10/06/2026

In my early years folder I deal with the first 48 years of my life and a lot of childhood memories and feelings as well as the first 13 years of my life being twice born again as a Christian for 2 years and dealt with this in a months worth of writing. This leads me to question what time is? How into formed and where does it come from? In Hinduism it is called a God called Kala and in Christianity Jesus is for moon control of it the Creator in Genesis and ruler of his own prophecy for his advent on earth as the Messiah. Allah once spoke to me about aeons taking past lives for millions of years and asked if his people could have past lives too as Buddha explored Kali Yuga and the devil looking at Buddhist eschatology.


Kali Yuga is a period of irreligiousness on earth when the prevailing deity Kali will rule and man will be given to conflict and chaos.


The ability to experience time appears uniquely human until we note that time is not merely clock time but the passing of seasons and the coming and going of night and day with the sun and the moon oscillating duties to govern the world and attend cosmic forces. If Jesus is to rebirth He will need to be in control of these forces and the book of Genesis needs to withstand more ridicule from atheists as the imagination stands up to abuse and is defended for what is possible with time when God is in control of it.


When will the Pope visit the UK?


The NHS diagnosis of me as suffering from Bipolar Disorder occurred in 2013 and listed Schizophrenic, Mani, Depression, Racy Thoughts and Psychosis in its report on me. This was following a consultation with my mother and maybe one observation of me in interview. These diagnoses were never discussed with me and I wonder what would have happened if I had not read the report saying I thought I was a Hindi incarnation of god?

This reminds me of J Krishnamurti and his teachings on how misleading the Guru was and how you could never ask another person how you can be saved and what the right answers are for you in your life. It combines with what Jesus taught on the dangers and pitfalls of trusting the world when the kingdom of heaven was full of peril and deceit and how in the end I was grateful that the NHS arrested my development for fear of what lay ahead but mistreated me as a member of ethnic and religious grouping which left me with delusions of grandeur to work out by myself. Jesus told Drs to “heal themselves” as he warned the kingdom of heaven is near at hand and available for anybody to reach out and grab it. The simplicity of the Holy Ghost is what baffles medics in a world of sensationalism and marketing where American mystics and priests sold everything including the kitchen sink to get popular and used Islam to defend their antiquated beliefs.


I healed the Nazi Holocaust with Jehovah and they have moved in cosmic space and in Heaven and Hell and this should make space for new things in the world. I have also healed the Viet Cong.


Prior to 2012 Dr Deepak Chopra towed the party line of the Democrats to insult Mahmoud Ahmedinajad who had airtime online speaking at the United Nations. In keeping with the USA’s dominance of mental health, he called Ahmedinajad a “psychotic” and has since been deleted on YouTube along with a lot of other videos where he called for a “critical mass of humanity” to raise consciousness and force world leader to adopt new peaceful policies in alignment with spirituality online.


How come the United Nations has not built offices abroad in the UK?


My brother and I missed out on a family inheritance in Jalandhar, Punjab with our grandfather’s ball bearing business IBI Ball Bearing PVT Ltd. He had six children and our father was the youngest brother who was sent to England to study at Bournville College in the 1970s. He met my mother and got married instead of completing his course and they fell in love and had my elder brother. Eventually they divorced in 1988 and my father moved to London to drive minicabs and keep in touch with me and brother. My brother was disenfranchised with the family situation and wanted to be left alone. I would socialise with my mother’s Islamic partner Karamat Ali who had been in prison for car theft and try to keep the peace with my father with regular visits to London Hounslow to see him. All he could really do was take us out shopping and try to bribe our affections as he worked 7 days a week driving taxis and would cook good food for us as we remembered him doing so when we were a family.

He eventually moved back to India in 2000 and me and my brother lost touch with him as we evolved and grew spiritually. I saw him in 2000 but suffered a nervous breakdown upon having spiritual realisation in 2002. I have spoken to him briefly since then but found being in touch on the smartphone too stressful and mixing bad memories in the home as he wanted to know about my mental health. He sold the family business and moved to outside Delhi and me and my brother did not get any shares in the business – something I lost out on when I chose God instead of corporate law in 2000-2002 and failed to develop into a healthy corporate man who travelled the world and did business while having a family of his own to boast of to keep up with the rest of my graduates from Oxford and King Edwards.


My religious transformation was even more painful than Eckhart Tolle with terrifying states of emptiness and nothingness to face alone with the silent support of my mother and brother who appear to have gone through these things before in previous births.


The female goddess Devi on the left hand side of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple represents my past life in India. I have been guided to this revelation by Durga who said how else could I have accomplished all that I have done and had such a successful relationship with my mother. Santosh is my mother’s name and there is a small statue of Santosh Mata in the Temple too. Santosh Mata originated from India and is worshipped in film and this symbol is fertile ground for the imagination and the path to ruin for our family as my painting sits behind glass and has a jyoti burning in front of it. During this past life I was acquainted with Lord Rama and worshipped Him and note that the glass that separates my painting from reality is the distance I have in Kali Yuga from such an opulent lifestyle. I don’t speak Hindi and don’t know Hindu scriptures beyond the Bhagavad Gita. But I can attest that the separation from reality represents The Soul Cages by Sting and now the “mind forged manacles of man” of William Blake that I saw when I was about 12 and fixated on throughout my English studies and makes its way into my poetry online. I listened to Sting obsessively every day from 12 to 24 when I stopped listening to music to look after my mind and body and saw in him a higher light to a deeper reality that was in keeping with contemporary spirituality that we all come from God and are heading there through transcendental means.


“the young so educated they never grow old” – Prince, Seven


Another empty day with money to fill that void instead of God.


The worship came through from Krishna a decade ago to watch my passion and confidence. I have been up since 4am meditating this morning and it is 7.30 and I see from the shifting shapes and patterns what he means. It is quite one thing to dwindle on my phone about celebrity life and the royal family. It is quite another thing to interact with them. My mother and I went to London last the day after Lillibut’s funeral and spent a day there and rode the Elizabeth line. That’s as close to royalty as we have come in our life. When I was in the Tazetta Suite of the QEHB for Bipolar Disorder my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands as Rama had tole me and I noted that Prince William came to Birmingham and did a public appearance. I feel affinity for him and Catherine because of their student life and interacting with the normal side of humanity and see myself influencing their generation and the younger one more than Prince Philip and King Charles for whom I had something to say online about corporate India with my social media videos between 2017-2024. But in keeping with what Krishna writes about in the Bhagavad Gita this is the age of my life when passion rules my Gunas and I am likely to be too over confident in one moment then too under confident in the next as I rule myself from my home in Weoley Castle and live out of one bedroom and deal with all these forms and shifting patterns to find a way to cope with living normal working life and waking up and travelling to work and earning a salary and building my webpage slowly so I can see and develop a plan to market it to British universities and even some people abroad for further research.


If I publish my work and advertise it to world leaders, my karma from school is strong. I have had many spiritual experiences since then and revealed my past lives too but the link to schooling and the role of parenting with my mother and the buried emotions of my father are located there in my unconscious as well as the ties to all the relatives and all their socialising. The rest has to be put to my higher self.


In India there was a holy man called Shirdi Sai Baba who is worshipped in India to this day. There was a TV Show of him which showed him healing someone and getting sick himself. Doubtless this is what happened to me and still does occur to this day as I experience weakness and suffer fearful states of being after encountering NHS Drs and Nurses who were heavy handed with the medication and did not want to discuss cause and effect in relation to my medical diagnosis as a Hindu incarnation of God. I have seen people make speeches claiming to be divine and write webpages proclaiming their human relationship with the people – after my trust has been burned with the DWP who charged me for PIP and ESA since 2013 to 2025 for my services and used me to fix this country’s spiritual apathy and non religious nature – I will let my webpage do the talking and rely on poetry to abstain from claiming religious perception.


I have been trying to answer the question What is a Healer for some years now and cannot arrive at a satisfactory concise explanation of a phenomenon I have been experiencing since I was very young. I can answer people’s prayers with recourse to Angels and help them fulfil their goals and ambitions in life by asking Hindu Gods and Goddesses. This is a step in the right direction of expanding on my current role as a poet and IT support technician and helps me further define the Buddhist Wheel of Suffering in terms of Abrahamic and Vedic deities.


I am a Healer. I use the Wheel of Suffering in Buddhism to elevate people from their current state and use my connections from past lives to improve situations on the planet: I am very quiet and barely talk as I am usually engaged in some transcendental activity and craving time to myself to meditate and recharge my batteries. I am very low on energy and find working life a bore. It takes a lot for me to travel to work and back and get the bus there for 2 hours and back for the same amount of time. Futhermore whilst I respect people’s time and money, I find the NHS has many rude callers who expect their work to be done in miracle timing and people are rushing me to complete my job. I would much rather stay at home and work as a writer but this is not fair on my mum and brother who need me to get out and prove that I don’t have mental health problems under the mental health act after the train wreck the Drs and Nurses brought into our lovely home.

I can interact with daily life normally and carry out normal duties and functions while attending to my spirituality and looking after myself as a graduate who has suffered many years unemployment (24) and is looking at being a 50 year old soon. So knowing that this writing is spied on and used to update databases and legally allow for 2012 arrangements after the world leaders tried to mainstream spirituality through their polling of people’s data: I am renouncing healing everyone and stating the tax code as reasonableness for what I can achieve.

I occupy a basic rate of tax and cannot afford to heal people in higher bands and that includes celebrities and politicians who come to me as well as royalty whom I see from time to time requesting healing.

In 2002 an energy worker did a reading on me and said that people were asking me questions. I can now see what she meant and see this occurring in the spiritual and religious realms with divine importance of earnest actions that have karmic consequences. I cannot continue to support this country’ government and media circus and will retrain myself to keep my energies to myself and just wish for good things for people of the same economic bracket.

I do not charge for what I do as Lord Indra told me there is no charge. But people are going to have to pay for this and stop saying I am like other people for equalising my life with others. It is enough humiliation to have the NHS imply that I am not special but it is even more to have to explain the difference between myself and others on this blog when spiritual teachers and masters have been dominating the internet for decades while I and my family receive nothing. Jesus writes in the Bible that you cannot mix God with money and this is doubtless part of some tests to make sure I am true and authentic but that does not give rich people the right to abuse me whatever nation they are from.


The original Christians had no libraries to speak of. They were just enamoured with duty and the word of God to create the Christian Church. Books and bibliographies have been built and they challenge our sensibilities today and are confronted by science to prove the veracity of their claims – that Jesus lives and His word is worth following. The King James Bible has taken centre stage and there are countless translations across the globe attesting to modernity and espousing the words that Jesus is alleged to have spoken and the Logos that is to be studied in Universities. England is different to America in that it has completed its colonial expansions and apart from Indian politics there is joy at the heart of the Christian Church. Americans are much more anxious and I feel their presence in my house for their post colonial moment of I Amness and proclaiming the greatness of the American nation, peoples and project while other countries get on with Christianity as business as usual. Stoicism supplements Greek Christianity and presupposes that the western people want to ruled by Aquarian gods with goddesses that have sexual ways on the surface quite different to eastern countries with their gods led by Krishna in the west doing his best to modernise things after only being 60 years old at ISKCON and bending with American naivety to rule the roost and proclaim a new gospel of Brahma about the life and disciplic succession of Krishna.


This is a blog. It is my personal webpage. Being spied on has done strange things to my head. There is not just America and England but hundreds of countries and this has affected my estimation of material wealth and what I am worth.


Brideshead Revisted by Evelyn Waugh tells the tale is dwindling authority at Oxford University and the growing need for the priesthood to cement its role there when dealing with student care. It is my hope this blog will circulate amongst academics and clerics alike to deal with issues of authority and morality nationwide so the out getting bogged down with topos and location The internet moved too quickly for some classes and groups and society and it’s time to have another go at it.


I caused 9/11. I have cause natural disasters on earth – earthquakes and floods and blackholes.


The Vietnam War was caused by the senses as the American were short sighted and could not see into the East. This is like the Ukraine War with Russians losing their sight and sound about Europe and getting lost after Brexit. The conflict in Iran is an extension of The Crusades.


“April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.” – T S Eliot The Waste Land

Much of what I write is due to memory and desire. I stimulate my own desire by publishing my thoughts and updating my consciousness for academic audiences. I fear the loss of memory in our country with American superdominance of our social media networks. We are not the history of Hollywood and the wars between Parliament and the Monarchy for power have left a gaping hole in British democracy where Nigel Farage is beating the BBC for ratings as he buys the next election with GBNews for the sake of the whole and to keep a cogent sense of what it means to be in this country with Monarchs too good for TV.


“Food eaten more than three hours after cooking it is said to be in the mode of ignorance (Tamas Guna)” – Srila Prabhupada, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

When Srila Prabhupada was training for his role as a Sannyasi and when he finally embarked on his journey in America, fridges in India were not that common a phenomenon. This food cooked and eaten more than three hours after the time was said to be sullied and rotten having been left out in the heat. This posed a problem for meat eating and vegetarianism is common amongst Hindus. Some sacrifice their food before God and serve Him the food on their plate and thus give up the violence associated with the killing of an animal. ISKCON urge the noneating of meat but state that if you want to eat meat they pray and offer your food to Kali. I find it too hard to give up meat and offer my food to Kali and also go to Church and have been baptised so eating meat is not forbidden amongst Christians.


My mum started receiving phone calls about me in 2002. The phrase used was “the largest puja ever was done for me” and they have spoke about my special importance. Having Krishna near me is no joke and He advents to raise someone’s profile: “Wherever there is Arjuna and Krishna there is victory and opulence” (The Bhagavad Gita). I like the New Testament and the Gospels of Jesus but find the rest of the Bible too hard. The implications were that I would help the world with the prophecy of Jesus and one day would become famous. My mum had to cope with this all by herself and with both my brother and me knocked out of the race of life after Earth shattering events and hauntings in India in 2002. Ritesh could see a lot of evil being intended to me and was befuddled as to how it could be so. He was never one to try the rat race so sat back and watched the Drs treat me for depression when I lost my career as a trainee solicitor at Jones Day Gouldens. The mix of science and religion has been paramount to my success and Krishna warned me that I have no science in my life and this holds me back and stops me having choices. The plight of our family and the home remedies we tried to get better from evil and psychic attack lays fertile ground to those scientists who say that religion is too old fashioned and not relevant to today – something Andrew Cohen of the cult EnlightenNext was trying on as he was using India to be a fashionable guru and talk big.


My brother is a Naturopath and does not like Drs and Nurses. To him it’s all made up and Drs need computers to get their jobs done and read something off the screen. He would listen to the pundit from India in the 2000s that mum found in a village who said that I was not normal and that some people would come to visit me. The pundit would recite prayers and Ritesh would run the phone over his face believing in the Swami Vivekananda books he read when he was young and not the rough and shoddy diagnosis and speech of the Drs and Nurses who bamboozled me with processes and lexicon to leave me dumb before them as they performed Obs and wrote complicated words into their own laptops about their own health and keep up from studying their own health and keep up from studying their own degree which dovetails nicely with the racists n Parliament who don’t have one Daoist sitting with all the Muslims there and banter about terrorism and extremism from brown people. Where this leaves us with Nigel Farage and his immigration rants stirring up the nation is anyone’s guess and how much longer will be for my mum to suffer with her two sons is up for grabs too. What if this was another Hindu household, or what had been going on in Hindu households as they kow tow to Drs and Professionals to show up at their expensive houses and weddings with alcohol enough for the wine and whiskey drinking class who had too much to lose from my medical to play by the rules as the NHS does not hand out compensation as its staff are treated well and take up the headlines with propaganda since Tony Blair and his cronies dictated the news about the NHS and sob stories about shit.


The Indian education curriculum had been set on YouTube by George Walker Bush with his racist Islamaphobia and war mongering as youth clambered about looking for solutions to problems by protest and with democracy and Arundhati Roy with Salman Rushdie on Richard Dawkins’s social media with all those Hindu Bhajans on them and things that thw atheists do not understand.


Was Dr Ernie van Woerkhom channeling me when he was treating me for Bipolar Disorder?


Have Drs and Academics been seeking the power of the mind over matter in the UK and do they seek power over life with the ability to kill people with their minds and send them insane?


“The future of the British economy lies in science”- Gordon Brown PM in c.2000s on BBC


There is no review process from the NHS to deal with my family’s case. This is a shortcoming of Drs centralising out of London while listening to crap about Drs strikes and not enough pay when they have a job in this country developing strategies of creating insane people who use social media videos aimed at children where the Drs can start young giving advice while missing out on all that spirituality that came from America and was lost when EnlightenNext collapsed, mimicking Partition in India, taking all of the mind body spirit with it in America so the Drs escape without liability in this country and have Princess Catherine in their back pockets with her swimsuit body invulnerable to psychic attack and without armed guards around her while utilising the world’s resources.


“The debt you owe your mother you will never repay”- Sathya Sai Baba


These writings are coming out of a city slicker and someone who has always been in a big city. The countryside of England is a different matter but the English character is the same. The NHS is to be examined and updated from 1983 regardless of my status as a past life Hindu. What of my other lives in Greece or when I lived in England in Jacobean times? ISKCON is stating that people have had a million lives and need to remember their time with Krishna to make this a successful life. That is why Tibet is so powerful for its ancestry into the darkness and where historians have yet to lead politicians and their money. In Tibet and on Buddha Bar a past life reincarnation is known as a Tulku and Chinese medicine boasts the Dao to be able to take into consideration spirituality without shutting it down like the NHS does and denies my mother her human rights and freedom of expression with the one in one out right of a Dr to be by himself with a patient.


17/05/2026

In 2002 after I came back from India and before I joined Jones Day, I had a vision of the night sky covered in asteroids and a cosmic shower. The musician Sting write Send Your Love and described a time when “kingdoms were falling”. I could see the night sky covered with astrological change and shifting energies but I was powerless to do anything about it. I had to listen to the pundits on the phone from India and give up meat and eggs in biscuits and heal my state of consciousness from India. My mum had brought her duvet into my room and was sleeping in my double bed where I was sweating buckets and having visions of Darth Veda because I was having problems giving up smoking. These times were further healed by a vision of Scooby Doo wanted to fight the baddies – Spirit told me this was like me and told me to leave the fighting to those who had the Qi and told me to carry on with my purpose and go and work at Jones Day law firm in London. How times are different from then in 2002 and now it is 2006 I can reveal that in 2013 Krishna’s mum visited me and said to forgive myself sexually and she hit my throat with the back of her pony tail and said to open my throat chakra.

This was after listening to Dr Pillai’s Thiru Neela Kantham mantra and focussing on blue light and the throat in 2009. During that time I also listened to a chant to control the 9 planets and there were details about an androgyne sitting on a bull. In 2013 I had a vision of this creature in my garden and he said he had taken a shit in my garden and left some cow shit where my mum had planted some seeds from India after the Pundits on the phone said to do this and sent them over from India. So before I get excited and quit my job because I am working with Qi that enables me to use my mobile phone, the same with China – they have ancient remedies and same with Tibetan Buddhism – they have a culture that needs preserving and this is why there are three 5G towers near my house in quite a low economic bracket area. A new 24 hour ASDA manifested in 2013 and the Dalai Lama could be seen to be studying Tibetan culture and his three point plan for Tibetan Autonomy was revealed in Evolutionary Enlightenment by Andrew Cohen with Shantideva’s vow changed into an eternal evolutionary vow. It is with note that the Dalai Lama took Shantideva’s Boddhisattva vow off his website in 2013 when I went to a mental hospital and I had become aware of this in 1998 when I was on my year out from Oxford University and dealing with the Scientologists.


In 2014 while I was having dinner at Sabai Sabai in Harborne I had a vision of the Dalai Lama behind me and it said I was enlightening him. The Goddess Sati had been to see me and said she was responsible for it and that he was being made younger as a result of my enlightenment with Krishna and using his energy in 2014 and that he was being enlightened sexually to that he could study sex in the world in the afterlife as a result of my deeds and level of sexual prowess that had augmented with a relationship with a Jewish millionairess in 2010 in London and was embarassing me as having sex on CCTV in hotel rooms and spied on by Mi5 and governments worldwide to align with my role as a Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who was trapped behind glass to represent Maya and the illusions of the world that keep me hidden and ask for me to write a lot of mysticism here and reveal my relationship with the Dalai Lama of Tibet stemming from aeons when I used to know him and have studied Qi with the Buddha before and use it now to partake in ordinary life and wake up at 4 and meditate before leaving the house at 5.30 to get the bus to start work at 8 in Birmingham Business Park. It is not forever but it gives me a chance to write down my life’s journey and hopefully get some help from the NHS and Tony Blair’s statement that “we don’t do God” while I do and direct the WiFi to Tibet with collation of myself to Potala Palace in Lhasa and help the Chinese with Dao. Xi Xin Ping is hosting Donald Trump at the moment and things look peaceful for the war in the Middle East and the row over the Strait of Hormuz so hopefully this will be the last of of it from the Americans for some time and things will calm down and we can settle the deal in Israel with Chinese support and they can come forward by the time of Prince William’s reign to take part in world affairs and help with the balancing of Qi on the planet and spread Daoism in the world to help with Yoga and journeys into consciousness that are not backed up by medical support.


The trouble I face in life said Kali Mata one day while I was at Creative Support is from the black man and the young black man’s bad behaviour and unruly nature. If I was set free the racial profiling would esteem him to be given permission to act in a sense of freedom and I recall growing up and seeing their gangster ways and seeing how different these are from my spiritual ways. Now that I am older I can trace their roots to spirituality too and Christianity with their parents of Islam with the Nation of Islam and see how my later years took in Hare Krishna to control myself and stop myself from carpet bombing black people with a new religion. It is written online that Krishna’s name means Black and this code is taken to mean that Krishna came to the world to help the Asians feel like Black people reclaiming themselves with ISKCON and to fight racial injustice the same way that black people do with a new narrative and make freedom their enemy as they rebel against The Man and have issues dealing with sex life and the rise of White Girl with feminism in the west providing them with opportunities to look after themselves and become independent.

Rather than claim a new religious space for myself these blogs are designed to help me balance racial enquiries into my nature at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and help my brother feel more safe to come out of hiding as a Unicorn and a New Age Christ of Facebook and social media with white lightening and Qi work of his own and to help me become independent as I start driving lessons again to refresh myself after passing my test nearly 10 years ago. It is a normal things to demand a pundit can drive a car in the UK as Pundit Dharam Dutt of Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple has a car with private government licence plates and fits in with Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to not abandon the battlefield to pray but to carry on his family duties and enact his station in life as a soldier. I am a normal man born to two parents in Birmingham and Parmod Rishi and Santosh Rishi divorced in 1988 splitting my Qi up and I can reclaim my energies as an enlightened man to write these enlightened blogs and make some money for myself and actually have things in my 40s after years as an ascetic who rebounded Maya while having sexual relations with women at Oxford and in London not to mention the girlfriends I had while at school in Birmingham to separate me from my brother’s energy who renounced women while at the Church of Scientology and faced the Suppressive People who wanted to take his karma and convert him to Christianity.

I started going to Church in 2024 to see what it was like and now go to St Gabriel’s in Weoley Castle because I need to take care of my inheritance and see that I am blessed by Christ and that I have a safe place to be buried as I don’t speak Hindi and do not mix with the congregation at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple in Handsworth for all the culture it enjoys with the Soho Road and decided of immigration culture since the Asians invaded England and brought with them good and evil as well as the titans of industry linked to Colonial India and partition that makes it hard for me to communicate myself and get out of the doldrums and live a healthy life. Travelling 4-5 hours on the bus each day is a lot to take and I hope to end this soon and get on with my job of being a writer and enlightening the surface of humanity soon.


When I started writing Amazon was worth $280 billion. It is now worth $2.25 trillion. Similarly Facebook changed it’s name to Meta from the Buddhist name for collective thought Mehta and Twitter has become Malcolm X’s identity stomping ground X.

These changes and more have come about since 2012 and the advent of Golden Age policies in America while the rich get richer and do deals and take from the Enlightened people they have been spying on since the Patriot Act. It was with this spying n mind that I formed six companies while a writer on Amazon Books during the years 2017-2020 and the dissolved them to keep with my corporate identity as a writer subject to spying while using Light Work and abusing his family dynamics at home in Weoley Castle. Mr brother no longer uses Facebook so much and has developed rashes on his feet and body through excessive use of Qi and the companies I created were estimated by the Buddha to make £400 Trillion. They were: Akaash Rishi Consulting, Akaash Rishi Publishing, Akaash Rishi Law and three others I cannot recall. I wrote 50 books and controlled my Qi on medication under the NHS for Bipolar Disorder while the Drs did not talk to me about the work I was doing or the Hare Krishna chants I was chanting for four years at the time.


In the 1700s the English poet William Blake answered critics about Shakespeare being the greatest poet with his own firebrand of writing that was unique, fresh and exciting. He was deeply Christian and wrote the Marriage and Heaven and Hell and Songs on Innocence and Experience as well as many other things in his collected works. he was challenged by the European theologian who wanted to introduce concepts of energy into Christian thought and rebelled against him as he used etching to make his poems into frames and prints and set them out in a unique way.

I am doing this by setting my poetry against the internet and am using Krishna’s energy over Qi to align my lifetime as a Hindu with buddha saving grace in China that I have not actually had a Buddhist life on earth before but have studied Buddhism with him in the afterlife. When I was writing during 2017-2024 I wrote 112 blogs and used Facebook, Twitter and Instagram – something I hope researchers will learn to submit requests for and develop newer and safer ways of researching English and reading Theosophy and higher thought into it so that Drs can not call it time wasting and we can read Mind Body Spirit books alongside it to elevate our consciousness and worship our Gods and Goddesses. The principle of Goddesses is very important to the Golden Age and the 2012 movement was at least in part about this fact.


It can’t have been easy being my mother or brother since my trip to India in 2002 and one of two nervous breakdowns I have had. They saw me in a worse state and have seen me go through medical processes so grotesque that I have become obese and put on so much weight under British psychiatric care that deserves court action to rescue my name and karma from under the rubble of racism and prejudice and bigotry about organised religion and subjectivity so that my writing is read again fairly and my mother and brother get good lives and are able to mingle in society and with the Hindu fraternity at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple away from the cat calls of the Mohan and Turner family challenging us to prove we are Rishis and talking shit about ancient India as they live as immigrants in this country and know nothing of our history here as British people under Anglo Saxon heritage and Roman descendants under Stoic principles that tie us to American wealth and dynamics as we push forward in the twenty first century.

The Dalai Lama said that EnlightenNext was dealing with the 4-5% of wealth holders and that I was dealing with the 1% who work in universities. This is contrary to my brother’s asceticism and he will need to see the way the internet has developed education from the bullying that occurs in schools during our youth and bear in mind that our mother went to secondary school here while out father was schooled in Nanithal in the Himalayan Mountains at BVC Mandir where they did Hindu religious sacrifices as part of the schools routine.


While I was writing during 2017-2024 and self publishing books on Amazon Books I had in mind the Dalai Llama’s saying that he is like ordinary people and every person is the Dalai Lama. I abided with the NHS medical services in the UK and Jehovah said he was doing ALIEN OBS on me and my family under the laws of England and measuring them with Jerusalem after I had visited the Holy City in 2011.

I created a vessel for myself to serve as the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and to shift data to his reincarnation to help the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet’s rebirth decide if he wants to be the 15th incarnation or not. I used to be a Devi in India where he has spent most of his lifetime in Dharamsala and he has said that he could choose to be a beautiful woman in his next lifetime.

I also created a vessel for myself for Sathya Sai Baba and his reincarnation as Prema Sai Avatar for his writing translated into English when we are all avatar of God and incarnations of the sublime theory of humanity evolving towards Oneness. I realised this as a white light on the phone and sent a transmission through to Prashanti Nilyam and their headquarters in India to modernise while I used social media for insurance purposes and to safeguard myself as a Healer for mental health purposes with my brother and mother and absent father being located in Loco Parenti at Oxford University and with my old school teachers in Birmingham. Sathya Sai Baba was an advocate for a Golden Age where poverty would be eradicated and I wanted to secure my name against his project.


There was a telling moment in the Transformer’s films when Optimus Prime lost his famous nonviolent streak and threatened to kill Americans who had betrayed the Autobots. I recall feeling empathy for this time and getting fed up with American Politics and violence at the time. I can see the Royal Family was to blame as well.


In 2014 Shree Rama told me my Buddhafield was the size of the West Midlands and he was having a look at me like Shirdi Sai Baba to be of Birmingham and to be granted religious status and to be regarded as a devotee of God after many decades is struggling to fit in and being lost in the Maya since joining the schools in Great Britain with my elder brother who has been at home since 1999 praying and getting on as a Healer for the Age of Aquarius whilst shepherding my mother after her incarnation with Nirmali Devi in the 1990s and who ended her long term relationship with Karamat Ali in the 2010s and come back home and bought the property after her right to buy scheme and base rate mortgage at 1.5%.


Krishna said that women like my mother have destroyed Temples in the past and warns me of politics trapping her in her family home for relationships and the Gunas and her over active self with two young sons and the needs she has to defend herself. These sorts of women get too involved in Temple life after experiencing family trauma and the film Mother India is a good one to look at as she is preventing from resting and praying in her old age and mixing with Hindu Society.


I am a member of the website Vedic Folks and have had 25 Vedic sacrifices performed in mine and my families name called Homams/ Havaans there. They charge about £90 for the service and transmit a live broadcast for you to watch as they read your family’s name out while they perform the Yajna.


My mum was born in Kenya Nairobi in 1953 and celebrates two birthdays. One is on the 26th September when she was born and one is on the 28th when her birth certificate was registered. She was one of 13 children that are listed on my home page in the family tree and their parents name was Bimla Devi Mohan and Sohan Lal Mohan. Onkar Nath Channan of the WOBO and the Calgary judiciary circuit was best man at their wedding and has been to visit us in the 2000s when mum’s cousin Sureshka told them I was unemployed after hearing reports of my divinity from India. He spent the day telling me about his worldly success as a self made man and later tried to get me to emigrate to Canada and work for his daughter in a law firm. That would have split me and my brother up – something the extended family has been trying to do since we were very young. How do they cope with Hindu special powers now that we are out of the Soul Cages of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir in Handsworth with its rich history with the Soho Road where Apna Sangeet came in the 2010s and recorded a song about the Soho Road and made a YouTube video for it.


Was Shakespeare an Avatar? Would he be regarded as a God today? What about William Blake’s special powers to play with energy in Hell?


14/05/2026

Allah asked me one day to write about past lives and if his community of Muslims could be included in the phenomenon. There is a problem with the Dalai Lama taking religious contributions when his past lives are protected by Buddhist practice and he has been influenced by Christianity with Spirit since his dealings with the UN and the Native American Indian tradition showing that past lives encounter the problem of Mother Earth and who is bold enough to also state what the world is and its nature to have liuved in it more than once. Srila Prabhupada skated around this issue by claiming people have millions of lives throughout the universe and that Earth is like a Loka and a state of energy and flux to be exchanged with as long as certain dietary requirement are met.

I have four previously quite celebrity past lives and cannot reconcile them to this plane of existence and will not declare them public ally in England where the NHS and the Church of England will react with medical power and not have seen me do anything in my life since leaving the College of Law as a drug addict to Marijuana and needing care to disconnect from the medical substance and differ from my brother who has abstained from drugs and drink since leaving high school in 1992. He has past lives and once voiced to me that the problem with them is they put you on a pedestal and there are no levels of which to speak of. He has also had disdain for Sathya Sai Baba and said he was palming the vibuthi he said he was manifesting and has long had a keen interest in paranormal activities and said he has always been able to see things since he was a very young child.

He once reminded me of William Blake who had a brother and I feared losing him to World Karma as J Krishnamurti lost his brother Nityanda and struggled to come to terms with the masters treatment of him. I could not and still cannot understand the life my brother has led being inactive since the 1990s when Scientology failed in his life and Christians threatened to brainwash him. Would he have lost his spiritual gifts and did the NHS want to run more tests on my family with Dr BORG Bartolo treating him for years and dealing with his welfare and benefits. My guides stated that he is now a Healer in the United Kingdom and Jehovah stated it is so my family can have insurance listed on insurance forms for karma and cause and effect under the simplicity of Sathya Sai Baba’s Hinduism with Dharma and Sathya listed as virtues to upheld amongst others in numerous dialogues dealing with his previous incarnation and links to Shirdi Sai Baba and an attempt to create modern Indian history while John Lennon and atheists say it should be deleted


An old friend I knew since school accompanied me to Oxford and one day mentioned how Mi5 tap people on the shoulder and ask if you want to work for them. I did not know this growing up and deemed The X Files and Big Brother too hard for me to keep up with so as not to get involved in Spy Games and keep my head down and just study English and Higher Thought. It occured to me though I was being watched and a chap when I was 18 accused me of walking around like an Iranian where he was from and asked me if I “analysed the analysis of the analysis or the analysis of the analysis of the analysis”. He was looking at me a certain way and stuck around for 3 years or so being quite abrasive and guessed one day that my English degree was causing me problems many years later on LinkedIn when I was engaging in some Spy Games of my own letting Buddha know what the cost would be of restoring Tibet with my eclectic brand of mixed postmodernism and many blogs online replete with typing speeds and phone usage attached to the outcome as well.


A yoga shop opened up in The Bull Ring shortly after 2012 to coincide with hospitalisation and Enlightenment. It sold some yoga stock and some books by Swami Sarva Priyanandan. It also had Native American Indian crafts too. It reminded me of Sacred Spirit when I was a teenager at the top of the New Street whihc dabbled in ethnic and tribal gear when Cult Clothing was all the rage and Tony and Guy hairdressers were still trying to build their empire. It was too expensive for me and I could not afford to buy anything from the colourful shop. It reminds me however that my mum had some catalogue order CDs about the sounds of nature that were like the merchandise that the Sacred Earth shop sold so maybe the Yoga shop went out of business because of e-commerce? 50% of our population is studying yoga these days – a Hindu religion – in a Christian context when Church attendance suffers for the amount of Churches per square mile to cope with the ever increasing interconnection of population of 65 million. Some have tried manifesting Churches in Tibet and the Chinese are on hand with new Embassy Headquarters to spy on England and see how they interact with their American brothers and sisters. They would do well to taste the milk at the Indian cafe/bar by Snow Hill station fresh from India itself and see howe food and drink survives with Amitabh Bachchan’s poster on the wall amongst others. Alcohol is served on the premises and it opened around the same time as the yoga shop which became a bit dated and closed down like Christian merchandise shops do in commercial settings. I spent a lot of money online on New Age merchandise and Hindu murtis (statues) from Handsworth Soho Road to help me recover from Bipolar Disorder and the designation of mental health problems since 2013 by the NHS which did not want to talk about deeop themes or life issues under the banner of Psychiatry masquerading as counselling and psychology where they socialise all the same as Drs and steal our energy and intelligence to advance their materialistic lives and medicate victims for hostility when they threaten their well being and lives over time.

Thankfully I have been seeing a homeopath with my brother and mother since 2002 who has balanced the yogic effects of the medication which is improving as I make time for prayer and contemplation as well as meditation with early nights and early rises to go to work to stone for my years as a stoner while going to Church and offend the Englishman with a loose schedule and sleep time while exploring the unconscious and subconscious as he looks out for my mother after a near fatal car crash and the medical she went through as a result, while Ritesh looked on and passed another year as a victim of the same NHS that supports celebrities spiritual journeys and causes problems for Hindus and Christians and plays God after Nietzsche and John Lennon and the court of Richard Dawkins as a racist online banning books and censoring YouTube to control Nazi propaganda and political rule running away from God and threatening China with racism and warfare like they used India for all the time.


My mother had been meditating since the 1980s and was described by my brother as a Devi while I was swimming in Samsara using a PhD thesis I had developed with The Spirit to research non-duality with the works of E M Forster and T S Eliot using online spiritual resources. I lied on my Masters form that I would study Ken Wilber and planned to read Deepak Chopra instead to compare spiritual themes of transcendence in boy author’s works and make modern spirituality a more relevant affair with knowledge of Angel work in A Passage to India or Where Angels Fear To Tread and rumours of a conversion to Hinduism in The Waste Land or T S Eliot. He came to me one night and confessed working as a spy being able to see so much. Similarly Joseph Conrad blessed me with gratitude for my loyalty to English Literature wruters above English Colonial slave drivers for the compassion in their texts and attempts to elucidate the human condition by saying that Polish people are often ignored and nobody remembers them.

All of this my mum and brother took in their stride as I got on about my business in a small three bedroom house we now own since we moved Council property in 1993 after our old house was repossessed after my father failed to pay the mortgage as part of a divorce settlement with my mother as she embarked on a living relationship with a Muslim who sold clothes n Cradley Heath market where she sold frozen foods much to the annoyance of Kamlesh Turner and Sudesh Cole who held proud the Indian Hindu banner of Sanata Dharma and banished myself and Ritesh stigmatised Church goers who liked Christian films and fashions while their chosen son Ranvir Turner dressed in Amitab Bachchan’s clothes and did alright for himself as a corporate director of Lloyds Bank and our cousin of about the same age and got married and had two children and bought a home where he looks after his mother like a good Sikh boy with all of the cousins referring t him as the elder while Ritesh and I suffer since the 1990s and especially since 2002 when cosmic visions aligned for demonic attack on me in Birmingham while my brother sat back helpless to stop it and do anything about it. So I’m in no rush to heal others and pay for the mistakes of Drs of medicine and religion and spirituality and the harm they have done to Time itself as well as the education system.


In Chinatown in Birmingham town centre the language written down on food is Chinese. The ingredients of food in the supermarkets is Mandarin and the Chinese have maintained their independence and sense of solidarity while also appealing to the native English with lots of restuarants. There are offices nearby but they too are not advertising in English which is very different to the Soho Road in Handsworth and the Indian and Pakistani shops on Ladypool road and thr Stratford Road to name the big areas where people from Asia have gathered. What of Leicester and Derby? Their food is marked in English which goes down to the medical files I saw coming with Yoga and the Church of England when I was described as a Hindu God by Drs and Nurses in the NHS. My mother fears that the younger generation won’t shop for Indian foodstuffs in Indian shops and hunt out Dhal and Sabzi and fresh vegetables and the Soho Road is always under attack from commercial operators who don’t care about the rubbish and traffic and parking problem there but just want to capitalise on the Colonial trade and potential ticking time bomb to get Hindus speaking English so they can steal their energies while they fantasise about Indian women and hold dear the homosexual undertones of relationships with Hindu men and the glamour of Bollywood without going to Temple or Gurdwara for worship and not actually buying and reading ISKCON books like Srila Prabhupada said and causing Hare Krishna problems with the collective unconscious and collective dream of lucid dreaming amounting to Hate Crime and institutional racism that my brother and I have experienced as my mother sits on and watches us bother our father about in India to speak more on the phone with normal phone use and messaging while the Englishman carries on with political plotting and cites similarity more than difference as another year of mine and Ritesh’s life moves on and we stay stuck in the same house we have been in since 1993 and only have one car and one of us has a driving licence to use in our mother’s car. How does the Pundit at Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple have so much power to want to perform Vedic sacrifices in our home and take Ritesh’s karma away while Buddha sits on and watches in horror as the Dalai Lama’s photo finds its way on to the Soho Road in an office with celebrities in the window to manage the Buddhist Temple that has always been on the top of the Soho Road that was hidden from us as a family due to the route we drive while going to a Hindu Temple with that big Lingam there from Shiva to denote my sexual prowess and Ritesh’s role under Jai Santosh Mata that the Western religion and people can integrate with.


ISKCON state that a Krishna Conscious devotee is 1 in 1000. Krishna told me I am 1 in a million. I feel like the only one as I sit on the bus and drive past houses that appear empty and having the life driven out of them to disturb my consciousness. Krishna warned me of being the only one and that means there are about 65 other people like me in the UK to ground my attainment with my brother to sustain his levels of self realisation and growth as a spiritual being since learning of forbidden knowledge and deciding to imitate Christ with Scientology knowledge from Arcturus aware that I have been coerced and haunted into being like American spiritual teachers much to my chagrin and still have problems with nature to see the English countryside as it is and appreciate living in Weoley Castle with so many parks near by and so much to do at that Square.


I have not read that much written by the Dalai Lama. I connect with him in the astral plane and from personal experience and visualisations since seeing him drive past me in India in 2002. He has said that he hopes that Free Tibet protestors do not make the Chinese suspicious so I bear this in mind with how quick my English is to store that information on my hard drives smartphones so they can catch up with conventional spy methods helped by the Dao and their own astrology that Ritesh mastered in the 2000s to help his mother obtain mutki and enlightenment before she goes on her retreat to Vipassana meditation in June 2026. Kuan Yin has said she will be with mum and Ritesh has a small statue of her on his desk to balance the years of Hindu worship my mum did since leaving her family’s house with a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha statue in our garden and a Buddha in our living room. I have Radha Krishna on my home Mandir with a crucifix of Christ only. I have about 7 Ganesh’s for material wealth and to secure me a job and a new beginning and have a lot more murtis and statues and Hindu iconography in the loft where Ritesh is simple and just had a poster of Hanuman on his wall while I went through lots of changes and rebelled against my mother’s use of visualisation and her use of the mind.


Once the State has diagnosed someone as suffering from mental health problems, it cannot take that back. Everything the person does from there on is stained with that diagnosis. The stigma of mental health is real and at large for the victim. Anything the person says that deviates from the norm is a product of having some chemical imbalance and some concoction of mental health problems. This is the problem I face advertising my poetry and declaring things about my past lives or insight. I fear judgement and being described unkindly and belittled.


Time is the movement of people and their shape of their lives in the mind of God.


There was nothing in the Mind Body Spirit market for the elderly Hindu lady and complex terms like evolution not to mention those deriding spiritual powers as madness and deserving of medication and hospitalisation. What would have happened if I had been hospitalised in the old NHS hospital in Selly Oak haunted by my aunty Kamlesh Turner with her accomplice Sudesh Cole who sought our family’s downfall every day of their lives since my mother set herself apart from such feminists and became an individual who divorced my father who was just not fitting in with the country and wanted to go back home to India. All they use India is cheap gold and gossip and make believe that the images on their home temples and statues in their houses live in India and give them permission to treat other homes badly. What is Hindu dharma and what is meant by the law of karma when the English language cannot keep up with migrational shifts and Hindu teachers are buying shares in YouTube to capitalise on Sadhguru’s direct ascent to Christ’s throne in heaven and more from the cults as time progressed. Ritesh may have visions and dreams of things he wants to install in England for the elderly Hindu lady after his devotion to his grandfather and grandmother in India and the females in his extended family network after seeing some deteriorate in Kali Yuga and develop potty mouths that hold us back for establishing good relations at Justin Welby’s Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple where the relatives don’t go and visit but still talk the talk of being Hindus from Kenya Nairobi on demand bringing the light to the Temple at the cost of Buddha and eventually driving us out of the Temple with so much for one pundit to speak English about and develop a diplomatic solution to over time.


Sikhism still has no history in the UK. They have their history written onthe walls of the Gurdwara in Smethwick and stand up to Colonial pressures of historical times. The British academic Dr Yasmin Khan was known to me in the 1990s and early 2000s when I lived in Oxford and London. She was dating my school friend and Oxford alumni Ben Wright of the BBC and they were quite the romantic couple using me as a Healer. She was studying Theosophy and Annie Bessant while I was studying Krishnamurti but never let me into any secret knowledge and Ben did not share with me his secrets at the BBC except one that he dreamed of unwinding a woman out of a saree in erotic lust while taking my Buddhist karma and credit for helping Paul Ready into Royal quarters as co-director of The Globe. I’m sorry but reading a couple of Buddhist books doesn’t make you equal to my level of development for all that they vesselled me and left me out in the cold without my brother. Modern empiricism and Sikhism is alive and large as Sikhs can read my blogs and entertain ideals of the Chinese for the shared word Turbans and maybe more from the less mystical Doaism of Lao Tzu and Analects of Confucius than the religion of Buddha as they protect their gurdwaras from ISKCON’s advanced under King Charles’s governments over the coming years where YouTube has cornered them into a Golden Age when little is known or written about Guru Nanak while they take from British resources and don’t advertise their kitchens to the homeless.


Guru Nanak has asked me to voice his concern about the preparations for the Dalai Lamas death and to raise concerns about his spiritual powers. He has asked how can he be so powerful under Mind Body Spirit marketplaces with all the books, merchandise and talks that the Americans have produced. His history is missing and the crowds are not evident like J Krishnamurti and the TV is a barren away land the way the news treats him as just one man.

Guru Nanak asked for a statue of the Dalai Lama like Kuan Yin or Tara or Avalokitesvara to help with the Mind Body Spirit worship and to dovetail with ISKCON’s developments with Jehovah in the UK to differentiate from the Americans with their origins with Srila Prabhupada.


There was a night around 2014 shortly after Krishna came to visit me with his energy that also Lao Tzu and Confucius appeared to me in Lightworking. Tao was upset at what confusion the word of God had put me into and how my understanding of the word avatar from Sathya Sai Baba’s works meant I had called Lao Tzu a God and Confucius one too. This is something the Sikh deals with in English translation of the Guru Granth Sahib as they delineate the word of God along biblical lines while Srila Prabhupada avoids its use with calling Krishna “the supreme personality of godhead”. This created conflict with Krishna being so glorious in his story and is staring down the barrel of rivalling Jesus as The Greatest Story Ever Told in centuries to come. Noticeably Krishna will not take on your sin like Jesus does and this story is not a toy for the scientist or historian to use as they have used YouTube and our daily TV but something that religious and spiritual people need to use the internet for to cooperate and ask each other questions and learn to communicate now that COVID has come and gone. New Age beliefs would say it did not start in China but it started in Birmingham UK where my body was abused by the physician Jesus told off and left me to heal myself for all that the Butterfly Effect and String Theory say are possible.

Sting’s song Send Your Love states that many people could have originated the virus for all that the scientists were willing to lie about and cause financial disruption as Gordon Brown tries to make it rich with business and science after the death of Queen Elizabeth 2nd and the decline of western Church orders to compete with the politician who uses them for his own gain and childish education at Oxbridge led institutions while the Greeks and Romans come to their rescue with ancient theology and Stoicism.