10/6/2026

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This experience I am having as a writer writing notes on my phone is one of cultural displacement. All the he said and she said about Gods and Goddesses is dislocating me from my normal self which needs grounding with meditation and connection to the relatives and at source with my childhood. It is a pain not to be a part of the family social scene but Ranvir Turner sullied the family with drinking and Bhangra and football and bad speech. This is more dislocating for me and requires me to reside with the self and not businessmen and news speak and to heal in silence the fractured self and becom whole again.

The many voices I refer to in these articles represent a nervous breakdown after reading The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. The world came crashing in with the family and I was abused my position of being a single man without a job and who was failing on life’s terms espousing wise words but looking like Garbar Singh from Sholay.

What is the difference between the energy of Krishna and The Holy Ghost. It is to be borne in mind that this question is asked on England’s shores where the Holy Ghost has had a relationship with citizens for a very long time and ISKCON has only been here since the 1960s in the UK.

J Krishnamurti died asking the question: What is creation?

If the phones become lightsabers and connect concentrated energy that channel information from satellites that would explain the astronomical cost of them and the variety of them knocking about. Religious men would be able to use them and better connect people for judicial conversation and political and royalty members could better spread their energy fields across the land, with international guests available at most times.

Why can’t Indian live like Hollywood stars in the UK and own vast estates and prop up the property market instead?

Why don’t UK newspapers write about Hindus? Is it because it is too hard for them?

3/6/26

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“He’s the king of the ninth world
Twisted son of the fog bells toll
In each and every lobster cage
A tortured human soul”

  • Sting, The Soul Cages

The Bhagavad Gita As It Is hosts “the three worlds” of Krishna and Durga is the Goddess of Navratri and plays host to the number nine. Possible readings of this lyric may not contain the notion that there was not enough space on earth for Krishna to be the subject of this verse and to be the saviour alongside Jesus for whom society was being dealt with the 4-5% owning 95% of the wealth with EnlightenNext and all the mind body spirit books that have disappeared from the book that have disappeared from the book shelves as Shiva institutes an age of direct experience and secrets coming forward from India about the Golden Age at The Brahma Kumaris with their Oxford Retreat Centre hosting Dada Janki and Brahma Baba from the twentieth century and struggling to keep up with the world of the mobile phone with all that Raja Yoga and speech that competes for silence as people engage in normal working life and they investigate health problems and mental health too in the UK.

That is why the Indian refer to Shree Book and call a book Sir. It is an old institution and is being dealt with glibly by western forces as Dr Pillai of the Pillai Centre writes one book and Monarchs don’t write any. The space for differ by cultures under Jehovah is reducing and power games need to change the way academics live so that Drs are not grumbling about their lifestyles and pay and take access to alternative medicine to stop being pill pushers and people like CMHTs and mental health nurses stop offloading their student loans and family lives with no discussion finally in a fascist stat under Nigel Farage’s friendship with Donald trump placing us decades behind where the Chinese wanted us to be with EnlightenNext and Dao.

What is a Hindu Manidr and does it exist beyond a social context for marriages? Do they allow discussion of their Gods and Goddesses and religion and allow people in from the outside?

Church history is devolving into one big rush to give each other health advice in the UK as Eastenders and Coronation Street feel sorry for the Ukrainians and post them in the Eurovision Song Contest alongside Israel. The Americans have finally gone and eaten too much food and taken over the UK and trashed their culture with Kinghts of the Realm having no contact with ordinary folk or public relations with the Royal Family.

What England has too many illegal immigrants in it for Nigel Farage to use his superpowers for his own news network on to bring Fox News into the debate at Westminster while Jon Stewart plays quarters with Private Eye and Ian Hislop on YouTube.

England suffers from madness with all of its TV programming and the use of AI. That is why they call it mad dogs and Englishmen. This hides a deep racism which masquerades itself as ignorance of other cultures.

Amal Clooney is to be seen with Oprah Winfrey’s amazing arse and to be medicated in accordance with Yoga for the profile of her body and what George Clooney was trying to achieve with adoration of Nazi Germany again in The Monuments Men with his empire and lazy acting career which has caused the downfall of hollywood in spite of Prince Harry’s attempts with James Corden to prop it up and Prince William singing with Bon Jovi and posing for photos with Tom Cruise of Scientology being granted religious status the year I began a medical in the UK

LAMDA graduate Paul Ready is to be asked how he took four years to mirror me when a LAMDA diploma only takes 3 years. He is to be studied for mental health with Egyptian religion so that Nollywood can better understand the madness that challenged my identity and stole my religion all these years.

Bryan Dick is to be studied for racism and to see if living with me did anything for the polished person who sued to suffer mental health problems back home in Newcastle.

I feel a little lost as a graduate without the confines and routine of student life around me. Though it has been 24 years since I left Law School I have been looking for work since then and now that I have been looking for work since then and now that I have found some of it is a shift of consciousness to have Monday-Friday at work and the weekend to myself and I feel a little bit lost as to how to fill my time. The IPL cricket is on and on Bank Holiday Monday I will studying for my apprenticeship so that is easing me into working life and helping with the pain of no longer being a student who is searching for God.

What effect does the Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan that represents my past life have on the congregation there? Does she confer religious states of bliss as advertised by Hindu gurus online or does she ooze peace to them?

Christian Churches need to pool their resources and back the Americans off from Evangelical tradition with the state that Israel is in. Israel should never have been given to a Jewish race and should have been under the control of Christians able to work dedicatedly on Christ’s second coming. Christian sermons need to go ont a data base so that other priests can use other people’s sermons and have more time for other things such as management and experience less stress. This would go to the denominations of the country and decide whether or not the old structures need be applied or if there was indeed just one Anglican Church. The fate of the Vatican costing England could also be applied here for Roman Catholic Churches maintaining their distance. it is not a requirement of Christ’s ministry that priests write their own sermons each week and as mental health increases and the madness grows in England the globalised world will want to make space for Priests to be there for their congregation and to serve the public will at large.

Is the word heaven applicable to Hindu Temples and scriptures? Does it apply to ISKCON?

The film The Creator was poignant for a forthcoming war between China and the USA. It showed the biological differences between Buddhists and Christians as they fought over dominance of the internet and world resources and the graphics involved in showing the airspace where the central database was stored was useful in showing the feeling of emptiness and airness that go with cosmic consciousness and astral travelling. I am reminded of IPMan 4 and how trade between these two superpowers was desirable and the Chinese had desire to work with the Americans but other conflicts have taken over and it seems the Dalai Lama has abandoned plans of returning to China.

It is only 3.30 in the afternoon. The world is workingf outside my bedroom. With my cosmic awareness activated and my ability to travel to Heaven – what time is it outside and how long are people taking to accomplish their tasks? Who is judging them and what is the state of the Church of England with the spread of AI and the dominance of the world of fake news online and social media as well as the fact that the internet does not really exist.

If the internet exists as per western science – what of China and was this grounds for a war? Did China originate it’s own computer or does it owe this to Apple and Microsoft?

Queen Elizabeth 2nd’s presence is felt in England and she has returned to play ghost and ex leader of the Church of England and learn from Bhakti yoga what the image does and how it affects channelling and transmissions of knowledge throughout the kingdom. King Charles spiritual powers may increase in time as Queen Elizabeth harnesses the internet with Krishna working with me over the coming years. My role as a Healer is important for the healings that can occur in and around Church as the NHS has to face Jesus and his warning: “Physician heal thyself” and the ruin they have wreaked on England turning it into a shadow of its former self.

Ritesh does not like to read books. He was influenced by Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau to be suspicious of those living in Ivory Towers and we have had our problems getting on. Conversely mum likes to read and has elevated her social position by reading and educating herself. She is to be commended for looking after her health and being in good shape in her 70s and looking young and vibrant and being of sound mind. These are things the Hindu Temple would not recognise in her.

I have never watched a Horse Race from beginning to end in England.

When I was at Northfield Gym the treadmill changed to have Tibet on its graphics board and Lhasa and Potala Palace was showing in the gym.

Does Hinduism “teach” peace or is it an economic solution to life’s problems?

It feels like I have not had sex since 2011. This is in keeping with my brother who is a 52 year old virgin. Our mother has given up sex and ended her relationship with Karamat Ali in Canterbury in the 2010s and lives at home with us in peace.

With all the mantras online and images of Hindu Gods and Goddesses the NHS called me a Hindu incarnation of God and then had nothing to say on the matter between 2013 and 2024. The only conversation they had with me about health was about diabetes and weight loss which I put on taking their medication.

God’s wrath has never been shown in England. The Americans hand over natural disasters but UK insurance law is under stress. COVID was an example of God’s judgement but Gordon Brown was on his scientific march to earn money and make a name for himself with all the Drs and Nurses. What happened to the Americans wanting to privatise the NHS as Nigel Farage speaks of the need for private health insurance as he touts Donald Trumps military superior nation where people are armed with guns at home.

With the Royal Family and Parliament having totalitarian control over the streets and leaving the population to the madness of Shakespeare, it is worth asking what the difference is between the UK and Iran?

As a healer I am granted metaphysical experiences that allow me to be a better writer. Will I inspire some academics to research my poetry alongside spiritual books and with spiritual teachers in mind?

Many years ago God spoke to me and told me that Senator Palpatine in Star Wars is one of the most important characters in cinematic history. The way the camera pans on him at the end of one of the episodes and his eventual journey to the dark side and experiences with the Vedas and evil. Who he represents in the real worls is a mystery as the news hides world leaders from the public view but his interest in esoteric powers and training of the Sith is telling for what goes on Earth and who is troubling diplomatic groups. The Dalai Lama is thus granted Sith status as he is a corrupt world leader and not just an innocent monk.

I went to law school with Jenny Afia of Schillings law firm. She has a training contract with Jones Day. Jenny now knows Queen Camilla personally and represents the Royal Family on personal matters.

The Royal Family need to lift their curse on this land as Princess Catherine spends time with childhood Psychiatrists to let go os schools as there is not link from the top down to the schools and it is dealt with by another government department – the department for education. When we grew up in the 1980s there was a host of TV programmes and a culture of childhood and today the Drs are in the schools with mental health and charting ways to secure entry to any home in the UK as pill pushers with placebos and the Mental Health Act 1983. Compassion for schoolchildren is a waste of time as they have each other to grow up wtih and are trained in veritable brothels to watch pornography.

I think with the white light of the phone that the Chinese have forgotten their Tibetan negotiations and the Dalai Lama is forbidden from returning back home.

There has never been an fracas between Parliament and The Royal Family on the BBC for all the creative tension that abounds about so called democracy and their use of the TV to control the population.

Since I have been diagnosed with mental health problems I have been searching outside of myself and looking to the TV and internet for my own happiness. Jehovah told me to align with my home and the routine in that as I come back from Church on Sunday and a nice service at St Gabriels.

America is like a disease that Salman Rushdie carried to the British Asian while he reigned as king of Asia and blocked the Chinese from trading on YouTube.

It’s like being Neo in The Matric only without Keanu Reeves good looks and money. I’m trying to concentrate on the TV and then I slide and my eyes close and I am off somewhere in a lucid dream. I’m trying to use the Mon-Fri working pattern to develop my normal waking consciousness and sleep better now that I am exorcising the demons from the NHS that came to visit me and the police that supported them and do not address me as a spy or any transcendental musings that are going on.

Security checks need to be in place for Rishi Sunak and the religious grounds upon which he rose to power. Did he use my connections at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the Gunas and what precedent has he set swearing on the Bhagavad Gita in Parliament. Where has the Asian culture gone and what happened to British Asian history with Christmas Karma on at the cinemas.

I won a ticket to see Sting at the NEC for The Soul Cages tour from the Evening Mail and took my aunty Nutan with me. I listened to Sting every day from being 12 until 24.

American Guru and leader of EnlightenNext Andrew Cohen passed away not so long ago. MPs were studying his work in Westminster and I was surprised to see him die so young. He died on the anniversary of reaching his Guru HWL Poonja.

Professor Brian Cox made a TV Show and described the ight sky in mumbo jumbo as an atheist and the names were not aligned with 2012 movements or yoga movements ascribing the night sky to religious channels.

Johnathan Swift described the UK as Gulliver’s Travels and others have described Atlantis. With the astrology available online these days it is important to ask what passes for england as MPs use the terrestrial TV alongside the Royal Family using social media too.

Writing about famous people is something that academics need to study more as the internet shapes the way research is done and the ancient ways of England need to keep up with change as The Woke challenges things. I notice that my calendar time accelerates and I feel disturbed in my house for family life as the standard laws of libel and slander run to challenge a writer’s freedom.

J Krishnamurti described the human brain as millions of years old. He also said that I would be the only one to understand his teachings. Krishna ahs since illumined other people as to what he meant about Freedom.

Your mind is conversation that takes place in private between yourself and God/The Universe and needs watering to take care of it daily life now that I have started work at Atos at Birmingham/ Solihull Business Park and am having refresher driving lessons to practice driving there and back.

I note my mind wandering that I don’t want the Royal Family’s money or clothes or riches. It had occurred to me that I may have an inheritance waiting for me on account of past lives but this life is enough to live with heathen alive and well bullying the normal state of play.

Today me and Ritesh went for a coffee in Northfield market. it was nice to be with a peacful being and to take a break from the frenzy that Prince William is causing by being on my laptop.

A man in India said Allahu’akbar as he looked to the sky and said that “He has given you all of the knowledhe”. He also said I have magical / healing hands.

Gohils Emporium on the Stratford road has undergone quite some changes since 2012 and is the primary stockist of Indian idols after the Soho Road which has a couple of shops that stock them there. When I was growing up I feared a religious war over idols and religious merchandise.

Around 2014 I performed Tonglen and breathed in the suffering of Tibetans. I did this twice. I also offered my Mehta to perform a medical and exchange with Tibetans who would suffer for the landscape with medical updates over time.

Celebrities and politicians and monarch have gotten trapped on the internet, radio and television after lifelong careers as father figures and matriarchs leading other people into propaganda channels.

There is one internet in the worl and it needs to be shared by all the nations and people.

I have been watching Lingo on ITV Quiz for two hours each night for some months now as I struggle to pass time with my mind.

2/06/2026

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“Modesty propriety can lead to notoriety
And you can end up as the only one
Gentleness, sobriety so rare in this society
At night a candle’s brighter than the sun”

  • Sting, An Englishman in New York

Drs would do well to note that Dr Deepak Chopra of the Mind Body Spirit movement was caught out advising Geoffrey Epstein on God and inviting him to bring young girls to Israel for a meet up. Noam Chomsky’s name was mentioned – a far cry off from reading their blogs and remaining at home with one’s family looking for work like a normal person. How has the internet polluted our perception and how distorted are the mirrors in use by various militaries as world leaders deal with treaties and businessmen face contractual obligations.

War is darkness and it spreads and pollutes conventional life. The balance is with the western powers and the mount they warred in the twentieth century for ruining ordinary life and causing mental health distress and mental decay.

With the cosmic consciousness I experience and astral travelling I undergo to heal basic realms: I find I have to take care of myself for want of thinking I am experiencing all that I see. Terry Eagleton said that people do not really have an experience these days with all the radio in the cars and the TV and pop videos and commercials taking to Krishna as Arjuna breaking down and experiencing pain and Sati said she has seen me go through this before with the Hindu Gods and Goddesses and this is something new for me to experience life as a journalist writing my dreams away and to be a fool on my home planet with J Krishnamurti and his saying “I am the world and the world is me” and to rely on western academic forces to straighten me out and get my work on the road.

This writing is the fruits of an Oxford degree some twenty years later and as the role of a writer living at home with his family in Birmingham UK. It is the feat of the imagination to face the American empire and what they do to the mind via the TV.

It is my hope to publish enough poems that academic overcome competitiveness and share the research that my works potentially leads to. The role of the writer living his own death as he walks the spiritual path that Somerset Maugham called “the razors edge” is fertile ground for web development to be investigated as well as mental health issues and reseacrh for a replay of what the NHS did to me and a cross disciplinary effect of my writing that takes into account Shirdi Sai Baba to call me Rohan Rishi of Birmingham and a young god in the making spending time at home with his spiritual family Ritesh and Santosh wishing our father well in Greater Naoida in India enjoying his determination to enjoy a Stoic resignation to time and life’s travails.

What happened between my grandfather enjoying gold on the TV and my father enjoying a round of golf in India and Rory McEllroy representing colonial and imperial power with Tiger Woods and racism against Hindus in the UK?

I have been writing articles this morning while enjoying an Arts and Chat session on Saturday morning with my Creative Support group and charity in Northfield. I take my own colouring book and colouring felt pens and join with others to do some art work and chill out and have a couple of cups of tea for 1 1/2 hours until 12 o clock and the go home and have Saturday lunch that Ritesh makes either chips and veggie burgers. I find the group gives me space for my mental health after the racism and ignorance and harassment from the NHS and I like the group of people here and I have seen myself grown and develop since coming here in 2022 and taking part in a knitting group – a far cry from Geoffrey Epstein and Dr Deepak Chopra groups and adults with EnglightenNext as Sting haunted me in the background and spied on my development too.

One day the internet will cause lower taxes as Impersonalism is learned from ISCKON and world leaders and politicians set a good example by travelling less and desiring fewer things that they can have in their own back yard.

The Christian Church has faced things kike Theosophy and Mind Body Spirit before and seen the likes of Sathya Sai Baba and J Krishnamurti claim to be like or better to Jesus Christ. This is Church history and is buried in the internet with the fall out from EnlightenNext and rush to get things from the Dalai Lama as he posts his desire to live into his hundreds and states that he has given up his intention to rebirth in China and the next Dalai Lama will be born in India: While China contest this claim and state that he or she could be born in China.

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My mother told me today she has given up her idea of going on a Vipassana retreat. It is too much for her. I had a vision of Kuan Yin last night.

I want my family treated with respect by West Midlands Police and for academics to review my literature fairly while I am alive and make use of the many photographs that I have to explain the biography behind my poetry. I would also like help getting my novel published which I published on Amazon Books called Parveen Gupta which aims to put an end to Maya and aide social forces to explain principles of invisibility that I studied at university and which have taken twenty five years to mature.

Dr Deepak Chopra is quite a big voice in the cosmos and has written a lot of books and piad a lot of money to advertise his power and disavow being a Guru and study as a practitioner of Transcendental Meditation under Mahesh Rishi Yogi. He was quite powerful following 9/11 and campaigned with Salman Rushdie to end religion and state that it is an outdated function and something that is stuck in old ways. I have seen Dr Chopra in The Daily Mail in the past few years since Prince Harry went across media channels to go to live in America. This is not what he promised he would do when he spearheaded anti-psychiatry and pharmaceuticals as a thought leader of American culture and spiritual movements.

What is the internet and how does corporate London affect the Imagination with it’s use of LinkedIn and corporate websites?

Andrew Cohen changed his details after visiting the Tree of Life in Birmingham and built a website saying he was a Spiritual Journalist and Modern Mystic in around 2012. He did not say he was a Guru after writing persuasively about the need for Guru in his tenure as leader of EnlightenNext in Angel Islington and Foxhollow in America.

King Charles is head of the HRH police force in the UK Donald Trump has more screen time on the BBC than any Monarch or MP or Prime Minister in the UK. Prince William has called Xi Xin Ping to Buckingham Palace to play a prank on him about an Austin Martin. Who is in control of these mirrors and what are the police doing about the Vatican’s warning that World War Three is about to start with an increase in rape and burglary as time goes by?

Kiefer Sutherland is Jack Bauer of CTU for the Americans and Benedict Cumberbatch is Sherlock Holmes for the British. Who respects me as Abishek Bachchan is Sarkar Raj and successor to Amitabh Bachchan’s empire and makes films in Hindu and supports Indian sports?

People just want better sex lives and watch sports for their libido and encounter marriage as an institution not God.

King Charles initiated a Caroline Age to take over from a Postmodern one. Shiva was lamenting the fact that Hindus and Indian are stuck behind and are mor like Modernists and want a say in things.

My education at Oxford showed me to stick to context as the period around which a writer writes and to draw in diverse sources to give a commentary and biographical background to me writing so that it expands the field for other artists across cross disciplinary subject matters while exploring ISKCON for its new Bible about the Goswamis and Sri Chaitanya and the varying degree that different verses speak to people at differing times of their lives.

1/7/26

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Since coming out of mental hospital in 2013 my mother and I have made almost annual trips to Stratford to watch Shakespeare plays. We saw an all black production of Hamlet which was the first time I have ever given a standing ovation: Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, The Tempest, Othello, Macbeth amongst others. We have also regularly gone to the Midlands Arts Centre to watch films and sometimes live recordings of plays. We also regularly have been to Rubery Great Park Cinema until recently when I feel that we are getting too old for these hobbies and stick to our rooms at home and laptops as I work at Atos and get my apprenticeship work done in the meantime. I hope to start work on my website in my free time but it could be a couple of years while my eyes adjust to normal life and I settle down to convention after a roller coaster ride of consciousness with Krishna as He shows me other Gods and Goddesses and treats me like Arjuna befriending me for the oncoming and long journey ahead.

It’s like the scene in Lord of the Rings Return of the King when Theodorn King of the land of Rohan won’t ask for help because he has been scourged by time and remembers grudges. He relies on a Hobbit accident lighting the fires that set off the alarms around the land and alert the Temples to the oncoming threat from Saruman. As I write I am constantly aware that one day I will market these blogs and poetry pages and hope to get the help of ascended people in society to raise the level of consciousness and continue in New Age Romanticism to create a new world.

In the 2000s I was depressed and experienced transcendental phenomena. I experienced the Fall of Man and Jehovah banihsed me from the Garden of Eden and damned me for leaving Jones Day and breaking up with my girlfriend at the time. The book The Way of the Peaceful Warrior haunted me and I suffered voices and experiences from that book as a young Dan Millman and jackass who was damned and whose life was ruined. Jehovah recently showed me that I was Socrates and I could come down off the roof and spend time with normal people.

26/06/2026

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London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse

See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.

My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.

I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.

I expect people to give me donations.

A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.

You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.

By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.

The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.

I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

25/05/26

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My mum had a hysterectomy in the 1990s. She later found out that she did not have to have it. I remember my father coming back from India to look after her.

Is Jones Day a Christian law firm? What was Gouldens? What religion is the College/ University of Law? Has Oxford gotten complacent with Christchurch and Corpus Christi and Jesus College? What has the internet done to the dominance of Oxford and Cambridge and can other nations compete for knowledge with them and end London’s dominance and Victorian society over the world and the imagination?

I’m not a corporate shareholder. This affects my role in time and makes me suffer as someone who rents a room in my mum’s house for £150 a month and makes me feel the long term effects of having smoked marijuana and feeling the pain of criminals and those who give in to sex life.

The Prophet Muhammed is wound up with me with Shantideva’s biblical life in the 700s and his made up role as a Boddhisattva and covering for Muhammed and the Messia with his prayer for salvation of all beings. Kuan Yin is tied to Shantideva and China is being asked to get involved with Islam – especially in Africa and to spare us the religion of Englishness as they get tired and try light working in the universities and give in to special powers and suffer for want of reading ability and explain where they get their money from.

My father shared with me openly after the divorce how much he missed my mother and how in love with her he was. He attempted to commit suicide because she was leaving him and slashed his wrists. I know because I saw the bandages on his wrists and walked in on them together; my father crying on my mother’s lap.

The Queen wants to research my father in relation to my own poetry and success and failure in life. His life from Jalandhar and travels to England and his influence on proceedings as living in this country for 20 years will be a game changer for studies and culture in the future.

My brother had eczema growing up and failed hi A-Levels because he was having panic attacks during exams. He was under too much pressure to uphold the family tradition and had been burdened by my parents to shiled me from the relatives during the divorce and act the part of a big brother – something he doe to this day.

Loving and living at home with one’s elderly mother is stressful and it is not easy being poor and not being to take her out and have lunch. She has always watched the pennies and I need to catch up with householder and start earning money and paying my way in the world.

My brother was an excellent Karate instructor and reached brown belt under Shukokai Black Belt and now tenth Dan Malcom Hudson. He had to give up the martial arts because Malcolm told him that having one leg shorter than the other could lead Ritesh being in a wheelchair when he was older. I studied Karate too and got up to green belt. I went down to orange belt because I missed too many lessons.

It’s all just change.

I had haemorrhoids from the age of 13 to 24. I went to hospital for an operation. My colon would protrude from my anus by about 2-3 inches when I went for a shit. After my operation they had gone but soon came back. I did not tell anyone and suffered poor bowel movements until I came back from India when my body was healed. It was punishment from Buddha for choosing a rebirth and not being able to pray to Him and sit in Lotus while affecting the Dalai Lama’s practice and negotiations with Tibet. Jehovah told me I was like Adam and then I fell from grace when I left Jones Day in 2003 and the woman I was living with Kate Warnock Smith who now works at Hull University. he said he punished all of mankind for my sin and haunted me for a decade afterwards.

Sexual lust seems so childish when viewed in hindsight and is tainted with sexual guilt on the way of the boddhisattva.

I left home at 17 to study at Oxford and came back i the holidays or went to my father’s flat in London. And when I left Oxford in 2000 I moved to London for two years. I still don’t feel like I have properly come back home. I spent the years 2010-2011 living in London. There is something about London and making it that has not settled in Birmingham. My mum has been at work ever since we were children in Birmingham and worked in London in the 2000s at the BBC. Ritesh has visited London but never studied or lived there. It must be like New York or Las Vegas and have a tie to people through the news as the capital of the UK that it frequently figures in my thoughs and stops me from settling down at home in Birmingham. My mum bought the house in the 2010s after going on a buy to rent scheme from the council since moving on in 1993. Every year she marks the date that we moved in and when our father stopped paying the rent on the old house and when bailiffs came and kicked us out of our family home in Rubery. We lived with a school friend for a week while the Council found us somewhere to live.

I saw The Never Ending Story a couple of years ago at the cinema. It was a retro showing of an old film – something that is quite a good idea for the cinema. I had seen it in my youth and enjoyed the adventure. Where did they get the special effects from and how was it made – these are documentaries that would have bolstered the imagination over time – not having stars pose on Facebook, Instagram and Tik Tok. It occurred to me when watching it just how far away Krishna Loka is from conventional reality and the everyday affairs of western men and women. The end scene when they show the princess trapped in her palace in the stars: What if she is dreaming of getting to Krishna Loka and needs a connection to the earth to establish her reality.

Presently I take Sertraline, Risperidone, Atvorstatin and Metformim medication. I am struggling to keep up with the western calendar and take it every day as I see China a lot and am thinking about the Tibetan calendar and am naturally linked to the Indian calendar with my tolerance of the treatment I am receiving as the Devi in the soul cages at the back of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who has been rebirthed an ordinary Rishi householder life in Birmingham UK and only speaks English.

22/05/26

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Krishna has warned me that my mother’s death will hit me like a thunderbolt and every now and then I get insight into what he means. The Hindus deal with woman as Maya and an illusion and have a whole sales patter to preach to the Pundit at the Temple about Mother and family dynamics with Arjuna spinning around the battlefield in Mahabharata and other Hindu stories. It is my hope to build a community that keeps in touch with me to guard against too much aloneness with Henry David Thoreau in Walden and helps me cope with growing old. The world of change is now really in the Now and the Buddha is a tough task master with so much at stake with putting Great China on show to compete with foreign markets and use social media so they can develop new technologies well and benefit from Sathya Sai Baba’s book which I sent them on the Golden Age to seek to solve old problems in new ways and find a space for the Dalai Lama to return there in years and ages to come.

This Blog is not an official government document. It is my private webpage for home use and to be added to as time goes by and then marketed in accordance with my personal resources as I work and earn a wage of £18K a year as an IT apprentice to fund my work as time goes by and I see things and have visions of the Chinese government and see them looking at the phone for phone prices and not spiritual enlightenment.

This morning I woke up with the memory of the devil tempting me into the world of corporate law and with one interview at Gouldens with Charters MacDonald Brown and Clare Deansley and then the merger with Jones Day mixing my life in London.

I grew up enamoured by the differences between loving someone and being or falling in love with them. I was ignorant about love and come from the split between my mother and father and I had distrust built and developed over time as I was continually heartbroken finding out that potential partners were not my mother and did not acquiesce to my needs as I wanted.

The secret to life is to find your class and station and then stick to that. Too much meditation floats in England and is influenced by America but what are you doing when you meditate and who are your role models and what are you learning about and where is this settling your distinctions of caste and creed? Mine is to go to work and to come home and pass the evening with some food and TV and spend time with my mother and brother at the weekends. it is also to play a social game of Township on my phone and build a village with crops and animals. It is not to aspire to world rule but to live in 6 Shilton Grove and release these article maybe years from now when I get around to marketing them on my laptop and I will have to email them to myself from my phone and then cut and paste them from my email on my laptop. it is like Emerson or Whitman or Thoreau – men more advanced in society than me but men content with their station of being a writer. Krishna told me to look within and see a graduate who is culturally condition and who does not have a mortgage and this soars into highs and lows with Ranvir Turner and other cousins in the Mohan and Turner family tribe as my mother’s brothers and sisters have conventional family’s that enjoy the world of material things and partake in social affairs as normal. That is what they grew to do and something I took part in within the wealth when I was student from the ages of 17-24 when I listened to Sting every day and spent money on CDs and books and had a Spartan wardrobe recycling the same clothes at social events and going out to keep up with the Jones’s and affront the Oxford social scene the best I could with the social skills I had at the time. That was my class. Not very high. Then it came time to have a nervous breakdown in 2002 and that is something that occurred again in 2013. Had Krishna not involved himself in my life God knows where I would have been.

What is the personality when the I AM is with the 10 commandments and the Prophecy of Jesus is at play?

How many chakras do I have because of past lives? Who or what am I responsible for as Krishna says: “Those that are wise grieve for neither the living or the dead.”

I am God. This phrase is located in the genitals and comes from the experience of ejaculation and power over another and control of the mind and needs to be broken for the Indian man to get control over his base chakra.

Apart from the works of Salman Rushdie all I know is Anita and Me. So I write biographical to clear myself of guilt in a Christian country with the account of blasphemy on my NHS record and a sketchy timelines of depression and poor mental health issues living in poverty with my brother since our father went back to India in the 2000s and sold his car and gave me the instalments as maintenance payments to supplement the loan I took out to fund my legal studies between 2000-2002.

I want the Chinese government to come and meet me in England so I can administer my work and deal with my past life karma and face the fact that the corporate life gave me a nervous breakdown and drove me to smoke marijuana and drugs.

Jehovah is measuring a Parish in Weoley Castle. He has erected two 5G towers to observe my habit on the internet and has comparisons with my early childhood with St Brigid’s Church from 1985-1989 with Ritesh being the first non-Roman Catholic that the Church admitted under Sister Marjorie due to an administrative error that granted him a place after my mother had it explained to her that her son was not the proper caste to study at the School and Church. I was back at St Brigid’s after I left Elim Church around 2024 until the Father told me that I would need to do a course to continue to receive Eucharist. I have written to him since then explaining my position. Krishna told me to give him a copy of the Bhagavad Gita and The Works of William Blake as He wants me to be like William Blake for Hindus. St Gabriel is the patron saint of telecommunication online so he can control media before “ether” was documented in ISKCON as one of Krishna’s creations and constituted parts of the human race and earthly world. Rameses II told me that Birmingham had been used to measure alien races intervening in a big way in London after EnlightenNext collapsed in 2012 and this measurement with distance and space is more up Ritesh’s street and things he likes to look at being so long posted to take care of Arcturus and Greek heritage with Scientology precision on the reactive and active minds to live as a monk devoted to Christ for his sexual abstinence who doubts Krishna’s efficacy for the modern age.

I used the Sound of Light by Dr Judy Satori in c.2012 to clear blockages in my chakras and attempt to build a 12 strand DNA body. I failed to keep to the timing of these transmission of words of energy and fell asleep with them on one night and must have absorbed hundreds of transmissions. Jehovah told me it was the Sound of Satan and that there was a massive exorcism of me going on and showed me how to reach 60 dimensions to rival William Blake for the Marriage of Heaven and Hell and now to tell me to calm down as I have grounded my writings and Ritesh at St Brigid’s Roman Catholic Church for me to upload these articles to my WordPress site and advertise my poetry to academics to study and mental health academics too.

I find it illuminating about British racism and the lies of healthcare in the NHS that I spent 22 years waiting for the NHS to help me after India and was hospitalised 4 times while Russell Brand made people laugh and chanted Hare Krishna and the police sat back and watched his sexist jokes and racist routine.

What is a laptop and how does it control time and space? What is the internet and how can world governments lie about fibre optic cables all over the world and under the sea? These type of miracles are the stuff of Egyptian pyramids and need to be gotten a hold of so the world’s imagination is protected and working life is secured by good TV and social media? How does the TV broadcast and what is the science of telegraph poles in ancient America with the Native American Indians there? Is there a return to ancient ways with the golden age or is man speeding ahead with nuclear technology and politicians blocking up the TV and internet with their faces and policies?

It is telling that a distant relative called Omkar Nath Channa visited me in the 2000s when I was suffering from religious stress due to prophecies from India about my imminent success and birth chart: That nobody else from the 12 brothers and sister had been to see me or enquire about my well being. None of the cousins called and it is of not that Channan had written a book called the role of the Court Interpreter. I needed an interpreter to understand the distressing ways of the extended family as they held me in disdain for only speaking English. Dipak Mohan, social worker, was out building his little empire and did not respect our family’s space to help us with the phone calls from India.

The poet William Blake wrote that “Energy is eternal delight” and even fancied he was writing with prophets in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. My list of original religious and spiritual names and experiences owes its courage to William Blake to express myself with honesty and candour and expect to be ridiculed for it – especially after the threat and fear of Drs and Nurses claiming a relapse and more irrational and unwarranted and unexamined medication. They really are pill pushers and one imagines if this was some years back I would have been subjected to ECT. The energy in question with my religious experiences is Krishna’s energy which also belongs to Allah, Jehovah and Buddha and then there is also Qi and Reiki which I have experience of too with the Dao balancing things and waking me up early in the morning too.

I don’t think I have ever really enjoyed a happy day in England since my teenage years. There was one girlfriend I got off with when I was 17 and I recall feeling happy the day after but that was short lived. The Drs have nailed happiness to the cross and the local GP knows nothing about me other than my reticence to take medication because nobody talks to me properly and they keep their police work to themselves. They too are snobs because I don’t speak Hindi and have never mentioned military detail or religious work in all the years I have been living in Weoley Castle since 1993. They just stupify the mind to behave like a graduate and be normal and don’t know the strain this puts on my life – it is a sign of a poor intellectual and economic class indeed to not be able to talk about spiritual experiences with Drs and Consultants who are more concerned with how much money they can make and spend quickly.

Buddha stopped by in 2013 to show me what a demon looks like and how far some souls have to travel before they reach enlightenment. It would have been so much easier if I could have just told my Drs that I am searching for spiritual enlightenment ansd not take medication with no discussion of my racial predicament. Krishna bought a lot of demons to haunt me that year and said they went so far as to examine me medically as to cope with my mother’s funeral. Vishnu charged me with suffering for not being independent and this is something I am working on with getting into an IT career to stabilise my normal and ordinary waking activities to please the Drs and Nurses and to fulfil my requirements under the Mental Health Act 1983.

Notably I have not gone bankrupt and can hold the position of Director of a Company as can Ritesh and my mother in spite of years of suffering in Weoley Castle where our Parish with St Gabriel’s is starting to make sense.

I have £8000 on credit in my Barclays account and have set up an ISA. This equates to 80,000 rupees. My grandfather once gace me 40,000 rupees to spend over my summer holiday in 2000 when I visited my father in Jalandhar for five weeks. I spent about 15,000 rupees and returned the rest back to him.

Seeing the Golden Light or Krishna’s energy move as I write on the iPhone or think about writing while I sit at my desk at work is quite a surreal activity. It looks like I am doing things as a Healer and had the effect of astrally travelling to see people.

I suffer from the Imposter Syndrome and have discussed this with AI to bring it to the surface so it stops me worrying about being found out especially at work. It affects me in my stomach and chest and suffers me to experience pain and anxiety as I fear being found out as a Healer. I recall watching the TV show Merlin and how such castes are shunned by society and attacked – this is something I have experienced with the NHS and something my mother knew to be very hard with me about as I sauntered around as a high school graduate with an Oxford degree while my brother sat at home and meditated and practised his own religion and never went to university or saw London and Oxford life like I do. He is born and bred in Birmingham and travels by his at the age of 52.

Getting some direction: Now that I have set the goal in my life of emulating William Blake I find that I am resolved to better brain frequencies and can breathe a bit better. Many years ago I was visited by the spirit of Shakesepeare and I have seen him again recently towering down a chronology of literature that suits me and steers me away from the Hindu guru I have faced since I was very young with setting such as Oxford and London to challenge my own brand of spirituality and materialism surfing the waves of samsara to see if I could make sense of this things called God. Last night I was tossing and turning for four hours with the Word of God and Dao seemed to be triumphant again to warn me of the Dalai Lama and great men who stand on other people’s shoulders to be even greate in times of war and distress.

My mother has come through a lot more peaceful and happier to enjoy her old age without too much religious stuff going on and better resolved to know her sons childhood reading habits will be out to the workers via the internet and off to the academics to study and make popular. My brother can rest knowing I have some direction to use my time out of work once I have completed my apprenticeship in IT to good use and the struggle against evil and the spectre of Guru is won. It’s like Lord of the Rings – it is a darkness that blights my English speaking life and shuts me out of Hindu circles but it will come back again I’m sure to test the waters the farther I progress into society. It occurred to me I am not a great doer and man of action so staying at home and writing letters and using email to market myself after I have completed my webpage and used Krishna’s energy on the phone and the laptop means I have something to do and some direction on the voices and screams I hear of pain in the cosmos like Avalokitesvara: He who hears the cries of the world.

21/05/2026

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“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’

Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?

Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.

Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?

Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.

If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.

Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.

Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.

The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.

After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.

When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.

The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.

I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.

I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.

Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.

I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.

English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

20/05/2026

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The medical report when I was in the Tazetta Suite between October 25th to January 1st stated that I was experiencing Bipolar Disorder because I thought I was a Hindu incarnation of God and was experiencing Psychosis, Schizophrenia, Racy Thoughts and Delusions of Grandeur. I never had a chat at the time or since then with anyone about these things until I booked some Counselling in St Martin’s Church in 2025 where I was discharged because the Counsellor Kerry thought I was doing brilliantly. I was referred to St Martins from Creative Support and the only thing I received from the NHS was a referral to the course Mood on Track which was pretty crap and just some people doing admin and not really showing expertise in Bipolar Disorder. Saying a person “thinks they are a God” is a pretty general phrase to be in charge of. It could mean so many things and just be religious postulating itself and wondering about life the universe and everything as an Oxford graduate is prone to do – especially one born into such a philosophical household where such questions are normal and run of the mill. The referral to the Shaw Trust was useful if a bit late in 2025 and from that place I got the job at Atos by getting off my backside and out of the Psychiatrists armchair where he actually said: “You could charge £20 and fill Wembley Stadium” as a reference to India. Guru has swept the building and Indian TV so subject to these minds that saw Rishi Sunak come and go and British Asian culture not get any better except for those who socialise and plan the next big Indian wedding.

I would say I have practised Ashtanga Yoga on and off with Robin Arora of Harborne and Arora Yogi online for about a year. I started in 2008-2009 and then tried again in 2012. I could complete my Primary Series 1. My brother tried Ashtanga Yoga but found Robin Arora rude and disgusting because of his drink and drugs and sex life. My mum practiced learn at home Yoga while at work in the 2000s with the book on Yoga by Vimla Lalvani. I practiced Iyengar Yoga with actor Paul ready in Maida Vale at the Iyengar Yoga Institute there between 2000-2002 under Judy Lynn and Maitreyavira Marco Connovo.

The NHS never talked to me about poetry or novel writing or my work on Amazon. They mentioned it three times in passing and said that poetry was about “higher thinking”. This is racism at its worst and I have lost a number of years and embarassed my family name as a result of covert operatives spying on my home in a dead culture of Mi5 not being discoverable in social culture and suffering COVID as a potential Act of God as I look for insurance for my life and role as a Healer and to be safegaurded as a writer with my imagination with how close myself and mum and my brother have been since moving to 6 Shilton Grove in 1993 and since our father left our home and there was a divorce in 1988 and he moved to London and caused us quite a bit of stress.

I have performed the Vedic/ Hindu sacred ritual Tarpanum for my ancestors twice. I learned about this from Dr Pillai online in the 2000s where he said the absence of the ritual Tarpanum can cause servers psychological problems which I see healing as a Krishna’s many forms integrate as one energy within my psyche and help me leave a map for others to follow and let the Americans find out what went wrong with their psychics and spiritual mediums after they hekd a referendum of their own with a new Reformation and a split with Rome after Doreen Virtue left the spiritual life and all her angel working behind and went back to the Bible and Christianity and America faced the aftermath of Sathya Sai Baba’s kingdom and His promise to usher in a new age of money management and help me out of the doldrums in life.

The mental health incarceration stressed me out a lot and I had a lot to deal with with my failed Masters attempt in English ni 2010 and overcoming another romantic setback in the search for love on this cold rationalistic and scientific world. The Police came to see me a few times and questioned my state of mind but never brought with them any intelligence about my spy work and just took the fruits of it. I assume they were waiting for me to calm down and acclimatise to my mum who they recognised from conventional reality to be of working life and would have a duty of care over our home to safeguard normal family relations in spite of my spirituality and whatever Ritesh sees in light of Indian movements following my public life online during 20172-2024.

Tibetan and Chinese people would have struggled with the pace at which I wrote and talked to understand me and would have seen me send the Dalai Lama codes for the Self or as he sees it The Condition of human literature that women especially find most interesting. I had a visit from a policeman who pulled me over for vandalism at Birmingham Cathedral around 2020 when the earth was experiencing major shifts in perpetuity with New Age healers coming out of the woodwork from 2012 conspiracies and Christian prophecies. He said to me telepathically that he would have to think I wanted to be like the Dalai Lama since I was young for what was in store.

I have walked past police outside the Hyatt with armed machine guns that looked fake around 2017 when I was using my phone in a way that Jehovah said caused him to send me to the NHS for some psychiatry and to modernise me and to perform ALIEN OBSERVATIONS of me too. What about my family and how old is my mum going to live and what about the Golden Age of all these rich people in Hindustan and how young my mum is through her own beliefs and effort as she goes into a mental hospital of her own to meditate for ten days in silence at the Gloucester Dippa Dharma retreat on her own at the age of 73.

On her 10 day meditation retreat my mum will get the chance to experience something of what Ritesh goes through as he has been sitting in his chair at home before his computer since the 1990s watching us all come and go and especially me as we both went to the same school and left with the same weight of the world on us to experience Grammar School success. Something Sudesh Cole ripped the piss out of us for as she worked as a Researcher at Birmingham University and presided over our home with karmic consequences only Rama can solve at Shree Geeta Bhawan where she shuts us out and causes a diplomatic stir with Dharam Dutt not hiring a replacement for the Gujarat pundit who passed away and tending to all the devotees at that temple himself. The Church of England is in contact with the Hindu Council UK who will be well aware of mine and Ritesh’s issues as young British Asians from the 1980s and 1990s that the Millennials have caused to be wiped due to weapons of mass destruction and ignorance in the hand of powerful men and the women whose touch and sex life they crave. Goddess Kuan Yin has said she will be accompanying mum there to the retreat and she has the money in store for me with Jehovah at some point later in time.

The illusion of a Hindu man who is detached from life and whom nothing affects is detrimental to good community relations as western forces are facing and army of Hindus mobilised bu social media who fight in astral and spiritual realms designed by the Gunas described in the Bhagavad Gita. Theirs is a mysterious movement around the earth and from place to place that has been called nomadic due to immigration and the spreading of the Indian diaspora throughout the world. This was marked by social and political forces and driven by a desire to accumulate material wealth – something the relatives and Mohans, Coles, Sharmas, Bablas and Turners hold against me for walking away from the solicitors path and then holding me out as a blasphemous man who did not speak Hindi and does not follow Hindi customs and family laws – or cannot afford to. My social skills are not up to scratch and I live in veritable silence alone at home with my quiet and invisible brother and mother on her retirement. We don’t have any guests around for tea or dinner even though my mum is quite the hostess and an excellent chef.

Ritesh has climbed out of his depression to spend time with us more in the last 5 to 10 years after not feeling like much of the family and has taken an interest in the family and has taken an interest in the family budget and the kitchen to help out with cooking while living on a shoe string budget on welfare. None of the family thought to ask him how he was doing and kept up their hindu ways of changing and praying while speaking badly about him when he had to live with Kamlesh Turner after leaving The Church of Scientology and our mum was calling Christians to get us permanently excluded from the organisation. Ritesh was humiliated to work in an off licence and live with the drinking and football fan and Bhangra star Ranvir Turner while his younger sister Seema Turner looked on and named and shamed Ritesh for not fitting in with normal family dynamics. Our father was disappointed to see him sleeping on the floor on being treated like a dog who just had to pass the time while fearing for his salvation and spiritual enlightenment – something I hope he finds easier day by day and the more mum loosens her hold on the past.

Sudesh Cole has had a habit of writing letters to family members and others that documents and charts our family’s growth since immigrating t this country from Africa. These articles are my attempt to reclaim mine and Ritesh’s heritage and give our own account as sons as my mother still connects to her twelve brothers and sisters and is disappointed in the way the younger generation is turning out. They are all clothes and show and partying and drinking and football and Bhangra and music and leave little time for issues of consciousness or Spirit and have likely insulted Jesus or laughed at Him in comparison to the Hinu pantheon to still be held out as authority over my own voice for issues of mental health and being able to conduct oneself in alignment with the Bhagavad Gita and in accordance with conventional reality and normal life under the Mental Health Act 1983.

These are mental health records in the NHS that were diagnosed by staff in relation to the trauma of war that was not about soldiers in uniform. The Mental Health Act 1983 does not go far enough to protect these people reputation and people have suffered due to the religious constriction by the Church of England that all war be seen as an act of evil unless just cause can be proven and considered in line with God’s will and the holocaust. How can God let such things as war occur like the Holocaust if He is a just and kind God. Such questioning does not update to consider the crusades in the Middle East by John Major and Tony Blair and does not allow the Vietnam War into play or other wars throughout Africa and Asia to update the general policy. There were probably only enough NHS resources to save soldiers and other people like myself suffered until some other movement other than the NHS came along and saved them instead. It is clearly a policy of the UK to allow space for the NHS to save people with a multidisciplinary approach to relative healthcare and to let the Church of England play its part as it is doing now after I spent a year at Elim Church between 2022-2024 (Ritesh did not come and mum told me she is not a Christian – she came along to Carol Service but was racially affronted by the head priest there who did not like her answer England as to “Where are you from?” and now go to St Gabriel’s where I have been baptised in April 2026. My intention is to avoid sin and take part in Christian worship as an old soul paying his respects to Jesus and aligning with his modern movement of Christianity and to strengthen my faith. It is also on account of rebelliousness that I am joining a Church and the wayward youth I experienced with drink and drugs and socialising excessively – members at ISKCON would not be allowed the insight into celebrity glamour I bring to the table and in His own words Krishna called me a fashionista and warned me against being a teacher of His religion by the time I am 60. Shiva asked for me to be a Healer and this accounts for mystical experiences and helps me get along with my brother better for the bullying and racial harassment we went through as a result of EnlightenNext’s dissolution and the politics of form at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple with my previous life behind glass in the former years as a Devi and someone beholden to Durga for grace and opportune forgiveness from sins that Venkatshwara performs on Sunday mornings there. I had booked up to spend £1000 on a Sunday morning slot and have my sins washed away but it got too stressful being around people who don’t treat me well because all I speak is English.

It is of note that The Royal Family are two hours away by car and 100 miles from Birmingham to London – all the written work I have done since 2017 and I won’t hear from them or any MP due to racism as the Americans chaperone our nation on after COVID and Brexit and President Donald Trump pits his wits against those who say he has mental health problems.

Prince George aligned after 2012 robust Prince Harry from England and remain one of three Kings or Kings in waiting in the UK. The Royal Family was streamlined for resources and has been taking a lot of resources since COVID around which time they set up a social media channel. This outlet will help Prince George get some space from Prince Harry’s media musings and prepare himself for his older years when he gets to direct his own education and tastes to become the future King of England. He is schooled by his father Prince William who has experienced growing up in public and under the media spotlight so he will be guided well into the future and does not face the debris of the Iraq war or Afghan war and the retaliation of those states to capitalise o the downfall of Mind Body Spirit markets and mysticism.