15/06/26

I hope to help with voices in the fields I have identified that I work with in spirituality like African Americans have dealt with voices in their diverse literary tradition to challenge thew fields of modernism and postmodernism to become more inclusive and accepting of racial lines. The role of Hindus is complex and the field is not clearly drawn out in English as they lean on western experiences of spirituality to intimate their own diversity.


The role of Messiah and the Second Coming of Christ is about the Guru from India and someone who is able to function and take on all that life has to offer. They can explain anything about the world and carry with them a projection from the psyche about modern life and enact a role of being a saviour that politicians exploit and religious establishments have to manage on a regular basis as they confront religious evil and the stresses that enter British homes on a day to day basis.


I spend a lot of time looking for my mother and brother’s approval of me.


Modern spiritual cults ignore the family unit. Are they under the spell of Buddhism dealing with Kali Yuga and the idealism of aloneness set forth by Henry David Thoreau with a penchant for modern meditation that pulls in Buddhist archetypes and Hindu moulds to represent the seated lotus position and expose people to yoga teachers working for profit and reputation in the industry?


What role with Hindus play in the British film industry in the future and how can they integrate as part of the country under the Royal Family?


The same was that Jews access the unconscious to dominate the modern pain body, Hindus are caught between two rocks with Yoga and Spirituality / Mind Body Spirit dominating narratives and being unable to shift racial boundaries for sexual tensions and real world concerns that include family life and the actual making of progress on the spiritual and religious path.


Stoicism took over as England’s main religion as the Chinese took the Bible away and rumours of a British Asian rebellion at ISKCON with Prime Minister Rishi Sunak swearing on The Bhagavad Gita. The Chinese studied the Bible again for some years and explored classical England for its democracy and royal houses as India and other countries lay in the rubble of eastern democracies and the internet boom of the 2000s and rush for journalism to question their leaders and enslave the human race into bondage at home while religions struggled to keep up and stay relevant to the world at large. If this did not happen in real time circles and in cosmic under focus for all that was seen to happen in Birmingham around me and during the course of my family and extended family’s life.


Dr Avril Bruten used to question me personally and try to find out why I was such a loner at St Hugh’s College. When she found out that my parents were divorced she backed off and said she understood why she was proving me. We never studied British Asian consciousness together like I did with Professor McDonald and she gave me a copy of the play she wrote called Mortal Conditions and called me “enigmatic”. She said to try to experience “serious enjoyment” in life; whatever that means.

I never bonded so personally with another tutor away from my subject books and essays.


Jamie Morris was a colleage at St Hugh’s College. His father was on the Times 100 rich list. He never told me he was on this list.


I am and always have been a very quiet person. You could call me an introvert but I shy away from labels these days. I am always thinking about God and God is not an exciting subject with lots to talk about. Including my family, I have been self conscious for the past few years about how quiet I am and starting work in February 2026 was daunting for the liveliness of teenagers and twenty somethings around me. My mum pulled me up on my demeanour yesterday and criticised how much I meditate and how I don’t display the characteristics of a happy man.

I carry a lot of the collective and deep within is shame and also a fair bit of blame for thw way my religious experiences have been dealt with since 2002 as I face being an Arjuna and hapless victim for psychological purposes for poise and higher development.


Yesterday I could not sleep. I was upset because my mother had chided me about my spirituality and how I was letting myself fall down in life. She was right to approach me and caught me off guard but I’d had not been easy to find myself when my days have been empty and I find working on my website with work is a good balance to help me come out of religious hysteria and to direct my attention and gaze back to Drs and Academics who have power to make me rich and famous.

It is like Frodo in Lord of the Rings and I felt myself overcome by darkness as I wrote about politics and the royal family. This is Harry Potter territory when he deals with snakes and the dead devil Voldemort and black ley lines as he tries spells to protect himself. I definitely let the blogosphere get the better of me and was too excited to see my journal and articles up in print with the white light and energy that they generate on my phone being with Krishna and harnessing my past lives to be “simultaneously one but different” from Krishna and pipping my brother to the post as an energy healer.


From my memory of Oxford English literature was about pain. The pain charachters experiences in their growth and development and the pain I went through reading the books and struggling to write essays to tight weekly deadlines. People who doubt my claims to past life experiences would do well to recall that I was once an Oxford man whose wilderness in life has prepared him for a future with Krishna as Arjuna that is exploitable as I create space for new relationships and for other people to experience spiritual and religious things.


Jesus and diabetes is a good topic. Drs can ask of the user is grasping and clinging for Christ and if indeed they see a white light or are a believer that their energy problems will be healed by the Holy Ghost.


How much unhappiness we experience in our home in 6 Shilton Grove because of Mr Dipak Mohan – mum’s younger brother who only lives down the road in Kings Norton and used to live in Solihull. his materialistic Hindu ways have cast a net ensnaring our family at the Shree Geeta Bhawan temple and shrouding us in the kleshas of Buddhism as we deal with his protection of Mr Ranvir Turner who lost his father when he was very young and continued to blame me for the very bad things in life and set up a rivalry as I went off to study and Ritesh failed at The Church of Scientology. It’s like trying to get on and do your own thing but someone keeps crapping on your doorstep to let you know they are still there and want to be a part of your life if even to keep an eye on how poor you are and what you’re going to say about them. Granted the uncles are vegetarians and tea totallers but so was Hitler as the violence within them finds its pet project with Ranvir taking over the Mohan family empire and family occasions with his drinking and Bhangra ways and penchant for violence. Me and my brother just can’t find any peace in our home with our mother still caught in motivational speeches about being able to make it in life and about being rich and having our own houses and cars and things and ignorance about the phone calls from India that spoke of greatness. I guess I will just have to leave Israel behind and my links to the Holy City and put in my request for riches so my family can move out of our home and the world at large can fund my writing and career.


When I refer to films I make use of my mind and see a hidden language that has been used through the ages building up in art work that develops my English degree and fascination with the differences between the worlds of appearance and reality and the inner and outer world of men and women. I grew up believing that it was unhealthy and mentally unsafe to quote Hollywood as reference guides for life and always remember seeing Star Wars as the pinnacle of the best film making possible with the Jedi Force transcending racial and ethnic boundaries and developing the faiths and paths of different religions.

As I grow older however I see the limits placed on the imagination and the dangers inherent in referencing the films as a substitue for reality. Doing so is just a matter of research and a detout for the mind for a while as the pressure builds up to describe reality and the world of manifestation.


Where did World War Three go in the imagination of man? The 1980s were full of apocalypse in Hollywood and China and an India struggled to compete with the violence and sex harboured on America’s shores.

It is like the scene when Morpheus shows Neo what the world actually looks like and to see the world at play and not the BBC defined world to include an American matrix and some odd descriptions of activities in other countries and leave it at that. The skies were planned to be scorched by nuclear atomic warfare and the prophecy held out that 800 years of darkness were planned in response to America’s request for global dominance and in defiance of the Dalai Lama’s prayers for peace and resistance. Who were his Neos and Morpheus’s and who did he teach to develop a twenty first century that look a lot different to the one the Americans hatched when Sadaam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden were vilified on social media as Barack Obama showed his true Christian colours and plotted Crusades to destroy Israel and summon the end of the dharma so that either Krishna or Christ would come back to the world and fix things.


“You must become like a child to enter the kingdom of heaven” – Lord Jesus in the Bible


A few years ago I experienced a sonic boom from America.


There are 3 5G towers manifest within 1 square mile of our house and Weoley Castle is not an affluent area.


ASDA opened up a 24 hour supermarket the year I went to a mental hospital just down the road from us in Weoley Castle. The Barnes Hill dogs home was subsequently shut down and the ASDA store stopped trading 24 hours. The Heron food store in Weoley Castle replaced Budgens and Sommerfield and has been there for some time. New hairdressers moved in from Europe and brought with them new staff and Daoist artwork in one shop opposite ASDA.

This is culture and the coming and going of appearance and reality with the individual mixing in society at various levels of interest.


I would be interested to listen to someone a Birmingham historian explain how Birmingham has changed in my life rather than have Dr Yasmin Khan of Oxrord University make racist dramas about the so called British Asian experience on the BBC. Broad Street and Harborne are linked by the same bus routes and it could benefit me to find out how they both changed due to European influence to shut out alcoholic traders as the Harborne mile of Paul Ready shut down as new students paid fees and travelled better in Birmingham.

Biringham is the land of J R R Tolkien who also moved to Oxford to research theology and litereature; when it was still profitale to do so and before the advent of AI and how The Matrix defines how we sleep and eat and dream. His initials are a match for mine and Radha Ranis and I day dream about fantasise about the Land of Rohan and my avoidance of a marriage ring to defy convention to cause unrest in the Bardos and alert China to unusual activity and suspicious of Neo Christian artwork and the dominance of science to control husbandry in English throughout the world.


Writing on the phone is like a Scientology auditing session – you never know what you’re going to hit as you mine consciousness to find things to say. There is a lot of energy involved and the mind travels through time and space and is engaging matter to deal with one’s mind and bodily relations across the 8 dynamics.


I contacted my first lot of academics yesterday. I sent an email to several contacts now that I have The Office of Rohan Rishi set up and I contacted English Professors and Tutors at Birmingham University with my website. I realise that things don’t work out exactly like a computer and I need to write to people individually and reflect on the contents of my emails. This means I can think and develop and grow spiritually and process the work I have done and life I have lived as I invite people in to have a look at my work via my private website.


I like to repeat things and rewrite them in my articles. I never know who is going to read what where on my website and in what order. My chronology is spread out over different topics and biography is not so simple as reading a timeline when my CV bears down on my personal life.


One day my blog will be published and these are the humble beginnings of my book written on my iPhone 14 on the x12 bus from near Chelmsley Wood on my way back to Birmingham City Centre from which place I get the 21 bus to Weoley Castle and am home about 8pm. I have my dinner and watch a bit of TV or log on and maybe have an ice cream and am in bed for 9pm. As I get more into my writing and progress beyond the creativity phase of writing poertry I won’t watch TV anymore unless I am having my dinner and then I will be able to cope with and make the news palatable to me as I go on. My mother is quite the spy. The way she spends hours reading the news and watching blogs helps her stay up to date with her brothers. Her sisters are not very political except for Sudesh and her elder brother Madan Mohan from Canada who lives in Coventry is a motor mouth when it comes to the news and current affairs and whenever he and mum catch up they have lots to talk about. This is not like myself and Ritesh who spend our days in silence working on the mind I am opening up that mind to communicate online. Today I had a vision of myself as a buddha – something I have not seen before.


Saying that Jesus existed before the world was made and come down to earth from Heaven is being repeated at ISKCON. There it is written that Krishna existed in his original form in the planet Goloka Vrinadavan and he advented on the earth in the year 3102BC. It is of note that the Bible history would have been running parallel to His life in ISCKON, unlike with Rama whose lifetime was before history began. Shiva too is outside of the scope of Biblical historical why can’t they be God? who came down to the earth as Jesus and redeemed the human race? Shiva once imparted to me that he was part of Jesus’s creation with other Devis and Devas. Who else was there to start the ball rolling at 0? Will we see a Before Krishna one day and how like Christ is Krishna in starting a new religion right before our very eyes?


I experience a lot of Tamas and Rajas Guna. I feel heavy and lethargic and sluggish and am quiet and withdrawn from life only travelling to work by bus for two hours plus and back. I listen to Hare Krishna mantra on YouTube which is itself a sign of the industrialised mind churning over like a machine regurgitating today and tomorrow for what remains and can be thought of as yesterday, while engaging in human relationships with family and new colleagues at work while experiencing the range of emotions from happiness to distress and witnessing gain and loss as my lot in society.


I have never taken part in a political protest in the UK


Sometimes I feel claustrophobic and that don’t have much room to move in. When I reflect on how life is interconnected and how I have been followed since I was a youth and spied on by various forces, I see that my former acquaintances Amal Clooney and Rishi Sunak have both met the Royal Family and that when I was campaigning with Gary Sambrook MP he also met King Charles and Rishi Sunak in 2024. This leads me to realise that my writing has been read by people in the highest quarters and that I have effectively been well known and that I have suffered stress in 2013 when I went to the Tazetta Suite at the new QEHB but that we don’t need to wait for America to interact with us but that this is a country run by the Royal Family and British MPs and they have seen my work and that I need to acclimatise as I start writing to British academics to read my poetry and stop acting like a poor person who is unknown and elevate myself slowly and be expectant of success.


A few years ago around 2022 I wrote t the Police in the UK and provided access for them to read what is on my desktop. I realised in London that I was being spied on so when I started writing my consciousness was a bit strained to be so poor and not to have a mortgage as a graduate for so many years from 2013 when I started writing on my iPad to now. So when I wrote to the Police in the UK I updated them on Birmingham’s progress as the second city of finance and gave them space from my use of Krishna and religion and EnlightenNext on the field of Oneness. I also helped them see what was wrong with the Dalai Lama and helped them prepare for his death and the change of data on YouTube and the karma attached to Rishi Sunak as Britains first British Asian Prime Minister.

Now what remains is for me to come up above the line and balance my consciousness as I write to British academics to review my poetry and contact other resources in time to modernise myself and fit in with British culture.


My experience with mysticism led me to write like I was being spied on to not have secrets from government forces. In particular my experience with Sathya Sai Baba from India and my observation of his karma as an avatar and someone proclaiming to be godly and the backlash against his type of person led me int empirically grounded approaches to truh to verify myself as Rohan Rishi and confront mental health in the UK. This way I am not hiding things from the British aristocracy who get to choose how they treat my work and the relationship they have with me and the American data that fuels my research and the experiences I have had with magic and witchcraft with the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet. The roles of India and China come to play as I use the WiFi on my phone but are distant as I contact reality and play the part of my normal social consciousness.


I realised as I had a nervous breakdown that I would do well to record it on social media and on Twitter/X, Facebook/ Meta and Instagram and TikTok. There would be facial gestures that are not common to the British Asian and would do well to help Bollywood with their research into social advancement and westernisation.

The actress Aishwarya Rai Bachchan had already interacted with me via social media and in response to my reactions to her as well as other forces she put on a lot of weight and I am guessing suffered mental health problems and was medicated as she wuite the acting business and raised her daugher in public. This was also after Sathya Sai Baba dies prematurely and before his prophecies 96 years and contacted me about his creation of an online avatar system to continue his ministry with Prema Sai Avatar being a play of EnlightenNext (where I saw Sai Baba in London experimenting with his third incarnation as Prema Sai Avatar in 2010) and the Telos of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin and the eventual return of Jesus Christ to earth.


When priest prophecy the return of Jesus Christ to earth they just imagine the first one living his life again and looking the same. Sufficient work has not been put into this field.


Sri Krishna Chaitanya is due to emerge on earth in the next 1500 years and could be mistaken as the second coming of christ.


I have problems watching the news. Meditating and organising my life as a writer is helping with that. I feel too stressed keeping up with the charlatans and chatterboxes on the news and trying to match their frequencies to keep up with their dialogues and interactions. Fortunately Donald Trump has maintained a continuum from the past that I recognise with George W Bush and Bill Clinton and I am ready to resume keeping up with the news via Social Media and YouTube now that my blog is up and running and above the line as a spy to engage social services properly and maintain my distance from West Midlands Police forces.


How the chief of police in the US State differs from the PC who is racist in this country and cannot help me or provide protection for my family.


When Jesus came to earth and put on a show of being treated badly for his divinity, he was interacting with the history of the world and how religious authenticity is something to be fought for. This is apparent in the Sermon on the Mount when he appluads those who are persecuted in His name and for standing up for His values. It is embedded in the Jewish faith to be outcasts for the sake of the Messiah and Jesus came to the world to show the history of the Jewish people and other faiths and how they squabble for religious pride.


Being a religious avatar is not so easy as stepping out of my front door and getting the bus to work. The online world mirrors the deep mind I have where I feel connected to many facets of life – the Dalai Lama of Tibet being one of them. The task ahead of me as a writer is to engage normal time of 7 days and 7 nights and to leave cosmic time and deep time and the Yugas to my meditation and other calendars so that my personal life improves and I am able to handle interaction with people better; both online and in person.


My mum used to sell frozen food and clothes in an indoor market before working for two decades as a British Asian businesswoman. She pulled me up on Saturday about being too aloof. There’s nothing much I can to about this other than try to relate to people better at work and get out more at the weekend, but I see what she means – that I am too much in a trance and enamoured by my own enlightenment to be adrift in the world looking for God again and thankfully taking my medication more regularly and not listening to my naturopath brother to stop taking them and regress decades of work to modernise myself and keep up with the modern day and age. My mother is also of the mind that there is nothing wrong with me and it is all in my head and these are just labels that people put on yourself as mental health and in some part she is right – Bipolar doesn’t really do much for me and I would have preferred Depression with some acknowledgement of my spiritual and religious resources to have visions that the UK medical authorities did not deal with.


I was studying Religious Studies A-Level when I was 16-18 and we had a Priest as our school teacher: The Reverend Michael Beech. The lady who accompanied him as our other R.E. teacher was Mrs Christine Higgs. She was responsible for the New Testament and I found her lessons difficult to concentrate in. The lesson still stays with me of Redactive Criticism and the fact that the Gospels differ in their account of Jesus so as not to worry about being an expert in them. Reverend Michael Beech studied the other half of the curriculum with us: Philosophy of Religion and I got on with that very well. The largest essay I wrote was 16 pages and Mr Beech said I was writing degree standard essays at school.

We studied Cosmology, Teleology, Ontology and Faith and Belief. Studying RE helped me realise I was a good writer and to apply to Oxford to study English. The Reverend Beech passed away during our first year at school and was replaced by a Russian Orthodox minister, Mr Prior who took us for our second year of study. Paul Ready was in my class and he kept in contact with Christine Higgs via letters for years after school and during our stay together on our flat in Maida Vale while reading eastern texts and studying modern Buddhism with Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, the Tao of Pooh and the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. He was also in my English class and we studied E M Forster’s A Passage to India together as well as Othello and Philip Larkin. He went on to study acting at LAMDA and appears next to me in my divinity missing a year in his life as he spent four years studying a three year diploma at LAMDA and has an unexplained gap year that cannot be accounted for as I was at Scientology with my brother and yet he keeps up with me until I go to a mental hospital in 2013. He has not recorded his birthday normally on Wikipedia and is missing the date of the 25th October as one day before mine on the 26th October as of writing this blog.


If you read my poems that deal with the Yugas and Kalpas of Hindu time as well as Deep Time of the Aquarian and Classical Christian calendar: How do you feel? What do you gain spending time with me online? Do you feel more experienced or do you feel more able to cope with life and death? I hope to enrich your experience of life and better equip you to deal with the world of Shiva and appearance and reality that he let me through since I was 16 and when I left school and went out into the big wide world to suffer and pick up scars that are evident in my rough free verse and turgid prose. Do you feel a voice beyond your lifetime calling you to a different experience of yourself from the mainstream media and medical consensus. I hope to impress upon your soul an affinity for transcendent thinking and an elevation beyond the conscious mind’s present day obsessions with sport and gambling and sex and party lifestyle – I have fallen prey to these pastimes in my life. I hope we can come together and celebrate Jesus Christ and discuss his works via Email and look at the new uprising of Krishna Consciousness and perform some comparative religion via email and build a new network learning from the disappointments of the past and the collapse of EnlightenNext and how much that cult cost us in the short and long term with Greek culture and religion buried so deeply within it, as to take down all of Mind Body Spirit culture with it and leave us with Queen Elizabeth’s Christianity in its place.


When I started Grammar School in 1989, my brother was in the sixth form as a prefect. I remember because he was not wearing uniform as we waited for the bus together. How could this be? He is only 4 years older than me and should have been in year 4 Furthermore he asked Michael Lane to keep an eye on me when he left and Michael Lane was in the fifth form when Ritesh was in the upper sixth. Two brothers called Alex and David Emery mirrored myself and Ritesh and were also six years apart but had birthdays that were temporarily inconsistent.

I don’t know the significance of these missing years other than Zeus was having his way with me and planning his role with me in the world.


Spies have been using video recording to delete culture and cause amnesia. This has affected Tibetan negotiations.


I very rarely watch films nowadays and spend my evenings working on my website and doing research for historical purposes and so I can enter the Greek canon of great writers and be preserved for history’s purposes.


“The issue appears to be ownership” – Lord Jesus Christ


Kim Cattrall seems to have deleted her edition of The Kama Sutra following the wake of Mind Body Spirit destruction in 2012.


Article 29.04.2025

What am I so sure is wrong with my poetry?

Confidence.

It’s you feeling bad about your life and painting everything as all in one in your poetry and seeing the poetry as existence itself again and blaming others for your work practice. Otherwise known as writer’s block and creative suffering and problems with your art workload.

Going to Church is a matter of confidence – not praying to get what you want or some religious practices that will help you in this matter. Church is for life and is interwoven with this confidence problem I am having seeing entering all jumbled up an Id interconnected which is a theme of my poetry so it leads to Amazon breakthroughs and that is why I don’t want to read the subject matter that caused me pain and suffering and get worried and anxious about it.


What is experience meant to look like?

What is the experience of someone who asks this question?

It is one where he sees comparison and compares himself to others in his environment because the questioner is built upon that comparison. It is mechanics. It is doing this with AI and computing recognising the need for human sacrifices and examples to justify the use of the imagination which was also engaged in carnal lists of experience based on lust and sexual desire. It normalises and eases into the now


How do I edit my poems?

What is the goal in sitting down to edit poetry I have not read in years? Is my poetry about me as the writer and not the literary subject with a form and definite object of a structured piece of writing before him?


I wanted there to be something special about my way of perception so much, I hoarded books to show my regimented intellect. I traversed worry like a caressed blanket covering a swamp of understanding. I harboured guilt under a covering of masculinity for all to see.


It’s an online legal drama with the consciousness of social media since the 1990s informing the reader about the British Asian voice.


What is the question by which all others are answered? How is this forwarded by you ivory tower approach to the news?


It would seem that the NHS has been blackballed and COVID has passed and the news is none the wiser about conspiracy and religion. What was surely a divine retribution to judge our world leaders and exact revenge on humankind for their treatment of Spirit is behind us and it is business as usual at the top and the Americans are continuing where George Bush Jr left off – dominating the airwaves with war rhetoric and Donald Trump and declaring tariffs on all who pass its ways.

This leave the BBC to watch in awe as Nigel Farage steals his way to the next election after talks with the Trump empire to model the UK on America and Fox News to stall the ordinary man’s emotional growth and the multicultural views of our nation have been set off and do not reflect on our nationalised TV sets. GB News is on too much and the citizens of our country are televised in an effort to fill the TV so that adverts can make revenue for the big fat cats and the Royal Family can concoct some engagement for themselves with Environmentalism while Bloomberg News screams about AI.

Against this backdrop, I am reviewing my medical record and the statement “Rohan Rishi believes he is a Hindu incarnation of God.” When such is the business of the NHS and its staff with Drs and Nurses exploiting my education with a Hello How Are You Doing Approach to healthcare and no real situational discussion about religion and experience I am empirically aware that I am a Hindu incarnation of God and that all Hindus are one and have that burden to bear before the Yoga of our age.

Do I need scruples to discuss whether it is my belief that I am divine or not when the organisation was too busy and over stretched to see if I matter and leave me to my mother’s care and brother’s devoted love and attention: What would my father have said if he was in the country? It’s your opinion that makes the difference and if you don’t believe you are divine then what has the past 25 years been like since you left the safe cloisters of Oxford University? By all accounts London is not the same after COVID and the scene looks like a wreck for what you left behind in the Gunas in 2000-2002 and if that means I could fill Wembley Stadium like in Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s dirty mind when he made a joke in 2013 before diagnosing me with a dangerously overactive thyroid – it seems the UK will charge the invesitgation of subjectvity to the NHS for the rest of my life if I don’t take up arms against the sea of samsara and seize my own destiny to the degree that it manifests for me to do so.

An opportunity is opening up to do some work in IT and I am not loathe to learn about cybersecurity Monday to Friday and continue to update my blog during the weekends. It would give me and Ritesh some time to spend together now that I am doing Reiki and can feel some of the work that he has been through and ease the pressure off my mum of taking care of me and giving me my own independence. Guru Nanak mentioned to me that I should travel to the Mandirs when I am 60 and working would mean I am financially able to do so; but if I release my blog then I can depend on others less and have one centralised accounting of my status as intelligently designed by our Creator to carry the concerns or our age and the youth of tomorrow for what they will go through now that mental health has been unleashed and is waiting to affect the track of the human condition and to lead to the psychiatrists having more sway to influence the news and the worldviews of what is going on and what they believe is the assessment of humanity from their vantage point on th sidelines.

Dr Ernie van Woerkhom’s remark about Wembley Stadium is a typical Drs quip about the Indian Gurus preaching online and did not do much to help our relationship and I have wandered homeless to cope with the impact that the Drs have had on my life. It has been very difficult for my mother to care for both me and my brother and to see my father as distant. I still see my father in my prayers every day.

These are things I can work on and to see that AI is affective and changing the way I am related to as a subject of the kingdom is to see that this is not one of ability but of experience and to record human life that has transpired since the 1980s and to not give in to the millennials use of the internet and the computer but to fight for my own standing and see my divinity stretching out before me as not something I proclaim but something that I am.

For four years I chanted Hare Krishna and then met the internet with 20 published books and saw for my own eyes the impact that Noam Chomsky had on the human race with his touting of Social Democracy when I volunteered with the Conservative Party for a year on Saturdays while attending Church on Sundays. Now that I am free of Amazon Books I can see it was worth £280 billion when I started and is now valued at £2.2 trillion to be free of those books and the recent past and the tensions that were placed in my body.

I was dealing with a mind I do not understand and warring with Maya and the NHS to protest myself beyond labels and diagnosis and name calling for a time they do not invest in me to turn into a fully functioning member of society – regardless of Scientology’s role in my life. Ritesh has written about himself as a an Ascended Master, Spiritual King and Intergalactic Christ on Facebook and has been on Facebook for many years and I can count on him to be there (?) as I rise above my mugginess and claim my right to be divine and transcend the NHS and state that Christian kindness calls me Bipolar to navigate Heaven and Hell as two extremes that I am prone to in any given day.

It is Christian Mind Science at play in the workplace that I must get to know and to rise out of the unconscious with the medication and tacit body agreement to experience obesity to take the shame out of my vanity and to see that I am suffering for a purpose and that purpose is the very divinity the NHS said I have – “Rohan Rishi is a Hindu incarnation of God. It just remains to see how he uses it and fills his time with his mum and brother to share this with the UK.

A worldwide blog process is a stressful project to estimate and I am at a loss for the imagination’s toll on my life to cope with so much suffering to see the lucid realm also in which a webpage exists and to work out what to do with one over time for my good self.