum and where are the Psychiatrists on his grandeur wanting more work in Israel when he doesn’t read the Bible back home?

What shit are WordPress going through watching my blog get one or two likes for a poem? How much government is invested in spying on my work and what am I going to have to go through to become popular and deal with the snobs who become famous in the UK and don’t support the country’s growth like Pierce Brosnan or Daniel Day Lewis. Maybe King Charles should award himself a knighthood and stop it with cancer lies and comedy routine with Catherine bullshitting the US for the NHS as a leading force of depression and misery in the UK where all Africans go ignorant of our spiritual roots and Hindu uprising.

The Bible creates too much speech in the UK. There is not a reverent respect for silence and women talk too much as men pretend to listen and fashion sexist ways that the laws in the UK cannot change.

The Royal Family’s religious experiences go on English Literature and the exaltation and celebration of life contained in the world of great novelists and poets. It is not the Theologian who creates their world but the artists and they have betrayed them finally for the sake of medical lies about their health as the rest of the world looks on at their exposed law courts and questions royal immunity for the sake of diplomatic dialogues and a more fair exchange now that Jehovah has come to the country to iron out blasphemy from Stephen Fry and why once and for all he does not like homosexuals – because they lie about their sex lives and blame the Church for all societies ills.

Zeus has told me my judgement was Saltburn as the homosexuals Paul Ready and Ben Wright followed me from Oxford and adored the work I did until I had a nervous breakdown that dealt my family a deadly blow about the pressures in this birth of being a healer while the Dalai Lama remembers ancient vows with the Buddha we both swore together when meditating aeons ago. That is why Buddhists don’t like homosexuals. It is another MAN and he lies about his sexuality and personal life.

In the Daily Mail it is reported that 1 in 400 people are married in the UK

In the past castles were accepted accomodation for Royal Family because they needed a place to stay while businessmen bought them commerce. This Royal Family travels and does business themselves. The position of land law is not clear here with wills and probate not being scrutiny to mental health cleanly without royal advisors getting in the way and admiring Princess Kate’s wardrobe. The position of their land needs to examined with what it means to be a person with all the travelling they do and all the goods they receive as payment in kind on top of taxes and the revenues they generate from business they develop with others too. I was texted by Patrick Stewart many years ago when I was writing on social media and I wonder what businesses he is into and where he has visited as adverts for elaborate alarm systems dominate our police controlled and dominated TV.

William Blake’s dark satanic mills are akin to webpages for me as I seek to use my karma to become a succesful poet and spread knowledge and help people become enlightened spiritually.

What is Downing Street? What is its legal status and does the Prime Minister have to live there? With Westminster and the House of Lords there is no legal status for Downing Street in a law degree and it would be being used to move royal castles and estates and play mind games as Prince Andrew tries to find somewhere else new to live.

Imagine Shakespeare teaching the doctrine of health as Be Here Now in the UK with all the rich history all around us and in the fashion on the TV of the news presenters.

Peter Cooke and Dudley Moore’s BBC sketches never did amuse me very much. It’s just people talking at the end of the day and through peer pressure my mum was sidelined because she would not fit in wirh snobs and nor would Ritesh. How much healing have we three done in the course of our lives and why can’t we break in to success and have people verify having has experiences from us?

Barack Obama played around with his flag pin on his lapel and suffered contact that he was being anti- American by not wearing it. Obama responded that he wanted to investigate the rise of Anti American sentiments and continued to sport erratic fashion. We would do well to investigate the rise of anti-British sentiment in the UK and look to the blogs and social media as well as people painting flags on roundabouts and putting up flags on roudabouts and putting up flags as a sign of patriotism. I notice it rising in me as I let my writing get away with me and question King Charles from the gutter and the base: Unconscious cravings of mine for justice after having held on to love for so long with Agape and Eros in the face of the platonic love I learned about at school.

I can tell the White House is spying on me.

When I think that an old school friend Ben Wright from King Edwards Five Ways grew up to be a British spy and to work for the BBC it makes me wonder about the national narrative and how things really are as they are today and both Houses in Westminster and the Royal Family have a crisis in the making. They are not equipped to run the TV Stations and the graduates who left university are not skilled to represent their interests. Tucker Carlson has been seen on the UK TV propping up matters and Piers Morgan has had his own show on social media talking shit about Israel. This from a man who used to sell soft porn in the News of the World and now imagines Muslims who would attack him – how far can it go. No celebrities share their time with GBNews and Anne Diamond has been promoted to a news anchor from her time with TV AM in the 1990s. What is the agenda and what do they talk about and where is God in their language to represent the Royal Family and the Church of England who pays for it all? To talk incessantly without doubt and to raise one’s voice over others is sin and the country needs to see the Drs controlling the news agenda to medicate distress and disturbance and not desire people to be peaceful and rested in their homes. Ben Wright used to travel to India wirth his ethnic sex doll Dr Yasmin Khan – Indian Partition expert – and have a riot of a time at the exchange rate shopping away. Where is his insight on India and what do they do to the exchange rate and tax system there? Where is the failure? Where is his usefulness after 30 years work in central London to be like Tucker Carlson and represent the internationalism of the Royal Family. They travel all over the world and yet can only spew content about British immigrants from their TV. Where is the benefit of their international travel aside from the farce of British immigration that is now used to stoke up nationalistic fires and hatred.

What happened to General Perves Musharaf of Pakistan and his succes on CNN with Fareed Zakaria?

Nobody visits our house for lunch or dinner or tea. It is hard to maintain a sense of the ordinary reality.

I am a Boddhisattva and am reborn to amend the dharma and religion as needs be.

A modernist Mahabharata was filmed and screened on Indian TV around 2014 and featured an update on the old dramas previously screened on satellite TV.

They say that Jesus was poor. He was a God and was born in a stable and met by Kings who loaded him with money and he had a wealthy education with wealthy Jews.

Heaven is an extension of other realms and needs to be moved and rearranged.

British philosophy and writing will lead to madness and the laws of England will be betrothed to the Mental Health Act 1983 until the people level up with London and just start calling each other names. 1983 is a long time away to wait for niggers to insult you infront of your mum.

I finally see this afternoon why Chairman Mao did what he did. He was worried about racism from the West exploiting the monks field in Tibet.

Motherhood is like a cancer in the UK after Queen Elizabeth dies before the mirror of vanity and her smelly feminists and the religion of white girl who literally haunts the NHS on the edge of a nervous breakdown ready to blame the rest of the world for the chaos outside her night window and the far world of King Charles and Prince William they don’t understand. Dr Deepak Chopra has karma in this country with the Daily Mail and the Royal Family and has to fix these problems and use up religious people’s prayers and assets to provide companionship and love to the British household and not hide behind more book writing and his own illusory website with other American spiritual teachers and their passports to pleasure taking in the world on their holidays they have destroyed with environmental law. Why didn’t they just ask Sting for a blow job instead as we watch the pitiful display of King Charles pioneering environmental law with his groundbreaking speeches he hid from the British people that he now uses as his YouTube credit dried up and there isn’t so much for Prince William to do as he wanders lonely as The Cloud watching porn with mad British school children in skirts so short one can hear Queen Elizabeth 2nd cheer them on for another shag in school.

What did J Krishnamurti think of the Royal Family?

Tom Hanks is starring in a history Channel documentary on World War 2. This means the Church of England has signed up again for American evangelist theories about the problem of pain and the problem of evil and Adolf Hitler and the Holocaust. All they have is the juvenile question: How could God exists if something so horrible happened. They havent updated this theology in nearly a century and there has been no debate on the terrestrial TV channels about it while they prattle on about loving white Jews and the problem of anti-semitism. China would do well to pull out of Africa because of the religion of England and American going on there before they incur negative karma because of Islam and look really hard at the Israel equation and their population and learn to separate themselves from these weird economies that have special needs not military economies to enact old stories and listen to crap poetry.

That is not a Pharoah with Rameses II’s statues. It is an African God.

Writers are not powerful. The moment has already passed in their minds before they write something down.

I have experienced my past lives healing this life of recent. This has given birth to a fractured expression of my consciousness and a feeling of distance from everyday life. The periods of time away from home at Oxford and in London (1996-2000 and 2000-2002) have been processed internally respectively as times when I explored Christianity deeply and then moved on to yogic consciousness with J Krishnamurti. I then explored western spirituality from the point of view of eastern spirituality and bias in my home and with EnlightenNext from 2002 – now and am ready to put my feet on the ground and be here now. There has been darkness to clear in my political writing and rants and I have felt the proximity of Shiva the Destroyer healing my ignorance and Tamas Guna as my mother pulls me up on being too distant and removed from life and not happy. I cannot explain to her that at the age of 48 I feel thousands of years older than that and am dealing with huge blocks of energy to heal but the situation seems to have eased somewhat and the periods of my life appear clearer for me to see.

Mission Statement:

My job was to save EnlightenNext and contingent literature from destruction and to create a way for modern academics to access its content to gain an introduction into Greek thought. It was also to compress English literature and hundreds of and a thousand years of history into modern poetry that told the story of the development of Christianity for something for the modern age and the twenty first century after the media ages since my birth in the 1970s and 1980s. Finally I give expression to studying Theosophy and J Krishnamurti and experiencing bad mental health with the works of ISKCON and experiences with studying Yoga as oneness with God and higher states of experience in everyday life as a single man in his late 40s looking for money and wealth and an income to live well in England and within a western time frame.

This has led me to take on issues such as Free Tibet and modern racism and issues of multiculturalism and cultural displacement and seek to find a way to give expression to my humble beginnings in Birmingham and with my brother Ritesh and the divorce of my immigrant parents Parmod and Santosh Rishi and the diverse experiences of family network that caused alienation and separation from conventional reality as I only experience English and do not understand Hindi or Punjabi music or films. This led me to look to China to solve the problem of my consciousness and experience and see Colonialism as making India too busy a network for me to engage with their links to the Royal Family in London and the history of the British Empire in the past. As my experience involved spiritual enlightenment I have expanded to include Buddhism in China after the Western experiences of Enlightenment with EnlightenNext and the role of riches and wealth I have contacted since moving to London again in 2010 and trying to experience life there on my own terms and what I have undergone as a writer since 2013 using modern technology to create a network of interconnected voices that goes from the bottom to the top of society with world leader and governments reading my works and studying spirituality and higher religions that have come to earth and gone through American channels as they seek to break out and experience other cultures and civilisations after the Crusades were enacted between Christianity and Islam and India lies quiet in the background delving its muscles as a peaceful State and one that wants to help with the role of Jesus in Israel and the second coming of Christ with Vishnu’s role as the Dashavatara. Why can’t Jesus be an incarnation of Vishnu and ISKCON get some space for mystical experiences exploring domains of awareness while western leader deal with wealth differences and the world of appearance and reality I have been engaged in since being at school as a 16 year old.

14/06/26

September 4, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

The role of Guru in England is a lost cause. Powerful people are not willing to suffer memory and wait in line to remember a useful question. That is why Srila Prabhupada was bought Bhaktivedanta Manor by George Harrison and did his studying out in public. His lifestyle was markedly simplified to allow for external voices.

By repeating myself and writing in short bursts I hope to create a resource that is accessible by people and lends itself to trust regarding many issues including my family and a biography worthy of introduction into universities worldwide to study my poetry in light of various disciplines including mental health, religion and culture.

The Dalai Lama has issued a statement that he wants to remain in India and not return to China on social media. He has also stated that the next Dalai Lama will be born in India. China have contested this claim stating that the next Dalai Lama can be born in China.

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What is China’s mother tongue name and what was Tibet before westernisation and the Free Tibet campaign that spread to social media and engaged contracts with wester forces?

I have experience dealing with demonic possession and medication.

The world of religion and The Imagination is laid open with Yoga as Meditation and the aspect of The Seer that I inject into proceedings is utilised by devout academics discerning the role of British Asian literature in racial and anthropology as literary studies moves forward.

Was Shakespeare a Healer? Could he be read after J Krishnamurti’s life as The World Teacher and Theosophically grounded with other worldly existence. His role as an influenced and influential man could be contextualised and bound by time since the 1600s as God with him to be The Creator and people enjoy hedonistic lifestyles in the arts to earn the disdain of academics not interested in their lavish lifestyles and try to remain in control of national narratives.

The Economist published an article a number of years back about an African situation which led to the African leader titling Shakespeare as the “second greatest Creator since God”.

Such views are expounded by Harold Bloom’s introduction to Shakespeare The Invention of the Human and the notion that Shakespeare taught us more than the Oedipus Complex ever did with Hamlet. I used to think like this until I was saved by Srila Prabhupada and realised that Shakespeare cannot save you and that English literature had led me quite astray into social scenes designed to ruin my health and leave me for dead as my colleagues read the Art of War and craved material success.

Donald Trump recently visited China and the news showed his walks and talks with Xi Xin Ping. News on China is scarce and the latest in the UK is for a new large Embassy building to be built and given to China. How did China interact after the erection if a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College shortly after EnlightenNext collapsed and used up all that internet data with Barack Obama and the liberal elite in London?

Sathya Sai Baba had 10 million likes on my Facebook app around 2012. His organisation collapsed after his death and the advent of Prema Sai Avatar as some sort of computer program and alogorthim led to dwindling numbers and the rise of Aadi Yogi Sadhguru left off as India’s premier Guru.

The role of the internet and Prakrti/ nature has not been discussed in public. The UK measures airspace above houses of royal ownership. What do other nations do and how is this applied to New Age theories of energy working when WiFi and internet cables are involved. So far as the UK is concerned history will be written by one man. Sir Richard Branson has built an empire with Virgin and other internet companies are similarly nameless and faceless. Virgin ran martial arts adverts and flirted with Buddhism and Daoism with Stephen Fry and other commercially viable members of cults that use databases.

Did William Blake sit in silence as he composed his poetry and etched on his plates and communed with God to create such esoteric works of art. I find that I am silent and think a lot about conversations I would have with people when my vision is of heavenly objects and channeling with Krishna and Jesus.

When J Krishnamurti said it would take 800 years to undertake his bidding he was referring to his body and the role Intelligence plays in the formation of Creation. This calendar traces back to his Truth is a Pathless Land speech as a young man and the argument for God from Free Will. This notion of man’s Christian destiny to be the bearer of Free Will in the face of darkness and Satanic forces takes into consideration World War 1 and World War 2. World War 3 and indeed World War 4 have not been adequately balanced with The World Teacher and World Karma that J Krishnamurti was dealing with as a Theosophist and it is for religious theologians to engage all wars in the last century with their hearkening back to ancestry and heritage to understand the Free Will debate. This means the civil wars in Africa and the wars in the Middle East as well as in Asia.

ISKCON is a young religion growing up in a man’s world where woman has been liberated sexually in some cultures. Unlike Chrisianity which had its infancy over the last millennium, ISKCON is growing up with the postal service and internet communications as well as TV and radio and Satellite Communications. This is not to say anything of e-commerce – all of which can be taken into account with just a couple of lines from Srila Prabhupada’s works. Krishna waited until the new world was born to access theology and history from Islam and Christianity not to mention Buddhist arguments to create and launch ISKCON and has made much progress in the last 60-70 years since its inception in the mind of Srila Prabhupada’s in America in the 1960s.

The comment “I am” is highly sexualised when applied to a Hindu seeking achievement when his nature is to be one of celibacy and renunciation.

When transcending death, in a talk that was screened on YouTube, when J Krishnamurti is in dialogue with a famous Buddhist monk: J Krishnamurti lifts the text straight out of ISKCON to explain how there is an intelligence above dull matter and the soul/no soul debate that is already free of death that needs to witness the streams if consciousness that flow within it.

“… my devotee is transcendental and always engaged in the self” – Krishna, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

The Drs and Nurses never originated the self as an issue when examining my mood disorders and just met an unhappy man inconvenienced by strange medical appointments without explanation. Bipolar Disorder was never enquired about or discussed and moods were never alluded to. Fortunately I read the diagnosis in the hospital about thinking I was a Hindu God and having been into Scientology when I was younger so I knew enough to keep quiet and not seek a resolution to these tests. I have forgiven these medics and had many conversations with them in my head. At one point I recorded my meetings and uploaded them on YouTube to vindicate myself of bad behaviour that caused my mental health appointments and diagnosis. This was fertile ground for my imagination as I imagined a court case ruling against NHS abusers – something I was told to let go of by my intuition as Jehovah pointed to the bigger picture of the NHS’s usefulness as I know work in IT and see for myself their operations as I answer calls from the NHS and serve their technical needs.

The words of the Christian hymn from Church this weekend is going around my head: “Our God is a great big God”. It reminds me of how pop songs and particularly Sting would circle around my brain and I feel better that it is a hymn as I continue to change Hare Krishna in the mornings too. It is quite hard and the energy is rather dense and sticky but I soldier on and manage a few rounds while listening to Hare Krishna on the bus for 2 hours to and from work.

My mum was right to hospitalise me. Look at my creativity and journaling now with all the poetry I have written. I am now in a stable job which is a far cry away from where I was in 2012 after suffering years of unemployment and depression since 2022. Nevermind the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and the need for labels and classification in the sciences, the Depakote I took was good for my acidity and potential to experience ulcers and regulated my mood with Olanzapine and then Risperidone. The homeopath I see speaks very detrimentally about the NHS having once been a Dr in the NHS himself. His talks are not without reason and he does not recommend I come off the medication. I tried in about 2013-2014 and experienced bad side effects and went AWOL for while. My moods are much better and I have survived the spiritual and intellectual minefield having written 40-50 books and published them on Amazon before I went too far in my advertising and lost my contract with them: I am much better now and more balanced in my morning meditation to see myself as just one person who has had divine and diabolical experiences to integrate into his psyche and proceed with God into the future where my writing will help those engaged in Yoga into better states of consciousness.

I have been working hard of recent to ensure that my identity stays rooted in my schooling and as my mother’s son and brother’s younger brother. The spiritual experiences I have had and am having are transcendent and thus transient and come and go like the weather and don’t add to my authority.

ISKCON believe that by chanting Hare Krishna Hare Rama on “engages oneself in the transcendental energy of the Lord” and one becomes “simultaneously one but different” from God.

I reflect that I have projected my mother onto Hollywood and seen her liberalism in various ways. One way is to see the actress Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly engaging with my sentimentality and enacting roles which touch on tender themes that echo things that my mother says. The roles in The Godfather Trilogy and Rocky movies for Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly’s role in Labryinth and A Beaitful Mind are a touching reminder of wanderers need to in search of his mother now that Bollywood does not satisfy his needs with Mother India being recommended by the Sathya Sai Baba foundation for her struggles and strife with two sons and an absent father. Madelline Stowe is another actress whose characters and mannerisms remind me of motherhood.

Writers imagine cause and effect between people. Healers engage metaphysical realities to suffer these relationships as The Real.

I spend a lot of my time imagining conversations with people. This blog supplements that need I have to justify myself and explain who I am. After having been shoddily treated by the NHS and seen them write about me and exchange information about me and having noticed spy games going on, I am here to clear my name. Having been an English student I can guess at what happens to poets whose family details are disclosed as the context of their poems is researched with regards to taste and bias and to further expand the field of academic study so progress is possible.

In 2020 I saw the Dr Fapohunda who was rude to me and diagnosing me without talking to me properly: He said I had a relapse and I was aghast at how he was causing me to feel worried and anxious. This is Tamas Guna in ISKCON and Bhaktivedanta Book Trust and actions in the mode of ignorance. I developed the bad habit of speaking out loud when nobody was around during this period and it lasted for a couple of years as I felt a lot of pressure and other things going through me to explain what was going on and where I was in life. I found that having been cut off from my social life and having a mobile phone meant that I needed to speak to someone and was alone and could not cope with that aloneness.

Two points come up here – one that I have fairly archaic Buddhist views on Enlightenment and habits formed from the past study of Dharma stretching back a long time ago. Secondly that Henry David Thoreau echos from the past and speaks to me about my living accomodation and change of circumstances since spiritual enlightenment and the chance to experience aloneness with the voices of great men (and women) to express myself over time and be peaceful on my own with my family. It is like Sting’s song The Book of my Life and the explanation opens out into Jesus slowly as Krishna is not so well drawn out and is covered in mystery with so many other gods and goddesses that have not been explained or depicted very well for fear of angering them and colonialism. This blog is an attempt to create language to describe them and to refer to other people who have interacted with them and feared persecution or the medicals done on people religiously inclined. The history of the Christian Church always comes up and is very dramatic with witch hunts and old images and scenes of Christian’s proving their faith and hating sin. The history of India is shrouded in deep mysticism and the people are there in the Kumbh Mela for all to see as academics look back to William James and his depiction of Yogis and attempts to define Religious Experiences. The future lies in the internet, not AI as it gives all nations a chance to vie for The Creator and not just the American Way of Life being too loud and boisterous as its films take a step back after disreputable lifestyles of their clan and attempts of colonialism themselves.

The author Paolo Coelho stands out in my memory for the book The Alchemist. The film rights are about in America and it is interesting to see how this turns out. His mother noticeably stands out for having hospitalised Paolo Coelho and subjecting him to ECT. He cites it as her love and compassion that led her to do it as he was mixing with guerillas in the jungle and getting into political strife.

The American Guru Andrew Cohen had quite a bit written online about him and one of the most sensationalistic things was about his relationship with his mother who published a book about her son claiming he thought he was God. Other things written abut Andrew include what a tyrant he was as a guru and to live with and how he demanded filial piety and devotion as the guru. One man was made to dig a ditch for himself to experience his own funeral in it and another man had red paint splashed over his bedroom to explain the phenomenon of death to him.

It is of note that after his cult ended Andrew Cohen made a documentary ‘How I started a cult’ and screened it on YouTube. he came to Birmingham around 2012 to visit the Mosely social circle Tree of Life and gave a talk there as an EnlightenNext guru and cult leader.

It is of note that when Sting was talking about sex with Q magazine and discussing wife swapping and Tantric Sex, he was in Sir Bob Geldof’s company and drinking alcohol in a pub.

The impact of Q magazine on culture needs proper analysis as with other magazines as the literary press stays asleep to archives and celebrity merchandise classifying English Literature in closed circles and away from attempts to modernise culture such as Sting’s being awarded an Honorary Degree and Bob Dylan finally being awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature for his songs.

There was an article about academics some time ago that stated it is the most stressful career with the highest rates of heart attacks.

I was friends with a person called Adrian Hoskings at school and he got me my first job a bar called Stoodi Bakers on Broad Street in Birmingham’s party district. They paid £3 an hour and I would start at 7 and work until about 11.45 so I could leave early and get the 12 o clock bus home. I would work some Thursdays and my main shifts were on Friday and Saturday night. I would collect used glasses and bottles of alcohol and beer in a shopping basket from around the bar and bring them back to the store room and wash them and then take the clean glasses to the bar and stack them there. It involved carrying the basket above my head in a busy bar and some people found it amusing to tickle me under my arms. Fortunately I never spilled helped out in the DJ booth with the smoke machine and lights as the DJ worked his magic and entertained the crowds. The management was Rupert, Mark, Keith and they had quite a little gangster unit going on that Adrian was a part of and sometimes they would give me free tickets to their other nightclubs Bakers and Toots up the road. I quit my job when I planned to study for Oxford and never went back to bar work again.

Ritesh recently bought a lawnmower and had to return it because he could not assemble the bucket that collects the grass/ He has taken over the duties of cutting the grass I used to and waters the lawn and keeps it tidy regularly. Having a nice garden was Mum’s retirement plan and her elder sister helped her build it with her husband and out uncle Professor Jeff Cole from Birmingham University biochemistry department. He was in his garden most evenings during summer and helped us dig ours and gave us the initial flowers to put in the garden. Mum has been tending it ever since for the past 7/8 years now and looks after it regularly.

There is too much RnB in this world.

As I come out of being a hermit at home and spend time at Creative Support on Saturdays for an Arts and Chat group I am reminded of what it means to be a cool person by the Care Coordinator there who runs the group. I won’t share her name to respect their privacy but she volunteers her Saturday mornings so we can get out our colouring books and pens and pencils and do some art work between 10.30-12. I like her contemporary music and culture as I am so isolated. It is also a mental health support group so I have built up a network of people who know me and help me with my mental health issues and are there to listen to me if I ever need to talk.

I am reminded there that I am becoming older and not a cool person anymore since I was a student when I was 24. These grooves go deep and affect my stature as a man who lives at home with his mum but learned so much as a student that needs to be kept vital in my life airs so I can record it and joy it down for history’s sake. This blog will not only serve literary scholars and aficionados but also historians as I am reminded about Herodotus chronicling history in short paragraphs that anybody could read. This is no time for Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as they are too dense and I like the way I have developed a style of writing to suit my life. I look forward to having my journal entries and articles uploaded from my phone to my laptop so when I come home from work the laptop is there for me to write on and update Wild Stage the blog go going out into the world and selling my story. We live in an international age and the internet is a field of possibility that EnlightenNext overlooked and Mind Body Spirit was negative about EMF and crystal work about negative energies. They moved too quickly and were human and fallible. The seeds are thus sown for more slow growth and development that allows for the internet to be appreciated and for governments to update antiquated ways of ruling and leading mankind into the future.

I am John Connor – Terminator films

“The eagle never lost so much time as when it asked of the fox how to fly” – William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Dr Pillai has prophesied that there would be a war killing 800 million people. He said this about 2008 online shortly after revealing his past life as Bhisma in The Mahabarata and from time of Krishna in India. He had an online empire as a Dr and had studied Astrophysics at an Indian university as well as religious studies in his online biographies. I put these 800 million deaths into Nature and COVID and self realised that the British Medical Authority would have authority worldwide for medical description and could account for 800 million deaths in the normal course of history for accounting purposes and keeping up with online warfare.

Kali Yuga sites immigration as one of the evils of the time we live in. I think travelling and working is a sign of this symptom and is causing too much confusion in the TV and sending the blogosphere mad with hysteria and erratic noise makers.

I am not selling anything at work as an IT apprentice. This feels like a relief to get off my chest as I market my blog to appeal for funds from readers.

The question remains to be asked: Is there one internet in the world? Different countries divide it up into their own domains and different domains carve the internet up into sub-divisions but it remains to be asked if there is actually one general thing called the internet which needs to be shared by all worlds that are here and present and accounted for?

It’s like the war at the end of the Matrix 3 when the sentinels are making their way to the base of the humans. The mind is constantly under pressure to see things differently and has to deal with EMF as well as paranormal activity these days to survive.

The pressure of the Guru online makes one want to reveal things about omens and portents as well as one’s consciousness to others. I am managing this by seeking recourse to my poetry and providing biographical context to literary poems.

Is the internet, the world?

I’m a multidimensional spiritual being.

I have seen large biographies written about writers decades and even centuries after they lived. I live in an internet age with large government databases and have books written that are not publicised in print or online. So what of my fate centuries from now and the fact that I don’t speak to my Dad since 2002 when I had a nervous breakdown in front of him in India and tried to speak to him around 2015 or so on WhatsApp but had another nervous breakdown and contacted him inappropriately with videos I made on social media and via email. He knows my heart and I have been in contact with him via text to let him know I am working but it is quite a strain living your own death as Roland Barthes pointed out as the author becomes the Scriptor and anticipates his own biographical information in the future being used for and against him and has nothing to show for all his worry and considerations and lives in an ivory tower and dreamworld with his mother who was a businesswoman and did not partake in English literary criticism to understand the ether that Rohan Rishi engaged when he was writing and suffering a nervous breakdown between 2013-2024. It was all a response to Krishna’s energy that was inquisitive about the field of potential and possibilities with me like Arjuna before Krishna and his adversaries on the field of Kuruksetra. Thousands of years before Socratic thought, Hindustan had ancient dialogue capable of being alien language today as The Transformers film series contemplates The All Spark and the search to control a mystical energy that has come to Earth with cosmic beings warring for energy like in Avatar where The Smurfs show up in different blue uniforms. Megatron is Metatron and was allegedly punished for thinking he was God and has bad karma as a Decepticon working on the dark side for control of earth as the other deities in the Kingdom of God battle it out as Autobots for defence of the realm.

Me and Ritesh used to wake up early on Saturday mornings in the 1980s to watch and record The Transformers cartoon. It used to be on for about 5 minutes on the Roland Rat Show and then on Waccaday with Timmy Mallet and we would record the episodes and edit the theme music out to make a seamless long episode that we could enjoy at our leisure. Copies of these VHS and many others are upstairs in our attic – living proof that we were once spiled young children compared to the vast world of underground matters we deal with today and the underprivileged children we affect with our dreams and visions and religious ideals.

I realised when I had psychiatric appointments that I was confusing matters with psychology and was spending time waiting for someone to talk to. I had some CBT which was okay but not really relevant to my condition. Meditation worked much better. I realised I was wasting my time waiting between appointments and showing a consistent self to the Drs and Nurses that was far removed from how I felt on the inside and was hurting me with my mum and brother making me farther away from them and distant in my own little world. I resented the Drs not talking to me about anything religious and my memory was strained as I kept on looking back to the world for working life and was written off by the Drs and they said I was someone who would never work again and had some problems with his hostility. The UK does not have a history or pacifism or non violence to speak of so this preoccupation with violence is for medical sales only as there is not ground of being rooting the explanation of the exploration of violence.

They are just human beings doing a job but they exploit idealism as with many others and have a long way to go to reclaim Classical standards of integrated health care when the happiness of medical professionals wasn’t an issue as they lived balanced ideals with the rest of civilisation. A Drs life is too compartmentalised and Tony Blair emigrated a lot of Africans into the country to kow tow to democratic ideals who pose a threat to the life of a Hindu and Buddhist with their laughing at meditation and mystical experiences.

I can’t see my Mum. Jesus said to Mary: “Mother what have you to do with me?” and he advised me to contemplate the visions I have of motherhood from a past life perspective and realise the best place for my mother is in the imagination where she was older than me growing up and I have had several hundred schisms in my life to cope with the fact that I am an adult and to integrate psychology into my self and spirit to take with me into the afterlife.

In the 2000s John Pilger was an Australian journalist enjoying veritable British citizenship with the amount of writing he had done and inspired. He wrote about the NHS and said that America was looking to buy sections of it and privatise it. This was linked to Hilary Clinton’s healthcare plan and Obamacare – something Donald trump repealed when he scaled back the operations of “crooked Hilary Clinton” and repealed Obamacare.

The musician Sting want to be better than Beethoven in history.

I went to Poetry Jam at the Symphony Hall in 2022-2026 and red some of my poetry out loud at Open Mic nights. I also attended some other poetry evenings including The Verve Poetry Press’s open mic night at the Hive Cafe. Ritesh came along and recorded me reading out a poem I had written. It was fun – a bit of a long journey and I was not writing any new poetry and was shy before the other poets but it was an interesting experience. I went first with my mum who encouraged me to read a poem from my phone and after that she stayed at home while I struggled with the socialising after so long by myself and at home with depression and bipolar disorder.

“We are gods and goddesses in disguise” – Dr Deepak Chopra, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success

“When you realise you are part of the Big Bang and a part of the greatest writers cosmic experience that gave rise to the creative process and one with the energy and intelligence that created the universe you want to dive right in and create the material world” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enlightenment

“As the Evolutionary stands poised like the archer every ready to take on the next moment” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enightement (reference to the Bhagavad Gita and ISKCON with Arjuna the archer)

My family had Qi massages with Dr Quinn in Stirchley around 2022-2024 and she charged £30 for an hours massage.

In 2012 I had Four Winds Acupuncture with Janet Eastwood of Bearwood Birmingham. She was my family’s acupuncturist for years and treated me for Bipolar Disorder as well as weight loss. I lost 4 inches and 3 stones while seeing her. My mother and brother both had acupuncture around the same time and Ritesh went on to see another practitioner and have his own sessions as well. Janet would charge about £45 for an hour.

I had some Reiki done in 2025-2026 at the Harborne Renaissance Therapy Centre. I paid about £35 for a hours session. My mother and brother had Reiki done on them in 2009-2010 at the same centre but in a different location and had atunements done also. They saw a healer called Michael Melchizedik.

I had some counselling in 2025 at St Martins Church in Birmingham City Centre. The recommendation came through Creative Support whose group Talking Spaces recommended that I seek counselling there. Ther womans name was Kerry who counselled me and we saw each other for a number of months on a Monday afternoon before she decided that I did not need any more counselling. She was quite New Age and open minded and gave me a chance to talk about my family and social pressures quite a bit.

In 2025 I started a Cybersecurity Bootcamp ( a computer course) at home for three months which gave me the skills I needed to apply for my current job. The company was called Althaus and did very well to educate us each week in different aspects of computing and business so that we could apply for jobs and be successful.

Andrew Cohen used to be a martial artist and was remarked upon by his students to be an accomplished Yogi. Dr Deepak Chopra is photographed online as teaching yoga with his shirt off on a beach online in June 2026.

Is the Wolverine a metaphor Acupuncture and why do the military try to erase his memory and spark his fury and revenge?

It has been 400 years. Is Shakespeare still relevant today? Did he mention Jesus Christ?

Zeus explained to me that I had been with the Ancient Greeks in the past and to remember that The Father of the Bible and Jesus’s reckoning is His Father and creation and points to Him after the Bible came to Renaissance England in the 1600s and faced Shakespeare as a playwright and poet before he took on religious significance and became a sacred cow of criticism and the arts over the centuries.

In 2000-2002 I bought my first proper computer. It was a Compaq and was funded with a load from HSBC bank. I had a secon hand computer before this but that was not connected to the internet. I used my computer to watch Pornography online (heterosexual) as I realised I would get bullied if I didn’t due to peer pressure and social conventions. I bought one pornograhic magazine while I was in my second year at Oxford 1998/1999 as I felt myself itch sexually but threw it away soon after looking at it.

In Gladiator 2, the protagonist is different to Russell Crowe’s lead in the first one. he is a Poet and ends the film by praying to the Father.

Some sort of Science Park is being built by Selly Oak shopping centre and next to the University and QEHB hospital. It was originally earmarked to be research site for Ebola virus but these plans have been cancelled. There is quite a lot of mental health work going on at the new hospital.

I worked with Tory Councillor Adrian Delaney at Conservative Party headquarters in 2022-2024 as I campaigned for Gary Sambrook MP in an effort to engage social democracy and do my bit for society. I would volunteer my Saturday mornings to go and leaflet for Gary after Rishi Sunak won the election to be British Prime Minister: Gary Sambrook met King Charles and Rishi Sunak while I was working with them.

Ritesh has suffered from Eczema a lot in his life and has had a couple of rashes in the past couple of years. Presently he has his foot bandaged with quite bad blisters on his left foot from itching too much. Unlike me Ritesh is balding in his hair and my mum is losing her hair too as it thins out.

Mum started playing scrabble with me in the 2000s when she was looking for work and we would regularly get over 300. We started playing again last year and played every night for several months. We now play at weekends and sometimes Ritesh joins us.

The Indian politician Dr Shashi Tharoor was tipped to be the United Nations Secretary General but was beaten by Ban Ki Moon. His talks are not worth studying for Colonialism and Postcolonialism and to clean up the database online since Postmodern fiction fell prey to Salman Rushdie. No Chinese politicians take up as much airspace and internet energy as Dr Tharoor who shows India’s more Modernist gaze s he sits and chats with the religious leader Sadhguru.

Does British TV and Dramas make sense when Prince Philip and Queen Elizabeth 2nd reigned for nearly a hundred years or lived for that long and were not televised in any debate or dialogues. Who are the politicians speaking to and what is her religious role as head of the Church of England when it comes to spiritual and religious experiences?

I have been haunted by Queen Elizabeth 2nd and Prince Philip since they passed away.

Jesus never spoke as much as some Priests. America is to blame with their stadiums full of speakers and the tradition of TV Evangelism. Look what it did with Barack Obama and the lies he told to get into office and how he dominated YouTube and other social media channels to pretend he was like the reverend Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela. What some people carve the Bible up into being is astonishing. I find I can’t even read it as such a polluted text.

Churches should be like libraries and open all week long like Hindu Mandirs. There should be scope for going to talk to a Priest while he is studying at a desk and they should be available for special powers to control the Drs of England. This would give the Police something to police rather than make up crimes and would lend itself to actually creating a community atmosphere and stop Priests travelling so much and having lavish ceremonies on Sundays that no-one understands. Then Sunday could be a chance for quiet remembrance of Jesus and not a competition to speak some new jingles that get in the way of other speech and block up our spiritual channels and energies. How many photos does Rowan Williams have online – what are they saying and what is their message? What industries is he helping with photography here and what is the use of having no webpage to speak to the people about the religion of England? Is it because there is no money and privilege in the internet?

In 2012 Buddha asked me to step in as the Lord Buddhist. this was due to Impersonal Brahman and to help with a review of the Dalai Lama’s work and other spiritual teachers. It also meant a lot of 2012 work with the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age and Sathya Yuga as well as The Human Potential Movement.

This was in keeping with my research of J Krishnamurti as the head of the Order of the Star and his role as The World Teacher dealing with World Karma, COVID was inevitable for how the Drs treated China and covered up real science. Shame on Gordon Brown writing a useless book and trying to make even more money from the British Empire after he parked his career nowhere with a Prime Ministership on mixed channels and going nowhere. We don’t see the red briefcase anymore outside Downing Street announcing the budget – it seems that Winston Churchill’s ghost still lingers on though and he haunts Americans like Donald Trump and Paul Hegseth to attack the Royal Navy for not getting involved in Iran.

How many treaties does India or China have with the UK and have they ever been drawn into useless negotiations by the British Empire and the travelling Colonial class that spends money like water and taxes its citizens widely as they don’t look happy in London.

Allah said the work I do is comparative religion and that I am no charlatan spiritual guru with my brother. Spirit said the work I do is Revelations.

For all the pressure they put on India for sexuality, America’s interest in nudity in cinematic releases was short lived through the 1980s and 1990s and online pornography came along to take their passions. India was right not to take their clothes off on screen and can now work socially with pornography as it is so wide spread that intelligence will fathom a way to better than Sunny Leone who was granted a pass into the movies as Urvashi Rautela sings to an American tune and the Indian nation suffers salaries and lavish lifestyles that entreat the politician to malign the population.

10/06/2026

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“Spirit moves on the waters
Takes the shape of heavenly daughters” – Sting, Sacred Love

Literary biographies are often sketchy about the roles that families play in the lives of writers. It is my hope to provide information here which helps bolster our the views of critics to see how influential my family were and are in my life and to read their influence well into my literary works. For example, my retired mum stays at home and spends her afternoons surfing the web and keeping up with current affairs. She also runs a blog on the Daily Mail called Tony Gordon after Tony Blair and Gordon Brown and I recall her setting it up when the Iraq war was political capital. She has been instrumental in keeping me grounded and was with me every day after my hospitalisation and visited me in hospital. Mr brother kept his fear of psychiatric processes from Scientology and did not visit me or even bring up my mental health but continued to love me unconditionally as the Unicorn I have come to see him as. My mum would take me out for coffee and we would go to the cinema regularly in Rubery and go to towns and enjoyed shopping at Debenhams. Now I am having refresher driving lessons and working Mon-Fri and she came with me to every Drs appointment to keep an eye on the NHS who she used to work for and I am rehabilitated and much better following my nervous breakdown with Krishna where Durga told me to see Mahabharata around me and with the relatives plotting to turn me into an evil Guru and ship me off to India. Talking is cheap and the culture of talking in the UK is a strain on the mind that is why I like my job which helps me to talk to people on the phone and answer their queries while also carrying on with my balancing on Daoist terms and learning more about myself as a healer as days turn into weeks and months.

I recall that I don’t tread on Islamic turf. I used to be Shantideva and I lived in the 700s as a Buddhist monk in Asia. This is the same time that the Prophet Muhammed is said to have lived. He never wrote the Quran and I am not reading it without a teacher and some backing. I don’t purport to know much about Sufism in spite of writing a couple of Sufi poetry books which Amazon now own and I can’t get published. They witheld payment of royalties and waited for me to trasngress their marketing rights as celebrities started to interact with me (Jon Bon Jovi, Natalie Portman, Patrick Stewart) and then cancelled my contract and I lost about 50 books online. This reminds me of how central a text is to Islam and when I went to pick the Quran up and the first verse I read was “fear the devil” so I put it back. I have a couple of copies but I am not reading them being so stressed and am waiting to meet someone who teaches me how to read it properly. That could be time or death and I embark on the project when my working life cools down and I start driving and save a couple of hours on the buses. Presently I leave home at 6.15 and get back at about 7.45 Driving to work should cut the travelling down and driving is going well. I’ve had some refresher lessons and been out in the family car with my mum and things look good. I have seen Allah who reminded me that ISKCON is a modern cult and it erodes faith to see so many books and such a start up enterprise with so many temples around the world following Srila Prabhupada’s teachings. There was a story about a town in India not experiencing rainfall and then the chanted Hare Krishna and there was rainfall. This is how I see it. They are Gods, not academic exercises and I pray every day in the mornings and sometimes chanting Hare Krishna to be obedient and do my bit so that my conscience is clear during the day. Questions of consciousness get irritating and are led by Dr Deepak Chopra ruling the internet and not slowing down to use the TV so we can mainstream spiritual things and get some decent TV like the Americans have. That would settle Drs down if they could watch esoteric TV and put their questioning to the tests and have something in common to share with others rather than be in an ivory tower all the time managing other peoples feelings and lives. Islam could contribute with its magical realms in time if things calm down and there is healing of the nations as too much TV has brought down empires and left David Cameron bereft of political capital after he tried too many things with Carlton TV. He was barely on the TV and now there is a mess called social media they are offloading to the children rather than face massive corporate giants who bat louder than their bite and do their work in spite of political rulers. Social media was in Arab Springs and the way Muslims use it is quieter than the west and they don’t have dirty TV and sex mania behind them in a corrupt TV culture that is scapegoating religion to abuse spirituality and cause ill health and stress around the world.

Is it time for India to label webpages Shree Webpage to explain the karma attached to them like with books?

I have been craving meat a lot.

When we were young me and my brother had teddy bears. They were little monkeys and one of them was called Henry. We had a family friend of our mother who would visit her at Cradley Heath market called Evelyn Crizzle and she would knit us teddy bears – the conventional ones you see in market places. When I was in junior school I visited Evelyn at her care home in Northfield at the Baptist Church and she helped me make a clown teddy bear for a school competition. We knitted it together and I won first place. The next year she helped me make a Santa teddy bear but the school teacher did not let me win because he deemed I had received extra help.

I am the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet. By the time he incarnates this blog will serve as a memory of his life and work with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. This statement is a program rather than a statement of qualities of competence.

I am Prema Sai Avatar. The same applies here too. Here Sathya Sai Baba said that we were all avatars, incarnations of God and that he would manifest a third avatar and that this was nothing for me to do for him and that he would create peace on earth via a third virtual avatar from Prashanti Nilyam.

I hope to assist in explorations and considerations of meditation after the collapse of EnlightenNext and abandonment of Mind Body Spirit books so that leaders can see how perspective is affective and why they seem the way they do. Poetry can be illuminating but takes a long time to work and change human character. The illusions of mind body spirit writers was to dominate the internet with promises of quick fixes and enlightenment and immediate change in areas such as personality and growth such as Tony Robbins where the Human Potential Movement was ignored in British Universities and by politicians and monarchs alike who did not benefit from Evolutionary Enlightenment with shit going on in Africa and India to busy their colonial selves. They are left with spirituality from America and the promise of perfection and personal enlightenment to see how they market it and explain change as they interact with Americans and drive the country forward after COVID.

My mum went to a Tony Robbins Awaken the Giant Within weekend in Birmingham in the 1990s when I was studyin for my Oxford entrance exams. I saw the advert in the Guardian while having breakfast at McDonalds and said my mother should go instead of me and my brother. She performed a firewalk and walk over burning coal there and learned things about self help and mastery and mind over matter that she used in her business career. She got to tell Anthony Robbins that her son had gotten into Oxford and he was impressed with that story.

I have sections in my articles that help me manage webspace and functionality. I hope to create a great resource for yogis and explorers alike. It is my hope that English literature Dons and Academics will liaise with priests in time via the internet and help them with their understanding of English and popular culture where the devil is said to have dwelled since John Milton’s Paradise Lost and the Reformation with Oliver Cromwell. He came at a time when the Church had needs and I feel that my writing is coming when the internet is calling for a new approach to things and more interaction for the cause of globalism that Tony Blair set about so that we can reclaim our national borders where we need to and help with the cause of Peace – where it needs to be, in our homes with healthier computer habits. Between 2017-2024 I was busy online across social media platforms Twitter, Instagram, TUMBLr, Facebook and spelled out how modernisation is required across the fields of philosophy, religion and esoteric thought where resources have been sucked up by rich and powerful people and used EnlightenNext as an example of a small organisation which was used to take the blame for politicians and cults and expand to include many hundreds and thousands of people and affect mind body spirit online as well as in bookshops. Self help is not what it used to be and the stadiums require black people to perform large christian functions like their brothers in America while the Englishman has to get used to social media and watch the monarchy and government prop the country up by spending money on TV that priests and academics cannot afford to use. William Hague is the Chancellor of Oxford and is young at heart to be using LinkedIn. This shows new approaches to resource management that the police can use to spot trends and help with resource management over time.

Tony Robbins did a show in the UK and was broadcast online after 2012. It was called I Am Not Your Guru and was linked to the collapse of EnlightenNext and the use of Advaita Vedanta in America and amongst western intellectuals. He featured in a copy of What is Enlightenment magazine that I bought in Harborne mind body spirit store as was interviews about his approach to spirituality by Andrew Cohen and classified by Ken Wilber in Integral Enlightenment.

It is all well and good compiling a webpage of suppprting evidence for why my poetry is unique and the habits I have developed since leaving Oxford and how Professors there shaped my mind and approach to English literature: But the people I am name dropping are not dead people in some social and political tract and treatise on human nature. I am not a socialist and I write to bear in mind the capitalist nature of Americans with their Christianity mixing with Communism in the East and how Christianity can help to overcome stumbling blocks to growth and development and shifts to capitalism from the eastern bloc. But the people I write about are very wealthy and require resources to be invested to research their influence and spread their influence over time so that powerful people’s agendas like Monarchs and business leaders can be understood by the ordinary folk online.

It is my intention that my writing helps elevate my social status and increases my wealth. I hope my family can move out of 6 Shilton Grove.

If religious leaders were enabled by the organising bodies that support them in the UK to buy property would that help them be like Neo in The Matrix and get out of feeling trapped by the phone in their parishes and recycle energies and make more progress in Church history? Church leaders could for example get involved with the commercial sector and feel more useful and relevant and buy some homes for use with homeless people. This would be in keeping with Prince William’s desire to end Homelessness in the UK. This suggestion is about building bridges based on limitations that are currently and relevant and help religious buildings integrate with commercial officers without Priests having to come up with their own business ideas and to help them get on with life more. Church leaders could also buy old people’s homes and help with the Dead and be in alignment with Time. Hindus would be different as they work on different calendars. We bought our home on a right to buy scheme from Birmingham Council so there is scope for the council to get involved with mosques and help with mortgages here if the police monitor social funding and help with growing needs for charity which stifle Church numbers and the flow of energy and information from Church History to make the Church a going concern and more relevant financially to England and other countries.

Is Natalie Portman the Audrey Helpburn of our age?

As a student I did not plan my career life. I was more interested in spiritual enlightenment even though I had a law contract with what some people claimed was the best law firm in London. One of the many ways this has impacted my life is the view of my mother in retirement. I never really envisioned old age and find that the view if utility and usefulness come to bear as my mum stays at home and images of old white women who are frail and depleted in their strength is popular. Contrary to stereotypes my mum is very youthful and exercises and meditated every day and keeps up with the news and has had boundless energy to help me in ill health and serve as a healer in her own capacity with Ritesh. The idea that once you’re retired your life is over has been hanging around my family and I find that it is nature’s course to complete the western mentality and life cycle and provide space for new growth as I start work and begin writing again. My mum completed a novel which is available online under the name Mamta Rishi and is called Love’s Last Laugh and fulfilled an ambition she had from working life but chose to retire at 67 and lament how much money she got in her pension with two unemployed sons at home to look after and deal with their outcast nature in society and spiritual Hindu life being haunted by ghosts from the past and facing esoteric experiences that drift us away from retirement plans of our own and cause stress in our home.

The internet is Brahman and is a field of possibilities into which we seed the world of time and nature.

This blog mixes religion with the secular world. I grew up believing in a secular government until Prime Minister David Cameron stated “this is a Christian country”. This was at odds with Tony Blair who famously said “we don’t do God” and may live to rule the matter as his Middle East credentials are called in to question by the number of people who criticise Donald Trump and his plans to rule Israel with Benjamin Netanyahu. The Royal Family head up the Church of England and officially “don’t do politics” so there is much to keep them busy as they battle Parliament for power and vie for American trade and business. That is to question if Allah is indeed god or has Islam made rapid progress while ISKCON skirts around the issue with calling Sri Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. Srila Prabhupada was sure to avoid too much ontology and liberated the Word of God from Christianity by creating a Hindu book to rival the King James Bible and submit his text for study for authorship and agency with questions about how it was written as Srila Prabhupada used a dictaphone to author so many books. Was he the inspiration for Star Trek’s Captain’s Log and did the Vedas influence more than Ralph Waldo Emerson to experience the Self with Walt Whitman and Henry David Thoreau. My brother has been a seer all his life and struggled to fit in to schooling even at St Brigid’s. He tired of Scientology and has been at home on state welfare as a disabled person since the 1990s. He has no driving licence or fancy clothes and stays at home but goes for walks and does the shopping when he can and contributes to weekly bills. Today he paid half of the money to buy me some Adidas which were on sale and on Fridays he buys me Chinese food from the local takeaway. We are spiritual travellers with our mum and say prayers for our father in India as well as Karamat Ali who partnered our mother for nearly 20 years and caused her to be ostracised from her 12 brothers and sisters and all their socialising and phone calls after they attached more stigma to her for partnering a Muslim man than they do for getting divorced in the first place in 1988. Her independence runs through myself and Ritesh and we fit well together in our little family home and spend time together in our little family home and spend time together playing scrabble when we can. We have spiritual links that go back very far and cause us to experience daily life in a heavy way. I am benefitting from working to a normal pattern and am glad to be able to drive and get my own independence as I have been looking at Ley Lines going into Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple for about 10 years and have seen Pundit Dharam Dutt cosmically aware of my development struggling to cope with my consciousness as Jesus says he would jokingly rather I went to the pub than join Elim Church as St Gabriels is a much more chilled out affair. It occurred to me that I am digging up Christian history by joining a Church and dealing with epistemology and empiricism as I place my faith in Jesus before the medical profession trained to be negative and pursue their bank balance and social lives: Have the medical profession violated or negated the Hippocratic Oath finally with the COVID conspiracy and are the NHS guilt of contempt of court with their upper echelons of power hiding my identity and threatening due process since Emails I sent in 2014 that one day will be gathered warning of World War Three and asking for martial law?

What happened to “crooked Hilary Clinton” and all those emails she deleted?

I find I day dream a lot about Natlie Portman as my ideal woman and remember things from my past that I have outgrown. I grew up watching Hollywood films and realised they were about appearing and disappearing matters and forms at school when I got to go to Oxford to study there. I wanted to study Psychology – something Natalie Portman studied when she was in her 30s. She went to Harvard as a mature student. I saw my tutor from Oxford in the 2000s as an unemployed man with depression and enquired about going to Harvard to study English to postgraduate level but was disheartened by fees. I was able to get into Queen Mary University in 2010 to study a Masters and had a dream of getting a PhD but now I can see this was far fetched as Krishna fills in the blanks and shows me a deeper reality behind my life and reminds me as an old soul at 48 ripe and mature years of life that I have forgotten how Hollywood helped me in life and have become bitter and cynical and twisted.

The women there were my romantic ideals and gave me fodder to conduct experiments with illusion and reality and see through the facade of mental relationships with all the women I passed by as a student in Oxford and London. I recall realising that when I was looking for a girlfriend and tried relationships with white girls ( I had 15 encounters with women romantically and sexually to varying levels and only 3 were with Asian before I suffered Satanic rituals with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan haunting me with Maha Maya after 2012 and when I had come back from London and seen Krishna’s energy) – I was actually believing in an American woman more to be more interactive and get on better with; but this too would have been short lived and primarily sexually based as I went through my stages of life as The Bhagavad Gita teaches until I failed hugely with Maya and had an affair with a married Jewish woman after many years of loneliness and isolation in 2010 and gave up dreams of academia and causing a stir at EnlightenNext while smoking Marijuana at the same time.

The leader and singer Jon Bon Jovi got in touch with me after seeing my social media videos and talked about God and culture: But he also said I had a misspent youth. My parents did just fine as immigrants and the Americans would do well to look at their own poor people and let us enjoy the culture as we grow older and struggle to compete with their wealth.

I would llike to read religion and continue where I left off when I was awoken by Vedic sounds and Havans in India when I stopped my research project into The Bhagavad Gota. ISKCON have 50 or so more books by Srila Prabhupada and I would like to earn some money from writing to relax at home and fill in gaps in my knowledge. I have experienced past life awareness of Christianity and seen Church History arranged wrong with roman history on earth due to memory and historians writing by hand what Hindus can speak by mouth. I would like to study for my afterlife and get a better picture of world history and thus be a better healer – if anyone has any money to give me please send a donation to:

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I remember growing up and my favourite woman to look at and fantasis about was Kim Basinger. People years from now reading my blog can look her up online and get a sense of history of popular culture and what made America so great that Donald Trump came up with this logo for MAGA: Make America Great Again. Kim Basinger was a Bond girl but I was too young to know this. For me I was enamoured by the woman in Blind Date and my Stepmother Was An Alien as the Greek Gods played games with my psyche and the Hindu position of Maya. She used to send me wild and I looked forward to finally getting a hold of the film 9 1/2 weeks and her Playboy edition.

I was a young boy like everyone else and enjoyed masturbation / wanking to these media – something I learned to do into my 40s to control my Qi and focus on my meditation and tantra and cope with my lingam and imagination as I lived like a Buddhist after Vipassana retreat in 2011 in one rooms and with little money and no career prospects and saw frightful visions and experienced terrifying states of emptiness. From such small beginnings watching Hollywood blonde bombshells and dreaming of a bigger life for myself to coping with the Hindu iconography online of beautiful Devis who could also be Harpis in Islam or Nymphs in classical religions and pagan rituals: I had to fight to keep my semen and found channeling eastern philosophy with Michele Yeoh and Xang Ziyi from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon helped me cope with Indian philosophy of Maha Maya with Aishwaraya Rai and sexual illusions concerning masturbation/ wanking and the difference between eastern and western faiths to keep my semen and not lose it.

Being on medication was difficult to cope with and I didn’t benefit from any discussion of research and adult sexuality as I was diagnosed as having “racy thoughts”. What these matters mean for my mother with my brother’s virginity into his 50s is complex and all I can do is keep silent and manage a day at a time and hope that I realise success sooner rather than later and fulfil this part of my life with my mother and set about preparing for her funeral as me and my brother are too poor to afford life insurance and cater for our own deaths at advanced stages of Yoga and unity with God while Buddha looks on and measures our funeral caskets for Tibetan homes to see what we come up with as advanced Hindu reincarnation souls with much to teach the Tibetans about.

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You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.

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