15/06/26

September 5, 2026September 7, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

I hope to help with voices in the fields I have identified that I work with in spirituality like African Americans have dealt with voices in their diverse literary tradition to challenge thew fields of modernism and postmodernism to become more inclusive and accepting of racial lines. The role of Hindus is complex and the field is not clearly drawn out in English as they lean on western experiences of spirituality to intimate their own diversity.

The role of Messiah and the Second Coming of Christ is about the Guru from India and someone who is able to function and take on all that life has to offer. They can explain anything about the world and carry with them a projection from the psyche about modern life and enact a role of being a saviour that politicians exploit and religious establishments have to manage on a regular basis as they confront religious evil and the stresses that enter British homes on a day to day basis.

I spend a lot of time looking for my mother and brother’s approval of me.

Modern spiritual cults ignore the family unit. Are they under the spell of Buddhism dealing with Kali Yuga and the idealism of aloneness set forth by Henry David Thoreau with a penchant for modern meditation that pulls in Buddhist archetypes and Hindu moulds to represent the seated lotus position and expose people to yoga teachers working for profit and reputation in the industry?

What role with Hindus play in the British film industry in the future and how can they integrate as part of the country under the Royal Family?

The same was that Jews access the unconscious to dominate the modern pain body, Hindus are caught between two rocks with Yoga and Spirituality / Mind Body Spirit dominating narratives and being unable to shift racial boundaries for sexual tensions and real world concerns that include family life and the actual making of progress on the spiritual and religious path.

Stoicism took over as England’s main religion as the Chinese took the Bible away and rumours of a British Asian rebellion at ISKCON with Prime Minister Rishi Sunak swearing on The Bhagavad Gita. The Chinese studied the Bible again for some years and explored classical England for its democracy and royal houses as India and other countries lay in the rubble of eastern democracies and the internet boom of the 2000s and rush for journalism to question their leaders and enslave the human race into bondage at home while religions struggled to keep up and stay relevant to the world at large. If this did not happen in real time circles and in cosmic under focus for all that was seen to happen in Birmingham around me and during the course of my family and extended family’s life.

Dr Avril Bruten used to question me personally and try to find out why I was such a loner at St Hugh’s College. When she found out that my parents were divorced she backed off and said she understood why she was proving me. We never studied British Asian consciousness together like I did with Professor McDonald and she gave me a copy of the play she wrote called Mortal Conditions and called me “enigmatic”. She said to try to experience “serious enjoyment” in life; whatever that means.

I never bonded so personally with another tutor away from my subject books and essays.

Jamie Morris was a colleage at St Hugh’s College. His father was on the Times 100 rich list. He never told me he was on this list.

I am and always have been a very quiet person. You could call me an introvert but I shy away from labels these days. I am always thinking about God and God is not an exciting subject with lots to talk about. Including my family, I have been self conscious for the past few years about how quiet I am and starting work in February 2026 was daunting for the liveliness of teenagers and twenty somethings around me. My mum pulled me up on my demeanour yesterday and criticised how much I meditate and how I don’t display the characteristics of a happy man.

I carry a lot of the collective and deep within is shame and also a fair bit of blame for thw way my religious experiences have been dealt with since 2002 as I face being an Arjuna and hapless victim for psychological purposes for poise and higher development.

Yesterday I could not sleep. I was upset because my mother had chided me about my spirituality and how I was letting myself fall down in life. She was right to approach me and caught me off guard but I’d had not been easy to find myself when my days have been empty and I find working on my website with work is a good balance to help me come out of religious hysteria and to direct my attention and gaze back to Drs and Academics who have power to make me rich and famous.

It is like Frodo in Lord of the Rings and I felt myself overcome by darkness as I wrote about politics and the royal family. This is Harry Potter territory when he deals with snakes and the dead devil Voldemort and black ley lines as he tries spells to protect himself. I definitely let the blogosphere get the better of me and was too excited to see my journal and articles up in print with the white light and energy that they generate on my phone being with Krishna and harnessing my past lives to be “simultaneously one but different” from Krishna and pipping my brother to the post as an energy healer.

From my memory of Oxford English literature was about pain. The pain charachters experiences in their growth and development and the pain I went through reading the books and struggling to write essays to tight weekly deadlines. People who doubt my claims to past life experiences would do well to recall that I was once an Oxford man whose wilderness in life has prepared him for a future with Krishna as Arjuna that is exploitable as I create space for new relationships and for other people to experience spiritual and religious things.

Jesus and diabetes is a good topic. Drs can ask of the user is grasping and clinging for Christ and if indeed they see a white light or are a believer that their energy problems will be healed by the Holy Ghost.

How much unhappiness we experience in our home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Mr Dipak Mohan – mum’s younger brother who only lives down the road in Kings Norton and used to live in Solihull. his materialistic Hindu ways have cast a net ensnaring our family at the Shree Geeta Bhawan temple and shrouding us in the kleshas of Buddhism as we deal with his protection of Mr Ranvir Turner who lost his father when he was very young and continued to blame me for the very bad things in life and set up a rivalry as I went off to study and Ritesh failed at The Church of Scientology. It’s like trying to get on and do your own thing but someone keeps crapping on your doorstep to let you know they are still there and want to be a part of your life if even to keep an eye on how poor you are and what you’re going to say about them. Granted the uncles are vegetarians and tea totallers but so was Hitler as the violence within them finds its pet project with Ranvir taking over the Mohan family empire and family occasions with his drinking and Bhangra ways and penchant for violence. Me and my brother just can’t find any peace in our home with our mother still caught in motivational speeches about being able to make it in life and about being rich and having our own houses and cars and things and ignorance about the phone calls from India that spoke of greatness. I guess I will just have to leave Israel behind and my links to the Holy City and put in my request for riches so my family can move out of our home and the world at large can fund my writing and career.

When I refer to films I make use of my mind and see a hidden language that has been used through the ages building up in art work that develops my English degree and fascination with the differences between the worlds of appearance and reality and the inner and outer world of men and women. I grew up believing that it was unhealthy and mentally unsafe to quote Hollywood as reference guides for life and always remember seeing Star Wars as the pinnacle of the best film making possible with the Jedi Force transcending racial and ethnic boundaries and developing the faiths and paths of different religions.

As I grow older however I see the limits placed on the imagination and the dangers inherent in referencing the films as a substitue for reality. Doing so is just a matter of research and a detout for the mind for a while as the pressure builds up to describe reality and the world of manifestation.

Where did World War Three go in the imagination of man? The 1980s were full of apocalypse in Hollywood and China and an India struggled to compete with the violence and sex harboured on America’s shores.

It is like the scene when Morpheus shows Neo what the world actually looks like and to see the world at play and not the BBC defined world to include an American matrix and some odd descriptions of activities in other countries and leave it at that. The skies were planned to be scorched by nuclear atomic warfare and the prophecy held out that 800 years of darkness were planned in response to America’s request for global dominance and in defiance of the Dalai Lama’s prayers for peace and resistance. Who were his Neos and Morpheus’s and who did he teach to develop a twenty first century that look a lot different to the one the Americans hatched when Sadaam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden were vilified on social media as Barack Obama showed his true Christian colours and plotted Crusades to destroy Israel and summon the end of the dharma so that either Krishna or Christ would come back to the world and fix things.

“You must become like a child to enter the kingdom of heaven” – Lord Jesus in the Bible

A few years ago I experienced a sonic boom from America.

There are 3 5G towers manifest within 1 square mile of our house and Weoley Castle is not an affluent area.

ASDA opened up a 24 hour supermarket the year I went to a mental hospital just down the road from us in Weoley Castle. The Barnes Hill dogs home was subsequently shut down and the ASDA store stopped trading 24 hours. The Heron food store in Weoley Castle replaced Budgens and Sommerfield and has been there for some time. New hairdressers moved in from Europe and brought with them new staff and Daoist artwork in one shop opposite ASDA.

This is culture and the coming and going of appearance and reality with the individual mixing in society at various levels of interest.

I would be interested to listen to someone a Birmingham historian explain how Birmingham has changed in my life rather than have Dr Yasmin Khan of Oxrord University make racist dramas about the so called British Asian experience on the BBC. Broad Street and Harborne are linked by the same bus routes and it could benefit me to find out how they both changed due to European influence to shut out alcoholic traders as the Harborne mile of Paul Ready shut down as new students paid fees and travelled better in Birmingham.

Biringham is the land of J R R Tolkien who also moved to Oxford to research theology and litereature; when it was still profitale to do so and before the advent of AI and how The Matrix defines how we sleep and eat and dream. His initials are a match for mine and Radha Ranis and I day dream about fantasise about the Land of Rohan and my avoidance of a marriage ring to defy convention to cause unrest in the Bardos and alert China to unusual activity and suspicious of Neo Christian artwork and the dominance of science to control husbandry in English throughout the world.

Writing on the phone is like a Scientology auditing session – you never know what you’re going to hit as you mine consciousness to find things to say. There is a lot of energy involved and the mind travels through time and space and is engaging matter to deal with one’s mind and bodily relations across the 8 dynamics.

I contacted my first lot of academics yesterday. I sent an email to several contacts now that I have The Office of Rohan Rishi set up and I contacted English Professors and Tutors at Birmingham University with my website. I realise that things don’t work out exactly like a computer and I need to write to people individually and reflect on the contents of my emails. This means I can think and develop and grow spiritually and process the work I have done and life I have lived as I invite people in to have a look at my work via my private website.

I like to repeat things and rewrite them in my articles. I never know who is going to read what where on my website and in what order. My chronology is spread out over different topics and biography is not so simple as reading a timeline when my CV bears down on my personal life.

One day my blog will be published and these are the humble beginnings of my book written on my iPhone 14 on the x12 bus from near Chelmsley Wood on my way back to Birmingham City Centre from which place I get the 21 bus to Weoley Castle and am home about 8pm. I have my dinner and watch a bit of TV or log on and maybe have an ice cream and am in bed for 9pm. As I get more into my writing and progress beyond the creativity phase of writing poertry I won’t watch TV anymore unless I am having my dinner and then I will be able to cope with and make the news palatable to me as I go on. My mother is quite the spy. The way she spends hours reading the news and watching blogs helps her stay up to date with her brothers. Her sisters are not very political except for Sudesh and her elder brother Madan Mohan from Canada who lives in Coventry is a motor mouth when it comes to the news and current affairs and whenever he and mum catch up they have lots to talk about. This is not like myself and Ritesh who spend our days in silence working on the mind I am opening up that mind to communicate online. Today I had a vision of myself as a buddha – something I have not seen before.

Saying that Jesus existed before the world was made and come down to earth from Heaven is being repeated at ISKCON. There it is written that Krishna existed in his original form in the planet Goloka Vrinadavan and he advented on the earth in the year 3102BC. It is of note that the Bible history would have been running parallel to His life in ISCKON, unlike with Rama whose lifetime was before history began. Shiva too is outside of the scope of Biblical historical why can’t they be God? who came down to the earth as Jesus and redeemed the human race? Shiva once imparted to me that he was part of Jesus’s creation with other Devis and Devas. Who else was there to start the ball rolling at 0? Will we see a Before Krishna one day and how like Christ is Krishna in starting a new religion right before our very eyes?

I experience a lot of Tamas and Rajas Guna. I feel heavy and lethargic and sluggish and am quiet and withdrawn from life only travelling to work by bus for two hours plus and back. I listen to Hare Krishna mantra on YouTube which is itself a sign of the industrialised mind churning over like a machine regurgitating today and tomorrow for what remains and can be thought of as yesterday, while engaging in human relationships with family and new colleagues at work while experiencing the range of emotions from happiness to distress and witnessing gain and loss as my lot in society.

I have never taken part in a political protest in the UK

Sometimes I feel claustrophobic and that don’t have much room to move in. When I reflect on how life is interconnected and how I have been followed since I was a youth and spied on by various forces, I see that my former acquaintances Amal Clooney and Rishi Sunak have both met the Royal Family and that when I was campaigning with Gary Sambrook MP he also met King Charles and Rishi Sunak in 2024. This leads me to realise that my writing has been read by people in the highest quarters and that I have effectively been well known and that I have suffered stress in 2013 when I went to the Tazetta Suite at the new QEHB but that we don’t need to wait for America to interact with us but that this is a country run by the Royal Family and British MPs and they have seen my work and that I need to acclimatise as I start writing to British academics to read my poetry and stop acting like a poor person who is unknown and elevate myself slowly and be expectant of success.

A few years ago around 2022 I wrote t the Police in the UK and provided access for them to read what is on my desktop. I realised in London that I was being spied on so when I started writing my consciousness was a bit strained to be so poor and not to have a mortgage as a graduate for so many years from 2013 when I started writing on my iPad to now. So when I wrote to the Police in the UK I updated them on Birmingham’s progress as the second city of finance and gave them space from my use of Krishna and religion and EnlightenNext on the field of Oneness. I also helped them see what was wrong with the Dalai Lama and helped them prepare for his death and the change of data on YouTube and the karma attached to Rishi Sunak as Britains first British Asian Prime Minister.

Now what remains is for me to come up above the line and balance my consciousness as I write to British academics to review my poetry and contact other resources in time to modernise myself and fit in with British culture.

My experience with mysticism led me to write like I was being spied on to not have secrets from government forces. In particular my experience with Sathya Sai Baba from India and my observation of his karma as an avatar and someone proclaiming to be godly and the backlash against his type of person led me int empirically grounded approaches to truh to verify myself as Rohan Rishi and confront mental health in the UK. This way I am not hiding things from the British aristocracy who get to choose how they treat my work and the relationship they have with me and the American data that fuels my research and the experiences I have had with magic and witchcraft with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The roles of India and China come to play as I use the WiFi on my phone but are distant as I contact reality and play the part of my normal social consciousness.

I realised as I had a nervous breakdown that I would do well to record it on social media and on Twitter/X, Facebook/ Meta and Instagram and TikTok. There would be facial gestures that are not common to the British Asian and would do well to help Bollywood with their research into social advancement and westernisation.

The actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had already interacted with me via social media and in response to my reactions to her as well as other forces she put on a lot of weight and I am guessing suffered mental health problems and was medicated as she wuite the acting business and raised her daugher in public. This was also after Sathya Sai Baba dies prematurely and before his prophecies 96 years and contacted me about his creation of an online avatar system to continue his ministry with Prema Sai Avatar being a play of EnlightenNext (where I saw Sai Baba in London experimenting with his third incarnation as Prema Sai Avatar in 2010) and the Telos of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin and the eventual return of Jesus Christ to earth.

When priest prophecy the return of Jesus Christ to earth they just imagine the first one living his life again and looking the same. Sufficient work has not been put into this field.

Sri Krishna Chaitanya is due to emerge on earth in the next 1500 years and could be mistaken as the second coming of christ.

I have problems watching the news. Meditating and organising my life as a writer is helping with that. I feel too stressed keeping up with the charlatans and chatterboxes on the news and trying to match their frequencies to keep up with their dialogues and interactions. Fortunately Donald Trump has maintained a continuum from the past that I recognise with George W Bush and Bill Clinton and I am ready to resume keeping up with the news via Social Media and YouTube now that my blog is up and running and above the line as a spy to engage social services properly and maintain my distance from West Midlands Police forces.

How the chief of police in the US State differs from the PC who is racist in this country and cannot help me or provide protection for my family.

When Jesus came to earth and put on a show of being treated badly for his divinity, he was interacting with the history of the world and how religious authenticity is something to be fought for. This is apparent in the Sermon on the Mount when he appluads those who are persecuted in His name and for standing up for His values. It is embedded in the Jewish faith to be outcasts for the sake of the Messiah and Jesus came to the world to show the history of the Jewish people and other faiths and how they squabble for religious pride.

Being a religious avatar is not so easy as stepping out of my front door and getting the bus to work. The online world mirrors the deep mind I have where I feel connected to many facets of life – the Dalai Lama of Tibet being one of them. The task ahead of me as a writer is to engage normal time of 7 days and 7 nights and to leave cosmic time and deep time and the Yugas to my meditation and other calendars so that my personal life improves and I am able to handle interaction with people better; both online and in person.

My mum used to sell frozen food and clothes in an indoor market before working for two decades as a British Asian businesswoman. She pulled me up on Saturday about being too aloof. There’s nothing much I can to about this other than try to relate to people better at work and get out more at the weekend, but I see what she means – that I am too much in a trance and enamoured by my own enlightenment to be adrift in the world looking for God again and thankfully taking my medication more regularly and not listening to my naturopath brother to stop taking them and regress decades of work to modernise myself and keep up with the modern day and age. My mother is also of the mind that there is nothing wrong with me and it is all in my head and these are just labels that people put on yourself as mental health and in some part she is right – Bipolar doesn’t really do much for me and I would have preferred Depression with some acknowledgement of my spiritual and religious resources to have visions that the UK medical authorities did not deal with.

I was studying Religious Studies A-Level when I was 16-18 and we had a Priest as our school teacher: The Reverend Michael Beech. The lady who accompanied him as our other R.E. teacher was Mrs Christine Higgs. She was responsible for the New Testament and I found her lessons difficult to concentrate in. The lesson still stays with me of Redactive Criticism and the fact that the Gospels differ in their account of Jesus so as not to worry about being an expert in them. Reverend Michael Beech studied the other half of the curriculum with us: Philosophy of Religion and I got on with that very well. The largest essay I wrote was 16 pages and Mr Beech said I was writing degree standard essays at school.

We studied Cosmology, Teleology, Ontology and Faith and Belief. Studying RE helped me realise I was a good writer and to apply to Oxford to study English. The Reverend Beech passed away during our first year at school and was replaced by a Russian Orthodox minister, Mr Prior who took us for our second year of study. Paul Ready was in my class and he kept in contact with Christine Higgs via letters for years after school and during our stay together on our flat in Maida Vale while reading eastern texts and studying modern Buddhism with Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, the Tao of Pooh and the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. He was also in my English class and we studied E M Forster’s A Passage to India together as well as Othello and Philip Larkin. He went on to study acting at LAMDA and appears next to me in my divinity missing a year in his life as he spent four years studying a three year diploma at LAMDA and has an unexplained gap year that cannot be accounted for as I was at Scientology with my brother and yet he keeps up with me until I go to a mental hospital in 2013. He has not recorded his birthday normally on Wikipedia and is missing the date of the 25th October as one day before mine on the 26th October as of writing this blog.

If you read my poems that deal with the Yugas and Kalpas of Hindu time as well as Deep Time of the Aquarian and Classical Christian calendar: How do you feel? What do you gain spending time with me online? Do you feel more experienced or do you feel more able to cope with life and death? I hope to enrich your experience of life and better equip you to deal with the world of Shiva and appearance and reality that he let me through since I was 16 and when I left school and went out into the big wide world to suffer and pick up scars that are evident in my rough free verse and turgid prose. Do you feel a voice beyond your lifetime calling you to a different experience of yourself from the mainstream media and medical consensus. I hope to impress upon your soul an affinity for transcendent thinking and an elevation beyond the conscious mind’s present day obsessions with sport and gambling and sex and party lifestyle – I have fallen prey to these pastimes in my life. I hope we can come together and celebrate Jesus Christ and discuss his works via Email and look at the new uprising of Krishna Consciousness and perform some comparative religion via email and build a new network learning from the disappointments of the past and the collapse of EnlightenNext and how much that cult cost us in the short and long term with Greek culture and religion buried so deeply within it, as to take down all of Mind Body Spirit culture with it and leave us with Queen Elizabeth’s Christianity in its place.

When I started Grammar School in 1989, my brother was in the sixth form as a prefect. I remember because he was not wearing uniform as we waited for the bus together. How could this be? He is only 4 years older than me and should have been in year 4 Furthermore he asked Michael Lane to keep an eye on me when he left and Michael Lane was in the fifth form when Ritesh was in the upper sixth. Two brothers called Alex and David Emery mirrored myself and Ritesh and were also six years apart but had birthdays that were temporarily inconsistent.

I don’t know the significance of these missing years other than Zeus was having his way with me and planning his role with me in the world.

Spies have been using video recording to delete culture and cause amnesia. This has affected Tibetan negotiations.

I very rarely watch films nowadays and spend my evenings working on my website and doing research for historical purposes and so I can enter the Greek canon of great writers and be preserved for history’s purposes.

“The issue appears to be ownership” – Lord Jesus Christ

Kim Cattrall seems to have deleted her edition of The Kama Sutra following the wake of Mind Body Spirit destruction in 2012.

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14/06/26

September 4, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

The role of Guru in England is a lost cause. Powerful people are not willing to suffer memory and wait in line to remember a useful question. That is why Srila Prabhupada was bought Bhaktivedanta Manor by George Harrison and did his studying out in public. His lifestyle was markedly simplified to allow for external voices.

By repeating myself and writing in short bursts I hope to create a resource that is accessible by people and lends itself to trust regarding many issues including my family and a biography worthy of introduction into universities worldwide to study my poetry in light of various disciplines including mental health, religion and culture.

The Dalai Lama has issued a statement that he wants to remain in India and not return to China on social media. He has also stated that the next Dalai Lama will be born in India. China have contested this claim stating that the next Dalai Lama can be born in China.

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What is China’s mother tongue name and what was Tibet before westernisation and the Free Tibet campaign that spread to social media and engaged contracts with wester forces?

I have experience dealing with demonic possession and medication.

The world of religion and The Imagination is laid open with Yoga as Meditation and the aspect of The Seer that I inject into proceedings is utilised by devout academics discerning the role of British Asian literature in racial and anthropology as literary studies moves forward.

Was Shakespeare a Healer? Could he be read after J Krishnamurti’s life as The World Teacher and Theosophically grounded with other worldly existence. His role as an influenced and influential man could be contextualised and bound by time since the 1600s as God with him to be The Creator and people enjoy hedonistic lifestyles in the arts to earn the disdain of academics not interested in their lavish lifestyles and try to remain in control of national narratives.

The Economist published an article a number of years back about an African situation which led to the African leader titling Shakespeare as the “second greatest Creator since God”.

Such views are expounded by Harold Bloom’s introduction to Shakespeare The Invention of the Human and the notion that Shakespeare taught us more than the Oedipus Complex ever did with Hamlet. I used to think like this until I was saved by Srila Prabhupada and realised that Shakespeare cannot save you and that English literature had led me quite astray into social scenes designed to ruin my health and leave me for dead as my colleagues read the Art of War and craved material success.

Donald Trump recently visited China and the news showed his walks and talks with Xi Xin Ping. News on China is scarce and the latest in the UK is for a new large Embassy building to be built and given to China. How did China interact after the erection if a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College shortly after EnlightenNext collapsed and used up all that internet data with Barack Obama and the liberal elite in London?

Sathya Sai Baba had 10 million likes on my Facebook app around 2012. His organisation collapsed after his death and the advent of Prema Sai Avatar as some sort of computer program and alogorthim led to dwindling numbers and the rise of Aadi Yogi Sadhguru left off as India’s premier Guru.

The role of the internet and Prakrti/ nature has not been discussed in public. The UK measures airspace above houses of royal ownership. What do other nations do and how is this applied to New Age theories of energy working when WiFi and internet cables are involved. So far as the UK is concerned history will be written by one man. Sir Richard Branson has built an empire with Virgin and other internet companies are similarly nameless and faceless. Virgin ran martial arts adverts and flirted with Buddhism and Daoism with Stephen Fry and other commercially viable members of cults that use databases.

Did William Blake sit in silence as he composed his poetry and etched on his plates and communed with God to create such esoteric works of art. I find that I am silent and think a lot about conversations I would have with people when my vision is of heavenly objects and channeling with Krishna and Jesus.

When J Krishnamurti said it would take 800 years to undertake his bidding he was referring to his body and the role Intelligence plays in the formation of Creation. This calendar traces back to his Truth is a Pathless Land speech as a young man and the argument for God from Free Will. This notion of man’s Christian destiny to be the bearer of Free Will in the face of darkness and Satanic forces takes into consideration World War 1 and World War 2. World War 3 and indeed World War 4 have not been adequately balanced with The World Teacher and World Karma that J Krishnamurti was dealing with as a Theosophist and it is for religious theologians to engage all wars in the last century with their hearkening back to ancestry and heritage to understand the Free Will debate. This means the civil wars in Africa and the wars in the Middle East as well as in Asia.

ISKCON is a young religion growing up in a man’s world where woman has been liberated sexually in some cultures. Unlike Chrisianity which had its infancy over the last millennium, ISKCON is growing up with the postal service and internet communications as well as TV and radio and Satellite Communications. This is not to say anything of e-commerce – all of which can be taken into account with just a couple of lines from Srila Prabhupada’s works. Krishna waited until the new world was born to access theology and history from Islam and Christianity not to mention Buddhist arguments to create and launch ISKCON and has made much progress in the last 60-70 years since its inception in the mind of Srila Prabhupada’s in America in the 1960s.

The comment “I am” is highly sexualised when applied to a Hindu seeking achievement when his nature is to be one of celibacy and renunciation.

When transcending death, in a talk that was screened on YouTube, when J Krishnamurti is in dialogue with a famous Buddhist monk: J Krishnamurti lifts the text straight out of ISKCON to explain how there is an intelligence above dull matter and the soul/no soul debate that is already free of death that needs to witness the streams if consciousness that flow within it.

“… my devotee is transcendental and always engaged in the self” – Krishna, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

The Drs and Nurses never originated the self as an issue when examining my mood disorders and just met an unhappy man inconvenienced by strange medical appointments without explanation. Bipolar Disorder was never enquired about or discussed and moods were never alluded to. Fortunately I read the diagnosis in the hospital about thinking I was a Hindu God and having been into Scientology when I was younger so I knew enough to keep quiet and not seek a resolution to these tests. I have forgiven these medics and had many conversations with them in my head. At one point I recorded my meetings and uploaded them on YouTube to vindicate myself of bad behaviour that caused my mental health appointments and diagnosis. This was fertile ground for my imagination as I imagined a court case ruling against NHS abusers – something I was told to let go of by my intuition as Jehovah pointed to the bigger picture of the NHS’s usefulness as I know work in IT and see for myself their operations as I answer calls from the NHS and serve their technical needs.

The words of the Christian hymn from Church this weekend is going around my head: “Our God is a great big God”. It reminds me of how pop songs and particularly Sting would circle around my brain and I feel better that it is a hymn as I continue to change Hare Krishna in the mornings too. It is quite hard and the energy is rather dense and sticky but I soldier on and manage a few rounds while listening to Hare Krishna on the bus for 2 hours to and from work.

My mum was right to hospitalise me. Look at my creativity and journaling now with all the poetry I have written. I am now in a stable job which is a far cry away from where I was in 2012 after suffering years of unemployment and depression since 2022. Nevermind the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and the need for labels and classification in the sciences, the Depakote I took was good for my acidity and potential to experience ulcers and regulated my mood with Olanzapine and then Risperidone. The homeopath I see speaks very detrimentally about the NHS having once been a Dr in the NHS himself. His talks are not without reason and he does not recommend I come off the medication. I tried in about 2013-2014 and experienced bad side effects and went AWOL for while. My moods are much better and I have survived the spiritual and intellectual minefield having written 40-50 books and published them on Amazon before I went too far in my advertising and lost my contract with them: I am much better now and more balanced in my morning meditation to see myself as just one person who has had divine and diabolical experiences to integrate into his psyche and proceed with God into the future where my writing will help those engaged in Yoga into better states of consciousness.

I have been working hard of recent to ensure that my identity stays rooted in my schooling and as my mother’s son and brother’s younger brother. The spiritual experiences I have had and am having are transcendent and thus transient and come and go like the weather and don’t add to my authority.

ISKCON believe that by chanting Hare Krishna Hare Rama on “engages oneself in the transcendental energy of the Lord” and one becomes “simultaneously one but different” from God.

I reflect that I have projected my mother onto Hollywood and seen her liberalism in various ways. One way is to see the actress Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly engaging with my sentimentality and enacting roles which touch on tender themes that echo things that my mother says. The roles in The Godfather Trilogy and Rocky movies for Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly’s role in Labryinth and A Beaitful Mind are a touching reminder of wanderers need to in search of his mother now that Bollywood does not satisfy his needs with Mother India being recommended by the Sathya Sai Baba foundation for her struggles and strife with two sons and an absent father. Madelline Stowe is another actress whose characters and mannerisms remind me of motherhood.

Writers imagine cause and effect between people. Healers engage metaphysical realities to suffer these relationships as The Real.

I spend a lot of my time imagining conversations with people. This blog supplements that need I have to justify myself and explain who I am. After having been shoddily treated by the NHS and seen them write about me and exchange information about me and having noticed spy games going on, I am here to clear my name. Having been an English student I can guess at what happens to poets whose family details are disclosed as the context of their poems is researched with regards to taste and bias and to further expand the field of academic study so progress is possible.

In 2020 I saw the Dr Fapohunda who was rude to me and diagnosing me without talking to me properly: He said I had a relapse and I was aghast at how he was causing me to feel worried and anxious. This is Tamas Guna in ISKCON and Bhaktivedanta Book Trust and actions in the mode of ignorance. I developed the bad habit of speaking out loud when nobody was around during this period and it lasted for a couple of years as I felt a lot of pressure and other things going through me to explain what was going on and where I was in life. I found that having been cut off from my social life and having a mobile phone meant that I needed to speak to someone and was alone and could not cope with that aloneness.

Two points come up here – one that I have fairly archaic Buddhist views on Enlightenment and habits formed from the past study of Dharma stretching back a long time ago. Secondly that Henry David Thoreau echos from the past and speaks to me about my living accomodation and change of circumstances since spiritual enlightenment and the chance to experience aloneness with the voices of great men (and women) to express myself over time and be peaceful on my own with my family. It is like Sting’s song The Book of my Life and the explanation opens out into Jesus slowly as Krishna is not so well drawn out and is covered in mystery with so many other gods and goddesses that have not been explained or depicted very well for fear of angering them and colonialism. This blog is an attempt to create language to describe them and to refer to other people who have interacted with them and feared persecution or the medicals done on people religiously inclined. The history of the Christian Church always comes up and is very dramatic with witch hunts and old images and scenes of Christian’s proving their faith and hating sin. The history of India is shrouded in deep mysticism and the people are there in the Kumbh Mela for all to see as academics look back to William James and his depiction of Yogis and attempts to define Religious Experiences. The future lies in the internet, not AI as it gives all nations a chance to vie for The Creator and not just the American Way of Life being too loud and boisterous as its films take a step back after disreputable lifestyles of their clan and attempts of colonialism themselves.

The author Paolo Coelho stands out in my memory for the book The Alchemist. The film rights are about in America and it is interesting to see how this turns out. His mother noticeably stands out for having hospitalised Paolo Coelho and subjecting him to ECT. He cites it as her love and compassion that led her to do it as he was mixing with guerillas in the jungle and getting into political strife.

The American Guru Andrew Cohen had quite a bit written online about him and one of the most sensationalistic things was about his relationship with his mother who published a book about her son claiming he thought he was God. Other things written abut Andrew include what a tyrant he was as a guru and to live with and how he demanded filial piety and devotion as the guru. One man was made to dig a ditch for himself to experience his own funeral in it and another man had red paint splashed over his bedroom to explain the phenomenon of death to him.

It is of note that after his cult ended Andrew Cohen made a documentary ‘How I started a cult’ and screened it on YouTube. he came to Birmingham around 2012 to visit the Mosely social circle Tree of Life and gave a talk there as an EnlightenNext guru and cult leader.

It is of note that when Sting was talking about sex with Q magazine and discussing wife swapping and Tantric Sex, he was in Sir Bob Geldof’s company and drinking alcohol in a pub.

The impact of Q magazine on culture needs proper analysis as with other magazines as the literary press stays asleep to archives and celebrity merchandise classifying English Literature in closed circles and away from attempts to modernise culture such as Sting’s being awarded an Honorary Degree and Bob Dylan finally being awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature for his songs.

There was an article about academics some time ago that stated it is the most stressful career with the highest rates of heart attacks.

I was friends with a person called Adrian Hoskings at school and he got me my first job a bar called Stoodi Bakers on Broad Street in Birmingham’s party district. They paid £3 an hour and I would start at 7 and work until about 11.45 so I could leave early and get the 12 o clock bus home. I would work some Thursdays and my main shifts were on Friday and Saturday night. I would collect used glasses and bottles of alcohol and beer in a shopping basket from around the bar and bring them back to the store room and wash them and then take the clean glasses to the bar and stack them there. It involved carrying the basket above my head in a busy bar and some people found it amusing to tickle me under my arms. Fortunately I never spilled helped out in the DJ booth with the smoke machine and lights as the DJ worked his magic and entertained the crowds. The management was Rupert, Mark, Keith and they had quite a little gangster unit going on that Adrian was a part of and sometimes they would give me free tickets to their other nightclubs Bakers and Toots up the road. I quit my job when I planned to study for Oxford and never went back to bar work again.

Ritesh recently bought a lawnmower and had to return it because he could not assemble the bucket that collects the grass/ He has taken over the duties of cutting the grass I used to and waters the lawn and keeps it tidy regularly. Having a nice garden was Mum’s retirement plan and her elder sister helped her build it with her husband and out uncle Professor Jeff Cole from Birmingham University biochemistry department. He was in his garden most evenings during summer and helped us dig ours and gave us the initial flowers to put in the garden. Mum has been tending it ever since for the past 7/8 years now and looks after it regularly.

There is too much RnB in this world.

As I come out of being a hermit at home and spend time at Creative Support on Saturdays for an Arts and Chat group I am reminded of what it means to be a cool person by the Care Coordinator there who runs the group. I won’t share her name to respect their privacy but she volunteers her Saturday mornings so we can get out our colouring books and pens and pencils and do some art work between 10.30-12. I like her contemporary music and culture as I am so isolated. It is also a mental health support group so I have built up a network of people who know me and help me with my mental health issues and are there to listen to me if I ever need to talk.

I am reminded there that I am becoming older and not a cool person anymore since I was a student when I was 24. These grooves go deep and affect my stature as a man who lives at home with his mum but learned so much as a student that needs to be kept vital in my life airs so I can record it and joy it down for history’s sake. This blog will not only serve literary scholars and aficionados but also historians as I am reminded about Herodotus chronicling history in short paragraphs that anybody could read. This is no time for Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as they are too dense and I like the way I have developed a style of writing to suit my life. I look forward to having my journal entries and articles uploaded from my phone to my laptop so when I come home from work the laptop is there for me to write on and update Wild Stage the blog go going out into the world and selling my story. We live in an international age and the internet is a field of possibility that EnlightenNext overlooked and Mind Body Spirit was negative about EMF and crystal work about negative energies. They moved too quickly and were human and fallible. The seeds are thus sown for more slow growth and development that allows for the internet to be appreciated and for governments to update antiquated ways of ruling and leading mankind into the future.

I am John Connor – Terminator films

“The eagle never lost so much time as when it asked of the fox how to fly” – William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Dr Pillai has prophesied that there would be a war killing 800 million people. He said this about 2008 online shortly after revealing his past life as Bhisma in The Mahabarata and from time of Krishna in India. He had an online empire as a Dr and had studied Astrophysics at an Indian university as well as religious studies in his online biographies. I put these 800 million deaths into Nature and COVID and self realised that the British Medical Authority would have authority worldwide for medical description and could account for 800 million deaths in the normal course of history for accounting purposes and keeping up with online warfare.

Kali Yuga sites immigration as one of the evils of the time we live in. I think travelling and working is a sign of this symptom and is causing too much confusion in the TV and sending the blogosphere mad with hysteria and erratic noise makers.

I am not selling anything at work as an IT apprentice. This feels like a relief to get off my chest as I market my blog to appeal for funds from readers.

The question remains to be asked: Is there one internet in the world? Different countries divide it up into their own domains and different domains carve the internet up into sub-divisions but it remains to be asked if there is actually one general thing called the internet which needs to be shared by all worlds that are here and present and accounted for?

It’s like the war at the end of the Matrix 3 when the sentinels are making their way to the base of the humans. The mind is constantly under pressure to see things differently and has to deal with EMF as well as paranormal activity these days to survive.

The pressure of the Guru online makes one want to reveal things about omens and portents as well as one’s consciousness to others. I am managing this by seeking recourse to my poetry and providing biographical context to literary poems.

Is the internet, the world?

I’m a multidimensional spiritual being.

I have seen large biographies written about writers decades and even centuries after they lived. I live in an internet age with large government databases and have books written that are not publicised in print or online. So what of my fate centuries from now and the fact that I don’t speak to my Dad since 2002 when I had a nervous breakdown in front of him in India and tried to speak to him around 2015 or so on WhatsApp but had another nervous breakdown and contacted him inappropriately with videos I made on social media and via email. He knows my heart and I have been in contact with him via text to let him know I am working but it is quite a strain living your own death as Roland Barthes pointed out as the author becomes the Scriptor and anticipates his own biographical information in the future being used for and against him and has nothing to show for all his worry and considerations and lives in an ivory tower and dreamworld with his mother who was a businesswoman and did not partake in English literary criticism to understand the ether that Rohan Rishi engaged when he was writing and suffering a nervous breakdown between 2013-2024. It was all a response to Krishna’s energy that was inquisitive about the field of potential and possibilities with me like Arjuna before Krishna and his adversaries on the field of Kuruksetra. Thousands of years before Socratic thought, Hindustan had ancient dialogue capable of being alien language today as The Transformers film series contemplates The All Spark and the search to control a mystical energy that has come to Earth with cosmic beings warring for energy like in Avatar where The Smurfs show up in different blue uniforms. Megatron is Metatron and was allegedly punished for thinking he was God and has bad karma as a Decepticon working on the dark side for control of earth as the other deities in the Kingdom of God battle it out as Autobots for defence of the realm.

Me and Ritesh used to wake up early on Saturday mornings in the 1980s to watch and record The Transformers cartoon. It used to be on for about 5 minutes on the Roland Rat Show and then on Waccaday with Timmy Mallet and we would record the episodes and edit the theme music out to make a seamless long episode that we could enjoy at our leisure. Copies of these VHS and many others are upstairs in our attic – living proof that we were once spiled young children compared to the vast world of underground matters we deal with today and the underprivileged children we affect with our dreams and visions and religious ideals.

I realised when I had psychiatric appointments that I was confusing matters with psychology and was spending time waiting for someone to talk to. I had some CBT which was okay but not really relevant to my condition. Meditation worked much better. I realised I was wasting my time waiting between appointments and showing a consistent self to the Drs and Nurses that was far removed from how I felt on the inside and was hurting me with my mum and brother making me farther away from them and distant in my own little world. I resented the Drs not talking to me about anything religious and my memory was strained as I kept on looking back to the world for working life and was written off by the Drs and they said I was someone who would never work again and had some problems with his hostility. The UK does not have a history or pacifism or non violence to speak of so this preoccupation with violence is for medical sales only as there is not ground of being rooting the explanation of the exploration of violence.

They are just human beings doing a job but they exploit idealism as with many others and have a long way to go to reclaim Classical standards of integrated health care when the happiness of medical professionals wasn’t an issue as they lived balanced ideals with the rest of civilisation. A Drs life is too compartmentalised and Tony Blair emigrated a lot of Africans into the country to kow tow to democratic ideals who pose a threat to the life of a Hindu and Buddhist with their laughing at meditation and mystical experiences.

I can’t see my Mum. Jesus said to Mary: “Mother what have you to do with me?” and he advised me to contemplate the visions I have of motherhood from a past life perspective and realise the best place for my mother is in the imagination where she was older than me growing up and I have had several hundred schisms in my life to cope with the fact that I am an adult and to integrate psychology into my self and spirit to take with me into the afterlife.

In the 2000s John Pilger was an Australian journalist enjoying veritable British citizenship with the amount of writing he had done and inspired. He wrote about the NHS and said that America was looking to buy sections of it and privatise it. This was linked to Hilary Clinton’s healthcare plan and Obamacare – something Donald trump repealed when he scaled back the operations of “crooked Hilary Clinton” and repealed Obamacare.

The musician Sting want to be better than Beethoven in history.

I went to Poetry Jam at the Symphony Hall in 2022-2026 and red some of my poetry out loud at Open Mic nights. I also attended some other poetry evenings including The Verve Poetry Press’s open mic night at the Hive Cafe. Ritesh came along and recorded me reading out a poem I had written. It was fun – a bit of a long journey and I was not writing any new poetry and was shy before the other poets but it was an interesting experience. I went first with my mum who encouraged me to read a poem from my phone and after that she stayed at home while I struggled with the socialising after so long by myself and at home with depression and bipolar disorder.

“We are gods and goddesses in disguise” – Dr Deepak Chopra, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success

“When you realise you are part of the Big Bang and a part of the greatest writers cosmic experience that gave rise to the creative process and one with the energy and intelligence that created the universe you want to dive right in and create the material world” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enlightenment

“As the Evolutionary stands poised like the archer every ready to take on the next moment” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enightement (reference to the Bhagavad Gita and ISKCON with Arjuna the archer)

My family had Qi massages with Dr Quinn in Stirchley around 2022-2024 and she charged £30 for an hours massage.

In 2012 I had Four Winds Acupuncture with Janet Eastwood of Bearwood Birmingham. She was my family’s acupuncturist for years and treated me for Bipolar Disorder as well as weight loss. I lost 4 inches and 3 stones while seeing her. My mother and brother both had acupuncture around the same time and Ritesh went on to see another practitioner and have his own sessions as well. Janet would charge about £45 for an hour.

I had some Reiki done in 2025-2026 at the Harborne Renaissance Therapy Centre. I paid about £35 for a hours session. My mother and brother had Reiki done on them in 2009-2010 at the same centre but in a different location and had atunements done also. They saw a healer called Michael Melchizedik.

I had some counselling in 2025 at St Martins Church in Birmingham City Centre. The recommendation came through Creative Support whose group Talking Spaces recommended that I seek counselling there. Ther womans name was Kerry who counselled me and we saw each other for a number of months on a Monday afternoon before she decided that I did not need any more counselling. She was quite New Age and open minded and gave me a chance to talk about my family and social pressures quite a bit.

In 2025 I started a Cybersecurity Bootcamp ( a computer course) at home for three months which gave me the skills I needed to apply for my current job. The company was called Althaus and did very well to educate us each week in different aspects of computing and business so that we could apply for jobs and be successful.

Andrew Cohen used to be a martial artist and was remarked upon by his students to be an accomplished Yogi. Dr Deepak Chopra is photographed online as teaching yoga with his shirt off on a beach online in June 2026.

Is the Wolverine a metaphor Acupuncture and why do the military try to erase his memory and spark his fury and revenge?

It has been 400 years. Is Shakespeare still relevant today? Did he mention Jesus Christ?

Zeus explained to me that I had been with the Ancient Greeks in the past and to remember that The Father of the Bible and Jesus’s reckoning is His Father and creation and points to Him after the Bible came to Renaissance England in the 1600s and faced Shakespeare as a playwright and poet before he took on religious significance and became a sacred cow of criticism and the arts over the centuries.

In 2000-2002 I bought my first proper computer. It was a Compaq and was funded with a load from HSBC bank. I had a secon hand computer before this but that was not connected to the internet. I used my computer to watch Pornography online (heterosexual) as I realised I would get bullied if I didn’t due to peer pressure and social conventions. I bought one pornograhic magazine while I was in my second year at Oxford 1998/1999 as I felt myself itch sexually but threw it away soon after looking at it.

In Gladiator 2, the protagonist is different to Russell Crowe’s lead in the first one. he is a Poet and ends the film by praying to the Father.

Some sort of Science Park is being built by Selly Oak shopping centre and next to the University and QEHB hospital. It was originally earmarked to be research site for Ebola virus but these plans have been cancelled. There is quite a lot of mental health work going on at the new hospital.

I worked with Tory Councillor Adrian Delaney at Conservative Party headquarters in 2022-2024 as I campaigned for Gary Sambrook MP in an effort to engage social democracy and do my bit for society. I would volunteer my Saturday mornings to go and leaflet for Gary after Rishi Sunak won the election to be British Prime Minister: Gary Sambrook met King Charles and Rishi Sunak while I was working with them.

Ritesh has suffered from Eczema a lot in his life and has had a couple of rashes in the past couple of years. Presently he has his foot bandaged with quite bad blisters on his left foot from itching too much. Unlike me Ritesh is balding in his hair and my mum is losing her hair too as it thins out.

Mum started playing scrabble with me in the 2000s when she was looking for work and we would regularly get over 300. We started playing again last year and played every night for several months. We now play at weekends and sometimes Ritesh joins us.

The Indian politician Dr Shashi Tharoor was tipped to be the United Nations Secretary General but was beaten by Ban Ki Moon. His talks are not worth studying for Colonialism and Postcolonialism and to clean up the database online since Postmodern fiction fell prey to Salman Rushdie. No Chinese politicians take up as much airspace and internet energy as Dr Tharoor who shows India’s more Modernist gaze s he sits and chats with the religious leader Sadhguru.

Does British TV and Dramas make sense when Prince Philip and Queen Elizabeth 2nd reigned for nearly a hundred years or lived for that long and were not televised in any debate or dialogues. Who are the politicians speaking to and what is her religious role as head of the Church of England when it comes to spiritual and religious experiences?

I have been haunted by Queen Elizabeth 2nd and Prince Philip since they passed away.

Jesus never spoke as much as some Priests. America is to blame with their stadiums full of speakers and the tradition of TV Evangelism. Look what it did with Barack Obama and the lies he told to get into office and how he dominated YouTube and other social media channels to pretend he was like the reverend Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela. What some people carve the Bible up into being is astonishing. I find I can’t even read it as such a polluted text.

Churches should be like libraries and open all week long like Hindu Mandirs. There should be scope for going to talk to a Priest while he is studying at a desk and they should be available for special powers to control the Drs of England. This would give the Police something to police rather than make up crimes and would lend itself to actually creating a community atmosphere and stop Priests travelling so much and having lavish ceremonies on Sundays that no-one understands. Then Sunday could be a chance for quiet remembrance of Jesus and not a competition to speak some new jingles that get in the way of other speech and block up our spiritual channels and energies. How many photos does Rowan Williams have online – what are they saying and what is their message? What industries is he helping with photography here and what is the use of having no webpage to speak to the people about the religion of England? Is it because there is no money and privilege in the internet?

In 2012 Buddha asked me to step in as the Lord Buddhist. this was due to Impersonal Brahman and to help with a review of the Dalai Lama’s work and other spiritual teachers. It also meant a lot of 2012 work with the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age and Sathya Yuga as well as The Human Potential Movement.

This was in keeping with my research of J Krishnamurti as the head of the Order of the Star and his role as The World Teacher dealing with World Karma, COVID was inevitable for how the Drs treated China and covered up real science. Shame on Gordon Brown writing a useless book and trying to make even more money from the British Empire after he parked his career nowhere with a Prime Ministership on mixed channels and going nowhere. We don’t see the red briefcase anymore outside Downing Street announcing the budget – it seems that Winston Churchill’s ghost still lingers on though and he haunts Americans like Donald Trump and Paul Hegseth to attack the Royal Navy for not getting involved in Iran.

How many treaties does India or China have with the UK and have they ever been drawn into useless negotiations by the British Empire and the travelling Colonial class that spends money like water and taxes its citizens widely as they don’t look happy in London.

Allah said the work I do is comparative religion and that I am no charlatan spiritual guru with my brother. Spirit said the work I do is Revelations.

For all the pressure they put on India for sexuality, America’s interest in nudity in cinematic releases was short lived through the 1980s and 1990s and online pornography came along to take their passions. India was right not to take their clothes off on screen and can now work socially with pornography as it is so wide spread that intelligence will fathom a way to better than Sunny Leone who was granted a pass into the movies as Urvashi Rautela sings to an American tune and the Indian nation suffers salaries and lavish lifestyles that entreat the politician to malign the population.

13/06/2026

September 3, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“Beneath a desert moon, I’ll call you
Beneath a desert moon we’ll sing
Beneath a desert moon so lowly
I’m just a boy who would be king” – Sting Beneath a Desert Moon

The United Kingdom is still paying the karma for Princess Diana’s attempts at motherhood. The Royal Family is too close knit a cult with no access to its staff who guide them. There is only one reputation management firm for them called Schillings and in part EnlightenNext was calling them old fashioned and too out of date to be relevant for the next millennia searching for Krishna’s reincarnation. The do not accept evolution and host sciences with Richard Attenborough that are anthropology and block up the English language. Princess Diana had no experience raising celebrity children and seeing Prince Harry and Meghan Markle behave the way they do in America while Prince William wears trainers and sports stubble shows them to be just normal people that risk angering the Chinese who they brought to help them whether the storm and debate about enlightened spiritual experiences. There is a lot more than EnlightenNext ging on as they also face the backlash of the rubble they leave behind with India in a mess after 80 years of colonialism and brainwashing about D Day and World War One heroes and World War Two vets who still use the TV to this day as celebrity dies in our own country and American sport the Huffington Post UK. These are the effects of British journalism. Not heroism and press freedoms and holding truth to power like the White House Press Correspondents Dinner laments.

Dr Deepak Chopra emailed Jeffrey Epstein: “God is a construct”. He invited him to join him with other out in Israel.

The prophecy had come full circle. Western powers enamoured with the Second Coming of Christ and claiming Christ as their own white King, used the media to control their population. It was Goebbels they said and they learned the power of propaganda from Nazi Germany. Now all that remains is for them to star in social media and guess the next course of outcome for having no traditional roots and use the results of polls to sleep with their MPs and buy them dinner.

How do Queen Elizabeth 2nd alter the literary canon and affect the research of literature by British Universities? The answer – they haven’t even thought abut it and the Royal Family still teach they don’t get involved in politics. What of Prince Philip – what crap books did he read and hold on to from the past?

It’s like Neo in The Matrix when Morpheus shows him the true nature of Earth and the skies are all scorched. The internet is like a burning mind and the Jedi force is required to use it. The Americans have been all over the world with their Chat feature talking to people and this virtual reality leaves Theresa May PM crying outside Downing Street with her Geography degree from St Hugh’s College while Rishi Sunak was able to talk about Star Wars and mention doing deals worth Trillions of £.

My writing is a call to get Ken Wilber’s works studied in American Universities and to update the literary cannon so that when I do refer to American film my imagination is copyrighted for my past life karma that went into the industry and so that we get a better result that the ending of The Matrix 3 when Sigmund Freud is left talking to Rosa Parks.

Shakespeare is a myth whose status as a man with influence far exceeds any king or queen that has elapsed since then and he blocks up other countries making progress as they have to learn the whole English canon to please the Royal Family.

One way to view the film The Heretic starring Hugh Grant is to see an old man who’s knob got tired and he was bored of having sex to wine about women and the institution of the Church. What’s wrong with going to Church in the UK and in some little village without schizophrenic TV and media stations warning about flashing lights interjecting with violent minds from America who don’t immigrate to the UK and settle down here while passing judgement and spending money here.

How much energy did Barack Obama use for his election?

Who is Queen Camilla Parker Bowles and what is her biography to interpret contemporary art, fiction and poetry?

The Dalai Lama is featured in the Pete Souza photography book on Barack Obama. He does not look at Obama and has his back to him.

EnlightenNext were runnin spiritual retreats called Being and Becoming emphasising different sides of the meditation cycle. Michele Obama’s biography is called Becoming.

Shortly after 2012 Ellen Degeneres moved to the UK and tried her own entertainment show on UK TV. It did not last long and was not very successful. CNN journalist Christine Armanpour also spent time in London and had her own TV show and did not last for a very long time. The White House is currently running a TV show on BBC news called The Context and Donald trump has been on UK TV more than King Charles Princess Katherine, Keir Starmer, Camilla Parker Bowles and Prince William. The only exception is Nigel Farage and Jacob Rees Mogg who have their own TV shows and claw back some British nationalism after Tony Blair’s media deals and the disappearance of the UK except for sport in the land.

I recall a day when Ritesh actually came out and visited a monkey sanctuary with myself and the Jewish woman I was dating in 2010.

Barack Obama had a 48 page history and biography on Wikipedia. Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a 2 page biogrpahy. How did Barack Obama produce only a 2 page medical for his election against Senator John McCain when he had been smoking marijuana as a youth?

What does Srila Prabhupada mean when he writes about “the three worlds”. Are these analogous to the conscious, subconscious and unconscious levels of the mind and can they be related to the gross, causal and subtle levels of existence?

My blog reminds me of John Bunyan’s ‘Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners” this morning as I self realise the difference between saving Rohan Rishi and turning Rohan Rishi into a great Krishna Consciousness devotee. The latter is made possible only with time and birth and inheritance and is not for me as I write and name drop ISKCON for research purposes about Rohan Rishi’s lifestyle and poetry and so that the causes of self realisation can be known from schooling in the UK and across a 50 years old lifetime for research purposes to update the literature and have an expanded effect on consciousness.

Bob Dylan won the Nobel Prize for Literature for his pop songs and Sting was awarded an Honorary Degree. This causes for the changes in appreciation of genre need professional analysis and this means expanding the field of literary context to include religion and spirituality to conjecture contemporary experiences in light of mental health.

The threat persists of some great Krishna Consciousness devotee rising up and challenging the western way of life now that the media is different to Srila Prabhupada’s age on the terms agreed by the social contract in the 1960s and 1970s. The only thing stopping this is the Gunas and warnings against ignorance and too much Passion in Tamas and Rajas Guna. Since advertising in America in the 1960s, ISKCON has picked up collective and shared evil about the Second Coming of Christ and chants to purify itself of this pollution. This includes the Dajaal in Islam as well as the appearance of this influence in Sathya Sai Baba’s attempts to advance India’s progress culturally and on the world’s stage. I have had an experience of these phenomenon and find meditation hard to do in the morning and keep a hold of my normal consciousness. Shiva warns me this is because of Satanic practices in London and Buckingham Palace where they enjoy prolonged periods of good health and long lives with the police force ignorant of their practices. Why are the Royal Family so bothered with Africa on their TV when they have enough to rule with extra territories as it is?

As JD Vance weighs in after Elon Musk on the tragedy of the loss of a British student at the hands of a deranged Sikh man wielding a knife and practising some strange level of awareness that doubtless included Kalahstan: it behoves the British government to join in solidarity with other nations to question why they don’t talk about American violence? Is it because Asian ethnic groups in America are off bounds and they only want immigrant to mean Muslims and South Americans since George Walker Bush tried to dominate YouTube and social media to block out the arts and sciences from Middle Eastern countries while India raged on with the guru and China wiped its hands of the Dalai Lama and gave up on updating Free Tibet talks for fears of an invasion of China by America liberal elites on the loss of memory to their culture after what Sathya Sai Baba did to the internet. There is much for the Americans to review at home and to explore a better export from its nation than the potty mouth from Donald Trump and the bribery from Barack Obama’s national that left Joe Biden a fish out of water seeking money in England.

My concern is the British parent whose experience is not too dissimilar to mine and is one of alienation and separation from Church and State as their children go through schools and the education process. What do they need to do to cope with the fad of Yoga developing on British shores and coming across from America with Indian links? How is this cult regulated and what about its claims for medical and spiritual remedial effects and matters? Who is there to govern the imagination since Krishna and His Consorts came online? It was not just ISKCON that haunted the internet as hinduism published pages too. There is much for British universities to explore as questions of mental health studies meet psychology and the world of Ken Wilber and all that America knows as the internet shifts after 2012 and all that spirituality goes to waste online and in the lives of householders too.

I am the ghost of Shakespeare reborn to wreak revenge on humanity for the myth that he became and Colonial ruin and dominacne of education systems since Charles Dickens. How did Charles Dickens publish all those books without a printing press at the time and what was manifestation in the era of Victoria for her to dominate and travel to India for colonial rule.

Bill Clinton spoke at Davos about integral enlightenment and the works of Ken Wilber. He stated that all the resources are here for an enlightened civilisation – they just need to be deployed effectively to create it. After COVID unified many countries to host joint resources and synchronise a death clock for bodies lostt to the epidemic the question first needs to be asked about countries ot mentioned by western news media such as the Middle East and Africa and how their countries faired during the outbreak and if indeed they were affected as the bullshit racism about China starting the epidemic hit mainstream academic circles in the UK from America as they tried to build ley lines and media channels into the Dalai Lama’s work on mind science and the brain in the world of samsara as Facebook changed its name to mehta

I am Arjuna reborn to question Krishna of the road to success, wisdom and victory. My poems are a continuum of doubt before the Lord.

What role did the second coming of Christ and African American role playing in Hollywood play in the election and messianic claims of Barack Hussein Obama? What effect did Sathya Sai Baba’s hairstyle have on Afro jokes that haunted the internet that was being attempted to be built as Oneness? What kind of Oneness was it speaking about? Before COVID what was the dominating medical reference in each country as English was the primary language in the Middle East negotiations? What was the BMA before American expansionism with its cast history going back centuries in England and mixing of Church and State and before YouTube and Professor Richard Dawkins and Sir Richard Attenborough’s British protectionism and paranoia about being taken over and possessed by American forces as the military watched the “special relationship” work across disciplinary channels to grants University fees like America while plans expanded to buy out the NHS and develop an American style healthcare system. Do the American have long term ambitions to get us to wield guns in the UK? Can Armageddon be judged and imagined in the UK without recourse to America and its crime rate and right to bear arms – nevermind its violent minded cinema and rash payment of vast sums to celebrities without justification publicly while Donald Trump shows signs of poor mentality as he explains the need to take over Greenland for some months and then just drops the story and nothing more is heard of it.

12/06/2026

September 3, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

“I have never in my life
Felt more alone than I do now
Although I claim dominions
Over all I see
It means nothing to me
Without love”

Sting Mad About You

I feel suffocated by death. I am 48 and cannot afford to die. I have no life insurance and cannot afford my own funeral. I sometimes think I cannot afford to go to my own mother’s funeral if something unexpected happens and thankfully am able to drive now. I don’t know what my brother would do as he never goes to family occasions and might be offended by the relatives turning up to my mother’s funeral. After all they did to her and her children the twelve brothers and sisters have a lot to reflect on as I start to vice my concerns about their materialism and wealth and their ways with alcohol, sports and sex. I don’t know what to do if something should happen to Ritesh as he has never discussed funeral plans with us and lives an ascetic and stoic life alone his room. Finally I don’t think I will see my Dad again and always think that one day I could get a phone call from India letting me know he is gone.

If Shakespeare lived today and experienced the profound state of awakening that he did, would he have to go through mental health processes to please the government and King and Queen? What about other writers and what is Mike Flexer doing at York University and how long will it take for him to research mental health and literature?

My mother still wakes up at 7.30 and showers and then meditates and prays for about 30-60 minutes. She then has her toast or cereal and routinely flicks through the news channels. She then cleans the kitche, bathroom and living room for about an hour or so before taking herself to her room to use the internet – something she does in the afternoon and early evening to catch up on world events. I can’t imagine how she spends so long in front of the computer and what she looks up – I can just see the British patriarch and make Dr observing her making judgements as he looks after his own mental health and mutters something about yoga. She lives in one room and I worry about her knees getting cramped as she hobbled about after a car crash hurt her. None of these things were discussed in my mental health as the British government find things for their youth to do and chat about called mental health with no spirituality in it and an ignorance of the mind that goes back to Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health in the 1950s by L Ron Hubbard. My mother was a Scientologist in the 1990s until I wanted to leave Oxford and join. I never made any white friends at Oxford and found them tedious at The College of Law and took to skipping college and studying at home. They made me depressed and sad about how the world of money is structured and what a corporation actually is. My mum survived in all this world as a businesswoman who worked at the BBC. EDS, Rolls Royce and the NHS – all the while her two sons were hurting at home. The way the NHS treated me was like a pig and the police were no better dropping by to question and threaten me on various occasions. Good luck to them all in their afterlife if you think that the Church of England is going to save you.

“Do you know a white person who has ever been kind to you?” – Spike Lee’s film Malcom X starring Denzel Washington

I am a writer who thinks he will have the same effect on creation as Shakespeare.

Do the British newspapers make sense without the Royal Family in them. They have massive business interests and have immunity from prosecution as well as anonimity to not reflect proper business interests in The Economist as well.

Where did these paintings come from of William Blake and William Shakespeare? Did they manifest and if so when?

How can a woman rule a country until the age of 96 like Queen Elizabeth 2nd did and be the head of the British military? She was ever so rarely which means never on the TV to address her nation while claiming to be the Head of the Church of England. What kind of mental health did she have ruling until 96 and to install her son in his 70s as a King after her? Whos starts work in his 70s and starts a new job at that age while ruling his own family? Why does Prince Harry leave the Royal Family to become an author? Is it our fate to have to sit back and wait for one of them to marry a Hindu now?

With the level of awareness of the some Drs and Nurses who visited me and made sure I was taking my medication, the British medical authorities may have violated principles of ahmisa. It felt like violent thugs had bullied and battered me and insutled my mother and brother’s house and sacred space. I wonder what Partition felt like and why Gandhi was so important in the face of Winston Churchill’s racism.

India is not really a country. It is more like a God – an energy or force that is incomprehensible and cannot be explained. The same could be said of Africa and the world of JM Coetzee explain this with his very simple use of English as they try slowly to map civilisation and catch up with plans for Nollywood. India has gone to Arundhati Roy and Salman Rusdhie has simplified prose after the lengthy novels from Satan in his past when he courted Middle Eastern tensions and dominated education and resources. Anita and Me was on the GCSE curriculum when I was a private tutor in 2010 and this was too advanced a text for the youth to be reading and I found the school teacher cancelled the book and just watched the film. This polluted the Monarchy in England and you could say India or modern India is ISCKON for the details in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is and Srila Prabhupada’s attempt to map the religious history of India. It is called Bharat and they find that the Monarchy makes their lives miserable as they mine for gold in India and enjoy secret meetings at Buckingham palace and conjugal visits from Krishna.

“Me. No-one knows.” – Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“… with a fraction of my energy I pervade and sustain all the material universes”- Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

“I am not manifesting to the foolish or ignorant persons” – Krishna in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When I was mostly bedridden in the 2000s with depression and avoided hospitalisation it was revealed to me that this was Ravaan in my Vedic astrological house.

The American Empire lacked benevolence. That is why it was closed down and resorted to CNN and 24 new media to get some quiet.

What if England ruled the world and leaders took to using England as a base for knowledge and the arts? With the concentration of universities here the opportunity exists to harness English as an international language and grant primacy to England above other nations for diplomatic things. Rather than trying to catch up with England other countries could rely on England for research after Brexit and we could flourish as a multicultural society whose academics worked with the HRH police to give good information about our differences and took the weight and pressure off having to think so much in our own time outside of work.

Salman Rushdie is suspicious. To whom does he pray and why did he abandon Science Fiction with his debut novel Grimus? Literary scholars need better databases and connections to enquire about his life and find out the ways in which Americans bought his favour to target Iran. The Satanic Verses is an impenetrable text that insults The Prophet Muhammed and laced the imagination with heat and cold about Amitabh Bachchan and his son. Salman Rushdie had changed his tune with simpler books of late and evn his own critical book which was not very good and a big disappointment since Imaginary Homleands. What impact did he have with others on the quality of British TV and where did children’s TV go since the 1980s with the launch of satellite TV and sports to dumb down the populace as literature became scarce to write scripts and create good British comedies and dramas? Was he working for the Americans to spook the Royal Family and rely on the race card for Blacks in America and how far India has to go before it can compete literarily with American and English literature? Where have Chinese films gone as he punches with Terry Gilliam and sells drugs and what happened to Netflix once George Clooney and Brad Pitt made whatever money they could out of it with Wolves? The world of men is not done with these players and eats to see them use our resources so future generations can learn of greed and power and corruption and not the petty details in our universities at the moment.

How much did Abishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai Bachchan cost India to be self styled followers of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie with Brangelina? Did Aishwarya adopt any Africans in the years she was missing after giving birth to her only child? And what of relations with England for their views on Sathya Sai Baba with the BBC’s tv show on him The Secret Swami? How did thi affect our diplomatic ties and how powerful was Aishwarya Rai as “the world’s most beautiful woman” (Versace and what happened to her contract and photos with Longines? Where does Abishek Bachchan pray and is he a member of ISKCON and who is his guru as British people look on for the emptiness surrounding British Asian culture after Nitin Sawhney stayed away from the TV after one hit wonders with Goodness Gracious Me and the jokes they made about Hinduism and Hare Krishna?

Srila Prabhupada said that he had come to teach the Americans the true religion of Krishna. There is only one religion of Krishna. Never war with him.

Shiva spoke to me in 2013 and told me I was frustrated with love.

How did Jewish woman Natalie Portman get to star in Christian English Christmas commercials for perfume in 2025. Her films aren’t even released in the UK.

Suraj’s Indian sweet shop on the Soho Road has a nice mix of cultures with a Buddha statue near the window and old Indian film songs playing in the background. Their food is second to none and we go there regularly as a family to pick up snacks and sometime eat in and have some chai.

Where is Christian TV in the UK to compete with Islamic TV and would the Americans tolerate the Bible being interpreted by the world’s finest academics at Oxford and Cambridge live on our TV sets? What have they done to the UK imagination by targeting our media and buying Nigel Farage with immigration bullshit from a racist who used to run UKIP? What do Americans do to memory and can they see how much money I made China with Tibet for my mental health medical – none of which was sent to George Clooney’s Hollywood or Donald Trump’s White House with that wierdo Joe Biden now that Barack Obama betrayed us and carried on with George Bush’s policies regardless of the faith the world had put in him for a fresh start.

Who in the UK has imagined India and laughed at them for their sex life and rules on Bollywood for kissing and nudity and manners of having sex in pornography?

Barack Obama’s performance as America’s President for two terms and eight years was modelled on African cinema and he now towed to the Nigerian government’s ties with African Americans to mould cinema and TV after his election.

Was it the Middle East or America with the Nation of Islam that made Muslim perform so prominently in Indian cinema?

Even though she would cook for the two of us, our mother was looking after herself when she was a working businesswoman and single mum. She would come home from work and cook her own Indian sabzi and be in bed for 9.30 after watching Eastenders and getting some more work done. Ritesh put his foot down towards the end of her career and told her off for watching Eastenders and that she should not watch it as it was bad for her health.

Folklore and money has it that a Teacher is God along with one’s parents and a guest who enters your house in Hinduism. How does this affect the repute of university academics who do not contemplate energy 60 years on from when Krishna gave Srila Prabhupada divine passage to America?

Krishna cited genetics and asked me to look inside myself to see a strain in 2013. He was referring to the strain that persists with my birth charts and karma to be graduate who has his own mortgage.

Note:

The Indian High Commission building is in Birmingham and is not an Embassy building for land law and human rights in the UK. It follows to ask what is the status of special powers at Hindu Temples after Churches have closed their doors because of the British medical elite who performed an exorcism of this country during COVID as the world faced judgement from higher worlds and heavens.

The jealousy of Drs in the UK because of salaries is a real problem. They are immature as students and then recent graduates complaining about pay and measuring their salaries with the banking profession. When the Drs and Nurses were treating me for psychiatric problems I got a real sense of how my interest in popular culture was frowned upon as a negative influence in my life as they were jealous of the salaries of rich people and celebrities. The NHS needs to confront celebrity culture in the UK and deal with the spiritual experiences of celebrities.

The UK has been under attack from the USA who have wanted to buy the NHS and privatise it. This has placed Drs under undue pressure and has mixed Church doctrines to spoil the Church of England and limit its influence and outflowing of information. Church leaders are not national leader and the dwindling Church numbers are creating a weaker field for evil to occur in the UK and invite American evangelists to give advice and spread their influence on British Churches. This involves spiritual phenomena from Mind Body Spirit and Church leaders are too guys with the very dense Bible to attend to Self Help and defend their Parishes properly.

“Religion is the opiate of the masses” – Karl Marx

“Religion is evil” – Chairman Mao

Stephen Fry has been saying blasphemous things about Jehovah and spelling out his wrathful nature and has led a homosexual rebellion against the Church with support of Bipolar experience and medication while taking cocaine and being free with his new expression in private.

Peter Mandelson was a spin doctor for New Labour and affected the country’s media with his homosexual culture and views on the Monarchy’s right to have the culture of the Church of England screened on UK TV. He came to power in the late 1990s and was influential in the spread of atheism with Professor Richard Dawkins and Christopher Hitchens and tried to create a colonial empire online.

Prince Andrew was quite prominent in the media after he married Sarah Ferguson and had a relationship with her in public circles that rivalled Princess Diana and Prince Charles. This has been deleted from public memory and the BBC need to answer as to how they remember Prince Andrew and how their correspondents use memory to select the news.

I feel like the Drs and Nurses still listen to me and that my writing is like talking and they are reading it and listening to it. I am 48 and I entered mental health procedures when I was 36. Before that Drs came to see me when I was 25. I have had diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and Depression and have been medicated Olanzapine, Carbimazole, Risperidone, Depakote, Sertraline and Metformin. I see the Drs and Nurses in my mind and it is as if my life starts at 36 when they came into my house.

It sounds like there’s a riot going on outside with the mob mentality and the crowd control of the police and government laying waste to spiritual experiences and higher consciousness.

Jehovah told me to treat this like a little Area 51.

Why don’t Hindu Pundits speak in Hindu Temples and lecture on Hinduism and speak the meaning of the Hindu Gods and Goddesses? How long before we get an explanation of who these Gods and Goddesses are in English?

I don’t want to see the Royal Family. They have been by for plenty of healing.

Because of my work EnlightenNext can be researched in universities. The American Guru Andrew Cohen stated that his work was 60 years ahead of its time and that it was for the top 4-5% of wealth holders.

The implications of my website for future development are grand. The empire of Amitabh Bachchan without any biographies in Bollywood and India’s literary culture has massive scope for development with the internet challenging laws of nature and conspiracy theories abounding about American hegemony and Mukesh Ambani’s hold on power with Reliance Industries.

Donald Trump ran as an independent for his first term in office and never confirmed that he was a republican even though he vocally denounced the policies of Joe Biden. Before his term in office the internet was ripe with calls to end the two party politics in America and get on with business interests and stop personality attacks and bipartisanship.

Where was Prince Charles in the media and on photographs and on TV with his mother and father when Barack Obama was dominating social media and running his campaign with Oprah Winfrey?

American Guru Andrew Cohen was rude about Healers saying that they are not evolutionary and keep going back into the past. As I write my blogs and plan to publish them in the future I can see the worth of my retrospective gaze and role as a global Healer and one of divine proportions connected to Christ to preserve memory and take the pressure off world leaders to look for new things to fill the news with. Andrew Cohen was also rude about Mayan gods and goddesses calling them “savages” and saying that the Mayan Prophecy of 2012 was not to be trusted and that we need to get on and create the future. I have experience with ancient Mayan culture from the past and worked with Shiva over 2012 periods with the Golden Age to be transcendentally situated to be on Ayuasca to be connected to my past roots with Machu Pichu to contemplate a statue of Buddha on Machu Pichu and just what is being asked of Gods and Goddesses in this day and age. I have experience of Xenu from OT3 with Scientology and have been told that the presence of Xenu is astrologically bound up with a Mayan past life I had thousands of years ago.

I have seen my mum channeling with Aphrodite and Kali.

When I left London in 2011 and after my Vipassana 10 day retreat, I sent the Russians a copy of Enlightenment is a Secret by Andrew Cohen via cosmic channeling and light work and asked them to take a look at it like a Zen Buddhism book and see what they thought of Tibetan negotiations seeing as they had been having diplomatic relations with China for millenia.

A photo of Vladimir Putin sitting next to a computer and being seated at a desk popped up on my laptop a few years ago. There ws a TV program on our TV called ‘Living Next Door to Vladimir Putin’.

I and my family have been spied on by the Russians. Donald Trump complained that Russians were affecting his first election and loss to Joe Biden.

Scientology wad made a religion in the UK the year I went to a mental hospital. I would refer to the hospital as a monastery as I healed the madness in the world outside me. Tom Cruise came to Birmingham and filmed some scenes for Mission Impossible.

Birmingham had been called the second financial capital of the country and had also been called the “jihad capital of Europe” by American politician.

I have never taken an acid tab in my life. I was influenced by L Ron Hubbard who created the Sea Org division of higher level work in Scientology. He stated that when it comes to higher level work and reclaiming your spirit from past life influences the presence of LSD in the system could lead to biased results and cause ones authority to be bought into question. As I meditate I can see that acid would be quite good for me to take in moderation to release some pressure so must be keying in to collective drug taking and performing some sort of healing of the nation and world. it is linked to sex and the role of ejaculation and masturbation and the imagination that goes with wanking. I think of Sting’s interest in tantric sex and his drug taking as providing fertile ground for the courts to update the medical text books after my medical with spiritual experiences and special powers in the courts and new languages introduced to the medical profession that looks ahead at the role of India and Yoga and what that poses for proper science and fair treatment of individuals and families struggling with mental health to hold on to their identities.

I acknowledge the need to take a substance to increase my happiness. So I am having Coca Cola. I drink a can every day and think that people drink alcohol every day and this can’t be bad for me. This reminds me of the film Equilibrium and the modernisation of Big Brother with the intervention and casual talk about dopamine and serotonin. They were taking acid and other drugs in Angel Islington with EnlightenNext in 2010 and invited me to come out with them. MPs were studying EnlightenNext.

Even in Ancient Greek times death was a cause for concern and prompted questions about the afterlife that touched upon God’s existence.

One of my spiritual experiences with Xerxes showed me that what happened in London in 2010 with the collapse of EnlightenNext after I had gotten angry with them and threw it out of England and Europe. He said that all the Greek knowledge was in that and that cult and that he wanted me to do some work to reclaim the organisations materials. This was to see Mind Body Spirit books disappear in the UK and for YouTube to change and host large lectures from spiritual teachers rather than short entertaining videos. This must have affected the Middle East and perhaps things don’r move as fast as they appear in the west to slow down and share these resources and develop better imaginings than just day dreaming about 2012 and the Golden Age with all the health implications forbidden knowledge has from the Bible.

When I was in London in 2010-2011 I had an affair with a married Jewish woman with three children and tried cohabitating. I had given up my programme to study a Masters in English at Queen Mary University due to funding and was visiting EnlightenNext cult headquarters in Angel Islington every now and then. There were members far more embedded than me and I was just a casual visitor who saw Andrew Cohen give lectures three times. He spoke out against sex life and procreation and reminded me of something that Jehovah had spoken to me about saying not to get attached to a lease with the partner I was living with. He also meant that she was Analese from Home and Away and that these sexual sanskaras go deep and that I had illusions I needed to transcend still on the path to enlightenment.

Home ownership is quite an advanced subject in Greek theory of civilisation and something that I was not prepared for leaving school and going underground at Oxford.

What is the internet and how does it fit in with stories of creation? The Bhagavad Gita As It Is lists ether as one of Krishna’s many attributes. Krishna has said he will create the internet with me after he created space from the 1960s.

One of the reasons that EnlightenNext collapsed and offended me was the reasons it had for claiming that a modern disease was Narcissism for the postmodern self. Ken Wilber had created an online documentary called Boomeritis and alleged that baby boomers were suffering from mental health delusions and were in need of spiritual care. In this diagnosis there was no mention of Hollywood or celebrity life and the insight did not go deep enough to penetrate into Greek culture to herald the interaction between the stars and the earth to produce civilisation capable of such views as the need for people to meditate and take an interest in comparative religion as the magazines What is Enlightenment were based on. The development of self help was saturated as people’s bookshelves in powerful places laid them open to cults and any Christian sentiments with the development of mind body spirit culrs since the onset of ISKCON and transcendental meditation that was not the recitation of God’s name as per India heritage and the growth of the movement since the introduction of the Maha Mantra to the west.

With ISKCON decrying the fate of “dog eaters” and China waiting in the wings, these things had not been thought through well enough and Donald Trump came to power to show the weakness of the liberal elite with Joe Biden and to take totalitarian control to stop such internet leaks after COVID caused massive social breakdown.

What would the Africans make of my mother being from Kenya Nairobi?

When I was walking the streets campaigning for the Tory Party after Rishi Sunak’s election win with MP Gary Sambrook and seeing what Professor Noam Chomsky meant about “social democracy”, I was struck by the scope of Deepak Chopra’s vision of Yoga and his use of the internet. I walked streets close to where I grew up in Rubery Birmingham and they were quite lonely compared to the love in the house where I lived as I contemplated Dr Chopra’s dominance online and war with Professor Richard Dawkins to dominate online resources and TV rights in the wake of Oprah Winfrey’s billions and TV Empire. To see Dr chopra walk beside me and see him want Krishna worship and meditation in all the homes I visited was a terrifying vision of emptiness and to remember the Russians saying through Mikhail Gorbachev that they urgently wanted the knowledge in Dr Chopra’s books is to see where we are heading as a medical community investigating the link between kind and matter and cutting through Drs preconditions for medical prescriptions. This is all taking place in a land where the royal family enjoy rude health and do not have any guns while trying to emulate the american way of life and have issues with violence in schools which the medical community medicate as they did me for hostility without a clear military exam for peacefulness and no real models or speeches for the people to follow to assess their peace.

When I was at EnlightenNext a beautiful Hindu woman showed up one time for Wednesday evening meditation session. She asked a question: If someone showed up claiming to be the Messiah how would we know they were psychologically sane? It was somewhat uncharacteristic and never came up again or met with mute response from Christopher Bruce Parish who was the executive director of the premises and who hosted meditation evenings.

Jehovah had a word with me that Andrew Cohen was an American Psycho in London and cited his book 11 days at the Edge when he said that if you hear voices when you meditate you are psychotic. So Jehovah was saying that Andrew Cohen hears voices and that his plans for society and his worldview was one of psychosis and was not a sound civilisation and had betrayed American idealism and that He was saving me from them and their travelling ways of finding new recruits to harness their views about society.

I locate the desire in my body for sugar. I have been diagnosed with type two diabetes. Krishna told me to pray for this to be healed. I have brought my sugar levels down to normal with medication and advice from Dr Dahl at Millennium Medical Centre.

The musician Sting has issued a press release calling for a mature discussion on drugs and does not gloss over the health side effect of taking them. He has openly said he smokes marijuana to free up an idea and write songs.

It is important when healing and accessing higher domains of awareness to not get into agreements with the living and the dead. I am not a Co-Creator with anyone and have made no bonds other than with Sting and the Dalai Lama in 2002 to operate on terms with Brahma Vishnu and Shiva. I never was and am not a member of EnlightenNext. I was too poor to research it at University and nobody was interested in my literary thesis to research spirituality and TS Eliot and EM Forster to PhD level. I feel I have accomplished this with Shiva’s grace with my poetry website accompanied with biographical detail modifying how my poetry will be read and researched to accurately reflect my life since leaving Grammar School in 1996 where my brother studied too and time jumper two years to stay with me on the spiritual path.

I was not here when 9/11 happened. Through some mystical and magical happening I experienced 9/11 during term time while studying at the college of law in 2001. That cannot be so as September 11 was during my summer holidays and I was on holiday in Egypt with my family and also I went to Portugal with my friends that year for a week. I recall going to Oxford to see my tutor and that would have coincided with the end of September and beginning of October and he offered me a job in research aqnd I told him I couldn’t because I was studying law. I recall my colleague Joe Combes came out of the College of Law bulding and told me that two planes had just flown into the World Trade Centre and my first thoughts were “the chickens have come home to roost”. But that means it would have been during term time and term at the College of Law starts after October.

Also Sting was scheduled to perform a broadcast from his Italian home in Tuscany that night and cancelled ir due to 9/11. He can do this due to occultism and Satanism and it is a day when our energies can be fairly well examined by Shiva for the appearance and disappearance of this world in Kali Yuga and also for the establishment of an Age of Shiva when ignorance dominated my life about conspiracy theories and what is possible in this world of form.

Professor Noam Chomsky has stated that there was a second 9/11 in South America when the Americans were engaged in diplomatic affairs. This is Bible Code therapy and that 9/11 refers to Mayan Gods and Goddesses taking power away from the Americans with Xenu as well from Scientology and OT 3 for how they treated human being after so called World War Two. That second 9/11 is within my grasp as an internet user who stayed at home and watched YouTube during the 2000s and keeps his memory in spite of the Americans watching on as the British medicated me with British mental health without spirituality and religion with all the resources they had in America. It is a move towards my independence as I master the GBO with £1300 a month real terms salary for 37.5 hours work a week as my brother looks on and is idle at home. I don’t recall phoning home on 9/11 to find out how my family were doing and this could help free up my brother’s awareness and get him out of American and British traps too. We are just Pakis to the West and they have not done the healing or clearing work we have to be so liberated to the Spirit to have earned these resources as our own and not to have to share them with the Americans who took my work with Amazon and spent the money without offering me any. So much for contracts and the myth of personality and the need for the UN in the future to rule the roost and lecture us on crap education about Nazi Germany with no meaningful references from politicians about history as a Paul Hegseth calls out the Royal Navy for not featuring in Donald Trump’s madness and attack on Iran with only Israel to stand by his side and act for the TV cameras and news comaraderie.

10/06/2026

September 2, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

In my early years folder I deal with the first 48 years of my life and a lot of childhood memories and feelings as well as the first 13 years of my life being twice born again as a Christian for 2 years and dealt with this in a months worth of writing. This leads me to question what time is? How into formed and where does it come from? In Hinduism it is called a God called Kala and in Christianity Jesus is for moon control of it the Creator in Genesis and ruler of his own prophecy for his advent on earth as the Messiah. Allah once spoke to me about aeons taking past lives for millions of years and asked if his people could have past lives too as Buddha explored Kali Yuga and the devil looking at Buddhist eschatology.

Kali Yuga is a period of irreligiousness on earth when the prevailing deity Kali will rule and man will be given to conflict and chaos.

The ability to experience time appears uniquely human until we note that time is not merely clock time but the passing of seasons and the coming and going of night and day with the sun and the moon oscillating duties to govern the world and attend cosmic forces. If Jesus is to rebirth He will need to be in control of these forces and the book of Genesis needs to withstand more ridicule from atheists as the imagination stands up to abuse and is defended for what is possible with time when God is in control of it.

When will the Pope visit the UK?

The NHS diagnosis of me as suffering from Bipolar Disorder occurred in 2013 and listed Schizophrenic, Mani, Depression, Racy Thoughts and Psychosis in its report on me. This was following a consultation with my mother and maybe one observation of me in interview. These diagnoses were never discussed with me and I wonder what would have happened if I had not read the report saying I thought I was a Hindi incarnation of god?

This reminds me of J Krishnamurti and his teachings on how misleading the Guru was and how you could never ask another person how you can be saved and what the right answers are for you in your life. It combines with what Jesus taught on the dangers and pitfalls of trusting the world when the kingdom of heaven was full of peril and deceit and how in the end I was grateful that the NHS arrested my development for fear of what lay ahead but mistreated me as a member of ethnic and religious grouping which left me with delusions of grandeur to work out by myself. Jesus told Drs to “heal themselves” as he warned the kingdom of heaven is near at hand and available for anybody to reach out and grab it. The simplicity of the Holy Ghost is what baffles medics in a world of sensationalism and marketing where American mystics and priests sold everything including the kitchen sink to get popular and used Islam to defend their antiquated beliefs.

I healed the Nazi Holocaust with Jehovah and they have moved in cosmic space and in Heaven and Hell and this should make space for new things in the world. I have also healed the Viet Cong.

Prior to 2012 Dr Deepak Chopra towed the party line of the Democrats to insult Mahmoud Ahmedinajad who had airtime online speaking at the United Nations. In keeping with the USA’s dominance of mental health, he called Ahmedinajad a “psychotic” and has since been deleted on YouTube along with a lot of other videos where he called for a “critical mass of humanity” to raise consciousness and force world leader to adopt new peaceful policies in alignment with spirituality online.

How come the United Nations has not built offices abroad in the UK?

My brother and I missed out on a family inheritance in Jalandhar, Punjab with our grandfather’s ball bearing business IBI Ball Bearing PVT Ltd. He had six children and our father was the youngest brother who was sent to England to study at Bournville College in the 1970s. He met my mother and got married instead of completing his course and they fell in love and had my elder brother. Eventually they divorced in 1988 and my father moved to London to drive minicabs and keep in touch with me and brother. My brother was disenfranchised with the family situation and wanted to be left alone. I would socialise with my mother’s Islamic partner Karamat Ali who had been in prison for car theft and try to keep the peace with my father with regular visits to London Hounslow to see him. All he could really do was take us out shopping and try to bribe our affections as he worked 7 days a week driving taxis and would cook good food for us as we remembered him doing so when we were a family.

He eventually moved back to India in 2000 and me and my brother lost touch with him as we evolved and grew spiritually. I saw him in 2000 but suffered a nervous breakdown upon having spiritual realisation in 2002. I have spoken to him briefly since then but found being in touch on the smartphone too stressful and mixing bad memories in the home as he wanted to know about my mental health. He sold the family business and moved to outside Delhi and me and my brother did not get any shares in the business – something I lost out on when I chose God instead of corporate law in 2000-2002 and failed to develop into a healthy corporate man who travelled the world and did business while having a family of his own to boast of to keep up with the rest of my graduates from Oxford and King Edwards.

My religious transformation was even more painful than Eckhart Tolle with terrifying states of emptiness and nothingness to face alone with the silent support of my mother and brother who appear to have gone through these things before in previous births.

The female goddess Devi on the left hand side of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple represents my past life in India. I have been guided to this revelation by Durga who said how else could I have accomplished all that I have done and had such a successful relationship with my mother. Santosh is my mother’s name and there is a small statue of Santosh Mata in the Temple too. Santosh Mata originated from India and is worshipped in film and this symbol is fertile ground for the imagination and the path to ruin for our family as my painting sits behind glass and has a jyoti burning in front of it. During this past life I was acquainted with Lord Rama and worshipped Him and note that the glass that separates my painting from reality is the distance I have in Kali Yuga from such an opulent lifestyle. I don’t speak Hindi and don’t know Hindu scriptures beyond the Bhagavad Gita. But I can attest that the separation from reality represents The Soul Cages by Sting and now the “mind forged manacles of man” of William Blake that I saw when I was about 12 and fixated on throughout my English studies and makes its way into my poetry online. I listened to Sting obsessively every day from 12 to 24 when I stopped listening to music to look after my mind and body and saw in him a higher light to a deeper reality that was in keeping with contemporary spirituality that we all come from God and are heading there through transcendental means.

“the young so educated they never grow old” – Prince, Seven

Another empty day with money to fill that void instead of God.

The worship came through from Krishna a decade ago to watch my passion and confidence. I have been up since 4am meditating this morning and it is 7.30 and I see from the shifting shapes and patterns what he means. It is quite one thing to dwindle on my phone about celebrity life and the royal family. It is quite another thing to interact with them. My mother and I went to London last the day after Lillibut’s funeral and spent a day there and rode the Elizabeth line. That’s as close to royalty as we have come in our life. When I was in the Tazetta Suite of the QEHB for Bipolar Disorder my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands as Rama had tole me and I noted that Prince William came to Birmingham and did a public appearance. I feel affinity for him and Catherine because of their student life and interacting with the normal side of humanity and see myself influencing their generation and the younger one more than Prince Philip and King Charles for whom I had something to say online about corporate India with my social media videos between 2017-2024. But in keeping with what Krishna writes about in the Bhagavad Gita this is the age of my life when passion rules my Gunas and I am likely to be too over confident in one moment then too under confident in the next as I rule myself from my home in Weoley Castle and live out of one bedroom and deal with all these forms and shifting patterns to find a way to cope with living normal working life and waking up and travelling to work and earning a salary and building my webpage slowly so I can see and develop a plan to market it to British universities and even some people abroad for further research.

If I publish my work and advertise it to world leaders, my karma from school is strong. I have had many spiritual experiences since then and revealed my past lives too but the link to schooling and the role of parenting with my mother and the buried emotions of my father are located there in my unconscious as well as the ties to all the relatives and all their socialising. The rest has to be put to my higher self.

In India there was a holy man called Shirdi Sai Baba who is worshipped in India to this day. There was a TV Show of him which showed him healing someone and getting sick himself. Doubtless this is what happened to me and still does occur to this day as I experience weakness and suffer fearful states of being after encountering NHS Drs and Nurses who were heavy handed with the medication and did not want to discuss cause and effect in relation to my medical diagnosis as a Hindu incarnation of God. I have seen people make speeches claiming to be divine and write webpages proclaiming their human relationship with the people – after my trust has been burned with the DWP who charged me for PIP and ESA since 2013 to 2025 for my services and used me to fix this country’s spiritual apathy and non religious nature – I will let my webpage do the talking and rely on poetry to abstain from claiming religious perception.

I have been trying to answer the question What is a Healer for some years now and cannot arrive at a satisfactory concise explanation of a phenomenon I have been experiencing since I was very young. I can answer people’s prayers with recourse to Angels and help them fulfil their goals and ambitions in life by asking Hindu Gods and Goddesses. This is a step in the right direction of expanding on my current role as a poet and IT support technician and helps me further define the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering in terms of Abrahamic and Vedic deities.

I am a Healer. I use the Wheel of Suffering in Buddhism to elevate people from their current state and use my connections from past lives to improve situations on the planet: I am very quiet and barely talk as I am usually engaged in some transcendental activity and craving time to myself to meditate and recharge my batteries. I am very low on energy and find working life a bore. It takes a lot for me to travel to work and back and get the bus there for 2 hours and back for the same amount of time. Futhermore whilst I respect people’s time and money, I find the NHS has many rude callers who expect their work to be done in miracle timing and people are rushing me to complete my job. I would much rather stay at home and work as a writer but this is not fair on my mum and brother who need me to get out and prove that I don’t have mental health problems under the mental health act after the train wreck the Drs and Nurses brought into our lovely home.

I can interact with daily life normally and carry out normal duties and functions while attending to my spirituality and looking after myself as a graduate who has suffered many years unemployment (24) and is looking at being a 50 year old soon. So knowing that this writing is spied on and used to update databases and legally allow for 2012 arrangements after the world leaders tried to mainstream spirituality through their polling of people’s data: I am renouncing healing everyone and stating the tax code as reasonableness for what I can achieve.

I occupy a basic rate of tax and cannot afford to heal people in higher bands and that includes celebrities and politicians who come to me as well as royalty whom I see from time to time requesting healing.

In 2002 an energy worker did a reading on me and said that people were asking me questions. I can now see what she meant and see this occurring in the spiritual and religious realms with divine importance of earnest actions that have karmic consequences. I cannot continue to support this country’ government and media circus and will retrain myself to keep my energies to myself and just wish for good things for people of the same economic bracket.

I do not charge for what I do as Lord Indra told me there is no charge. But people are going to have to pay for this and stop saying I am like other people for equalising my life with others. It is enough humiliation to have the NHS imply that I am not special but it is even more to have to explain the difference between myself and others on this blog when spiritual teachers and masters have been dominating the internet for decades while I and my family receive nothing. Jesus writes in the Bible that you cannot mix God with money and this is doubtless part of some tests to make sure I am true and authentic but that does not give rich people the right to abuse me whatever nation they are from.

The original Christians had no libraries to speak of. They were just enamoured with duty and the word of God to create the Christian Church. Books and bibliographies have been built and they challenge our sensibilities today and are confronted by science to prove the veracity of their claims – that Jesus lives and His word is worth following. The King James Bible has taken centre stage and there are countless translations across the globe attesting to modernity and espousing the words that Jesus is alleged to have spoken and the Logos that is to be studied in Universities. England is different to America in that it has completed its colonial expansions and apart from Indian politics there is joy at the heart of the Christian Church. Americans are much more anxious and I feel their presence in my house for their post colonial moment of I Amness and proclaiming the greatness of the American nation, peoples and project while other countries get on with Christianity as business as usual. Stoicism supplements Greek Christianity and presupposes that the western people want to ruled by Aquarian gods with goddesses that have sexual ways on the surface quite different to eastern countries with their gods led by Krishna in the west doing his best to modernise things after only being 60 years old at ISKCON and bending with American naivety to rule the roost and proclaim a new gospel of Brahma about the life and disciplic succession of Krishna.

This is a blog. It is my personal webpage. Being spied on has done strange things to my head. There is not just America and England but hundreds of countries and this has affected my estimation of material wealth and what I am worth.

Brideshead Revisted by Evelyn Waugh tells the tale is dwindling authority at Oxford University and the growing need for the priesthood to cement its role there when dealing with student care. It is my hope this blog will circulate amongst academics and clerics alike to deal with issues of authority and morality nationwide so the out getting bogged down with topos and location The internet moved too quickly for some classes and groups and society and it’s time to have another go at it.

I caused 9/11. I have cause natural disasters on earth – earthquakes and floods and blackholes.

The Vietnam War was caused by the senses as the American were short sighted and could not see into the East. This is like the Ukraine War with Russians losing their sight and sound about Europe and getting lost after Brexit. The conflict in Iran is an extension of The Crusades.

“April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.” – T S Eliot The Waste Land

Much of what I write is due to memory and desire. I stimulate my own desire by publishing my thoughts and updating my consciousness for academic audiences. I fear the loss of memory in our country with American superdominance of our social media networks. We are not the history of Hollywood and the wars between Parliament and the Monarchy for power have left a gaping hole in British democracy where Nigel Farage is beating the BBC for ratings as he buys the next election with GBNews for the sake of the whole and to keep a cogent sense of what it means to be in this country with Monarchs too good for TV.

“Food eaten more than three hours after cooking it is said to be in the mode of ignorance (Tamas Guna)” – Srila Prabhupada, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When Srila Prabhupada was training for his role as a Sannyasi and when he finally embarked on his journey in America, fridges in India were not that common a phenomenon. This food cooked and eaten more than three hours after the time was said to be sullied and rotten having been left out in the heat. This posed a problem for meat eating and vegetarianism is common amongst Hindus. Some sacrifice their food before God and serve Him the food on their plate and thus give up the violence associated with the killing of an animal. ISKCON urge the noneating of meat but state that if you want to eat meat they pray and offer your food to Kali. I find it too hard to give up meat and offer my food to Kali and also go to Church and have been baptised so eating meat is not forbidden amongst Christians.

My mum started receiving phone calls about me in 2002. The phrase used was “the largest puja ever was done for me” and they have spoke about my special importance. Having Krishna near me is no joke and He advents to raise someone’s profile: “Wherever there is Arjuna and Krishna there is victory and opulence” (The Bhagavad Gita). I like the New Testament and the Gospels of Jesus but find the rest of the Bible too hard. The implications were that I would help the world with the prophecy of Jesus and one day would become famous. My mum had to cope with this all by herself and with both my brother and me knocked out of the race of life after Earth shattering events and hauntings in India in 2002. Ritesh could see a lot of evil being intended to me and was befuddled as to how it could be so. He was never one to try the rat race so sat back and watched the Drs treat me for depression when I lost my career as a trainee solicitor at Jones Day Gouldens. The mix of science and religion has been paramount to my success and Krishna warned me that I have no science in my life and this holds me back and stops me having choices. The plight of our family and the home remedies we tried to get better from evil and psychic attack lays fertile ground to those scientists who say that religion is too old fashioned and not relevant to today – something Andrew Cohen of the cult EnlightenNext was trying on as he was using India to be a fashionable guru and talk big.

My brother is a Naturopath and does not like Drs and Nurses. To him it’s all made up and Drs need computers to get their jobs done and read something off the screen. He would listen to the pundit from India in the 2000s that mum found in a village who said that I was not normal and that some people would come to visit me. The pundit would recite prayers and Ritesh would run the phone over his face believing in the Swami Vivekananda books he read when he was young and not the rough and shoddy diagnosis and speech of the Drs and Nurses who bamboozled me with processes and lexicon to leave me dumb before them as they performed Obs and wrote complicated words into their own laptops about their own health and keep up from studying their own health and keep up from studying their own degree which dovetails nicely with the racists n Parliament who don’t have one Daoist sitting with all the Muslims there and banter about terrorism and extremism from brown people. Where this leaves us with Nigel Farage and his immigration rants stirring up the nation is anyone’s guess and how much longer will be for my mum to suffer with her two sons is up for grabs too. What if this was another Hindu household, or what had been going on in Hindu households as they kow tow to Drs and Professionals to show up at their expensive houses and weddings with alcohol enough for the wine and whiskey drinking class who had too much to lose from my medical to play by the rules as the NHS does not hand out compensation as its staff are treated well and take up the headlines with propaganda since Tony Blair and his cronies dictated the news about the NHS and sob stories about shit.

The Indian education curriculum had been set on YouTube by George Walker Bush with his racist Islamaphobia and war mongering as youth clambered about looking for solutions to problems by protest and with democracy and Arundhati Roy with Salman Rushdie on Richard Dawkins’s social media with all those Hindu Bhajans on them and things that thw atheists do not understand.

Was Dr Ernie van Woerkhom channeling me when he was treating me for Bipolar Disorder?

Have Drs and Academics been seeking the power of the mind over matter in the UK and do they seek power over life with the ability to kill people with their minds and send them insane?

“The future of the British economy lies in science”- Gordon Brown PM in c.2000s on BBC

There is no review process from the NHS to deal with my family’s case. This is a shortcoming of Drs centralising out of London while listening to crap about Drs strikes and not enough pay when they have a job in this country developing strategies of creating insane people who use social media videos aimed at children where the Drs can start young giving advice while missing out on all that spirituality that came from America and was lost when EnlightenNext collapsed, mimicking Partition in India, taking all of the mind body spirit with it in America so the Drs escape without liability in this country and have Princess Catherine in their back pockets with her swimsuit body invulnerable to psychic attack and without armed guards around her while utilising the world’s resources.

“The debt you owe your mother you will never repay”- Sathya Sai Baba

These writings are coming out of a city slicker and someone who has always been in a big city. The countryside of England is a different matter but the English character is the same. The NHS is to be examined and updated from 1983 regardless of my status as a past life Hindu. What of my other lives in Greece or when I lived in England in Jacobean times? ISKCON is stating that people have had a million lives and need to remember their time with Krishna to make this a successful life. That is why Tibet is so powerful for its ancestry into the darkness and where historians have yet to lead politicians and their money. In Tibet and on Buddha Bar a past life reincarnation is known as a Tulku and Chinese medicine boasts the Dao to be able to take into consideration spirituality without shutting it down like the NHS does and denies my mother her human rights and freedom of expression with the one in one out right of a Dr to be by himself with a patient.

26/06/2026

September 1, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse

See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.

My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.

I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.

I expect people to give me donations.

A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.

You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.

By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.

The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.

I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

17/05/2026

August 30, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

In 2002 after I came back from India and before I joined Jones Day, I had a vision of the night sky covered in asteroids and a cosmic shower. The musician Sting write Send Your Love and described a time when “kingdoms were falling”. I could see the night sky covered with astrological change and shifting energies but I was powerless to do anything about it. I had to listen to the pundits on the phone from India and give up meat and eggs in biscuits and heal my state of consciousness from India. My mum had brought her duvet into my room and was sleeping in my double bed where I was sweating buckets and having visions of Darth Veda because I was having problems giving up smoking. These times were further healed by a vision of Scooby Doo wanted to fight the baddies – Spirit told me this was like me and told me to leave the fighting to those who had the Qi and told me to carry on with my purpose and go and work at Jones Day law firm in London. How times are different from then in 2002 and now it is 2006 I can reveal that in 2013 Krishna’s mum visited me and said to forgive myself sexually and she hit my throat with the back of her pony tail and said to open my throat chakra.

This was after listening to Dr Pillai’s Thiru Neela Kantham mantra and focussing on blue light and the throat in 2009. During that time I also listened to a chant to control the 9 planets and there were details about an androgyne sitting on a bull. In 2013 I had a vision of this creature in my garden and he said he had taken a shit in my garden and left some cow shit where my mum had planted some seeds from India after the Pundits on the phone said to do this and sent them over from India. So before I get excited and quit my job because I am working with Qi that enables me to use my mobile phone, the same with China – they have ancient remedies and same with Tibetan Buddhism – they have a culture that needs preserving and this is why there are three 5G towers near my house in quite a low economic bracket area. A new 24 hour ASDA manifested in 2013 and the Dalai Lama could be seen to be studying Tibetan culture and his three point plan for Tibetan Autonomy was revealed in Evolutionary Enlightenment by Andrew Cohen with Shantideva’s vow changed into an eternal evolutionary vow. It is with note that the Dalai Lama took Shantideva’s Boddhisattva vow off his website in 2013 when I went to a mental hospital and I had become aware of this in 1998 when I was on my year out from Oxford University and dealing with the Scientologists.

In 2014 while I was having dinner at Sabai Sabai in Harborne I had a vision of the Dalai Lama behind me and it said I was enlightening him. The Goddess Sati had been to see me and said she was responsible for it and that he was being made younger as a result of my enlightenment with Krishna and using his energy in 2014 and that he was being enlightened sexually to that he could study sex in the world in the afterlife as a result of my deeds and level of sexual prowess that had augmented with a relationship with a Jewish millionairess in 2010 in London and was embarassing me as having sex on CCTV in hotel rooms and spied on by Mi5 and governments worldwide to align with my role as a Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who was trapped behind glass to represent Maya and the illusions of the world that keep me hidden and ask for me to write a lot of mysticism here and reveal my relationship with the Dalai Lama of Tibet stemming from aeons when I used to know him and have studied Qi with the Buddha before and use it now to partake in ordinary life and wake up at 4 and meditate before leaving the house at 5.30 to get the bus to start work at 8 in Birmingham Business Park. It is not forever but it gives me a chance to write down my life’s journey and hopefully get some help from the NHS and Tony Blair’s statement that “we don’t do God” while I do and direct the WiFi to Tibet with collation of myself to Potala Palace in Lhasa and help the Chinese with Dao. Xi Xin Ping is hosting Donald Trump at the moment and things look peaceful for the war in the Middle East and the row over the Strait of Hormuz so hopefully this will be the last of of it from the Americans for some time and things will calm down and we can settle the deal in Israel with Chinese support and they can come forward by the time of Prince William’s reign to take part in world affairs and help with the balancing of Qi on the planet and spread Daoism in the world to help with Yoga and journeys into consciousness that are not backed up by medical support.

The trouble I face in life said Kali Mata one day while I was at Creative Support is from the black man and the young black man’s bad behaviour and unruly nature. If I was set free the racial profiling would esteem him to be given permission to act in a sense of freedom and I recall growing up and seeing their gangster ways and seeing how different these are from my spiritual ways. Now that I am older I can trace their roots to spirituality too and Christianity with their parents of Islam with the Nation of Islam and see how my later years took in Hare Krishna to control myself and stop myself from carpet bombing black people with a new religion. It is written online that Krishna’s name means Black and this code is taken to mean that Krishna came to the world to help the Asians feel like Black people reclaiming themselves with ISKCON and to fight racial injustice the same way that black people do with a new narrative and make freedom their enemy as they rebel against The Man and have issues dealing with sex life and the rise of White Girl with feminism in the west providing them with opportunities to look after themselves and become independent.

Rather than claim a new religious space for myself these blogs are designed to help me balance racial enquiries into my nature at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and help my brother feel more safe to come out of hiding as a Unicorn and a New Age Christ of Facebook and social media with white lightening and Qi work of his own and to help me become independent as I start driving lessons again to refresh myself after passing my test nearly 10 years ago. It is a normal things to demand a pundit can drive a car in the UK as Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple has a car with private government licence plates and fits in with Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to not abandon the battlefield to pray but to carry on his family duties and enact his station in life as a soldier. I am a normal man born to two parents in Birmingham and Parmod Rishi and Santosh Rishi divorced in 1988 splitting my Qi up and I can reclaim my energies as an enlightened man to write these enlightened blogs and make some money for myself and actually have things in my 40s after years as an ascetic who rebounded Maya while having sexual relations with women at Oxford and in London not to mention the girlfriends I had while at school in Birmingham to separate me from my brother’s energy who renounced women while at the Church of Scientology and faced the Suppressive People who wanted to take his karma and convert him to Christianity.

I started going to Church in 2024 to see what it was like and now go to St Gabriel’s in Weoley Castle because I need to take care of my inheritance and see that I am blessed by Christ and that I have a safe place to be buried as I don’t speak Hindi and do not mix with the congregation at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple in Handsworth for all the culture it enjoys with the Soho Road and decided of immigration culture since the Asians invaded England and brought with them good and evil as well as the titans of industry linked to Colonial India and partition that makes it hard for me to communicate myself and get out of the doldrums and live a healthy life. Travelling 4-5 hours on the bus each day is a lot to take and I hope to end this soon and get on with my job of being a writer and enlightening the surface of humanity soon.

When I started writing Amazon was worth $280 billion. It is now worth $2.25 trillion. Similarly Facebook changed it’s name to Meta from the Buddhist name for collective thought Mehta and Twitter has become Malcolm X’s identity stomping ground X.

These changes and more have come about since 2012 and the advent of Golden Age policies in America while the rich get richer and do deals and take from the Enlightened people they have been spying on since the Patriot Act. It was with this spying n mind that I formed six companies while a writer on Amazon Books during the years 2017-2020 and the dissolved them to keep with my corporate identity as a writer subject to spying while using Light Work and abusing his family dynamics at home in Weoley Castle. Mr brother no longer uses Facebook so much and has developed rashes on his feet and body through excessive use of Qi and the companies I created were estimated by the Buddha to make £400 Trillion. They were: Akaash Rishi Consulting, Akaash Rishi Publishing, Akaash Rishi Law and three others I cannot recall. I wrote 50 books and controlled my Qi on medication under the NHS for Bipolar Disorder while the Drs did not talk to me about the work I was doing or the Hare Krishna chants I was chanting for four years at the time.

In the 1700s the English poet William Blake answered critics about Shakespeare being the greatest poet with his own firebrand of writing that was unique, fresh and exciting. He was deeply Christian and wrote the Marriage and Heaven and Hell and Songs on Innocence and Experience as well as many other things in his collected works. he was challenged by the European theologian who wanted to introduce concepts of energy into Christian thought and rebelled against him as he used etching to make his poems into frames and prints and set them out in a unique way.

I am doing this by setting my poetry against the internet and am using Krishna’s energy over Qi to align my lifetime as a Hindu with buddha saving grace in China that I have not actually had a Buddhist life on earth before but have studied Buddhism with him in the afterlife. When I was writing during 2017-2024 I wrote 112 blogs and used Facebook, Twitter and Instagram – something I hope researchers will learn to submit requests for and develop newer and safer ways of researching English and reading Theosophy and higher thought into it so that Drs can not call it time wasting and we can read Mind Body Spirit books alongside it to elevate our consciousness and worship our Gods and Goddesses. The principle of Goddesses is very important to the Golden Age and the 2012 movement was at least in part about this fact.

It can’t have been easy being my mother or brother since my trip to India in 2002 and one of two nervous breakdowns I have had. They saw me in a worse state and have seen me go through medical processes so grotesque that I have become obese and put on so much weight under British psychiatric care that deserves court action to rescue my name and karma from under the rubble of racism and prejudice and bigotry about organised religion and subjectivity so that my writing is read again fairly and my mother and brother get good lives and are able to mingle in society and with the Hindu fraternity at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple away from the cat calls of the Mohan and Turner family challenging us to prove we are Rishis and talking shit about ancient India as they live as immigrants in this country and know nothing of our history here as British people under Anglo Saxon heritage and Roman descendants under Stoic principles that tie us to American wealth and dynamics as we push forward in the twenty first century.

The Dalai Lama said that EnlightenNext was dealing with the 4-5% of wealth holders and that I was dealing with the 1% who work in universities. This is contrary to my brother’s asceticism and he will need to see the way the internet has developed education from the bullying that occurs in schools during our youth and bear in mind that our mother went to secondary school here while out father was schooled in Nanithal in the Himalayan Mountains at BVC Mandir where they did Hindu religious sacrifices as part of the schools routine.

While I was writing during 2017-2024 and self publishing books on Amazon Books I had in mind the Dalai Llama’s saying that he is like ordinary people and every person is the Dalai Lama. I abided with the NHS medical services in the UK and Jehovah said he was doing ALIEN OBS on me and my family under the laws of England and measuring them with Jerusalem after I had visited the Holy City in 2011.

I created a vessel for myself to serve as the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and to shift data to his reincarnation to help the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet’s rebirth decide if he wants to be the 15th incarnation or not. I used to be a Devi in India where he has spent most of his lifetime in Dharamsala and he has said that he could choose to be a beautiful woman in his next lifetime.

I also created a vessel for myself for Sathya Sai Baba and his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar for his writing translated into English when we are all avatar of God and incarnations of the sublime theory of humanity evolving towards Oneness. I realised this as a white light on the phone and sent a transmission through to Prashanti Nilyam and their headquarters in India to modernise while I used social media for insurance purposes and to safeguard myself as a Healer for mental health purposes with my brother and mother and absent father being located in Loco Parenti at Oxford University and with my old school teachers in Birmingham. Sathya Sai Baba was an advocate for a Golden Age where poverty would be eradicated and I wanted to secure my name against his project.

There was a telling moment in the Transformer’s films when Optimus Prime lost his famous nonviolent streak and threatened to kill Americans who had betrayed the Autobots. I recall feeling empathy for this time and getting fed up with American Politics and violence at the time. I can see the Royal Family was to blame as well.

In 2014 Shree Rama told me my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands and he was having a look at me like Shirdi Sai Baba to be of Birmingham and to be granted religious status and to be regarded as a devotee of God after many decades is struggling to fit in and being lost in the Maya since joining the schools in Great Britain with my elder brother who has been at home since 1999 praying and getting on as a Healer for the Age of Aquarius whilst shepherding my mother after her incarnation with Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and who ended her long term relationship with Karamat Ali in the 2010s and come back home and bought the property after her right to buy scheme and base rate mortgage at 1.5%.

Krishna said that women like my mother have destroyed Temples in the past and warns me of politics trapping her in her family home for relationships and the Gunas and her over active self with two young sons and the needs she has to defend herself. These sorts of women get too involved in Temple life after experiencing family trauma and the film Mother India is a good one to look at as she is preventing from resting and praying in her old age and mixing with Hindu Society.

I am a member of the website Vedic Folks and have had 25 Vedic sacrifices performed in mine and my families name called Homams/ Havaans there. They charge about £90 for the service and transmit a live broadcast for you to watch as they read your family’s name out while they perform the Yajna.

My mum was born in Kenya Nairobi in 1953 and celebrates two birthdays. One is on the 26th September when she was born and one is on the 28th when her birth certificate was registered. She was one of 13 children that are listed on my home page in the family tree and their parents name was Bimla Devi Mohan and Sohan Lal Mohan. Onkar Nath Channan of the WOBO and the Calgary judiciary circuit was best man at their wedding and has been to visit us in the 2000s when mum’s cousin Sureshka told them I was unemployed after hearing reports of my divinity from India. He spent the day telling me about his worldly success as a self made man and later tried to get me to emigrate to Canada and work for his daughter in a law firm. That would have split me and my brother up – something the extended family has been trying to do since we were very young. How do they cope with Hindu special powers now that we are out of the Soul Cages of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth with its rich history with the Soho Road where Apna Sangeet came in the 2010s and recorded a song about the Soho Road and made a YouTube video for it.

Was Shakespeare an Avatar? Would he be regarded as a God today? What about William Blake’s special powers to play with energy in Hell?

10/05/2026

August 22, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

You hear that he is this way because he is a Rishi of India but never because he is a Smith of England. The English surname is dying in a mist of journalistic freedoms and the Islamaphobia that is natural in their ranks. The upper classes are blended with the common man and the distinction between behaviours is the privilege of those who keep themselves far from the maddening crowd and may be interacting with international figures to continue the ongoing colonial commentary of England and Great Britain and leave me by the wayside in the process of managing the centralising force of the ‘I’.

Who is managing this ‘I’ but it is God and the NHS alighted on thought and identification with Hindu religious dharma that Rohan Rishi “thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God”. Who is they in ‘they’ (the NHS) have no legal liability to rectify the blasphemy and repair the damage done to the body and the special interest in spirituality but to wonder what Colonialism could have been like to have left such deep seated scars in the Anglo-Indian community relations to make me side with the British Asian experience over my youthful days as a student of English literature, language and legalese.

A recent performance of The Importance of Being Earnest had racial and homoerotic undefined undertones to it in a state of understanding that the gay aspects of the mileu were not taken into the performance itself. But what would gay people make of a life without childbirth in the keeping up of appearances of social and marital relations and their trials and tribulations with the female sex to uphold the social contract when conventional relationships of husbands and wives along the land and sea of planes, trains and automobiles is so emotional and wrought with deep intense sexuality and feelings of a secretive society that does not like being written about and hides in national narratives while travelling abroad and to overseas territories to bring back ‘home’ what is now known as multiculturalism and is a hotbed for racism and uncontrolled thought as societal relations mix religions with warfare and political discussions to create and foster ignorance in the home and wealth in Parliament and the Monarchy and abroad as well as in TV empires that the phone is marking for new contracts as Africa watches The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad unfold and repairs at the “horror” of the similitude of the human race wherever it goes and whatever monk’s robes it wears and sannyasi garb it dresses in.

Audience is importantly a part of time travelling as a writer who is addressing multiple markets in the privacy of his own musings and wild imagination while trying to keep up appearances amidst the chaos of managing daily life and household affairs. The metaphor of feeling like a journalist where everything one meets is hot off the press news is amongst the early stage of embedding oneself as a spy who also happens to be a novelist and poet while holding down a job and being known to the security services as someone whose entire data has been harvested and used to enhance world warfare and games along spiritual lines while confronting those involved in these matters above the line and in public such as De Deepak Chopra and all those at EnlightenNext who followed his 2012 movement for it to be dissolved and Mind Body Spirit scrolls and scriptures like those ones kept in Scientology to be forever changed in the UK – and one presumes worldwide.

One of the salient points of my transformation under the doctrines of Ascended Masters and J Krishnamurti’s tenure as The World Teacher during my hospitalisations and medical under the NHS during 2013-2023 was not to hide things. I had experience of Sathya Sai Baba via a mixture of mystical and online relationships with him (Him?) and found that it was not worth role playing some imaginary Guru on social media and at the NHS’s behest that was deluded religiously. This religious statement goes on and is not something I can solve individually. It also affects other Hindus living in the UK who have had their careers tarnished with the undermining behaviour of Colonial England to martyr their record in the face of the House of Lords and a constitution that sings for Jerusalem and the Second Coming of Christ while experiencing forgetfulness due to alcohol and overworking as to what doctrine of divinity they are believing in while hiding in overseas work and diplomatic engagements.

In her first and only novel, my Mum ends the story with a lament about spiritual gurus and the corruption in the Mind Body and Spirit market that leaves nowhere to go for seekers and is so financially free to charge huge sums and fees. She highlights the role of cults in ruining lives and desecrates their record of peace she enjoys as a single woman and single parent of two sons and retiree to actually blame them for causing disquiet in her restful years and quite the source of heartbreak and pain. ‘Lovers Last Laugh’ is quite the read through of a woman seeking meaning through suffering and well worth the read.

At work there was a woman who resigned whose name was Theo Huxtable. This reminded me of what my brother once warned me about that this is no Cosby Show and that name was the eldest son’s name in the sitcom and got me thinking about celebrities and politicians whose carbon footprint on this earth is astronomical and whose legal fees are sky high and who have placed a burden on memory to hide their affairs yet once were like ordinary people who enjoyed the TV before they started learning how to exploit it to rule the populace. So by mentioning the TV Show which I enjoyed as a member of the lower classes I break with normal journalism and its convention of spying to enlarge sympathies and hell with the police writing and reading to make use of YouTube and the collective memory of mankind to provide for different sources for historical analysis aside from writing and photography while blogs updates themselves with literary references from social media and X, moving too quickly to take heed of the herd and the lower classes voices that want change we can believe in and don’t mind making America and England great again as long as their lives are not made too hard by journalists in the meantime.

I have had 15 lovers in my lifetime and had sex with 4 of them. The rest ranged from one night stands in nightclubs to socialising and heavy petting at parties. The memory of them still abides as does the sexual guilt: I was never so lost as a Healer as when I walked into a Jewish woman’s home as she was divorcing her husband and took over the rearing of her three children for a year and lost my career as one of the children’s tutors working in my best friend’s private English and Maths school. That was in 2010 and a classic example of how Maya distracts Narada from the spiritual and religious life and the classic devotee cries a bucket of tears before Krishna Bhagwan to recall the lesson of what Maya actually is.

My memory was not good after smoking Marijuana and the trauma of psycho-spiritual experiences since visiting India in 2002 that led me to the Fall of Man and the betrayal of Jehovah in the Garden of Eden for another relationship with a law student in between 2000-2005.

I was frustrated with love was Shiva’s ruling with Parvati and they recalled that I treated each woman as a god or as if there was something divine within them and eventually used my encounter with the NHS to give up woman for good and balance as Krishna warns me that ISKCON from the 1960s is not so liberal and much more strict than my individualism allows

What is a Buddhist monk’s consciousness like and how does it differ from a Hindu in an ashram and a Christian in a monastery? These questions are answered by reading my poetry in context and over the course of my life and in conjunction with the articles I have written. The Tibetans take exams at a certain stage of their development and these articles are written with those in mind and to update their theology to include the Judao-Christian ideals and consciousness as well as their formidable differences from Islam. The provision of free food in a Gurdwara promotes some mystery as to where this power comes from and is a stepping stone on realisation to the mysteries of Tibet that entranced visitors all those years ago before the Tibetan uprising in 1951.

Article 29.04.2025

July 23, 2026July 23, 2026 / rrishi99 / Leave a comment

What am I so sure is wrong with my poetry?

Confidence.

It’s you feeling bad about your life and painting everything as all in one in your poetry and seeing the poetry as existence itself again and blaming others for your work practice. Otherwise known as writer’s block and creative suffering and problems with your art workload.

Going to Church is a matter of confidence – not praying to get what you want or some religious practices that will help you in this matter. Church is for life and is interwoven with this confidence problem I am having seeing entering all jumbled up an Id interconnected which is a theme of my poetry so it leads to Amazon breakthroughs and that is why I don’t want to read the subject matter that caused me pain and suffering and get worried and anxious about it.

What is experience meant to look like?

What is the experience of someone who asks this question?

It is one where he sees comparison and compares himself to others in his environment because the questioner is built upon that comparison. It is mechanics. It is doing this with AI and computing recognising the need for human sacrifices and examples to justify the use of the imagination which was also engaged in carnal lists of experience based on lust and sexual desire. It normalises and eases into the now

How do I edit my poems?

What is the goal in sitting down to edit poetry I have not read in years? Is my poetry about me as the writer and not the literary subject with a form and definite object of a structured piece of writing before him?

I wanted there to be something special about my way of perception so much, I hoarded books to show my regimented intellect. I traversed worry like a caressed blanket covering a swamp of understanding. I harboured guilt under a covering of masculinity for all to see.

It’s an online legal drama with the consciousness of social media since the 1990s informing the reader about the British Asian voice.

What is the question by which all others are answered? How is this forwarded by you ivory tower approach to the news?

It would seem that the NHS has been blackballed and COVID has passed and the news is none the wiser about conspiracy and religion. What was surely a divine retribution to judge our world leaders and exact revenge on humankind for their treatment of Spirit is behind us and it is business as usual at the top and the Americans are continuing where George Bush Jr left off – dominating the airwaves with war rhetoric and Donald Trump and declaring tariffs on all who pass its ways.

This leave the BBC to watch in awe as Nigel Farage steals his way to the next election after talks with the Trump empire to model the UK on America and Fox News to stall the ordinary man’s emotional growth and the multicultural views of our nation have been set off and do not reflect on our nationalised TV sets. GB News is on too much and the citizens of our country are televised in an effort to fill the TV so that adverts can make revenue for the big fat cats and the Royal Family can concoct some engagement for themselves with Environmentalism while Bloomberg News screams about AI.

Against this backdrop, I am reviewing my medical record and the statement “Rohan Rishi believes he is a Hindu incarnation of God.” When such is the business of the NHS and its staff with Drs and Nurses exploiting my education with a Hello How Are You Doing Approach to healthcare and no real situational discussion about religion and experience I am empirically aware that I am a Hindu incarnation of God and that all Hindus are one and have that burden to bear before the Yoga of our age.

Do I need scruples to discuss whether it is my belief that I am divine or not when the organisation was too busy and over stretched to see if I matter and leave me to my mother’s care and brother’s devoted love and attention: What would my father have said if he was in the country? It’s your opinion that makes the difference and if you don’t believe you are divine then what has the past 25 years been like since you left the safe cloisters of Oxford University? By all accounts London is not the same after COVID and the scene looks like a wreck for what you left behind in the Gunas in 2000-2002 and if that means I could fill Wembley Stadium like in Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s dirty mind when he made a joke in 2013 before diagnosing me with a dangerously overactive thyroid – it seems the UK will charge the invesitgation of subjectvity to the NHS for the rest of my life if I don’t take up arms against the sea of samsara and seize my own destiny to the degree that it manifests for me to do so.

An opportunity is opening up to do some work in IT and I am not loathe to learn about cybersecurity Monday to Friday and continue to update my blog during the weekends. It would give me and Ritesh some time to spend together now that I am doing Reiki and can feel some of the work that he has been through and ease the pressure off my mum of taking care of me and giving me my own independence. Guru Nanak mentioned to me that I should travel to the Mandirs when I am 60 and working would mean I am financially able to do so; but if I release my blog then I can depend on others less and have one centralised accounting of my status as intelligently designed by our Creator to carry the concerns or our age and the youth of tomorrow for what they will go through now that mental health has been unleashed and is waiting to affect the track of the human condition and to lead to the psychiatrists having more sway to influence the news and the worldviews of what is going on and what they believe is the assessment of humanity from their vantage point on th sidelines.

Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s remark about Wembley Stadium is a typical Drs quip about the Indian Gurus preaching online and did not do much to help our relationship and I have wandered homeless to cope with the impact that the Drs have had on my life. It has been very difficult for my mother to care for both me and my brother and to see my father as distant. I still see my father in my prayers every day.

These are things I can work on and to see that AI is affective and changing the way I am related to as a subject of the kingdom is to see that this is not one of ability but of experience and to record human life that has transpired since the 1980s and to not give in to the millennials use of the internet and the computer but to fight for my own standing and see my divinity stretching out before me as not something I proclaim but something that I am.

For four years I chanted Hare Krishna and then met the internet with 20 published books and saw for my own eyes the impact that Noam Chomsky had on the human race with his touting of Social Democracy when I volunteered with the Conservative Party for a year on Saturdays while attending Church on Sundays. Now that I am free of Amazon Books I can see it was worth £280 billion when I started and is now valued at £2.2 trillion to be free of those books and the recent past and the tensions that were placed in my body.

I was dealing with a mind I do not understand and warring with Maya and the NHS to protest myself beyond labels and diagnosis and name calling for a time they do not invest in me to turn into a fully functioning member of society – regardless of Scientology’s role in my life. Ritesh has written about himself as a an Ascended Master, Spiritual King and Intergalactic Christ on Facebook and has been on Facebook for many years and I can count on him to be there (?) as I rise above my mugginess and claim my right to be divine and transcend the NHS and state that Christian kindness calls me Bipolar to navigate Heaven and Hell as two extremes that I am prone to in any given day.

It is Christian Mind Science at play in the workplace that I must get to know and to rise out of the unconscious with the medication and tacit body agreement to experience obesity to take the shame out of my vanity and to see that I am suffering for a purpose and that purpose is the very divinity the NHS said I have – “Rohan Rishi is a Hindu incarnation of God. It just remains to see how he uses it and fills his time with his mum and brother to share this with the UK.

A worldwide blog process is a stressful project to estimate and I am at a loss for the imagination’s toll on my life to cope with so much suffering to see the lucid realm also in which a webpage exists and to work out what to do with one over time for my good self.