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13/05/2026

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Reality TV Shows the common nature of humanity and how world leaders are dealing with homes where family members cannot take care of themselves. Big Brother was remiss not to actually feature the Dalai Lama on it for the blunders he commits trying to look after himself as a 24/7 diplomat travelling the world ceaselessly. Look what Srila Prabhupada achieved being a family member to so many people – white and coloured, east and west alike. How many more times has the Dalai Lama travelled the world and to whom does he act like a carer and shepherd in basic household duties that the State is unable to contract into other than by the NHS ancillary projects such as Creative Support where I learned to focus on my independence for the long term journey of life ahead of me instead of the wild spiritual visions and writings that come from a lack of finance and hope for the future with China caving in my reality with spy work and spoiling my life in the meanwhile.

I have set up the UK police to spy on my life with lots of writing since 2013 in various formats. This should enable me to get into some sort of communication with them over time and establish some familiar lines of communication say, for example, concerning the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir or the mess at St Gabriels Church with me observing my influential nature in these occassions and the police going on with their clinical observations of ISKCON. This in turn should enable me to write things that are peaceful and pleasing to my mother and help her integrate her awareness in retirement with the local forces after all the work she did to safeguard me and Ritesh. Ritesh has a level of health that is a matter for concern and cannot make money and insists that somethings like Benefits are solid and real while trying to live with nothingness and emptiness the rest of the time. There may be corruption here with people manipulating prices and matters and bullying him as time goes by who have access to his Facebook page and want to manipulate his karma for their own ends in Buddhism when Christianity is too hard to believe in. Ritesh had marked his wall Fleur De Liss from the Davinci Code and is studying Jesus Christ and his Second Coming and various conspiracies and keeps himself private and secret from me and will not like his cover being blown if I publish my articles and make my biography known. He is most wounded by the extended family and the network of cousins from 12 uncles and aunties who tease him in the collective unconsciousness and the Gunas as celibate and someone who has no University life and does not and has never socialised so they see it as a get out of jail clause for a religious figure who judges their alcohol and drugs and partying and interest in social affairs as shallow and trivial and cannot be generalised so that Ritesh is included once again in the family affairs. He can’t afford to travel back and forward to meet with them and engage in dialogues and nor can he afford meetings as Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple so the Police need to know his intelligence has tried to solve the problem but he would lose his health and independence.

There was a cultural tribute to 2012 when the cartoon series launched Transformers Prime. Optimus Prime was given an upgrade and given a new body suit as well as some human comrades to look after. Megatron was still alive due to his mercy (As a child I would watch Transformers and wonder about Ahimsa and Nonviolence and the Autobots role in life and why Optimus Prime was not more violent) and Starscream still craved power. So the basics of the cartoon were the same from the 1980s originals we still have on recorded VHS in our attic.

The plot involved Megatron building an evil army that he planned to take over the world with – kind of like the one that the Americans say ISKCON is using its Temples for with bragging about the past lives and millions and billions of years under Brahma with his Kalpas of Time.

It occured to me while watching that the Tibetans would have their work cut out to rebuild their religious idyll and civilisation wish such threats and attacks from Hindus taking up Western resources to negotiate trade deals with the Chinese that mean contemporary spiritual Buddhism can meld with American Enlightenment and New Age Romanticism to let ISKCON be with their new version of the Word of God and The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and wallow in pity with nobody feeling sorry for them as Arjuna the passive aggressive victim now heralded by psychology. They would need databases of past lives and Islam has cherished a role close to me buy into this vision to augment what is pop music to Buddha with the Tulku track on Buddha Bar celebrating religious differences and echoing power games of weaker and stronger in the background as serious negotiations for Tibet’s future take place.

The human need for expression and for speech is as native as the first cries a human utters upon leaving it’s mother’s womb. The child is then bombarded with speech and speech patterns in the form of childish sounds from adults and parents around them and learns in time to speak its own differences. The adult world is filled with stimuli from morning until night bombarded us with sounds and echoes the need within to break out and have our own say. This is why most people are interested in talking about themselves. I prefer writing and feel the human urge for speech bulging out of me and fall into writing as words circle around my brain and speech creates images and scenes to be answered for and to. This in turn affects my meditation for the “sinful reactions” of Srila Prabhupada’s noting in ISKCON to materialise change in my field and help me on the path for more self realisation in the face of hallucinations and schizophrenic images and pictures that seem to be moving but are in fact still.

As a writer I could be held to have a job in entertainment for all the lights and cityscape images I flick through in a day. The mind is busy with the world of the TV and the news catching up on the latest financial happenings in capital cities around the world and the Chinese volunteer in silence to supplement the American overload with all of its democratic lives filling the blogosphere to serve as a backdrop for what America used to have – a cityscape and nightlife that was attractive to 1980s TV. China and Japan can still supply such supple imagery via the BBC but the narrative is not there and India has retreated post 2012 into the shadows finding social media too much illusion for such a vast country with an epic history only just being unfolded in the west and in English for those still following Dr Shashi Tharoor’s post colonial political language and outing India on the world stage.

Where do the Chinese come from in the UK. Like the whites in Apartheid all the way down there in South Africa they seem to have manifested. There are no images of ships to compete with the other immigrants arriving in this island and the reason may be Brahma as a Creator and a beginning not manifesting the Buddhists who do not believe in a Creator. It is reported that the population if India was 300 million in 1947 and is now 1.5billion. How have all these people been counted and where did they come from aside from a Christian insult about sex lived of racially different people and problems with contraception. The world is not even the world if the Chinese people are consulted and has to be Created to exist and balance 7 days and 7 nights against the backdrop of ancient Chinese history and Dao competing with the rest of the world and the Dinosaurs of the Americans to complete with silly stories about animals and creations in Tibetan folklore.

The Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramhansa Yogananda is a book written about a wealthy man who visits institutions in India – a modern India – to out the protagonists macho leadership. Like Gandhi’s autobiography it has been influential in politics and is written in English to impress upon Colonial England an equal sense of history to match the land of the Renaissance and Kings and Queens. China is at a tipping point because of the World Teacher and ongoing work done on Earth since the time of the Theosophists to rout the Christian hold on power. One of the ways I understood this was to a bhold on books and the need to tell your own story. My brother has not long been a fan of books since failing his High School exams and supplementing his Yogic knowledge from reading the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srimad Bhagwatam by reading American transcendental writers such as Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau. They taught him to trust the inner world and look after himself and self reliant long before circumstances with the Scientologists taught him to look to Buddhism to control the self and look after his transcendental gifts while being a dutiful son to his mother and letting his father go to return home to India after having stayed in the country to look after both of his sons after they left school and got into high scrapes with spirituality and could not afford to live well. These blog pages are my own autobiography of a yogi with Yoga defined as oneness with God and are meant to be read by people interested in how my poetry tells the story of my youth and help with biographical details to balance poetic musings.

One of the difficult things on the spiritual path is that of agency – knowing what one did and what one did not. One sees forms move about and designates them spirits and sport for the Gods and Goddesses and sees one’s mind under stress moving and feels like one is coordinating actions in the materials in absence of any sensible dialogue in one’s own nature and removal from the world of Gods and Goddesses to be seeing spiritual natures. There is a Buddhist monastery in Birmingham with Burmese Buddhists on its land and I went to St Hugh’s College where Burmese leader Aung San Syu Ki studied before becoming a political activist and dissident. What kind of karma is this and who own the actions but the monastery for coming first and existing before me except for my past life in Asia predating cause and effect: Weoley Castle is a relatively poor area but it has two 5G towers boosting cellular activity and another close by in Barnes Hill. With St Gabriel being the patron saint of Telecommunications we can ask again who is doing this and see the pressure on the spiritual aspirant to see his own doingness in creation test his resolve and sanity to keep walking straight and go to work in IT and keep away from grandiose claims about the self and big themes like synchronicity and collective consciousness and say balanced as the consciousness expands and grows all the while.

When dealing with agency, the roles of big spirits and religious people is significant. The life of Sathya Sai Baba is useful for he was outspoken in his claims of doership and left puzzles for people to solve after his death as to what exactly he did and the extent of his tenure as an avatar. The Dalai Lama is similar as his devotees worship him as like a god and see him as powerful and this range is for the Chinese government to sort out as they deal with Tibet’s government’s future and face the Dalai Lama’s call for a democratic election. What powers does he have? Who does he rule and effect and what are the roles of the Hindu Vedic gods in his life? These questions and more face the normal spiritual aspirant in smaller degree as they start to awaken to Dharma and Spirituality and see things differently in relation to gods and goddesses and things I have faced being a healer and unemployed for 25 years facing spiritual phenomenon.

Andrew Cohen’s spiritual cult EnlightenNext precipitated a collapse in Mind Body Spirit markets when it dissolved following the 2012 movement. This prompts me to say what books I found most influential from this scene and why:

  1. The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying by Sogyal Rinpoche
  2. The Alchemist by Paulo Coleho
  3. The Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman
  4. Gospel for the Golden Age by Peter Phipps about Sathya Sai Baba
  5. The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success by Dr Deepak Chopra
  6. Awaken the Giant Within by Anthony Robbins
  7. Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen
  8. To Be Human by J Krishnamurti
  9. Meetings with Remarkable People by Osho
  10. Ancient Wisdom Modern World by the Dalai Lama

These books have helped me connect to a source that is beyond contemporary religion and feed my imagination about God so that I am not alone in the world and can see the market that caters for my tastes and deals with things I am interested in. They have helped me feel not alone in the world and develop my values along the lines of love and kindness. They have also helped me to fulfill my life’s path and to experience failure as someone who is gullible and believes too widely in the world of spiritual powers and religious phenomenon and cannot see the world of rich people producing the books and leaving me to fathom daily life all the same and deal with Christian Churches and the world of Jesus Christ. They help me see the ignorance I have had in my life of the Quran and Islam and how Buddha is needed to expand consciousness and the world to make space for all the inhabitants and citizens and the world of Jesus Christ and the Revelations that take in the much smaller world of Krishna who has only just announced himself as a God on the world scene and brings with him other Hindu virtues in the forms of Hindu Gods and Goddesses and again to see my naivety in this area of life and need as a mature adult who has experienced failure in the field of mental health diagnosis and treatment as Bipolar Disorder to atone for sin and keep my head down and work hard daily life and not give in to the world of lights and energies that these writers feed off. The books have messed me up quite a bit and caused me to be sectioned under the Mental Health Act as suffering from delusions of grandeur and psychosis and face the worlds of cults of personality I was ignorant of and feeding into unconsciously as a student and YouTube user unable to see the simple fact of my household existence for passion and desire that these books deluded me that I had transcended.

A strange synchronous event occurred as I was sent to a mental hospital by my mother who ignored the same treatment for my brother who has been at home unemployed since 1999 and the Suppressive Persons actions of the Scientologists where he used to be a staff member learning how an organisation works after a Business Studies B Tech where he was redeemed with a distinction in his first year after failing his A-Levels with panic attacks. The Chinese invested in a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College and overlooked the Burmese movement which quietened down for Aung San Syu Ki and her rallying fame for democracy worldwide. The Chinese centre was funded by Dikson Poon the former partner of actress and martial artist Michele Yeoh and was opened by Prince William who posed for fake online photos. That year my former Dr of English and course tutor and head of English was promoted to a Professor so this would have affected my medical as he is not a medical doctor but can still vouch in Loco Parenti for issues of character and respect and give advice on my self to vested interests. he soon started studying Daoist literature and opened up a WordPress account while I was busy writing on WordPress and publishing poetry with Free Tibet removed from my watch with my own movement Tibet Forever launched so that the Chinese could differentiate me from Tibetan activists and protect my family’s name and inheritance.

Shortly after going into the mental hospital with the diagnosis of being Bipolar because I thought I was a God: the Hindu film actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan appeared in a manifestation. She represented the temple at Prashanti Nilyam which hosted Sathya Sai Baba and where his funeral was held prematurely for his prediction of how long he would live ( so there is a caveat on The Dalai Lama using up the World Teacher with the second coming of Christ prophesying himself as living 33 more years and into his hundreds on English airtime). Sathya Sai Baba said he would enter Maha Samadhi upon leaving the body and reappear as Prema Sai Avatar and Jesus has told me this is the Dajaal evidencing itself as a false messiah. This caused past life problems as I was medicated because you cannot have a Hindu incarnation of God where the House of Lords rules on The Church of England and rite of succession to the English throne and head of the country. MPs are actually “ministers” of religion and their culture is elusive and damaged the health of the nation as me and my brother and mother found out. The vision with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had sexual connotations as Maha Maya and the romantic illusion that is classic in Hindu and Buddhist mythology and Krishna said he wants to keep a hold of it for the records due to the reactions I had and the messages I sent back via the internet and how Aishwarya Rai Bachchan and her husband have changed over the years since 2012. Allah has warned that Bollywood us undergoing some change and He will be finished with that place in less than 50 years and to stay at home and not let their politics bother me.

12/05/2026

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I hold the secrets as to why Tibet has not been freed since the taking of that land by Chinese forces in 1951. It has in large part to do with Chairman Mao’s close observation of the distraction that Tibetan Buddhism would enact as the American and western nations looked on and his brutal regime and holocaust of the Tibetan peoples is meant to echo Adolf Hitler’s use of the Jews as political capital in Auschwitz. This being said the memory world leaders is not prepared for the Dalai Lama of Tibet’s government to be triumphant as they have forgotten the culture that the Americans built and his restoration as leader of Tibet would distract from their political resilience. The Dalai Lama has sent his monks and students out into the world and I have deliberately not met him to provide space for the Chinese government to conduct their research from a new spy centre in the UK with the formation of a new Chinese Embassy and to see what the Dalai Lama sees and how he can believe in such democratic changes from the ground up while the leaders continue to trade oil and natural resources and build human capital markets for jobs and employments as time goes by. We are not blessed to know much about Xi Xin Ping and his destiny for political greatness but it does not look good for the way the West has written about him and distanced him from the ancient tales of eastern leaders and leaders in general who desire great things for themselves and political states worthy of great writers since time immemorial.

I had a vision of myself studying with the Dalai Lama in a previous birth and Kali Mata once spoke to me that it is indicative of how I have met him in the cosmic past of the coded Vedic planets and Buddhist cosmological diagrams that describe life on earth as but a stepping stone on the realisation of Christ’s palace and kingdom of love. This level of erudition and scholarliness should be evident from my writing but world leaders would struggle with the facts of my life as a student and now a graduate on a commute to work and the finances that keep me poor and stressed with a mind that had to deal with so much in the now. I have had spiritual experiences with the Dalai Lama in this birth and my brother and father have met him in Dharamsala but me and my mum have not met him and I have had a religious vision of him in India in 2002 so Jehovah can study these factors for his use of Yoga in the West and see how eastern spiritual leaders solve these problems in the astral realms while Christian leaders look on at the human rights horror of my life behind closed bars and under veritable house arrest as they eschew a religion that is complete in its creationism while Hare Krishna is immature in its inception and has much to learn from my spiritual blogs and close personal relationship with Krishna, Jesus, Allah and Buddha as well as other gods – something they espouse they are able to deal with as all incarnations of Krishna.

It’s all mental health and I have alighted on a gold mine next to a President’s golf course that religious experiences are struggling in the face of science and medical professionals and we are going through a period of darkness with the Golden Age purporting to be born in 2012 and new experiences being allowed in congregations and there being a natural hierarchy with the Guru in place to protect older souls as we live in new times and echo the ancient past with Hinduism in the background as the Christian politician economies move on with the NHS to warn Hindus of their unconscious belief systems and how racism affects us all and they have things to be ashamed of as well as Muslims in the way they see white proper people and can be quite rude in their treatment of middle class morality as they hold themselves out to be a special Aryan race in possession of simple lives that hide special knowledge while we all need to eat sleep and shit on the one planet and get along no matter what life throws at us.

My mum’s elder sister Kamlesh Turner and her long term career with the NHS shows up a lot in my consciousness as someone who has been very abusive and jealous of and to our family since the 1980s when my mother got a divorce and settled for a Muslim man instead of my Hindu Punjabi father who Kamlesh liked and sided with in a family drama that has lasted decades. She had an elder son Ranvir who had been very competitive with myself and my elder brother Ritesh and now that we are past the age of photographs the memory and the message is loud and clear that phone calls from India in the 2000s about my family’s horoscopes where hogwash and the extended Mohan family’s actions are justified in hatred of our Rishi family to defend Ranvir’s life and extension upwards as a socially mobile class member dealing with Brahmins who have not lived clear Brahminism ways of life and have caused problems as has Ritesh and then myself with unemployment and inactivity on the field of Kuruksetra and have abandoned family laws and the battlefield in contrary to explicit religious duties.

Are the Gunas the three parts of the conscious minds relationship with material existence? Tamas, Rajas and Sattwic Guna parallel the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious minds and the only way to tell that they are different is at the point of death when the western model would hold for them to be suspended and then regarded in view of heaven or some afterlife beliefs: This is in keeping with Sri Krishna’s stating that there is no being anywhere in the universe who is free from the Gunas except his devotee who has been freed from them.

The Speaker of J Krishnamurti literally came out of me back around 2012 and I experienced hedonism and the cults of homosexuality in various ways to assess the notion of unity and oneness in a balanced light that enabled me to benefit from never having had any homosexual lust in my life. I saw things I had not experienced before and heard things too and even noted a difference in culture with some films being released and made my way down to the MAC to watch some homosexual cinema and even saw some Indian art that was short movies of homosexual lust.

We are at Wartime and Iran is threatening the West and Middle East stabililty. DEFCON needs to be upgraded and staff need to be retrained in the internet to host the youth taking in the news through reinforcement from the internet for the sake of interconnectivity and seeing the inner world moving in a healthy manner in spite of elder generations finding change hard to deal with. What does America make of its Bollywood relations now that Abishek Bachchan has withdrawn his offensive and left us still in the UK in the realm of Shilpa Shetty’s time on Big Brother? How British TV replicates itself is a mystery and something to behold when all they want to do is be American like the book The Grand Chessboard by Brezinksi stared fate in the face and declared the express aims of the US were to have itself copied by other countries to avoid World War Three.

If black people have suffered racism after being called “naturally athletic” with their tribal and genetic roots in Africa’s vast savannahs and open land: Indians run the risk of being naturally military or natural spies due to the unconcious conditioning of Arjuna the Kshatriya and army general and royalty in waiting for his kingdom upon defeating the Kauravas on the field of Kurusetra. They say that Indians hear and remember knowledge under Shruti and Smriti and this bias has been bought to the NHS’s attention with the Suppressive People and Christian’s brutal treatment of my elder brother Ritesh and literally scaring him out of Scientology and the family home with threats of reprogramming and being brainwashed into the Christian faith by British advocates Richard and Bonnie Wood and John Attk who specialised in destroying lives lived in Scientology and assisting parents like my mother in reclaiming their children and family house as she did in the 1990s. Just what the Scientologists wanted with Ritesh is unclear but there was no price list on making your dreams come true so it’s no surprise that we both live as if we don’t have any dreams in our late 40s and early 50s stage of life. We both meditate a lot and meet British equalisation and egalitarianism saying “don’t we all” all the time as the rich sit back and don’t offer the poor anything in Great Britain but a sterile wasteland of science and barren internet usage while they chase philosophers internationally and cite mental health for others worldwide to atone for the British Empire and it’s history of evolution without change at home and special powers separating royal houses and political chambers at last under Nigel Farage and his command of the English Language under his use of the media and home invasion of his own kind to reclaim British airspace from Barack Obama and perform almost an exorcism of our country to let our Churches breathe after decades of American ostentation and attempts to take over our country and its culture

10/05/2026

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You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.