14/06/2026

September 4, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I’ve spent too many years at war with myself
Dr has told me it’s no good for my health
To search for perfection is all very well
But to look for heaven is to live here in hell.” – Sting Consider Me Gone

“Our so called leaders speak
With words they try to jail you
They subjugate the meek
But it’s the rhetoric of failure”- Sting and the Police, We Are Spirits in the Material World

“If God is dead and the actor plays his part
His words of fear will find their way to a place in your heart” – Sting, History Will Teach Us Nothing

Jesus never had a Bible. India believes in Jesus. It just doesn’t speak English like an American about him and have great legal chambers about humanism and classical values and texts from Rome and Greece attributed to the Bible and the words of Jesus Christ.

India does not need Americans to save it from pornography

America suffered a great blow from Ralph Waldo Emerson when he did not write about Jesus or the Bible

I have had some illustrious past lives – a Greek life which served as the inspiration for King Leonides in the film 300, and a Jacobite that looked like Erasmus as a woman in India capable of being called a Devi today. This lifetime will be low key as I will not be found on television and am not fodder for journalism to keep in time with them and the TV Stations. So those people caught channeling me and using my database can face their just comeuppance as the UK deals with a fraction of the mysticism that India deals with all the time and does not want colonial influences and advises on how to run its British interests as America loses its bases and interests abroad. One home is enough to deal with – what of these men with their women who think badly and try to run a whole nation. Has anyone seen the filth on NDTV? Where is this trying to go and what will become of it in a supply chain of behaviour and character?

Life is all about hearing voices as the mind is something Buddhists still try to understand. African American literature is very good at exploring these voices and layers their texts to give effect to evolution and spirituality and growth. In these voices the Smartphone is talking and should be read as having that influence in the mind as a battle goes underway to dominate it and run its voices with American celebrities joining with British Royal Family to star in social media videos with no quorum in Parliament to give them power to do so as Nigel Farage stars in GBNews and bought the next election a couple of years ago with friends in Fox News and CNN with more from 24 hour news and proof that British MPs hear voices and experience spiritual and religious organisations throughout the world as Africa fears Nollywood with clown evangelists shouting the devil out of them as they priase Jesus and make friends with Freud and the medical professions for more from conspiracies and less interference from Mind Body Spirit along the way.

I’m looking forward to Church on Sunday and an afternoon of helping out with local projects at Church on Saturday

I have nervousness turning up to Solihull College for my day of studying for my IT Apprenticeship than I did when I attended Oxford University. The brash energies of a twenty something youngster compare very differently to a 48 year old soul.

JD Vance referred to the Chinese as peasants publicly. The Americans are yobs who have led the British astray. Dr Shashi Tharoor starred in a famous broadcast on social media networks about the Indian Empire before the so-called Raj. This conspiracy will be wrapped up sooner rather than later as people remember how small England was to India’s only 300 million population and stop making up lies to fit in with American media moguls.

How much did John Pilger’s webpage cost?

YouTube evolved: Great Britain did not. How many people watch Have I got News For You on BBC One? It is of note that Johnathan Stewart held an interview with Ian Hislop on social media a couple of years ago. Why couldn’t we just get The Daily Show on British TV and not have to deal with elder British males ruining our lives with bad self esteem?

You never quite leave Oxford until some Fate intervenes and extracts your inner child from the place and the golden light that surrounds the place. I have been holding out for someone to rescue me in the realms from Oxford. This shows how little time I spent with people while I was there. Jehovah made me promise him I would never go back to Oxford or the staff there after what happened to me as a result of my degree in ‘English’. I am constantly unhappy because of my life as a student not amounting to success in my parents’ eyes and the problems I have caused my brother in the process. I don’t have my own car, house or marriage and had I have done I would have probably developed a horrible character from Oxford and been a romantic womaniser with stale views held in memory of the opposite sex and at some point in my life I would have lost my fortune.

This way I have spent every day with my brother and mother since 2002 apart from the brief times I was in London in 2003 and 2010-2011. We have love between us and this is enough.

In 2002 I told a Buddhist monk in a library near Delhi I was Maitreya. What was the status of Maitreya online that year and where was he documented in Asia? People have complained the world moves too fast and this was one of the 2012 phenomena. Seeing the movement of this Buddhist God would help gauge the world before and after social media was used aggressively to take ground.

Seeing that Oxford is not there for you anymore is quite liberating. I forgot about my mum while I was there and did not really explore my father’s social class. I ignored my brother and lost him as a connection as he did not want to have anything to do with me after I left Oxford to join him at the Birmingham Church of Scientology in 1997. This is not Meera Syal and Anita and Me and more than it is Salman Rusdhie’s inclusion of poetry in some of his novels. I am a seer and a sage, a Rishi from the Oxford dictionary thwarted by Rishi Sunak’s plans to be Prime Minister and leave me in the lurch since we knew each other at Oxford while I also knew Amal Clooney and Ben Wright of the BBC. How can all of my friends enjoy such lavish lifestyles while I struggle on less than minimum wage? Having an Oxford background roots you in biography and how the rich and elite pride themselves on telling the stories of lives they study and research. I hope to be one of them and include my family with me in this so imagine some excruciating process of cleansing I have had to go through, an initiation if you like to join such esteemed ranks from the humble background I am from with my family in Birmingham UK.

My spirit needs to be exorcised from the Midlands Arts Centre where I used to go when I was at school and have been back to with my mum a lot over recent years and since leaving the mental hospital. We have enjoyed independent cinema, albeit a bit pricey compared to the two for one we enjoy at Rubery Ominplex on Tuesdays. I am stuck back at the MAC with actor Paul Ready from the 1990s when he used to be in Stage Two drama school. He is now an actor in London and his wife is director of The Globe and I wish to be free of the bondage I have with being one day before me in birth on 25th October 1977. He has followed me from school and I was his healer and bridge to the other side and to transcendental thought and lifestyle until I broke down because I could not take the pressure anymore of being other people’s healers. Look how Amal Clooney turned out from the frail little girl I met in fresher’s week at Oxford. With Paul Ready there have been homosexual undertones and I have had insight in the past decade as to how a man like that uses someone from an ethnic minority background to further themselves in society and boast of a loving relationship while secretly harbouring homosexual thoughts and feelings. Jehovah has made me promise not to go back to my old friends groups.

I am frequently crowded by Sathya Sai Baba’s devotees from India and The Brahma Kumaris.

I am Po from Kung Fu Panda

Sometimes I am a Transformer relating to Krishna and Jesus. It makes sense that bits and parts of me are broken as I struggle to communicate with military resources. Other times I am Sam and a human conduit between this world and other things.

Is the internet a conduit for Indian thought?

Optimus Prime lost his temper in the Transformers film with the human race around 2012 and vowed to kill human beings. This was quite poignant moment in cinematic history.

Robert Fisk interviewed Osama Bin Laden in The Independent Newspaper. To compare this to the social media presence Bin Laden had gained since Obama took office after 9/11 to see the power journalists yield to create and distort reality.

Durga has told me she will end deforestation as a result of my work due to how much writing India will have saved.

You see the rewards of your efforts coming from Oxford and them judging you and evaluating your life. When I was a bit more deep into spiritual states I spoke with a God that explained that I was suffering because He wanted to include my family in the story of the Bible and write about them and that he wanted to vouch for Jehovah as having been in my house and on my land and having judged my family.

I took inspiration from the Fox TV Show 24 when I was an internet writer between 2013-2024 and imitated Jack Bauer the CTU agent. Rather than write directly I created ways of writing that penetrated deep into spy networks because like Jack Bauer I senses corruption at the top and within the ranks and could not trust anybody.

Does anything live after Oxford and Cambridge? The amount of writing and reading they do goes towards memory and desire and people become fabrications of the imagination within the self and dialogue seems to disappear as they quip and know the answer to everything. What they are doing to the internet and how they dominate it with a stranglehold on democracy and social media videos with the entrance age being 18 to university – something that has remained unchallenged by debate as the country calls for more from its graduates as they are too immature to handle the workplace, the academia, the culture and the household. Who is alive to tell the difference as Oxbridge and University life in general knocks the stuffing out of you and vessels little corporate empty shells to extract polling information from them and to run medicals wherever possible and make money for the inland revenue that supports HRH and still doesn’t have a constitutional explanation of who they are and what they do?

In the past we had Emerson and Thoreau. I ask myself honestly: Have I read anything through my university life and beyond and days at the College of Law which inspired me? No. That’s why I did drugs and smoked a lot of marijuana while reading J Krishnamurti searching for spiritual enlightenment – someone my Oxford son wiped away in one sentence about hellish states and biblical timing when I expressed my admiration about reading him in an email to him. It’s all just elaborate gibberish and that’s why the law courts are blocked up because their friends are the Drs who are too polite to comment on their reading habits and knowledge. That’s where atheism came from – from shit written in Oxford and Cambridge desks about life trying to emulate the Greeks but saturating the marketplace and burning down civilisation to make bad TV and art.

Xi Xin Ping is the Premier of China which has 1.3 billion people to govern. How does Queen Elizabeth compare as a ruler of one European country with the amount of time she spent with her citizens via TV and in public? What is left of her reign to adjudicate and control Christianity and who is King Charles in a similar light to parade Empire before the Hindus he seeks to know and classify and design intelligently? Where is his affection for British parliamentarians as he jokes with Donald Trump in the White House and Prince William sings on stage with Taylor Swift and Jon Bon Jovi? We have never had a trial like the Americans had in the 1960s for McCarthyism and there is no calling anyone in British Parliament or the Monarchy as they play with racist sentiments and call out the public’s loyalty with immigration sent into this country so it is easier for the whites to rule and divide and conquer.

Jesus had to put on signs so that the people were convinced of his identity.

The way things are going, the British will end up being forbidden to write about India.

Are Oxford or Cambridge researching the internet or social media?

Sometimes when you play The Matrix game you are not only Neo. Neo becomes one with the Matrix so he would also have been an agent or spy and had to take on the burden of being the sentinels in order to track them and feel their ether. So as I write I am not only hero but sometimes villain as my text crosses paths with the high and mighty who see themselves as liberating people from ignorance and downing their own expertise on life and their own subjective truth and reality.

If things carry on the way they are going in the UK, Prince George won’t be allowed to have any children because of his relationship with social media.

Did I really see Prince Harry twerk with a pregnant Meghan Markle? What happened to running with scissors and speaking of scissors where are the lesbians protesting their human right compared to the men who wan to be gay with LGBT and what happened to lesbian pornographers that did not deal with penetration and offend Christian conservative and liberal elite judges of human behaviour who have been relieved of their roles in life since the Bible has been confiscated from many proper people to read as Kings and Judges in the afterlife?

Experts have reported that 4 billion people watched Queen Elizabeth’s funeral. This is a lie and exaggeration and common example of the ruling classes taking things such as social media from the ordinary people to be just like them and just another example of business. Krishna does not account for royalty in the Bhagavad Gita caste system and Srila Prabhupada said that anyone who reads the Bhagavad Gita is automatically elevated to the status of Brahmana.

British medicine and the NHS is concerned with the violence of the British woman and with controlling her sexually at the hands of Drs who use telepathy and psychic powers to communicate with them and withhold evidence from British law courts due to racism and prejudice against Krishna. They live their anthropology and lists of cultures with ancient practices – this way they don’t have to practice any path and the country dwindles after COVID as Prince William phones his friends to prop up his future government.

After Sarah Palin was nominated as John McCain’s running mate against Barack Obama and Joe Biden, a Pornography vide was released from one of America’s elite pornographic stars called Nailin Palin.

How much pornography is on the internet and how do politicians rule the world while governing webpages and the public’s reading level?

How much travelling did Jesus do with people? None or very little. He certainly did not advocate tourism and was always informing his apostles how dangerous the world is to go about unguarded. Now that I am back at home and have been through so called mental health problems I see how risky my life was to be going to nightclubs since I was 15 through to the age of 24. Now I like going home in the evening and am in bed by 9 so that I can wake up and meditate and do some chanting of Hare Krishna. I look forward to writing when I get back even earlier after I start driving to work and save a couple of hours each day easy.

Royal Property is the benchmark of inflation. It is from that base that inflation occurs to keep tracking their assets to make sure they are covered and protected from the people. how much is Virgin Olive Oil in Aldi and what is my mother expected to suffer at the hands of Nigel Farage?

Life consists of a routine of going to work and the holidaying in the UK – not ascending to Angelic realms with Jesus or mastering Krishan consciousness. My mum took part in this world even though she meditated every day and was enlightened.

I am reminded of the movie Gremlins in the story of my own life and how abused and abusive I have been in the course of time. The Chinese man comes to take Gizmo away and chastises his owner that he let him watch American TV. This reminds me of my wayward youth and interest and hobby of Hollywood film which has come to an abrupt end after I saw the racists for what they are and how abusive they are sexually.

The Dalai Lama has asked for a three point plan when dealing with the Chinese government. In that he has asked for Tibetan culture to be protected and for the Tibetan environment to be safeguarded. He has asked for Tibetan autonomy and agrees to be placed under Chinese rule.

When asked about George Walker Bush, The Dalai Lama said he is my very good friend. When asked about Tony Blair he said “no comment”.

Aung San Syu Ki manifested out of St Hugh’s College Oxford and attended the college when it was an all girls college. Her fame dwindled as Theresa May came to power and the Guardian write her out of existence. She was Buddhist. My mum has read a couple of her books.

In the book The Secret Rhonda Byrne described how it is possible to manifest a cheque for a million pounds. Jehovah asked me to bear this in mind as I suffer torture in my home with my brother that the Royal Family and British Government together with the Church of England have been free to send me money for decades. They have also blocked others from sending me money too. In what other ways do they block manifestation as the Egyptians look on from The Pyramids and wonder what else my past lives could teach them. Rameses II explained that my tutor Professor Peter McDonald was a racist in his past life exploring archaeology and discovery to bias result in favour of the white race.

I want t undo all the evil Shakespeare has done in the last 400 years and spread the virtues of English literature with my own poems that don’t require pre-knowledge of the world of Charles Dickens and James Joyce. This will make my literature more well known in Asia and hopefully the Chinese and Indians will get together on researching it in their universities.

Hare Krishna will have to submit for medical testing in the UK. It’s not like American where they have been sued for brainwashing and being a cult. In the UK they will need to explain the changing process and attest to the lifetimes of devotees and how long it is possible to chant at length all life long. They can be differentiated from me for the amount of films I have watched and music I have listened to and the fact I don’t speak Hindi or Sanskrit. They can use my documents for their own purposes and assess how to move Krishna Consciousness forward in the UK without cult work while gaining some considerable fiscal distance from America and to not anger African gods and goddesses with their victimhood and set proper goals in the UK for Temple expansion and align with the tradition of yoga if you can call it that and deal with other temples properly. Half of the British population is doing Yoga these days while claiming to be monotheistic as they worship only Jesus if that dissent is possible. It is too late for Queen Elizabeth 2nd to rule beyond the grave – she used up all her karma in her lifetime and ISKCON are going to have to deal with the fact that she was not a fan of their work and challenged them with Christianity, something the Egyptians would like to do also. ISKCON is too young to be a world religion and had publishing issues back home in India as PM Narendra Modhi applauds them publicly for selling half a billion books. Their books have a long way to go to reach the mainstream in the UK and one has to wonder how Russell Brand got so close to the Dalai Lama after his filthy comedy and praise of all things Hare Krishna.

Who was Nigel Farage’s mum? Was she a racist and what kind of parent could engender the far right policies of this man? Come to think of it who was Tony Blair’s mum and where are the Psychiatrists on his grandeur wanting more work in Israel when he doesn’t read the Bible back home?

What shit are WordPress going through watching my blog get one or two likes for a poem? How much government is invested in spying on my work and what am I going to have to go through to become popular and deal with the snobs who become famous in the UK and don’t support the country’s growth like Pierce Brosnan or Daniel Day Lewis. Maybe King Charles should award himself a knighthood and stop it with cancer lies and comedy routine with Catherine bullshitting the US for the NHS as a leading force of depression and misery in the UK where all Africans go ignorant of our spiritual roots and Hindu uprising.

The Bible creates too much speech in the UK. There is not a reverent respect for silence and women talk too much as men pretend to listen and fashion sexist ways that the laws in the UK cannot change.

The Royal Family’s religious experiences go on English Literature and the exaltation and celebration of life contained in the world of great novelists and poets. It is not the Theologian who creates their world but the artists and they have betrayed them finally for the sake of medical lies about their health as the rest of the world looks on at their exposed law courts and questions royal immunity for the sake of diplomatic dialogues and a more fair exchange now that Jehovah has come to the country to iron out blasphemy from Stephen Fry and why once and for all he does not like homosexuals – because they lie about their sex lives and blame the Church for all societies ills.

Zeus has told me my judgement was Saltburn as the homosexuals Paul Ready and Ben Wright followed me from Oxford and adored the work I did until I had a nervous breakdown that dealt my family a deadly blow about the pressures in this birth of being a healer while the Dalai Lama remembers ancient vows with the Buddha we both swore together when meditating aeons ago. That is why Buddhists don’t like homosexuals. It is another MAN and he lies about his sexuality and personal life.

In the Daily Mail it is reported that 1 in 400 people are married in the UK

In the past castles were accepted accomodation for Royal Family because they needed a place to stay while businessmen bought them commerce. This Royal Family travels and does business themselves. The position of land law is not clear here with wills and probate not being scrutiny to mental health cleanly without royal advisors getting in the way and admiring Princess Kate’s wardrobe. The position of their land needs to examined with what it means to be a person with all the travelling they do and all the goods they receive as payment in kind on top of taxes and the revenues they generate from business they develop with others too. I was texted by Patrick Stewart many years ago when I was writing on social media and I wonder what businesses he is into and where he has visited as adverts for elaborate alarm systems dominate our police controlled and dominated TV.

William Blake’s dark satanic mills are akin to webpages for me as I seek to use my karma to become a succesful poet and spread knowledge and help people become enlightened spiritually.

What is Downing Street? What is its legal status and does the Prime Minister have to live there? With Westminster and the House of Lords there is no legal status for Downing Street in a law degree and it would be being used to move royal castles and estates and play mind games as Prince Andrew tries to find somewhere else new to live.

Imagine Shakespeare teaching the doctrine of health as Be Here Now in the UK with all the rich history all around us and in the fashion on the TV of the news presenters.

Peter Cooke and Dudley Moore’s BBC sketches never did amuse me very much. It’s just people talking at the end of the day and through peer pressure my mum was sidelined because she would not fit in wirh snobs and nor would Ritesh. How much healing have we three done in the course of our lives and why can’t we break in to success and have people verify having has experiences from us?

Barack Obama played around with his flag pin on his lapel and suffered contact that he was being anti- American by not wearing it. Obama responded that he wanted to investigate the rise of Anti American sentiments and continued to sport erratic fashion. We would do well to investigate the rise of anti-British sentiment in the UK and look to the blogs and social media as well as people painting flags on roundabouts and putting up flags on roudabouts and putting up flags as a sign of patriotism. I notice it rising in me as I let my writing get away with me and question King Charles from the gutter and the base: Unconscious cravings of mine for justice after having held on to love for so long with Agape and Eros in the face of the platonic love I learned about at school.

I can tell the White House is spying on me.

When I think that an old school friend Ben Wright from King Edwards Five Ways grew up to be a British spy and to work for the BBC it makes me wonder about the national narrative and how things really are as they are today and both Houses in Westminster and the Royal Family have a crisis in the making. They are not equipped to run the TV Stations and the graduates who left university are not skilled to represent their interests. Tucker Carlson has been seen on the UK TV propping up matters and Piers Morgan has had his own show on social media talking shit about Israel. This from a man who used to sell soft porn in the News of the World and now imagines Muslims who would attack him – how far can it go. No celebrities share their time with GBNews and Anne Diamond has been promoted to a news anchor from her time with TV AM in the 1990s. What is the agenda and what do they talk about and where is God in their language to represent the Royal Family and the Church of England who pays for it all? To talk incessantly without doubt and to raise one’s voice over others is sin and the country needs to see the Drs controlling the news agenda to medicate distress and disturbance and not desire people to be peaceful and rested in their homes. Ben Wright used to travel to India wirth his ethnic sex doll Dr Yasmin Khan – Indian Partition expert – and have a riot of a time at the exchange rate shopping away. Where is his insight on India and what do they do to the exchange rate and tax system there? Where is the failure? Where is his usefulness after 30 years work in central London to be like Tucker Carlson and represent the internationalism of the Royal Family. They travel all over the world and yet can only spew content about British immigrants from their TV. Where is the benefit of their international travel aside from the farce of British immigration that is now used to stoke up nationalistic fires and hatred.

What happened to General Perves Musharaf of Pakistan and his succes on CNN with Fareed Zakaria?

Nobody visits our house for lunch or dinner or tea. It is hard to maintain a sense of the ordinary reality.

I am a Boddhisattva and am reborn to amend the dharma and religion as needs be.

A modernist Mahabharata was filmed and screened on Indian TV around 2014 and featured an update on the old dramas previously screened on satellite TV.

They say that Jesus was poor. He was a God and was born in a stable and met by Kings who loaded him with money and he had a wealthy education with wealthy Jews.

Heaven is an extension of other realms and needs to be moved and rearranged.

British philosophy and writing will lead to madness and the laws of England will be betrothed to the Mental Health Act 1983 until the people level up with London and just start calling each other names. 1983 is a long time away to wait for niggers to insult you infront of your mum.

I finally see this afternoon why Chairman Mao did what he did. He was worried about racism from the West exploiting the monks field in Tibet.

Motherhood is like a cancer in the UK after Queen Elizabeth dies before the mirror of vanity and her smelly feminists and the religion of white girl who literally haunts the NHS on the edge of a nervous breakdown ready to blame the rest of the world for the chaos outside her night window and the far world of King Charles and Prince William they don’t understand. Dr Deepak Chopra has karma in this country with the Daily Mail and the Royal Family and has to fix these problems and use up religious people’s prayers and assets to provide companionship and love to the British household and not hide behind more book writing and his own illusory website with other American spiritual teachers and their passports to pleasure taking in the world on their holidays they have destroyed with environmental law. Why didn’t they just ask Sting for a blow job instead as we watch the pitiful display of King Charles pioneering environmental law with his groundbreaking speeches he hid from the British people that he now uses as his YouTube credit dried up and there isn’t so much for Prince William to do as he wanders lonely as The Cloud watching porn with mad British school children in skirts so short one can hear Queen Elizabeth 2nd cheer them on for another shag in school.

What did J Krishnamurti think of the Royal Family?

Tom Hanks is starring in a history Channel documentary on World War 2. This means the Church of England has signed up again for American evangelist theories about the problem of pain and the problem of evil and Adolf Hitler and the Holocaust. All they have is the juvenile question: How could God exists if something so horrible happened. They havent updated this theology in nearly a century and there has been no debate on the terrestrial TV channels about it while they prattle on about loving white Jews and the problem of anti-semitism. China would do well to pull out of Africa because of the religion of England and American going on there before they incur negative karma because of Islam and look really hard at the Israel equation and their population and learn to separate themselves from these weird economies that have special needs not military economies to enact old stories and listen to crap poetry.

That is not a Pharoah with Rameses II’s statues. It is an African God.

Writers are not powerful. The moment has already passed in their minds before they write something down.

I have experienced my past lives healing this life of recent. This has given birth to a fractured expression of my consciousness and a feeling of distance from everyday life. The periods of time away from home at Oxford and in London (1996-2000 and 2000-2002) have been processed internally respectively as times when I explored Christianity deeply and then moved on to yogic consciousness with J Krishnamurti. I then explored western spirituality from the point of view of eastern spirituality and bias in my home and with EnlightenNext from 2002 – now and am ready to put my feet on the ground and be here now. There has been darkness to clear in my political writing and rants and I have felt the proximity of Shiva the Destroyer healing my ignorance and Tamas Guna as my mother pulls me up on being too distant and removed from life and not happy. I cannot explain to her that at the age of 48 I feel thousands of years older than that and am dealing with huge blocks of energy to heal but the situation seems to have eased somewhat and the periods of my life appear clearer for me to see.

Mission Statement:

My job was to save EnlightenNext and contingent literature from destruction and to create a way for modern academics to access its content to gain an introduction into Greek thought. It was also to compress English literature and hundreds of and a thousand years of history into modern poetry that told the story of the development of Christianity for something for the modern age and the twenty first century after the media ages since my birth in the 1970s and 1980s. Finally I give expression to studying Theosophy and J Krishnamurti and experiencing bad mental health with the works of ISKCON and experiences with studying Yoga as oneness with God and higher states of experience in everyday life as a single man in his late 40s looking for money and wealth and an income to live well in England and within a western time frame.

This has led me to take on issues such as Free Tibet and modern racism and issues of multiculturalism and cultural displacement and seek to find a way to give expression to my humble beginnings in Birmingham and with my brother Ritesh and the divorce of my immigrant parents Parmod and Santosh Rishi and the diverse experiences of family network that caused alienation and separation from conventional reality as I only experience English and do not understand Hindi or Punjabi music or films. This led me to look to China to solve the problem of my consciousness and experience and see Colonialism as making India too busy a network for me to engage with their links to the Royal Family in London and the history of the British Empire in the past. As my experience involved spiritual enlightenment I have expanded to include Buddhism in China after the Western experiences of Enlightenment with EnlightenNext and the role of riches and wealth I have contacted since moving to London again in 2010 and trying to experience life there on my own terms and what I have undergone as a writer since 2013 using modern technology to create a network of interconnected voices that goes from the bottom to the top of society with world leader and governments reading my works and studying spirituality and higher religions that have come to earth and gone through American channels as they seek to break out and experience other cultures and civilisations after the Crusades were enacted between Christianity and Islam and India lies quiet in the background delving its muscles as a peaceful State and one that wants to help with the role of Jesus in Israel and the second coming of Christ with Vishnu’s role as the Dashavatara. Why can’t Jesus be an incarnation of Vishnu and ISKCON get some space for mystical experiences exploring domains of awareness while western leader deal with wealth differences and the world of appearance and reality I have been engaged in since being at school as a 16 year old.

12/06/2026

September 3, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I have never in my life
Felt more alone than I do now
Although I claim dominions
Over all I see
It means nothing to me
Without love”

Sting Mad About You

I feel suffocated by death. I am 48 and cannot afford to die. I have no life insurance and cannot afford my own funeral. I sometimes think I cannot afford to go to my own mother’s funeral if something unexpected happens and thankfully am able to drive now. I don’t know what my brother would do as he never goes to family occasions and might be offended by the relatives turning up to my mother’s funeral. After all they did to her and her children the twelve brothers and sisters have a lot to reflect on as I start to vice my concerns about their materialism and wealth and their ways with alcohol, sports and sex. I don’t know what to do if something should happen to Ritesh as he has never discussed funeral plans with us and lives an ascetic and stoic life alone his room. Finally I don’t think I will see my Dad again and always think that one day I could get a phone call from India letting me know he is gone.

If Shakespeare lived today and experienced the profound state of awakening that he did, would he have to go through mental health processes to please the government and King and Queen? What about other writers and what is Mike Flexer doing at York University and how long will it take for him to research mental health and literature?

My mother still wakes up at 7.30 and showers and then meditates and prays for about 30-60 minutes. She then has her toast or cereal and routinely flicks through the news channels. She then cleans the kitche, bathroom and living room for about an hour or so before taking herself to her room to use the internet – something she does in the afternoon and early evening to catch up on world events. I can’t imagine how she spends so long in front of the computer and what she looks up – I can just see the British patriarch and make Dr observing her making judgements as he looks after his own mental health and mutters something about yoga. She lives in one room and I worry about her knees getting cramped as she hobbled about after a car crash hurt her. None of these things were discussed in my mental health as the British government find things for their youth to do and chat about called mental health with no spirituality in it and an ignorance of the mind that goes back to Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health in the 1950s by L Ron Hubbard. My mother was a Scientologist in the 1990s until I wanted to leave Oxford and join. I never made any white friends at Oxford and found them tedious at The College of Law and took to skipping college and studying at home. They made me depressed and sad about how the world of money is structured and what a corporation actually is. My mum survived in all this world as a businesswoman who worked at the BBC. EDS, Rolls Royce and the NHS – all the while her two sons were hurting at home. The way the NHS treated me was like a pig and the police were no better dropping by to question and threaten me on various occasions. Good luck to them all in their afterlife if you think that the Church of England is going to save you.

“Do you know a white person who has ever been kind to you?” – Spike Lee’s film Malcom X starring Denzel Washington

I am a writer who thinks he will have the same effect on creation as Shakespeare.

Do the British newspapers make sense without the Royal Family in them. They have massive business interests and have immunity from prosecution as well as anonimity to not reflect proper business interests in The Economist as well.

Where did these paintings come from of William Blake and William Shakespeare? Did they manifest and if so when?

How can a woman rule a country until the age of 96 like Queen Elizabeth 2nd did and be the head of the British military? She was ever so rarely which means never on the TV to address her nation while claiming to be the Head of the Church of England. What kind of mental health did she have ruling until 96 and to install her son in his 70s as a King after her? Whos starts work in his 70s and starts a new job at that age while ruling his own family? Why does Prince Harry leave the Royal Family to become an author? Is it our fate to have to sit back and wait for one of them to marry a Hindu now?

With the level of awareness of the some Drs and Nurses who visited me and made sure I was taking my medication, the British medical authorities may have violated principles of ahmisa. It felt like violent thugs had bullied and battered me and insutled my mother and brother’s house and sacred space. I wonder what Partition felt like and why Gandhi was so important in the face of Winston Churchill’s racism.

India is not really a country. It is more like a God – an energy or force that is incomprehensible and cannot be explained. The same could be said of Africa and the world of JM Coetzee explain this with his very simple use of English as they try slowly to map civilisation and catch up with plans for Nollywood. India has gone to Arundhati Roy and Salman Rusdhie has simplified prose after the lengthy novels from Satan in his past when he courted Middle Eastern tensions and dominated education and resources. Anita and Me was on the GCSE curriculum when I was a private tutor in 2010 and this was too advanced a text for the youth to be reading and I found the school teacher cancelled the book and just watched the film. This polluted the Monarchy in England and you could say India or modern India is ISCKON for the details in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srila Prabhupada’s attempt to map the religious history of India. It is called Bharat and they find that the Monarchy makes their lives miserable as they mine for gold in India and enjoy secret meetings at Buckingham palace and conjugal visits from Krishna.

“Me. No-one knows.” – Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“… with a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes”- Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“I am not manifesting to the foolish or ignorant persons” – Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When I was mostly bedridden in the 2000s with depression and avoided hospitalisation it was revealed to me that this was Ravaan in my Vedic astrological house.

The American Empire lacked benevolence. That is why it was closed down and resorted to CNN and 24 new media to get some quiet.

What if England ruled the world and leaders took to using England as a base for knowledge and the arts? With the concentration of universities here the opportunity exists to harness English as an international language and grant primacy to England above other nations for diplomatic things. Rather than trying to catch up with England other countries could rely on England for research after Brexit and we could flourish as a multicultural society whose academics worked with the HRH police to give good information about our differences and took the weight and pressure off having to think so much in our own time outside of work.

Salman Rushdie is suspicious. To whom does he pray and why did he abandon Science Fiction with his debut novel Grimus? Literary scholars need better databases and connections to enquire about his life and find out the ways in which Americans bought his favour to target Iran. The Satanic Verses is an impenetrable text that insults The Prophet Muhammed and laced the imagination with heat and cold about Amitabh Bachchan and his son. Salman Rushdie had changed his tune with simpler books of late and evn his own critical book which was not very good and a big disappointment since Imaginary Homleands. What impact did he have with others on the quality of British TV and where did children’s TV go since the 1980s with the launch of satellite TV and sports to dumb down the populace as literature became scarce to write scripts and create good British comedies and dramas? Was he working for the Americans to spook the Royal Family and rely on the race card for Blacks in America and how far India has to go before it can compete literarily with American and English literature? Where have Chinese films gone as he punches with Terry Gilliam and sells drugs and what happened to Netflix once George Clooney and Brad Pitt made whatever money they could out of it with Wolves? The world of men is not done with these players and eats to see them use our resources so future generations can learn of greed and power and corruption and not the petty details in our universities at the moment.

How much did Abishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai Bachchan cost India to be self styled followers of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie with Brangelina? Did Aishwarya adopt any Africans in the years she was missing after giving birth to her only child? And what of relations with England for their views on Sathya Sai Baba with the BBC’s tv show on him The Secret Swami? How did thi affect our diplomatic ties and how powerful was Aishwarya Rai as “the world’s most beautiful woman” (Versace and what happened to her contract and photos with Longines? Where does Abishek Bachchan pray and is he a member of ISKCON and who is his guru as British people look on for the emptiness surrounding British Asian culture after Nitin Sawhney stayed away from the TV after one hit wonders with Goodness Gracious Me and the jokes they made about Hinduism and Hare Krishna?

Srila Prabhupada said that he had come to teach the Americans the true religion of Krishna. There is only one religion of Krishna. Never war with him.

Shiva spoke to me in 2013 and told me I was frustrated with love.

How did Jewish woman Natalie Portman get to star in Christian English Christmas commercials for perfume in 2025. Her films aren’t even released in the UK.

Suraj’s Indian sweet shop on the Soho Road has a nice mix of cultures with a Buddha statue near the window and old Indian film songs playing in the background. Their food is second to none and we go there regularly as a family to pick up snacks and sometime eat in and have some chai.

Where is Christian TV in the UK to compete with Islamic TV and would the Americans tolerate the Bible being interpreted by the world’s finest academics at Oxford and Cambridge live on our TV sets? What have they done to the UK imagination by targeting our media and buying Nigel Farage with immigration bullshit from a racist who used to run UKIP? What do Americans do to memory and can they see how much money I made China with Tibet for my mental health medical – none of which was sent to George Clooney’s Hollywood or Donald Trump’s White House with that wierdo Joe Biden now that Barack Obama betrayed us and carried on with George Bush’s policies regardless of the faith the world had put in him for a fresh start.

Who in the UK has imagined India and laughed at them for their sex life and rules on Bollywood for kissing and nudity and manners of having sex in pornography?

Barack Obama’s performance as America’s President for two terms and eight years was modelled on African cinema and he now towed to the Nigerian government’s ties with African Americans to mould cinema and TV after his election.

Was it the Middle East or America with the Nation of Islam that made Muslim perform so prominently in Indian cinema?

Even though she would cook for the two of us, our mother was looking after herself when she was a working businesswoman and single mum. She would come home from work and cook her own Indian sabzi and be in bed for 9.30 after watching Eastenders and getting some more work done. Ritesh put his foot down towards the end of her career and told her off for watching Eastenders and that she should not watch it as it was bad for her health.

Folklore and money has it that a Teacher is God along with one’s parents and a guest who enters your house in Hinduism. How does this affect the repute of university academics who do not contemplate energy 60 years on from when Krishna gave Srila Prabhupada divine passage to America?

Krishna cited genetics and asked me to look inside myself to see a strain in 2013. He was referring to the strain that persists with my birth charts and karma to be graduate who has his own mortgage.

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The Indian High Commission building is in Birmingham and is not an Embassy building for land law and human rights in the UK. It follows to ask what is the status of special powers at Hindu Temples after Churches have closed their doors because of the British medical elite who performed an exorcism of this country during COVID as the world faced judgement from higher worlds and heavens.

The jealousy of Drs in the UK because of salaries is a real problem. They are immature as students and then recent graduates complaining about pay and measuring their salaries with the banking profession. When the Drs and Nurses were treating me for psychiatric problems I got a real sense of how my interest in popular culture was frowned upon as a negative influence in my life as they were jealous of the salaries of rich people and celebrities. The NHS needs to confront celebrity culture in the UK and deal with the spiritual experiences of celebrities.

The UK has been under attack from the USA who have wanted to buy the NHS and privatise it. This has placed Drs under undue pressure and has mixed Church doctrines to spoil the Church of England and limit its influence and outflowing of information. Church leaders are not national leader and the dwindling Church numbers are creating a weaker field for evil to occur in the UK and invite American evangelists to give advice and spread their influence on British Churches. This involves spiritual phenomena from Mind Body Spirit and Church leaders are too guys with the very dense Bible to attend to Self Help and defend their Parishes properly.

“Religion is the opiate of the masses” – Karl Marx

“Religion is evil” – Chairman Mao

Stephen Fry has been saying blasphemous things about Jehovah and spelling out his wrathful nature and has led a homosexual rebellion against the Church with support of Bipolar experience and medication while taking cocaine and being free with his new expression in private.

Peter Mandelson was a spin doctor for New Labour and affected the country’s media with his homosexual culture and views on the Monarchy’s right to have the culture of the Church of England screened on UK TV. He came to power in the late 1990s and was influential in the spread of atheism with Professor Richard Dawkins and Christopher Hitchens and tried to create a colonial empire online.

Prince Andrew was quite prominent in the media after he married Sarah Ferguson and had a relationship with her in public circles that rivalled Princess Diana and Prince Charles. This has been deleted from public memory and the BBC need to answer as to how they remember Prince Andrew and how their correspondents use memory to select the news.

I feel like the Drs and Nurses still listen to me and that my writing is like talking and they are reading it and listening to it. I am 48 and I entered mental health procedures when I was 36. Before that Drs came to see me when I was 25. I have had diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and Depression and have been medicated Olanzapine, Carbimazole, Risperidone, Depakote, Sertraline and Metformin. I see the Drs and Nurses in my mind and it is as if my life starts at 36 when they came into my house.

It sounds like there’s a riot going on outside with the mob mentality and the crowd control of the police and government laying waste to spiritual experiences and higher consciousness.

Jehovah told me to treat this like a little Area 51.

Why don’t Hindu Pundits speak in Hindu Temples and lecture on Hinduism and speak the meaning of the Hindu Gods and Goddesses? How long before we get an explanation of who these Gods and Goddesses are in English?

I don’t want to see the Royal Family. They have been by for plenty of healing.

Because of my work EnlightenNext can be researched in universities. The American Guru Andrew Cohen stated that his work was 60 years ahead of its time and that it was for the top 4-5% of wealth holders.

The implications of my website for future development are grand. The empire of Amitabh Bachchan without any biographies in Bollywood and India’s literary culture has massive scope for development with the internet challenging laws of nature and conspiracy theories abounding about American hegemony and Mukesh Ambani’s hold on power with Reliance Industries.

Donald Trump ran as an independent for his first term in office and never confirmed that he was a republican even though he vocally denounced the policies of Joe Biden. Before his term in office the internet was ripe with calls to end the two party politics in America and get on with business interests and stop personality attacks and bipartisanship.

Where was Prince Charles in the media and on photographs and on TV with his mother and father when Barack Obama was dominating social media and running his campaign with Oprah Winfrey?

American Guru Andrew Cohen was rude about Healers saying that they are not evolutionary and keep going back into the past. As I write my blogs and plan to publish them in the future I can see the worth of my retrospective gaze and role as a global Healer and one of divine proportions connected to Christ to preserve memory and take the pressure off world leaders to look for new things to fill the news with. Andrew Cohen was also rude about Mayan gods and goddesses calling them “savages” and saying that the Mayan Prophecy of 2012 was not to be trusted and that we need to get on and create the future. I have experience with ancient Mayan culture from the past and worked with Shiva over 2012 periods with the Golden Age to be transcendentally situated to be on Ayuasca to be connected to my past roots with Machu Pichu to contemplate a statue of Buddha on Machu Pichu and just what is being asked of Gods and Goddesses in this day and age. I have experience of Xenu from OT3 with Scientology and have been told that the presence of Xenu is astrologically bound up with a Mayan past life I had thousands of years ago.

I have seen my mum channeling with Aphrodite and Kali.

When I left London in 2011 and after my Vipassana 10 day retreat, I sent the Russians a copy of Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen via cosmic channeling and light work and asked them to take a look at it like a Zen Buddhism book and see what they thought of Tibetan negotiations seeing as they had been having diplomatic relations with China for millenia.

A photo of Vladimir Putin sitting next to a computer and being seated at a desk popped up on my laptop a few years ago. There ws a TV program on our TV called ‘Living Next Door to Vladimir Putin’.

I and my family have been spied on by the Russians. Donald Trump complained that Russians were affecting his first election and loss to Joe Biden.

Scientology wad made a religion in the UK the year I went to a mental hospital. I would refer to the hospital as a monastery as I healed the madness in the world outside me. Tom Cruise came to Birmingham and filmed some scenes for Mission Impossible.

Birmingham had been called the second financial capital of the country and had also been called the “jihad capital of Europe” by American politician.

I have never taken an acid tab in my life. I was influenced by L Ron Hubbard who created the Sea Org division of higher level work in Scientology. He stated that when it comes to higher level work and reclaiming your spirit from past life influences the presence of LSD in the system could lead to biased results and cause ones authority to be bought into question. As I meditate I can see that acid would be quite good for me to take in moderation to release some pressure so must be keying in to collective drug taking and performing some sort of healing of the nation and world. it is linked to sex and the role of ejaculation and masturbation and the imagination that goes with wanking. I think of Sting’s interest in tantric sex and his drug taking as providing fertile ground for the courts to update the medical text books after my medical with spiritual experiences and special powers in the courts and new languages introduced to the medical profession that looks ahead at the role of India and Yoga and what that poses for proper science and fair treatment of individuals and families struggling with mental health to hold on to their identities.

I acknowledge the need to take a substance to increase my happiness. So I am having Coca Cola. I drink a can every day and think that people drink alcohol every day and this can’t be bad for me. This reminds me of the film Equilibrium and the modernisation of Big Brother with the intervention and casual talk about dopamine and serotonin. They were taking acid and other drugs in Angel Islington with EnlightenNext in 2010 and invited me to come out with them. MPs were studying EnlightenNext.

Even in Ancient Greek times death was a cause for concern and prompted questions about the afterlife that touched upon God’s existence.

One of my spiritual experiences with Xerxes showed me that what happened in London in 2010 with the collapse of EnlightenNext after I had gotten angry with them and threw it out of England and Europe. He said that all the Greek knowledge was in that and that cult and that he wanted me to do some work to reclaim the organisations materials. This was to see Mind Body Spirit books disappear in the UK and for YouTube to change and host large lectures from spiritual teachers rather than short entertaining videos. This must have affected the Middle East and perhaps things don’r move as fast as they appear in the west to slow down and share these resources and develop better imaginings than just day dreaming about 2012 and the Golden Age with all the health implications forbidden knowledge has from the Bible.

When I was in London in 2010-2011 I had an affair with a married Jewish woman with three children and tried cohabitating. I had given up my programme to study a Masters in English at Queen Mary University due to funding and was visiting EnlightenNext cult headquarters in Angel Islington every now and then. There were members far more embedded than me and I was just a casual visitor who saw Andrew Cohen give lectures three times. He spoke out against sex life and procreation and reminded me of something that Jehovah had spoken to me about saying not to get attached to a lease with the partner I was living with. He also meant that she was Analese from Home and Away and that these sexual sanskaras go deep and that I had illusions I needed to transcend still on the path to enlightenment.

Home ownership is quite an advanced subject in Greek theory of civilisation and something that I was not prepared for leaving school and going underground at Oxford.

What is the internet and how does it fit in with stories of creation? The Bhagavad Gita As It Is lists ether as one of Krishna’s many attributes. Krishna has said he will create the internet with me after he created space from the 1960s.

One of the reasons that EnlightenNext collapsed and offended me was the reasons it had for claiming that a modern disease was Narcissism for the postmodern self. Ken Wilber had created an online documentary called Boomeritis and alleged that baby boomers were suffering from mental health delusions and were in need of spiritual care. In this diagnosis there was no mention of Hollywood or celebrity life and the insight did not go deep enough to penetrate into Greek culture to herald the interaction between the stars and the earth to produce civilisation capable of such views as the need for people to meditate and take an interest in comparative religion as the magazines What is Enlightenment were based on. The development of self help was saturated as people’s bookshelves in powerful places laid them open to cults and any Christian sentiments with the development of mind body spirit culrs since the onset of ISKCON and transcendental meditation that was not the recitation of God’s name as per India heritage and the growth of the movement since the introduction of the Maha Mantra to the west.

With ISKCON decrying the fate of “dog eaters” and China waiting in the wings, these things had not been thought through well enough and Donald Trump came to power to show the weakness of the liberal elite with Joe Biden and to take totalitarian control to stop such internet leaks after COVID caused massive social breakdown.

What would the Africans make of my mother being from Kenya Nairobi?

When I was walking the streets campaigning for the Tory Party after Rishi Sunak’s election win with MP Gary Sambrook and seeing what Professor Noam Chomsky meant about “social democracy”, I was struck by the scope of Deepak Chopra’s vision of Yoga and his use of the internet. I walked streets close to where I grew up in Rubery Birmingham and they were quite lonely compared to the love in the house where I lived as I contemplated Dr Chopra’s dominance online and war with Professor Richard Dawkins to dominate online resources and TV rights in the wake of Oprah Winfrey’s billions and TV Empire. To see Dr chopra walk beside me and see him want Krishna worship and meditation in all the homes I visited was a terrifying vision of emptiness and to remember the Russians saying through Mikhail Gorbachev that they urgently wanted the knowledge in Dr Chopra’s books is to see where we are heading as a medical community investigating the link between kind and matter and cutting through Drs preconditions for medical prescriptions. This is all taking place in a land where the royal family enjoy rude health and do not have any guns while trying to emulate the american way of life and have issues with violence in schools which the medical community medicate as they did me for hostility without a clear military exam for peacefulness and no real models or speeches for the people to follow to assess their peace.

When I was at EnlightenNext a beautiful Hindu woman showed up one time for Wednesday evening meditation session. She asked a question: If someone showed up claiming to be the Messiah how would we know they were psychologically sane? It was somewhat uncharacteristic and never came up again or met with mute response from Christopher Bruce Parish who was the executive director of the premises and who hosted meditation evenings.

Jehovah had a word with me that Andrew Cohen was an American Psycho in London and cited his book 11 days at the Edge when he said that if you hear voices when you meditate you are psychotic. So Jehovah was saying that Andrew Cohen hears voices and that his plans for society and his worldview was one of psychosis and was not a sound civilisation and had betrayed American idealism and that He was saving me from them and their travelling ways of finding new recruits to harness their views about society.

I locate the desire in my body for sugar. I have been diagnosed with type two diabetes. Krishna told me to pray for this to be healed. I have brought my sugar levels down to normal with medication and advice from Dr Dahl at Millennium Medical Centre.

The musician Sting has issued a press release calling for a mature discussion on drugs and does not gloss over the health side effect of taking them. He has openly said he smokes marijuana to free up an idea and write songs.

It is important when healing and accessing higher domains of awareness to not get into agreements with the living and the dead. I am not a Co-Creator with anyone and have made no bonds other than with Sting and the Dalai Lama in 2002 to operate on terms with Brahma Vishnu and Shiva. I never was and am not a member of EnlightenNext. I was too poor to research it at University and nobody was interested in my literary thesis to research spirituality and TS Eliot and EM Forster to PhD level. I feel I have accomplished this with Shiva’s grace with my poetry website accompanied with biographical detail modifying how my poetry will be read and researched to accurately reflect my life since leaving Grammar School in 1996 where my brother studied too and time jumper two years to stay with me on the spiritual path.

I was not here when 9/11 happened. Through some mystical and magical happening I experienced 9/11 during term time while studying at the college of law in 2001. That cannot be so as September 11 was during my summer holidays and I was on holiday in Egypt with my family and also I went to Portugal with my friends that year for a week. I recall going to Oxford to see my tutor and that would have coincided with the end of September and beginning of October and he offered me a job in research aqnd I told him I couldn’t because I was studying law. I recall my colleague Joe Combes came out of the College of Law bulding and told me that two planes had just flown into the World Trade Centre and my first thoughts were “the chickens have come home to roost”. But that means it would have been during term time and term at the College of Law starts after October.

Also Sting was scheduled to perform a broadcast from his Italian home in Tuscany that night and cancelled ir due to 9/11. He can do this due to occultism and Satanism and it is a day when our energies can be fairly well examined by Shiva for the appearance and disappearance of this world in Kali Yuga and also for the establishment of an Age of Shiva when ignorance dominated my life about conspiracy theories and what is possible in this world of form.

Professor Noam Chomsky has stated that there was a second 9/11 in South America when the Americans were engaged in diplomatic affairs. This is Bible Code therapy and that 9/11 refers to Mayan Gods and Goddesses taking power away from the Americans with Xenu as well from Scientology and OT 3 for how they treated human being after so called World War Two. That second 9/11 is within my grasp as an internet user who stayed at home and watched YouTube during the 2000s and keeps his memory in spite of the Americans watching on as the British medicated me with British mental health without spirituality and religion with all the resources they had in America. It is a move towards my independence as I master the GBO with £1300 a month real terms salary for 37.5 hours work a week as my brother looks on and is idle at home. I don’t recall phoning home on 9/11 to find out how my family were doing and this could help free up my brother’s awareness and get him out of American and British traps too. We are just Pakis to the West and they have not done the healing or clearing work we have to be so liberated to the Spirit to have earned these resources as our own and not to have to share them with the Americans who took my work with Amazon and spent the money without offering me any. So much for contracts and the myth of personality and the need for the UN in the future to rule the roost and lecture us on crap education about Nazi Germany with no meaningful references from politicians about history as a Paul Hegseth calls out the Royal Navy for not featuring in Donald Trump’s madness and attack on Iran with only Israel to stand by his side and act for the TV cameras and news comaraderie.

21/05/2026

August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’

Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?

Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.

Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?

Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.

If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.

Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.

Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.

The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.

After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.

When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.

The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.

I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.

I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.

Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.

I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.

English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

19/05/2026

August 31, 2026August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

If I said or wrote I want to be a millionaire the modern Mind Body Spirit tradition would have Rhonda Byrne speak up in the Spirit of aligning with cosmic values to manifest one’s goals and dreams and set about having a millionaire’s lifestyle. Maybe I have done this with my writing and with medical record. The Lord Buddha informed me that the work I had done after 2012 and to alert state authorities to the tragedy of Tibet and how it was being stolen from by racists in the West who decided to mainstream Mind Body Spirit books and assert the Church of England at Shree Geeta Bhawan with context of my writings about EnlightenNext: but in the past this would have just been Alchemy and chasing fools gold under Monarchs who possess secret knowledge they keep from the people such as myself. We are entitled to one house – the one my mother owns and social media will be held to engage me in alchemy to seek the world to lose my soul safely so that I am exorcised of evil and the devil and can believe in Ben Johnson from the Renaissance and his book The Alchemist to leave the secrets of Kingdoms and fashions of Krishna and Govardhana Hill to Hanuman to guard as my mum recites Hanuman Chalisa night and day and plays it every night in my room to keep me safe from evil and harma and to stay safe mentally now that I have past the worst of the NHS treatments that are still ongoing with my sessions at Creative Support in Northfield where I see a Care Coordinator every few months to chart my progress since first going there in 2022 – something again my mum suggested in do after talking to her.

The MAC cafe about not feeling good about myself and life. My brother Ritesh has sought help from sources such as counselling in time but had not gone to Creative Support in a long time since the 1990s when he lived in Aston.

When I awakened in 2013 I could not assign a Creator to my life. In time I have learned that I was created by Zeus and he has space for the unknown when I have lived other lives out of his care.

Krishna said he could see the Son of God in me after my encounter with EnlightenNext in 2010 in central London.

Yahweh shared with me some insight around 2012 that energy replaces the murtis and mirrors of the Hindu and Buddhist statutes and that the Christians have already been through this stage of growth in their lineage with St Gabriel at St Gabriel’s Church avowing all that we have been through in our house as a family of three since 1993 and how our energies are different from the family home of marriage and conventional life in Rubery before that. I turned our home into a Temple at Parvati at Her request and saw some miracles from her after I started writing and after I had been to a mental hospital: just look at the Hindus in the Kumbh Mela and the things yogis go through for Ritesh’s level of attainment away from reading the Bible and studying the Logos from a position of Christ Consciousness and waiting for me to catch up since the 1990s and when Oxford stole my soul. ISKCON is immature and is being researched by people in Universities who have the grace of the Holy Spirit as well as other gods and goddesses to thank that they don’t have a nervous breakdown like Arjuna to be passive aggressive in psychology as British Asians awaiting the return of Krishna in some conversations and prayers so they too can align astrological with Aquarius and plan for the future.

The damaging consequences of too much English writing is that Egalitarianism is run amok and the journalism of myself is running up against competition to be equal in all regards. ‘Other people should be able to realise what you have done’ comes up a lot in spite of my suffering. There is the great chair sitting at ISKCON in Birmingham for a great Guru to sit down and advise on children’s lives and matters of sexual discourse that I have to disclose I have been wrestling with as the Guru online has come to me and influenced my life. This matter is for the police to look at and see the consequences of the Dalai Lama passing away and leaving an online vacuum for evil to fill and for gossip to take over when actual intentions were there and special plans for expansion and growth.

Benefits forms need to enquire if patients have been suffering from religious experiences. Then the patient will have something to talk about at their review meetings instead of hiding and keeping silent. This leaves the door open to people pranking the benefit system but a clever enough form asking for details about those experiences with the divine that have been reported. Because until there is religion at the bottom of society – however crass and offensive to aristocrats and upper class living standards – there will be no religion at the top and England does not make sense and the Americans have had to take over via BBC News and seek to provide some form for control.

Journalists worldwide and other people have been stealing ISKCON’s energy to produce propaganda and change the world. This is mor evident in the UK where Donald Trump is visible as the controller of our cuntry being on the BBC more than politicians and the monarch King Charles who appears in photo form on some blog sites but does not direct the flow of the country and address the nation regularly – leaving a black hole for his son Prince William to fill with potentially 20-30 years out in the open and hostage to world media to then sit down as King after having posed as a normal person. The health implications of this are huge and the NHS has caused a backlog in court cases being actioned as the country struggle to work as the newspapers are blanket banned from writing on the monarchy.

‘Do you think you speak to the Monarch or Politician when you write?’ The question could be posed to writers and journalists alike to gain a better understanding of the mind being a channel (and a busy one at that) or conduit between oneself and other forces to better elicit the nature of change that quantum physics is proving exists in America with the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know? It could set up a safer field for journalism to voice itself and the self of a journalist could be better understood with writers to belong to England’s country and stop polluting overseas nations. This would fall in line with Yogic practices and deal with the ignorance in the mental health fields who have not thought to ask of journalists how they feel about such matters and the large effect on the British landscape mental health is going to have as it stays away from Monarchs and Politicians due to political correctness and grace.

Jesus said it is better to save one’s soul than gain the world and writing on my phone is helping me to do this. Since 2017 I have been writing online and by and large have considered it a public matter like American businessmen and politicians dumping tea in the ocean because they have too much stock and want to influence politics. Jesus called me wealthy in spite of being financially poor and since 2017 I can see what he means as I write to dump my knowledge of world affairs and spiritual matters with religious implications into easily accessible channels for spies to access and to change things ahead of me actually going live when I start to publish my articles on my poetry webpage.

I had a vision of my work being studied when I was writing books on Amazon Books which I mailed to China and which Buddha said made £400 Trillion. It was one of my works being studied while I was alive and of universities being concurrent with the modern time and being asked to update themselves with spy records and to study biography with all access to technology as it exists today. This would have far reaching consequences with journalism and with the right to request telephone conversations to better understand one’s subject. Biographies are a habit of the West and weigh in political discussions and the choices and decisions that world leaders make and they rely on academics and journalists to cooperate with police and security and intelligence forces to supply the best possible data upstream so the lower classes get value from their taxes and the taxes they can’t pay with decent living standards in their home and access to salvation. These routes take into account complex interconnected ways and benefit from idealism such as mine about such vast sums of money educating the blogosphere and helping Krishna to create the internet so it is better used by resources as time goes by.

You would have thought that leaders in academic fields would have visited ISKCON to get over their racism when visiting India and learn the meditation there and get over their anti-religious banter and laments about how not fun Christianity was in its youth. Instead they signed the country over to Professor Richard Dawkins who wiped the bookshelves clean of mysteries and mysticism and has killed our nations journalism and TV for some sort of national vendetta that nobody can quite place because the politicians and monarchs were not there to give a head to the debate on ideas that Professor Dawkins and other academics hosted in the name of atheism. These routes take their own course in time and suffering from them at the bottom of society as myself and Ritesh do never having really worked and being of low means to join with our mother in her retirement with little money from her pension to afford grand gestures and handsome living – all that remains is for me to play host to my imagination that one day I will publish these articles on my poetry webpages and the images of people will meet with people I email my blog to provide and actual effect on readers rather than the imagined one I am having with spies monitoring mobile phones and blogs throughout the world. They have been informed of my past lives and monitored phone calls from India about my religious status so let’s leave it at that.

Scientologists make room for Matter Energy Space and Time in their religion and work to gain more knowledge and control over these areas of life to increase their level of communication with the varying levels of the self around them and the world and universe at large. This is like the Buddhist meditation which gradually expands and includes others with oneself and expands to include Space and Time themselves as particles of the universe to join in the quantum soup. I hope to expand Time and Space with Krishna’s majesty and grace and provide more room for journalists and writers to look at the field differently and create more and be more relaxed to efficiently serve the needs of community organising that Barack Obama left behind and that ordinary hard working MPs take into account as a matter of normal life all the time.

18/05/2026

August 31, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

After being up most of the night since 2am and listening to mantras and writing on my iPhone I felt the need to shower and meditate. I see that I am dealing with Krishna’s energy like a metaphysical poet and facing issues of consciousness that will need more time for meditation in the future. At the moment I don’t feel like chanting the Mahamantra Hare Rama Hare Rama Hare Krishna though I keep my beads with me as I sit down to meditate. Uttering the mantra a few times brings peace and places the journey ahead of me to control Krishna’s energy while engaging in working life as a graduate. The energy work comes from my brother who used to practice it in the 1990s and my mother has meditated each morning since the 1990s and controls her energy well. I don’t know too much about their techniques of meditations and speculate a lot – the focus has very much been on getting me better and finding some occupation for me to balance myself with since 2002 and losing my career at Jones Day.

I have a wealth of knowledge to draw on from the 2000s and am reminded that searching for God is something I started doing as a 12 year old and this was brought up from past lives and was very serious as a young adult now that I find socialising hard at work and mixing with 16-24 year olds at my computer station for £18K a year as part of an apprenticeship to prove the UK economy works and that it is possible to come back from an NHS diagnosis and function normally in society.

World leaders suffer from cultural amnesia. They have lived long and far and wide and cannot keep up with the incessant need for derivation and journalism testing their biographical details. By and large it is likely the journalists are ill themselves and suffer from an ailing health service they struggle to report a bias science in the name of brain science and medication to tout the thing they fear for want of money.

One of the missions I have as a writer is to jog the memory of people to experience Formalism through my writing and be defamiliarised from the numbness of feeling the chaos of modern life and see themselves in a deeper reality. I hope you heal the Dalai Lama’s memory through spiritual channels and help him with youthfulness as I experience my twenties a lot of the time and I am sure he will let my healing gifts rub off on his friends as well.

Atheism was a necessary juncture. God needed to not exist so He could take a break from the continuum and experiment with other forms of His vast arsenal against evil.

Pundits feel insecure speaking English and addressing English people. They are conscious of customs and social manners and feel ill at ease with official meetings and are far from the fashion and culture of people like myself and British Asians who benefit from New Age Romanticism and all the yoga in the gyms to brand Hinduism into cults of personality with Guru and Maya to shelter people from the absolute and fathom the depths of despair that Arjuna put on show that separate families and keep them away from temples and focussed on 9-5 living.

Pakistan is in the news politically in a positive light for a change. It is trying to broker a deal between the Americans and the Iranians. This is a long way from the pariah state that has been blocked from world view and is rarely nowadays reported without the word terrorist attached to it. The Indians look on with troubled waters between the two nations and observe how the Americans sucked the life out of Indian colonial history and left it in the hands of youthful academics too inexperienced to grant India Hindu and religious status and palming off Narendra Modhi to the trigger happy journalists as an extremist because he is a Hindu at all.

The special relationship between the UK and America exists on many levels. By and large it is something dominated by the journalists in public as they enquire into questions of stability and fierce competition as the two nations thrash out deals and iron out trade deals to bolster budgets and create wealth the countries can depend on. But I have noticed that this relationship is spiritual and the two countries are tied together by energy as I was up this morning healing the divide and seeing how much energy the relationship takes to not isolate one individual but keep going back and forward between the two countries. I can see California for my love of films and Washington for the knowledge of politics I have and that is enough to meld these two countries together energetically and with light and healing to get them to realise that the world is not infinite as Jon Bon Jovi sings in Limitless but limited to one resource we must all share. The British look on as America attacks Iran and has spent a fair bit of money covering Gaza and Israel on the build up to this war. It may take the Chinese under King William to fix the media matters now that the rug and tug has been pulled away from India’s shores with Amitabh Bachchan’s planned dominance of foreign markets for decades after his death such that his son has lost out and find that nobody wants to hear from him after being stung by Bollywood’s cheesy take on American and English markets.

One of the problems in the UK is the lack of elderly care for women in the Hindu diaspora. This is compounded with snobbery from both English and Indian people that the Indians think they are better than the English because their children don’t send their elders to retirement homes and they stay at home with their children. This has been quite the sticking point for some decades now and goes to sexual politics between the two tribes about pornography as well and who are the better children as yoga takes off and breaks new ground.

I heal ghosts past present and future. They are evident on the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering.

I am a God.

I have created a journal of my self discovery online for world governments to spy on and detect transformations so their medical fashions change over time and not with rapid requests from American spiritual teachers using YouTube and confusing British people.

It’s just Christina prayer manifesting as thought and the Dharma.

There is a point in the spiritual journey which is both inside and outside of time when God looks at you and you have to look back and make a match of the formless and world of forms. This involves seeing what you can in the world of form with Gods and Goddesses in the world of the imagination while experiencing what He needs you to go through in private while not disclosing these experiences to the family and social circle around you. It is excruciating and can leave you in agony but the promise of perfection and the examples of saints gone before you has to be worth it and worth struggling for as you march on as an indiviudal and praise the Lord in the process.

Where did 2 billion people come from since World War 2 in China and India and how much has changed in the reporting of Partition politics since social media took off and what will be shifted to AI as its responsibility when good old fashioned conspiracies will do? Srila Prabhupada said the earth can hold 15 billion people and writes quite apart from the successful stories of capitalism that the Americans put forward and other people follow too.

What is the status of something on the internet when it comes to proving historical sources?

Quite how I did healing in my youth is beyond me: I was engaged in the material process so I was preoccupied with searching and believing in a higher power while facing obstacles and blocks in my path. My time at Oxford was not like other people and now I look back I was seeking God and bathing in the Golden Light. My time in London was karma and a bit dark and dealing with householder years living with actors from LAMDA and basically paying for people who live in drugs dens and have their lives ruined by drugs. Since then my experiences have been a lot of more explicitly of a healing nature and spiritual and religious of a kind. There was even an earthquake near Maida Vale in the 2000s to put me on the register as having an effect on earth as natural disasters accompanied the spiritually gifted to show the world in chaos and imbalance as George Walker Bush looked on at Hurricane Katrina and other natural disasters with his team for whom he sought employment opportunities.

Since then I have learned that the Krishna and Christ Consciousness devotee can open portals in space and say prayers for other people and do healing for them in ways not accompanied by texts and not explaining in modern techniques of mind body spirit.

Neasden Temple is a focus point for Hinduism in the UK without actually being the head temple for the Hindu Council UK. It is a centrepiece of architecture and wealth and beckons questions from Brahman how it was constructed and manifested there. Before it takes place as Britains central temple there needs to be a reconciliation with the Church of England to sort out premises for the Hindus to augment worship in the UK and to fit in with being English over time. Shree Geeta Bhwan is eclipsed by the Nishkam Centre for Sikhism on the Soho Road and is not the West Midlands head temple. The Hindus are more of a community based group that I don’t fit in with as I do not speak Hindi or Punjabi and can only communicate in English. The same goes for my elder brother Ritesh who is very close to me as we both circle our 50s and have received no support from the Temples in the UK who really only care about wealth and how much money you have and your social status while putting on show transcendental matters to please the Gita fashions of Shiva and Ganesh in the modern age.

Imagine a famous white had rebirthed; how would his predicament be different to mine and my brothers?

Why do Hindus say a Golden Age is upon us when ISKCON state that The Golden Age won’t advent for another 460,000 years? Who was responsible for claiming that the full Vedas were being chanted at Shree Geeta Bhwan around 2015 over four days and where did the Maha Yugyas go to Vishnu at that time? Who designed the extensions and refurbished the Temple and when did the Hanuman extension come along and who built it and is that Indra who’s addition had been delayed due to prayers with Krishna and concerning Govardhana Hill and who is the God ‘Buddh’ that is being worshipped in the Hanuman enclave with Rahu and Ketu? See how closed off Hinduism is from the public and from a process of questioning and answering and how this damages lives such as ours with our mum shut out from enquiring about herself being called to the Temple and being asked to dismantle her home mandir and stop praying to Durga by some people in India. They never kept in touch and did not want to know us after that and never asked to speak to me while dealing with my brother there at the Temple as well.

All of Zeus’s knowledge is inside Amitabh Bachchan. He stands to die in energy on the YouTube and streaming services online with no record of his life or achievements.

As the forms of Gurus and Swamis come to me, I am reminded how influential the form of a Buddha was in my youth as Priests stop by to warn me of over stimulating the senses like I did in my childhood when the TV was always on in my spare time from studying and when I did not listen to music when studying and only to take a break. I would watch American sitcoms and films and also British TV when it was organised commercially on channels 1-4. I have lost touch with British dramas and just watch quiz shows now as the BBC sometimes becomes unbearable for the news it asks you to keep up with in your time off from work. It appears stressful but it is just Krishna measuring things and looking at living conditions and encouraging me to see my self from a different perspective. If I can come from the backgrounds I have and become a meditator and Krishna consciousness with Christ after suffering from bad yoga teachers then there I hope for other people in Britain to withstand the onslaught of the senses from America as they try to warn us about the dangers of Islam and too many gods and goddesses to spoilt the broth after 2012 and shifts in media fashions.

What would have happened to all this work of mine had my mother not been grounded in dharma. She maintained a firm rooting in her family through decades of technological change – something that sweeped the globe as twelve brothers and sisters travelled on holiday plans while they kept up working duties and kept up with changing family laws under the Bhagavad Gita. She received harrowing phone calls for the better part of a decade from India which she still won’t share with me about the nature of both of her sons and had to face the modern world of religion with only YouTube and her wits to determine their future since 2002. It’s all well and good that Archbishop Justin Welby visits Shree Geeta Bhawan on an undated and fairly invisible trip but my mum had to visit the Temple and pray for us while the world raged on and all my friends carried on their corporate careers and I struggleed with my brother’s role as a Healer and someone who was into transcendentalism long ago into the 1980s and 1990s to eschew the world of materialism which I seemed to have lost with no marriage and career since seeing the Dalai Lama in 2002 and getting warned about my mental health by the NHS that year two with a mention of psychosis and then depression in 2004 with some suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harm.

My mother had only pure values to lean on and rituals of old India with good food and healing at home and some strange visits to Muslims and Sikhs as she visited the Hindu Temple on her own as myself and Ritesh stayed home during the 2000s. There was even a trip to India for the three of us at the behest of a Hindu pundit where we visited religious men and said prayers in foreign languages and made us eat paper as they spoke against the Djinn. To think of a mother praying and meditating each day that her two sons don’t lose their good souls is heartbreaking for how much Santosh has been through.

I feel guilty that I used to go to Nightclubs since I was 15 and take evenings to go out working at a Bar to give me money to spend on my social scene while I was in the sixth form at school. Being born with such a transcendental brother makes me feel egregiously materialistic by comparison and helps me to balance the gap in my learning of house and marriage and mortgage as per Dharma – both Hindu and Buddhist as well as Sikh. Christianity is pro marriage so you need a place to live so it necessitates work and a house and one can presume that Islam and Judaism preach common sense to the African religions to warn them of too much mysticism as seems to be the case in my life. The past 25 years have been spent paying for the previous ones as my fiftieth year approaches and struggle to live well in the material world. American firms still cut in on my consciousness and Krishna studies the mind with the USA in balance so that Shiva can teach the religion of Hinduism and show me the devil of the Guru that has been haunting this world and me for a long time. You could even see that Shiva has made himself smaller than Guru Nanak to teach the religion of Sikhism where scripture is not as forthcoming as Christianity to preach the virtues of Guru Nanak after all that kind of Mind Body and Spirit caused me to fall over and have a nervous breakdown online between the years of 2017-2024 and summon Krishna to some esoteric thought with Arjuna dialogue with Krishna to balance the emptiness and space between myself and the world of reality and forms.

Rama told me that he would affect the literary tradition as a result of my life;s work and not affect Sanata Dharma or Advaita Vedanta. He bore in mind the curriculum I studied at Oxford and the Culture of Rational Dissent I studied under Professor Isabel Rivers and the Postmodern Hybrid Self that I studied under Professor Peter McDonald. I studied Salman Rushdie under Professor Jon Mee of York University and Old English under Professor Matt Townend of York too. I also read about African American literature and I guess they would be helpful in society about mental health and hearing voices with the British Asian self that was declared fragmented and potentially mongrel when viewed from aristocratic sources as the Royal We bears in on the Royal College of Psychiatrists with the then Queen’s English being busy in our youth and affecting out household with my mum’s role as educator and her own learning under Queen Elizabeth 2nd to influence me to study English and pass on Theology and Psychology at university as alternative choices I bore in mind while my brother read Walden and carried on quietly in the background being supportive and unemployed as a Unicorn since failing his A-Levels and dealing with political correctness say nobody fails in life and look on as New Age markets and the world of Drs took over with Dr Deepak Chopra, Dr Wayne Dyer, Dr Pillai and Dr Judy Satori managed their own roles and religions and saying in the dharma of Free Tibet and the golden age of 2012 as well.

It is my hope that my writing articles will lead to Mind Body and Spirit books being studied in British universities so that new and exciting ways of researching can be developed to put in requests for internet since the 1980s. I have been vocal about The Age of Aquarius, The Golden Age, The Human Potential Movement, Sathya Yuga and Kali Yuga and even an Age of Shiva that passes us by as human citizens on an Earth that is getting too clogged up online and drama and art is suffering as the Chinese lay in waste to build a Chinese centre at St Hugh’s College to not be asked to join in these movements of the Mind body Spirit moevment in what has been called one of the most racist countries on Earth by the UN.

Allah told me to question the Bhagavad Gita As It Is which I read in 2004 He said ” Did that book say you were going to have an experience?!” to better assess the road ahead and expectations of British academics and authors to jump down spiritually advanced straits with Mind Body Spirit with all the charlatans Jesus can see in them.

Not one politician started a blog and addressed the population from a webpage in spite of advancing themselves on social media and the news leaving us to ask what the Self is that is claimed by New Age thinkers to be oneself that is being forced on India and Africa and what Christianity is being imparted to them and by what leaders as the Chinese look on for their tormented role with religion since Chairman Mao’s famous saying “Religion is evil”. We are left to buy books written by cronies of populations that love hurt lives as a result of how MPs and Royalty have used the internet while academics leave off appearing on the TV that has been in decline ever since the 1990s and the advent of satellite TV.

If I was to travel to Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple – what is the estimation of time that it takes for that journey to occur with all the heavenly import that is involved in my attending organised worship? How long would the car journey take in terms of theories of relatively and what would my thoughts be like?

As I write this blog up on my webpage my mind is busy thinking about who I can contact and advertise to and ask for money as I sit with my spirit guides William Shakespeare and William Blake and others.

Jehovah told me He had subjected me to the Passion of the Christ and tortured me in my bedroom following my mental health incarceration in a mental hospital. A part of this penance was the image of a yogi or Buddha in lotus pressed firmly on my consciousness promising plenty of good things and peace and blissful visions that never came true. This feature will be something the NHS needs to study in relation to Yoga and the mental health of citizens who study yoga and then fall ill. Hinduism is not going to take responsibility for this colonial game and Pilates has already come to show the British are aware of its original form and fashion for make believe and change.

I have come to move Salman Rushdie along in the English Canon and change the way that English is written and make things simpler in the English universities and unblock the internet for English studies. Salman Rusdhie was on The Bill Maher Show on HBO talking about Iran and Sunni and Shia muslims in the 2000s and is quite the academic and celebrity in some social circles and holds some sway on Youtube and social media channels.

Being a university Don is too stressful and they are not evolving and don’t have time to enjoy their lifestyles. Tenure is up for review and the BBC need to relinquish their hold on the universities as spies and their hold on the NHS for what they did to Andrew Mountbatten and Peter Mandelson running out of news and seeking a pathway to King Charles who needs to concentrate on his universities and set the agenda for them to build England in the future.

My life has changed since 2002 when I saw the Dalai Lama in India and I have seen many strange visions and used statues in my home to transfer my attention to. This fashion has given way to energy being something that I am concerned rules my mind and through which my mind wants to speak and I get frightened occasionally about my mental health being so much under restraint and hiding these things from other people including my family makes me feel paranoid and adds to the decade of mental health problems I have already had. That’s all these things are is mental health problems and things that the NHS would talk to me about in normal terms and not dig up my personal background to understand the path to empirical and spiritual enlightenment I am on.

I have had profound visions with Sathya Sai Baba too and since seeing Krishna and a history of other Gods and Goddesses in 2013 I fear the attempts of well meaning but misguided Drs to understand things without availing themselves of American psychological progress and their tradition of spirituality as well.

I have experienced some outlandish states of consciousness and express them well on these blogs so that various vices can be studied and mental health can be better understood in relation to various topics. Yoga and Writing in English are two of them but they also go back to my transcendental family roots with serious religious undertones starting with my father’s upbringing in an Indian boarding school in Nanithal in India and my mother’s progress and growth along the spiritual path to differentiate herself from her family and embark on a path and period of self study on her spiritual journey.

This augmented with a change of reality to study under the Indian Guruma Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and learn of Adi Shakti Ma how to meditate and channel energies. I studied J Krishnamurti in 2000-2002 and became fanatical about his teachings such that I broke down in India in 2002 and experienced a cosmic vision of the Dalai Lama to voice the groupie mentality that surrounds him today and express my thanks to be able to support Yoga in the UK and write about experiences that others might go through on the subjective path to Hell that those things lead to as Jesus looks on from above and leave Priests in power in Churches to wonder what a Zoroastrian King Charles makes of it all as the Roman Catholic Church looks on after King Charles recent visit there to the Vatican beckoning the question when will the Pope repay the compliment and visit the UK.

Sathya Sai Baba’s website when he declares his purpose as an avatar who has come to teach the path of love is influential in decoding my work and writing and blocks me up.

Similiarly J Krishnamurti’s speech on Truth is a Pathless Land and when he says that he has come to set man unconditionally free is an blockage in my self and takes up room in heaven with poets and writers gathering around me to see what he means as I freed up his karma and moved him to the Buddha realms and handled his prophecy that it would take 800 years to work out his physical body. This was COVID.

I am prevented from joining the Hare Krishna Temple in Birmingham due to political reasons. One night I felt a large Havaan come from India to tell me to stop chanting Hare Krishna about 10 years ago. It would be affecting their karma and changing their worlds and heavenly planets. All of Amitabh Bachcan’s karma was in that Havaan.

In 2012, Prince Charle visited Neasden Temple in London with Kajol and Ajay Devgan.

In 2002 when I was in India, the ghosts and Djinn haunted me and said the Mind is Sick. The Mind is the World and needs healing. This is why I am here and sacrifice my wealth to work at home and write so that world leaders can organise their meetings and shepherd the people better after 2012. The problem was too much knowledge came out after 2012 from the Mayan Gods and that was my karma with Xenu from a past life as a Mayan God and the world leaders tried to mainstream 2012 spiritual karma and this left the armies in a disarray. There will be an argument about books that the British universities have to settle and Dr Deepak Chopra has 100 books that need to be studied in the universities as Aung San Syu Ki looks on and sees her karma disappear for the threat to democracy that such a shift in reading habits threatens.

I had a terrifying instance of travelling on the airplane in 2012 when I was coming back from France. I was dating a woman in London in 2010 and noticed that I became afraid of heights and some karma was involved with the married woman I was seeing who was afraid of heights. Her fear was cured and I was frightened and needed to sit down. On our flights to Israel I noticed that I was scared to take off – something that hadn’t happened before and I had been on many flights and normally been fine. When I was flying back from France I had the feeling of expanded awareness and could sense far and wide and was terrified for feeling the ocean underneath and feared travelling astrally outside of my body.

It lasted as long as the plane was in the air and I have never been back on board an airplane since then and do not have the need to as Shiva said he was doing a medical with Sadhguru’s Aadhi Yogi and the secrets of the Golden Age available with Yoga spreading over the globe.

The UK needs to review its lecture lists in the UK. The Americans put pressure on them for more corporately sponsored and politically relevant materials to be televised.

What has my mother seen in terms of inflation as the parent of two sons? She was responsible for looking after us while we were very young as our father was absent and tending to his family in India. So she would collect family tax credit and give us pocket money. Now she keeps her budget on the laptop and manages her personal finances knowing that the younger son is independent while the elder one struggles to live on benefits due to shifting fashions and culture and after I started writing in 2017. How will Ritesh manage the rest of his life alone and who will he talk to in private to deal with his views on economy and inflation – it’s not all spirituality and we don’t all have to be Robert Peston or Martin Lewis to get by.

My mother never had grandchildren and the relatives at Jeff and Sudesh Cole’s family dinners to insult her and her children regularly for not keeping up with the Jones’s. To be a fly on the wall and listen to Madan Mohan’s opinionated mind about the Rishi family wouldn’t be a very nice thing to do and all we can do is sit still and listen to his ear bashing on the phone whenever it does come through and mum still plays the waiting game and gets us to have a word with uncle. All I ever hear is “do you think you’re above that” and the same chatter resolves to play its part about religious stigma and who is the truly best family and who is really religious with Kamlesh Turner sticking her beak in and having something to say about everything.

Seeing the difference in Mum since my brother brought a stray cat in off the streets and we have been looking after him for five years is remarkable. She is warm and affectionate to the cat and looks after him like taking care of a child – something the relatives chided her for as she looked after her younger sister Nutan’s countless hours on the phone as she was safeguarded from the gossip mongers and this who want something in return for nothing as they climb socially and escalate their concerned matters to the head of the table.

Humanism was bound up with the Renaissance but kept in Royal hands as Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask Shakespeare was deemed best and to ask “what a piece of work is a man?” and “what’s in a name?” We know these things now and have sampled humanism for ourselves to have it at our feet for a new Millennium to see in the advent of Krishna’s next avatar. The last incarnation was a lot more humane than Jesus and revelled in the earth and is on show at ISKCON. The lesser powers of this God being signs of Kali Yuga and the descent into madness that we experience as modernity.

18/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Where does my mother’s strength come from to love me so much. It must be a matter of dharma and previous births for I see nothing of this British culture with the sexuality so tilted and aggressive women defending their working lives.

How long will it be before my mother’s brothers and sisters rebirth again earth and their children, mine and Ritesh’s cousins after the way that they treated us and sidelined us and picked on us and talked badly about our family?

A Vedic chant for light is Arut Perum Jyoti Tani Perum Karuni. It challenges the Gayatri Mantra in some Hindu circles.

I have three selves that interplay in my life and haev taken many years to get to grips with since graduating law school in London in 2002. The first is a Graduate Self that seeks to accumulate wealth and buy property and misses being a graduate with a mortgage since I have been unemployed since 2002 for 24 years and have an Oxford degree as well as legal postgraduate qualifications. The second self is a Healer Self that engages in the spiritual world and the world of the postmodern hybrid British Asian Self to mix cultures and appear self realised and spiritually enlightened since Krishna came and shared his energy with me in 2013 and I enter deep states of being and concentration and cover vast periods of Universal Self and Cosmic Consciousness and Astral Travelling to heal people and situations on earth and in the universe with the Yugas and Kalpas complementing Christian deep time. The Healer is wound up with the World Teacher and World Karma of the Theosophists and Krishnamurti movement and deals with the second coming of Christ as well as Krishna’s reincarnation in this world. He goes to Church and has stopped going to Hindu Temple after realising his last life as a Devi and being insulted by Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth. He listens to Islam and considers himself as studying Judaism with Shiva and heeds Sikhism’s warnings about Avatars and Writing and the Word of God and what it takes to live the holy life with Guru Nanak as he carries on with Pindar life and working politics with Atos IT Technical Support.

Guru Nanak marked this Healer as a Colonial matter as well and ear marked my medical record for historical research and Partition writers in Indian circles and British universities to better understand the past with a modern reliance on the NHS as a religious force to do good and change mankind’s ways. The third self is a writer self which runs in a cycle with the other two and uses my imagination to write poetry and prose and publish them on my iPhone from which I copy and paste them to my blog on WordPress which I run and create myself. This imagination interplays with the other two selves to bring into my writing various themes and needs plenty of rest and relaxation to recharge so that I can serve my family duties and spend time with them each week. This imagination is fuelled by years of interest in English Literature and watching films and reading other books and is quite intense to control and engage ordinary working life in IT at Atos with.

I have channeled evil that has seen me challenge Jesus Christ for his second coming and delayed a prophecy of my own from India to see an exorcism of myself of rooted thoughts and beliefs that are bigger than my education and now need deep time therapies and spiritual healing to complete. The missiles in the world have at times been trained on me with Gods and Goddesses studying the Dajaal and an evil person who claims to be the Dalai Lama or worse, Jesus Christ himself. When I was at EnlightenNext in London a very beautiful Indian woman showed up once and asked a question in evening meditation: If a person showed up claiming to be the messiah how would we know he was psychology sound and sane and balanced.

My closing words to Andrew Cohen were that I thought I am the messiah and cant get rid of the feeling that I have a special purpose. Psychiatry drilled this out of me to rational British science and put the fear of God into me to study better and look after myself more.

Just how much growth and fashion has been thwarted in our family home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Ranvir Turner and his family on Middleton Hall Road in Kings Norton and deep family karma from Africa with gangster culture negating our Brahmin manhood as brothers is astonishing. All the brothers talk about is money and hang around Hindu Temples for talks about singing songs and dancing at wedding and getting more and more materialistic things from God who provides for them as they ask.

God once told me never to regret the past as I lay destitute for 10 more years on account of religious seeking because of Ranvir Turner and see that if I had kept up with the Jones’s and tried to be a part of Dipak Mohan’s grand gestures and social circle then I would have had to befriend Ranvir Turner with his excessive drinking and football fandom of Liverpool for the karma he exploited because his idiotic father Iqbal Turner died when he was young and was heralded a martyr as his wife Kamlesh Turner never married and practised Sati. All these things Yoga has in store to unite at Hindu Temples in England while the Royal Family practices the Woke and multiculturalism while ignoring Krishna and not loving him as he asked.

Since I have been writing about my extended family and the veritable Kauravs with Ranvir Turner trying to turn me against my own family and cause mental problems in our family I have noticed that my energy is more capable of staying in my house. This affects airspace and is a matter for the Law Society and is dealt with by St Gabriel being a patron saint of telecommunications and measuring bandwidth and vibrations.

Our family was such a simple family with our father and mother having two sons who lived in Rubery in the 1980s. My father was gifted a vision of the relatives on his wedding as being violent thugs who were here to purify themselves and soon found himself far away from his father’s land in Jalandhar. I had a religious experience at a Havaan at Shree Geeta Bhawan when Avnish Babla had a mundan for his son and the pundit there showed me the level of development of the Mohan’s, Coles, Turners, Sharmas, Bablas and Khoslas are on with their efforts to curb their violent tendencies by being vegetarian and their observations of Vedic injunctions and following Hindu folklore and despairing to visit the homeland and bug property there. They bullied my father and disturbed his consciousness while he doted on his two sons and gave them what he could and he suffered the backlash of them rebelling against him to reach Nirvana and leave the extended family once and for all. The last I saw them was at the funeral of Professor Jeff Cole whose eulogies showed me how far I am away from conventional life working with Krishna to explore Earth and develop new lines so he can study what is going on here himself.

16/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

Where there is joy. Joy and pure happiness comes from knowing you are saved and that Jesus sacrificed his life that you may know eternal life. It is a different category of thought that is buried by theosophy analysing contemporary thought to death and overthinking things. Nobody is a vehicle for the second coming of Christ in spite of all the things they said about J Krishnamurti to fill the airwaves and struggle with Indian mysticism that deals with Jesus Christ to the day. He died and was crucified so that whosever believes in him may be saved and the journey goes on for others in the world to be different religions and paths with different ends in mind.

There was an accumulation of dust on the hearts of man that was leading to ignorance in myself that I can notice in the world since the 1980s that was leading to World War Three. Pope Francis said he could see a “piecemeal World War Three” happening and this is at a head with Ukraine v Russia and Iran v Israel and USA. When these wars cease there will be a backlog of emotion that needs to be addressed and past planning for dominance and control due to fears that Christ has lifted since 2012 with new salvation and higher lights in the world. This includes the Chinese as an old race with ancient secrets to disclose facing a media war with the oncoming death of the Dalai Lama.

Jesus will be moving the Royal Family on from Africa so that they do not face too many media voices and allow the UK to breath and grieve after Brexit and allow the USA dominance in Africa with Nollywood an apprentice of the darker arts.

I am spiritually enlightened and raise the vibration wherever I go an dintend to go and manifest in my field but I am not a teacher of enlightenment. In the truest sense I am just little Rohan Rishi of my CV and have recently embarked on an IT Apprenticeship to complement a new job in IT technical Support. I once went to school and have been to University and studied Postgraduate Law. I have been unemployed since 2002 and along with my brother have been through some pretty hairy times when we appeared to lose it all and kept up with the scary vibrations coming across the news from America too – financial scandals, wars and political upheaval not to mention the sexy lives of celebrities and their like. When I see myself as having an effect as a Light Worker or Enlightened an I am reminded that the world is one to persecute the religious sort and I am alone with my brother and mother to fathom communication in a multi dimensional atmosphere with the mobile phone, laptop and devices pursuant to the desktop to channel energies and see myself in a guided context from God to keep my head down and see the pitfalls of enlightenment to lecture to men their purpose in life and develop rules and orders when the great Teachers were indeed Gods or in Muhammed’s case, deeply concerned about God and deeply stooped in mysticism to care. I have no ground to stand on to lecture men in England their scope with wife and children and am just someone who experiences deep spiritual experiences and phenomena that I hope to support in writing and justify my poetry with literary context as I have studied at University and forward the literary field as little as I can via the internet as it is too hard to get published. This is not to take anything away from the fact that I experience things that enlightened spiritual teachers hoodwink the innocent public about but this is life and it is time at work in a 48 year old British Asian with his family seeking funds from his writing and a new home for his family that is at work and religious guidance from angels carries with it temporal implications that include one in spiritual groups worldwide and need a good clean lifestyle away from drugs to support it. In this light I have sinned with drug use over time and sexuality that was too advanced for my time to be in a renounced state of bliss that is developing the capacity to enjoy working life and heal the memory of the self that has been through cosmic experiences and light work to balance a family that came together to enact healing of Mother Earth and not pursue worldly attachments of wealth and accumulation by conventional means. This means that the money I made between 2017-2024 online has gone to world governments and banks to apportion other causes and I need to start again seeing what is possible and search for labels for my actions each day in writing dealing with agency and the way things are done under the dirtied and polluted consciousness of religion.

Put simple to end religion is finished as the Vedas just never stop being performed. It just needs Jesus Christ and Eckhart Tolle to stop playing Santa Claus handing out Presents/ Presence and to take Krishna seriously as a newly arrived worldly God that demand attention and recognition in each family home as time goes by regardless of people’s beliefs if human rights even exust and for world leaders to see themselves beholden to TV and propaganda by their journalists and people who went to University at 18 to be so powerful and company Directors in their 30s and 40s to be calling the shots and speaking badly about very important matters and relying too much on the Americans and the Christian Evangelical Tradition to bail them out of blasphemy and racism to support ISKCON and stop berating organised religion for making money in a world of charlatan individuals who hide celebrity misdemeanours for a nature of marriage and commerce conversation without the likes of Russell Brand insulting Krishna and letting the Chinese have no British MPs and how far ate the right willing to go in the UK to fund Nigel Farage’s insult of journalism and conventional memory to steal from Caesar and Judas to pollute co-tempered Buddhism and Spirituality online and heavy records that determine the mental health of world leaders since their inclusion in vast Yuigas and Kalpas and the deep heavy work that ISKCON does.

Christianity made the mistake of insulting the stars and astrology and calling such astrologers cooks and mad people and splitting them up from the Church and now the Church is very secular and had nothing to say as the internet plays out Terminator prophecies with AI and Russia looking on with its military and wonders what it did wrong to be so insulted by the West that has so much madness under the surface waiting to come to the foreground and the Chinese leave new fields and space developed by American spiritual teachers due to soul ages and past lives that the medieval medical profession in the West just won’t let in. Drs rule, not Kings and Queens and Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a lot of karma that led to COVID and Americans belief that God judges us for sin with mass illness and the need for vaccinations for the ay we live out our lives and search for truth in toilet bowls and dirty minds while Krishna had not been investigated for change since their inclusion in the 1960s and 1970s for how this religion had adapted to the New Age and if indeed it is corrupted since Srila Prabhupada’s inception.

The UK experienced hacking of the NHS and news stories of the BBC during Theresa May’s premiership and these stories took the place of American sympathies and critical pollution that we’re experiencing the American Psychiatric Association’s involvement with Donald Trump to check if he had Mi5 designated mental health problems and if the UK is indeed independent with medical history in the UK and how sovereignity had been surrendered to the US under European clothes. This has been Peter Mandelson’s form and they were being British but the NHS hacking story was a cover up for a big pharmacist case in the UK that the media wanted to mirror American headlines and still do with the case of matter of Matthew Perry after Michael Jackson’s big court case and death at the hands of prescription drugs and American Drs who dream and sleep and eat and shit while taking on the collective and individual consciousness while escalating more money for themselves while dreaming for themselves while addressing Indian landscapes and Indian folklore after the way they treated the Holy ghost. The use of ECT in Indian quarters is justified for the backlog of progress that need to come through and the absence of warfare that had occurred in Indian territories while China looks on with its soul intact and not beholden to British narratives – something the Dalai Lama alerted the UN to in his first book after exile My Land My People and a note in his book with letters to the UN and accounts about how the British had been in Tibet and he needed to tend to their healthcare and mental health as well as torturous British businesses and workplaces as I am experienced about now after 3 months with Atos in Birmingham Business Parkway. The thins that occur in the name of memory and the burden that world leaders bear and charge for is palpable when you look for a good example and with the subjective nature of truth and time hopefully my brother has somethings to say when Ranvir Turner has worn a Turban and stopped blaming Ritesh for higher lights and energies that he did not ask for and shed a light on his deceased father from the Punjab and the rivalry Ranvir set up since childhood and parted ways to Bhangra and drink never mention the sex life of a married man with the karma to look after another problem area in our family – a nurse at the NHS who gossiped over open carcasses in the NHS and embedded her fat ass in consciousness to wait until her 70s and 80s to take Shree Geeta Bhawan seriously and the Soho Road. Benjamin Zephaniah’s mural had been painted over and nobody ever explained why his middle name was Iqbal.

How wealthy was he and where did Ranvir get the powers to drink so much and manifest such a good career in banking and life with the Mohan family while his mum sidelined my mother and used nher elder sisters status against Vina Aunty in Canada with her simple Hindu life with Professor Vijay Sood of Engineering to disobey the ageing process with Sudesh Cole Research Fellow of Birmingham University now that Professor Jeff Cole atheist of Birmingham University had deceased and taken all his advice giving ways with him while joining in with Kamlesh Turner of the NHS and the rambling ways of Ranvir Turner and the banking of Birmingham with jobs and careers under his care at HSBC and Lloyds to see Ajay Sood run the market as a millionaire into Computing and elder cousin with a long career at IBM that Hinduism needs to embed and wait for with Kamal Mohan’s charm offensive and the pain he caused Ritesh as the elder to leave the world in his sleep and enter international and intergalactic kingdoms to join with Shiva in his search for enlightenment that seems to be at odds with the Mohan family of mother’s pre marriage self as they speak English and many dialects and have karma themselves to deal with like the deep shit me and Ritesh faced from Mum after 9/11 and the racism of Middle Eastern crusades by the British army and lives broken and lived at home dreaing of better things.

It is my intention to get myself released from my home as a political prisoner by building a kick ass website that finds its way to some Hindu men who are willing to look at it like you do when you ask a Hindu pundit some family dharma questions and he runs some astrology on your birth name and family’s name and time of births and to leave my brother resting at home with his cat to take care of himself once he has seen me break free of the medical bondage I got into hurting my rib cage doing severe penance and 4 years Hare Krishna and up to 60 rounds in two hours with Jesus as he changed time and helped me chant. Amongst other things on my website will be a big family tree to fulfill my destiny as both a graduate of English and a Hindu and to get myself looked at as someone who people will research and write biographies about as a literary author and to create space for the Chinese to question my authority and see my art grow over time and return to more sexual questions of what poetry is and how it is a corruption of mankind and not a natural issue like the imagination needs to see dinosaurs as natural and not tiem bound as I do having been raised that way – like my brother and how he took to space and studied being an astronaut before wanting to join the Royal Navy. It is my hope to enhance diplomatic relations amongst academics worldwide who benefit from Krishna’s grace and take it easy with the ways of the Greek Gods who are too heavy to carry around and don’t have a culture that Jesus kept with him in Renaissance England with the King James Bible that needs rewriting over the next few centuries to please Krishna and develop space for King Arthur at Shree Geeta Bhawan with the large Lingam there and the Church of England embedded with Arhbishop Justin Welby meeting Pundit Dharam Dutt and creating new spaces on web development. It is also my hope that someone carries these webpages of mine to my childhood memories and good deeds from my Mum to school us both at St Brigid’s School in Northfield Birmingham where I went in 2014 for about a year to heal myself and remember my Mum and met the Father there. Those were some years in the 1980s while this life on the mobile phone writing away is not a “crack cocaine” like my elder cousin Nishi Sood texted me it was while I used the internet to alert world leaders to the Self and Second Coming of Christ during 2017-2024 and made a lot of money for Tibet past present and future in the process as Guru Nanak watched on and guided my meditation to remember the old ways of Hinduism in the UK and Birmingham tradition that make me hold my great breath for after all those cigarettes as a chain smoker since I was 16 with my brother until the 2010s to side with our father who probably smokes to this day in India and is in rude health with his third wife and extended family say from the shares of his father’s IBI ball bearing industries of his father; Mr J M Rishi, my grandfather who died at the age of about 75 to quite some ill health and came to see me after I was attacked after 2013 to help me read the Bhagavad Gita and to see the corruption I went through because of how it is interpreted in the modern age – especially the bit about not feeling sorry for a victim and charging me with being a God who has ruled on people’s karma and all that Jazz under Toni Morrison and her literary development that I studied in my final year at Oxford when I would meditate on the meaning of God and let my friends go to drink and drugs and corporate issues that I took on board the following year as I studied law in London and took the place of my absent brother with the actor on IMDb Paul Ready who I lived with for 2 years and played backgammon and discussed time and the contemporary self with go two years while smoking marijuana and staying out of college which I found boring and out of place for me at that age of life as I try College again with an IT apprenticeship at Solhull College now with living with my brother at home with our ageing mum going from strength to strength in her early 70s and saying prayers for our father Parmod Kumar Rishi every night “wherever he is”. We don’t speak well on the phone and he saw the work I do when I went mad with Krishna consciously choosing me to shed light on the second coming of Christ during 2017-2024 so that his people in India had something to view with the diaspora being treated as well that was ignored by EnlightenNext and all that American spirituality since Deepak Chopra bent spoons with Uri Gellar and Ritesh got corrupted with cult work and Scientology to turn to Jehovah and betray me and his family too as Mum walked away from me and disbelieved accounts of my special nature and was rude to me to teach me things and properly prepare me for older life – something schooling does but not university in the UK.

I have a dream that I am studied in universities and my self made webpage on WordPress heralds a new era for writers to be included as literary and historical sources at an academic and professional level. When the Drs picked on me, I fought back and made many books on Amazon Books. They are on my hard drive with other documents that I messaged China to keep in mind for Free Tibet demonstrations and non violent communications. They were backed up by a medical with Buddha where he looked down on the English Literature as a subject that send people mad and not good for mental health and balanced with medication from the NHS and under my mother’s hand accompanying me to most of my Psychiatry meetings and seeing first hand the short-comings of the NHS that she used to work for and where she experienced discrimination and bullying in the workplace as a business woman but was unsuccessful in haunting them back with a Tribunal ruling there was no evidence of harassment. I took Depakote and Olanzapine for mood disorders and dealt with being a single man at home at the age of 36 with “racy thoughts” and sexual lust from Kuan Yin to show me sexual Sanskara on the last to Enlightenment and Buddhahood. I had renounced my enlightenment at a Hereford Buddhist Retreat much to the annoyance of the Royal Family insulted that their country was deemed not good enough for me to experience spiritual enlightenment. Krishna came and showed me that it is a subjective things and something that accompanies Rohan Rishi from school in an effort to study non duality and no separation from God with balance and paying attention to the warnings in the Bhagavad Gita not to abandon the battlefield in life which reached a head when I was forced to ask Ranvir Turner for financial support in 2014 and found that he would not let me in his house as he said I was gossiping bad news about his deceased father on social media.

What happens to liars in Hinduism and how does Vishnu treat them? other than with compassion and segregating them from their victims to let their victims develop on their own lines to truth and see culture at work and society developing away from the victim’s expectations of behaviour and standards.

Proper people would get access to a shoulder to cry on to study my biographical writings alongside my poetry with New Age books vouched for by Vishnu who said I would be heralded as one of the greatest writers in the twenty first century while my brother fulfils his dreams of celibacy and serving Jesus Christ while staying away from Hinduism for the complexities of dealing with it in English as second generation British Asians in England.

Psychiatrists control time in the UK and work with Drs to keep power away from the ordinary people. In all my 48 years in the UK I have never had a close personal relationship with a Dr and amongst my mother’s decades as a businesswoman she never socialised with Drs either. The presence of the NHS in the extended Mohan family clan with several people working for them and the role of Drs and Dentists as social workers and family friends that populate their many dinners and wedding run contrary to the medical report that I actually saw: “Rohan Rishi thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God” after my mum gave them some information over the phone and then after that I thought they would talks to me about my personal world that I now deal with by going to Arts and Chat at Creative Support in NOrthfield and dealing with my lower self and facing goodwill and British medical care square in the face. The issue is time for my brother who has my studying of English and British history to balance with his Thetan from Scientology and Greek word clearing as a self educated man and someone who learned from Henry David Thoreau how to live and look after himself by being on benefits since 1999 and “going into the woods to learn that when the end of his life comes he did never not live”. My issue is nature and the Drs and Nurses had my family connections to deal with and the security services that I contacted knew more than I did about Uncle Dipak’s voices and karmic connections and claims to fatherhood of myself and Ritesh while uncle Jeff balanced atheism with ancient beliefs of Hindus with his role as a Biochemist at Birmingham Uni.

The Drs then asked me: Are you having any problems getting to sleep? Any problems getting dressed? Do you have any suicidal thoughts? Can you shower okay? They did not address mental health issues and there was no discussion of religion and they did not talk about bipolar disorder so I took it on board myself to learn edition contrary to J Krishnamurti’s advice on Freedom and study the Bhagavad Gita. It was then that the Dalai Lama came to me in apparitions and visions that an old healer called Michael Melchizedik told me in 2009 – never tell the Drs you can see them. They never addressed religious karma or my biographic identity and do not ask about my feelings once and caused me a lot of madness and confusion since seeing them in 2013 and until 2024 when a Muslim Dr discharged me and wished me well. She had more to say about Winston Churchill and his status of suffering from Bipolar Disorder than my own religious conditioning and studied me to see the UK as a police state and one I aim to help by using the Smartphone as a writer studied by corporate services and spied on by Mi5 and the police to better manage media and policy and the things that fill our blogs and news webpages as time goes by from an ascended master point of view and one that learned from Jesus that the Drs and Nurses are my enemies and to forgive them.

Krishna will be able to react differently to Shiva in the UK as a result of the medical I have done and Krishna can show me how to mix with Drs over time as someone who has been dealing with upper class society in the mainstream since ISKCON made underground movements famous since the 1800s for the time that flew by in the 1960s as new members flocked to ISKCON and joined ranks to make society more moral and preserve Krishna’s memory in the west and deal with the inclusion of India on the world stage as a s world class economy after Partition suffered the Bilderberg process of historical rewriting and took over the grand narratives did Mahabharata and Ramayana as well as Buddhism and writing about India suffered to other detriment of trade relations with the Indian subcontinent and the tale of good manners dwindled as sexual relations took over for Maya with the Royal Family and all of its connections in the UK got involved with Sharukh Khan and Bollywood leaving the rest of the country to rot as they read the Bhagavad Gita once and told the story of the Bible in error as Allah looked on in awe at the boldness of the writers of themes of the Crusades to take on India and use it for their own resources. Queen Camilla Consort of India was on the cards and King Charles had photos of his friendship with Indian men on his webpage covering the period of 2012 with garlands of flowers around his neck. It takes a lot longer to manage Kalpas and Yugas than a few plane trips and much more to counter your own Art of War as Prince William looks on and wanders what India holds in store for himself as Catherine look at all the Hindu and Sikh work in the UK going to waste as Marianne Williamson uses EnlightenNext’s karma to run for political office and shut the door on spiritual work in public places for all that Krishna worked ro make the internet a happier place for people who live at home and can’t travel like Colonial masters and don’t possess their social skills to make money in various ways while they live on benefits and take NHS drugs and nobody talks to them and they fear death while the royal family spies on them and uses their past lives for ruined narratives of Jesus under Rowan Williams and rubbish about how Christ was mistreated that annoy the Chinese and have caused medical problems with spies over the ages that the British would like to forget about with Eckhart Tolle and the Power of Now with Ram Das celebrating LSD and drugs as a pathway to God that the NHS Drs never gained any insight into my family about with Ritesh’s views against drugs since he heard from L Ron Hubbard of government experiments and tests on subjects with the CIA in the 1960s and victims of Vietnam in the East subject to torture and madness after Hiroshima and Nazi Germany taught the human race to be cheapened and devalued for the price of a pill and the wages and lifestyles that they demand as they live in sin and envy the rich and the famous and take this out on their patients all the time.

10/05/2026

August 22, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.

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What am I so sure is wrong with my poetry?

Confidence.

It’s you feeling bad about your life and painting everything as all in one in your poetry and seeing the poetry as existence itself again and blaming others for your work practice. Otherwise known as writer’s block and creative suffering and problems with your art workload.

Going to Church is a matter of confidence – not praying to get what you want or some religious practices that will help you in this matter. Church is for life and is interwoven with this confidence problem I am having seeing entering all jumbled up an Id interconnected which is a theme of my poetry so it leads to Amazon breakthroughs and that is why I don’t want to read the subject matter that caused me pain and suffering and get worried and anxious about it.

What is experience meant to look like?

What is the experience of someone who asks this question?

It is one where he sees comparison and compares himself to others in his environment because the questioner is built upon that comparison. It is mechanics. It is doing this with AI and computing recognising the need for human sacrifices and examples to justify the use of the imagination which was also engaged in carnal lists of experience based on lust and sexual desire. It normalises and eases into the now

How do I edit my poems?

What is the goal in sitting down to edit poetry I have not read in years? Is my poetry about me as the writer and not the literary subject with a form and definite object of a structured piece of writing before him?

I wanted there to be something special about my way of perception so much, I hoarded books to show my regimented intellect. I traversed worry like a caressed blanket covering a swamp of understanding. I harboured guilt under a covering of masculinity for all to see.

It’s an online legal drama with the consciousness of social media since the 1990s informing the reader about the British Asian voice.

What is the question by which all others are answered? How is this forwarded by you ivory tower approach to the news?

It would seem that the NHS has been blackballed and COVID has passed and the news is none the wiser about conspiracy and religion. What was surely a divine retribution to judge our world leaders and exact revenge on humankind for their treatment of Spirit is behind us and it is business as usual at the top and the Americans are continuing where George Bush Jr left off – dominating the airwaves with war rhetoric and Donald Trump and declaring tariffs on all who pass its ways.

This leave the BBC to watch in awe as Nigel Farage steals his way to the next election after talks with the Trump empire to model the UK on America and Fox News to stall the ordinary man’s emotional growth and the multicultural views of our nation have been set off and do not reflect on our nationalised TV sets. GB News is on too much and the citizens of our country are televised in an effort to fill the TV so that adverts can make revenue for the big fat cats and the Royal Family can concoct some engagement for themselves with Environmentalism while Bloomberg News screams about AI.

Against this backdrop, I am reviewing my medical record and the statement “Rohan Rishi believes he is a Hindu incarnation of God.” When such is the business of the NHS and its staff with Drs and Nurses exploiting my education with a Hello How Are You Doing Approach to healthcare and no real situational discussion about religion and experience I am empirically aware that I am a Hindu incarnation of God and that all Hindus are one and have that burden to bear before the Yoga of our age.

Do I need scruples to discuss whether it is my belief that I am divine or not when the organisation was too busy and over stretched to see if I matter and leave me to my mother’s care and brother’s devoted love and attention: What would my father have said if he was in the country? It’s your opinion that makes the difference and if you don’t believe you are divine then what has the past 25 years been like since you left the safe cloisters of Oxford University? By all accounts London is not the same after COVID and the scene looks like a wreck for what you left behind in the Gunas in 2000-2002 and if that means I could fill Wembley Stadium like in Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s dirty mind when he made a joke in 2013 before diagnosing me with a dangerously overactive thyroid – it seems the UK will charge the invesitgation of subjectvity to the NHS for the rest of my life if I don’t take up arms against the sea of samsara and seize my own destiny to the degree that it manifests for me to do so.

An opportunity is opening up to do some work in IT and I am not loathe to learn about cybersecurity Monday to Friday and continue to update my blog during the weekends. It would give me and Ritesh some time to spend together now that I am doing Reiki and can feel some of the work that he has been through and ease the pressure off my mum of taking care of me and giving me my own independence. Guru Nanak mentioned to me that I should travel to the Mandirs when I am 60 and working would mean I am financially able to do so; but if I release my blog then I can depend on others less and have one centralised accounting of my status as intelligently designed by our Creator to carry the concerns or our age and the youth of tomorrow for what they will go through now that mental health has been unleashed and is waiting to affect the track of the human condition and to lead to the psychiatrists having more sway to influence the news and the worldviews of what is going on and what they believe is the assessment of humanity from their vantage point on th sidelines.

Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s remark about Wembley Stadium is a typical Drs quip about the Indian Gurus preaching online and did not do much to help our relationship and I have wandered homeless to cope with the impact that the Drs have had on my life. It has been very difficult for my mother to care for both me and my brother and to see my father as distant. I still see my father in my prayers every day.

These are things I can work on and to see that AI is affective and changing the way I am related to as a subject of the kingdom is to see that this is not one of ability but of experience and to record human life that has transpired since the 1980s and to not give in to the millennials use of the internet and the computer but to fight for my own standing and see my divinity stretching out before me as not something I proclaim but something that I am.

For four years I chanted Hare Krishna and then met the internet with 20 published books and saw for my own eyes the impact that Noam Chomsky had on the human race with his touting of Social Democracy when I volunteered with the Conservative Party for a year on Saturdays while attending Church on Sundays. Now that I am free of Amazon Books I can see it was worth £280 billion when I started and is now valued at £2.2 trillion to be free of those books and the recent past and the tensions that were placed in my body.

I was dealing with a mind I do not understand and warring with Maya and the NHS to protest myself beyond labels and diagnosis and name calling for a time they do not invest in me to turn into a fully functioning member of society – regardless of Scientology’s role in my life. Ritesh has written about himself as a an Ascended Master, Spiritual King and Intergalactic Christ on Facebook and has been on Facebook for many years and I can count on him to be there (?) as I rise above my mugginess and claim my right to be divine and transcend the NHS and state that Christian kindness calls me Bipolar to navigate Heaven and Hell as two extremes that I am prone to in any given day.

It is Christian Mind Science at play in the workplace that I must get to know and to rise out of the unconscious with the medication and tacit body agreement to experience obesity to take the shame out of my vanity and to see that I am suffering for a purpose and that purpose is the very divinity the NHS said I have – “Rohan Rishi is a Hindu incarnation of God. It just remains to see how he uses it and fills his time with his mum and brother to share this with the UK.

A worldwide blog process is a stressful project to estimate and I am at a loss for the imagination’s toll on my life to cope with so much suffering to see the lucid realm also in which a webpage exists and to work out what to do with one over time for my good self.

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