14/06/26

The role of Guru in England is a lost cause. Powerful people are not willing to suffer memory and wait in line to remember a useful question. That is why Srila Prabhupada was bought Bhaktivedanta Manor by George Harrison and did his studying out in public. His lifestyle was markedly simplified to allow for external voices.


By repeating myself and writing in short bursts I hope to create a resource that is accessible by people and lends itself to trust regarding many issues including my family and a biography worthy of introduction into universities worldwide to study my poetry in light of various disciplines including mental health, religion and culture.


The Dalai Lama has issued a statement that he wants to remain in India and not return to China on social media. He has also stated that the next Dalai Lama will be born in India. China have contested this claim stating that the next Dalai Lama can be born in China.

Note:

What is China’s mother tongue name and what was Tibet before westernisation and the Free Tibet campaign that spread to social media and engaged contracts with wester forces?


I have experience dealing with demonic possession and medication.


The world of religion and The Imagination is laid open with Yoga as Meditation and the aspect of The Seer that I inject into proceedings is utilised by devout academics discerning the role of British Asian literature in racial and anthropology as literary studies moves forward.

Was Shakespeare a Healer? Could he be read after J Krishnamurti’s life as The World Teacher and Theosophically grounded with other worldly existence. His role as an influenced and influential man could be contextualised and bound by time since the 1600s as God with him to be The Creator and people enjoy hedonistic lifestyles in the arts to earn the disdain of academics not interested in their lavish lifestyles and try to remain in control of national narratives.

The Economist published an article a number of years back about an African situation which led to the African leader titling Shakespeare as the “second greatest Creator since God”.

Such views are expounded by Harold Bloom’s introduction to Shakespeare The Invention of the Human and the notion that Shakespeare taught us more than the Oedipus Complex ever did with Hamlet. I used to think like this until I was saved by Srila Prabhupada and realised that Shakespeare cannot save you and that English literature had led me quite astray into social scenes designed to ruin my health and leave me for dead as my colleagues read the Art of War and craved material success.


Donald Trump recently visited China and the news showed his walks and talks with Xi Xin Ping. News on China is scarce and the latest in the UK is for a new large Embassy building to be built and given to China. How did China interact after the erection if a Chinese Centre at St Hugh’s College shortly after EnlightenNext collapsed and used up all that internet data with Barack Obama and the liberal elite in London?


Sathya Sai Baba had 10 million likes on my Facebook app around 2012. His organisation collapsed after his death and the advent of Prema Sai Avatar as some sort of computer program and alogorthim led to dwindling numbers and the rise of Aadi Yogi Sadhguru left off as India’s premier Guru.


The role of the internet and Prakrti/ nature has not been discussed in public. The UK measures airspace above houses of royal ownership. What do other nations do and how is this applied to New Age theories of energy working when WiFi and internet cables are involved. So far as the UK is concerned history will be written by one man. Sir Richard Branson has built an empire with Virgin and other internet companies are similarly nameless and faceless. Virgin ran martial arts adverts and flirted with Buddhism and Daoism with Stephen Fry and other commercially viable members of cults that use databases.


Did William Blake sit in silence as he composed his poetry and etched on his plates and communed with God to create such esoteric works of art. I find that I am silent and think a lot about conversations I would have with people when my vision is of heavenly objects and channeling with Krishna and Jesus.


When J Krishnamurti said it would take 800 years to undertake his bidding he was referring to his body and the role Intelligence plays in the formation of Creation. This calendar traces back to his Truth is a Pathless Land speech as a young man and the argument for God from Free Will. This notion of man’s Christian destiny to be the bearer of Free Will in the face of darkness and Satanic forces takes into consideration World War 1 and World War 2. World War 3 and indeed World War 4 have not been adequately balanced with The World Teacher and World Karma that J Krishnamurti was dealing with as a Theosophist and it is for religious theologians to engage all wars in the last century with their hearkening back to ancestry and heritage to understand the Free Will debate. This means the civil wars in Africa and the wars in the Middle East as well as in Asia.


ISKCON is a young religion growing up in a man’s world where woman has been liberated sexually in some cultures. Unlike Chrisianity which had its infancy over the last millennium, ISKCON is growing up with the postal service and internet communications as well as TV and radio and Satellite Communications. This is not to say anything of e-commerce – all of which can be taken into account with just a couple of lines from Srila Prabhupada’s works. Krishna waited until the new world was born to access theology and history from Islam and Christianity not to mention Buddhist arguments to create and launch ISKCON and has made much progress in the last 60-70 years since its inception in the mind of Srila Prabhupada’s in America in the 1960s.


The comment “I am” is highly sexualised when applied to a Hindu seeking achievement when his nature is to be one of celibacy and renunciation.


When transcending death, in a talk that was screened on YouTube, when J Krishnamurti is in dialogue with a famous Buddhist monk: J Krishnamurti lifts the text straight out of ISKCON to explain how there is an intelligence above dull matter and the soul/no soul debate that is already free of death that needs to witness the streams if consciousness that flow within it.


“… my devotee is transcendental and always engaged in the self” – Krishna, The Bhagavad Gita As It Is

The Drs and Nurses never originated the self as an issue when examining my mood disorders and just met an unhappy man inconvenienced by strange medical appointments without explanation. Bipolar Disorder was never enquired about or discussed and moods were never alluded to. Fortunately I read the diagnosis in the hospital about thinking I was a Hindu God and having been into Scientology when I was younger so I knew enough to keep quiet and not seek a resolution to these tests. I have forgiven these medics and had many conversations with them in my head. At one point I recorded my meetings and uploaded them on YouTube to vindicate myself of bad behaviour that caused my mental health appointments and diagnosis. This was fertile ground for my imagination as I imagined a court case ruling against NHS abusers – something I was told to let go of by my intuition as Jehovah pointed to the bigger picture of the NHS’s usefulness as I know work in IT and see for myself their operations as I answer calls from the NHS and serve their technical needs.


The words of the Christian hymn from Church this weekend is going around my head: “Our God is a great big God”. It reminds me of how pop songs and particularly Sting would circle around my brain and I feel better that it is a hymn as I continue to change Hare Krishna in the mornings too. It is quite hard and the energy is rather dense and sticky but I soldier on and manage a few rounds while listening to Hare Krishna on the bus for 2 hours to and from work.


My mum was right to hospitalise me. Look at my creativity and journaling now with all the poetry I have written. I am now in a stable job which is a far cry away from where I was in 2012 after suffering years of unemployment and depression since 2022. Nevermind the diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder and the need for labels and classification in the sciences, the Depakote I took was good for my acidity and potential to experience ulcers and regulated my mood with Olanzapine and then Risperidone. The homeopath I see speaks very detrimentally about the NHS having once been a Dr in the NHS himself. His talks are not without reason and he does not recommend I come off the medication. I tried in about 2013-2014 and experienced bad side effects and went AWOL for while. My moods are much better and I have survived the spiritual and intellectual minefield having written 40-50 books and published them on Amazon before I went too far in my advertising and lost my contract with them: I am much better now and more balanced in my morning meditation to see myself as just one person who has had divine and diabolical experiences to integrate into his psyche and proceed with God into the future where my writing will help those engaged in Yoga into better states of consciousness.


I have been working hard of recent to ensure that my identity stays rooted in my schooling and as my mother’s son and brother’s younger brother. The spiritual experiences I have had and am having are transcendent and thus transient and come and go like the weather and don’t add to my authority.


ISKCON believe that by chanting Hare Krishna Hare Rama on “engages oneself in the transcendental energy of the Lord” and one becomes “simultaneously one but different” from God.


I reflect that I have projected my mother onto Hollywood and seen her liberalism in various ways. One way is to see the actress Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly engaging with my sentimentality and enacting roles which touch on tender themes that echo things that my mother says. The roles in The Godfather Trilogy and Rocky movies for Talia Shire and Jennifer Connolly’s role in Labryinth and A Beaitful Mind are a touching reminder of wanderers need to in search of his mother now that Bollywood does not satisfy his needs with Mother India being recommended by the Sathya Sai Baba foundation for her struggles and strife with two sons and an absent father. Madelline Stowe is another actress whose characters and mannerisms remind me of motherhood.


Writers imagine cause and effect between people. Healers engage metaphysical realities to suffer these relationships as The Real.


I spend a lot of my time imagining conversations with people. This blog supplements that need I have to justify myself and explain who I am. After having been shoddily treated by the NHS and seen them write about me and exchange information about me and having noticed spy games going on, I am here to clear my name. Having been an English student I can guess at what happens to poets whose family details are disclosed as the context of their poems is researched with regards to taste and bias and to further expand the field of academic study so progress is possible.


In 2020 I saw the Dr Fapohunda who was rude to me and diagnosing me without talking to me properly: He said I had a relapse and I was aghast at how he was causing me to feel worried and anxious. This is Tamas Guna in ISKCON and Bhaktivedanta Book Trust and actions in the mode of ignorance. I developed the bad habit of speaking out loud when nobody was around during this period and it lasted for a couple of years as I felt a lot of pressure and other things going through me to explain what was going on and where I was in life. I found that having been cut off from my social life and having a mobile phone meant that I needed to speak to someone and was alone and could not cope with that aloneness.

Two points come up here – one that I have fairly archaic Buddhist views on Enlightenment and habits formed from the past study of Dharma stretching back a long time ago. Secondly that Henry David Thoreau echos from the past and speaks to me about my living accomodation and change of circumstances since spiritual enlightenment and the chance to experience aloneness with the voices of great men (and women) to express myself over time and be peaceful on my own with my family. It is like Sting’s song The Book of my Life and the explanation opens out into Jesus slowly as Krishna is not so well drawn out and is covered in mystery with so many other gods and goddesses that have not been explained or depicted very well for fear of angering them and colonialism. This blog is an attempt to create language to describe them and to refer to other people who have interacted with them and feared persecution or the medicals done on people religiously inclined. The history of the Christian Church always comes up and is very dramatic with witch hunts and old images and scenes of Christian’s proving their faith and hating sin. The history of India is shrouded in deep mysticism and the people are there in the Kumbh Mela for all to see as academics look back to William James and his depiction of Yogis and attempts to define Religious Experiences. The future lies in the internet, not AI as it gives all nations a chance to vie for The Creator and not just the American Way of Life being too loud and boisterous as its films take a step back after disreputable lifestyles of their clan and attempts of colonialism themselves.


The author Paolo Coelho stands out in my memory for the book The Alchemist. The film rights are about in America and it is interesting to see how this turns out. His mother noticeably stands out for having hospitalised Paolo Coelho and subjecting him to ECT. He cites it as her love and compassion that led her to do it as he was mixing with guerillas in the jungle and getting into political strife.


The American Guru Andrew Cohen had quite a bit written online about him and one of the most sensationalistic things was about his relationship with his mother who published a book about her son claiming he thought he was God. Other things written abut Andrew include what a tyrant he was as a guru and to live with and how he demanded filial piety and devotion as the guru. One man was made to dig a ditch for himself to experience his own funeral in it and another man had red paint splashed over his bedroom to explain the phenomenon of death to him.

It is of note that after his cult ended Andrew Cohen made a documentary ‘How I started a cult’ and screened it on YouTube. he came to Birmingham around 2012 to visit the Mosely social circle Tree of Life and gave a talk there as an EnlightenNext guru and cult leader.


It is of note that when Sting was talking about sex with Q magazine and discussing wife swapping and Tantric Sex, he was in Sir Bob Geldof’s company and drinking alcohol in a pub.

The impact of Q magazine on culture needs proper analysis as with other magazines as the literary press stays asleep to archives and celebrity merchandise classifying English Literature in closed circles and away from attempts to modernise culture such as Sting’s being awarded an Honorary Degree and Bob Dylan finally being awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature for his songs.

There was an article about academics some time ago that stated it is the most stressful career with the highest rates of heart attacks.


I was friends with a person called Adrian Hoskings at school and he got me my first job a bar called Stoodi Bakers on Broad Street in Birmingham’s party district. They paid £3 an hour and I would start at 7 and work until about 11.45 so I could leave early and get the 12 o clock bus home. I would work some Thursdays and my main shifts were on Friday and Saturday night. I would collect used glasses and bottles of alcohol and beer in a shopping basket from around the bar and bring them back to the store room and wash them and then take the clean glasses to the bar and stack them there. It involved carrying the basket above my head in a busy bar and some people found it amusing to tickle me under my arms. Fortunately I never spilled helped out in the DJ booth with the smoke machine and lights as the DJ worked his magic and entertained the crowds. The management was Rupert, Mark, Keith and they had quite a little gangster unit going on that Adrian was a part of and sometimes they would give me free tickets to their other nightclubs Bakers and Toots up the road. I quit my job when I planned to study for Oxford and never went back to bar work again.


Ritesh recently bought a lawnmower and had to return it because he could not assemble the bucket that collects the grass/ He has taken over the duties of cutting the grass I used to and waters the lawn and keeps it tidy regularly. Having a nice garden was Mum’s retirement plan and her elder sister helped her build it with her husband and out uncle Professor Jeff Cole from Birmingham University biochemistry department. He was in his garden most evenings during summer and helped us dig ours and gave us the initial flowers to put in the garden. Mum has been tending it ever since for the past 7/8 years now and looks after it regularly.


There is too much RnB in this world.


As I come out of being a hermit at home and spend time at Creative Support on Saturdays for an Arts and Chat group I am reminded of what it means to be a cool person by the Care Coordinator there who runs the group. I won’t share her name to respect their privacy but she volunteers her Saturday mornings so we can get out our colouring books and pens and pencils and do some art work between 10.30-12. I like her contemporary music and culture as I am so isolated. It is also a mental health support group so I have built up a network of people who know me and help me with my mental health issues and are there to listen to me if I ever need to talk.

I am reminded there that I am becoming older and not a cool person anymore since I was a student when I was 24. These grooves go deep and affect my stature as a man who lives at home with his mum but learned so much as a student that needs to be kept vital in my life airs so I can record it and joy it down for history’s sake. This blog will not only serve literary scholars and aficionados but also historians as I am reminded about Herodotus chronicling history in short paragraphs that anybody could read. This is no time for Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as they are too dense and I like the way I have developed a style of writing to suit my life. I look forward to having my journal entries and articles uploaded from my phone to my laptop so when I come home from work the laptop is there for me to write on and update Wild Stage the blog go going out into the world and selling my story. We live in an international age and the internet is a field of possibility that EnlightenNext overlooked and Mind Body Spirit was negative about EMF and crystal work about negative energies. They moved too quickly and were human and fallible. The seeds are thus sown for more slow growth and development that allows for the internet to be appreciated and for governments to update antiquated ways of ruling and leading mankind into the future.


I am John Connor – Terminator films


“The eagle never lost so much time as when it asked of the fox how to fly” – William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell


Dr Pillai has prophesied that there would be a war killing 800 million people. He said this about 2008 online shortly after revealing his past life as Bhisma in The Mahabarata and from time of Krishna in India. He had an online empire as a Dr and had studied Astrophysics at an Indian university as well as religious studies in his online biographies. I put these 800 million deaths into Nature and COVID and self realised that the British Medical Authority would have authority worldwide for medical description and could account for 800 million deaths in the normal course of history for accounting purposes and keeping up with online warfare.


Kali Yuga sites immigration as one of the evils of the time we live in. I think travelling and working is a sign of this symptom and is causing too much confusion in the TV and sending the blogosphere mad with hysteria and erratic noise makers.


I am not selling anything at work as an IT apprentice. This feels like a relief to get off my chest as I market my blog to appeal for funds from readers.


The question remains to be asked: Is there one internet in the world? Different countries divide it up into their own domains and different domains carve the internet up into sub-divisions but it remains to be asked if there is actually one general thing called the internet which needs to be shared by all worlds that are here and present and accounted for?


It’s like the war at the end of the Matrix 3 when the sentinels are making their way to the base of the humans. The mind is constantly under pressure to see things differently and has to deal with EMF as well as paranormal activity these days to survive.


The pressure of the Guru online makes one want to reveal things about omens and portents as well as one’s consciousness to others. I am managing this by seeking recourse to my poetry and providing biographical context to literary poems.


Is the internet, the world?


I’m a multidimensional spiritual being.


I have seen large biographies written about writers decades and even centuries after they lived. I live in an internet age with large government databases and have books written that are not publicised in print or online. So what of my fate centuries from now and the fact that I don’t speak to my Dad since 2002 when I had a nervous breakdown in front of him in India and tried to speak to him around 2015 or so on WhatsApp but had another nervous breakdown and contacted him inappropriately with videos I made on social media and via email. He knows my heart and I have been in contact with him via text to let him know I am working but it is quite a strain living your own death as Roland Barthes pointed out as the author becomes the Scriptor and anticipates his own biographical information in the future being used for and against him and has nothing to show for all his worry and considerations and lives in an ivory tower and dreamworld with his mother who was a businesswoman and did not partake in English literary criticism to understand the ether that Rohan Rishi engaged when he was writing and suffering a nervous breakdown between 2013-2024. It was all a response to Krishna’s energy that was inquisitive about the field of potential and possibilities with me like Arjuna before Krishna and his adversaries on the field of Kuruksetra. Thousands of years before Socratic thought, Hindustan had ancient dialogue capable of being alien language today as The Transformers film series contemplates The All Spark and the search to control a mystical energy that has come to Earth with cosmic beings warring for energy like in Avatar where The Smurfs show up in different blue uniforms. Megatron is Metatron and was allegedly punished for thinking he was God and has bad karma as a Decepticon working on the dark side for control of earth as the other deities in the Kingdom of God battle it out as Autobots for defence of the realm.


Me and Ritesh used to wake up early on Saturday mornings in the 1980s to watch and record The Transformers cartoon. It used to be on for about 5 minutes on the Roland Rat Show and then on Waccaday with Timmy Mallet and we would record the episodes and edit the theme music out to make a seamless long episode that we could enjoy at our leisure. Copies of these VHS and many others are upstairs in our attic – living proof that we were once spiled young children compared to the vast world of underground matters we deal with today and the underprivileged children we affect with our dreams and visions and religious ideals.


I realised when I had psychiatric appointments that I was confusing matters with psychology and was spending time waiting for someone to talk to. I had some CBT which was okay but not really relevant to my condition. Meditation worked much better. I realised I was wasting my time waiting between appointments and showing a consistent self to the Drs and Nurses that was far removed from how I felt on the inside and was hurting me with my mum and brother making me farther away from them and distant in my own little world. I resented the Drs not talking to me about anything religious and my memory was strained as I kept on looking back to the world for working life and was written off by the Drs and they said I was someone who would never work again and had some problems with his hostility. The UK does not have a history or pacifism or non violence to speak of so this preoccupation with violence is for medical sales only as there is not ground of being rooting the explanation of the exploration of violence.

They are just human beings doing a job but they exploit idealism as with many others and have a long way to go to reclaim Classical standards of integrated health care when the happiness of medical professionals wasn’t an issue as they lived balanced ideals with the rest of civilisation. A Drs life is too compartmentalised and Tony Blair emigrated a lot of Africans into the country to kow tow to democratic ideals who pose a threat to the life of a Hindu and Buddhist with their laughing at meditation and mystical experiences.


I can’t see my Mum. Jesus said to Mary: “Mother what have you to do with me?” and he advised me to contemplate the visions I have of motherhood from a past life perspective and realise the best place for my mother is in the imagination where she was older than me growing up and I have had several hundred schisms in my life to cope with the fact that I am an adult and to integrate psychology into my self and spirit to take with me into the afterlife.


In the 2000s John Pilger was an Australian journalist enjoying veritable British citizenship with the amount of writing he had done and inspired. He wrote about the NHS and said that America was looking to buy sections of it and privatise it. This was linked to Hilary Clinton’s healthcare plan and Obamacare – something Donald trump repealed when he scaled back the operations of “crooked Hilary Clinton” and repealed Obamacare.


The musician Sting want to be better than Beethoven in history.


I went to Poetry Jam at the Symphony Hall in 2022-2026 and red some of my poetry out loud at Open Mic nights. I also attended some other poetry evenings including The Verve Poetry Press’s open mic night at the Hive Cafe. Ritesh came along and recorded me reading out a poem I had written. It was fun – a bit of a long journey and I was not writing any new poetry and was shy before the other poets but it was an interesting experience. I went first with my mum who encouraged me to read a poem from my phone and after that she stayed at home while I struggled with the socialising after so long by myself and at home with depression and bipolar disorder.


“We are gods and goddesses in disguise” – Dr Deepak Chopra, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success


“When you realise you are part of the Big Bang and a part of the greatest writers cosmic experience that gave rise to the creative process and one with the energy and intelligence that created the universe you want to dive right in and create the material world” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enlightenment


“As the Evolutionary stands poised like the archer every ready to take on the next moment” – Andrew Cohen, Evolutionary Enightement (reference to the Bhagavad Gita and ISKCON with Arjuna the archer)


My family had Qi massages with Dr Quinn in Stirchley around 2022-2024 and she charged £30 for an hours massage.


In 2012 I had Four Winds Acupuncture with Janet Eastwood of Bearwood Birmingham. She was my family’s acupuncturist for years and treated me for Bipolar Disorder as well as weight loss. I lost 4 inches and 3 stones while seeing her. My mother and brother both had acupuncture around the same time and Ritesh went on to see another practitioner and have his own sessions as well. Janet would charge about £45 for an hour.


I had some Reiki done in 2025-2026 at the Harborne Renaissance Therapy Centre. I paid about £35 for a hours session. My mother and brother had Reiki done on them in 2009-2010 at the same centre but in a different location and had atunements done also. They saw a healer called Michael Melchizedik.


I had some counselling in 2025 at St Martins Church in Birmingham City Centre. The recommendation came through Creative Support whose group Talking Spaces recommended that I seek counselling there. Ther womans name was Kerry who counselled me and we saw each other for a number of months on a Monday afternoon before she decided that I did not need any more counselling. She was quite New Age and open minded and gave me a chance to talk about my family and social pressures quite a bit.


In 2025 I started a Cybersecurity Bootcamp ( a computer course) at home for three months which gave me the skills I needed to apply for my current job. The company was called Althaus and did very well to educate us each week in different aspects of computing and business so that we could apply for jobs and be successful.


Andrew Cohen used to be a martial artist and was remarked upon by his students to be an accomplished Yogi. Dr Deepak Chopra is photographed online as teaching yoga with his shirt off on a beach online in June 2026.


Is the Wolverine a metaphor Acupuncture and why do the military try to erase his memory and spark his fury and revenge?


It has been 400 years. Is Shakespeare still relevant today? Did he mention Jesus Christ?


Zeus explained to me that I had been with the Ancient Greeks in the past and to remember that The Father of the Bible and Jesus’s reckoning is His Father and creation and points to Him after the Bible came to Renaissance England in the 1600s and faced Shakespeare as a playwright and poet before he took on religious significance and became a sacred cow of criticism and the arts over the centuries.


In 2000-2002 I bought my first proper computer. It was a Compaq and was funded with a load from HSBC bank. I had a secon hand computer before this but that was not connected to the internet. I used my computer to watch Pornography online (heterosexual) as I realised I would get bullied if I didn’t due to peer pressure and social conventions. I bought one pornograhic magazine while I was in my second year at Oxford 1998/1999 as I felt myself itch sexually but threw it away soon after looking at it.


In Gladiator 2, the protagonist is different to Russell Crowe’s lead in the first one. he is a Poet and ends the film by praying to the Father.


Some sort of Science Park is being built by Selly Oak shopping centre and next to the University and QEHB hospital. It was originally earmarked to be research site for Ebola virus but these plans have been cancelled. There is quite a lot of mental health work going on at the new hospital.


I worked with Tory Councillor Adrian Delaney at Conservative Party headquarters in 2022-2024 as I campaigned for Gary Sambrook MP in an effort to engage social democracy and do my bit for society. I would volunteer my Saturday mornings to go and leaflet for Gary after Rishi Sunak won the election to be British Prime Minister: Gary Sambrook met King Charles and Rishi Sunak while I was working with them.


Ritesh has suffered from Eczema a lot in his life and has had a couple of rashes in the past couple of years. Presently he has his foot bandaged with quite bad blisters on his left foot from itching too much. Unlike me Ritesh is balding in his hair and my mum is losing her hair too as it thins out.


Mum started playing scrabble with me in the 2000s when she was looking for work and we would regularly get over 300. We started playing again last year and played every night for several months. We now play at weekends and sometimes Ritesh joins us.


The Indian politician Dr Shashi Tharoor was tipped to be the United Nations Secretary General but was beaten by Ban Ki Moon. His talks are not worth studying for Colonialism and Postcolonialism and to clean up the database online since Postmodern fiction fell prey to Salman Rushdie. No Chinese politicians take up as much airspace and internet energy as Dr Tharoor who shows India’s more Modernist gaze s he sits and chats with the religious leader Sadhguru.


Does British TV and Dramas make sense when Prince Philip and Queen Elizabeth 2nd reigned for nearly a hundred years or lived for that long and were not televised in any debate or dialogues. Who are the politicians speaking to and what is her religious role as head of the Church of England when it comes to spiritual and religious experiences?


I have been haunted by Queen Elizabeth 2nd and Prince Philip since they passed away.


Jesus never spoke as much as some Priests. America is to blame with their stadiums full of speakers and the tradition of TV Evangelism. Look what it did with Barack Obama and the lies he told to get into office and how he dominated YouTube and other social media channels to pretend he was like the reverend Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela. What some people carve the Bible up into being is astonishing. I find I can’t even read it as such a polluted text.


Churches should be like libraries and open all week long like Hindu Mandirs. There should be scope for going to talk to a Priest while he is studying at a desk and they should be available for special powers to control the Drs of England. This would give the Police something to police rather than make up crimes and would lend itself to actually creating a community atmosphere and stop Priests travelling so much and having lavish ceremonies on Sundays that no-one understands. Then Sunday could be a chance for quiet remembrance of Jesus and not a competition to speak some new jingles that get in the way of other speech and block up our spiritual channels and energies. How many photos does Rowan Williams have online – what are they saying and what is their message? What industries is he helping with photography here and what is the use of having no webpage to speak to the people about the religion of England? Is it because there is no money and privilege in the internet?


In 2012 Buddha asked me to step in as the Lord Buddhist. this was due to Impersonal Brahman and to help with a review of the Dalai Lama’s work and other spiritual teachers. It also meant a lot of 2012 work with the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age and Sathya Yuga as well as The Human Potential Movement.

This was in keeping with my research of J Krishnamurti as the head of the Order of the Star and his role as The World Teacher dealing with World Karma, COVID was inevitable for how the Drs treated China and covered up real science. Shame on Gordon Brown writing a useless book and trying to make even more money from the British Empire after he parked his career nowhere with a Prime Ministership on mixed channels and going nowhere. We don’t see the red briefcase anymore outside Downing Street announcing the budget – it seems that Winston Churchill’s ghost still lingers on though and he haunts Americans like Donald Trump and Paul Hegseth to attack the Royal Navy for not getting involved in Iran.


How many treaties does India or China have with the UK and have they ever been drawn into useless negotiations by the British Empire and the travelling Colonial class that spends money like water and taxes its citizens widely as they don’t look happy in London.


Allah said the work I do is comparative religion and that I am no charlatan spiritual guru with my brother. Spirit said the work I do is Revelations.


For all the pressure they put on India for sexuality, America’s interest in nudity in cinematic releases was short lived through the 1980s and 1990s and online pornography came along to take their passions. India was right not to take their clothes off on screen and can now work socially with pornography as it is so wide spread that intelligence will fathom a way to better than Sunny Leone who was granted a pass into the movies as Urvashi Rautela sings to an American tune and the Indian nation suffers salaries and lavish lifestyles that entreat the politician to malign the population.


13/06/2026

“Beneath a desert moon, I’ll call you
Beneath a desert moon we’ll sing
Beneath a desert moon so lowly
I’m just a boy who would be king” – Sting Beneath a Desert Moon

The United Kingdom is still paying the karma for Princess Diana’s attempts at motherhood. The Royal Family is too close knit a cult with no access to its staff who guide them. There is only one reputation management firm for them called Schillings and in part EnlightenNext was calling them old fashioned and too out of date to be relevant for the next millennia searching for Krishna’s reincarnation. The do not accept evolution and host sciences with Richard Attenborough that are anthropology and block up the English language. Princess Diana had no experience raising celebrity children and seeing Prince Harry and Meghan Markle behave the way they do in America while Prince William wears trainers and sports stubble shows them to be just normal people that risk angering the Chinese who they brought to help them whether the storm and debate about enlightened spiritual experiences. There is a lot more than EnlightenNext ging on as they also face the backlash of the rubble they leave behind with India in a mess after 80 years of colonialism and brainwashing about D Day and World War One heroes and World War Two vets who still use the TV to this day as celebrity dies in our own country and American sport the Huffington Post UK. These are the effects of British journalism. Not heroism and press freedoms and holding truth to power like the White House Press Correspondents Dinner laments.


Dr Deepak Chopra emailed Jeffrey Epstein: “God is a construct”. He invited him to join him with other out in Israel.


The prophecy had come full circle. Western powers enamoured with the Second Coming of Christ and claiming Christ as their own white King, used the media to control their population. It was Goebbels they said and they learned the power of propaganda from Nazi Germany. Now all that remains is for them to star in social media and guess the next course of outcome for having no traditional roots and use the results of polls to sleep with their MPs and buy them dinner.


How do Queen Elizabeth 2nd alter the literary canon and affect the research of literature by British Universities? The answer – they haven’t even thought abut it and the Royal Family still teach they don’t get involved in politics. What of Prince Philip – what crap books did he read and hold on to from the past?


It’s like Neo in The Matrix when Morpheus shows him the true nature of Earth and the skies are all scorched. The internet is like a burning mind and the Jedi force is required to use it. The Americans have been all over the world with their Chat feature talking to people and this virtual reality leaves Theresa May PM crying outside Downing Street with her Geography degree from St Hugh’s College while Rishi Sunak was able to talk about Star Wars and mention doing deals worth Trillions of £.


My writing is a call to get Ken Wilber’s works studied in American Universities and to update the literary cannon so that when I do refer to American film my imagination is copyrighted for my past life karma that went into the industry and so that we get a better result that the ending of The Matrix 3 when Sigmund Freud is left talking to Rosa Parks.


Shakespeare is a myth whose status as a man with influence far exceeds any king or queen that has elapsed since then and he blocks up other countries making progress as they have to learn the whole English canon to please the Royal Family.


One way to view the film The Heretic starring Hugh Grant is to see an old man who’s knob got tired and he was bored of having sex to wine about women and the institution of the Church. What’s wrong with going to Church in the UK and in some little village without schizophrenic TV and media stations warning about flashing lights interjecting with violent minds from America who don’t immigrate to the UK and settle down here while passing judgement and spending money here.


How much energy did Barack Obama use for his election?


Who is Queen Camilla Parker Bowles and what is her biography to interpret contemporary art, fiction and poetry?


The Dalai Lama is featured in the Pete Souza photography book on Barack Obama. He does not look at Obama and has his back to him.


EnlightenNext were runnin spiritual retreats called Being and Becoming emphasising different sides of the meditation cycle. Michele Obama’s biography is called Becoming.


Shortly after 2012 Ellen Degeneres moved to the UK and tried her own entertainment show on UK TV. It did not last long and was not very successful. CNN journalist Christine Armanpour also spent time in London and had her own TV show and did not last for a very long time. The White House is currently running a TV show on BBC news called The Context and Donald trump has been on UK TV more than King Charles Princess Katherine, Keir Starmer, Camilla Parker Bowles and Prince William. The only exception is Nigel Farage and Jacob Rees Mogg who have their own TV shows and claw back some British nationalism after Tony Blair’s media deals and the disappearance of the UK except for sport in the land.


I recall a day when Ritesh actually came out and visited a monkey sanctuary with myself and the Jewish woman I was dating in 2010.


Barack Obama had a 48 page history and biography on Wikipedia. Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a 2 page biogrpahy. How did Barack Obama produce only a 2 page medical for his election against Senator John McCain when he had been smoking marijuana as a youth?


What does Srila Prabhupada mean when he writes about “the three worlds”. Are these analogous to the conscious, subconscious and unconscious levels of the mind and can they be related to the gross, causal and subtle levels of existence?


My blog reminds me of John Bunyan’s ‘Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners” this morning as I self realise the difference between saving Rohan Rishi and turning Rohan Rishi into a great Krishna Consciousness devotee. The latter is made possible only with time and birth and inheritance and is not for me as I write and name drop ISKCON for research purposes about Rohan Rishi’s lifestyle and poetry and so that the causes of self realisation can be known from schooling in the UK and across a 50 years old lifetime for research purposes to update the literature and have an expanded effect on consciousness.

Bob Dylan won the Nobel Prize for Literature for his pop songs and Sting was awarded an Honorary Degree. This causes for the changes in appreciation of genre need professional analysis and this means expanding the field of literary context to include religion and spirituality to conjecture contemporary experiences in light of mental health.


The threat persists of some great Krishna Consciousness devotee rising up and challenging the western way of life now that the media is different to Srila Prabhupada’s age on the terms agreed by the social contract in the 1960s and 1970s. The only thing stopping this is the Gunas and warnings against ignorance and too much Passion in Tamas and Rajas Guna. Since advertising in America in the 1960s, ISKCON has picked up collective and shared evil about the Second Coming of Christ and chants to purify itself of this pollution. This includes the Dajaal in Islam as well as the appearance of this influence in Sathya Sai Baba’s attempts to advance India’s progress culturally and on the world’s stage. I have had an experience of these phenomenon and find meditation hard to do in the morning and keep a hold of my normal consciousness. Shiva warns me this is because of Satanic practices in London and Buckingham Palace where they enjoy prolonged periods of good health and long lives with the police force ignorant of their practices. Why are the Royal Family so bothered with Africa on their TV when they have enough to rule with extra territories as it is?


As JD Vance weighs in after Elon Musk on the tragedy of the loss of a British student at the hands of a deranged Sikh man wielding a knife and practising some strange level of awareness that doubtless included Kalahstan: it behoves the British government to join in solidarity with other nations to question why they don’t talk about American violence? Is it because Asian ethnic groups in America are off bounds and they only want immigrant to mean Muslims and South Americans since George Walker Bush tried to dominate YouTube and social media to block out the arts and sciences from Middle Eastern countries while India raged on with the guru and China wiped its hands of the Dalai Lama and gave up on updating Free Tibet talks for fears of an invasion of China by America liberal elites on the loss of memory to their culture after what Sathya Sai Baba did to the internet. There is much for the Americans to review at home and to explore a better export from its nation than the potty mouth from Donald Trump and the bribery from Barack Obama’s national that left Joe Biden a fish out of water seeking money in England.


My concern is the British parent whose experience is not too dissimilar to mine and is one of alienation and separation from Church and State as their children go through schools and the education process. What do they need to do to cope with the fad of Yoga developing on British shores and coming across from America with Indian links? How is this cult regulated and what about its claims for medical and spiritual remedial effects and matters? Who is there to govern the imagination since Krishna and His Consorts came online? It was not just ISKCON that haunted the internet as hinduism published pages too. There is much for British universities to explore as questions of mental health studies meet psychology and the world of Ken Wilber and all that America knows as the internet shifts after 2012 and all that spirituality goes to waste online and in the lives of householders too.


I am the ghost of Shakespeare reborn to wreak revenge on humanity for the myth that he became and Colonial ruin and dominacne of education systems since Charles Dickens. How did Charles Dickens publish all those books without a printing press at the time and what was manifestation in the era of Victoria for her to dominate and travel to India for colonial rule.


Bill Clinton spoke at Davos about integral enlightenment and the works of Ken Wilber. He stated that all the resources are here for an enlightened civilisation – they just need to be deployed effectively to create it. After COVID unified many countries to host joint resources and synchronise a death clock for bodies lostt to the epidemic the question first needs to be asked about countries ot mentioned by western news media such as the Middle East and Africa and how their countries faired during the outbreak and if indeed they were affected as the bullshit racism about China starting the epidemic hit mainstream academic circles in the UK from America as they tried to build ley lines and media channels into the Dalai Lama’s work on mind science and the brain in the world of samsara as Facebook changed its name to mehta


I am Arjuna reborn to question Krishna of the road to success, wisdom and victory. My poems are a continuum of doubt before the Lord.


What role did the second coming of Christ and African American role playing in Hollywood play in the election and messianic claims of Barack Hussein Obama? What effect did Sathya Sai Baba’s hairstyle have on Afro jokes that haunted the internet that was being attempted to be built as Oneness? What kind of Oneness was it speaking about? Before COVID what was the dominating medical reference in each country as English was the primary language in the Middle East negotiations? What was the BMA before American expansionism with its cast history going back centuries in England and mixing of Church and State and before YouTube and Professor Richard Dawkins and Sir Richard Attenborough’s British protectionism and paranoia about being taken over and possessed by American forces as the military watched the “special relationship” work across disciplinary channels to grants University fees like America while plans expanded to buy out the NHS and develop an American style healthcare system. Do the American have long term ambitions to get us to wield guns in the UK? Can Armageddon be judged and imagined in the UK without recourse to America and its crime rate and right to bear arms – nevermind its violent minded cinema and rash payment of vast sums to celebrities without justification publicly while Donald Trump shows signs of poor mentality as he explains the need to take over Greenland for some months and then just drops the story and nothing more is heard of it.

3/6/26

“He’s the king of the ninth world
Twisted son of the fog bells toll
In each and every lobster cage
A tortured human soul”

  • Sting, The Soul Cages

The Bhagavad Gita As It Is hosts “the three worlds” of Krishna and Durga is the Goddess of Navratri and plays host to the number nine. Possible readings of this lyric may not contain the notion that there was not enough space on earth for Krishna to be the subject of this verse and to be the saviour alongside Jesus for whom society was being dealt with the 4-5% owning 95% of the wealth with EnlightenNext and all the mind body spirit books that have disappeared from the book that have disappeared from the book shelves as Shiva institutes an age of direct experience and secrets coming forward from India about the Golden Age at The Brahma Kumaris with their Oxford Retreat Centre hosting Dada Janki and Brahma Baba from the twentieth century and struggling to keep up with the world of the mobile phone with all that Raja Yoga and speech that competes for silence as people engage in normal working life and they investigate health problems and mental health too in the UK.


That is why the Indian refer to Shree Book and call a book Sir. It is an old institution and is being dealt with glibly by western forces as Dr Pillai of the Pillai Centre writes one book and Monarchs don’t write any. The space for differ by cultures under Jehovah is reducing and power games need to change the way academics live so that Drs are not grumbling about their lifestyles and pay and take access to alternative medicine to stop being pill pushers and people like CMHTs and mental health nurses stop offloading their student loans and family lives with no discussion finally in a fascist stat under Nigel Farage’s friendship with Donald trump placing us decades behind where the Chinese wanted us to be with EnlightenNext and Dao.


What is a Hindu Manidr and does it exist beyond a social context for marriages? Do they allow discussion of their Gods and Goddesses and religion and allow people in from the outside?


Church history is devolving into one big rush to give each other health advice in the UK as Eastenders and Coronation Street feel sorry for the Ukrainians and post them in the Eurovision Song Contest alongside Israel. The Americans have finally gone and eaten too much food and taken over the UK and trashed their culture with Kinghts of the Realm having no contact with ordinary folk or public relations with the Royal Family.

What England has too many illegal immigrants in it for Nigel Farage to use his superpowers for his own news network on to bring Fox News into the debate at Westminster while Jon Stewart plays quarters with Private Eye and Ian Hislop on YouTube.


England suffers from madness with all of its TV programming and the use of AI. That is why they call it mad dogs and Englishmen. This hides a deep racism which masquerades itself as ignorance of other cultures.


Amal Clooney is to be seen with Oprah Winfrey’s amazing arse and to be medicated in accordance with Yoga for the profile of her body and what George Clooney was trying to achieve with adoration of Nazi Germany again in The Monuments Men with his empire and lazy acting career which has caused the downfall of hollywood in spite of Prince Harry’s attempts with James Corden to prop it up and Prince William singing with Bon Jovi and posing for photos with Tom Cruise of Scientology being granted religious status the year I began a medical in the UK


LAMDA graduate Paul Ready is to be asked how he took four years to mirror me when a LAMDA diploma only takes 3 years. He is to be studied for mental health with Egyptian religion so that Nollywood can better understand the madness that challenged my identity and stole my religion all these years.


Bryan Dick is to be studied for racism and to see if living with me did anything for the polished person who sued to suffer mental health problems back home in Newcastle.


I feel a little lost as a graduate without the confines and routine of student life around me. Though it has been 24 years since I left Law School I have been looking for work since then and now that I have been looking for work since then and now that I have found some of it is a shift of consciousness to have Monday-Friday at work and the weekend to myself and I feel a little bit lost as to how to fill my time. The IPL cricket is on and on Bank Holiday Monday I will studying for my apprenticeship so that is easing me into working life and helping with the pain of no longer being a student who is searching for God.


What effect does the Devi in Shree Geeta Bhawan that represents my past life have on the congregation there? Does she confer religious states of bliss as advertised by Hindu gurus online or does she ooze peace to them?


Christian Churches need to pool their resources and back the Americans off from Evangelical tradition with the state that Israel is in. Israel should never have been given to a Jewish race and should have been under the control of Christians able to work dedicatedly on Christ’s second coming. Christian sermons need to go ont a data base so that other priests can use other people’s sermons and have more time for other things such as management and experience less stress. This would go to the denominations of the country and decide whether or not the old structures need be applied or if there was indeed just one Anglican Church. The fate of the Vatican costing England could also be applied here for Roman Catholic Churches maintaining their distance. it is not a requirement of Christ’s ministry that priests write their own sermons each week and as mental health increases and the madness grows in England the globalised world will want to make space for Priests to be there for their congregation and to serve the public will at large.


Is the word heaven applicable to Hindu Temples and scriptures? Does it apply to ISKCON?


The film The Creator was poignant for a forthcoming war between China and the USA. It showed the biological differences between Buddhists and Christians as they fought over dominance of the internet and world resources and the graphics involved in showing the airspace where the central database was stored was useful in showing the feeling of emptiness and airness that go with cosmic consciousness and astral travelling. I am reminded of IPMan 4 and how trade between these two superpowers was desirable and the Chinese had desire to work with the Americans but other conflicts have taken over and it seems the Dalai Lama has abandoned plans of returning to China.


It is only 3.30 in the afternoon. The world is workingf outside my bedroom. With my cosmic awareness activated and my ability to travel to Heaven – what time is it outside and how long are people taking to accomplish their tasks? Who is judging them and what is the state of the Church of England with the spread of AI and the dominance of the world of fake news online and social media as well as the fact that the internet does not really exist.


If the internet exists as per western science – what of China and was this grounds for a war? Did China originate it’s own computer or does it owe this to Apple and Microsoft?


Queen Elizabeth 2nd’s presence is felt in England and she has returned to play ghost and ex leader of the Church of England and learn from Bhakti yoga what the image does and how it affects channelling and transmissions of knowledge throughout the kingdom. King Charles spiritual powers may increase in time as Queen Elizabeth harnesses the internet with Krishna working with me over the coming years. My role as a Healer is important for the healings that can occur in and around Church as the NHS has to face Jesus and his warning: “Physician heal thyself” and the ruin they have wreaked on England turning it into a shadow of its former self.


Ritesh does not like to read books. He was influenced by Ralph Waldo Emerson and Henry David Thoreau to be suspicious of those living in Ivory Towers and we have had our problems getting on. Conversely mum likes to read and has elevated her social position by reading and educating herself. She is to be commended for looking after her health and being in good shape in her 70s and looking young and vibrant and being of sound mind. These are things the Hindu Temple would not recognise in her.


I have never watched a Horse Race from beginning to end in England.


When I was at Northfield Gym the treadmill changed to have Tibet on its graphics board and Lhasa and Potala Palace was showing in the gym.


Does Hinduism “teach” peace or is it an economic solution to life’s problems?


It feels like I have not had sex since 2011. This is in keeping with my brother who is a 52 year old virgin. Our mother has given up sex and ended her relationship with Karamat Ali in Canterbury in the 2010s and lives at home with us in peace.


With all the mantras online and images of Hindu Gods and Goddesses the NHS called me a Hindu incarnation of God and then had nothing to say on the matter between 2013 and 2024. The only conversation they had with me about health was about diabetes and weight loss which I put on taking their medication.


God’s wrath has never been shown in England. The Americans hand over natural disasters but UK insurance law is under stress. COVID was an example of God’s judgement but Gordon Brown was on his scientific march to earn money and make a name for himself with all the Drs and Nurses. What happened to the Americans wanting to privatise the NHS as Nigel Farage speaks of the need for private health insurance as he touts Donald Trumps military superior nation where people are armed with guns at home.


With the Royal Family and Parliament having totalitarian control over the streets and leaving the population to the madness of Shakespeare, it is worth asking what the difference is between the UK and Iran?


As a healer I am granted metaphysical experiences that allow me to be a better writer. Will I inspire some academics to research my poetry alongside spiritual books and with spiritual teachers in mind?


Many years ago God spoke to me and told me that Senator Palpatine in Star Wars is one of the most important characters in cinematic history. The way the camera pans on him at the end of one of the episodes and his eventual journey to the dark side and experiences with the Vedas and evil. Who he represents in the real worls is a mystery as the news hides world leaders from the public view but his interest in esoteric powers and training of the Sith is telling for what goes on Earth and who is troubling diplomatic groups. The Dalai Lama is thus granted Sith status as he is a corrupt world leader and not just an innocent monk.


I went to law school with Jenny Afia of Schillings law firm. She has a training contract with Jones Day. Jenny now knows Queen Camilla personally and represents the Royal Family on personal matters.


The Royal Family need to lift their curse on this land as Princess Catherine spends time with childhood Psychiatrists to let go os schools as there is not link from the top down to the schools and it is dealt with by another government department – the department for education. When we grew up in the 1980s there was a host of TV programmes and a culture of childhood and today the Drs are in the schools with mental health and charting ways to secure entry to any home in the UK as pill pushers with placebos and the Mental Health Act 1983. Compassion for schoolchildren is a waste of time as they have each other to grow up wtih and are trained in veritable brothels to watch pornography.


I think with the white light of the phone that the Chinese have forgotten their Tibetan negotiations and the Dalai Lama is forbidden from returning back home.


There has never been an fracas between Parliament and The Royal Family on the BBC for all the creative tension that abounds about so called democracy and their use of the TV to control the population.


Since I have been diagnosed with mental health problems I have been searching outside of myself and looking to the TV and internet for my own happiness. Jehovah told me to align with my home and the routine in that as I come back from Church on Sunday and a nice service at St Gabriels.


America is like a disease that Salman Rushdie carried to the British Asian while he reigned as king of Asia and blocked the Chinese from trading on YouTube.


It’s like being Neo in The Matric only without Keanu Reeves good looks and money. I’m trying to concentrate on the TV and then I slide and my eyes close and I am off somewhere in a lucid dream. I’m trying to use the Mon-Fri working pattern to develop my normal waking consciousness and sleep better now that I am exorcising the demons from the NHS that came to visit me and the police that supported them and do not address me as a spy or any transcendental musings that are going on.


Security checks need to be in place for Rishi Sunak and the religious grounds upon which he rose to power. Did he use my connections at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the Gunas and what precedent has he set swearing on the Bhagavad Gita in Parliament. Where has the Asian culture gone and what happened to British Asian history with Christmas Karma on at the cinemas.


I won a ticket to see Sting at the NEC for The Soul Cages tour from the Evening Mail and took my aunty Nutan with me. I listened to Sting every day from being 12 until 24.


American Guru and leader of EnlightenNext Andrew Cohen passed away not so long ago. MPs were studying his work in Westminster and I was surprised to see him die so young. He died on the anniversary of reaching his Guru HWL Poonja.


Professor Brian Cox made a TV Show and described the ight sky in mumbo jumbo as an atheist and the names were not aligned with 2012 movements or yoga movements ascribing the night sky to religious channels.


Johnathan Swift described the UK as Gulliver’s Travels and others have described Atlantis. With the astrology available online these days it is important to ask what passes for england as MPs use the terrestrial TV alongside the Royal Family using social media too.


Writing about famous people is something that academics need to study more as the internet shapes the way research is done and the ancient ways of England need to keep up with change as The Woke challenges things. I notice that my calendar time accelerates and I feel disturbed in my house for family life as the standard laws of libel and slander run to challenge a writer’s freedom.


J Krishnamurti described the human brain as millions of years old. He also said that I would be the only one to understand his teachings. Krishna ahs since illumined other people as to what he meant about Freedom.


Your mind is conversation that takes place in private between yourself and God/The Universe and needs watering to take care of it daily life now that I have started work at Atos at Birmingham/ Solihull Business Park and am having refresher driving lessons to practice driving there and back.


I note my mind wandering that I don’t want the Royal Family’s money or clothes or riches. It had occurred to me that I may have an inheritance waiting for me on account of past lives but this life is enough to live with heathen alive and well bullying the normal state of play.


Today me and Ritesh went for a coffee in Northfield market. it was nice to be with a peacful being and to take a break from the frenzy that Prince William is causing by being on my laptop.


A man in India said Allahu’akbar as he looked to the sky and said that “He has given you all of the knowledhe”. He also said I have magical / healing hands.


Gohils Emporium on the Stratford road has undergone quite some changes since 2012 and is the primary stockist of Indian idols after the Soho Road which has a couple of shops that stock them there. When I was growing up I feared a religious war over idols and religious merchandise.


Around 2014 I performed Tonglen and breathed in the suffering of Tibetans. I did this twice. I also offered my Mehta to perform a medical and exchange with Tibetans who would suffer for the landscape with medical updates over time.


Celebrities and politicians and monarch have gotten trapped on the internet, radio and television after lifelong careers as father figures and matriarchs leading other people into propaganda channels.


There is one internet in the worl and it needs to be shared by all the nations and people.


I have been watching Lingo on ITV Quiz for two hours each night for some months now as I struggle to pass time with my mind.


26/06/2026

London by William Blake

I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
near where the charter’d Thames does flow
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of Man,
In every Infants cry of fear,
In every voice: in every ban,
The mind forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweepers cry
Every blackning Church appalls
And the hapless Soldiers sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlots curse
Blasts the new-born Infants tear

And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse


See yourself as from the Dagobah System.

Western culture doubts too much and the imagination is suffering for medication. This morning I gave up meditation for a conversation with Krishna who recommended I see myself as master Yoda who has taken over from J Krishnamurti as the head of the order. I did a lot of healing of K and the Speaker so I don’t need to be the only one: Krishna or Jesus or some other guides can safely guide some other warriors to help the police with ESP and come from a place of love when it comes to noticing things on earth with The Force in Star Wars being tied to phenomena in ISKCON and the retreat I have been on since leaving Law School in 2002. The imagination has been blessed with great storied since the Greek gods and goddesses hid the nature over Europe and worked with the Americans to proudly produce epic dramas. Some times they are useful reference points as literary books refer to other literary books and science books refer to other science books. It mistakes youth for courage to be able to spot these things and point them out so the police are better able to handle the youth. The poet William Blake made up his own mythology and that is what I hope literary scholars can see in my writing that I am complementing my authorship with works of articles from the imagination to create space for other people to benefit from Jedi forces and the world of Mind Body Spirit that has been put in the rubbish bin. Prince William grew up looking at an opulent America that was backed by a flourishing spiritual community – the United Kingdom now has broken from Europe to hear its own voices and experience its own spiritual phenomena to be able to build a spiritual tradition that supports the athletes, sports stars and celebrities who benefit from spiritual experiences and need to spend more time with universities giving interviews so that the police can accurately chart evolution and progress as time goes by.


My experience as a mystic who has graduated the university system makes me anxious about what could happen to me when I am dead and how my reputation has been damaged by mental health tradition in the UK. Being a poet and writer and having a webpage that I am building I am anxious not to suffer for the British academic tradition and wait for them to review my works and remain on this planet as a ghost suffering status anxiety.


I write to make money. There are lots of urban myths about writers and then they say that writers write to make money as opposed to art for arts sake. The academics are too stifled by hogwash and need to modernise and make more than J K Rowling rich from writing. These things affect Indians and their beliefs that books are poor people too.


I expect people to give me donations.


A tradition of pharmaceutical court cases studies America with private health insurance. The NHS has blocked any such cases and relationship with the News on the UK shores and instead embeds a Nanny State and blame culture with mental illness growing as time goes by and by and large not being something the UK is ready for.


You are born into Politics. It is not a question of making it in the UK and being a success.


By and large we are looking for what to be frightened of when the Dalai Lama passes away. His choice to star in YouTube is creating mental problems for world authorities and the author of dozens of books that western authorities are behing in studying: He has crowds of thousand on America and deep links there but when he goes the tradition on YouTube will affect the yoga tradition in the UK and the UK police are not ready for the onslaught of racism and fascism threatened by UK. Drs and Atheists. Just having the hisotry of Tibet on his webpage helped understand that mental tradition in the UK and the Mind Body Spirit tradition in the UK but when he deleted this along with Shantideva’s vow COVID happened as Medicine Buddha began to leave us with his mind. The charlatans and snake oil salesmen of colonial India are a poor replacement and cults are larger than the human heart as they see to take that space and threaten China’s business in the process of not being able to connect via YouTube and telepathic powers.


The Shadow of England

Hayden Christensen was a sure fir hit for Prince William as he starred as Anakin Skywalker and told the story of Darth Vedas creation in the first three Star Wars. Prince William already faces motherhood issues and has come out into the open about mental health problems due to the passing of Princess Diana and he has a long way to go to become King with the way that social media can protract time and distort mirrors as international communities look on and affect the quantum field without a necessarily Christian ground of being there underneath their feet. The universities have reacted to COVID with a scientific coverup and dominance of universities and there has been a Christian backlash against spirituality and mind body and spirit that confuses the battlefield as Krishna looks on and sees India retreat in the background. Prince Philip was a sure ringer for Senator Palpatine and finding Barack Obama’s rise to fame too much as Samuel Jackson in the Jedi. The scene when Palpatine is so frightened he unleashed what could be Reiki goes to the Africans use of the Lingam at Shree Geeta Bhawan and the fear of atheleticism and sexuality amongst the native tribes of Africa as Wakananda slowly makes ways to foretell the future of Nigerian cinema.


I am being punished by the academics of England for smoking Marijuana. It means I cannot be trusted with home ownership for taste and food and the culture of my mother paying her own mortgage off and coming home and making her own Indian vegetarian food and remembering her grandmother’s way of life and her mother’s recipes from Kenya Nairobi and being a good daughter in law. My head is stuck in the clouds and my brother is corpsing me to remember her and give it to her at the Shree Geeta Bhawan Temple and just get behind the internet and pay off the debt of taking illicit drugs to ISKCON so we can study Habeas Corpus and what it meant for me and my brother to smoke cigarettes and for myself to drink so many lattes. Where is my dream to own my own home and what good is if people write about me and not Santosh’s gourmet Indian food and her role as an excellent hostess who makes excellent Indian desserts such as Khir and Khara and asks for nothing in return and must suffer the pangs of old age in silence and way from the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir with the exotic “flowery language of the Vedas” there and the role the Pundit assigned me before Dipak Mohan’s healthy lifestyle and marriage circuit as my mum was bored with the stigma of being a divorcee and wound me up so that I spoke up on her behalf and celebrated living in England’s democracy and away from youth who chant “India!” and get laid while drinking wine at the same time.

25/05/26

My mum had a hysterectomy in the 1990s. She later found out that she did not have to have it. I remember my father coming back from India to look after her.


Is Jones Day a Christian law firm? What was Gouldens? What religion is the College/ University of Law? Has Oxford gotten complacent with Christchurch and Corpus Christi and Jesus College? What has the internet done to the dominance of Oxford and Cambridge and can other nations compete for knowledge with them and end London’s dominance and Victorian society over the world and the imagination?


I’m not a corporate shareholder. This affects my role in time and makes me suffer as someone who rents a room in my mum’s house for £150 a month and makes me feel the long term effects of having smoked marijuana and feeling the pain of criminals and those who give in to sex life.

The Prophet Muhammed is wound up with me with Shantideva’s biblical life in the 700s and his made up role as a Boddhisattva and covering for Muhammed and the Messia with his prayer for salvation of all beings. Kuan Yin is tied to Shantideva and China is being asked to get involved with Islam – especially in Africa and to spare us the religion of Englishness as they get tired and try light working in the universities and give in to special powers and suffer for want of reading ability and explain where they get their money from.


My father shared with me openly after the divorce how much he missed my mother and how in love with her he was. He attempted to commit suicide because she was leaving him and slashed his wrists. I know because I saw the bandages on his wrists and walked in on them together; my father crying on my mother’s lap.


The Queen wants to research my father in relation to my own poetry and success and failure in life. His life from Jalandhar and travels to England and his influence on proceedings as living in this country for 20 years will be a game changer for studies and culture in the future.


My brother had eczema growing up and failed hi A-Levels because he was having panic attacks during exams. He was under too much pressure to uphold the family tradition and had been burdened by my parents to shiled me from the relatives during the divorce and act the part of a big brother – something he doe to this day.


Loving and living at home with one’s elderly mother is stressful and it is not easy being poor and not being to take her out and have lunch. She has always watched the pennies and I need to catch up with householder and start earning money and paying my way in the world.


My brother was an excellent Karate instructor and reached brown belt under Shukokai Black Belt and now tenth Dan Malcom Hudson. He had to give up the martial arts because Malcolm told him that having one leg shorter than the other could lead Ritesh being in a wheelchair when he was older. I studied Karate too and got up to green belt. I went down to orange belt because I missed too many lessons.


It’s all just change.


I had haemorrhoids from the age of 13 to 24. I went to hospital for an operation. My colon would protrude from my anus by about 2-3 inches when I went for a shit. After my operation they had gone but soon came back. I did not tell anyone and suffered poor bowel movements until I came back from India when my body was healed. It was punishment from Buddha for choosing a rebirth and not being able to pray to Him and sit in Lotus while affecting the Dalai Lama’s practice and negotiations with Tibet. Jehovah told me I was like Adam and then I fell from grace when I left Jones Day in 2003 and the woman I was living with Kate Warnock Smith who now works at Hull University. he said he punished all of mankind for my sin and haunted me for a decade afterwards.


Sexual lust seems so childish when viewed in hindsight and is tainted with sexual guilt on the way of the boddhisattva.


I left home at 17 to study at Oxford and came back i the holidays or went to my father’s flat in London. And when I left Oxford in 2000 I moved to London for two years. I still don’t feel like I have properly come back home. I spent the years 2010-2011 living in London. There is something about London and making it that has not settled in Birmingham. My mum has been at work ever since we were children in Birmingham and worked in London in the 2000s at the BBC. Ritesh has visited London but never studied or lived there. It must be like New York or Las Vegas and have a tie to people through the news as the capital of the UK that it frequently figures in my thoughs and stops me from settling down at home in Birmingham. My mum bought the house in the 2010s after going on a buy to rent scheme from the council since moving on in 1993. Every year she marks the date that we moved in and when our father stopped paying the rent on the old house and when bailiffs came and kicked us out of our family home in Rubery. We lived with a school friend for a week while the Council found us somewhere to live.


I saw The Never Ending Story a couple of years ago at the cinema. It was a retro showing of an old film – something that is quite a good idea for the cinema. I had seen it in my youth and enjoyed the adventure. Where did they get the special effects from and how was it made – these are documentaries that would have bolstered the imagination over time – not having stars pose on Facebook, Instagram and Tik Tok. It occurred to me when watching it just how far away Krishna Loka is from conventional reality and the everyday affairs of western men and women. The end scene when they show the princess trapped in her palace in the stars: What if she is dreaming of getting to Krishna Loka and needs a connection to the earth to establish her reality.


Presently I take Sertraline, Risperidone, Atvorstatin and Metformim medication. I am struggling to keep up with the western calendar and take it every day as I see China a lot and am thinking about the Tibetan calendar and am naturally linked to the Indian calendar with my tolerance of the treatment I am receiving as the Devi in the soul cages at the back of the Shree Geeta Bhawan Mandir who has been rebirthed an ordinary Rishi householder life in Birmingham UK and only speaks English.


22/05/26

Krishna has warned me that my mother’s death will hit me like a thunderbolt and every now and then I get insight into what he means. The Hindus deal with woman as Maya and an illusion and have a whole sales patter to preach to the Pundit at the Temple about Mother and family dynamics with Arjuna spinning around the battlefield in Mahabharata and other Hindu stories. It is my hope to build a community that keeps in touch with me to guard against too much aloneness with Henry David Thoreau in Walden and helps me cope with growing old. The world of change is now really in the Now and the Buddha is a tough task master with so much at stake with putting Great China on show to compete with foreign markets and use social media so they can develop new technologies well and benefit from Sathya Sai Baba’s book which I sent them on the Golden Age to seek to solve old problems in new ways and find a space for the Dalai Lama to return there in years and ages to come.


This Blog is not an official government document. It is my private webpage for home use and to be added to as time goes by and then marketed in accordance with my personal resources as I work and earn a wage of £18K a year as an IT apprentice to fund my work as time goes by and I see things and have visions of the Chinese government and see them looking at the phone for phone prices and not spiritual enlightenment.


This morning I woke up with the memory of the devil tempting me into the world of corporate law and with one interview at Gouldens with Charters MacDonald Brown and Clare Deansley and then the merger with Jones Day mixing my life in London.


I grew up enamoured by the differences between loving someone and being or falling in love with them. I was ignorant about love and come from the split between my mother and father and I had distrust built and developed over time as I was continually heartbroken finding out that potential partners were not my mother and did not acquiesce to my needs as I wanted.


The secret to life is to find your class and station and then stick to that. Too much meditation floats in England and is influenced by America but what are you doing when you meditate and who are your role models and what are you learning about and where is this settling your distinctions of caste and creed? Mine is to go to work and to come home and pass the evening with some food and TV and spend time with my mother and brother at the weekends. it is also to play a social game of Township on my phone and build a village with crops and animals. It is not to aspire to world rule but to live in 6 Shilton Grove and release these article maybe years from now when I get around to marketing them on my laptop and I will have to email them to myself from my phone and then cut and paste them from my email on my laptop. it is like Emerson or Whitman or Thoreau – men more advanced in society than me but men content with their station of being a writer. Krishna told me to look within and see a graduate who is culturally condition and who does not have a mortgage and this soars into highs and lows with Ranvir Turner and other cousins in the Mohan and Turner family tribe as my mother’s brothers and sisters have conventional family’s that enjoy the world of material things and partake in social affairs as normal. That is what they grew to do and something I took part in within the wealth when I was student from the ages of 17-24 when I listened to Sting every day and spent money on CDs and books and had a Spartan wardrobe recycling the same clothes at social events and going out to keep up with the Jones’s and affront the Oxford social scene the best I could with the social skills I had at the time. That was my class. Not very high. Then it came time to have a nervous breakdown in 2002 and that is something that occurred again in 2013. Had Krishna not involved himself in my life God knows where I would have been.


What is the personality when the I AM is with the 10 commandments and the Prophecy of Jesus is at play?


How many chakras do I have because of past lives? Who or what am I responsible for as Krishna says: “Those that are wise grieve for neither the living or the dead.”


I am God. This phrase is located in the genitals and comes from the experience of ejaculation and power over another and control of the mind and needs to be broken for the Indian man to get control over his base chakra.


Apart from the works of Salman Rushdie all I know is Anita and Me. So I write biographical to clear myself of guilt in a Christian country with the account of blasphemy on my NHS record and a sketchy timelines of depression and poor mental health issues living in poverty with my brother since our father went back to India in the 2000s and sold his car and gave me the instalments as maintenance payments to supplement the loan I took out to fund my legal studies between 2000-2002.


I want the Chinese government to come and meet me in England so I can administer my work and deal with my past life karma and face the fact that the corporate life gave me a nervous breakdown and drove me to smoke marijuana and drugs.


Jehovah is measuring a Parish in Weoley Castle. He has erected two 5G towers to observe my habit on the internet and has comparisons with my early childhood with St Brigid’s Church from 1985-1989 with Ritesh being the first non-Roman Catholic that the Church admitted under Sister Marjorie due to an administrative error that granted him a place after my mother had it explained to her that her son was not the proper caste to study at the School and Church. I was back at St Brigid’s after I left Elim Church around 2024 until the Father told me that I would need to do a course to continue to receive Eucharist. I have written to him since then explaining my position. Krishna told me to give him a copy of the Bhagavad Gita and The Works of William Blake as He wants me to be like William Blake for Hindus. St Gabriel is the patron saint of telecommunication online so he can control media before “ether” was documented in ISKCON as one of Krishna’s creations and constituted parts of the human race and earthly world. Rameses II told me that Birmingham had been used to measure alien races intervening in a big way in London after EnlightenNext collapsed in 2012 and this measurement with distance and space is more up Ritesh’s street and things he likes to look at being so long posted to take care of Arcturus and Greek heritage with Scientology precision on the reactive and active minds to live as a monk devoted to Christ for his sexual abstinence who doubts Krishna’s efficacy for the modern age.


I used the Sound of Light by Dr Judy Satori in c.2012 to clear blockages in my chakras and attempt to build a 12 strand DNA body. I failed to keep to the timing of these transmission of words of energy and fell asleep with them on one night and must have absorbed hundreds of transmissions. Jehovah told me it was the Sound of Satan and that there was a massive exorcism of me going on and showed me how to reach 60 dimensions to rival William Blake for the Marriage of Heaven and Hell and now to tell me to calm down as I have grounded my writings and Ritesh at St Brigid’s Roman Catholic Church for me to upload these articles to my WordPress site and advertise my poetry to academics to study and mental health academics too.


I find it illuminating about British racism and the lies of healthcare in the NHS that I spent 22 years waiting for the NHS to help me after India and was hospitalised 4 times while Russell Brand made people laugh and chanted Hare Krishna and the police sat back and watched his sexist jokes and racist routine.


What is a laptop and how does it control time and space? What is the internet and how can world governments lie about fibre optic cables all over the world and under the sea? These type of miracles are the stuff of Egyptian pyramids and need to be gotten a hold of so the world’s imagination is protected and working life is secured by good TV and social media? How does the TV broadcast and what is the science of telegraph poles in ancient America with the Native American Indians there? Is there a return to ancient ways with the golden age or is man speeding ahead with nuclear technology and politicians blocking up the TV and internet with their faces and policies?


It is telling that a distant relative called Omkar Nath Channa visited me in the 2000s when I was suffering from religious stress due to prophecies from India about my imminent success and birth chart: That nobody else from the 12 brothers and sister had been to see me or enquire about my well being. None of the cousins called and it is of not that Channan had written a book called the role of the Court Interpreter. I needed an interpreter to understand the distressing ways of the extended family as they held me in disdain for only speaking English. Dipak Mohan, social worker, was out building his little empire and did not respect our family’s space to help us with the phone calls from India.


The poet William Blake wrote that “Energy is eternal delight” and even fancied he was writing with prophets in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. My list of original religious and spiritual names and experiences owes its courage to William Blake to express myself with honesty and candour and expect to be ridiculed for it – especially after the threat and fear of Drs and Nurses claiming a relapse and more irrational and unwarranted and unexamined medication. They really are pill pushers and one imagines if this was some years back I would have been subjected to ECT. The energy in question with my religious experiences is Krishna’s energy which also belongs to Allah, Jehovah and Buddha and then there is also Qi and Reiki which I have experience of too with the Dao balancing things and waking me up early in the morning too.


I don’t think I have ever really enjoyed a happy day in England since my teenage years. There was one girlfriend I got off with when I was 17 and I recall feeling happy the day after but that was short lived. The Drs have nailed happiness to the cross and the local GP knows nothing about me other than my reticence to take medication because nobody talks to me properly and they keep their police work to themselves. They too are snobs because I don’t speak Hindi and have never mentioned military detail or religious work in all the years I have been living in Weoley Castle since 1993. They just stupify the mind to behave like a graduate and be normal and don’t know the strain this puts on my life – it is a sign of a poor intellectual and economic class indeed to not be able to talk about spiritual experiences with Drs and Consultants who are more concerned with how much money they can make and spend quickly.


Buddha stopped by in 2013 to show me what a demon looks like and how far some souls have to travel before they reach enlightenment. It would have been so much easier if I could have just told my Drs that I am searching for spiritual enlightenment ansd not take medication with no discussion of my racial predicament. Krishna bought a lot of demons to haunt me that year and said they went so far as to examine me medically as to cope with my mother’s funeral. Vishnu charged me with suffering for not being independent and this is something I am working on with getting into an IT career to stabilise my normal and ordinary waking activities to please the Drs and Nurses and to fulfil my requirements under the Mental Health Act 1983.

Notably I have not gone bankrupt and can hold the position of Director of a Company as can Ritesh and my mother in spite of years of suffering in Weoley Castle where our Parish with St Gabriel’s is starting to make sense.


I have £8000 on credit in my Barclays account and have set up an ISA. This equates to 80,000 rupees. My grandfather once gace me 40,000 rupees to spend over my summer holiday in 2000 when I visited my father in Jalandhar for five weeks. I spent about 15,000 rupees and returned the rest back to him.


Seeing the Golden Light or Krishna’s energy move as I write on the iPhone or think about writing while I sit at my desk at work is quite a surreal activity. It looks like I am doing things as a Healer and had the effect of astrally travelling to see people.


I suffer from the Imposter Syndrome and have discussed this with AI to bring it to the surface so it stops me worrying about being found out especially at work. It affects me in my stomach and chest and suffers me to experience pain and anxiety as I fear being found out as a Healer. I recall watching the TV show Merlin and how such castes are shunned by society and attacked – this is something I have experienced with the NHS and something my mother knew to be very hard with me about as I sauntered around as a high school graduate with an Oxford degree while my brother sat at home and meditated and practised his own religion and never went to university or saw London and Oxford life like I do. He is born and bred in Birmingham and travels by his at the age of 52.


Getting some direction: Now that I have set the goal in my life of emulating William Blake I find that I am resolved to better brain frequencies and can breathe a bit better. Many years ago I was visited by the spirit of Shakesepeare and I have seen him again recently towering down a chronology of literature that suits me and steers me away from the Hindu guru I have faced since I was very young with setting such as Oxford and London to challenge my own brand of spirituality and materialism surfing the waves of samsara to see if I could make sense of this things called God. Last night I was tossing and turning for four hours with the Word of God and Dao seemed to be triumphant again to warn me of the Dalai Lama and great men who stand on other people’s shoulders to be even greate in times of war and distress.

My mother has come through a lot more peaceful and happier to enjoy her old age without too much religious stuff going on and better resolved to know her sons childhood reading habits will be out to the workers via the internet and off to the academics to study and make popular. My brother can rest knowing I have some direction to use my time out of work once I have completed my apprenticeship in IT to good use and the struggle against evil and the spectre of Guru is won. It’s like Lord of the Rings – it is a darkness that blights my English speaking life and shuts me out of Hindu circles but it will come back again I’m sure to test the waters the farther I progress into society. It occurred to me I am not a great doer and man of action so staying at home and writing letters and using email to market myself after I have completed my webpage and used Krishna’s energy on the phone and the laptop means I have something to do and some direction on the voices and screams I hear of pain in the cosmos like Avalokitesvara: He who hears the cries of the world.


21/05/2026

“I climb this tower inside my head
A spiral stair above my bed
I need no stairs don’t ask me why
I hurl myself into the sky”
– Sting, ‘Inside’


Among many things that the NHS left out of Observations with me is the fact that I bought my first smartphone on iPhone in 2014. I used it to alert authorities to mounting pressures to World War Three and how this was a fabrication of the mind and instance of make believe from western forces too much influenced by the media – including John Pilger with his documentary The Coming War on China. This emails are stored safely for my literary account and the future belongs to those who modernise with police states and informants to provide universities with access to phone records and email details without too much bother about human rights and more stuff for the liberal elite. The Huffington Post soon dropped its colours after massive changes swept through the system and Arianna Huffington was not seen with Dr Deepak Chopra and Andrew Cohen on public and on YouTube again. What were such spiritual teachers doing online in terms of spy games and mirrors when YouTube is another multinational owned project that the US lies it owns outright?


Srila Prabupada wrote that everyone is jealous of Krishna and as I try to control myself by engaging in working life and follow Krishna’s injunction that “man must work each moment of his life” and “if I did not all this cosmic manifestation would be put to ruin”: I am startled by how much suffering the mobile phone causes me with the internet and how much stress my mind goes through. This is my karma on this earth an an opportunity to hone my writing skills and to put to use the education my mum and dad paid for and Ritesh suffered silently waiting for his chance to break into the big time. With all this writing that I am doing and high society on their cards, his role as a Healer has augmented and stretches back to the reign and life of Queen Elizabeth 2nd with Prince Philip voicing concerns about the military complement of these matters in our home.


Is the King of England “the perfect man” under Greek thought and all men rolled into one? What is an hour of his time worth and what does he charge out at and bill other nations for the comparison?


Dr Huw Len was hospitalised in America and then set about healing the hospital with his technique he had learned from old teachers. He refuted medical claims of his illness and recited Ho’oponopono and the phrases: I love you, I’m sorry, please forgive me and thank you until the hospital he was in experienced a healing. He now practices Ho’oponopono to this day with Dr Joe Vitale as his student. This has inspired me to heal the NHS with my writings and social media work since 2017 and the nervous breakdown I experienced that caused me to summon Krishna for a dialogue with Arjuna as a passive aggressive releasing toxins and bad feeling and emotions to get better and balance my realisations in the modern world. A Buddhist monk was held to lower the crime rate in New York in the video What the Bleep Do You Think You Know through controlled breathing and dedicated prayers and meditation by affecting the quantum field. Through my prayers and meditation and links to ancient ways and paths and Masters and Gods and Goddesses I hop to heal the NHS in the QEHB in Birmingham and improve mental health in time in general.


If the Dalai Lama lived in a house in the UK what would it be worth and what UK laws would govern it? Such a question helps the laws of China understand the position in Tibet for social reform and modernisation of an ancient land with basic infrastructure needs and requirements quite far away from the glamour and speeches of the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet as he aligns with Tibetan history to put forward his case and prepare the way for the 15th Dalai Lama of Tibet and his successor in time. Healing the UK’s medical tradition after COVID will require Biblical proportions of which Krishna and eastern traditions are interpreted as interlinked if not wholly responsible for them.


Kalpas and cosmic time in ISKCON had led to a biblical calendar around 2012 to estimate the amount of healing and spiritual work individuals and groups were responsible for and to apportion resources around the world. 1 day of human was said to be 10 years for an Angel and 100 years for a God or thereabouts. It was an indicator and not a hard and fast rule and I have been healing with Yugas and Kalpas and days of Brahma up until recently when I have slowed down and find in one day I do 100 years worth of work. I don’t have goals and dreams of accumulating wealth and owning my own home and running a family and sending children off to university but do find that these dreams linger and cause me suffering. This calendar helps with issuers of prayer and estimates the time it will take for change to occur and to get things done in a conventional Christian context with 7 days of normal life being the measure of good mental health and ordinary activities and lifestyle.


Some years before the Ukraine War started Vladimir Putin said that he was being reminded of the beginning of World War 2. This beckons the question about cultural amnesia and what happened to World War 3 with all the build up around Islamaphobia and the Middle East with the Chinese being invisible on social media and YouTube and not entering the news networks for propaganda. John Pilger’s documentary The Coming War on China from a war journalist showed the escalation of conflict after Ukraine to involve an attack on China to augment American military bases around the world and consolidate their power. COVID provided an opportunity to insult the Chinese as having originated it and may have been a manifestation of the beginning of this war as the two nations host Donald Trump in China for diplomatic talks and seem to be beyond the build up that is still present on earth for World War 3. The Ukraine and Russia war is a symptom of this with the Iran and USA war and it is possible that these conflicts will die down soon and normal peaceful neogtiations be resumed.


The next step is to take the television cameras into Churches and religious establishments in the UK and film representatives at worship to improve diplomatic relations and provide a context for the news to change its character become more mellow and in tune with the Royal Family and its allowance of reality TV shows and the culture of discontent.


After what this country has gone through since 9/11 the Churches would do well to enter to privacy and security talks to host television cameras in their Churches to host television cameras in their Churches to host discussions and debates concerning the modern times and confronting the news media’s dominance over American intervention on our shares and their pressures to get the Church modernised with Zionists in America demanding Church readings on the television.


When I understand why I didn’t make it as a graduate and own a home and have a wife and children and fit into the normal paypacket society, clouds and karma with life from me.


The Mind Body Spirit section of Waterstones bookstore got wiped and only a few Self Help books remain. Archbishop Rowan Williams has written a book Discovering Christianity that introduces the Christian religion to the reader. Watkins Bookstore in London publishes a top 100 spiritual authors each year which is useful. In India a book does not have an ISBN and bookshops are like old second hand bookstores in the UK with books piled ceiling high and for you to rummage in and see what you find. The difference may help academics change their approach to Colonial studies as the years pass by and my writing becomes more well known.


I hope my blogs slow down the AI revolution and give it time to travel to poorer countries.


I have experienced a lot of time management in the last 4-5 years and thoughts of how to fill my time that hurt my mind and cause me stress. It occurred to me this is a lament of a man who has been unemployed since 2002 and struggles to cope with his mum’s free time in her retirement and his brother’s Buddhism and Christianity while hating the word spirituality. Working is defintely helping and I feel more regular brainwaves coming in and my sleep is improved and I am able to wake up and meditate and chant God’s name with Krishna. I still have the religious visions but they come and go in their intensity and are bound up with secular visions of worldly people and I fear losing my imagination due to spy work and the ability to see things far and wide.


Birmingham town centre feels like a village and not a City Centre. Northfield is too quiet to be a Town Centre and Harborne attracts wealth as a village.


I have thought about eating to fill the time and wonder about eating disorders. There is a yogic requirement for self control in our house with my brother’s youthful reading of Gandhi’s biography – The Story of My Experiments With Truth and something I read in the 2000s when I read The Bhagavad Gita As It Is – my brother read this Gita in his teenage years and has been waiting for a long time to be saved.


English students at University study the plays of great writers in a selection that is called the Cannon. The Cannon is a nationalistic venture and addresses issues of class and the upkeep of national reputation by selecting the best writers for the sake of order and completeness to be researched continuously by academics at University level and to be deemed by the Royal Society of Literature to reflect national agendas and interest and of course fall in line with the Military and needs for propaganda and future and Krishna’s statement in The Bhagavad Gita ” I know the past present and future of every living entity” would fit in well here to question The Bhagavad Gita academically from certain points of view.

It is too often read in terms of the Military and the Caste System reeks of snobbery and ignorance and people don’t actually reflect that it is something Krishna said and not some Twee jaunt of intellectual adventures and social progress talks. The Bhagavad Gita As It Is is like the King James Bible and needs to be read in terms of me and my family about a writer. Is the Bhagavad Gita about a writer with its emphasis on meditation on controlling the mind and being there for someone who has experienced Yahweh’s word of God to see it repeated in The Bhagavad Gita As It Is. ISKCON is immature compared to Christianity which has had 2000 mixed years of human growth botched for in spirituality to partition with Andrew Cohen in Evolutionary Enlightenment to doubt Evolution and insist rather on growth so that the human collective can be considered and ordinary people’s learning and progress and devotion to the spiritual oaths and paths like my mum’s can be charted and measured. It is my hope that by writing The Bhagavad Gita As It Is will be considered in racism meetings at the NHS. The Jews have protected status at the UN and feature regularly in the news.

The Hindus are absent from world affairs and their religion is too deep as Vedic civilisation to practice and learn from in English. In this light the UK hosts black people as TV stars and shows Africa in its adverts. There is a blanket ban on India. It is my hope also by writing these blogs that my poetry will become contextualised and I will find space in British universities and international ones to be considered a professional writer and can contribute to research across the board and also influence my brother’s karma as a Senior Lightworker for children to affect schooling as Yoga takes off as Krishna carries on building Temples and travelling the world healing situations and people after establishing ISKCON in the 1960s after 200 years development with four leaders and angry Goswamis disappointed by how he has been treated and what the Black people say about Him too after their hostel with Christianity – something the government inevitably faces with Nigel Farage when he comes to power

16/05/2026

Where there is joy. Joy and pure happiness comes from knowing you are saved and that Jesus sacrificed his life that you may know eternal life. It is a different category of thought that is buried by theosophy analysing contemporary thought to death and overthinking things. Nobody is a vehicle for the second coming of Christ in spite of all the things they said about J Krishnamurti to fill the airwaves and struggle with Indian mysticism that deals with Jesus Christ to the day. He died and was crucified so that whosever believes in him may be saved and the journey goes on for others in the world to be different religions and paths with different ends in mind.

There was an accumulation of dust on the hearts of man that was leading to ignorance in myself that I can notice in the world since the 1980s that was leading to World War Three. Pope Francis said he could see a “piecemeal World War Three” happening and this is at a head with Ukraine v Russia and Iran v Israel and USA. When these wars cease there will be a backlog of emotion that needs to be addressed and past planning for dominance and control due to fears that Christ has lifted since 2012 with new salvation and higher lights in the world. This includes the Chinese as an old race with ancient secrets to disclose facing a media war with the oncoming death of the Dalai Lama.


Jesus will be moving the Royal Family on from Africa so that they do not face too many media voices and allow the UK to breath and grieve after Brexit and allow the USA dominance in Africa with Nollywood an apprentice of the darker arts.


I am spiritually enlightened and raise the vibration wherever I go an dintend to go and manifest in my field but I am not a teacher of enlightenment. In the truest sense I am just little Rohan Rishi of my CV and have recently embarked on an IT Apprenticeship to complement a new job in IT technical Support. I once went to school and have been to University and studied Postgraduate Law. I have been unemployed since 2002 and along with my brother have been through some pretty hairy times when we appeared to lose it all and kept up with the scary vibrations coming across the news from America too – financial scandals, wars and political upheaval not to mention the sexy lives of celebrities and their like. When I see myself as having an effect as a Light Worker or Enlightened an I am reminded that the world is one to persecute the religious sort and I am alone with my brother and mother to fathom communication in a multi dimensional atmosphere with the mobile phone, laptop and devices pursuant to the desktop to channel energies and see myself in a guided context from God to keep my head down and see the pitfalls of enlightenment to lecture to men their purpose in life and develop rules and orders when the great Teachers were indeed Gods or in Muhammed’s case, deeply concerned about God and deeply stooped in mysticism to care. I have no ground to stand on to lecture men in England their scope with wife and children and am just someone who experiences deep spiritual experiences and phenomena that I hope to support in writing and justify my poetry with literary context as I have studied at University and forward the literary field as little as I can via the internet as it is too hard to get published. This is not to take anything away from the fact that I experience things that enlightened spiritual teachers hoodwink the innocent public about but this is life and it is time at work in a 48 year old British Asian with his family seeking funds from his writing and a new home for his family that is at work and religious guidance from angels carries with it temporal implications that include one in spiritual groups worldwide and need a good clean lifestyle away from drugs to support it. In this light I have sinned with drug use over time and sexuality that was too advanced for my time to be in a renounced state of bliss that is developing the capacity to enjoy working life and heal the memory of the self that has been through cosmic experiences and light work to balance a family that came together to enact healing of Mother Earth and not pursue worldly attachments of wealth and accumulation by conventional means. This means that the money I made between 2017-2024 online has gone to world governments and banks to apportion other causes and I need to start again seeing what is possible and search for labels for my actions each day in writing dealing with agency and the way things are done under the dirtied and polluted consciousness of religion.

Put simple to end religion is finished as the Vedas just never stop being performed. It just needs Jesus Christ and Eckhart Tolle to stop playing Santa Claus handing out Presents/ Presence and to take Krishna seriously as a newly arrived worldly God that demand attention and recognition in each family home as time goes by regardless of people’s beliefs if human rights even exust and for world leaders to see themselves beholden to TV and propaganda by their journalists and people who went to University at 18 to be so powerful and company Directors in their 30s and 40s to be calling the shots and speaking badly about very important matters and relying too much on the Americans and the Christian Evangelical Tradition to bail them out of blasphemy and racism to support ISKCON and stop berating organised religion for making money in a world of charlatan individuals who hide celebrity misdemeanours for a nature of marriage and commerce conversation without the likes of Russell Brand insulting Krishna and letting the Chinese have no British MPs and how far ate the right willing to go in the UK to fund Nigel Farage’s insult of journalism and conventional memory to steal from Caesar and Judas to pollute co-tempered Buddhism and Spirituality online and heavy records that determine the mental health of world leaders since their inclusion in vast Yuigas and Kalpas and the deep heavy work that ISKCON does.

Christianity made the mistake of insulting the stars and astrology and calling such astrologers cooks and mad people and splitting them up from the Church and now the Church is very secular and had nothing to say as the internet plays out Terminator prophecies with AI and Russia looking on with its military and wonders what it did wrong to be so insulted by the West that has so much madness under the surface waiting to come to the foreground and the Chinese leave new fields and space developed by American spiritual teachers due to soul ages and past lives that the medieval medical profession in the West just won’t let in. Drs rule, not Kings and Queens and Queen Elizabeth 2nd had a lot of karma that led to COVID and Americans belief that God judges us for sin with mass illness and the need for vaccinations for the ay we live out our lives and search for truth in toilet bowls and dirty minds while Krishna had not been investigated for change since their inclusion in the 1960s and 1970s for how this religion had adapted to the New Age and if indeed it is corrupted since Srila Prabhupada’s inception.


The UK experienced hacking of the NHS and news stories of the BBC during Theresa May’s premiership and these stories took the place of American sympathies and critical pollution that we’re experiencing the American Psychiatric Association’s involvement with Donald Trump to check if he had Mi5 designated mental health problems and if the UK is indeed independent with medical history in the UK and how sovereignity had been surrendered to the US under European clothes. This has been Peter Mandelson’s form and they were being British but the NHS hacking story was a cover up for a big pharmacist case in the UK that the media wanted to mirror American headlines and still do with the case of matter of Matthew Perry after Michael Jackson’s big court case and death at the hands of prescription drugs and American Drs who dream and sleep and eat and shit while taking on the collective and individual consciousness while escalating more money for themselves while dreaming for themselves while addressing Indian landscapes and Indian folklore after the way they treated the Holy ghost. The use of ECT in Indian quarters is justified for the backlog of progress that need to come through and the absence of warfare that had occurred in Indian territories while China looks on with its soul intact and not beholden to British narratives – something the Dalai Lama alerted the UN to in his first book after exile My Land My People and a note in his book with letters to the UN and accounts about how the British had been in Tibet and he needed to tend to their healthcare and mental health as well as torturous British businesses and workplaces as I am experienced about now after 3 months with Atos in Birmingham Business Parkway. The thins that occur in the name of memory and the burden that world leaders bear and charge for is palpable when you look for a good example and with the subjective nature of truth and time hopefully my brother has somethings to say when Ranvir Turner has worn a Turban and stopped blaming Ritesh for higher lights and energies that he did not ask for and shed a light on his deceased father from the Punjab and the rivalry Ranvir set up since childhood and parted ways to Bhangra and drink never mention the sex life of a married man with the karma to look after another problem area in our family – a nurse at the NHS who gossiped over open carcasses in the NHS and embedded her fat ass in consciousness to wait until her 70s and 80s to take Shree Geeta Bhawan seriously and the Soho Road. Benjamin Zephaniah’s mural had been painted over and nobody ever explained why his middle name was Iqbal.

How wealthy was he and where did Ranvir get the powers to drink so much and manifest such a good career in banking and life with the Mohan family while his mum sidelined my mother and used nher elder sisters status against Vina Aunty in Canada with her simple Hindu life with Professor Vijay Sood of Engineering to disobey the ageing process with Sudesh Cole Research Fellow of Birmingham University now that Professor Jeff Cole atheist of Birmingham University had deceased and taken all his advice giving ways with him while joining in with Kamlesh Turner of the NHS and the rambling ways of Ranvir Turner and the banking of Birmingham with jobs and careers under his care at HSBC and Lloyds to see Ajay Sood run the market as a millionaire into Computing and elder cousin with a long career at IBM that Hinduism needs to embed and wait for with Kamal Mohan’s charm offensive and the pain he caused Ritesh as the elder to leave the world in his sleep and enter international and intergalactic kingdoms to join with Shiva in his search for enlightenment that seems to be at odds with the Mohan family of mother’s pre marriage self as they speak English and many dialects and have karma themselves to deal with like the deep shit me and Ritesh faced from Mum after 9/11 and the racism of Middle Eastern crusades by the British army and lives broken and lived at home dreaing of better things.


It is my intention to get myself released from my home as a political prisoner by building a kick ass website that finds its way to some Hindu men who are willing to look at it like you do when you ask a Hindu pundit some family dharma questions and he runs some astrology on your birth name and family’s name and time of births and to leave my brother resting at home with his cat to take care of himself once he has seen me break free of the medical bondage I got into hurting my rib cage doing severe penance and 4 years Hare Krishna and up to 60 rounds in two hours with Jesus as he changed time and helped me chant. Amongst other things on my website will be a big family tree to fulfill my destiny as both a graduate of English and a Hindu and to get myself looked at as someone who people will research and write biographies about as a literary author and to create space for the Chinese to question my authority and see my art grow over time and return to more sexual questions of what poetry is and how it is a corruption of mankind and not a natural issue like the imagination needs to see dinosaurs as natural and not tiem bound as I do having been raised that way – like my brother and how he took to space and studied being an astronaut before wanting to join the Royal Navy. It is my hope to enhance diplomatic relations amongst academics worldwide who benefit from Krishna’s grace and take it easy with the ways of the Greek Gods who are too heavy to carry around and don’t have a culture that Jesus kept with him in Renaissance England with the King James Bible that needs rewriting over the next few centuries to please Krishna and develop space for King Arthur at Shree Geeta Bhawan with the large Lingam there and the Church of England embedded with Arhbishop Justin Welby meeting Pundit Dharam Dutt and creating new spaces on web development. It is also my hope that someone carries these webpages of mine to my childhood memories and good deeds from my Mum to school us both at St Brigid’s School in Northfield Birmingham where I went in 2014 for about a year to heal myself and remember my Mum and met the Father there. Those were some years in the 1980s while this life on the mobile phone writing away is not a “crack cocaine” like my elder cousin Nishi Sood texted me it was while I used the internet to alert world leaders to the Self and Second Coming of Christ during 2017-2024 and made a lot of money for Tibet past present and future in the process as Guru Nanak watched on and guided my meditation to remember the old ways of Hinduism in the UK and Birmingham tradition that make me hold my great breath for after all those cigarettes as a chain smoker since I was 16 with my brother until the 2010s to side with our father who probably smokes to this day in India and is in rude health with his third wife and extended family say from the shares of his father’s IBI ball bearing industries of his father; Mr J M Rishi, my grandfather who died at the age of about 75 to quite some ill health and came to see me after I was attacked after 2013 to help me read the Bhagavad Gita and to see the corruption I went through because of how it is interpreted in the modern age – especially the bit about not feeling sorry for a victim and charging me with being a God who has ruled on people’s karma and all that Jazz under Toni Morrison and her literary development that I studied in my final year at Oxford when I would meditate on the meaning of God and let my friends go to drink and drugs and corporate issues that I took on board the following year as I studied law in London and took the place of my absent brother with the actor on IMDb Paul Ready who I lived with for 2 years and played backgammon and discussed time and the contemporary self with go two years while smoking marijuana and staying out of college which I found boring and out of place for me at that age of life as I try College again with an IT apprenticeship at Solhull College now with living with my brother at home with our ageing mum going from strength to strength in her early 70s and saying prayers for our father Parmod Kumar Rishi every night “wherever he is”. We don’t speak well on the phone and he saw the work I do when I went mad with Krishna consciously choosing me to shed light on the second coming of Christ during 2017-2024 so that his people in India had something to view with the diaspora being treated as well that was ignored by EnlightenNext and all that American spirituality since Deepak Chopra bent spoons with Uri Gellar and Ritesh got corrupted with cult work and Scientology to turn to Jehovah and betray me and his family too as Mum walked away from me and disbelieved accounts of my special nature and was rude to me to teach me things and properly prepare me for older life – something schooling does but not university in the UK.


I have a dream that I am studied in universities and my self made webpage on WordPress heralds a new era for writers to be included as literary and historical sources at an academic and professional level. When the Drs picked on me, I fought back and made many books on Amazon Books. They are on my hard drive with other documents that I messaged China to keep in mind for Free Tibet demonstrations and non violent communications. They were backed up by a medical with Buddha where he looked down on the English Literature as a subject that send people mad and not good for mental health and balanced with medication from the NHS and under my mother’s hand accompanying me to most of my Psychiatry meetings and seeing first hand the short-comings of the NHS that she used to work for and where she experienced discrimination and bullying in the workplace as a business woman but was unsuccessful in haunting them back with a Tribunal ruling there was no evidence of harassment. I took Depakote and Olanzapine for mood disorders and dealt with being a single man at home at the age of 36 with “racy thoughts” and sexual lust from Kuan Yin to show me sexual Sanskara on the last to Enlightenment and Buddhahood. I had renounced my enlightenment at a Hereford Buddhist Retreat much to the annoyance of the Royal Family insulted that their country was deemed not good enough for me to experience spiritual enlightenment. Krishna came and showed me that it is a subjective things and something that accompanies Rohan Rishi from school in an effort to study non duality and no separation from God with balance and paying attention to the warnings in the Bhagavad Gita not to abandon the battlefield in life which reached a head when I was forced to ask Ranvir Turner for financial support in 2014 and found that he would not let me in his house as he said I was gossiping bad news about his deceased father on social media.

What happens to liars in Hinduism and how does Vishnu treat them? other than with compassion and segregating them from their victims to let their victims develop on their own lines to truth and see culture at work and society developing away from the victim’s expectations of behaviour and standards.

Proper people would get access to a shoulder to cry on to study my biographical writings alongside my poetry with New Age books vouched for by Vishnu who said I would be heralded as one of the greatest writers in the twenty first century while my brother fulfils his dreams of celibacy and serving Jesus Christ while staying away from Hinduism for the complexities of dealing with it in English as second generation British Asians in England.


Psychiatrists control time in the UK and work with Drs to keep power away from the ordinary people. In all my 48 years in the UK I have never had a close personal relationship with a Dr and amongst my mother’s decades as a businesswoman she never socialised with Drs either. The presence of the NHS in the extended Mohan family clan with several people working for them and the role of Drs and Dentists as social workers and family friends that populate their many dinners and wedding run contrary to the medical report that I actually saw: “Rohan Rishi thinks he is a Hindu incarnation of God” after my mum gave them some information over the phone and then after that I thought they would talks to me about my personal world that I now deal with by going to Arts and Chat at Creative Support in NOrthfield and dealing with my lower self and facing goodwill and British medical care square in the face. The issue is time for my brother who has my studying of English and British history to balance with his Thetan from Scientology and Greek word clearing as a self educated man and someone who learned from Henry David Thoreau how to live and look after himself by being on benefits since 1999 and “going into the woods to learn that when the end of his life comes he did never not live”. My issue is nature and the Drs and Nurses had my family connections to deal with and the security services that I contacted knew more than I did about Uncle Dipak’s voices and karmic connections and claims to fatherhood of myself and Ritesh while uncle Jeff balanced atheism with ancient beliefs of Hindus with his role as a Biochemist at Birmingham Uni.

The Drs then asked me: Are you having any problems getting to sleep? Any problems getting dressed? Do you have any suicidal thoughts? Can you shower okay? They did not address mental health issues and there was no discussion of religion and they did not talk about bipolar disorder so I took it on board myself to learn edition contrary to J Krishnamurti’s advice on Freedom and study the Bhagavad Gita. It was then that the Dalai Lama came to me in apparitions and visions that an old healer called Michael Melchizedik told me in 2009 – never tell the Drs you can see them. They never addressed religious karma or my biographic identity and do not ask about my feelings once and caused me a lot of madness and confusion since seeing them in 2013 and until 2024 when a Muslim Dr discharged me and wished me well. She had more to say about Winston Churchill and his status of suffering from Bipolar Disorder than my own religious conditioning and studied me to see the UK as a police state and one I aim to help by using the Smartphone as a writer studied by corporate services and spied on by Mi5 and the police to better manage media and policy and the things that fill our blogs and news webpages as time goes by from an ascended master point of view and one that learned from Jesus that the Drs and Nurses are my enemies and to forgive them.


Krishna will be able to react differently to Shiva in the UK as a result of the medical I have done and Krishna can show me how to mix with Drs over time as someone who has been dealing with upper class society in the mainstream since ISKCON made underground movements famous since the 1800s for the time that flew by in the 1960s as new members flocked to ISKCON and joined ranks to make society more moral and preserve Krishna’s memory in the west and deal with the inclusion of India on the world stage as a s world class economy after Partition suffered the Bilderberg process of historical rewriting and took over the grand narratives did Mahabharata and Ramayana as well as Buddhism and writing about India suffered to other detriment of trade relations with the Indian subcontinent and the tale of good manners dwindled as sexual relations took over for Maya with the Royal Family and all of its connections in the UK got involved with Sharukh Khan and Bollywood leaving the rest of the country to rot as they read the Bhagavad Gita once and told the story of the Bible in error as Allah looked on in awe at the boldness of the writers of themes of the Crusades to take on India and use it for their own resources. Queen Camilla Consort of India was on the cards and King Charles had photos of his friendship with Indian men on his webpage covering the period of 2012 with garlands of flowers around his neck. It takes a lot longer to manage Kalpas and Yugas than a few plane trips and much more to counter your own Art of War as Prince William looks on and wanders what India holds in store for himself as Catherine look at all the Hindu and Sikh work in the UK going to waste as Marianne Williamson uses EnlightenNext’s karma to run for political office and shut the door on spiritual work in public places for all that Krishna worked ro make the internet a happier place for people who live at home and can’t travel like Colonial masters and don’t possess their social skills to make money in various ways while they live on benefits and take NHS drugs and nobody talks to them and they fear death while the royal family spies on them and uses their past lives for ruined narratives of Jesus under Rowan Williams and rubbish about how Christ was mistreated that annoy the Chinese and have caused medical problems with spies over the ages that the British would like to forget about with Eckhart Tolle and the Power of Now with Ram Das celebrating LSD and drugs as a pathway to God that the NHS Drs never gained any insight into my family about with Ritesh’s views against drugs since he heard from L Ron Hubbard of government experiments and tests on subjects with the CIA in the 1960s and victims of Vietnam in the East subject to torture and madness after Hiroshima and Nazi Germany taught the human race to be cheapened and devalued for the price of a pill and the wages and lifestyles that they demand as they live in sin and envy the rich and the famous and take this out on their patients all the time.