Where does my mother’s strength come from to love me so much. It must be a matter of dharma and previous births for I see nothing of this British culture with the sexuality so tilted and aggressive women defending their working lives.
How long will it be before my mother’s brothers and sisters rebirth again earth and their children, mine and Ritesh’s cousins after the way that they treated us and sidelined us and picked on us and talked badly about our family?
A Vedic chant for light is Arut Perum Jyoti Tani Perum Karuni. It challenges the Gayatri Mantra in some Hindu circles.
I have three selves that interplay in my life and haev taken many years to get to grips with since graduating law school in London in 2002. The first is a Graduate Self that seeks to accumulate wealth and buy property and misses being a graduate with a mortgage since I have been unemployed since 2002 for 24 years and have an Oxford degree as well as legal postgraduate qualifications. The second self is a Healer Self that engages in the spiritual world and the world of the postmodern hybrid British Asian Self to mix cultures and appear self realised and spiritually enlightened since Krishna came and shared his energy with me in 2013 and I enter deep states of being and concentration and cover vast periods of Universal Self and Cosmic Consciousness and Astral Travelling to heal people and situations on earth and in the universe with the Yugas and Kalpas complementing Christian deep time. The Healer is wound up with the World Teacher and World Karma of the Theosophists and Krishnamurti movement and deals with the second coming of Christ as well as Krishna’s reincarnation in this world. He goes to Church and has stopped going to Hindu Temple after realising his last life as a Devi and being insulted by Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth. He listens to Islam and considers himself as studying Judaism with Shiva and heeds Sikhism’s warnings about Avatars and Writing and the Word of God and what it takes to live the holy life with Guru Nanak as he carries on with Pindar life and working politics with Atos IT Technical Support.
Guru Nanak marked this Healer as a Colonial matter as well and ear marked my medical record for historical research and Partition writers in Indian circles and British universities to better understand the past with a modern reliance on the NHS as a religious force to do good and change mankind’s ways. The third self is a writer self which runs in a cycle with the other two and uses my imagination to write poetry and prose and publish them on my iPhone from which I copy and paste them to my blog on WordPress which I run and create myself. This imagination interplays with the other two selves to bring into my writing various themes and needs plenty of rest and relaxation to recharge so that I can serve my family duties and spend time with them each week. This imagination is fuelled by years of interest in English Literature and watching films and reading other books and is quite intense to control and engage ordinary working life in IT at Atos with.
I have channeled evil that has seen me challenge Jesus Christ for his second coming and delayed a prophecy of my own from India to see an exorcism of myself of rooted thoughts and beliefs that are bigger than my education and now need deep time therapies and spiritual healing to complete. The missiles in the world have at times been trained on me with Gods and Goddesses studying the Dajaal and an evil person who claims to be the Dalai Lama or worse, Jesus Christ himself. When I was at EnlightenNext in London a very beautiful Indian woman showed up once and asked a question in evening meditation: If a person showed up claiming to be the messiah how would we know he was psychology sound and sane and balanced.
My closing words to Andrew Cohen were that I thought I am the messiah and cant get rid of the feeling that I have a special purpose. Psychiatry drilled this out of me to rational British science and put the fear of God into me to study better and look after myself more.
Just how much growth and fashion has been thwarted in our family home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Ranvir Turner and his family on Middleton Hall Road in Kings Norton and deep family karma from Africa with gangster culture negating our Brahmin manhood as brothers is astonishing. All the brothers talk about is money and hang around Hindu Temples for talks about singing songs and dancing at wedding and getting more and more materialistic things from God who provides for them as they ask.
God once told me never to regret the past as I lay destitute for 10 more years on account of religious seeking because of Ranvir Turner and see that if I had kept up with the Jones’s and tried to be a part of Dipak Mohan’s grand gestures and social circle then I would have had to befriend Ranvir Turner with his excessive drinking and football fandom of Liverpool for the karma he exploited because his idiotic father Iqbal Turner died when he was young and was heralded a martyr as his wife Kamlesh Turner never married and practised Sati. All these things Yoga has in store to unite at Hindu Temples in England while the Royal Family practices the Woke and multiculturalism while ignoring Krishna and not loving him as he asked.
Since I have been writing about my extended family and the veritable Kauravs with Ranvir Turner trying to turn me against my own family and cause mental problems in our family I have noticed that my energy is more capable of staying in my house. This affects airspace and is a matter for the Law Society and is dealt with by St Gabriel being a patron saint of telecommunications and measuring bandwidth and vibrations.
Our family was such a simple family with our father and mother having two sons who lived in Rubery in the 1980s. My father was gifted a vision of the relatives on his wedding as being violent thugs who were here to purify themselves and soon found himself far away from his father’s land in Jalandhar. I had a religious experience at a Havaan at Shree Geeta Bhawan when Avnish Babla had a mundan for his son and the pundit there showed me the level of development of the Mohan’s, Coles, Turners, Sharmas, Bablas and Khoslas are on with their efforts to curb their violent tendencies by being vegetarian and their observations of Vedic injunctions and following Hindu folklore and despairing to visit the homeland and bug property there. They bullied my father and disturbed his consciousness while he doted on his two sons and gave them what he could and he suffered the backlash of them rebelling against him to reach Nirvana and leave the extended family once and for all. The last I saw them was at the funeral of Professor Jeff Cole whose eulogies showed me how far I am away from conventional life working with Krishna to explore Earth and develop new lines so he can study what is going on here himself.
