19/05/2026

August 31, 2026August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

If I said or wrote I want to be a millionaire the modern Mind Body Spirit tradition would have Rhonda Byrne speak up in the Spirit of aligning with cosmic values to manifest one’s goals and dreams and set about having a millionaire’s lifestyle. Maybe I have done this with my writing and with medical record. The Lord Buddha informed me that the work I had done after 2012 and to alert state authorities to the tragedy of Tibet and how it was being stolen from by racists in the West who decided to mainstream Mind Body Spirit books and assert the Church of England at Shree Geeta Bhawan with context of my writings about EnlightenNext: but in the past this would have just been Alchemy and chasing fools gold under Monarchs who possess secret knowledge they keep from the people such as myself. We are entitled to one house – the one my mother owns and social media will be held to engage me in alchemy to seek the world to lose my soul safely so that I am exorcised of evil and the devil and can believe in Ben Johnson from the Renaissance and his book The Alchemist to leave the secrets of Kingdoms and fashions of Krishna and Govardhana Hill to Hanuman to guard as my mum recites Hanuman Chalisa night and day and plays it every night in my room to keep me safe from evil and harma and to stay safe mentally now that I have past the worst of the NHS treatments that are still ongoing with my sessions at Creative Support in Northfield where I see a Care Coordinator every few months to chart my progress since first going there in 2022 – something again my mum suggested in do after talking to her.

The MAC cafe about not feeling good about myself and life. My brother Ritesh has sought help from sources such as counselling in time but had not gone to Creative Support in a long time since the 1990s when he lived in Aston.

When I awakened in 2013 I could not assign a Creator to my life. In time I have learned that I was created by Zeus and he has space for the unknown when I have lived other lives out of his care.

Krishna said he could see the Son of God in me after my encounter with EnlightenNext in 2010 in central London.

Yahweh shared with me some insight around 2012 that energy replaces the murtis and mirrors of the Hindu and Buddhist statutes and that the Christians have already been through this stage of growth in their lineage with St Gabriel at St Gabriel’s Church avowing all that we have been through in our house as a family of three since 1993 and how our energies are different from the family home of marriage and conventional life in Rubery before that. I turned our home into a Temple at Parvati at Her request and saw some miracles from her after I started writing and after I had been to a mental hospital: just look at the Hindus in the Kumbh Mela and the things yogis go through for Ritesh’s level of attainment away from reading the Bible and studying the Logos from a position of Christ Consciousness and waiting for me to catch up since the 1990s and when Oxford stole my soul. ISKCON is immature and is being researched by people in Universities who have the grace of the Holy Spirit as well as other gods and goddesses to thank that they don’t have a nervous breakdown like Arjuna to be passive aggressive in psychology as British Asians awaiting the return of Krishna in some conversations and prayers so they too can align astrological with Aquarius and plan for the future.

The damaging consequences of too much English writing is that Egalitarianism is run amok and the journalism of myself is running up against competition to be equal in all regards. ‘Other people should be able to realise what you have done’ comes up a lot in spite of my suffering. There is the great chair sitting at ISKCON in Birmingham for a great Guru to sit down and advise on children’s lives and matters of sexual discourse that I have to disclose I have been wrestling with as the Guru online has come to me and influenced my life. This matter is for the police to look at and see the consequences of the Dalai Lama passing away and leaving an online vacuum for evil to fill and for gossip to take over when actual intentions were there and special plans for expansion and growth.

Benefits forms need to enquire if patients have been suffering from religious experiences. Then the patient will have something to talk about at their review meetings instead of hiding and keeping silent. This leaves the door open to people pranking the benefit system but a clever enough form asking for details about those experiences with the divine that have been reported. Because until there is religion at the bottom of society – however crass and offensive to aristocrats and upper class living standards – there will be no religion at the top and England does not make sense and the Americans have had to take over via BBC News and seek to provide some form for control.

Journalists worldwide and other people have been stealing ISKCON’s energy to produce propaganda and change the world. This is mor evident in the UK where Donald Trump is visible as the controller of our cuntry being on the BBC more than politicians and the monarch King Charles who appears in photo form on some blog sites but does not direct the flow of the country and address the nation regularly – leaving a black hole for his son Prince William to fill with potentially 20-30 years out in the open and hostage to world media to then sit down as King after having posed as a normal person. The health implications of this are huge and the NHS has caused a backlog in court cases being actioned as the country struggle to work as the newspapers are blanket banned from writing on the monarchy.

‘Do you think you speak to the Monarch or Politician when you write?’ The question could be posed to writers and journalists alike to gain a better understanding of the mind being a channel (and a busy one at that) or conduit between oneself and other forces to better elicit the nature of change that quantum physics is proving exists in America with the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know? It could set up a safer field for journalism to voice itself and the self of a journalist could be better understood with writers to belong to England’s country and stop polluting overseas nations. This would fall in line with Yogic practices and deal with the ignorance in the mental health fields who have not thought to ask of journalists how they feel about such matters and the large effect on the British landscape mental health is going to have as it stays away from Monarchs and Politicians due to political correctness and grace.

Jesus said it is better to save one’s soul than gain the world and writing on my phone is helping me to do this. Since 2017 I have been writing online and by and large have considered it a public matter like American businessmen and politicians dumping tea in the ocean because they have too much stock and want to influence politics. Jesus called me wealthy in spite of being financially poor and since 2017 I can see what he means as I write to dump my knowledge of world affairs and spiritual matters with religious implications into easily accessible channels for spies to access and to change things ahead of me actually going live when I start to publish my articles on my poetry webpage.

I had a vision of my work being studied when I was writing books on Amazon Books which I mailed to China and which Buddha said made £400 Trillion. It was one of my works being studied while I was alive and of universities being concurrent with the modern time and being asked to update themselves with spy records and to study biography with all access to technology as it exists today. This would have far reaching consequences with journalism and with the right to request telephone conversations to better understand one’s subject. Biographies are a habit of the West and weigh in political discussions and the choices and decisions that world leaders make and they rely on academics and journalists to cooperate with police and security and intelligence forces to supply the best possible data upstream so the lower classes get value from their taxes and the taxes they can’t pay with decent living standards in their home and access to salvation. These routes take into account complex interconnected ways and benefit from idealism such as mine about such vast sums of money educating the blogosphere and helping Krishna to create the internet so it is better used by resources as time goes by.

You would have thought that leaders in academic fields would have visited ISKCON to get over their racism when visiting India and learn the meditation there and get over their anti-religious banter and laments about how not fun Christianity was in its youth. Instead they signed the country over to Professor Richard Dawkins who wiped the bookshelves clean of mysteries and mysticism and has killed our nations journalism and TV for some sort of national vendetta that nobody can quite place because the politicians and monarchs were not there to give a head to the debate on ideas that Professor Dawkins and other academics hosted in the name of atheism. These routes take their own course in time and suffering from them at the bottom of society as myself and Ritesh do never having really worked and being of low means to join with our mother in her retirement with little money from her pension to afford grand gestures and handsome living – all that remains is for me to play host to my imagination that one day I will publish these articles on my poetry webpages and the images of people will meet with people I email my blog to provide and actual effect on readers rather than the imagined one I am having with spies monitoring mobile phones and blogs throughout the world. They have been informed of my past lives and monitored phone calls from India about my religious status so let’s leave it at that.

Scientologists make room for Matter Energy Space and Time in their religion and work to gain more knowledge and control over these areas of life to increase their level of communication with the varying levels of the self around them and the world and universe at large. This is like the Buddhist meditation which gradually expands and includes others with oneself and expands to include Space and Time themselves as particles of the universe to join in the quantum soup. I hope to expand Time and Space with Krishna’s majesty and grace and provide more room for journalists and writers to look at the field differently and create more and be more relaxed to efficiently serve the needs of community organising that Barack Obama left behind and that ordinary hard working MPs take into account as a matter of normal life all the time.

18/05/2026

August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

After being up most of the night since 2am and listening to mantras and writing on my iPhone I felt the need to shower and meditate. I see that I am dealing with Krishna’s energy like a metaphysical poet and facing issues of consciousness that will need more time for meditation in the future. At the moment I don’t feel like chanting the Mahamantra Hare Rama Hare Rama Hare Krishna though I keep my beads with me as I sit down to meditate. Uttering the mantra a few times brings peace and places the journey ahead of me to control Krishna’s energy while engaging in working life as a graduate. The energy work comes from my brother who used to practice it in the 1990s and my mother has meditated each morning since the 1990s and controls her energy well. I don’t know too much about their techniques of meditations and speculate a lot – the focus has very much been on getting me better and finding some occupation for me to balance myself with since 2002 and losing my career at Jones Day.

I have a wealth of knowledge to draw on from the 2000s and am reminded that searching for God is something I started doing as a 12 year old and this was brought up from past lives and was very serious as a young adult now that I find socialising hard at work and mixing with 16-24 year olds at my computer station for £18K a year as part of an apprenticeship to prove the UK economy works and that it is possible to come back from an NHS diagnosis and function normally in society.

World leaders suffer from cultural amnesia. They have lived long and far and wide and cannot keep up with the incessant need for derivation and journalism testing their biographical details. By and large it is likely the journalists are ill themselves and suffer from an ailing health service they struggle to report a bias science in the name of brain science and medication to tout the thing they fear for want of money.

One of the missions I have as a writer is to jog the memory of people to experience Formalism through my writing and be defamiliarised from the numbness of feeling the chaos of modern life and see themselves in a deeper reality. I hope you heal the Dalai Lama’s memory through spiritual channels and help him with youthfulness as I experience my twenties a lot of the time and I am sure he will let my healing gifts rub off on his friends as well.

Atheism was a necessary juncture. God needed to not exist so He could take a break from the continuum and experiment with other forms of His vast arsenal against evil.

Pundits feel insecure speaking English and addressing English people. They are conscious of customs and social manners and feel ill at ease with official meetings and are far from the fashion and culture of people like myself and British Asians who benefit from New Age Romanticism and all the yoga in the gyms to brand Hinduism into cults of personality with Guru and Maya to shelter people from the absolute and fathom the depths of despair that Arjuna put on show that separate families and keep them away from temples and focussed on 9-5 living.

Pakistan is in the news politically in a positive light for a change. It is trying to broker a deal between the Americans and the Iranians. This is a long way from the pariah state that has been blocked from world view and is rarely nowadays reported without the word terrorist attached to it. The Indians look on with troubled waters between the two nations and observe how the Americans sucked the life out of Indian colonial history and left it in the hands of youthful academics too inexperienced to grant India Hindu and religious status and palming off Narendra Modhi to the trigger happy journalists as an extremist because he is a Hindu at all.

The special relationship between the UK and America exists on many levels. By and large it is something dominated by the journalists in public as they enquire into questions of stability and fierce competition as the two nations thrash out deals and iron out trade deals to bolster budgets and create wealth the countries can depend on. But I have noticed that this relationship is spiritual and the two countries are tied together by energy as I was up this morning healing the divide and seeing how much energy the relationship takes to not isolate one individual but keep going back and forward between the two countries. I can see California for my love of films and Washington for the knowledge of politics I have and that is enough to meld these two countries together energetically and with light and healing to get them to realise that the world is not infinite as Jon Bon Jovi sings in Limitless but limited to one resource we must all share. The British look on as America attacks Iran and has spent a fair bit of money covering Gaza and Israel on the build up to this war. It may take the Chinese under King William to fix the media matters now that the rug and tug has been pulled away from India’s shores with Amitabh Bachchan’s planned dominance of foreign markets for decades after his death such that his son has lost out and find that nobody wants to hear from him after being stung by Bollywood’s cheesy take on American and English markets.

One of the problems in the UK is the lack of elderly care for women in the Hindu diaspora. This is compounded with snobbery from both English and Indian people that the Indians think they are better than the English because their children don’t send their elders to retirement homes and they stay at home with their children. This has been quite the sticking point for some decades now and goes to sexual politics between the two tribes about pornography as well and who are the better children as yoga takes off and breaks new ground.

I heal ghosts past present and future. They are evident on the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering.

I am a God.

I have created a journal of my self discovery online for world governments to spy on and detect transformations so their medical fashions change over time and not with rapid requests from American spiritual teachers using YouTube and confusing British people.

It’s just Christina prayer manifesting as thought and the Dharma.

There is a point in the spiritual journey which is both inside and outside of time when God looks at you and you have to look back and make a match of the formless and world of forms. This involves seeing what you can in the world of form with Gods and Goddesses in the world of the imagination while experiencing what He needs you to go through in private while not disclosing these experiences to the family and social circle around you. It is excruciating and can leave you in agony but the promise of perfection and the examples of saints gone before you has to be worth it and worth struggling for as you march on as an indiviudal and praise the Lord in the process.

Where did 2 billion people come from since World War 2 in China and India and how much has changed in the reporting of Partition politics since social media took off and what will be shifted to AI as its responsibility when good old fashioned conspiracies will do? Srila Prabhupada said the earth can hold 15 billion people and writes quite apart from the successful stories of capitalism that the Americans put forward and other people follow too.

What is the status of something on the internet when it comes to proving historical sources?

Quite how I did healing in my youth is beyond me: I was engaged in the material process so I was preoccupied with searching and believing in a higher power while facing obstacles and blocks in my path. My time at Oxford was not like other people and now I look back I was seeking God and bathing in the Golden Light. My time in London was karma and a bit dark and dealing with householder years living with actors from LAMDA and basically paying for people who live in drugs dens and have their lives ruined by drugs. Since then my experiences have been a lot of more explicitly of a healing nature and spiritual and religious of a kind. There was even an earthquake near Maida Vale in the 2000s to put me on the register as having an effect on earth as natural disasters accompanied the spiritually gifted to show the world in chaos and imbalance as George Walker Bush looked on at Hurricane Katrina and other natural disasters with his team for whom he sought employment opportunities.

Since then I have learned that the Krishna and Christ Consciousness devotee can open portals in space and say prayers for other people and do healing for them in ways not accompanied by texts and not explaining in modern techniques of mind body spirit.

Neasden Temple is a focus point for Hinduism in the UK without actually being the head temple for the Hindu Council UK. It is a centrepiece of architecture and wealth and beckons questions from Brahman how it was constructed and manifested there. Before it takes place as Britains central temple there needs to be a reconciliation with the Church of England to sort out premises for the Hindus to augment worship in the UK and to fit in with being English over time. Shree Geeta Bhwan is eclipsed by the Nishkam Centre for Sikhism on the Soho Road and is not the West Midlands head temple. The Hindus are more of a community based group that I don’t fit in with as I do not speak Hindi or Punjabi and can only communicate in English. The same goes for my elder brother Ritesh who is very close to me as we both circle our 50s and have received no support from the Temples in the UK who really only care about wealth and how much money you have and your social status while putting on show transcendental matters to please the Gita fashions of Shiva and Ganesh in the modern age.

Imagine a famous white had rebirthed; how would his predicament be different to mine and my brothers?

Why do Hindus say a Golden Age is upon us when ISKCON state that The Golden Age won’t advent for another 460,000 years? Who was responsible for claiming that the full Vedas were being chanted at Shree Geeta Bhwan around 2015 over four days and where did the Maha Yugyas go to Vishnu at that time? Who designed the extensions and refurbished the Temple and when did the Hanuman extension come along and who built it and is that Indra who’s addition had been delayed due to prayers with Krishna and concerning Govardhana Hill and who is the God ‘Buddh’ that is being worshipped in the Hanuman enclave with Rahu and Ketu? See how closed off Hinduism is from the public and from a process of questioning and answering and how this damages lives such as ours with our mum shut out from enquiring about herself being called to the Temple and being asked to dismantle her home mandir and stop praying to Durga by some people in India. They never kept in touch and did not want to know us after that and never asked to speak to me while dealing with my brother there at the Temple as well.

All of Zeus’s knowledge is inside Amitabh Bachchan. He stands to die in energy on the YouTube and streaming services online with no record of his life or achievements.

As the forms of Gurus and Swamis come to me, I am reminded how influential the form of a Buddha was in my youth as Priests stop by to warn me of over stimulating the senses like I did in my childhood when the TV was always on in my spare time from studying and when I did not listen to music when studying and only to take a break. I would watch American sitcoms and films and also British TV when it was organised commercially on channels 1-4. I have lost touch with British dramas and just watch quiz shows now as the BBC sometimes becomes unbearable for the news it asks you to keep up with in your time off from work. It appears stressful but it is just Krishna measuring things and looking at living conditions and encouraging me to see my self from a different perspective. If I can come from the backgrounds I have and become a meditator and Krishna consciousness with Christ after suffering from bad yoga teachers then there I hope for other people in Britain to withstand the onslaught of the senses from America as they try to warn us about the dangers of Islam and too many gods and goddesses to spoilt the broth after 2012 and shifts in media fashions.

What would have happened to all this work of mine had my mother not been grounded in dharma. She maintained a firm rooting in her family through decades of technological change – something that sweeped the globe as twelve brothers and sisters travelled on holiday plans while they kept up working duties and kept up with changing family laws under the Bhagavad Gita. She received harrowing phone calls for the better part of a decade from India which she still won’t share with me about the nature of both of her sons and had to face the modern world of religion with only YouTube and her wits to determine their future since 2002. It’s all well and good that Archbishop Justin Welby visits Shree Geeta Bhawan on an undated and fairly invisible trip but my mum had to visit the Temple and pray for us while the world raged on and all my friends carried on their corporate careers and I struggleed with my brother’s role as a Healer and someone who was into transcendentalism long ago into the 1980s and 1990s to eschew the world of materialism which I seemed to have lost with no marriage and career since seeing the Dalai Lama in 2002 and getting warned about my mental health by the NHS that year two with a mention of psychosis and then depression in 2004 with some suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harm.

My mother had only pure values to lean on and rituals of old India with good food and healing at home and some strange visits to Muslims and Sikhs as she visited the Hindu Temple on her own as myself and Ritesh stayed home during the 2000s. There was even a trip to India for the three of us at the behest of a Hindu pundit where we visited religious men and said prayers in foreign languages and made us eat paper as they spoke against the Djinn. To think of a mother praying and meditating each day that her two sons don’t lose their good souls is heartbreaking for how much Santosh has been through.

I feel guilty that I used to go to Nightclubs since I was 15 and take evenings to go out working at a Bar to give me money to spend on my social scene while I was in the sixth form at school. Being born with such a transcendental brother makes me feel egregiously materialistic by comparison and helps me to balance the gap in my learning of house and marriage and mortgage as per Dharma – both Hindu and Buddhist as well as Sikh. Christianity is pro marriage so you need a place to live so it necessitates work and a house and one can presume that Islam and Judaism preach common sense to the African religions to warn them of too much mysticism as seems to be the case in my life. The past 25 years have been spent paying for the previous ones as my fiftieth year approaches and struggle to live well in the material world. American firms still cut in on my consciousness and Krishna studies the mind with the USA in balance so that Shiva can teach the religion of Hinduism and show me the devil of the Guru that has been haunting this world and me for a long time. You could even see that Shiva has made himself smaller than Guru Nanak to teach the religion of Sikhism where scripture is not as forthcoming as Christianity to preach the virtues of Guru Nanak after all that kind of Mind Body and Spirit caused me to fall over and have a nervous breakdown online between the years of 2017-2024 and summon Krishna to some esoteric thought with Arjuna dialogue with Krishna to balance the emptiness and space between myself and the world of reality and forms.

Rama told me that he would affect the literary tradition as a result of my life;s work and not affect Sanata Dharma or Advaita Vedanta. He bore in mind the curriculum I studied at Oxford and the Culture of Rational Dissent I studied under Professor Isabel Rivers and the Postmodern Hybrid Self that I studied under Professor Peter McDonald. I studied Salman Rushdie under Professor Jon Mee of York University and Old English under Professor Matt Townend of York too. I also read about African American literature and I guess they would be helpful in society about mental health and hearing voices with the British Asian self that was declared fragmented and potentially mongrel when viewed from aristocratic sources as the Royal We bears in on the Royal College of Psychiatrists with the then Queen’s English being busy in our youth and affecting out household with my mum’s role as educator and her own learning under Queen Elizabeth 2nd to influence me to study English and pass on Theology and Psychology at university as alternative choices I bore in mind while my brother read Walden and carried on quietly in the background being supportive and unemployed as a Unicorn since failing his A-Levels and dealing with political correctness say nobody fails in life and look on as New Age markets and the world of Drs took over with Dr Deepak Chopra, Dr Wayne Dyer, Dr Pillai and Dr Judy Satori managed their own roles and religions and saying in the dharma of Free Tibet and the golden age of 2012 as well.

It is my hope that my writing articles will lead to Mind Body and Spirit books being studied in British universities so that new and exciting ways of researching can be developed to put in requests for internet since the 1980s. I have been vocal about The Age of Aquarius, The Golden Age, The Human Potential Movement, Sathya Yuga and Kali Yuga and even an Age of Shiva that passes us by as human citizens on an Earth that is getting too clogged up online and drama and art is suffering as the Chinese lay in waste to build a Chinese centre at St Hugh’s College to not be asked to join in these movements of the Mind body Spirit moevment in what has been called one of the most racist countries on Earth by the UN.

Allah told me to question the Bhagavad Gita As It Is which I read in 2004 He said ” Did that book say you were going to have an experience?!” to better assess the road ahead and expectations of British academics and authors to jump down spiritually advanced straits with Mind Body Spirit with all the charlatans Jesus can see in them.

Not one politician started a blog and addressed the population from a webpage in spite of advancing themselves on social media and the news leaving us to ask what the Self is that is claimed by New Age thinkers to be oneself that is being forced on India and Africa and what Christianity is being imparted to them and by what leaders as the Chinese look on for their tormented role with religion since Chairman Mao’s famous saying “Religion is evil”. We are left to buy books written by cronies of populations that love hurt lives as a result of how MPs and Royalty have used the internet while academics leave off appearing on the TV that has been in decline ever since the 1990s and the advent of satellite TV.

If I was to travel to Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple – what is the estimation of time that it takes for that journey to occur with all the heavenly import that is involved in my attending organised worship? How long would the car journey take in terms of theories of relatively and what would my thoughts be like?

As I write this blog up on my webpage my mind is busy thinking about who I can contact and advertise to and ask for money as I sit with my spirit guides William Shakespeare and William Blake and others.

Jehovah told me He had subjected me to the Passion of the Christ and tortured me in my bedroom following my mental health incarceration in a mental hospital. A part of this penance was the image of a yogi or Buddha in lotus pressed firmly on my consciousness promising plenty of good things and peace and blissful visions that never came true. This feature will be something the NHS needs to study in relation to Yoga and the mental health of citizens who study yoga and then fall ill. Hinduism is not going to take responsibility for this colonial game and Pilates has already come to show the British are aware of its original form and fashion for make believe and change.

I have come to move Salman Rushdie along in the English Canon and change the way that English is written and make things simpler in the English universities and unblock the internet for English studies. Salman Rusdhie was on The Bill Maher Show on HBO talking about Iran and Sunni and Shia muslims in the 2000s and is quite the academic and celebrity in some social circles and holds some sway on Youtube and social media channels.

Being a university Don is too stressful and they are not evolving and don’t have time to enjoy their lifestyles. Tenure is up for review and the BBC need to relinquish their hold on the universities as spies and their hold on the NHS for what they did to Andrew Mountbatten and Peter Mandelson running out of news and seeking a pathway to King Charles who needs to concentrate on his universities and set the agenda for them to build England in the future.

My life has changed since 2002 when I saw the Dalai Lama in India and I have seen many strange visions and used statues in my home to transfer my attention to. This fashion has given way to energy being something that I am concerned rules my mind and through which my mind wants to speak and I get frightened occasionally about my mental health being so much under restraint and hiding these things from other people including my family makes me feel paranoid and adds to the decade of mental health problems I have already had. That’s all these things are is mental health problems and things that the NHS would talk to me about in normal terms and not dig up my personal background to understand the path to empirical and spiritual enlightenment I am on.

I have had profound visions with Sathya Sai Baba too and since seeing Krishna and a history of other Gods and Goddesses in 2013 I fear the attempts of well meaning but misguided Drs to understand things without availing themselves of American psychological progress and their tradition of spirituality as well.

I have experienced some outlandish states of consciousness and express them well on these blogs so that various vices can be studied and mental health can be better understood in relation to various topics. Yoga and Writing in English are two of them but they also go back to my transcendental family roots with serious religious undertones starting with my father’s upbringing in an Indian boarding school in Nanithal in India and my mother’s progress and growth along the spiritual path to differentiate herself from her family and embark on a path and period of self study on her spiritual journey.

This augmented with a change of reality to study under the Indian Guruma Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and learn of Adi Shakti Ma how to meditate and channel energies. I studied J Krishnamurti in 2000-2002 and became fanatical about his teachings such that I broke down in India in 2002 and experienced a cosmic vision of the Dalai Lama to voice the groupie mentality that surrounds him today and express my thanks to be able to support Yoga in the UK and write about experiences that others might go through on the subjective path to Hell that those things lead to as Jesus looks on from above and leave Priests in power in Churches to wonder what a Zoroastrian King Charles makes of it all as the Roman Catholic Church looks on after King Charles recent visit there to the Vatican beckoning the question when will the Pope repay the compliment and visit the UK.

Sathya Sai Baba’s website when he declares his purpose as an avatar who has come to teach the path of love is influential in decoding my work and writing and blocks me up.

Similiarly J Krishnamurti’s speech on Truth is a Pathless Land and when he says that he has come to set man unconditionally free is an blockage in my self and takes up room in heaven with poets and writers gathering around me to see what he means as I freed up his karma and moved him to the Buddha realms and handled his prophecy that it would take 800 years to work out his physical body. This was COVID.

I am prevented from joining the Hare Krishna Temple in Birmingham due to political reasons. One night I felt a large Havaan come from India to tell me to stop chanting Hare Krishna about 10 years ago. It would be affecting their karma and changing their worlds and heavenly planets. All of Amitabh Bachcan’s karma was in that Havaan.

In 2012, Prince Charle visited Neasden Temple in London with Kajol and Ajay Devgan.

In 2002 when I was in India, the ghosts and Djinn haunted me and said the Mind is Sick. The Mind is the World and needs healing. This is why I am here and sacrifice my wealth to work at home and write so that world leaders can organise their meetings and shepherd the people better after 2012. The problem was too much knowledge came out after 2012 from the Mayan Gods and that was my karma with Xenu from a past life as a Mayan God and the world leaders tried to mainstream 2012 spiritual karma and this left the armies in a disarray. There will be an argument about books that the British universities have to settle and Dr Deepak Chopra has 100 books that need to be studied in the universities as Aung San Syu Ki looks on and sees her karma disappear for the threat to democracy that such a shift in reading habits threatens.

I had a terrifying instance of travelling on the airplane in 2012 when I was coming back from France. I was dating a woman in London in 2010 and noticed that I became afraid of heights and some karma was involved with the married woman I was seeing who was afraid of heights. Her fear was cured and I was frightened and needed to sit down. On our flights to Israel I noticed that I was scared to take off – something that hadn’t happened before and I had been on many flights and normally been fine. When I was flying back from France I had the feeling of expanded awareness and could sense far and wide and was terrified for feeling the ocean underneath and feared travelling astrally outside of my body.

It lasted as long as the plane was in the air and I have never been back on board an airplane since then and do not have the need to as Shiva said he was doing a medical with Sadhguru’s Aadhi Yogi and the secrets of the Golden Age available with Yoga spreading over the globe.

The UK needs to review its lecture lists in the UK. The Americans put pressure on them for more corporately sponsored and politically relevant materials to be televised.

What has my mother seen in terms of inflation as the parent of two sons? She was responsible for looking after us while we were very young as our father was absent and tending to his family in India. So she would collect family tax credit and give us pocket money. Now she keeps her budget on the laptop and manages her personal finances knowing that the younger son is independent while the elder one struggles to live on benefits due to shifting fashions and culture and after I started writing in 2017. How will Ritesh manage the rest of his life alone and who will he talk to in private to deal with his views on economy and inflation – it’s not all spirituality and we don’t all have to be Robert Peston or Martin Lewis to get by.

My mother never had grandchildren and the relatives at Jeff and Sudesh Cole’s family dinners to insult her and her children regularly for not keeping up with the Jones’s. To be a fly on the wall and listen to Madan Mohan’s opinionated mind about the Rishi family wouldn’t be a very nice thing to do and all we can do is sit still and listen to his ear bashing on the phone whenever it does come through and mum still plays the waiting game and gets us to have a word with uncle. All I ever hear is “do you think you’re above that” and the same chatter resolves to play its part about religious stigma and who is the truly best family and who is really religious with Kamlesh Turner sticking her beak in and having something to say about everything.

Seeing the difference in Mum since my brother brought a stray cat in off the streets and we have been looking after him for five years is remarkable. She is warm and affectionate to the cat and looks after him like taking care of a child – something the relatives chided her for as she looked after her younger sister Nutan’s countless hours on the phone as she was safeguarded from the gossip mongers and this who want something in return for nothing as they climb socially and escalate their concerned matters to the head of the table.

Humanism was bound up with the Renaissance but kept in Royal hands as Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask “what a piece of work is a man?” and “what’s in a name?” We know these things now and have sampled humanism for ourselves to have it at our feet for a new Millennium to see in the advent of Krishna’s next avatar. The last incarnation was a lot more humane than Jesus and revelled in the earth and is on show at ISKCON. The lesser powers of this God being signs of Kali Yuga and the descent into madness that we experience as modernity.

18/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Where does my mother’s strength come from to love me so much. It must be a matter of dharma and previous births for I see nothing of this British culture with the sexuality so tilted and aggressive women defending their working lives.

How long will it be before my mother’s brothers and sisters rebirth again earth and their children, mine and Ritesh’s cousins after the way that they treated us and sidelined us and picked on us and talked badly about our family?

A Vedic chant for light is Arut Perum Jyoti Tani Perum Karuni. It challenges the Gayatri Mantra in some Hindu circles.

I have three selves that interplay in my life and haev taken many years to get to grips with since graduating law school in London in 2002. The first is a Graduate Self that seeks to accumulate wealth and buy property and misses being a graduate with a mortgage since I have been unemployed since 2002 for 24 years and have an Oxford degree as well as legal postgraduate qualifications. The second self is a Healer Self that engages in the spiritual world and the world of the postmodern hybrid British Asian Self to mix cultures and appear self realised and spiritually enlightened since Krishna came and shared his energy with me in 2013 and I enter deep states of being and concentration and cover vast periods of Universal Self and Cosmic Consciousness and Astral Travelling to heal people and situations on earth and in the universe with the Yugas and Kalpas complementing Christian deep time. The Healer is wound up with the World Teacher and World Karma of the Theosophists and Krishnamurti movement and deals with the second coming of Christ as well as Krishna’s reincarnation in this world. He goes to Church and has stopped going to Hindu Temple after realising his last life as a Devi and being insulted by Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth. He listens to Islam and considers himself as studying Judaism with Shiva and heeds Sikhism’s warnings about Avatars and Writing and the Word of God and what it takes to live the holy life with Guru Nanak as he carries on with Pindar life and working politics with Atos IT Technical Support.

Guru Nanak marked this Healer as a Colonial matter as well and ear marked my medical record for historical research and Partition writers in Indian circles and British universities to better understand the past with a modern reliance on the NHS as a religious force to do good and change mankind’s ways. The third self is a writer self which runs in a cycle with the other two and uses my imagination to write poetry and prose and publish them on my iPhone from which I copy and paste them to my blog on WordPress which I run and create myself. This imagination interplays with the other two selves to bring into my writing various themes and needs plenty of rest and relaxation to recharge so that I can serve my family duties and spend time with them each week. This imagination is fuelled by years of interest in English Literature and watching films and reading other books and is quite intense to control and engage ordinary working life in IT at Atos with.

I have channeled evil that has seen me challenge Jesus Christ for his second coming and delayed a prophecy of my own from India to see an exorcism of myself of rooted thoughts and beliefs that are bigger than my education and now need deep time therapies and spiritual healing to complete. The missiles in the world have at times been trained on me with Gods and Goddesses studying the Dajaal and an evil person who claims to be the Dalai Lama or worse, Jesus Christ himself. When I was at EnlightenNext in London a very beautiful Indian woman showed up once and asked a question in evening meditation: If a person showed up claiming to be the messiah how would we know he was psychology sound and sane and balanced.

My closing words to Andrew Cohen were that I thought I am the messiah and cant get rid of the feeling that I have a special purpose. Psychiatry drilled this out of me to rational British science and put the fear of God into me to study better and look after myself more.

Just how much growth and fashion has been thwarted in our family home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Ranvir Turner and his family on Middleton Hall Road in Kings Norton and deep family karma from Africa with gangster culture negating our Brahmin manhood as brothers is astonishing. All the brothers talk about is money and hang around Hindu Temples for talks about singing songs and dancing at wedding and getting more and more materialistic things from God who provides for them as they ask.

God once told me never to regret the past as I lay destitute for 10 more years on account of religious seeking because of Ranvir Turner and see that if I had kept up with the Jones’s and tried to be a part of Dipak Mohan’s grand gestures and social circle then I would have had to befriend Ranvir Turner with his excessive drinking and football fandom of Liverpool for the karma he exploited because his idiotic father Iqbal Turner died when he was young and was heralded a martyr as his wife Kamlesh Turner never married and practised Sati. All these things Yoga has in store to unite at Hindu Temples in England while the Royal Family practices the Woke and multiculturalism while ignoring Krishna and not loving him as he asked.

Since I have been writing about my extended family and the veritable Kauravs with Ranvir Turner trying to turn me against my own family and cause mental problems in our family I have noticed that my energy is more capable of staying in my house. This affects airspace and is a matter for the Law Society and is dealt with by St Gabriel being a patron saint of telecommunications and measuring bandwidth and vibrations.

Our family was such a simple family with our father and mother having two sons who lived in Rubery in the 1980s. My father was gifted a vision of the relatives on his wedding as being violent thugs who were here to purify themselves and soon found himself far away from his father’s land in Jalandhar. I had a religious experience at a Havaan at Shree Geeta Bhawan when Avnish Babla had a mundan for his son and the pundit there showed me the level of development of the Mohan’s, Coles, Turners, Sharmas, Bablas and Khoslas are on with their efforts to curb their violent tendencies by being vegetarian and their observations of Vedic injunctions and following Hindu folklore and despairing to visit the homeland and bug property there. They bullied my father and disturbed his consciousness while he doted on his two sons and gave them what he could and he suffered the backlash of them rebelling against him to reach Nirvana and leave the extended family once and for all. The last I saw them was at the funeral of Professor Jeff Cole whose eulogies showed me how far I am away from conventional life working with Krishna to explore Earth and develop new lines so he can study what is going on here himself.

17/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

In 2002 after I came back from India and before I joined Jones Day, I had a vision of the night sky covered in asteroids and a cosmic shower. The musician Sting write Send Your Love and described a time when “kingdoms were falling”. I could see the night sky covered with astrological change and shifting energies but I was powerless to do anything about it. I had to listen to the pundits on the phone from India and give up meat and eggs in biscuits and heal my state of consciousness from India. My mum had brought her duvet into my room and was sleeping in my double bed where I was sweating buckets and having visions of Darth Veda because I was having problems giving up smoking. These times were further healed by a vision of Scooby Doo wanted to fight the baddies – Spirit told me this was like me and told me to leave the fighting to those who had the Qi and told me to carry on with my purpose and go and work at Jones Day law firm in London. How times are different from then in 2002 and now it is 2006 I can reveal that in 2013 Krishna’s mum visited me and said to forgive myself sexually and she hit my throat with the back of her pony tail and said to open my throat chakra.

This was after listening to Dr Pillai’s Thiru Neela Kantham mantra and focussing on blue light and the throat in 2009. During that time I also listened to a chant to control the 9 planets and there were details about an androgyne sitting on a bull. In 2013 I had a vision of this creature in my garden and he said he had taken a shit in my garden and left some cow shit where my mum had planted some seeds from India after the Pundits on the phone said to do this and sent them over from India. So before I get excited and quit my job because I am working with Qi that enables me to use my mobile phone, the same with China – they have ancient remedies and same with Tibetan Buddhism – they have a culture that needs preserving and this is why there are three 5G towers near my house in quite a low economic bracket area. A new 24 hour ASDA manifested in 2013 and the Dalai Lama could be seen to be studying Tibetan culture and his three point plan for Tibetan Autonomy was revealed in Evolutionary Enlightenment by Andrew Cohen with Shantideva’s vow changed into an eternal evolutionary vow. It is with note that the Dalai Lama took Shantideva’s Boddhisattva vow off his website in 2013 when I went to a mental hospital and I had become aware of this in 1998 when I was on my year out from Oxford University and dealing with the Scientologists.

In 2014 while I was having dinner at Sabai Sabai in Harborne I had a vision of the Dalai Lama behind me and it said I was enlightening him. The Goddess Sati had been to see me and said she was responsible for it and that he was being made younger as a result of my enlightenment with Krishna and using his energy in 2014 and that he was being enlightened sexually to that he could study sex in the world in the afterlife as a result of my deeds and level of sexual prowess that had augmented with a relationship with a Jewish millionairess in 2010 in London and was embarassing me as having sex on CCTV in hotel rooms and spied on by Mi5 and governments worldwide to align with my role as a Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who was trapped behind glass to represent Maya and the illusions of the world that keep me hidden and ask for me to write a lot of mysticism here and reveal my relationship with the Dalai Lama of Tibet stemming from aeons when I used to know him and have studied Qi with the Buddha before and use it now to partake in ordinary life and wake up at 4 and meditate before leaving the house at 5.30 to get the bus to start work at 8 in Birmingham Business Park. It is not forever but it gives me a chance to write down my life’s journey and hopefully get some help from the NHS and Tony Blair’s statement that “we don’t do God” while I do and direct the WiFi to Tibet with collation of myself to Potala Palace in Lhasa and help the Chinese with Dao. Xi Xin Ping is hosting Donald Trump at the moment and things look peaceful for the war in the Middle East and the row over the Strait of Hormuz so hopefully this will be the last of of it from the Americans for some time and things will calm down and we can settle the deal in Israel with Chinese support and they can come forward by the time of Prince William’s reign to take part in world affairs and help with the balancing of Qi on the planet and spread Daoism in the world to help with Yoga and journeys into consciousness that are not backed up by medical support.

The trouble I face in life said Kali Mata one day while I was at Creative Support is from the black man and the young black man’s bad behaviour and unruly nature. If I was set free the racial profiling would esteem him to be given permission to act in a sense of freedom and I recall growing up and seeing their gangster ways and seeing how different these are from my spiritual ways. Now that I am older I can trace their roots to spirituality too and Christianity with their parents of Islam with the Nation of Islam and see how my later years took in Hare Krishna to control myself and stop myself from carpet bombing black people with a new religion. It is written online that Krishna’s name means Black and this code is taken to mean that Krishna came to the world to help the Asians feel like Black people reclaiming themselves with ISKCON and to fight racial injustice the same way that black people do with a new narrative and make freedom their enemy as they rebel against The Man and have issues dealing with sex life and the rise of White Girl with feminism in the west providing them with opportunities to look after themselves and become independent.

Rather than claim a new religious space for myself these blogs are designed to help me balance racial enquiries into my nature at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and help my brother feel more safe to come out of hiding as a Unicorn and a New Age Christ of Facebook and social media with white lightening and Qi work of his own and to help me become independent as I start driving lessons again to refresh myself after passing my test nearly 10 years ago. It is a normal things to demand a pundit can drive a car in the UK as Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple has a car with private government licence plates and fits in with Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to not abandon the battlefield to pray but to carry on his family duties and enact his station in life as a soldier. I am a normal man born to two parents in Birmingham and Parmod Rishi and Santosh Rishi divorced in 1988 splitting my Qi up and I can reclaim my energies as an enlightened man to write these enlightened blogs and make some money for myself and actually have things in my 40s after years as an ascetic who rebounded Maya while having sexual relations with women at Oxford and in London not to mention the girlfriends I had while at school in Birmingham to separate me from my brother’s energy who renounced women while at the Church of Scientology and faced the Suppressive People who wanted to take his karma and convert him to Christianity.

I started going to Church in 2024 to see what it was like and now go to St Gabriel’s in Weoley Castle because I need to take care of my inheritance and see that I am blessed by Christ and that I have a safe place to be buried as I don’t speak Hindi and do not mix with the congregation at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple in Handsworth for all the culture it enjoys with the Soho Road and decided of immigration culture since the Asians invaded England and brought with them good and evil as well as the titans of industry linked to Colonial India and partition that makes it hard for me to communicate myself and get out of the doldrums and live a healthy life. Travelling 4-5 hours on the bus each day is a lot to take and I hope to end this soon and get on with my job of being a writer and enlightening the surface of humanity soon.

When I started writing Amazon was worth $280 billion. It is now worth $2.25 trillion. Similarly Facebook changed it’s name to Meta from the Buddhist name for collective thought Mehta and Twitter has become Malcolm X’s identity stomping ground X.

These changes and more have come about since 2012 and the advent of Golden Age policies in America while the rich get richer and do deals and take from the Enlightened people they have been spying on since the Patriot Act. It was with this spying n mind that I formed six companies while a writer on Amazon Books during the years 2017-2020 and the dissolved them to keep with my corporate identity as a writer subject to spying while using Light Work and abusing his family dynamics at home in Weoley Castle. Mr brother no longer uses Facebook so much and has developed rashes on his feet and body through excessive use of Qi and the companies I created were estimated by the Buddha to make £400 Trillion. They were: Akaash Rishi Consulting, Akaash Rishi Publishing, Akaash Rishi Law and three others I cannot recall. I wrote 50 books and controlled my Qi on medication under the NHS for Bipolar Disorder while the Drs did not talk to me about the work I was doing or the Hare Krishna chants I was chanting for four years at the time.

In the 1700s the English poet William Blake answered critics about Shakespeare being the greatest poet with his own firebrand of writing that was unique, fresh and exciting. He was deeply Christian and wrote the Marriage and Heaven and Hell and Songs on Innocence and Experience as well as many other things in his collected works. he was challenged by the European theologian who wanted to introduce concepts of energy into Christian thought and rebelled against him as he used etching to make his poems into frames and prints and set them out in a unique way.

I am doing this by setting my poetry against the internet and am using Krishna’s energy over Qi to align my lifetime as a Hindu with buddha saving grace in China that I have not actually had a Buddhist life on earth before but have studied Buddhism with him in the afterlife. When I was writing during 2017-2024 I wrote 112 blogs and used Facebook, Twitter and Instagram – something I hope researchers will learn to submit requests for and develop newer and safer ways of researching English and reading Theosophy and higher thought into it so that Drs can not call it time wasting and we can read Mind Body Spirit books alongside it to elevate our consciousness and worship our Gods and Goddesses. The principle of Goddesses is very important to the Golden Age and the 2012 movement was at least in part about this fact.

It can’t have been easy being my mother or brother since my trip to India in 2002 and one of two nervous breakdowns I have had. They saw me in a worse state and have seen me go through medical processes so grotesque that I have become obese and put on so much weight under British psychiatric care that deserves court action to rescue my name and karma from under the rubble of racism and prejudice and bigotry about organised religion and subjectivity so that my writing is read again fairly and my mother and brother get good lives and are able to mingle in society and with the Hindu fraternity at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple away from the cat calls of the Mohan and Turner family challenging us to prove we are Rishis and talking shit about ancient India as they live as immigrants in this country and know nothing of our history here as British people under Anglo Saxon heritage and Roman descendants under Stoic principles that tie us to American wealth and dynamics as we push forward in the twenty first century.

The Dalai Lama said that EnlightenNext was dealing with the 4-5% of wealth holders and that I was dealing with the 1% who work in universities. This is contrary to my brother’s asceticism and he will need to see the way the internet has developed education from the bullying that occurs in schools during our youth and bear in mind that our mother went to secondary school here while out father was schooled in Nanithal in the Himalayan Mountains at BVC Mandir where they did Hindu religious sacrifices as part of the schools routine.

While I was writing during 2017-2024 and self publishing books on Amazon Books I had in mind the Dalai Llama’s saying that he is like ordinary people and every person is the Dalai Lama. I abided with the NHS medical services in the UK and Jehovah said he was doing ALIEN OBS on me and my family under the laws of England and measuring them with Jerusalem after I had visited the Holy City in 2011.

I created a vessel for myself to serve as the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and to shift data to his reincarnation to help the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet’s rebirth decide if he wants to be the 15th incarnation or not. I used to be a Devi in India where he has spent most of his lifetime in Dharamsala and he has said that he could choose to be a beautiful woman in his next lifetime.

I also created a vessel for myself for Sathya Sai Baba and his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar for his writing translated into English when we are all avatar of God and incarnations of the sublime theory of humanity evolving towards Oneness. I realised this as a white light on the phone and sent a transmission through to Prashanti Nilyam and their headquarters in India to modernise while I used social media for insurance purposes and to safeguard myself as a Healer for mental health purposes with my brother and mother and absent father being located in Loco Parenti at Oxford University and with my old school teachers in Birmingham. Sathya Sai Baba was an advocate for a Golden Age where poverty would be eradicated and I wanted to secure my name against his project.

There was a telling moment in the Transformer’s films when Optimus Prime lost his famous nonviolent streak and threatened to kill Americans who had betrayed the Autobots. I recall feeling empathy for this time and getting fed up with American Politics and violence at the time. I can see the Royal Family was to blame as well.

In 2014 Shree Rama told me my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands and he was having a look at me like Shirdi Sai Baba to be of Birmingham and to be granted religious status and to be regarded as a devotee of God after many decades is struggling to fit in and being lost in the Maya since joining the schools in Great Britain with my elder brother who has been at home since 1999 praying and getting on as a Healer for the Age of Aquarius whilst shepherding my mother after her incarnation with Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and who ended her long term relationship with Karamat Ali in the 2010s and come back home and bought the property after her right to buy scheme and base rate mortgage at 1.5%.

Krishna said that women like my mother have destroyed Temples in the past and warns me of politics trapping her in her family home for relationships and the Gunas and her over active self with two young sons and the needs she has to defend herself. These sorts of women get too involved in Temple life after experiencing family trauma and the film Mother India is a good one to look at as she is preventing from resting and praying in her old age and mixing with Hindu Society.

I am a member of the website Vedic Folks and have had 25 Vedic sacrifices performed in mine and my families name called Homams/ Havaans there. They charge about £90 for the service and transmit a live broadcast for you to watch as they read your family’s name out while they perform the Yajna.

My mum was born in Kenya Nairobi in 1953 and celebrates two birthdays. One is on the 26th September when she was born and one is on the 28th when her birth certificate was registered. She was one of 13 children that are listed on my home page in the family tree and their parents name was Bimla Devi Mohan and Sohan Lal Mohan. Onkar Nath Channan of the WOBO and the Calgary judiciary circuit was best man at their wedding and has been to visit us in the 2000s when mum’s cousin Sureshka told them I was unemployed after hearing reports of my divinity from India. He spent the day telling me about his worldly success as a self made man and later tried to get me to emigrate to Canada and work for his daughter in a law firm. That would have split me and my brother up – something the extended family has been trying to do since we were very young. How do they cope with Hindu special powers now that we are out of the Soul Cages of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth with its rich history with the Soho Road where Apna Sangeet came in the 2010s and recorded a song about the Soho Road and made a YouTube video for it.

Was Shakespeare an Avatar? Would he be regarded as a God today? What about William Blake’s special powers to play with energy in Hell?

16/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Where there is joy. Joy and pure happiness comes from knowing you are saved and that Jesus sacrificed his life that you may know eternal life. It is a different category of thought that is buried by theosophy analysing contemporary thought to death and overthinking things. Nobody is a vehicle for the second coming of Christ in spite of all the things they said about J Krishnamurti to fill the airwaves and struggle with Indian mysticism that deals with Jesus Christ to the day. He died and was crucified so that whosever believes in him may be saved and the journey goes on for others in the world to be different religions and paths with different ends in mind.

There was an accumulation of dust on the hearts of man that was leading to ignorance in myself that I can notice in the world since the 1980s that was leading to World War Three. Pope Francis said he could see a “piecemeal World War Three” happening and this is at a head with Ukraine v Russia and Iran v Israel and USA. When these wars cease there will be a backlog of emotion that needs to be addressed and past planning for dominance and control due to fears that Christ has lifted since 2012 with new salvation and higher lights in the world. This includes the Chinese as an old race with ancient secrets to disclose facing a media war with the oncoming death of the Dalai Lama.

Jesus will be moving the Royal Family on from Africa so that they do not face too many media voices and allow the UK to breath and grieve after Brexit and allow the USA dominance in Africa with Nollywood an apprentice of the darker arts.

I am spiritually enlightened and raise the vibration wherever I go an dintend to go and manifest in my field but I am not a teacher of enlightenment. In the truest sense I am just little Rohan Rishi of my CV and have recently embarked on an IT Apprenticeship to complement a new job in IT technical Support. I once went to school and have been to University and studied Postgraduate Law. I have been unemployed since 2002 and along with my brother have been through some pretty hairy times when we appeared to lose it all and kept up with the scary vibrations coming across the news from America too – financial scandals, wars and political upheaval not to mention the sexy lives of celebrities and their like. When I see myself as having an effect as a Light Worker or Enlightened an I am reminded that the world is one to persecute the religious sort and I am alone with my brother and mother to fathom communication in a multi dimensional atmosphere with the mobile phone, laptop and devices pursuant to the desktop to channel energies and see myself in a guided context from God to keep my head down and see the pitfalls of enlightenment to lecture to men their purpose in life and develop rules and orders when the great Teachers were indeed Gods or in Muhammed’s case, deeply concerned about God and deeply stooped in mysticism to care. I have no ground to stand on to lecture men in England their scope with wife and children and am just someone who experiences deep spiritual experiences and phenomena that I hope to support in writing and justify my poetry with literary context as I have studied at University and forward the literary field as little as I can via the internet as it is too hard to get published. This is not to take anything away from the fact that I experience things that enlightened spiritual teachers hoodwink the innocent public about but this is life and it is time at work in a 48 year old British Asian with his family seeking funds from his writing and a new home for his family that is at work and religious guidance from angels carries with it temporal implications that include one in spiritual groups worldwide and need a good clean lifestyle away from drugs to support it. In this light I have sinned with drug use over time and sexuality that was too advanced for my time to be in a renounced state of bliss that is developing the capacity to enjoy working life and heal the memory of the self that has been through cosmic experiences and light work to balance a family that came together to enact healing of Mother Earth and not pursue worldly attachments of wealth and accumulation by conventional means. This means that the money I made between 2017-2024 online has gone to world governments and banks to apportion other causes and I need to start again seeing what is possible and search for labels for my actions each day in writing dealing with agency and the way things are done under the dirtied and polluted consciousness of religion.

Put simple to end religion is finished as the Vedas just never stop being performed. It just needs Jesus Christ and Eckhart Tolle to stop playing Santa Claus handing out Presents/ Presence and to take Krishna seriously as a newly arrived worldly God that demand attention and recognition in each family home as time goes by regardless of people’s beliefs if human rights even exust and for world leaders to see themselves beholden to TV and propaganda by their journalists and people who went to University at 18 to be so powerful and company Directors in their 30s and 40s to be calling the shots and speaking badly about very important matters and relying too much on the Americans and the Christian Evangelical Tradition to bail them out of blasphemy and racism to support ISKCON and stop berating organised religion for making money in a world of charlatan individuals who hide celebrity misdemeanours for a nature of marriage and commerce conversation without the likes of Russell Brand insulting Krishna and letting the Chinese have no British MPs and how far ate the right willing to go in the UK to fund Nigel Farage’s insult of journalism and conventional memory to steal from Caesar and Judas to pollute co-tempered Buddhism and Spirituality online and heavy records that determine the mental health of world leaders since their inclusion in vast Yuigas and Kalpas and the deep heavy work that ISKCON does.

Christianity made the mistake of insulting the stars and astrology and calling such astrologers cooks and mad people and splitting them up from the Church and now the Church is very secular and had nothing to say as the internet plays out Terminator prophecies with AI and Russia looking on with its military and wonders what it did wrong to be so insulted by the West that has so much madness under the surface waiting to come to the foreground and the Chinese leave new fields and space developed by American spiritual teachers due to soul ages and past lives that the medieval medical profession in the West just won’t let in. Drs rule, not Kings and Queens and Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a lot of karma that led to COVID and Americans belief that God judges us for sin with mass illness and the need for vaccinations for the ay we live out our lives and search for truth in toilet bowls and dirty minds while Krishna had not been investigated for change since their inclusion in the 1960s and 1970s for how this religion had adapted to the New Age and if indeed it is corrupted since Srila Prabhupada’s inception.

The UK experienced hacking of the NHS and news stories of the BBC during Theresa May’s premiership and these stories took the place of American sympathies and critical pollution that we’re experiencing the American Psychiatric Association’s involvement with Donald Trump to check if he had Mi5 designated mental health problems and if the UK is indeed independent with medical history in the UK and how sovereignity had been surrendered to the US under European clothes. This has been Peter Mandelson’s form and they were being British but the NHS hacking story was a cover up for a big pharmacist case in the UK that the media wanted to mirror American headlines and still do with the case of matter of Matthew Perry after Michael Jackson’s big court case and death at the hands of prescription drugs and American Drs who dream and sleep and eat and shit while taking on the collective and individual consciousness while escalating more money for themselves while dreaming for themselves while addressing Indian landscapes and Indian folklore after the way they treated the Holy ghost. The use of ECT in Indian quarters is justified for the backlog of progress that need to come through and the absence of warfare that had occurred in Indian territories while China looks on with its soul intact and not beholden to British narratives – something the Dalai Lama alerted the UN to in his first book after exile My Land My People and a note in his book with letters to the UN and accounts about how the British had been in Tibet and he needed to tend to their healthcare and mental health as well as torturous British businesses and workplaces as I am experienced about now after 3 months with Atos in Birmingham Business Parkway. The thins that occur in the name of memory and the burden that world leaders bear and charge for is palpable when you look for a good example and with the subjective nature of truth and time hopefully my brother has somethings to say when Ranvir Turner has worn a Turban and stopped blaming Ritesh for higher lights and energies that he did not ask for and shed a light on his deceased father from the Punjab and the rivalry Ranvir set up since childhood and parted ways to Bhangra and drink never mention the sex life of a married man with the karma to look after another problem area in our family – a nurse at the NHS who gossiped over open carcasses in the NHS and embedded her fat ass in consciousness to wait until her 70s and 80s to take Shree Geeta Bhawan seriously and the Soho Road. Benjamin Zephaniah’s mural had been painted over and nobody ever explained why his middle name was Iqbal.

How wealthy was he and where did Ranvir get the powers to drink so much and manifest such a good career in banking and life with the Mohan family while his mum sidelined my mother and used nher elder sisters status against Vina Aunty in Canada with her simple Hindu life with Professor Vijay Sood of Engineering to disobey the ageing process with Sudesh Cole Research Fellow of Birmingham University now that Professor Jeff Cole atheist of Birmingham University had deceased and taken all his advice giving ways with him while joining in with Kamlesh Turner of the NHS and the rambling ways of Ranvir Turner and the banking of Birmingham with jobs and careers under his care at HSBC and Lloyds to see Ajay Sood run the market as a millionaire into Computing and elder cousin with a long career at IBM that Hinduism needs to embed and wait for with Kamal Mohan’s charm offensive and the pain he caused Ritesh as the elder to leave the world in his sleep and enter international and intergalactic kingdoms to join with Shiva in his search for enlightenment that seems to be at odds with the Mohan family of mother’s pre marriage self as they speak English and many dialects and have karma themselves to deal with like the deep shit me and Ritesh faced from Mum after 9/11 and the racism of Middle Eastern crusades by the British army and lives broken and lived at home dreaing of better things.

It is my intention to get myself released from my home as a political prisoner by building a kick ass website that finds its way to some Hindu men who are willing to look at it like you do when you ask a Hindu pundit some family dharma questions and he runs some astrology on your birth name and family’s name and time of births and to leave my brother resting at home with his cat to take care of himself once he has seen me break free of the medical bondage I got into hurting my rib cage doing severe penance and 4 years Hare Krishna and up to 60 rounds in two hours with Jesus as he changed time and helped me chant. Amongst other things on my website will be a big family tree to fulfill my destiny as both a graduate of English and a Hindu and to get myself looked at as someone who people will research and write biographies about as a literary author and to create space for the Chinese to question my authority and see my art grow over time and return to more sexual questions of what poetry is and how it is a corruption of mankind and not a natural issue like the imagination needs to see dinosaurs as natural and not tiem bound as I do having been raised that way – like my brother and how he took to space and studied being an astronaut before wanting to join the Royal Navy. It is my hope to enhance diplomatic relations amongst academics worldwide who benefit from Krishna’s grace and take it easy with the ways of the Greek Gods who are too heavy to carry around and don’t have a culture that Jesus kept with him in Renaissance England with the King James Bible that needs rewriting over the next few centuries to please Krishna and develop space for King Arthur at Shree Geeta Bhawan with the large Lingam there and the Church of England embedded with Arhbishop Justin Welby meeting Pundit Dharam Dutt and creating new spaces on web development. It is also my hope that someone carries these webpages of mine to my childhood memories and good deeds from my Mum to school us both at St Brigid’s School in Northfield Birmingham where I went in 2014 for about a year to heal myself and remember my Mum and met the Father there. Those were some years in the 1980s while this life on the mobile phone writing away is not a “crack cocaine” like my elder cousin Nishi Sood texted me it was while I used the internet to alert world leaders to the Self and Second Coming of Christ during 2017-2024 and made a lot of money for Tibet past present and future in the process as Guru Nanak watched on and guided my meditation to remember the old ways of Hinduism in the UK and Birmingham tradition that make me hold my great breath for after all those cigarettes as a chain smoker since I was 16 with my brother until the 2010s to side with our father who probably smokes to this day in India and is in rude health with his third wife and extended family say from the shares of his father’s IBI ball bearing industries of his father; Mr J M Rishi, my grandfather who died at the age of about 75 to quite some ill health and came to see me after I was attacked after 2013 to help me read the Bhagavad Gita and to see the corruption I went through because of how it is interpreted in the modern age – especially the bit about not feeling sorry for a victim and charging me with being a God who has ruled on people’s karma and all that Jazz under Toni Morrison and her literary development that I studied in my final year at Oxford when I would meditate on the meaning of God and let my friends go to drink and drugs and corporate issues that I took on board the following year as I studied law in London and took the place of my absent brother with the actor on IMDb Paul Ready who I lived with for 2 years and played backgammon and discussed time and the contemporary self with go two years while smoking marijuana and staying out of college which I found boring and out of place for me at that age of life as I try College again with an IT apprenticeship at Solhull College now with living with my brother at home with our ageing mum going from strength to strength in her early 70s and saying prayers for our father Parmod Kumar Rishi every night “wherever he is”. We don’t speak well on the phone and he saw the work I do when I went mad with Krishna consciously choosing me to shed light on the second coming of Christ during 2017-2024 so that his people in India had something to view with the diaspora being treated as well that was ignored by EnlightenNext and all that American spirituality since Deepak Chopra bent spoons with Uri Gellar and Ritesh got corrupted with cult work and Scientology to turn to Jehovah and betray me and his family too as Mum walked away from me and disbelieved accounts of my special nature and was rude to me to teach me things and properly prepare me for older life – something schooling does but not university in the UK.

I have a dream that I am studied in universities and my self made webpage on WordPress heralds a new era for writers to be included as literary and historical sources at an academic and professional level. When the Drs picked on me, I fought back and made many books on Amazon Books. They are on my hard drive with other documents that I messaged China to keep in mind for Free Tibet demonstrations and non violent communications. They were backed up by a medical with Buddha where he looked down on the English Literature as a subject that send people mad and not good for mental health and balanced with medication from the NHS and under my mother’s hand accompanying me to most of my Psychiatry meetings and seeing first hand the short-comings of the NHS that she used to work for and where she experienced discrimination and bullying in the workplace as a business woman but was unsuccessful in haunting them back with a Tribunal ruling there was no evidence of harassment. I took Depakote and Olanzapine for mood disorders and dealt with being a single man at home at the age of 36 with “racy thoughts” and sexual lust from Kuan Yin to show me sexual Sanskara on the last to Enlightenment and Buddhahood. I had renounced my enlightenment at a Hereford Buddhist Retreat much to the annoyance of the Royal Family insulted that their country was deemed not good enough for me to experience spiritual enlightenment. Krishna came and showed me that it is a subjective things and something that accompanies Rohan Rishi from school in an effort to study non duality and no separation from God with balance and paying attention to the warnings in the Bhagavad Gita not to abandon the battlefield in life which reached a head when I was forced to ask Ranvir Turner for financial support in 2014 and found that he would not let me in his house as he said I was gossiping bad news about his deceased father on social media.

What happens to liars in Hinduism and how does Vishnu treat them? other than with compassion and segregating them from their victims to let their victims develop on their own lines to truth and see culture at work and society developing away from the victim’s expectations of behaviour and standards.

Proper people would get access to a shoulder to cry on to study my biographical writings alongside my poetry with New Age books vouched for by Vishnu who said I would be heralded as one of the greatest writers in the twenty first century while my brother fulfils his dreams of celibacy and serving Jesus Christ while staying away from Hinduism for the complexities of dealing with it in English as second generation British Asians in England.

Psychiatrists control time in the UK and work with Drs to keep power away from the ordinary people. In all my 48 years in the UK I have never had a close personal relationship with a Dr and amongst my mother’s decades as a businesswoman she never socialised with Drs either. The presence of the NHS in the extended Mohan family clan with several people working for them and the role of Drs and Dentists as social workers and family friends that populate their many dinners and wedding run contrary to the medical report that I actually saw: “Rohan Rishi thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God” after my mum gave them some information over the phone and then after that I thought they would talks to me about my personal world that I now deal with by going to Arts and Chat at Creative Support in NOrthfield and dealing with my lower self and facing goodwill and British medical care square in the face. The issue is time for my brother who has my studying of English and British history to balance with his Thetan from Scientology and Greek word clearing as a self educated man and someone who learned from Henry David Thoreau how to live and look after himself by being on benefits since 1999 and “going into the woods to learn that when the end of his life comes he did never not live”. My issue is nature and the Drs and Nurses had my family connections to deal with and the security services that I contacted knew more than I did about Uncle Dipak’s voices and karmic connections and claims to fatherhood of myself and Ritesh while uncle Jeff balanced atheism with ancient beliefs of Hindus with his role as a Biochemist at Birmingham Uni.

The Drs then asked me: Are you having any problems getting to sleep? Any problems getting dressed? Do you have any suicidal thoughts? Can you shower okay? They did not address mental health issues and there was no discussion of religion and they did not talk about bipolar disorder so I took it on board myself to learn edition contrary to J Krishnamurti’s advice on Freedom and study the Bhagavad Gita. It was then that the Dalai Lama came to me in apparitions and visions that an old healer called Michael Melchizedik told me in 2009 – never tell the Drs you can see them. They never addressed religious karma or my biographic identity and do not ask about my feelings once and caused me a lot of madness and confusion since seeing them in 2013 and until 2024 when a Muslim Dr discharged me and wished me well. She had more to say about Winston Churchill and his status of suffering from Bipolar Disorder than my own religious conditioning and studied me to see the UK as a police state and one I aim to help by using the Smartphone as a writer studied by corporate services and spied on by Mi5 and the police to better manage media and policy and the things that fill our blogs and news webpages as time goes by from an ascended master point of view and one that learned from Jesus that the Drs and Nurses are my enemies and to forgive them.

Krishna will be able to react differently to Shiva in the UK as a result of the medical I have done and Krishna can show me how to mix with Drs over time as someone who has been dealing with upper class society in the mainstream since ISKCON made underground movements famous since the 1800s for the time that flew by in the 1960s as new members flocked to ISKCON and joined ranks to make society more moral and preserve Krishna’s memory in the west and deal with the inclusion of India on the world stage as a s world class economy after Partition suffered the Bilderberg process of historical rewriting and took over the grand narratives did Mahabharata and Ramayana as well as Buddhism and writing about India suffered to other detriment of trade relations with the Indian subcontinent and the tale of good manners dwindled as sexual relations took over for Maya with the Royal Family and all of its connections in the UK got involved with Sharukh Khan and Bollywood leaving the rest of the country to rot as they read the Bhagavad Gita once and told the story of the Bible in error as Allah looked on in awe at the boldness of the writers of themes of the Crusades to take on India and use it for their own resources. Queen Camilla Consort of India was on the cards and King Charles had photos of his friendship with Indian men on his webpage covering the period of 2012 with garlands of flowers around his neck. It takes a lot longer to manage Kalpas and Yugas than a few plane trips and much more to counter your own Art of War as Prince William looks on and wanders what India holds in store for himself as Catherine look at all the Hindu and Sikh work in the UK going to waste as Marianne Williamson uses EnlightenNext’s karma to run for political office and shut the door on spiritual work in public places for all that Krishna worked ro make the internet a happier place for people who live at home and can’t travel like Colonial masters and don’t possess their social skills to make money in various ways while they live on benefits and take NHS drugs and nobody talks to them and they fear death while the royal family spies on them and uses their past lives for ruined narratives of Jesus under Rowan Williams and rubbish about how Christ was mistreated that annoy the Chinese and have caused medical problems with spies over the ages that the British would like to forget about with Eckhart Tolle and the Power of Now with Ram Das celebrating LSD and drugs as a pathway to God that the NHS Drs never gained any insight into my family about with Ritesh’s views against drugs since he heard from L Ron Hubbard of government experiments and tests on subjects with the CIA in the 1960s and victims of Vietnam in the East subject to torture and madness after Hiroshima and Nazi Germany taught the human race to be cheapened and devalued for the price of a pill and the wages and lifestyles that they demand as they live in sin and envy the rich and the famous and take this out on their patients all the time.

15/05/2026

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I was about 15 when I realised I could not get married. I was listening to the Hindi film soundtrack Sajaan and meditating on family weddings that had taken place. In particular my uncle Dipak and aunty Madhu’s wedding in a Church in Kings Heath ranged that I would never be able to have that as I don’t speak Hindi. Not being a Church goer Christian culture wa sout of the window and now I look around and wonder what the future could bring with someone to replace my mother and be there for me when she is gone. Now that I have started to express myself properly online that person could be of a Indian background and accepting of Ritesh’s brahmacharya and rivalling of Gandhi on sexual grounds while forgiving my frisky path where I tried the path of love and sex to good ruin and was stopped by my mother who sent me to a mental hospital to get some help in 2013 after the Drs had diagnosed me with depression in 2004 when I was suicidal and had serious thoughts about ending my life with a knife purchased at the Taj Mahal. I am however married to Krishna and his energy and this is enough time travelling about such romantic patterning as I heal the darkness of my youth and the depression of my despair like Arjuna crying out in the wilderness Why Is This Happening To Me.

It is happening because our elder cousin Ranvir set up a rivalry and trod on dangerous soil testing the waters after relics of old phoned through in 2002 and their phone records have been wiped. It is because the British Hindu no longer socialises in Churches but in big venues and destination weddings as they match the economy and lose their hearts to move up the social ladder and abuse the Hindu Temple system and stop engaging the English language to tell the population what to do.

Staying mobile while using the mobile phone is good for the mind in my case as I contemplate life at home as a writer. Allah has told me to quit my job and become a healer but I know best than to rely on one voice from God and deny the others. Balance is best as I stay on buses to and from work for two hours a day there and back and have time to watch IPL cricket on Sky Sports on my phone while updating the articles I write ready to be published in the not to distant future.

Krishna Consciousness has said the world is in state of decline with the age of Kali being experienced and colinial rulers of India masquerading as The Golden Age and secrets of Indian knowledge will be known to all so that the medical profession gains more things to talk about as bad for the human race. Evil world rulers who charge too much for tax, immigration and cannibalism are seen as signs of the end of age when Krishna will be seen amongst us again after his incarnation as Sri Chaitanya within the next 1500 years of the word “millennium” is to be read that way in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Christ’s second coming is updated from the children of God who expect and demand him to come and see them now.

This morning while meditating I felt like an Indian gentleman dealing with Brahman. The Spirit has visited me in the past and this morning I was very quiet and about my personality which had been damaged by the hustle and bustle of twentieth and twenty first century life. I struggle to talk to people and often wonder where I have been from the rat race of being alive while being a student in London during the years 2000-2002 and then suddenly failling ill to spiritual and religious phenomenon. I’m not sure I was experiencing things from 2002 until now as an unemployed man due to the virtual world of TV we inhabit but I have stayed to experience things over the last few years with Shiva who told me I am having an experience and am dealing with God. He told me the mantra Om Nama Shivaya means I am God and that He is displeased with the Royal Family attacking his country India and has gone to war with them. What this means is not sure but the culture of sex and Bollywood has changed in the last ten to fifteen years since I started blogging and tweeting and making funny videos to send messages to the subcontinent that they are way off when it comes to estimating the culture between these two countries. Durga said she would end deforestation due to my work as the need for so many books to be written has reduced and universities are struggling since COVID to make the grade after falling asleep at the wheel of convenience and colonialism to dull populations and hurt them at home while they spend time with their families.

If each country had a Holy City like the one within Jerusalem the Plice would be easier to Partition society and consider the royal families and politicians: If for example the UK had a community of people safely assigned religious quarters and were removed from the ordinary run of the mill materialism the police would better attest to the Israeli policies and be more used to the religious extremism of Frum Jews and classes of people who renounce the world to work on the mysteries of Christ and do so within an order that preserves religious tradition. At present these are cults of personality and religious communes and a religious city may be too much to ask for but the ideal is present and represents the invasion of homes by Islam and Muslim immigrants who take over your point of view using Christian theology applied to their Muslim God and demand a dialogue with you to convert you to their point of view. The absence of an organising principle like Jerusalem has left the Heaven and Earth show on Sunday mornings with Nicky Campbell to be cancelled and one barely notices Songs of Praise as the rest of the culture is off key all week long. The TV is psychotic with the news and the BBC haven’t seen a Priest talk about films and music and books in God knows how long.

When I was working in a charity shop in London in 2010 (The British Heart Foundation) I was surprised at the collegiate atmosphere since I had worked at the competitive law firm Jones Day. Working where people were volunteering their time was an altogether different thing and I quite enjoyed it. The problem was The Buddha was there and he was soon to move me on from London and show how I am causing problems for western folk who are trying to meditate with the collapse of EnlightenNext cult in Angel Islington. I asked God to get rid of it after they were rude to me and insulted my ego and he did. He just wishes I had left it in Europe. Anyway there was a book in the charity shop called The Family of the Buddha and I bought it along with a Samurai book. The Samurai book contained a passage on how some people would struggle in this life because of vows of poverty attached to them from cultures and groups from this earth and from the past.

And the book the Family of the Buddha changed to become The Way of the Boddhisattva by Shantideva and buddha had hidden himself to say that he supports my work being about becoming family like the Dalai Lama says we are all brothers and sisters and in this way the Royal Family can lead the way by incuding me in their family as a relative and not bother about wills and probate and controlling the laws due to external relations. This should save the money I have made which runs into trillions and I could see the Royal Family as brothers and sisters and uncles and aunties to remember how things were when we grew up as children and keep some spiritualism and channeling going on so there is peace in all out houses as I open up and expand the Golden Age with Vishnu. Their prayers as Christians have brought about this realisation of self and in time other nations will benefit from the national boundary we share as English people.

Jesus Christ won’t be coming back to the world for a very long time. He has sent me to the world to prepare for his Second Coming. I know Him well from the past and am in daily commune with Him. The world needs certainty in this arena to better plan social services and stop politicians like Donald Trump interfering with Churches and spilling the beans as a spy. The way to look at things is King Arthur will come back to the world first and that will take about 500 years is the UK moves more slowly and stops racing into evolutionary waters in the US. From the base of a great King Jesus will better assess his religion and the Church of England will have been dealt with and the UK will better deal with what is then left of The Vatican. From these great places Jesus can be called to the world when India is respected for all the Gods and Goddesses that dwell there and then Vedic sacrifices can be integrated into the thought processes for they have been with us for thousands and thousands of years. Nothing as impetuous as a colonial Golden Age can stress us out more than also imaginging that Jesus watches all we do and wants to come back to the world as it is.

When I was in Israel in 2012 I visited the Holy City and Jerusalem and spent Passover with a Frum Jew family. I had a vision while I was there of Jehovah who said he was spying on me and listening to frequencies and would like to be considered a child on this earth with deep time and dinosaurs entering the imagination. Genesis provides that Jesus created the world and he eventually created Adam and Even but by some estimations then his renewal is only 6000 years old and people struggle with how hard Christianity is and he needs to teach it to all walks of life and people of differing education ranges and standards of wealth.

The Hindu gods have a torment of a democracy to run in India but have the advantage of being very old and have energy links back to the ancient past where they can access the imagination and channel knowledge to their subjected peoples. When this energy becomes more secure world leaders will have better lives and the populations will know better times if Jehovah backs off as a younger God eager to material expansion while the Indians are able to rest in the caste system and don’t need so much foreign intervention to change their way of life.

I would need someone at law to assess my personality and character after so long out of the education system and such a long time off work. Do they acknowledge Light Workers or Indigo Adults and as for past lives do they count in the reckoning of the way that lives have been shaped by karmic forces and understanding the Dao. Ritesh has said that he is a Unicorn and one day a poster of a Unicorn arrived in the post from Amazon when I was discovering contemporary Buddhist art work. Since then I have benefited from the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering and see my place on the stage of life created by Shakespeare underneath Royal Houses protecting my identity – I have been many things and am far from the stars but in this life I am just a graduate class and have had dangerous spiritual experiences and experienced demonic possession to try to force me to be a guru and teach Hinduism to spoil Krishna’s religion and disobey Shiva and Vishnu and Brahma. The graduate has been looking for work since 2003 and apart from a brief spell as a salesperson in 2009 and some part time work as an English tutor in 2010 I have been vagrant and experiencing deep emptiness and swings of emotion and the self at large playing with shadows. The healing experiences I have convince me I am special and have a special purpose but the psychiatric treatment I received told me to look past this to my conventional identity in normal reality and see the effect that e-commerce has had on the self and the British Asian postmodern fragmented self that my Oxford self studied and let go of to explore the witness of J Krishnamurti and find out what Enlightenment was. Stories such as The Mahabharata are self fulfilling and help to show there is more to life than spirituality and there are many different types of people in the world making changes and the self spins subjectively exchanging with others as we all share relative levels of self hood and spirituality and affect one another in familial and social ways. I am not the only one is hard to let go of but writing helps me manifest some matter that provides evidence of what I jave done and leave to Dao what I have not done.

If my medical proves anything it would be that Queen Elizabeth 2ns was not a Goddess and that she ruled her land in England and experienced Britishness and oversaw all the cities and documents required to keep the country going. She may have been subject to Maya and held to have Hindu religious powers with her partner Prince Philip but these questions of identity have not yet been held out to public as Yoga takes off and man starts again on the great voyage to the real stars and planets – the ones created by Gods and Goddesses and makes way for Jesus again to experience some newness and be included in the Hindu Pantheon which will in time rewrite British history and change the idea of land itself and airspace under the Royal Courts of Justice. It is with note that other countries have Embassy buildings in the UK but the Indian High Commission deals with issues of ownership and does not rent land and submit to British law in the same way that other countries do.

This nature of self realisation is bound up with deep historical truths and a people scarred by Colonialism and Partition that are under stress and pressure to do well in life while following changes after COVID and taking part in the recovery online. It is my hope that my writing finds new voices to dialogue and pray with and help me build bridges in the UK to Churches and Hindu Temples while Buddhism is small and Islam and Judaism are farther away from me in conventional reality terms. Sikhism is always looking to improve its English and Guru Nanak has asked me to visit the Hindu Temples in England when I am 60.

14/05/2026

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Allah asked me one day to write about past lives and if his community of Muslims could be included in the phenomenon. There is a problem with the Dalai Lama taking religious contributions when his past lives are protected by Buddhist practice and he has been influenced by Christianity with Spirit since his dealings with the UN and the Native American Indian tradition showing that past lives encounter the problem of Mother Earth and who is bold enough to also state what the world is and its nature to have liuved in it more than once. Srila Prabhupada skated around this issue by claiming people have millions of lives throughout the universe and that Earth is like a Loka and a state of energy and flux to be exchanged with as long as certain dietary requirement are met.

I have four previously quite celebrity past lives and cannot reconcile them to this plane of existence and will not declare them public ally in England where the NHS and the Church of England will react with medical power and not have seen me do anything in my life since leaving the College of Law as a drug addict to Marijuana and needing care to disconnect from the medical substance and differ from my brother who has abstained from drugs and drink since leaving high school in 1992. He has past lives and once voiced to me that the problem with them is they put you on a pedestal and there are no levels of which to speak of. He has also had disdain for Sathya Sai Baba and said he was palming the vibuthi he said he was manifesting and has long had a keen interest in paranormal activities and said he has always been able to see things since he was a very young child.

He once reminded me of William Blake who had a brother and I feared losing him to World Karma as J Krishnamurti lost his brother Nityanda and struggled to come to terms with the masters treatment of him. I could not and still cannot understand the life my brother has led being inactive since the 1990s when Scientology failed in his life and Christians threatened to brainwash him. Would he have lost his spiritual gifts and did the NHS want to run more tests on my family with Dr BORG Bartolo treating him for years and dealing with his welfare and benefits. My guides stated that he is now a Healer in the United Kingdom and Jehovah stated it is so my family can have insurance listed on insurance forms for karma and cause and effect under the simplicity of Sathya Sai Baba’s Hinduism with Dharma and Sathya listed as virtues to upheld amongst others in numerous dialogues dealing with his previous incarnation and links to Shirdi Sai Baba and an attempt to create modern Indian history while John Lennon and atheists say it should be deleted

An old friend I knew since school accompanied me to Oxford and one day mentioned how Mi5 tap people on the shoulder and ask if you want to work for them. I did not know this growing up and deemed The X Files and Big Brother too hard for me to keep up with so as not to get involved in Spy Games and keep my head down and just study English and Higher Thought. It occured to me though I was being watched and a chap when I was 18 accused me of walking around like an Iranian where he was from and asked me if I “analysed the analysis of the analysis or the analysis of the analysis of the analysis”. He was looking at me a certain way and stuck around for 3 years or so being quite abrasive and guessed one day that my English degree was causing me problems many years later on LinkedIn when I was engaging in some Spy Games of my own letting Buddha know what the cost would be of restoring Tibet with my eclectic brand of mixed postmodernism and many blogs online replete with typing speeds and phone usage attached to the outcome as well.

A yoga shop opened up in The Bull Ring shortly after 2012 to coincide with hospitalisation and Enlightenment. It sold some yoga stock and some books by Swami Sarva Priyanandan. It also had Native American Indian crafts too. It reminded me of Sacred Spirit when I was a teenager at the top of the New Street whihc dabbled in ethnic and tribal gear when Cult Clothing was all the rage and Tony and Guy hairdressers were still trying to build their empire. It was too expensive for me and I could not afford to buy anything from the colourful shop. It reminds me however that my mum had some catalogue order CDs about the sounds of nature that were like the merchandise that the Sacred Earth shop sold so maybe the Yoga shop went out of business because of e-commerce? 50% of our population is studying yoga these days – a Hindu religion – in a Christian context when Church attendance suffers for the amount of Churches per square mile to cope with the ever increasing interconnection of population of 65 million. Some have tried manifesting Churches in Tibet and the Chinese are on hand with new Embassy Headquarters to spy on England and see how they interact with their American brothers and sisters. They would do well to taste the milk at the Indian cafe/bar by Snow Hill station fresh from India itself and see howe food and drink survives with Amitabh Bachchan’s poster on the wall amongst others. Alcohol is served on the premises and it opened around the same time as the yoga shop which became a bit dated and closed down like Christian merchandise shops do in commercial settings. I spent a lot of money online on New Age merchandise and Hindu murtis (statues) from Handsworth Soho Road to help me recover from Bipolar Disorder and the designation of mental health problems since 2013 by the NHS which did not want to talk about deeop themes or life issues under the banner of Psychiatry masquerading as counselling and psychology where they socialise all the same as Drs and steal our energy and intelligence to advance their materialistic lives and medicate victims for hostility when they threaten their well being and lives over time.

Thankfully I have been seeing a homeopath with my brother and mother since 2002 who has balanced the yogic effects of the medication which is improving as I make time for prayer and contemplation as well as meditation with early nights and early rises to go to work to stone for my years as a stoner while going to Church and offend the Englishman with a loose schedule and sleep time while exploring the unconscious and subconscious as he looks out for my mother after a near fatal car crash and the medical she went through as a result, while Ritesh looked on and passed another year as a victim of the same NHS that supports celebrities spiritual journeys and causes problems for Hindus and Christians and plays God after Nietzsche and John Lennon and the court of Richard Dawkins as a racist online banning books and censoring YouTube to control Nazi propaganda and political rule running away from God and threatening China with racism and warfare like they used India for all the time.

My mother had been meditating since the 1980s and was described by my brother as a Devi while I was swimming in Samsara using a PhD thesis I had developed with The Spirit to research non-duality with the works of E M Forster and T S Eliot using online spiritual resources. I lied on my Masters form that I would study Ken Wilber and planned to read Deepak Chopra instead to compare spiritual themes of transcendence in boy author’s works and make modern spirituality a more relevant affair with knowledge of Angel work in A Passage to India or Where Angels Fear To Tread and rumours of a conversion to Hinduism in The Waste Land or T S Eliot. He came to me one night and confessed working as a spy being able to see so much. Similarly Joseph Conrad blessed me with gratitude for my loyalty to English Literature wruters above English Colonial slave drivers for the compassion in their texts and attempts to elucidate the human condition by saying that Polish people are often ignored and nobody remembers them.

All of this my mum and brother took in their stride as I got on about my business in a small three bedroom house we now own since we moved Council property in 1993 after our old house was repossessed after my father failed to pay the mortgage as part of a divorce settlement with my mother as she embarked on a living relationship with a Muslim who sold clothes n Cradley Heath market where she sold frozen foods much to the annoyance of Kamlesh Turner and Sudesh Cole who held proud the Indian Hindu banner of Sanata Dharma and banished myself and Ritesh stigmatised Church goers who liked Christian films and fashions while their chosen son Ranvir Turner dressed in Amitab Bachchan’s clothes and did alright for himself as a corporate director of Lloyds Bank and our cousin of about the same age and got married and had two children and bought a home where he looks after his mother like a good Sikh boy with all of the cousins referring t him as the elder while Ritesh and I suffer since the 1990s and especially since 2002 when cosmic visions aligned for demonic attack on me in Birmingham while my brother sat back helpless to stop it and do anything about it. So I’m in no rush to heal others and pay for the mistakes of Drs of medicine and religion and spirituality and the harm they have done to Time itself as well as the education system.

In Chinatown in Birmingham town centre the language written down on food is Chinese. The ingredients of food in the supermarkets is Mandarin and the Chinese have maintained their independence and sense of solidarity while also appealing to the native English with lots of restuarants. There are offices nearby but they too are not advertising in English which is very different to the Soho Road in Handsworth and the Indian and Pakistani shops on Ladypool road and thr Stratford Road to name the big areas where people from Asia have gathered. What of Leicester and Derby? Their food is marked in English which goes down to the medical files I saw coming with Yoga and the Church of England when I was described as a Hindu God by Drs and Nurses in the NHS. My mother fears that the younger generation won’t shop for Indian foodstuffs in Indian shops and hunt out Dhal and Sabzi and fresh vegetables and the Soho Road is always under attack from commercial operators who don’t care about the rubbish and traffic and parking problem there but just want to capitalise on the Colonial trade and potential ticking time bomb to get Hindus speaking English so they can steal their energies while they fantasise about Indian women and hold dear the homosexual undertones of relationships with Hindu men and the glamour of Bollywood without going to Temple or Gurdwara for worship and not actually buying and reading ISKCON books like Srila Prabhupada said and causing Hare Krishna problems with the collective unconscious and collective dream of lucid dreaming amounting to Hate Crime and institutional racism that my brother and I have experienced as my mother sits on and watches us bother our father about in India to speak more on the phone with normal phone use and messaging while the Englishman carries on with political plotting and cites similarity more than difference as another year of mine and Ritesh’s life moves on and we stay stuck in the same house we have been in since 1993 and only have one car and one of us has a driving licence to use in our mother’s car. How does the Pundit at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple have so much power to want to perform Vedic sacrifices in our home and take Ritesh’s karma away while Buddha sits on and watches in horror as the Dalai Lama’s photo finds its way on to the Soho Road in an office with celebrities in the window to manage the Buddhist Temple that has always been on the top of the Soho Road that was hidden from us as a family due to the route we drive while going to a Hindu Temple with that big Lingam there from Shiva to denote my sexual prowess and Ritesh’s role under Jai Santosh Mata that the Western religion and people can integrate with.

ISKCON state that a Krishna Conscious devotee is 1 in 1000. Krishna told me I am 1 in a million. I feel like the only one as I sit on the bus and drive past houses that appear empty and having the life driven out of them to disturb my consciousness. Krishna warned me of being the only one and that means there are about 65 other people like me in the UK to ground my attainment with my brother to sustain his levels of self realisation and growth as a spiritual being since learning of forbidden knowledge and deciding to imitate Christ with Scientology knowledge from Arcturus aware that I have been coerced and haunted into being like American spiritual teachers much to my chagrin and still have problems with nature to see the English countryside as it is and appreciate living in Weoley Castle with so many parks near by and so much to do at that Square.

I have not read that much written by the Dalai Lama. I connect with him in the astral plane and from personal experience and visualisations since seeing him drive past me in India in 2002. He has said that he hopes that Free Tibet protestors do not make the Chinese suspicious so I bear this in mind with how quick my English is to store that information on my hard drives smartphones so they can catch up with conventional spy methods helped by the Dao and their own astrology that Ritesh mastered in the 2000s to help his mother obtain mutki and enlightenment before she goes on her retreat to Vipassana meditation in June 2026. Kuan Yin has said she will be with mum and Ritesh has a small statue of her on his desk to balance the years of Hindu worship my mum did since leaving her family’s house with a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha in our living room. I have Radha Krishna on my home Mandir with a crucifix of Christ only. I have about 7 Ganesh’s for material wealth and to secure me a job and a new beginning and have a lot more murtis and statues and Hindu iconography in the loft where Ritesh is simple and just had a poster of Hanuman on his wall while I went through lots of changes and rebelled against my mother’s use of visualisation and her use of the mind.

Once the State has diagnosed someone as suffering from mental health problems, it cannot take that back. Everything the person does from there on is stained with that diagnosis. The stigma of mental health is real and at large for the victim. Anything the person says that deviates from the norm is a product of having some chemical imbalance and some concoction of mental health problems. This is the problem I face advertising my poetry and declaring things about my past lives or insight. I fear judgement and being described unkindly and belittled.

Time is the movement of people and their shape of their lives in the mind of God.

There was nothing in the Mind Body Spirit market for the elderly Hindu lady and complex terms like evolution not to mention those deriding spiritual powers as madness and deserving of medication and hospitalisation. What would have happened if I had been hospitalised in the old NHS hospital in Selly Oak haunted by my aunty Kamlesh Turner with her accomplice Sudesh Cole who sought our family’s downfall every day of their lives since my mother set herself apart from such feminists and became an individual who divorced my father who was just not fitting in with the country and wanted to go back home to India. All they use India is cheap gold and gossip and make believe that the images on their home temples and statues in their houses live in India and give them permission to treat other homes badly. What is Hindu dharma and what is meant by the law of karma when the English language cannot keep up with migrational shifts and Hindu teachers are buying shares in YouTube to capitalise on Sadhguru’s direct ascent to Christ’s throne in heaven and more from the cults as time progressed. Ritesh may have visions and dreams of things he wants to install in England for the elderly Hindu lady after his devotion to his grandfather and grandmother in India and the females in his extended family network after seeing some deteriorate in Kali Yuga and develop potty mouths that hold us back for establishing good relations at Justin Welby’s Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple where the relatives don’t go and visit but still talk the talk of being Hindus from Kenya Nairobi on demand bringing the light to the Temple at the cost of Buddha and eventually driving us out of the Temple with so much for one pundit to speak English about and develop a diplomatic solution to over time.

Sikhism still has no history in the UK. They have their history written onthe walls of the Gurdwara in Smethwick and stand up to Colonial pressures of historical times. The British academic Dr Yasmin Khan was known to me in the 1990s and early 2000s when I lived in Oxford and London. She was dating my school friend and Oxford alumni Ben Wright of the BBC and they were quite the romantic couple using me as a Healer. She was studying Theosophy and Annie Bessant while I was studying Krishnamurti but never let me into any secret knowledge and Ben did not share with me his secrets at the BBC except one that he dreamed of unwinding a woman out of a saree in erotic lust while taking my Buddhist karma and credit for helping Paul Ready into Royal quarters as co-director of The Globe. I’m sorry but reading a couple of Buddhist books doesn’t make you equal to my level of development for all that they vesselled me and left me out in the cold without my brother. Modern empiricism and Sikhism is alive and large as Sikhs can read my blogs and entertain ideals of the Chinese for the shared word Turbans and maybe more from the less mystical Doaism of Lao Tzu and Analects of Confucius than the religion of Buddha as they protect their gurdwaras from ISKCON’s advanced under King Charles’s governments over the coming years where YouTube has cornered them into a Golden Age when little is known or written about Guru Nanak while they take from British resources and don’t advertise their kitchens to the homeless.

Guru Nanak has asked me to voice his concern about the preparations for the Dalai Lamas death and to raise concerns about his spiritual powers. He has asked how can he be so powerful under Mind Body Spirit marketplaces with all the books, merchandise and talks that the Americans have produced. His history is missing and the crowds are not evident like J Krishnamurti and the TV is a barren away land the way the news treats him as just one man.

Guru Nanak asked for a statue of the Dalai Lama like Kuan Yin or Tara or Avalokitesvara to help with the Mind Body Spirit worship and to dovetail with ISKCON’s developments with Jehovah in the UK to differentiate from the Americans with their origins with Srila Prabhupada.

There was a night around 2014 shortly after Krishna came to visit me with his energy that also Lao Tzu and Confucius appeared to me in Lightworking. Tao was upset at what confusion the word of God had put me into and how my understanding of the word avatar from Sathya Sai Baba’s works meant I had called Lao Tzu a God and Confucius one too. This is something the Sikh deals with in English translation of the Guru Granth Sahib as they delineate the word of God along biblical lines while Srila Prabhupada avoids its use with calling Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. This created conflict with Krishna being so glorious in his story and is staring down the barrel of rivalling Jesus as The Greatest Story Ever Told in centuries to come. Noticeably Krishna will not take on your sin like Jesus does and this story is not a toy for the scientist or historian to use as they have used YouTube and our daily TV but something that religious and spiritual people need to use the internet for to cooperate and ask each other questions and learn to communicate now that COVID has come and gone. New Age beliefs would say it did not start in China but it started in Birmingham UK where my body was abused by the physician Jesus told off and left me to heal myself for all that the Butterfly Effect and String Theory say are possible.

Sting’s song Send Your Love states that many people could have originated the virus for all that the scientists were willing to lie about and cause financial disruption as Gordon Brown tries to make it rich with business and science after the death of Queen Elizabeth 2nd and the decline of western Church orders to compete with the politician who uses them for his own gain and childish education at Oxbridge led institutions while the Greeks and Romans come to their rescue with ancient theology and Stoicism.

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August 27, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Reality TV Shows the common nature of humanity and how world leaders are dealing with homes where family members cannot take care of themselves. Big Brother was remiss not to actually feature the Dalai Lama on it for the blunders he commits trying to look after himself as a 24/7 diplomat travelling the world ceaselessly. Look what Srila Prabhupada achieved being a family member to so many people – white and coloured, east and west alike. How many more times has the Dalai Lama travelled the world and to whom does he act like a carer and shepherd in basic household duties that the State is unable to contract into other than by the NHS ancillary projects such as Creative Support where I learned to focus on my independence for the long term journey of life ahead of me instead of the wild spiritual visions and writings that come from a lack of finance and hope for the future with China caving in my reality with spy work and spoiling my life in the meanwhile.

I have set up the UK police to spy on my life with lots of writing since 2013 in various formats. This should enable me to get into some sort of communication with them over time and establish some familiar lines of communication say, for example, concerning the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir or the mess at St Gabriels Church with me observing my influential nature in these occassions and the police going on with their clinical observations of ISKCON. This in turn should enable me to write things that are peaceful and pleasing to my mother and help her integrate her awareness in retirement with the local forces after all the work she did to safeguard me and Ritesh. Ritesh has a level of health that is a matter for concern and cannot make money and insists that somethings like Benefits are solid and real while trying to live with nothingness and emptiness the rest of the time. There may be corruption here with people manipulating prices and matters and bullying him as time goes by who have access to his Facebook page and want to manipulate his karma for their own ends in Buddhism when Christianity is too hard to believe in. Ritesh had marked his wall Fleur De Liss from the Davinci Code and is studying Jesus Christ and his Second Coming and various conspiracies and keeps himself private and secret from me and will not like his cover being blown if I publish my articles and make my biography known. He is most wounded by the extended family and the network of cousins from 12 uncles and aunties who tease him in the collective unconsciousness and the Gunas as celibate and someone who has no University life and does not and has never socialised so they see it as a get out of jail clause for a religious figure who judges their alcohol and drugs and partying and interest in social affairs as shallow and trivial and cannot be generalised so that Ritesh is included once again in the family affairs. He can’t afford to travel back and forward to meet with them and engage in dialogues and nor can he afford meetings as Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple so the Police need to know his intelligence has tried to solve the problem but he would lose his health and independence.

There was a cultural tribute to 2012 when the cartoon series launched Transformers Prime. Optimus Prime was given an upgrade and given a new body suit as well as some human comrades to look after. Megatron was still alive due to his mercy (As a child I would watch Transformers and wonder about Ahimsa and Nonviolence and the Autobots role in life and why Optimus Prime was not more violent) and Starscream still craved power. So the basics of the cartoon were the same from the 1980s originals we still have on recorded VHS in our attic.

The plot involved Megatron building an evil army that he planned to take over the world with – kind of like the one that the Americans say ISKCON is using its Temples for with bragging about the past lives and millions and billions of years under Brahma with his Kalpas of Time.

It occured to me while watching that the Tibetans would have their work cut out to rebuild their religious idyll and civilisation wish such threats and attacks from Hindus taking up Western resources to negotiate trade deals with the Chinese that mean contemporary spiritual Buddhism can meld with American Enlightenment and New Age Romanticism to let ISKCON be with their new version of the Word of God and The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and wallow in pity with nobody feeling sorry for them as Arjuna the passive aggressive victim now heralded by psychology. They would need databases of past lives and Islam has cherished a role close to me buy into this vision to augment what is pop music to Buddha with the Tulku track on Buddha Bar celebrating religious differences and echoing power games of weaker and stronger in the background as serious negotiations for Tibet’s future take place.

The human need for expression and for speech is as native as the first cries a human utters upon leaving it’s mother’s womb. The child is then bombarded with speech and speech patterns in the form of childish sounds from adults and parents around them and learns in time to speak its own differences. The adult world is filled with stimuli from morning until night bombarded us with sounds and echoes the need within to break out and have our own say. This is why most people are interested in talking about themselves. I prefer writing and feel the human urge for speech bulging out of me and fall into writing as words circle around my brain and speech creates images and scenes to be answered for and to. This in turn affects my meditation for the “sinful reactions” of Srila Prabhupada’s noting in ISKCON to materialise change in my field and help me on the path for more self realisation in the face of hallucinations and schizophrenic images and pictures that seem to be moving but are in fact still.

As a writer I could be held to have a job in entertainment for all the lights and cityscape images I flick through in a day. The mind is busy with the world of the TV and the news catching up on the latest financial happenings in capital cities around the world and the Chinese volunteer in silence to supplement the American overload with all of its democratic lives filling the blogosphere to serve as a backdrop for what America used to have – a cityscape and nightlife that was attractive to 1980s TV. China and Japan can still supply such supple imagery via the BBC but the narrative is not there and India has retreated post 2012 into the shadows finding social media too much illusion for such a vast country with an epic history only just being unfolded in the west and in English for those still following Dr Shashi Tharoor’s post colonial political language and outing India on the world stage.

Where do the Chinese come from in the UK. Like the whites in Apartheid all the way down there in South Africa they seem to have manifested. There are no images of ships to compete with the other immigrants arriving in this island and the reason may be Brahma as a Creator and a beginning not manifesting the Buddhists who do not believe in a Creator. It is reported that the population if India was 300 million in 1947 and is now 1.5billion. How have all these people been counted and where did they come from aside from a Christian insult about sex lived of racially different people and problems with contraception. The world is not even the world if the Chinese people are consulted and has to be Created to exist and balance 7 days and 7 nights against the backdrop of ancient Chinese history and Dao competing with the rest of the world and the Dinosaurs of the Americans to complete with silly stories about animals and creations in Tibetan folklore.

The Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramhansa Yogananda is a book written about a wealthy man who visits institutions in India – a modern India – to out the protagonists macho leadership. Like Gandhi’s autobiography it has been influential in politics and is written in English to impress upon Colonial England an equal sense of history to match the land of the Renaissance and Kings and Queens. China is at a tipping point because of the World Teacher and ongoing work done on Earth since the time of the Theosophists to rout the Christian hold on power. One of the ways I understood this was to a bhold on books and the need to tell your own story. My brother has not long been a fan of books since failing his High School exams and supplementing his Yogic knowledge from reading the Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srimad Bhagwatam by reading American transcendental writers such as Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau. They taught him to trust the inner world and look after himself and self reliant long before circumstances with the Scientologists taught him to look to Buddhism to control the self and look after his transcendental gifts while being a dutiful son to his mother and letting his father go to return home to India after having stayed in the country to look after both of his sons after they left school and got into high scrapes with spirituality and could not afford to live well. These blog pages are my own autobiography of a yogi with Yoga defined as oneness with God and are meant to be read by people interested in how my poetry tells the story of my youth and help with biographical details to balance poetic musings.

One of the difficult things on the spiritual path is that of agency – knowing what one did and what one did not. One sees forms move about and designates them spirits and sport for the Gods and Goddesses and sees one’s mind under stress moving and feels like one is coordinating actions in the materials in absence of any sensible dialogue in one’s own nature and removal from the world of Gods and Goddesses to be seeing spiritual natures. There is a Buddhist monastery in Birmingham with Burmese Buddhists on its land and I went to St Hugh’s College where Burmese leader Aung San Syu Ki studied before becoming a political activist and dissident. What kind of karma is this and who own the actions but the monastery for coming first and existing before me except for my past life in Asia predating cause and effect: Weoley Castle is a relatively poor area but it has two 5G towers boosting cellular activity and another close by in Barnes Hill. With St Gabriel being the patron saint of Telecommunications we can ask again who is doing this and see the pressure on the spiritual aspirant to see his own doingness in creation test his resolve and sanity to keep walking straight and go to work in IT and keep away from grandiose claims about the self and big themes like synchronicity and collective consciousness and say balanced as the consciousness expands and grows all the while.

When dealing with agency, the roles of big spirits and religious people is significant. The life of Sathya Sai Baba is useful for he was outspoken in his claims of doership and left puzzles for people to solve after his death as to what exactly he did and the extent of his tenure as an avatar. The Dalai Lama is similar as his devotees worship him as like a god and see him as powerful and this range is for the Chinese government to sort out as they deal with Tibet’s government’s future and face the Dalai Lama’s call for a democratic election. What powers does he have? Who does he rule and effect and what are the roles of the Hindu Vedic gods in his life? These questions and more face the normal spiritual aspirant in smaller degree as they start to awaken to Dharma and Spirituality and see things differently in relation to gods and goddesses and things I have faced being a healer and unemployed for 25 years facing spiritual phenomenon.

Andrew Cohen’s spiritual cult EnlightenNext precipitated a collapse in Mind Body Spirit markets when it dissolved following the 2012 movement. This prompts me to say what books I found most influential from this scene and why:

The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying by Sogyal Rinpoche
The Alchemist by Paulo Coleho
The Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman
Gospel for the Golden Age by Peter Phipps about Sathya Sai Baba
The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success by Dr Deepak Chopra
Awaken the Giant Within by Anthony Robbins
Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen
To Be Human by J Krishnamurti
Meetings with Remarkable People by Osho
Ancient Wisdom Modern World by the Dalai Lama

These books have helped me connect to a source that is beyond contemporary religion and feed my imagination about God so that I am not alone in the world and can see the market that caters for my tastes and deals with things I am interested in. They have helped me feel not alone in the world and develop my values along the lines of love and kindness. They have also helped me to fulfill my life’s path and to experience failure as someone who is gullible and believes too widely in the world of spiritual powers and religious phenomenon and cannot see the world of rich people producing the books and leaving me to fathom daily life all the same and deal with Christian Churches and the world of Jesus Christ. They help me see the ignorance I have had in my life of the Quran and Islam and how Buddha is needed to expand consciousness and the world to make space for all the inhabitants and citizens and the world of Jesus Christ and the Revelations that take in the much smaller world of Krishna who has only just announced himself as a God on the world scene and brings with him other Hindu virtues in the forms of Hindu Gods and Goddesses and again to see my naivety in this area of life and need as a mature adult who has experienced failure in the field of mental health diagnosis and treatment as Bipolar Disorder to atone for sin and keep my head down and work hard daily life and not give in to the world of lights and energies that these writers feed off. The books have messed me up quite a bit and caused me to be sectioned under the Mental Health Act as suffering from delusions of grandeur and psychosis and face the worlds of cults of personality I was ignorant of and feeding into unconsciously as a student and YouTube user unable to see the simple fact of my household existence for passion and desire that these books deluded me that I had transcended.

A strange synchronous event occurred as I was sent to a mental hospital by my mother who ignored the same treatment for my brother who has been at home unemployed since 1999 and the Suppressive Persons actions of the Scientologists where he used to be a staff member learning how an organisation works after a Business Studies B Tech where he was redeemed with a distinction in his first year after failing his A-Levels with panic attacks. The Chinese invested in a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College and overlooked the Burmese movement which quietened down for Aung San Syu Ki and her rallying fame for democracy worldwide. The Chinese centre was funded by Dikson Poon the former partner of actress and martial artist Michele Yeoh and was opened by Prince William who posed for fake online photos. That year my former Dr of English and course tutor and head of English was promoted to a Professor so this would have affected my medical as he is not a medical doctor but can still vouch in Loco Parenti for issues of character and respect and give advice on my self to vested interests. he soon started studying Daoist literature and opened up a WordPress account while I was busy writing on WordPress and publishing poetry with Free Tibet removed from my watch with my own movement Tibet Forever launched so that the Chinese could differentiate me from Tibetan activists and protect my family’s name and inheritance.

Shortly after going into the mental hospital with the diagnosis of being Bipolar because I thought I was a God: the Hindu film actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan appeared in a manifestation. She represented the temple at Prashanti Nilyam which hosted Sathya Sai Baba and where his funeral was held prematurely for his prediction of how long he would live ( so there is a caveat on The Dalai Lama using up the World Teacher with the second coming of Christ prophesying himself as living 33 more years and into his hundreds on English airtime). Sathya Sai Baba said he would enter Maha Samadhi upon leaving the body and reappear as Prema Sai Avatar and Jesus has told me this is the Dajaal evidencing itself as a false messiah. This caused past life problems as I was medicated because you cannot have a Hindu incarnation of God where the House of Lords rules on The Church of England and rite of succession to the English throne and head of the country. MPs are actually “ministers” of religion and their culture is elusive and damaged the health of the nation as me and my brother and mother found out. The vision with Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had sexual connotations as Maha Maya and the romantic illusion that is classic in Hindu and Buddhist mythology and Krishna said he wants to keep a hold of it for the records due to the reactions I had and the messages I sent back via the internet and how Aishwarya Rai Bachchan and her husband have changed over the years since 2012. Allah has warned that Bollywood us undergoing some change and He will be finished with that place in less than 50 years and to stay at home and not let their politics bother me.

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August 27, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

I hold the secrets as to why Tibet has not been freed since the taking of that land by Chinese forces in 1951. It has in large part to do with Chairman Mao’s close observation of the distraction that Tibetan Buddhism would enact as the American and western nations looked on and his brutal regime and holocaust of the Tibetan peoples is meant to echo Adolf Hitler’s use of the Jews as political capital in Auschwitz. This being said the memory world leaders is not prepared for the Dalai Lama of Tibet’s government to be triumphant as they have forgotten the culture that the Americans built and his restoration as leader of Tibet would distract from their political resilience. The Dalai Lama has sent his monks and students out into the world and I have deliberately not met him to provide space for the Chinese government to conduct their research from a new spy centre in the UK with the formation of a new Chinese Embassy and to see what the Dalai Lama sees and how he can believe in such democratic changes from the ground up while the leaders continue to trade oil and natural resources and build human capital markets for jobs and employments as time goes by. We are not blessed to know much about Xi Xin Ping and his destiny for political greatness but it does not look good for the way the West has written about him and distanced him from the ancient tales of eastern leaders and leaders in general who desire great things for themselves and political states worthy of great writers since time immemorial.

I had a vision of myself studying with the Dalai Lama in a previous birth and Kali Mata once spoke to me that it is indicative of how I have met him in the cosmic past of the coded Vedic planets and Buddhist cosmological diagrams that describe life on earth as but a stepping stone on the realisation of Christ’s palace and kingdom of love. This level of erudition and scholarliness should be evident from my writing but world leaders would struggle with the facts of my life as a student and now a graduate on a commute to work and the finances that keep me poor and stressed with a mind that had to deal with so much in the now. I have had spiritual experiences with the Dalai Lama in this birth and my brother and father have met him in Dharamsala but me and my mum have not met him and I have had a religious vision of him in India in 2002 so Jehovah can study these factors for his use of Yoga in the West and see how eastern spiritual leaders solve these problems in the astral realms while Christian leaders look on at the human rights horror of my life behind closed bars and under veritable house arrest as they eschew a religion that is complete in its creationism while Hare Krishna is immature in its inception and has much to learn from my spiritual blogs and close personal relationship with Krishna, Jesus, Allah and Buddha as well as other gods – something they espouse they are able to deal with as all incarnations of Krishna.

It’s all mental health and I have alighted on a gold mine next to a President’s golf course that religious experiences are struggling in the face of science and medical professionals and we are going through a period of darkness with the Golden Age purporting to be born in 2012 and new experiences being allowed in congregations and there being a natural hierarchy with the Guru in place to protect older souls as we live in new times and echo the ancient past with Hinduism in the background as the Christian politician economies move on with the NHS to warn Hindus of their unconscious belief systems and how racism affects us all and they have things to be ashamed of as well as Muslims in the way they see white proper people and can be quite rude in their treatment of middle class morality as they hold themselves out to be a special Aryan race in possession of simple lives that hide special knowledge while we all need to eat sleep and shit on the one planet and get along no matter what life throws at us.

My mum’s elder sister Kamlesh Turner and her long term career with the NHS shows up a lot in my consciousness as someone who has been very abusive and jealous of and to our family since the 1980s when my mother got a divorce and settled for a Muslim man instead of my Hindu Punjabi father who Kamlesh liked and sided with in a family drama that has lasted decades. She had an elder son Ranvir who had been very competitive with myself and my elder brother Ritesh and now that we are past the age of photographs the memory and the message is loud and clear that phone calls from India in the 2000s about my family’s horoscopes where hogwash and the extended Mohan family’s actions are justified in hatred of our Rishi family to defend Ranvir’s life and extension upwards as a socially mobile class member dealing with Brahmins who have not lived clear Brahminism ways of life and have caused problems as has Ritesh and then myself with unemployment and inactivity on the field of Kuruksetra and have abandoned family laws and the battlefield in contrary to explicit religious duties.

Are the Gunas the three parts of the conscious minds relationship with material existence? Tamas, Rajas and Sattwic Guna parallel the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious minds and the only way to tell that they are different is at the point of death when the western model would hold for them to be suspended and then regarded in view of heaven or some afterlife beliefs: This is in keeping with Sri Krishna’s stating that there is no being anywhere in the universe who is free from the Gunas except his devotee who has been freed from them.

The Speaker of J Krishnamurti literally came out of me back around 2012 and I experienced hedonism and the cults of homosexuality in various ways to assess the notion of unity and oneness in a balanced light that enabled me to benefit from never having had any homosexual lust in my life. I saw things I had not experienced before and heard things too and even noted a difference in culture with some films being released and made my way down to the MAC to watch some homosexual cinema and even saw some Indian art that was short movies of homosexual lust.

We are at Wartime and Iran is threatening the West and Middle East stabililty. DEFCON needs to be upgraded and staff need to be retrained in the internet to host the youth taking in the news through reinforcement from the internet for the sake of interconnectivity and seeing the inner world moving in a healthy manner in spite of elder generations finding change hard to deal with. What does America make of its Bollywood relations now that Abishek Bachchan has withdrawn his offensive and left us still in the UK in the realm of Shilpa Shetty’s time on Big Brother? How British TV replicates itself is a mystery and something to behold when all they want to do is be American like the book The Grand Chessboard by Brezinksi stared fate in the face and declared the express aims of the US were to have itself copied by other countries to avoid World War Three.

If black people have suffered racism after being called “naturally athletic” with their tribal and genetic roots in Africa’s vast savannahs and open land: Indians run the risk of being naturally military or natural spies due to the unconcious conditioning of Arjuna the Kshatriya and army general and royalty in waiting for his kingdom upon defeating the Kauravas on the field of Kurusetra. They say that Indians hear and remember knowledge under Shruti and Smriti and this bias has been bought to the NHS’s attention with the Suppressive People and Christian’s brutal treatment of my elder brother Ritesh and literally scaring him out of Scientology and the family home with threats of reprogramming and being brainwashed into the Christian faith by British advocates Richard and Bonnie Wood and John Attk who specialised in destroying lives lived in Scientology and assisting parents like my mother in reclaiming their children and family house as she did in the 1990s. Just what the Scientologists wanted with Ritesh is unclear but there was no price list on making your dreams come true so it’s no surprise that we both live as if we don’t have any dreams in our late 40s and early 50s stage of life. We both meditate a lot and meet British equalisation and egalitarianism saying “don’t we all” all the time as the rich sit back and don’t offer the poor anything in Great Britain but a sterile wasteland of science and barren internet usage while they chase philosophers internationally and cite mental health for others worldwide to atone for the British Empire and it’s history of evolution without change at home and special powers separating royal houses and political chambers at last under Nigel Farage and his command of the English Language under his use of the media and home invasion of his own kind to reclaim British airspace from Barack Obama and perform almost an exorcism of our country to let our Churches breathe after decades of American ostentation and attempts to take over our country and its culture

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I recall reacting in an excited way when a pop album was quoting the Bible in the 1990s. The album was Time and Chance by Color Me Badd and it quoted Corinthians from the Bible and both me and my brother enjoyed listening to it and revelling in our passions and excitement that the good times would follow and we would be vindicated for our aloneness and isolation. This mood must have been more intensified in America where the album came from and explain the deluge of TV and film and media since the 1980s in anticipation of good times and art work being Biblically justifiable. There is no room for it now after what Russell Brand did to the Hare Krishnas and is doing to the Bible and John Lennon does not look like that good an idealist with YouTube being hard to control and religion not doing so well in the social contract.

Computing and God: Can God be proven on the computer to be noticing the ways that transcendental souls communicate. He is the master who evolved the religions before the TV and telephone and before the planes trains and automobiles caught the Americans in a political spin drama against Asia to rival all the atomic bombs not let off in the World War Three that will be debated to have started after the Americans took over Europe after World War Two and to have been a kind of cosmic war involving Armageddon and Buddhist Eschatology for nothingness to spark a refining of what it means to be at war so the effects on the population can be summarised. If God reacts in private echelons to my writing and spies are held to be in possession of truth as a resource of the work I have been doing since 2014 online then the mysteries of the East can come to us in the West for what passes as Dao and not God for the mystic in eastern robes. There has to be a bridge built to the Chinese and other Eastern nations during my lifetime so that they can savour their memory and not rush to create other bridges based on how fast European countries work to travel and expand their empires while the Chinese nations are only ever portrayed in an economic light. Whatever the passions of the past, John Lennon needs religion now that he is in peril for karmas of his past lives and we need to find a nature that can express what the elder generation knew to take as granted before the marketing of World War One and World War Two hit the news stands.

The journalists and the devil danced a merry tune in the 2000s to capitalise on the ignorance surrounding the internet. They effectively brainwashed the populace into adoring their CVs citing themselves as their own cheerleaders for how important their jobs were while launching a scathing attack on capitalism to balance the media effect of their bias: They fought for Journalistic Freedoms and said how Democracy was a shell for what to believe in that they fought for by holding a candle for Truth in the light of Power and without whom the ordinary population would be subjected to tyranny and lost to dictatorships and political debate and was augmented by the interviewing of Osama Bin Laden by Robert Fisk for the Independent Newspaper in a cave in the Middle East. Meanwhile I struggle for cash and find work hard to come by while being able to write so much that benefits society at large and watch as my brother lives a desperate life with no hope of society and practising spiritual things in common with other people due to financial poverty.

On the commute to work I am patient on the bus journey that started at 5.30 this morning. I will be driving soon and am getting some lessons to help my confidence on the motorway. It will be quite an achievement to drive as a cosmically conscious adult who sees spiritual visions all the time and something to hold up as evidence of how far the NHS has to go to build humane relations with their patients as they treat them to find out about the lives they are describing in medical documents and fit in with a culture of schooling and university and achievements to help their patients cope with their decimation of their lives under psychiatric care and guidance. I have achieved this now and the NHS said that would never work again but now I am stuck without a place to go to offload the positive sides of being defeated in life to help me slow down and recalibrate my affairs and be a writer and someone who fits in more with my mum and brother as a Healer and a spiritual identity that the Drs and Nurses ignored for the state of ignorance I was in and the need I had for short and long term care at the hands of those not so mystically aligned as we are as a family. This family is supporting of my working life and there for me at the weekends to study for my IT Apprenticeship and get the job done in normal waking hours while my brother continues to chat and be merry in his usual transcendental vain.

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Theosophists would be asking why their path needs to end when the Christians had so long in power as leaders? This is because it is 2026 and the internet has been secured by mine and other people’s efforts to modernise things and leave the churches their local relations and leave the Woke behind us as something that can interact with a daily knowledge on normal terms and do away with the excitement of fan clubs and cults of personality in all the AI revolutions taking place around their world. Theosophy needs to surrender the mystical ground it has made as God is Truth is their central maxim and core beliefs so that others can move around them and take their ideas to the Sikhs, to the Muslims and Christians and Buddhists and Hindus and the other religions can face the power the Christians have had to dominate their world views and work with the twenty first century and not against it as a political power reduces men to tears in the way that it uses the news and the media and the internet and social blogs in the meantime.

When Krisha came to America in the 1960s he created Space and populated it with mysteries such as Universes, Science and Galaxies as well as Aliens and UFOs to balance his Krishna Consciousness movement with Srila Prabhupada. Now he wants to come to the world and create the internet and prove that it exists against his science of the Ether and dominace over material nature as Hrisekesa – Master of the Senses – and value the time that people spend in their homes subject to Internet communication and the mind bending ways in which it operates.

Anakin Skywalker is a useful analogy when dealing with religious mysticism and the power that his mother had over him in the Star Wars trilogy. Right from the inception in the marketplace where he is freed as a slave and she is left behind to the dealings with Padme and how she distracts Anakin from his studies to the end of Darth Vedas life when his obsession with Princess Leia leads to his destruction at the hands of his son Luke Skywalker. In particular I found the dealings with Padme and his mother most pertinent for mirroring my own situation for how close I am to my own mother who struggles to live as a working woman and for whom I would do much like Anakin with the Emperor who tests Anakin to want secret knowledge and Jedi powers to save his lover Padme. As a Hindu I am not in an enviable situation in relation to the grip King Oedipus had on the planet in my youth and look to mysticism and transcendence as to how I deal with my mother’s growing old and the passage of time though I find working for £1300 a month and living in her house is a betrayal of trust that my writing is set to expose and help me have another life that brings reward and earns our family a place in society so that my mother can socialise and enjoy her old age in good company away from the extended family and culture of gossip and backstabbing that she has renounced for a higher life with her two sons and their quiet ways.

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